I Am Afraid That I'll End Up Alone

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    I just turned 45 a few weeks ago.

    ..had a fiancee....until a couple of weeks before that...then he bailed. I thought that I wouldn't have to deal with being alone again. After my divorce, didn't think I could love anyone again like that...then I found my ex-fiancee. Thought it was all good. Apparently not...
    RubyLane RubyLane
    46-50, F
    1 Response Sep 15, 2014

    Pretty much I think about it every day how my

    life is going to go.. I always think how I'm going to live alone with maybe a dog Ya I know I have all my life but when I think about it. Im actually going to be alone it's Because I don't give what guys what they want. Most of the time they play around with your feelings...
    deleted deleted
    1 Response Jan 30, 2015

    I'm afraid no one will ever want me.

    Not the way I want someone too. I'm not beautiful. I have so many issues. I'm not worth it. I don't think I deserve to be loved. But it's what I want most. Someone to care that much about me. No one ever will though. I'm gonna be alone. In my anxiety. In my depression. Alone.
    LockedInsideMe LockedInsideMe
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Oct 12, 2015

    I'm afraid I will end up alone.

    since I did the mess up thing to the girl I love nothing feels the same. I feel she is going apart and away from me. why on earth did I think I could be good for her when I go and hurt her. even though she forgives and love I feel some part of me is lost to her forever. I left...
    deleted deleted
    Aug 15, 2015

    A Story About Love

    From the mouth of the dragon. So many times in the past few years,my soul has cried out to be loved,and been answered by vile and unjust people who didn’t love me but somehow loathed me for my very existence. For some of you out there this is a subject that you never...
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    1 Response Nov 4, 2012

    Because I'm too toxic at times

    and is very dependable on others and I'm not good at anything but making smoothies. I'm terrified of those I find attractive and don't like those whom aren't attractive to me. I stay with my parents all the time and also sisters and folks whom my parents trust. Lazy and...
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    1 Response May 6, 2015
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    Jun 3, 2015

    I Hope I'm Not Right

    I have always had this feeling for most of my life and it scares me sometimes because I don't want to be alone. don't get me wrong I can cope with it but it's not my ideal if you know what I mean.I want to feel as if I belong and whatever happens in life there is somebody there...
    gelroller gelroller
    46-50, M
    3 Responses Jul 4, 2012

    i think most teenagers

    and many young adults feel like they'll end up alone forever. Its so bad that i literally cant imagine anyone being with me, i get compliments and stuff but thats about it. Nobodys ever tried to prove their love for me, and it sucks. Oh well #LonelyForever
    AbdulRaheem123 AbdulRaheem123
    18-21, M
    7 Responses Feb 8, 2014

    Sometimes I am so lonely

    and so scared of being alone it feels like I can't breathe. It feels like I watch everyone else being together and happy but I'm stuck on the other side of the fence and its too high for me to climb but there is nothing I can do about it.
    elphaba2309 elphaba2309
    26-30, F
    Jun 30, 2014

    How do i stop being afraid?

    I am afraid that I'll end up alone because... I have never been in a romantic relationship; there was one I got infatuated with but since I kept on pushing him away, he eventually backed down. I see family members who are leading a single life (the other got married in the end...
    deleted deleted
    1 Response Mar 31, 2013

    Well, not so much "afraid

    that I'll end up alone," just that I think the odds of finding that ONE person are pretty slim. I can't even imagine what it would be like to really love and be loved. The idea of it seems too good to ever be true...
    EternalVexOfTheLogicalMind EternalVexOfTheLogicalMind
    26-30, F
    2 Responses Dec 3, 2014

    I Want That Which My Mind Doesn't Let Me Have

    Love, friends, happiness. The 3 things that I really want, and something I don't actually have. There are many issues with the way my brain functions which result in self seclusion due to my own irrational fears and poor self image. Ever since the 1st grade all I have ever...
    KnightOfJustice KnightOfJustice
    18-21, M
    4 Responses Sep 11, 2013

    No one really can accept my values

    and no one hardly talks to me in the first place, so there's no way I'll ever find that one it seems
    lovemattie lovemattie
    18-21, F
    1 Response Sep 19, 2015

    Quick Realization

    I have this feeling that I'll end up alone. I want to have a family of my own, you know, with a loving husband and adorable kids. I'm kind of afraid I won't find a guy who'll be the love of my life, but I don't want to go looking for it. Everybody my age seems to be starting...
    lonelydinosaur lonelydinosaur
    26-30, F
    2 Responses Sep 21, 2013

    I don't want a perfect man.

    I just a man I can act silly with, make lasting memories with, a man who is good to me, and a man who wants me more than anything else. Is that an unrealistic dream?
    BlueRose601 BlueRose601
    36-40, F
    1 Response Mar 28, 2014

    I honestly don’t understand how someone can be

    so perfect, yet still have so many flaws that are easily spotted. Why is it that I am so attracted to this kind? My heart is just breaking apart piece by piece, I don’t know if I can handle it anymore. My therapist has told me many times to just end things, but something deep...
    BrokenAndUseless BrokenAndUseless
    22-25, M
    Aug 15, 2015

    Everyone that I know of in my family has been

    divorced. & I'm terrified that I'll end up alone & nobody will remember me or care when I die. Is that a stupid fear?
    spookyclair spookyclair
    16-17, F
    2 Responses Apr 26, 2014

    I fell in love with someone here we lasted 1

    year and couple months talking he told me he loved and then into months he said he didn't love me now he just wants be friends but I want him to love me again
    deleted deleted
    Jul 4, 2015

    e When you find out the person you love never

    loved you back first you get upset, mad, disappointed and many other unhappy feelings. And day by day your feelings for them start to fade away and sooner or later they will disappear, you don't look at them the same way you used to do, you don't see that shine in their eyes or...
    comlpicatedguy comlpicatedguy
    18-21, M
    2 Responses Jul 27, 2015

    Nobody touches me, its like im acid,

    like one touch from my finger will kill people. Ughhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
    DowngyvedDante DowngyvedDante
    18-21, M
    3 Responses Jun 9, 2015

    putting aside my name on here

    for a moment, I'd like to share a serious problem I have. There is this woman that I cherish with all my heart. right now she desperately needs friendship in her life. I have been supporting her in every way I possibly can. the problem is I have feeling for her beyond friendship...
    deleted deleted
    2 Responses Apr 21, 2015

    I stay in relationships

    that I'm not happy in because I'm afraid I'll end up alone. I cared about him but we didn't click. After 3 months we finally discover that we were both unhappy and stressed. It's finally over and I feel better but alone still.
    kaco00389 kaco00389
    22-25, F
    2 Responses Apr 2, 2015
    CloseButNoGuitar CloseButNoGuitar
    26-30, M
    2 Responses Oct 7, 2015

    I'm sick of feeling ugly

    and just plain not good enough. There are so many other women my age with boyfriends, fiancées, and even husbands. Some have children, then there's me, single for nearly two years. I never get approached by guys. It annoys me a crazy amount when people stare at me without any...
    deleted deleted
    3 Responses Nov 9, 2015

    Need Some Hope

    I'm waiting for that right person to come along. To really want me. Most of my friends have been in multiple relationships. I don't know how long God plans for my life to be. So I really want to meet that person soon. Edit: I have had a change of thought. This story is not really...
    idreamdaily idreamdaily
    18-21, F
    3 Responses Apr 28, 2012
    ALifeInterupted ALifeInterupted
    22-25, F
    1 Response May 4, 2015

    I'm afraid I'll be alone

    for the rest of my life. That I'll never find someone I can connect with someone. That scares me a lot.
    ChainedHeart ChainedHeart
    26-30, F
    Jun 18, 2015

    Over the years, I've shared many great memories

    with my friends. However I feel that those days are numbered, most of my friends are in serious relationships now, and they're starting to settle down. It's only a matter of time, until they just don't have a place for me in their lives anymore. My other friend who is single...
    DeathstalkerScorpion DeathstalkerScorpion
    26-30, M
    Apr 11, 2016
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    2 Responses May 10, 2015

    So there was this girl,

    let's call her Rachel, I've been flirting with (I think courting is another proper term). Been talking to for around a year and a half now. I asked her out around when we first started talking, but she said she doesn't do online dating. But we remained friendly and we've been...
    Moonlight150 Moonlight150
    22-25, M
    1 Response Jul 27, 2015

    I used to be afraid of being alone

    but I realise you have to be happy with your lot and being alone because being in a relationship will not bring long lasting love and the happiness you seek if you dont. we come into this world alone and we leave it alone.
    hurtwontheal hurtwontheal
    41-45, F
    2 Responses Feb 7, 2016
    SammyPoo91 SammyPoo91
    26-30, F
    1 Response Jul 26, 2015

    I think it's one of my biggest nightmares,

    End up all alone. I feel like it is happening right now, slowly, it's me, it's always been me, I feel like I don't wanna see anyone, like I deserved to be lonely because no one is interested in me and I don't have anything interesting to share...
    chouri10 chouri10
    18-21, F
    1 Response Oct 7, 2015
    ijapa ijapa
    31-35, F
    May 14, 2015

    Because I'm too picky to settle with anyone.

    He needs to be as close to perfection as humanly possible... well my idea of perfect
    powerStorm powerStorm
    22-25, F
    Oct 31, 2015

    Always Alone

    I wrote this about 5 yrs ago and used a pen and paper so you'll have to understand that those two lines are a little obsolite but here goes. Let me know if you like it and write a poem that I can read. Mahalo.As long as I can remember      I was always aloneA world filled...
    Mehameha Mehameha
    51-55, M
    8 Responses Jan 8, 2011

    We Are Afraid Because We Suffer From The Disney Syndrome..here's My Insight

    For all of you out there please excuse my poor english, since is not my first language.. but I want to share my theory of why I think we woman are seriously damaged.. is not our fault really!!I remember not so long ago when people used to say that dating was easy.. maybe back in...
    vanessaMon vanessaMon
    4 Responses Oct 21, 2011

    Right this second, this very moment,

    I'm watching my girlfriend flirting with other guys and looking at 'him' the way she used to look at me. I just want to cry.
    TheGeeee TheGeeee
    18-21, M
    1 Response May 15, 2015

    I'm 29, broke up 7 months ago

    and I'm so scared I'll be alone forever..
    CuriousZombiePanda CuriousZombiePanda
    31-35, M
    1 Response Oct 24, 2015

    I Am Afraid That I'll End Up Alone.

    I am afraid that I'll end up alone. I'm 18, I know I'm still a young adult, but of course I can't quite stop thinking about my future, if how am I going to be or something. I have never dated or kissed anyone yet. I have never had a boyfriend. I'm scared if ever I'll enter into...
    AnnaTheBee AnnaTheBee
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Oct 25, 2015

    I think deep down I'm just a hopeless romantic.

    I love romantic comedies and books. My heart skips a beat when I read a book about two people falling in love. I want that. I lack a lot of self confidence. I feel so self conscious, and awkward, and unattractive at times. I'm just waiting for some awesome guy to see through to...
    SammyPoo91 SammyPoo91
    26-30, F
    1 Response Jul 12, 2015

    Or that I'll end up in a one way relationship

    because the other person feels sorry for me or they're just using me. I just want someone to feel the way i do about them and have no confusions or doubts about it.
    emmysauraus emmysauraus
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Apr 26, 2014

    Sometimes I just want to be alone,

    but then I realize that if I do that I will have no one to share the great memories I have and no one to tell stories to, I won't have anyone to snuggle up to in my bed if I am cold, I won't have anyone to get advice from if I really need it. But I am most afraid of the person I...
    deleted deleted
    2 Responses May 24, 2015

    I just want my mate to find me.

    Have him to understand me. Someone to stay up with at night, since I never sleep. Someone who makes me forget the world I live in. I've meet a great deal of people but they always find a way to make me feel detached from them. I'm ready to settle down and be all for my mate...
    JastonieRyder JastonieRyder
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Aug 2, 2014

    I have finally begun to not be

    so shy, yet it seems people reject me and I go back to my corner of loneliness. I will do (almost) anything to please someone. Just please do not leave me alone.
    cflemming cflemming
    18-21, F
    5 Responses Feb 10, 2014

    I spent so long telling myself

    that being alone would be okay because there wouldn't be anyone to hurt me anymore. But, I've come to realize that the loneliness would hurt me.
    jennamarie210 jennamarie210
    18-21, F
    4 Responses Aug 2, 2014
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    1 Response Jan 15, 2016

    Im so afraid. Its the one thing

    that scares me the most. i have a hard time holding on to people. I just, drift away. Growing up i was isolated and i went through a lot. And it didn't get easier. So instead of learning to cope and deal with all the emotional turmoil, i just shut down. I shut down 7 years ago...
    TheWanderingWarrior TheWanderingWarrior
    26-30, M
    Jan 30, 2015

    I am afraid of being alone

    and actually I've already accepted it's going to happen. I suffer from social anxiety. I have trouble meeting friends because I am such a reserved person, I'm afraid of making a fool of myself. And when I do make friends, I can't manage to keep them because I have trouble...
    Gophillies8 Gophillies8
    26-30, M
    2 Responses Dec 31, 2013

    I know that I won't really end up completely

    alone, ill still have my family and close friends but even then a person can feel super lonely, especially when you know that even though you're close with your family most of the time it feels as if you're not really heard, I want to close with, I want to be someone that won't...
    Anotherrose96 Anotherrose96
    18-21, F
    4 Responses Apr 25, 2014

    Me Too

    i am afraid to love again, and i am also afraid i'll end up solo, once i fall in love with someone and i end up disappointed, my heart broken in side, but i survive and pick them up pieces by pieces and rebuild again.my Love is like a sprained ankle...it hurts, but i keep walking...
    deleted deleted
    1 Response Nov 23, 2012

    I am not very pretty.

    I am overweight for my height. I wear glasses. I have scars on my legs from being so clumsy. I usually speak too fast and have to repeat myself to be understood. I have anxiety issues and get easily stressed out and the list goes on. I just don't see anything very desirable...
    Dovesery Dovesery
    26-30, F
    4 Responses Aug 25, 2014

    I'm not afraid of being alone i already know i

    am and i just have to accept it. No matter how hard and and painful it is.
    laserabe1 laserabe1
    18-21, M
    1 Response Aug 2, 2014

    I never had a boyfriend

    or my first kiss I wish someone loved me
    deleted deleted
    2 Responses Jul 4, 2015

    I don't know. I feel expendable,

    and it's honestly one of the most hopeless things I've ever felt. My life has just been a painful cycle of lows and highs; ups and downs. It is just this pattern that recurs and recurs, scraping away at any semblance of self-worth I harbor each time I come crashing down. Each...
    macdotgif macdotgif
    18-21, M
    May 22, 2015
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