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I Am Alive Because Of Ep

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    I usually came on EP to kid around. Answer questions, joke around and sometimes give advice to people if i could. It was last night, when i felt like an empty shell and had nobody to talk too, when people here who never even talked to me helped me like nobody else ever could. I...
    DcreativeBUG DcreativeBUG 22-25 3 Responses May 31, 2012

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    It's hating my family for abandoning me, despising my friends for always leaving me, having to endure real loneliness, just being completely on my own through life and I'm so sick...
    iamFrightened iamFrightened 18-21, M Apr 22

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    -- Glimpse -- a very brief, passing look, sight, or view. a momentary or slight appearance. a vague idea; inkling. I get this during the day. Maybe just after having woken up in...
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    I want to meet new friends and have fun and feel alive again. I've been in a loveless passionless marriage for too long now. Lead separate lives and I've been stagnant for too long...
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    I have pleaded a million time to my family to live with them coz I'm not safe at Webb house and the next door neighbour and my support worker are humiliating me and violating me...
    Powerlesss Powerlesss 31-35, F 2 Responses Apr 7

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    ok here goes. Was treated badly as a child, then went into a violent relationship for ten years, then met a guy who became an alchoholic with him ten years, then met a control...
    moiramoira moiramoira 46-50, F 1 Response Apr 9

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    For as long as I can remember I've wanted to be a mother and when I got pregnant at the age of 19 I was nervous but overjoyed and the person I was with was excited. We started to...
    wreckofagirl wreckofagirl 22-25, F 2 Responses Apr 23

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    It feels so good to live in a world full of color. I used to be really depressed but I feel alive finally. I thank god everyday I'm out of my hole. Life is beautiful. Nature is...
    piperweant piperweant 18-21, F 2 Responses Apr 8

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    This is one of my biggest fantasies, actually. I love imagining myself being eaten alive by a big beautiful woman--sometimes someone I know, sometimes a celebrity, sometimes just...
    tastymeatboy tastymeatboy 18-21, M Apr 14

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    SKRILLEX! Who ever participated a Skrillex live concert? I watched him three times live . There were the best three days of my life. I felt so alive. I thought: it worth it living...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Apr 19

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    for longer then I can remember I am and have been tired of being alive I have always thought of killing myself but I can't jump off the cliff I sit at the edge feet hanging off the...
    Tempzero Tempzero 22-25, M 1 Response Apr 21

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    I want to have fun, dance crazy and laugh and enjoy being alive
    missynona missynona 22-25, F 1 Response Apr 26

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    Lucky. Grateful? Sometimes. Lonely, all the time. I have only my dog and what broken pieces of my family remain. Friends I see and chill with? Chilling as it is, I have only one...
    MissAutumn MissAutumn 18-21, F 1 Response a week ago

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    I'm keeping to myself more than normal. All my best friends were worried they all told me how much they cared and that they were all so happy that that man saved me.A girl on ep...
    MusicLover4Eternity MusicLover4Eternity 13-15, F 5 days ago

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    Im annoyed that I paid £1600 rent to the supported housing for Ill people at Webb house in zetland road .. They do not deserve any money ...because they are taking the puss and...
    Powerlesss Powerlesss 31-35, F 2 Responses Apr 7

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    Hi Nirrssa tell mama uk I think the person behind the distress at my supported accommodation is my support worker .she is the one who pushes the other staff to abuse me and...
    Powerlesss Powerlesss 31-35, F Apr 8

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    I'm still alive!!!! Yes thank god for my happy times and blessings in my life. I feel strong
    piperweant piperweant 18-21, F Apr 8

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    Darkness falls on another day And the light just seems so far away Am I here all alone? 'Cause it just feels so cold, oh so cold Is there more than what meets the eye...
    AverageFlower AverageFlower 18-21 3 Responses Apr 27

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    the only reason that i am still living despite being so miserable almost everyday with little positive thoughts is because i am a coward. i am afraid of death so killing myself or...
    perxatkins perxatkins 18-21, F 1 Response 7 hrs ago

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    I want to die what's the point of being in this world? It just makes me feel so god dam ****** it's either people hurting me or me hurting them I've pushed everyone away because I...
    butterflybaby123 butterflybaby123 13-15 5 hrs ago

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    I am 16 yrs old girl and in my life happened something strange that I cant understand but I love and I cant let go altough it is hurting me and I just can't decide what is right so...
    nitheism nitheism 16-17, F 1 Response Apr 18

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    I was in love with this woman who fell in love with me we work together at the library she was a janitor and I was the security guard it's a bad town that needs a security guard...
    dfries63 dfries63 46-50, M 3 Responses Apr 23

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    I thought I was inlove with this boy he was perfect when he was sober. We met at work his name was Ryan I broke my rule no dating employees but he was different. We worked...
    Dayday4204 Dayday4204 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 9

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    I just asked a friend if we were still friends. Her response was that she feels like we are more like acquaintances. Makes sense. She just knows a lot about my life and past, I...
    theginger89 theginger89 22-25, F 2 Responses Apr 25

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    Growing up, everyone knew I was different.. I loved to play with my sister's Barbie doll and I played with the girls back in school. It was so obvious I was different and I got...
    knightw10 knightw10 26-30, M 6 days ago

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    When I was 4 years old, my parents separated. my dad was an alcoholic, he used to beat my mom everyday. We moved out to Plymouth and got an apartment until we could get back on our...
    amberbell1001 amberbell1001 13-15, F 2 Responses Apr 8

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    I don't want to be close to you because of all the things people have put me though. To open up and have friends is to suffer criticism again and again. Slash me open with your...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Apr 19

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    I've become stronger in ways I had never imagined possible for me. I remember always watching showswhere people would beseriously ****** up after going through a life changing...
    kissmykass kissmykass 22-25, F Apr 27

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    pain hurts in the moment - but makes you stronger in the long run. As much as I hate the people who ever wronged me, I also need to thank them. Because of them, I am who I am today...
    PsychGirl94 PsychGirl94 18-21, F 4 Responses Apr 27

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    Firstly because that is what society calls it. Which is only because society believes is wrong or bad for boys the look feel or enjoy femininity or and thing that social constructs...
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    I'm currently feel lonely because of certain family members. and my son has deployed overseas in the army recently. now it's my daughter and grand daughter we haven't really been...
    Rosalind71 Rosalind71 41-45, F 3 Responses Apr 15

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    I don't know and I am still acting as I am a straight guy, yet I hope I am. I was in campus swimming pool and there was a swimming class there. It was crowded by the students and...
    JerryHanover JerryHanover 18-21, M Apr 16

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    No one ever wants talk to me and no one ever cares about me or how I'm feeling. I'm always pre-judged by people I don't know, or judged by people I DO know, and it's always some...
    MegaManZero97 MegaManZero97 16-17, M 2 Responses Apr 17

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    I am openly secular. Today, April 23 2015, is openly secular day. A day for those who are openly secular to speak out. To tell at least one person, who they are, and why they are...
    kittykat419 kittykat419 18-21, F 2 Responses Apr 23

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    Gosh where to begin...I was raised in a house horrors...sexual anuse, physical and emotiona abuse...I grow up promising myself not to repeat the cycle. I marry a man who turned...
    deroH deroH 46-50, F 3 Responses Apr 26

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    I really need someone to talk to. I'm 21. I have no friends. No job. I don't go to school. I have nothing. I babysit every day, as I have for a couple years now. Every day it...
    Goob21 Goob21 18-21, F 3 Responses Apr 26

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    I was bullied two of my first acting coaches. One of them basically told me I had no talent every rehearsal and he even called me lazy without realizing how much work I was doing...
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    If your 40-50 year old i don't add you in my circle. Sometimes I don't even add 30-39 year old because they talk about s-E-x all the time. Go find a lady in real life Stop using...
    lorrena19 lorrena19 18-21, F 4 Responses 3 days ago

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    I just found out that my younger sister is using heroin. I am crushed because it's all because of me. She was so upset with me when I started using but I think I made it sound...
    emily29707 emily29707 18-21, F 2 Responses 2 days ago

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    Occasionally, I’ll suffer a “temporary” depression--usually at night when I’m alone in my room—because I’m lonely & not satisfied with my life (I’m 28). Almost...
    lovestarr lovestarr 26-30, F 5 Responses 5 hrs ago

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    I come on here and read so many things, I am trying to get more involved with writing as well, but part of me feels I shouldn't reach out and offer friendship, because I am a bit...
    MrPerditus MrPerditus 51-55, M 1 Response Apr 6

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