I Am Afraid Of My Past

Having a tough past and afraid it's going to hurt your future. 42 People

    It Haunts Me... All Of It....

    My past haunts me... it comes up in my head all the time to make me feel worthless again... or to make me feel pain... or loss... Some of my past was spread around the school 2 years ago me someone... I do not know who... I don't like people to know about what happened to me...
    AngryLittlePrincess AngryLittlePrincess
    18-21, F
    Sep 18, 2012

    Not Really Of It, Just Thinking Of It.

    I don't really fear my past itself, I'm afraid of thinking about it. My past is depressing and when I talk about it, I get depressed too. Then I get stuck in it and it's hard to pull myself back out.
    chococat159 chococat159
    18-21
    1 Response Apr 5, 2012

    It keeps haunting me,

    and seems to not wanna go. I know I have to let go, and I try, but the scars are too showy on my skin (figuratively speaking), and they feel fresh: the slightest touch triggers them and I'm overcome by past emotions, fears, aches and shame. For some reason, I feel like I don't...
    Gorstone36 Gorstone36
    18-21, M
    Feb 3, 2014

    I had a cruel past. Everytime I take a nap,

    series of fear will awaken me. 2 years ago, I was bullied. It started when I was 6 until I turned 17. I was bullied for 11 years. They sexually harrassed me, some of my classmates locked me in the sound proof library, I remembered, I was there for almost 2 hours. Then my guy...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Jul 4, 2015

    I didn't know that this was true

    until just now. In fact, recently, I've been priding myself on how open I am. I crave those intimate relationships where you swap stories about life. But somehow, as I get older, these stories are like bitter, hanging bats attached to my arms and chest and hands and feet. I...
    LiliaRye LiliaRye
    26-30, F
    Dec 20, 2013

    My Past

    Let's take a recap on the last 19 years of my life.  My grandfather get shot and killed when I was in my mommy's stomach, my uncle kills himself when i was two and i get a terrible disease when i was three and the doctorer was an idiot and had no idea what to do and burned...
    missyounike23 missyounike23
    18-21, F
    1 Response Jun 7, 2010

    I'm Afraid I'll Never Get Over It.

    I fear history repeating itself. It already has a few times. But I have more fear that I'll let what's happened in the past dictate my future. I'll probably end up missing out on a lot because I'm afraid to put myself in that situation again. I just need to find some way to...
    itsjustme1001 itsjustme1001
    22-25, F
    1 Response Jun 7, 2010
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