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I Am Alone Again

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    Alone Yet Again

    It's been a long time since I've been on EP because I was using my boyfriend's computer whilst he was in prison.  When he came out I couldn't do anything without him looking over my shoulder.  I have really missed this site.  I unfortunately do not have the...
    Whitecloud Whitecloud 36-40, F 2 Responses Sep 15, 2009

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    What Will Happen Next?

    I'm a person, like anyone you'd pass by on the streets. We all have our own stories, different problems, different emotions. You all believe you have it worse than anybody else, like you say "well I live on the streets", or " My wife just divorce me". We all believe our life is...
    darkart12 darkart12 13-15 1 Response May 27, 2012

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    Because No One Else Is Here For Me.

    I want to just be loved. Nothing too much to ask for. Quite simple if you think about it. I just want someone to talk to me and care. I want to be held and i want to be shown affection. I have never been loved like that. Not even by my parents who assume that ending communication...
    maelduval maelduval 16-17, F 3 Responses May 30, 2009

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    Story Of Me.. </3

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    Emptydreamer Emptydreamer 22-25 2 Responses Mar 18, 2010

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    Depressed

    Well I started coughing blood it didn't start till I was with this guy steve a bodybuilder love at first sight he started listening to this old lady 53yrs n has been a friend of the family along with a 47yr n the 53yr old thinks she can tell the future so he believed stupid...
    69cumlover 69cumlover 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 11, 2011

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    I Fell Inlove Got Beaten.... Got Cheated... Again...

    this is my story... i am a filipino guy who is working here in UAE as a conceirge in a 5 star hotel. anyway lets start with me... i came from a previous marriage.. my ex wife divorced me at the same time annuled me in the philippines (she is now in USA) .. it was the most worst...
    batmanyearone batmanyearone 26-30 1 Response Feb 25, 2012

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    Said You Would Never Leave.... But You Did...

    he said he would never leave me like my ex husband did but you have maybe not actually moving out but sleeping in the other bedroom and never talking to me is the same thing as leaving me ... i know i have problems and that i dont control my feelings that well but treating me...
    whoooty whoooty 31-35, F Jan 15, 2013

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    I'm Alone

    I've always been alone living on my own except when I shared a house with my sister Sherry.  I'm still living alone but I'm looking for a soulmate.
    aquarius3 aquarius3 61-65 2 Responses Jan 16, 2012

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    Im Losing Myself

    One month and 3day ago my girlfriend and I broke up. I'm still having mixed emotions about the whole thing. It truly broke me down mentally, and I know I'm still not ok from that but that's not why I'm here today. At the exact same time I got evicted from my home,the only thing...
    main6976 main6976 36-40, M Jul 3, 2012

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    How Do I Let Go!!!!!!

    It is not easy getting back into the dating scean after being someone for seven years. I am actually trying to still work things out with him but it is quite the challenge being that he left my home right into anothers womans house. I know I must realy be out my mind to think...
    knockknees knockknees 36-40, F 1 Response Nov 30, 2009

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    Related Experiences

    I just turned 45 a few weeks ago...had a fiancee....until a couple of weeks before that...then he bailed. I thought that I wouldn't have to deal with being alone again. After my...
    RubyLane RubyLane 41-45, F 3 Responses 5 days ago

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    I never realized this until now, it is mind blowing that I have became to accept that all my life, I have always been alone. From elementary all the way to my current sophomore...
    ihatemypclife ihatemypclife 16-17, M 3 days ago

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    Laughter is all around me, coming from me, and I can see the faces of my friends. It's a good night. We're all at dinner together, debating the stupidest of subjects like world...
    Skollon Skollon 18-21, F 3 days ago

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    It's funny how looking through old photos can really put your life into perspective....how clearly you can see your life in chapters. I'm in a weird chapter of my life right now...
    SupernovaxGirl SupernovaxGirl 26-30 2 Responses Sep 2

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    It's been almost 2 years since my last relationship ended. We were together 7years and @year 5 she cheated on me. Later found out she cheated 2 other times, possibly more. I don't...
    Joahwa81 Joahwa81 31-35, M 1 Response 2 hrs ago

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    I am Alone. In life we are forced to be social. Our sanity depends on it, and even our confidence. Humans aren't lone wolves, they fight together as a pack of brothers or sisters...
    TheChosenOne32 TheChosenOne32 22-25, M 1 Response a week ago

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    Somehow it always comes as a surprise to me that I'm going to be alone for the rest of my life. I have to be. This is the life I chose. It's what suits me the best. It's what I...
    stashd stashd 22-25, F 1 Response Aug 28

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    i feel alone constantly, even when I am surrounded by people. I feel alone even when I'm talking to a friend, whether on-line or real-life, i know that I'm not alone in anything I...
    futurediary futurediary 13-15, M 1 Response Sep 5

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    its the time in my life when I am so alone. i don't have friends with me to share anything. i am living with my family but in this home i don't have a single person with whom i can...
    brokenangelia brokenangelia 26-30, F 2 Responses 1 day ago

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    Why do you make me feel this way? It's like without you, all of a sudden, I feel lost and alone. But before when I never had you, I was okay with being alone. Now that I had a...
    ImagineA ImagineA 16-17 1 Response Aug 27

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    I made that choice. I am very lonely, BUT... Due to a touch of Aspergers (and because the world moves on without me in some ways) I am pretty much always alone. So there I was...
    zmedleff1 zmedleff1 41-45 2 Responses Aug 29

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    Having a sense of being alone has been with me always. I am an only child. When I was a child I had one, perhaps two friends. I didn't have sports or other interests. The solitary...
    softgreenhourglass softgreenhourglass 36-40, M 2 Responses Sep 6

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    "Do people even see me?" I wonder to myself as I look around the school hallway, feeling more invisible than ever. I always felt alone and misunderstood, but high school has made...
    becswiggins becswiggins 16-17, F 2 Responses 5 days ago

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    Today is just one of those days where I just feel it's out of my control. My anxiety is getting worst ever since that day I had a panic attack in public. In the bus I feel like I...
    YourFavoriteFlower YourFavoriteFlower 18-21, F 1 Response Sep 9

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    I feel like if i show how alone i feel i would end up screaming in a room full of people or just speeding up to the end and die already to end the torture. It cant keep going on...
    Noahn85 Noahn85 26-30, M Aug 27

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    My sister in law called me today and said they are going camping this long weekend and asked if my daughter can joined them ( their kids are around my daughter's age). I honestly...
    Curlyhairsheila Curlyhairsheila 22-25, F 1 Response Aug 29

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    I want to practice self-love, but I am a fig tree - I look tough on the outside, but I am easily overtaken by insects and harsh weather. I have read many different versions of...
    ThQnOfHrts16 ThQnOfHrts16 22-25, F 2 Responses 6 days ago

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    And loving it! After living with someone else or under someone else's rule for 50+ years -- relatives, roommates, husband -- I finally have my own space. (at last, at last...
    BeautifulDarkStar BeautifulDarkStar 51-55, F 1 Response 7 hrs ago

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    So I have an older sister that moved to the other side of the country a few years ago.. She's a year older than me and it's because our family decided to split up. She lives with...
    ravenzewolf ravenzewolf 13-15, F Sep 8

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    Here I go again going through the same motions Always wondering where I'm heading. I'm so lost and feel like I don't belong Wishing time would pass quickly on Feel like I'm living...
    ajrestless ajrestless 18-21, F Aug 21

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    It has always been this way. Just a pit of despair that has me trapped. When I talk to people and have fun, I forget about these feelings for a while. Sadly, once they leave, it...
    NiennaG125 NiennaG125 13-15, F Aug 23

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    Here I go again. But I'm not exactly alone, my 8-year-old son is in the house, does that count?
    Aeonian Aeonian 51-55, M 1 Response Aug 23

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    My birthday is really the 27th of August..it's coming up. But I had a small get together Friday. I invited over 30 "friends" out of everyone I had invited 1 showed- besides my...
    Jackiebh Jackiebh 22-25, F Aug 24

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    I've been feeling quite depressed for a while now. I'd stopped talking to people about my problems. At one point I was opening up to people about way too much and I really regret...
    ozboybrian ozboybrian 26-30 3 Responses Aug 29

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    How do I mend my broken heart now that my world has fallen apart. I struggle to get through each new day knowing the man I loved gave up on me and walked away. My tears seem never...
    dybbukbox dybbukbox 41-45, F 1 Response Aug 31

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    At the height of my sadness... Standing on the pinnacle... The brink I plunge effortlessly into the Familiar Pain And curl up into it once again Telling myself Never again Never...
    sixnamedwaif sixnamedwaif 41-45, F Sep 1

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    I've been running for so long on e(mpty) that this sudden break only allows me time enough to feel the damage that has been done before I have to take up the reigns and plow...
    Indari Indari 31-35, M 2 Responses Sep 1

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    I hate it, I hate this feeling so much. Don't call me or text me, I do not want to speak to you. There is nothing to "work out" when everything has already been said. Hearing your...
    illiy illiy 16-17, F 1 Response Sep 5

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    I have been with my boyfriend for over a year and have helped him everyday with anxiety problems and ocd even when he has anger outbursts and says terrible things i stuck by him...
    hannah7656 hannah7656 26-30, F 1 Response Sep 10

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    I do everything and go everywhere alone. Last month i was on a trip to sweden with my coworkers. When the bus tour was over i just walked off. Went to drift on the streets to...
    Zim0 Zim0 18-21, M Sep 11

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    I am alone. I am a shadow of my past. Im nothing more than outlines of the person I was when I was happy. All I long for is for another soul to fill the void and fill up my being...
    Jay017 Jay017 22-25, M 1 Response 6 days ago

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    Things have been building up. No outlet. Tried to find one-talking to someone,all failed. I sat alone and cried. Most of my day today. I cried. Despite not having slept for two...
    Quanitta Quanitta 26-30, F 4 Responses 10 hrs ago

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    I drink alone. I eat alone. I pray alone. I sleep alone. I walk alone. I work alone. I play alone. Out of 168 hours a week, I am alone 130 hours. But.... as long as I have...
    MorningBreeze MorningBreeze 56-60, F 3 Responses Sep 3

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    So I'm 20... I know I'm not old or anything. But I'm so scared of growing up. Cause I don't know where my life is heading and I don't know how to be an adult... But I'm already...
    ifearsnowmen ifearsnowmen 18-21, M 2 Responses Aug 22

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    University is both an amazing an incredibly scary place. It's a place where everyone questions themselves yet accepts everyone around them, which can make you feel very alone at...
    AlliterationAnonymous AlliterationAnonymous 18-21, F Aug 28

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    I divorced 3 and half years ago. And after that I haven't found love again. I remember the feeling. I remember the butterflies and the feeling that I just can't live without him...
    L11s L11s 31-35, F 2 Responses Sep 6

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    People often ask me what I am gonna do over the weekend and I hate this stupid question. It is because I don’t know! I don’t make lots of plans to spend the entire weekend...
    MissGaga MissGaga 22-25, F 4 Responses a week ago

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    Pretty much all of the time. I am grateful enough and appreciate that i have all my family and i have no problems with them and i also am grateful that they love and accept who i...
    oxzymoron oxzymoron 18-21, M 1 Response Aug 27

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