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I Am Alive Because Of Ep

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    I usually came on EP to kid around. Answer questions, joke around and sometimes give advice to people if i could. It was last night, when i felt like an empty shell and had nobody to talk too, when people here who never even talked to me helped me like nobody else ever could. I...
    DcreativeBUG DcreativeBUG 22-25 3 Responses May 31, 2012

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    Literally feels like I am only alive because of my boyfriend.. Can't wait to be engaged. It feels like he is my hero. He's changed me so much and made me such a better person.
    pampsy pampsy 18-21, F Mar 19

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    4 months ago I found myself missing someone, someone who once meant so much to me had become a stranger. I felt like I couldn't let that happen, I didn't care if I came off as...
    MyThoughtsInWords MyThoughtsInWords 16-17, F 1 Response Mar 23

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    Ever feel as if you keep dying? And for every "death", each time you have awoken from what felt like a death, you're never the same- who said you ever changed? You pull yourself...
    WaterSpiritt WaterSpiritt 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 27

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    I wake up and do the same thing over and over again. Patterns patterns, obligations. Details of life pass me by as I indulge in societal humors. Nature, friends, adventure, living...
    Sometimesilence Sometimesilence 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 23

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    Because we depend on other people for our happiness. I used to believe my ex made me so feel so alive. So what? He's gone now and I'm dead again? Nah. I make myself happy now. So...
    CindyLovely CindyLovely 18-21, F 4 Responses 5 days ago

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    i dont know hows to be too good though i am not so awful bad seems by many i am misunderstood but u gets me and make me smile so i am never sad u dont care about my grammar...
    MidnightRave MidnightRave 16-17, M Apr 10

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    Ive lost all my friends. My boyfriend doesnt want to hangout with me anymore, hes only staying with me because hes afraid ill kill myself. when i tried to leave him he called me...
    ineeedhelp ineeedhelp 13-15, F 1 Response Mar 20

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    http://youtu.be/yuFI5KSPAt4 I Love This Song Because... It reminds me of The Love of My Life. I never bought or listened to the Stadium Arcadium album but the one that I love is a...
    RockingTheCarhartts RockingTheCarhartts 41-45, M 3 hrs ago

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    WHY AM I ALIVE?! It's the question that hunts every single day. What's my use? It's sooo bloody frustratin' Anybody got some answers??? Anyone???
    AwkwardChameleon7 AwkwardChameleon7 13-15, F 1 Response Mar 29

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    just to let you all know, im alive!
    Jessica483 Jessica483 22-25, F 3 Responses Mar 31

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    I need to love and be loved! I need to like and be liked! I need to smile and be smiled at! I need to speak and be spoken to! I need to be held and to hold! I need to kiss and be...
    Sandyshaw13 Sandyshaw13 36-40, F 1 Response Apr 3

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    You was In my dreams again last night, We Touched lips, You Held me tight, I Woke up feeling you in my heart, In that one moment I felt so alive. X
    BrokenAngel35 BrokenAngel35 31-35, F Apr 4

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    There were days that i feel so locked up.. too lazy to take a bath, brush my teeth, shut off my phone line... just googling all day stuffs about boredom, sadness, life... am i...
    hollyhelly hollyhelly 46-50, F 2 Responses Apr 8

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    Last Saint Patrick's Day I went out with some girl friends from cosmetology school. I hadn't really binge drank since I left college so I was excited for a real "night out" college...
    victoriaxbx victoriaxbx 22-25, F 1 Response Apr 8

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    Whats the point of me being alive if all i so is get screamed at for nothing be called a worthless piece of **** get stuck serving my mean *** mother the rest of my life and cant...
    timeladynat timeladynat 13-15, F 2 Responses a week ago

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    Some days I don't feel alive. At all. Depression is a brutal thing. :/
    Whoami30 Whoami30 26-30, M 1 Response 5 days ago

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    The choices I have made in life were suppose to lead me to a more fulfilling life. It's like I was tricked into thinking these choices were the right ones. I have come to find that...
    sparked22 sparked22 26-30, M 1 Response 1 day ago

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    It sucks when you're ignored by the person whose attention is the only thing you want in the world. Ever since this girl first walked into our school, I couldn’t take my eyes...
    elugo123456789 elugo123456789 18-21, M 1 Response Apr 2

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    I am stronger because I have been through a lot with my dad. I'm sure many people say this but I say it especially because he was/is a United States Marine. It's very hard somedays...
    Alabama780 Alabama780 18-21, M Mar 31

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    Ever since this girl first walked into our school for the first time, I couldn't take my eyes off her, and I know I probably wasn't the only one gazing at her beauty. Through my...
    elugo123456789 elugo123456789 18-21, M 1 Response Apr 4

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    Ever since this girl first walked into our school for the first time, I couldn't take my eyes off her, and I know I probably wasn't the only one gazing at her beauty. Through my...
    elugo123456789 elugo123456789 18-21, M Apr 5

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    Ever since this girl first walked into our school for the first time, I couldn't take my eyes off her, and I know I probably wasn't the only one gazing at her beauty. Through my...
    elugo123456789 elugo123456789 18-21, M Apr 6

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    But they don't know because in afraid to tell them... I'm actually very afraid to tell them that every time I talk to them I smile because they're just that important... Thing is...
    mangadrawer12321 mangadrawer12321 13-15, F Apr 7

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    Hello, my name is Chiara. My boyfriend Simon and I just fell apart because of this problem. He said he loves me but he's not willing for our relationship to continue because I need...
    darthki darthki 22-25 1 Response a week ago

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    I'm strong because I am weak. I'm beautiful because I know my flaws.I'm fearless because I have been afraid, and I'm happy because I have known true sadness.
    Hope70 Hope70 41-45, F 2 Responses 5 days ago

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    I am a 29 year old mother of two who is married to a man who has been self destructing for almost the entire last decade. When we met we were only 19 & I was too naive to see how...
    yogibird85 yogibird85 26-30, F 3 Responses 2 days ago

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    Ok this is my first time writing about this and I am nervous about doing so. Ok i have crossdressed for as far back as I remember. The first time I can recall was at the age of 4...
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    A lot of older people are really getting on teenagers while they are on here. This is a website for EVERYBODY'S experiences and it's not right you yell at us because we're young...
    hoovesstarfighter hoovesstarfighter 13-15, F 1 Response Apr 6

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    Meanwhile my boyfriend is in NYC for a college course schmoozing with publishers and, after one day, got a job working for a cooking website from the publisher he is staying with...
    dendroica dendroica 22-25, F 4 days ago

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    okay, so its Friday night and iam in bed :( i litterallly have nothing to look forward to in life anymore. iam 22 i have no friends or a boyfriend. i litterally have no plans at...
    pinkglitteress pinkglitteress 22-25, F 10 Responses 19 hrs ago

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    Growing up in a mix family (Dad's white/ Mom's black), I really did not have a lot of clue what racism was. Whenever I saw it on tv or heard about it in school I thought that it...
    Kingme1234 Kingme1234 22-25, M Mar 20

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    I'm restless tonight. Preparing for a much-needed three-day trek into a black hole where technology doesn't exist....otherwise known as the backwoods of central Montana :-) It's...
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    As a child I was bullied, my mom was too busy living her life to be a parent. My dad lived thousands of miles away but was all the support I had. My sisters were grown and I've...
    rathernotsay12 rathernotsay12 26-30, F 1 Response Mar 21

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    Because I got high. Thanks to memory loss I suffer from smoking pot, I remember now what it was that once I forgot. not a drug, iits not, its not, it's not! Ok, seriously...
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    its an unending circle. i am depressed because i am lonely and i feel i am alone because i am depressed. I can start any conversation you want online. i feel ok to be me online...
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    I am a better person because of God. He has saved me from death so many times when I was younger due to abuse and he brought me safely out of that situation when the time was right...
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    2 years before, I was crying.. You came to my life... now my life is really colorful as a rainbow... my tears have disappeared... now I am smiling.. Because of you... You work hard...
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    The few people who know me think they know my history well, but they only have bits and pieces of the story. There are too many pathological liars out there these days, I mean, I...
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    okay, so this was last summer. i hadent smoked for about 3 weeks because i was at camp and away on vacation w my parents, so when i came back my tolerance super low. so me and my...
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    I was sleeping over my bf's house the other night & we were ripppeeed. After an eventful, cloudy night of making pizza, brownies & me flirting with his brother, we crashed in his...
    ProHappiness ProHappiness 13-15, F 2 Responses 4 days ago

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    I am 17 years old and I want to kill myself. It seems like ever since I started school my life has just went downhill. Ever since kindergarten I have had trouble making friends...
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    I'm scared to get hurt because I have trust issues because if my past relationships
    vanesa1234 vanesa1234 13-15, F 1 Response 13 hrs ago

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    I quit believing in God because my aunt told me that he would help you with whatever I needed. And everytime I prayed something bad would happen. He never helped me and I felt like...
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    Today in fact. I just got my exam results that determined how successful I'll be in life back, and they were horrible. Right now, I have been doing pre-med with a college that has...
    nicoulle nicoulle 18-21, F Mar 20

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    I cut myself today because of what happened with my brother and the 2nd oldest boy in our family found out and he talked to me but I still have a very strong urge to cut myself and...
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    My boyfriend doesn't see me for weeks at a time and when I ask him to, he says sure but makes up a reason not to. Now he wants me to spend more time with my friends or even date...
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    I am a heavy wetter and last night I kept off the plastic pants and just wore a pair of terry trainer pants. I must have wet and wet all night because the pants were saturated and...
    Peesheet Peesheet 66-70, M 3 Responses Mar 25

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    I still don't understand how it happened! So there was this guy in the military I meet him in December and we really got to know each other .. I ended up having sex with him it was...
    Gabydoll19 Gabydoll19 18-21, F Mar 25

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    I do not date outside of my race. Not because I am judgmental or intolerant... Black men are just my preference 🍫🍫
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