I Am Alone Again

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 92 People

    Depressed

    Well I started coughing blood it didn't start till I was with this guy steve a bodybuilder love at first sight he started listening to this old lady 53yrs n has been a friend of the family along with a 47yr n the 53yr old thinks she can tell the future so he believed stupid...
    69cumlover 69cumlover
    18-21, F
    1 Response Jan 11, 2011

    Didn't expect for it to happen this morning

    this early. Started crying but I'm just going to block everything else for the rest of the morning and try not to think about work hoping I can just block everything else out I feel like I've been having panic attacks these days it's so weird It's almost like I feel like I'm...
    IntoxicatedFairy IntoxicatedFairy
    18-21, F
    Jul 15, 2015

    Story Of Me.. </3

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    Emptydreamer Emptydreamer
    22-25
    1 Response Mar 18, 2010

    Alone Yet Again

    It's been a long time since I've been on EP because I was using my boyfriend's computer whilst he was in prison.  When he came out I couldn't do anything without him looking over my shoulder.  I have really missed this site.  I unfortunately do not have the...
    Whitecloud Whitecloud
    36-40, F
    2 Responses Sep 15, 2009

    I'm Alone

    I've always been alone living on my own except when I shared a house with my sister Sherry.  I'm still living alone but I'm looking for a soulmate.
    aquarius3 aquarius3
    66-70
    2 Responses Jan 16, 2012

    How Do I Let Go!!!!!!

    It is not easy getting back into the dating scean after being someone for seven years. I am actually trying to still work things out with him but it is quite the challenge being that he left my home right into anothers womans house. I know I must realy be out my mind to think...
    knockknees knockknees
    36-40, F
    1 Response Nov 30, 2009
    IntoxicatedFairy IntoxicatedFairy
    18-21, F
    1 Response Jul 28, 2015

    I always will be, but I understand.

    . I'm not a person that was meant to be with any people.. No matter how much I want to see a friend, they will never want to see me. I am only a side person. You'll take me when you're alone and devastated yourself, but then you'll leave when you feel better. You'll leave and...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    2 Responses Aug 21, 2015

    Im Losing Myself

    One month and 3day ago my girlfriend and I broke up. I'm still having mixed emotions about the whole thing. It truly broke me down mentally, and I know I'm still not ok from that but that's not why I'm here today. At the exact same time I got evicted from my home,the only thing...
    main6976 main6976
    36-40, M
    Jul 3, 2012

    Because No One Else Is Here For Me.

    I want to just be loved. Nothing too much to ask for. Quite simple if you think about it. I just want someone to talk to me and care. I want to be held and i want to be shown affection. I have never been loved like that. Not even by my parents who assume that ending communication...
    maelduval maelduval
    16-17, F
    3 Responses May 30, 2009

    Said You Would Never Leave.... But You Did...

    he said he would never leave me like my ex husband did but you have maybe not actually moving out but sleeping in the other bedroom and never talking to me is the same thing as leaving me ... i know i have problems and that i dont control my feelings that well but treating me...
    whoooty whoooty
    31-35, F
    Jan 15, 2013

    My boyfriend chooses work over me

    now a days. He didn't even come home last night. All I want is my pot and nothing else
    IntoxicatedFairy IntoxicatedFairy
    18-21, F
    Aug 1, 2015

    I'm just done it like my heart just ment to be

    broken and myself used. Maybe that all I'm good for just some toy to be used till I break and thrown away. I'm just so alone like always.
    kankuro18 kankuro18
    22-25, M
    Oct 29, 2015

    I Fell Inlove Got Beaten.... Got Cheated... Again...

    this is my story... i am a filipino guy who is working here in UAE as a conceirge in a 5 star hotel. anyway lets start with me... i came from a previous marriage.. my ex wife divorced me at the same time annuled me in the philippines (she is now in USA) .. it was the most worst...
    batmanyearone batmanyearone
    26-30
    1 Response Feb 25, 2012

    Once more I find myself alone

    and slowly drifting into a darkness of rage and sorrow. I have nobody around me, no love or hope. Suicidal thoughts plague my mind. Punching walls, scratching my skin, and abusing myself mentally is on my mind. All of my coping methods are being dried up into shriveled sardines...
    bmarielove bmarielove
    22-25, F
    Aug 4, 2015

    What Will Happen Next?

    I'm a person, like anyone you'd pass by on the streets. We all have our own stories, different problems, different emotions. You all believe you have it worse than anybody else, like you say "well I live on the streets", or " My wife just divorce me". We all believe our life is...
    darkart12 darkart12
    13-15
    1 Response May 27, 2012

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    MirusMe MirusMe
    18-21, M
    Apr 21
    I cannot begin to express my debt to EP nor how much the closing of the site saddens me. I met my soulmate, the woman who gives meaning to my life here. I was at a low ebb in my...
    Malchya56 Malchya56
    51-55, M
    Apr 21
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    SaxandCorky SaxandCorky
    46-50, T
    5 Responses Apr 21
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    sunzoshi99 sunzoshi99
    13-15, F
    1 Response Apr 21
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    Dagmar86 Dagmar86
    26-30, F
    1 Response Apr 21
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    ImSadAndALoner ImSadAndALoner
    13-15, M
    1 Response Apr 21
    To all my new friends i made the last few day of me joining this site. I say this is not a good bye, so till we meet again, all the best. Later....Amigos..
    chicitababe chicitababe
    26-30, F
    1 Response Apr 20
    My daughter is in the hospital with something they can't find. Tomorrow they do more tests. Will be another day sitting and waiting and scared what they will find or not find. On...
    boldtimer boldtimer
    66-70, M
    Apr 19
    God I wish I wasn't so alone all the time. I feel like I'm going through life not being wanted not being needed by anybody. All I want out of life is to be loved.
    Johnrob43 Johnrob43
    41-45, M
    3 Responses Apr 19
    Is it so hard to just want someone to spend time with ? Everyone either has someone better to hangout with or they claim to want to spend time with me but they're always with...
    wisper3 wisper3
    18-21, F
    3 Responses Apr 18
    There are 761 other people in this group who know exactly how you feel. So really, you're not alone. Help each other out.
    theguywiththeredhair theguywiththeredhair
    18-21, M
    1 Response Apr 17
    I've never had this feeling of feeling alone and it breaks my heart 💔
    Helpless24 Helpless24
    41-45, F
    Apr 17
    i live in a apartment and had plans to get a dog, so i was thinking of keeping the dog in a cage. I bought this cage and the super intendant saw me being the cage into the...
    MissHarley MissHarley
    18-21, F
    7 Responses Apr 17
    If I had to chose one prayer to God For the rest of my life it would be to not live my life alone someday. I don't want to live alone someday and be like those people who never...
    YourSecretAdmire22 YourSecretAdmire22
    22-25, M
    1 Response Apr 16
    *sigh* I could tell she wasn't in a good mood before she even replied. I just hope I didn't screw up again, last time I texted her when she was in a bad mood she didn't talk to...
    EridianaAndErin EridianaAndErin
    13-15, F
    Apr 16
    I feel so alone .. I feel so unloved you can say 😔 sometimes you know I feel like there's no point in living anymore My life is barely starting and I already wanna give up ..
    unperfectchild unperfectchild
    18-21, F
    3 Responses Apr 16
    I just, I need to be close to a human being. I feel so alone. It's... It's not the physical aspect more than comfort and cuddleing but most importantly it's the mental aspect...
    attaboywolfie attaboywolfie
    16-17, F
    2 Responses Apr 15
    I have been feeling so alone lately it's driving me crazy. I'm always by my self no one to talk to ever.
    Lonely688 Lonely688
    46-50, F
    5 Responses Apr 15
    Feeling very alone today. I am stuck in my head with the bad thoughts. The thoughts that make want to get a hold of him. wishing I had someone to talk to who gets it
    Forevertired23 Forevertired23
    22-25, F
    8 Responses Apr 14
    I used to hate being alone. Now I like the freedom of being able to do whatever I want. The freedom to be selfish successfully. When I do not feel obliged to be fair to, or engaged...
    Bananafone Bananafone
    46-50, F
    Apr 14
    sometimes i'm in no mood to talk others or solve their trivial problems. i just want to be left totally alone. but then people come up to me and say " what happened? you seem sad...
    infie infie
    18-21, F
    1 Response Apr 14
    I always wondered.... I always stared at the stars, sometimes I wept and wondered upon the heavens for someone like you. .... A lot of the times I just hurt more than words can...
    AmazingPoet AmazingPoet
    41-45, M
    1 Response Apr 13
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    FluttershyK FluttershyK
    13-15, F
    Apr 13
    My wife and I have been married for 14 years. We have a beautiful daughter who is about to be 12 years old. . We had our share of fights the last couple of years, some fights were...
    WhimsicalWill WhimsicalWill
    46-50, M
    1 Response Apr 13
    Feeling flat and alone! I really don't know what direction to take my life
    S1885 S1885
    46-50, M
    Apr 13
    I feel so alone almost everyday, I don't have any real friends to talk to. And my parents also don't care about me, I really want a younger brother but I just got to know that I...
    AnserAns AnserAns
    13-15, M
    2 Responses Apr 13
    I love alone time but sometimes I wanna go out with friends... I don't have any though!!
    Daniaperr Daniaperr
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Apr 12
    I know that I'm never truly alone but I feel like I am because I don't have anyone my age who knows what I'm going through and to comfort me so I always feel withdrawn from...
    genesis02 genesis02
    13-15, F
    1 Response Apr 12
    I don't have anyone to talk to. No friends (or close friends who I can really talk to) or family who will actually understand. I don't have trouble making friends(though I am...
    Marie107 Marie107
    22-25, F
    10 Responses Apr 11
    So my husband is an alcoholic and we have a baby due in a couple months. He's on probation for several felony dui's. I went into a domestic violence shelter.. I'm still there. This...
    mortonseasalt mortonseasalt
    36-40, F
    3 Responses Apr 11
    I'm not good english much but thing that I want to say is I feel alone so much because no one understand me parent friend no one :(
    RUETAIPACH RUETAIPACH
    22-25, F
    1 Response Apr 11
    Lately i've been up alone just crying. sadly, its been happening more frequently than before. The reason to why i am crying is unknown but the pain in my heart exists. It is hard...
    itsjamieee itsjamieee
    18-21, F
    5 Responses Apr 11
    Christian Greed https://dochub.com/timesoftrouble/kWbzzO/christian-greed What can truly amaze a genuine believer that looks only to the Father is just how true his words on world...
    timesoftrouble timesoftrouble
    56-60, M
    Apr 11
    I feel so alone..hard to fully explain. I've been in dark place unfortunately lately. I wouldn't really tell a lot of ppl in real life. That's why I'm on here to share and let...
    briantho92 briantho92
    22-25, M
    Apr 11
    most of the time, people are dbags! I don't put up with BS, I was in a rodeo indoor bar, I was a bit buzzing, some chick was hitting on me and rubbing up against the dude! big...
    JjKr88 JjKr88
    22-25, M
    Apr 10
    I don't know if it is necessarily that I want to fall in love again as to moving on and finding someone new to where maybe then, I won't be holding onto someone that I don't need...
    KeKeNae KeKeNae
    18-21, F
    Apr 10
    I don't have anyone to talk to, and I'm starting to give up on this world. I don't even know how to start a conversation with people that I want to know without saying something...
    rawda92 rawda92
    18-21, F
    4 Responses Apr 10
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    Lincoln98 Lincoln98
    16-17, M
    2 Responses Apr 10
    i am not saying that i am not afraid to get my heart broken again last time it felt like some one just stabbed a knife in my heart i lost the count of the tears that i cried...
    bimvim bimvim
    18-21, M
    1 Response Apr 10
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    Lincoln98 Lincoln98
    16-17, M
    Apr 10
    I finally find a place where i can freely express myself....and now it's closing. It's nice to get things off of your chest...anonymously and get feedback. A lot of people on here...
    BronzeJamesBond BronzeJamesBond
    31-35, M
    Apr 10
    I feel so alone and like such a loser. I'm getting no where in school. All it does is make me feel like an idiot. I have no friends and no one to really talk to. I don't know what...
    Froooot Froooot
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    MissyBlack64 MissyBlack64
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