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I Am Alive Because Of Ep

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    I usually came on EP to kid around. Answer questions, joke around and sometimes give advice to people if i could. It was last night, when i felt like an empty shell and had nobody to talk too, when people here who never even talked to me helped me like nobody else ever could. I...
    DcreativeBUG DcreativeBUG 22-25 3 Responses May 31, 2012

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    "Are you alive or barely existing," she asked me. I looked up at her with my glazed over eyes and puffy eyelids. "What?" She repeated herself again this time with an unreadable...
    thatrosegirl thatrosegirl 18-21, F Jan 13

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    When I think back to the day I almost successfully took my life I can remember feeling empty. Now I am so glad that my mom decided to come check up on me because if she hadn't I...
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    Love, drugs and other things Do not know if anyone will read this anyway, but I feel that writing my story I let out everything that happened. I fell in love with a boy who was...
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    I had a very rare first of it's strain of sarcoma cancer. Ever discovered in anyone and had to go to Dana-Farber Cancer center in Boston MA. to be taken care of to remove it. On...
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    Almost 3 months ago I hit a moose on a road where I travelled many of times.. I saw the moose coming into my wind shield, glass everywhere in my eyes, in my mouth, in my face...
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    Younger women dating older men mainly because younger women are attracted older men. older men mature, confident, stable .Mature guys always know how to treat their women.These...
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    My fake Mother drugged me so badly that my pupils keep dilating and retracting, but only in medium light...I've heard that sometimes humans can live with diseases for many years, I...
    ONESTARRYSTARRYNIGHT ONESTARRYSTARRYNIGHT 26-30, F 6 days ago

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    At times i wished i wouldnt hv be born wish i could die beside ol my crazy thoughts i at tyms feel so lucky to be alive. lucky to hv a loving family, sweet friends and having a...
    sly15 sly15 22-25, F 2 Responses Jan 3

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    Many children die at a young age, so I'm very lucky to still be alive. We all are. I could've even died at birth.
    Lollipop948 Lollipop948 13-15, M 2 Responses Jan 7

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    i lost my sences.numb i'll do anything for feeling alive again.
    juryandrews juryandrews 31-35, F 1 Response Jan 7

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    hmmm I got hit by a train..... overdosed 3 times..... I don't know someone wants me alive
    solarenergy solarenergy 31-35, F 3 Responses 6 days ago

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    To be honest, I shouldn't be alive. There have been times where death was right before my face. Somehow by God's mercy it hasn't happened yet xD
    IngensImpetum IngensImpetum 18-21, M 2 Responses 6 days ago

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    Sad to say but I am a ex dope addict and I've done deadly amounts of drugs in the worst ways possible for many years. I say ex addict because I have done the 12 program and...
    VoloSolo VoloSolo 26-30, M 1 Response Jan 22

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    I was involved in a car crash almost 23 years ago. I live with shaky memory since my accident but I'll share my story from what I kind of remember and what my family have told me...
    ncwcsoccer14 ncwcsoccer14 26-30, F 3 Responses Jan 23

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    It's weird, I haven't really heard of it before. I thought it was just hormones or something that had me confused about my feelings for the first guy, because shortly after...
    idontcareir idontcareir 16-17, F Jan 17

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    The worst birthday ever :'( When I became 12, the worst of my entire life happened. I was having a normal day with a great expectations for the rest of the day, after all it was...
    jonnyland9 jonnyland9 16-17, M 2 Responses Jan 13

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    No one was ever supposed to find out about us. It was only me and you against everyone else, but they did. And now while you're all the way in UK I sit here in my discomfort in...
    shreya242 shreya242 16-17, F Jan 13

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    I recently decided to get in shape and start exercising. I came across a quote at the gym that intrigued me the moment I read it. It says, "What seems so hard now will one day be...
    SirLaughalots SirLaughalots 36-40, M 10 Responses Jan 5

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    This is me, yeah you read that right , I am me , me is myself myself is me, you let me into your life/circle because you saw something that either related your experiences to me or...
    xxSTEVE7xx xxSTEVE7xx 31-35, M 1 Response Jan 10

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    I haven't been on here in a really long time. But I'm getting really desperate. I've been in so much physical pain I can't even watch tv anymore. I just wandered around my house...
    Invisibleninja12 Invisibleninja12 18-21, F Jan 14

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    My interracial relationship ended 2 days ago with my Taiwanese girlfriend. I loved her dearly. She told me she loved me dearly and we agreed to be married. There were many...
    Julesyro Julesyro 61-65, M 3 Responses Jan 17

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    No disrespect to anyone on here but to be 100% Honest, I really am so ******* tired of reading all these posts with people complaining about how bad there lives are going on here...
    LaxingBoy LaxingBoy 13-15, M 1 Response Jan 23

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    The time is nearing for me to do this. After passing my seventeenth birthday the adult life and demands are seeping in, and life is becoming even more cruel. I always fight to get...
    maurylight maurylight 18-21, F 4 days ago

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    I don't get how some people can do certain things in there youth and not expect that they must deal with the consequences of there actions. when I was a teenager I fell in love...
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    It's nice to be in a relationship, but I will not put up with immaturity. I understand it's hard for some people to open up to you and share their feelings, but when you give her...
    NeoBatou NeoBatou 26-30, M Jan 8

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    Of course I sometimes don't think my body has the most beautiful shape. But I overall try to accept it because it shows parts of my personality. I love eating and I love doing what...
    Samilibra Samilibra 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 8

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    I suffer from BDD. BDD is Body Dysmorphic Disorder. Basically I obsess about my looks from the time I wake up to the time I go to sleep. Sometimes it even creeps up in my dreams...
    toniyl toniyl 36-40, F 3 Responses Jan 13

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    I am so lonely right now , just find out that my so called true friends are also not that true as I thought . Fake friends or true friends all only care about their own benefits...
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    ok tththithis iisisisn't about smoking weed.... Because I got high I had lost everything. And now that I'm older enough I've come to realize that now I've been recove4ing my life...
    Miche1e Miche1e 36-40 Jan 16

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    I don't think I'm stronger because of all the things I've been through, I know I'm stronger because of the attitude I chose to have while going through. I'll share a secret...
    Sweetphoenix35 Sweetphoenix35 31-35, F 4 Responses Jan 18

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    My husband cheated 3 years ago, but before that he treated me so badly. He was cruel, cold and distant for the first 14 years of the marriage. After I discovered his cheating, he...
    sadkitty77 sadkitty77 51-55, F Jan 20

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    In my case, it's not really a 'new' person. I've known this girl since primary school and for some reason I've never been able to establish, she's always disliked me. I've a very...
    AliasTaylor AliasTaylor 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 22

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    I am strong because of what I've been through. My problems although they've caused me deep unbearable pain, shape me into who I am and who I want to be. I want to look back on my...
    EleanorSmithson EleanorSmithson 18-21, F 4 Responses 4 days ago

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    This was maybe the fifth time in a row that i was getting sent home with a note from the school about my bad behavior. I was so terrified of showing these notes to my mother so...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response 2 days ago

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    One of my favorite song that touches me is Guts over fear by Eminem feat Sia. I had been in silence for 7 years because of the my classmates and school. I was so afraid to raise...
    Julietxxx Julietxxx 16-17, F 2 Responses 1 day ago

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    Exactly. Whenever I get carried away with positive feelings.. It's always the fast tracking to a bad situation.. Like someone could sense it and had to destroy them.. I don't...
    alyssaliv alyssaliv 18-21, F 1 day ago

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    I've been told over and over how strong I am to have made it through everything I've been through in my life..I'm not sure I'm really strong..I think sometimes it's just a simple...
    LOOKN4NSIGHT43 LOOKN4NSIGHT43 41-45, F 7 Responses Jan 1

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    I agree with the group but I only joined because this is the longest group title I've ever seen. Sorry but I'm not sorry.
    WhatTheFrenchToast WhatTheFrenchToast 18-21, M Jan 2

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    Sometimes I feel like I'm the main character in a show about a guy having a mid life crisis like califonication or Bo jack horseman. This is extra bad because I'm a 19 year old...
    heyitsme95 heyitsme95 18-21, F Jan 2

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    let's just be honest. if I come across as a ****..its because you jerked me around!
    ivan305 ivan305 31-35, M Jan 4

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    I can finally smile because of you!!!! 2015 will be another great year I think! I've been so sad these past 2 days it's almost impossible to imagine. I was so sure that it was you...
    crazysoul24 crazysoul24 22-25, F Jan 7

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    I'm a better person because of you, but I miss you so much today. I was with you today, we shared so many things. Right now I'm alone, and it hurts so much. Alone in this world...
    Nakedness8 Nakedness8 41-45, M Jan 7

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    I am a better person because of my son..I'm so glad he came into my life,he has totally changed my life for the best.. now I know where I'm headed!
    Mims101 Mims101 22-25, F 1 Response Jan 8

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    I have never every been fat until just over a year ago I slipped and feel down stairs and broke my right leg both the tib and fib, a clean break. I was taken to the hospital where...
    bills0321 bills0321 56-60, M Jan 8

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