I Am Afraid That I'll End Up Alone

Alot of the time I feel like I am cursed.Nothing ever goes right and any second when i think life might be getting better, right when my hopes are a little higher, things get worse than ever.

I tell myself that maybe marriage isn't for me - that I could be perfectly content with being on my own and traveling the world as I always dreamed.
Have you ever heard that if you lied to yourself enough, you can even fool yourself?
I...

I've been living with my roommate for almost a year now. We've become best friends, extremely close. I sometimes feel like he really gets me, even though he has no idea about what happened to me. He's comforted me when I was upset...

I see if all to often. Maybe that's why the fear is so real for me. I can't even begin to count the amount of times I've conducted arrangements and the authorizing party states, "I don't want the ashes" or "can't you just throw the...

i am afraid to love again, and i am also afraid i'll end up solo, once i fall in love with someone and i end up disappointed, my heart broken in side, but i survive and pick them up pieces by pieces and rebuild again.my Love is like a...

I'm waiting for that right person to come along. To really want me. Most of my friends have been in multiple relationships. I don't know how long God plans for my life to be. So I really want to meet that person soon.
Edit: I have had a...

For the last months a thought has presented in my head in form of a worry: there is a chance, I can feel it somehow, that I'll end up alone.
I feel and believe I am a very complex and complicated person. I'm always looking to get what I...

I wrote this about 5 yrs ago and used a pen and paper so you'll have to understand that those two lines are a little obsolite but here goes. Let me know if you like it and write a poem that I can read. Mahalo.As long as I can remember...

I have always had this feeling for most of my life and it scares me sometimes because I don't want to be alone. don't get me wrong I can cope with it but it's not my ideal if you know what I mean.I want to feel as if I belong and...

I dont want to join the group since im not really afraid of the thought but I think i will probably end up alone. Part by choice perhaps and part by my own ways. For the last 3 years I have pretty much pushed away any and every woman...

Things have pretty much hit rockbottom relationship wise over the last year or so. I was with a guy, left him for someone else and that other person took the biggest swing at my heart with the biggest bat he could find. Actually no...

Fallen from Eternal Sleep
Dreamt of pure misery
Asking who to trust
Blinded with that dream
At the back
Where such sadness
Slowly and slowly,
The prince came around
Face masked with promises
Held his hand out
As she trust my whole life...

I am afraid that I'll end up alone because...
I have never been in a romantic relationship; there was one I got infatuated with but since I kept on pushing him away, he eventually backed down.
I see family members who are leading a...

I am probably going to end up alone for one reason or another... I don't know. I just don't think that anyone would want to stay with me as I am not that great of a person. I really don't want to end up alone but relationships are so...

When I was young I wondered if I'd end up alone and it was a bit scary. But ever scarier now is looking at growing old, and after 29 years of marriage what life would be like if something ever happened to my wife. That kind of...

For all of you out there please excuse my poor english, since is not my first language.. but I want to share my theory of why I think we woman are seriously damaged.. is not our fault really!!I remember not so long ago when people used...

I am afraid that I'll end up alone. I am afraid that no one will want me, and I'm going to end up one of those crazy cat ladies who yells at little kids in a grocery store. :S

And nothing programmed, just hazard. Which means, no dating sites, no friends presenting us etc..
Someone I could live with, and who could live with me too. Just that seems pretty unlikely.
I've had relatiohships. One lasted ten years...

You looked at me and talked to me in a very powerful manner, your hands pull me to you

Hands on my face pull my mouth up to yours

Hands on my hair caressing my hair, pushing blonde strands from my face

Hands around my waist and back...

I find someone that I like and it seems like they like me and we start EPing each other daily and all of a sudden they're gone. What did I do wrong? Why does she run away screaming? Is it because I sometimes drool?