I am miserable a lot, i managed to keep myself happy for a few days, but to do that it took:
-a guided tour of the best parts of a city
-the best church service of living memory
-meeting dozens of attractive girls over those few days
-making tonnes of new friends
I don't know how to ask for help, or seek it. I don't know how to tell my boyfriend that I need to talk. I don't know how to tell someone, there is a lot going on in my life, and it is very hard to handle it. I don't know how to tell someone that I don't wanna do this anymore. I...