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I Am Afraid That I'll End Up Alone

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    ALifeInterupted ALifeInterupted 18-21, F 1 Response May 4

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    My FAKE Mother... Obviously,

    you can conclude that she is not my biological Mother. My Mother was killed and had her identity stolen by an INDIAN genocide. This morning, this woman stormed after me, after years of tormenting me, abusing me, raping me, drugging me, fabricating lies, bold faced crocodile...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Feb 1

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    Now More Than Ever

    When I was young I wondered if I'd end up alone and it was a bit scary. But ever scarier now is looking at growing old, and after 29 years of marriage what life would be like if something ever happened to my wife. That kind of loneliness is much scarier.
    ChipmunkErnie ChipmunkErnie 61-65, M 10 Responses Nov 12, 2012

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    I'm not afraid of being alone i already know i

    am and i just have to accept it. No matter how hard and and painful it is.
    laserabe1 laserabe1 16-17, M 2 Responses Aug 2, 2014

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    Me Too

    i am afraid to love again, and i am also afraid i'll end up solo, once i fall in love with someone and i end up disappointed, my heart broken in side, but i survive and pick them up pieces by pieces and rebuild again.my Love is like a sprained ankle...it hurts, but i keep walking...
    bunga87 bunga87 26-30, F 2 Responses Nov 23, 2012

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    Sometimes I am so lonely

    and so scared of being alone it feels like I can't breathe. It feels like I watch everyone else being together and happy but I'm stuck on the other side of the fence and its too high for me to climb but there is nothing I can do about it.
    elphaba2309 elphaba2309 22-25, F Jun 30, 2014

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    Or that I'll end up in a one way relationship

    because the other person feels sorry for me or they're just using me. I just want someone to feel the way i do about them and have no confusions or doubts about it.
    emmysauraus emmysauraus 18-21, F 2 Responses Apr 26, 2014

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    I been going through a lot these days .

    I don't know why but when I feel this way I push everyone that I love away to me its easy that way not dealing with anyone. I just sit and cry all the time I just don't want to talk to no one . I quit my second job 2 weeks ago I was getting a big 8 hours a week , got another job...
    monica0215 monica0215 51-55, F 1 Response Mar 14

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    Here's an other poem

    that I wrote. Your Picture Why was I so stupid, and looked at your picture. Why do I hate myself so, and put myself through this torture? I have to take the knife out of my heart, and let the gushing of blood begin. The pain will start to build, and I will definitely let it...
    brady120378 brady120378 36-40, M Apr 1

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    Stucat Stucat 16-17, M 2 Responses May 10

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    Because I'm too toxic at times

    and is very dependable on others and I'm not good at anything but making smoothies. I'm terrified of those I find attractive and don't like those whom aren't attractive to me. I stay with my parents all the time and also sisters and folks whom my parents trust. Lazy and...
    Nual Nual 22-25, F 1 Response May 6

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    Right this second, this very moment,

    I'm watching my girlfriend flirting with other guys and looking at 'him' the way she used to look at me. I just want to cry.
    TheGeeee TheGeeee 18-21, M 2 Responses May 15

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    This has always been a big fear

    for me. And most of my relationships end with me having the short end of the stick, so that really doesn't help me. I'm starting to believe that "love" isn't something I'll ever have :(
    Supaslick Supaslick 18-21, M Dec 3, 2014

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    Quick Realization

    I have this feeling that I'll end up alone. I want to have a family of my own, you know, with a loving husband and adorable kids. I'm kind of afraid I won't find a guy who'll be the love of my life, but I don't want to go looking for it. Everybody my age seems to be starting...
    lonelydinosaur lonelydinosaur 26-30, F 2 Responses Sep 21, 2013

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    I spent so long telling myself

    that being alone would be okay because there wouldn't be anyone to hurt me anymore. But, I've come to realize that the loneliness would hurt me.
    jennamarie210 jennamarie210 13-15, F 6 Responses Aug 2, 2014

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    Dissolved Dreams

    As a child, I was the architect of my own future. I would daydream at any given moment, in any given circumstance, of my future. So meticulous in the elements of life I would put in, or leave out, of the ideal future for someone like me. I grew up in the traditional American unit...
    wanderlusted wanderlusted 22-25, F 1 Response Oct 8, 2013

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    I've been single for god knows how many years.

    I guess I don't try to date because I feel like no one will want me.
    ChildOfWinter ChildOfWinter 31-35, F Jan 27

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    Sometimes I just want to be alone,

    but then I realize that if I do that I will have no one to share the great memories I have and no one to tell stories to, I won't have anyone to snuggle up to in my bed if I am cold, I won't have anyone to get advice from if I really need it. But I am most afraid of the person I...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response 1 day ago

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    I just want my mate to find me.

    Have him to understand me. Someone to stay up with at night, since I never sleep. Someone who makes me forget the world I live in. I've meet a great deal of people but they always find a way to make me feel detached from them. I'm ready to settle down and be all for my mate...
    JastonieRyder JastonieRyder 18-21, F 2 Responses Aug 2, 2014

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    I'm really afraid. I'm joining the marine corps

    in 2 years and idk what I'll do if I don't have anyone by then. even if I do they'll probably leave me cause I'll be somewhere far away.
    IDontEvenKnowAnymore1 IDontEvenKnowAnymore1 13-15, M 2 Responses Jan 3

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    So I've been looking on Facebook at all the

    girls I've had crushed and all the girls I had a good friendship with, most of them unfriended me due to lack of communication, and majority of them got married, already having kids. I remember one girl that cared about me, she wrote an gave me a love letter (I still have it...
    littlemac64 littlemac64 22-25, M 1 Response Nov 19, 2014

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    I don't want a perfect man.

    I just a man I can act silly with, make lasting memories with, a man who is good to me, and a man who wants me more than anything else. Is that an unrealistic dream?
    BlueRose601 BlueRose601 31-35, F 2 Responses Mar 28, 2014

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    Im so afraid. Its the one thing

    that scares me the most. i have a hard time holding on to people. I just, drift away. Growing up i was isolated and i went through a lot. And it didn't get easier. So instead of learning to cope and deal with all the emotional turmoil, i just shut down. I shut down 7 years ago...
    TheWickedJester TheWickedJester 26-30, M 2 Responses Jan 30

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    putting aside my name on here

    for a moment, I'd like to share a serious problem I have. There is this woman that I cherish with all my heart. right now she desperately needs friendship in her life. I have been supporting her in every way I possibly can. the problem is I have feeling for her beyond friendship...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Apr 21

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    I'm sitting in my car balling my eyes out.

    my fiance for mad when I told him that I love him. he said I say it too much and that I shouldn't because it gets redundant. I wasn't told I was loved as a child and he knows that. He went inside and went to bed. I'm still in my car crying. All I wanted was to be told that I was...
    Moweb95 Moweb95 18-21, F 5 Responses Apr 2

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    Well, not so much "afraid

    that I'll end up alone," just that I think the odds of finding that ONE person are pretty slim. I can't even imagine what it would be like to really love and be loved. The idea of it seems too good to ever be true...
    EternalVexOfTheLogicalMind EternalVexOfTheLogicalMind 22-25, F 3 Responses Dec 3, 2014

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    I don't know. I feel expendable,

    and it's honestly one of the most hopeless things I've ever felt. My life has just been a painful cycle of lows and highs; ups and downs. It is just this pattern that recurs and recurs, scraping away at any semblance of self-worth I harbor each time I come crashing down. Each...
    macdotgif macdotgif 13-15, M 3 days ago

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    A Story About Love

    From the mouth of the dragon. So many times in the past few years,my soul has cried out to be loved,and been answered by vile and unjust people who didn’t love me but somehow loathed me for my very existence. For some of you out there this is a subject that you never...
    shelle48 shelle48 61-65, F 1 Response Nov 4, 2012

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    i think most teenagers

    and many young adults feel like they'll end up alone forever. Its so bad that i literally cant imagine anyone being with me, i get compliments and stuff but thats about it. Nobodys ever tried to prove their love for me, and it sucks. Oh well #LonelyForever
    AbdulRaheem123 AbdulRaheem123 18-21, M 8 Responses Feb 8, 2014

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    I am afraid of being alone

    and actually I've already accepted it's going to happen. I suffer from social anxiety. I have trouble meeting friends because I am such a reserved person, I'm afraid of making a fool of myself. And when I do make friends, I can't manage to keep them because I have trouble...
    Gophillies8 Gophillies8 22-25, M 2 Responses Dec 31, 2013

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    I always end up alone truth is girl don't give

    a fck about u. guys r just replacable n girls can't stay loyal they can't dedicate themself to one person they wanna run around trying everyone
    matrixwolf matrixwolf 16-17, M 1 Response Jan 30

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    I don't know what to do.

    .. So I moved to a new country and going to a new high school. It's my first week this week and the fourth day, they know I'm new but no one has come to talk to me, I've tried going up to talk to them but I feel like they are not wanting to engage a conversation with me. I'm...
    HeyHer1234 HeyHer1234 16-17, F 1 Response Feb 11

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    Hi..I am 25 f from India.

    I haven't posted any personal experience/thought anywhere online yet. I almost despise the idea of letting people who know I am. Here I am doing exactly that. Only, I don't really know who I am. There is a price you pay for your arrogance. I have been this way for as long as i...
    puntermuniya puntermuniya 22-25, F 6 Responses Apr 19

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    4 years ago, I met a sweet lady with whom I had

    everything in common. She had a tough life, riddled with abusive relationships, and illnesses that affected her in mind and body, but I loved her completely. I asked her to be my wife in December of 2011, and she eagerly said yes. We struggled, I needed to do some growing up...
    AndyCLec AndyCLec 41-45, M 1 Response Apr 12

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    Pretty much I think about it every day how my

    life is going to go.. I always think how I'm going to live alone with maybe a dog Ya I know I have all my life but when I think about it. Im actually going to be alone it's Because I don't give what guys what they want. Most of the time they play around with your feelings...
    Alonzoisgay Alonzoisgay 13-15, M 3 Responses Jan 30

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    ijapa ijapa 31-35, F May 14

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    I know that I won't really end up completely

    alone, ill still have my family and close friends but even then a person can feel super lonely, especially when you know that even though you're close with your family most of the time it feels as if you're not really heard, I want to close with, I want to be someone that won't...
    Anotherrose96 Anotherrose96 18-21, F 3 Responses Apr 25, 2014

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    I Hope I'm Not Right

    I have always had this feeling for most of my life and it scares me sometimes because I don't want to be alone. don't get me wrong I can cope with it but it's not my ideal if you know what I mean.I want to feel as if I belong and whatever happens in life there is somebody there...
    gelroller gelroller 46-50, M 4 Responses Jul 4, 2012

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    I have finally begun to not be

    so shy, yet it seems people reject me and I go back to my corner of loneliness. I will do (almost) anything to please someone. Just please do not leave me alone.
    cflemming cflemming 16-17, F 5 Responses Feb 10, 2014

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    Since my husband died over a decade ago,

    I have been unable to meet a decent guy. I'm only in my 30s and am tired of being alone for so long. I'm a genuinely kind and caring person and just can't seem to find the same. I'm not sure how to be okay with spending the rest of my life alone.
    sleep2dream sleep2dream 36-40, F 2 Responses May 4

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    I am not very pretty.

    I am overweight for my height. I wear glasses. I have scars on my legs from being so clumsy. I usually speak too fast and have to repeat myself to be understood. I have anxiety issues and get easily stressed out and the list goes on. I just don't see anything very desirable...
    Dovesery Dovesery 22-25, F 4 Responses Aug 25, 2014

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    One of my biggest fears.

    Even though I'm only 19 I feel like I need to settle down and find the one right now, but he's nowhere to be found.
    Hannaahhboo Hannaahhboo 18-21 Apr 3

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    I stay in relationships

    that I'm not happy in because I'm afraid I'll end up alone. I cared about him but we didn't click. After 3 months we finally discover that we were both unhappy and stressed. It's finally over and I feel better but alone still.
    kaco00389 kaco00389 18-21, F 2 Responses Apr 2

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    Everyone that I know of in my family has been

    divorced. & I'm terrified that I'll end up alone & nobody will remember me or care when I die. Is that a stupid fear?
    spookyclair spookyclair 13-15, F 2 Responses Apr 26, 2014

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    I Want That Which My Mind Doesn't Let Me Have

    Love, friends, happiness. The 3 things that I really want, and something I don't actually have. There are many issues with the way my brain functions which result in self seclusion due to my own irrational fears and poor self image. Ever since the 1st grade all I have ever...
    KnightOfJustice KnightOfJustice 18-21, M 4 Responses Sep 11, 2013

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    Always Alone

    I wrote this about 5 yrs ago and used a pen and paper so you'll have to understand that those two lines are a little obsolite but here goes. Let me know if you like it and write a poem that I can read. Mahalo.As long as I can remember      I was always aloneA world filled...
    Mehameha Mehameha 51-55, M 8 Responses Jan 8, 2011

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