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I Am Afraid To Let In Love

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      Im in love, I think. What is love? I don't really get it which is why I'm not sure. Plus, we aren't together so maybe Im not in love, I just finally admit I'm in like. A lot of like. I like him. Took long enough. Am I too late? I don't even know how to proceed. I want...
    loquaciousl loquaciousl 22-25, F 1 Response Jan 22, 2010

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