I Am All Alone

hi im a big screw up.im 44.i cant make a living.so i live with my parents,they dont seem to care,so,maybe their big fukkk ups too.i wonder what my life might have been if my sister hadnt died.4 yrs,and im still ranting about that.and...

I just can't go on after losing my baby boy Jordan...there's just nothing for me... I've not felt well for close to a year now (I think I got poisoned by unnecessary antibiotics) and the only thing that kept me trying to push through...

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I recently divorced my wife because she was unfaithful. I was laid off the day I received the divorce papers. I found a job so far from friends and family. With my world upside down, I'm all alone in a new place attempting to heal.

I am all alone
No one cares
All the people who said they'd always be there; where are they now
NOWHERE !
Love is the other four letter word; something everyone in my life who was supposed to care tainted 
Turned...

You have always been there for me..listened to my silly dreams, not once did you tell me to shut up ^^ you have been there to comfort me when i cry, you have been there to make me happy.. Me on the other hand, always looked down on you...

november,stretching ahead of me like a long black road to nowhere.thats the way all the holidays are for me.i dont recall a thanks giving,or xmas,when i wasnt alone.when my sis was alive my parents would always go there for thansgiving...

I have job, home, car... but I am all alone.
When I ask some people, they say I should go to clubs and bar, but I dont trust people and girls there, because everyone's drunk and they forget me after few hours. 
I ...

I have felt like that even though I had friends around me. In 2005 I had a really bad year and suffered a breakdown. I have had loads of councilling and that has helped.

I am 17 and 10 weeks pregnant.
i live in a drug filled community  and have no real friends.
i hate the guy that got me pregnant.
im all alone, and scared. my parents are no help.
it feels like no one gives a shit.
i dont know...

Long story short. Abusive family not in the picture anymore. 20 year marriage gone. One kid wont talk to me. The other one lives with grandparents. Both kids are grown. Now im in an abusive relationship dtates away from my kids with no...

I've lost a family member, my best friend, and my precious baby boy Jordan all in one year. All in 2012. My life's never been a walk in the park but this...this I can' t take. I started out the year with optimism, which is typical me...

I was married at a very young age, a few years after we came back from Uk. The marriage was ok for a couple of years then due his mums interferrence from the start it started to crumble. He always defended me, but after 4 years years...

my story is simple. I'm successful... well not rich but conscious of spending and money in and out. In regard to comfort I have no major worries.

I am an alcoholic. I'm not happy about it but it has become my lifestyle. I function...

My first love moved on it took a big toll on me I was and still is so hurt I wanna be with him its killing me I miss him so much I tried and tried to make him come back to me I guess its too late on top of that I have no one to be there...

It all started last year when my school closed down. It was horrible. We all had to move schools. Luckily I am with some friends. I was so anxious about who I was going to be with. The day before school, my best friends mum told her...