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I Am All Alone

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    Alone Again

    It all started last year when my school closed down. It was horrible. We all had to move schools. Luckily I am with some friends. I was so anxious about who I was going to be with. The day before school, my best friends mum told her that before Christmas her dad went up and asked...
    Feb 4, 2013

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    I Am All Alone

      It is very hard for me to interact with others. I cant understand implied messages and I also get confussed alot. People dont like me and make fun of me all the time which causes me to be alone. I am tired of not understanding.
    Tutooi Tutooi 26-30, F 1 Response Dec 20, 2009

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    All Alone Poisoned By My Own Words

    Every word I said is like poison to the ear I bite my tongue because of the sharpness it contains each word I speak is painful to the person killing them from the inside making them break down at the thought of my undoubtful truth I try to silence my self but the words keep...
    IntegraBlackwell IntegraBlackwell 18-21, F Oct 1, 2013

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    It's Just Life

    I live by myself. I'm divorced. I don't have friends or family. I'd rather be a recluse than to live with someone else. Relationships are for retards.
    wtfimik wtfimik 26-30, F 2 Responses Oct 1, 2012

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    Loneliness Explained

    There is a crowd of people all around me. They are all chatting and laughing. I am joining in. I flash them a smile and I look and act like I fit in, but I don't belong here. I don't trust any of them. I think they are all superficial and fake. In this scenario, I am a fake too...
    AlphabetSoup11 AlphabetSoup11 31-35, F 2 Responses Nov 20, 2011

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    .....................

    .....................................juz feeling lonely
    vegeta420 vegeta420 22-25, M Mar 18

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    No One Cares About Me

    I've been in my room all summer. No one cares. No one has come to see me. My "family" and my neighbour have dropped by to see my husband, but I've not had so much as a text. During this time, I've been hospitalised as my husband can be verbally and emotionally abusive. I suffer...
    badreligion badreligion 26-30 4 Responses Sep 11, 2011

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    I'm 23 years old and I've been alone

    for pretty much my whole life. I once had a friend but the more older we grew, the more apart we got. Not even the internet friends wanna talk to me. Mostly know one answers me or the answer is just a "Yeah", "Okay" or a smiley face. I don't have a job or education of anykind...
    jandeboi jandeboi 22-25, M Jan 11

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    Loneliness Creeps In Again...

    I was married at a very young age, a few years after we came back from Uk. The marriage was ok for a couple of years then due his mums interferrence from the start it started to crumble. He always defended me, but after 4 years years off marriage had gone by and still he was...
    skyluv skyluv 22-25 3 Responses Apr 25, 2012

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    Hi

    hi all, i am an univ student n doin the studies far from my home country (india) here i met wit one who i can share all my feelings n she also respected me a lot n i made her feel so comfortable whn she was depressed n kept her in high respects as i m a person who s ready to do...
    muray muray 21-25 Mar 17, 2008

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    Very Alone.....

     I'm all alone... I have to do all of this alone..... I hate being alone... It just makes me feel like I'm all alone in the whole world... I have no one to talk to when I'm alone... I'm alone so maybe that's why I'm changing...
    XLunaXLovegoodX XLunaXLovegoodX 22-25, F Aug 30, 2008

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    Alone

    Long story short. Abusive family not in the picture anymore. 20 year marriage gone. One kid wont talk to me. The other one lives with grandparents. Both kids are grown. Now im in an abusive relationship dtates away from my kids with no job and no way out except death.
    74carroll 74carroll 36-40 2 Responses Jan 9, 2013

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    I Am All Alone

    I have felt like that even though I had friends around me. In 2005 I had a really bad year and suffered a breakdown. I have had loads of councilling and that has helped.
    rubyred rubyred 36-40, F 4 Responses Dec 29, 2006

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    Well it's spring which means spring cleaning

    right? And I don't know about anyone else but I feel good after everything is good and clean and all the bad is gone,but it feels awful when what your cleaning away is the people you have let come in to your life but they wasted every opportunity they had to be a friend ,a...
    Emrald18 Emrald18 18-21, F Mar 24

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    Iam A Big Fukkk Up

    hi im a big screw up.im 44.i cant make a living.so i live with my parents,they dont seem to care,so,maybe their big fukkk ups too.i wonder what my life might have been if my sister hadnt died.4 yrs,and im still ranting about that.and then i try and tell so called normal people...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Dec 15, 2012

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    Have just taken 45 amitriptyline tablets.

    have had enough. wanted t say goodbye
    endingitnow endingitnow 26-30, M 1 Response Dec 20, 2013

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    AllLoveXOXO AllLoveXOXO 18-21, M Apr 1

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    My Version Of Beautiful

    This is a song that fits me perfect: Lately I've been hard to reach I've been too long on my own everybody has their private world Where they can be alone Are you calling me? Are you trying to get through? Are you reaching out for me? I'm reaching out for you I'm just so...
    Unknown1047 Unknown1047 18-21, M Aug 8, 2012

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    Alone

    i have this empty feeling inside me ever now and then when i start to think... and i realize that i'm actually all alone....i don't have any close friend that understand me, i try hard to get close to people but can never keep a long friendship as they always move on and i'm left...
    TheMovingBackGround TheMovingBackGround 18-21 2 Responses Nov 20, 2008

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    Time To Go

    I just can't go on after losing my baby boy Jordan...there's just nothing for me... I've not felt well for close to a year now (I think I got poisoned by unnecessary antibiotics) and the only thing that kept me trying to push through and continue to function was Jordan...
    orchid00 orchid00 26-30, F 1 Response Dec 28, 2012

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    It Is Not Regrettable, It's A Fact

    Let's say i know a thousand people. I know more, but let's say. Half of them I see only a few times in my life. So that's five hundred. About a hundred of them I hate, or they hate me. Two hundred of them i can stand, but i do not like them too much. So, even two hundred. Fifty...
    LunaOanaAris LunaOanaAris 16-17, F Nov 20, 2013

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    I Am All Alone

    Every since I can rember I have been alone. I am the youngest of three children. When I see pictures of my self growing up I can not beleive that they did not absolutly adore me. I was so beautiful, cute and special. it is shocking. Anyway, I have never felt loved or cared for...
    lmesich lmesich 46-50, F 10 Responses Sep 8, 2010

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    Dont Know Why?

    When i am in midst of a group of people or friends, I feel as if I am nobody , or I don't belong there...everybody is better than me ,and I am so dumb and inexperienced that I shall not be able to cope up with the reality. May be this is because I spent my childhood as a...
    rock086 rock086 18-21 3 Responses Feb 10, 2011

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    Sad

    I recently divorced my wife because she was unfaithful. I was laid off the day I received the divorce papers. I found a job so far from friends and family. With my world upside down, I'm all alone in a new place attempting to heal.
    Hopefulyetsad Hopefulyetsad 36-40 3 Responses Oct 31, 2012

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    Alone and Pregnant

    I am 17 and 10 weeks pregnant. i live in a drug filled community  and have no real friends. i hate the guy that got me pregnant. im all alone, and scared. my parents are no help. it feels like no one gives a ****. i dont know what to do anymore... im not ready for this...
    mommytobe mommytobe 16-17 3 Responses Apr 22, 2008

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    This Is All.

    My mother quit her job when I was seventeen, right after I'd gotten hired on to my first job. I'd droped out of highschool because I had panic attacks from the crowds a couple years earlier, hadn't really left the house much until I started working. I had my GED. I worked forty...
    fariss fariss 22-25 Jun 22, 2012

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    Alone and Pregnant

    I am 17 and 10 weeks pregnant. i live in a drug filled community  and have no real friends. i hate the guy that got me pregnant. im all alone, and scared. my parents are no help. it feels like no one gives a ****. i dont know what to do anymore... im not ready for this...
    mommytobe mommytobe 16-17 1 Response Apr 22, 2008

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    Why Am I Alone...?

     I have job, home, car... but I am all alone. When I ask some people, they say I should go to clubs and bar, but I dont trust people and girls there, because everyone's drunk and they forget me after few hours.  I love music, Most of the time I hear music...
    stealme stealme 26-30 6 Responses Aug 4, 2009

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    Is This Really Happening?

    I've lost a family member, my best friend, and my precious baby boy Jordan all in one year. All in 2012. My life's never been a walk in the park but this...this I can' t take. I started out the year with optimism, which is typical me, fresh year and fresh start...but these losses...
    orchid00 orchid00 26-30, F 1 Response Dec 21, 2012

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    Officially Homeless

    I don’t know if I should be patting myself on the back for finally mustering the courage to go through with it or just wondering how the hell I got to this. I finally left last night after 3 days delay. I don’t know how I got to this. Actually, I do. There is no future for a...
    SirMugatu SirMugatu 22-25, M 13 Responses Apr 19, 2011

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    One Way Trip

    november,stretching ahead of me like a long black road to nowhere.thats the way all the holidays are for me.i dont recall a thanks giving,or xmas,when i wasnt alone.when my sis was alive my parents would always go there for thansgiving.but thats all over now.tired,dont wanna keep...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Nov 2, 2012

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    I Can't Be Alone

    my story is simple. I'm successful... well not rich but conscious of spending and money in and out. In regard to comfort I have no major worries. I am an alcoholic. I'm not happy about it but it has become my lifestyle. I function... I get up and work everyday, but every...
    donnyfay7 donnyfay7 36-40 5 Responses Oct 23, 2012

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    Not Even One Friend

    ...I think title says everything.im in the last class of high school now I'm giving my final exams and then university. So many people around but i really feel alone...i don't have any friend nobody to speak to have fun someone to rely on!I don't think I'm that ugly or I have bad...
    Lizion Lizion 18-21, F May 25, 2013

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    Keep Losing

    Four years ago I lost everything that ever mattered to me, I told my wife I was gay, she took my to baby's and moved out, She divorced me and moved 1000 miles away, I haven't seen my kids in three years,  My son was 7 and a daughter was 2, they are now 10 and 5, My whole...
    bdiddie bdiddie 31-35, M 1 Response Dec 31, 2010

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    FEElin Alone and Ignored

    hi all, i cared for a soul wit my utmost energy both physically n mentally but whn we both got a misunderstanding she jus ignored ne totally and searchin for new frnds wit whom she was not that much close to , i dono wat to do as i am far from my home the only frnd that i hav...
    muray muray 21-25 1 Response Mar 17, 2008

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    It's been a little over a year

    and I'm starting to think that there's something wrong with me. After twelve years, he has found his true love, married and has another kid but I am ALONE! I really can't cope anymore. Why am I here?
    Mell30 Mell30 31-35, F 5 days ago

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    Bring Me To Life _ Evanescence

     http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SEy6WPB_txw
    silentpain1 silentpain1 16-17, F 3 Responses Apr 29, 2012

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    I Am Alone Without My Love

    I wanna ask you a question, couldn't stop asking this , out of emotion!! why was i curious to know your name, though it didn't fetch me any fame.. I followed the paths you walked by, Those memories still make me cry!! Don't ask people you surround you a lot...
    sreecharan sreecharan 22-25, M Sep 5, 2010

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    I Am All Alone

    As many years as i've lived i have struggled to find lasting friendships and lasting relationships. i deal with the constant pain of hurting on the inside while desperately trying to pull-it-together on the outside. i see myself as having potential but i'm just not acceptable...
    thepinkpriestess thepinkpriestess 22-25, F 4 Responses Sep 9, 2010

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    Venting Rant of One Lonely Heart

    I am all alone No one cares All the people who said they'd always be there; where are they now NOWHERE ! Love is the other four letter word; something everyone in my life who was supposed to care tainted  Turned it into something you just said no real...
    tulick tulick 31-35, F 8 Responses May 26, 2008

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    I Need Help

    My husband (55) is a good man but an alcoholic. He tells me repeatedly (5 times nightly) he wants to die. I have no friends, can't find a job, have no family close by and nowhere to turn. I have no-one to talk to and don't know what to do. Leaving him would make him drink more so...
    iwikaw iwikaw 51-55 2 Responses Jan 6, 2011

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    Alone

    i have been alone all my life. i got used to the feeling it felt normal. i made a friend here on ep, and my life did a complete 180 degree turn i was happy. i never knew what being happy felt like, till i met her here but due to circumstances beyond her control, she had to leave...
    lonely73 lonely73 36-40, M 1 Response Jun 15, 2012

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    Im Done

    iJust Want To Quit Living Life ......
    SumtimesXGudbyeIsSecondXChance SumtimesXGudbyeIsSecondXChance 18-21, F 3 Responses Aug 12, 2012

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    Is it wrong to want things.

    Is it wrong to want to go on in life with out someone's hart being shattered. I think that's what I would want for Christmas. For all the pain in the world to go away. But most of all for you to tell me that you can't live a day with out me in your life and you didn't live...
    somethin2say somethin2say 22-25, F 1 Response Dec 23, 2013

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    So, I would like to think I am a pretty good

    looking guy. At least I try and tell myself that. But recent events have really driven doubt into my mind. Every single girl in my entire life that I have ever been attracted to, or wanted to date, has had no interest in me. It's very hard for me to even bring up the courage to...
    kenbarroll kenbarroll 22-25, M 1 Response Feb 12

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    I am all alone. Everybody says I just feel

    alone an it will be ok but it's not going to. I will always and forever be alone. I have lost the people who don't even care about me and the one person who did care about me and it's all my fault. I wish I could take so many things back. I wish.........
    silentlyhurtingeveryday silentlyhurtingeveryday 13-15, F 1 Response Feb 21

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    Alone

    I am glad I have my lil doggie she loves me very much. That's all
    Murphdasurph Murphdasurph 51-55, M Sep 16, 2013

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    RIP Pappa

    My father passed away on 7.15.13 I feel very weak and alone. I feel like my life is beyond hopeless. I felt so alone I decided to type in on google tonight "I am all alone" or somewhere along those words and somehow this E.P website was one of the results so I decided what the...
    1brokenangel 1brokenangel 22-25, F 3 Responses Aug 1, 2013

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    Why Are U Guys Don't Understand?

    i was lonely all night and day i don't even know why could u guys help me out?
    morethanaband morethanaband 18-21 Sep 14, 2012

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    Just Need Understanding

    I feel so empty. I am feeling replaced by the one I love the most.  The person I have loved for years.  When I look around I see so many people that are in relationships.  That's what I want.  I feel that I am a good...
    blkrose blkrose 26-30 3 Responses Nov 18, 2008

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    Whats A Girl To Do

    My first love moved on it took a big toll on me I was and still is so hurt I wanna be with him its killing me I miss him so much I tried and tried to make him come back to me I guess its too late on top of that I have no one to be there and support me help me through this my...
    justagirl2008 justagirl2008 18-21 Dec 16, 2012

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    :(

    Yep, all alone. No one to love & hold me. Just by myself, crying to fall asleep. Its very hard, school, drama, friends. I know its life, but im tired of it. Please dont comment and say "just get over it, stop complaining". No one understands what i go threw everyday. I can't...
    italianbabe148 italianbabe148 16-17, F 2 Responses Jun 4, 2012

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