I Am Alive

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    Jessica483 Jessica483
    26-30, F
    2 Responses Mar 31, 2014
    Hiiamawhovian Hiiamawhovian
    16-17, F
    Oct 22, 2015

    Hoy I feel Wicca I dose off with a flower in

    my right hand while I clench my left hand into a fist of sorrow. I want the sky blue when I am sleep. I want the sky black when I am awake. You didn't answer my call or return it later on. The absence of your prescience makes me physically react. I clench my fist out of anger...
    RosaElaPilarGoens RosaElaPilarGoens
    18-21, F
    Aug 25, 2014

    Although On Answerin That Ques...

    Although on answerin that question I checked by pulse and it goes like this bum,buuuum,bumbum. How strange
    cheekycharlie86 cheekycharlie86
    18-21, F
    Jan 5, 2007

    I have this new job and I have a new family.

    So many new events in my life and it makes me feel so alive and well. I may birch and I may not know where all this is going. The ride is just one flow of lights that keep stopping me to take a minute to step back and understand the situations I'm in. I may hate the pauses but...
    easterbaby88 easterbaby88
    26-30, F
    1 Response Oct 24, 2014

    Take the time to break down.

    If it burns then burn it to the ground and remember that the roots are good. I've rebuilt myself from the ashes. I feel good, strong, and powerful the closest I can describe to a whole spirit. I will never stop lifting myself up because I love myself. I am my best friend. So...
    LastofmyKind LastofmyKind
    26-30, F
    1 Response Jul 10, 2014

    I'm glad that I didn't die

    before I met you.
    CaliforniaPsycho CaliforniaPsycho
    22-25, F
    Apr 16, 2014

    My heart just kickstarted.

    I've been reading The Four Hour Work Week by Tim Ferriss. Just read another chapter now, I was dead tired but knew m brain would race if I didn't do something. I pulled a few chin ups when I noticed the park lost its swings. I walked over and noticed the highest bar was the...
    cloudsoflife cloudsoflife
    31-35, M
    Jun 3, 2015

    It's been a long time

    since I was here but I want to reassure you that I am still alive .... It's been 16 years just past that I was diagnosed with HIV and I'm still going strong ... My counts are better than they've ever been and I'm in a better place both physically and mentally aswell as...
    RedRibbonedGirl RedRibbonedGirl
    31-35, F
    Apr 28, 2014

    so today was perfect!

    ! hugs to all who need them -W
    WendyBlabs WendyBlabs
    36-40, F
    3 Responses Aug 2, 2014

    All that matter in life is the now.

    This moment right here & now. Not the past, not even the future. Things can only exist in the moment, therefore we can only exist in the moment. & in this moment only, we are alive!
    Scarlett13 Scarlett13
    18-21, F
    Jul 31, 2014
    carolineeachus123 carolineeachus123
    22-25, F
    1 Response May 15, 2014

    I Live My Life To The Fullest,...

    I live my life to the fullest, too.
    sondosia sondosia
    18-21, F
    Jan 5, 2007

    I'm Breathing ,so Yeah Im ...

    I'm breathing ,so yeah Im alive
    sweetp8548 sweetp8548
    26-30, F
    Jan 5, 2007
    Hiiamawhovian Hiiamawhovian
    16-17, F
    Nov 14, 2015


    ...I am alive. I guess that's a good thing.
    deleted deleted
    1 Response Apr 16, 2010

    Love, drugs and other things Do not know

    if anyone will read this anyway, but I feel that writing my story I let out everything that happened. I fell in love with a boy who was everything to me in high school, do not turn out because I was not the most feminine of all girl and I did not care much at the time, the...
    karensbm karensbm
    22-25, F
    Jan 11, 2015

    the last time i checked, i had...

    the last time i checked, i had a pulse..so i guess i am
    xxstarchildxx xxstarchildxx
    18-21, F
    Jan 5, 2007

    Still breathing, and today,

    I am happy to be. Here's hoping that "happy to be alive" feeling lasts. Sometimes, it doesn't. O.O
    Whoami30 Whoami30
    31-35, M
    2 Responses Aug 16, 2014

    Something In Your Eyes..........................

    You can walk away and say "we" don"t need this, but something in your eyes says we can beat this...........................................
    Anto815 Anto815
    46-50, F
    Oct 9, 2011

    To the Fullest

    I live my life to the end... Live every second, and make it worth living it.  Regret is a must, but my only regret is the moments I've wasted
    ellelino ellelino
    31-35, M
    1 Response Apr 9, 2007

    I used to wake up in this reality,

    hoping things get better. But now I just wait in line, hoping for a change. I'll just do better the next time around. I used to sing these reality, a song of shame and thought it would've gotten better, about now. But now I see is pain caused by my own worlds, apart. But it...
    WarzJack WarzJack
    26-30, M
    2 Responses Aug 23, 2014

    There are two reasons

    for this. My brother. My sister. That is all. I keep on surviving despite the odds. Recently suicidal thoughts have very nearly been getting the better of me, but the thought of what it would do to my poor younger siblings is what has been preventing me from doing so...
    NekroNomikon NekroNomikon
    22-25, F
    1 Response Apr 26, 2014

    Flyleaf's Fully Alive

     Fully Alive" Telling Layla's story spoken 'Bout how all her bones are broken Hammers fall on all the pieces Two months in the cover creases Fully alive More than most Ready to smile and love life Fully alive and she knows How to believe in futures All...
    andreinac13 andreinac13
    22-25, F
    Sep 18, 2008
    AllLoveXOXO AllLoveXOXO
    18-21, M
    Dec 28, 2013

    Somehow a Part of This Life

      Somehow, I know.   Eternity is real.  Somehow, I am a part of it.   This life is not all that there is.  To think that it is, would be to claim my own simplicity as the ultimate truth.    To think that I could understand all...
    stormynightsky stormynightsky
    22-25, F
    2 Responses May 2, 2009

    When I was 15, I never

    though I would reach 16. When I turned 16, I thought I would never reach 18. Now that I'm 23, I've begun to withhold my expectations and I'll keep trucking on and surprise myself at each milestone I reach. I aim to be forever grateful once I get old. That would mean that I'm...
    Blahshoda Blahshoda
    26-30, F
    Jul 17, 2014

    Dear Idiots, I Am Alive - This is the real

    Drmusic2 speaking to those people out there who think i'm dead and that some troll has taken over my account - i'm alive and well and I think it's time you stopped worrying and obsessing over me, I mean you did two years ago.
    Monstermaster13 Monstermaster13
    22-25, M
    Feb 1, 2015

    Not Just Surviving

    Your sweet love has saved me. Brought me back from being the walking dead. You patiently waited as my walls fell. Step by step you came closer, Circling me, watching, testing the waters. First as a friend with kindness and gentleness. You cared how my day was going, Wishing me a...
    MorningBreeze MorningBreeze
    56-60, F
    2 Responses Apr 8, 2013
    Lucifer63 Lucifer63
    18-21, M
    Mar 20, 2016
    mallory27483848 mallory27483848
    16-17, F
    May 1, 2014

    When I look at all the people

    that pass by each day, there's one thing that comes to mind. All that pass by will never cross paths again. It's something how life is so unpredictable but, yet almost seemingly endless of trials.
    LionShine LionShine
    22-25, M
    Apr 22, 2015

    I should be alive...?

    ?? The feeling when someone breaks your heart 💔.
    Lucifer63 Lucifer63
    18-21, M
    1 Response Mar 20, 2016

    I'm Breathing!!...

    i'm breathing!!
    nikko nikko
    18-21, M
    1 Response Jan 5, 2007

    ✴I was born in a thunderstorm,

    grown up overnight played alone and on my own,but i survived,✴I wanted everything I never had like the love that comes with life,i wore envy and I hated that,but i survived,✴I had a one way ticket to a place where all the demons go,where the wind don't change and nothing in...
    gamesBOSS gamesBOSS
    22-25, M
    1 Response Mar 4, 2016

    I can't believe life is real.

    And I'm so glad to be a part of what none of us can even begin to understand.
    Takumichi Takumichi
    16-17, F
    Mar 8, 2014

    I feel like the only reason

    why I am is because of my amazing girlfriend and my best friends, though. It's so hard to push through this all. I really don't know how to feel at all recently, though. I'm hurting so much, but I'll continue to be here for my girlfriend and best friends, all of whom I consider...
    deleted deleted
    Jul 17, 2015

    Wrecking with numerous problems I am here

    now standing, full of life and blessings. Thankful and happy though not sometimes. I am back here for how many months of soul searching. Hope you will welcome me again guys.
    marlounet marlounet
    18-21, F
    Jul 17, 2015

    This current body has been with me

    for around 20 years.This is my 1st post on EP, that I can recall making.I'm currently very interested in exploring myself.I'm about 3 hours into this Spirit Science video on youtube.But I've been interested in these sorts of things for quite some time now.Most importantly, I...
    FudgingIdiot FudgingIdiot
    22-25, M
    1 Response May 20, 2014

    Eyes closed. Feet numb.

    No breath. No one comes. Speechless and crying. You feel like your dying. But actually, your just living.
    ProfessorPsycho ProfessorPsycho
    16-17, F
    Dec 28, 2013

    Last night I talked to my friend about

    something I was going to do. He said dont. He thinks it would kill me. but I knew it probably wouldn't. There's only nine. Heart and blood medicine. 2 of each kind of pill except one. So I started to think. Maybe I could die. Cause I'm smallish and there not my medicine. A D I...
    deleted deleted
    1 Response Mar 30, 2014

    I am no danger to myself

    and I could never hurt those around me. I am happy today so everyone please feel better. It's unfair for me to be happy when someone is suffering
    WinterRose26 WinterRose26
    18-21, M
    Mar 7, 2016
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