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I Am Alone Again

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    Alone Yet Again

    It's been a long time since I've been on EP because I was using my boyfriend's computer whilst he was in prison.  When he came out I couldn't do anything without him looking over my shoulder.  I have really missed this site.  I unfortunately do not have the...
    Whitecloud Whitecloud 36-40, F 2 Responses Sep 15, 2009

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    Because No One Else Is Here For Me.

    I want to just be loved. Nothing too much to ask for. Quite simple if you think about it. I just want someone to talk to me and care. I want to be held and i want to be shown affection. I have never been loved like that. Not even by my parents who assume that ending communication...
    maelduval maelduval 16-17, F 3 Responses May 30, 2009

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    How Do I Let Go!!!!!!

    It is not easy getting back into the dating scean after being someone for seven years. I am actually trying to still work things out with him but it is quite the challenge being that he left my home right into anothers womans house. I know I must realy be out my mind to think...
    knockknees knockknees 36-40, F 1 Response Nov 30, 2009

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    I'm Alone

    I've always been alone living on my own except when I shared a house with my sister Sherry.  I'm still living alone but I'm looking for a soulmate.
    aquarius3 aquarius3 61-65 2 Responses Jan 16, 2012

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    I Fell Inlove Got Beaten.... Got Cheated... Again...

    this is my story... i am a filipino guy who is working here in UAE as a conceirge in a 5 star hotel. anyway lets start with me... i came from a previous marriage.. my ex wife divorced me at the same time annuled me in the philippines (she is now in USA) .. it was the most worst...
    batmanyearone batmanyearone 26-30 1 Response Feb 25, 2012

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    Im Losing Myself

    One month and 3day ago my girlfriend and I broke up. I'm still having mixed emotions about the whole thing. It truly broke me down mentally, and I know I'm still not ok from that but that's not why I'm here today. At the exact same time I got evicted from my home,the only thing...
    main6976 main6976 36-40, M Jul 3, 2012

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    Depressed

    Well I started coughing blood it didn't start till I was with this guy steve a bodybuilder love at first sight he started listening to this old lady 53yrs n has been a friend of the family along with a 47yr n the 53yr old thinks she can tell the future so he believed stupid...
    69cumlover 69cumlover 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 11, 2011

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    What Will Happen Next?

    I'm a person, like anyone you'd pass by on the streets. We all have our own stories, different problems, different emotions. You all believe you have it worse than anybody else, like you say "well I live on the streets", or " My wife just divorce me". We all believe our life is...
    darkart12 darkart12 13-15 1 Response May 27, 2012

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    Said You Would Never Leave.... But You Did...

    he said he would never leave me like my ex husband did but you have maybe not actually moving out but sleeping in the other bedroom and never talking to me is the same thing as leaving me ... i know i have problems and that i dont control my feelings that well but treating me...
    whoooty whoooty 31-35, F Jan 15, 2013

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    Story Of Me.. </3

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    Emptydreamer Emptydreamer 22-25 2 Responses Mar 18, 2010

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    Wow I haven't written in a while... Well... I guess I'm alone again. I guess I need someone to talk to again. So here I am. So my aunt, cousin, and cousins' stepdad all went to...
    secrets1can2be3told secrets1can2be3told 16-17, F 1 Response Jul 31

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    Just left an abusive relationship for the second time . I lived with him for a year . 80% of the time he is my best friend and 20% my nightmare. I've gotten spit on, thrown against...
    leaom22 leaom22 22-25, F Aug 14

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    University is both an amazing an incredibly scary place. It's a place where everyone questions themselves yet accepts everyone around them, which can make you feel very alone at...
    AlliterationAnonymous AlliterationAnonymous 18-21, F 59 mins ago

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    I feel so alone because my boyfriend hates texting me and everythin else I feel so alone and everything else ! I feel like his friends r more important than me fml !!!
    unhappygirl21 unhappygirl21 18-21, F 2 Responses 3 hrs ago

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    I don't know if "forever alone" is the title I'm liking right now--a little to wrist-to-forehead, freshman drama for me--but not here to critique! (Wait...damn.) I joined EP...
    vinylcountdown vinylcountdown 36-40, F 19 hrs ago

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    As always. This is my life. How idiot how stupid I am. I am looking streets, all friends going out, drinking something, laughing. I am just walking alone for several years. People...
    monerap monerap 22-25, M 19 hrs ago

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    I like walking alone i like to walk in the silent place i like to walk thinking my past future, the way i am, the way i should not and with happy ending
    blackytale blackytale 22-25, M 1 Response 16 hrs ago

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    I am at times I feel like I'm all alone and no one cares what I do.. At times when I need someone the most they aren't around! It hurts do much and it crushes me. I just am...
    enjoyholdingmypee enjoyholdingmypee 18-21, F 3 Responses 10 hrs ago

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    They are everywhere now. They won't leave me alone. Voices in my head!
    Lorddemon2 Lorddemon2 13-15, M 9 hrs ago

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    I am so alone. :( I barely go out anymore with friends, my boyfriend suffers from Bipolar and as of the last few months he seems to distance himself from everyone, and my family...
    nicolem84 nicolem84 26-30, F 1 Response 1 hr ago

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    Hopefully one day soon I can sing this song whole heartedly and it will be true: WHITESNAKE "Here I Go Again" (Selection of Lyrics) I don't know where I'm going But, I sure know...
    Awakening29 Awakening29 26-30, F Jul 28

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    Somehow it always comes as a surprise to me that I'm going to be alone for the rest of my life. I have to be. This is the life I chose. It's what suits me the best. It's what I...
    stashd stashd 22-25, F 1 Response 21 hrs ago

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    Why do you make me feel this way? It's like without you, all of a sudden, I feel lost and alone. But before when I never had you, I was okay with being alone. Now that I had a...
    ImagineA ImagineA 16-17 1 day ago

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    I was diagnosed with hypothyroidism Feb of this year. I started with Levothyroxine but my body was sensitive to it so in april my dr switched me to .5 of synthroid . at first I was...
    lauryn14 lauryn14 22-25, F 1 Response Jul 31

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    Today my friend who thought he was my "friends with benefits" said he didn't want to see me anymore after I told him I wouldn't have sex with him. Then he tried to play it off like...
    Deadlynightshade5 Deadlynightshade5 22-25, F 1 Response Aug 4

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    April 2012, Alexandria, Egypt. Crystal palace Exhibiton hall, we was there in our booth present our Mediterranean cruise packages, it was really a lot of families there and tons of...
    ta7neet ta7neet 26-30, M Aug 1

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    Today was ******* weird. It started off like a normal day getting up, making bottles, changing diapers making breakfast normal mom stuff. Got ready ran some errands. Ended up at a...
    Jess7787 Jess7787 26-30, F 2 Responses Aug 3

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    Hi. Story here again. I'm 17, and I feel utterly and completely alone in this world. The sad thing is, it's the total opposite. I have many people who care about me, but I still...
    StoryCx StoryCx 16-17 6 Responses Aug 5

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    My husband works out on the road for two weeks at a time and come homes for two days then leaves out again. We talk for a total of ten minutes a day about nothing so we don't...
    LilDrgnFly LilDrgnFly 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 7

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    It's just easier to walk alone for me but for some its not ,I was like never really attached to anyone Im not entirely sure why but I guess I didn't really need anyone back then...
    AriaDream AriaDream 13-15, F Aug 12

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    So yeah, I gave up talking to my family. I feel so alone , nobody in my house ever care to ask me whats going on with my life. My mom thought I'm in the rebellious stage but cant...
    gunner1001 gunner1001 18-21 1 Response Aug 19

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    I feel like if i show how alone i feel i would end up screaming in a room full of people or just speeding up to the end and die already to end the torture. It cant keep going on...
    Noahn85 Noahn85 26-30, M 1 day ago

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    after i post a question about abortion here i understand that western people are not worry about killing an unborn child. they only think about their sexual pleasure. it is really...
    darkblackknight darkblackknight 22-25, F 1 Response 16 hrs ago

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    i just wanna feel butterflies flying in my stomach again
    callixtine callixtine 18-21, F 6 Responses 15 hrs ago

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    Sometime in the spring of last year I began talking with someone I'd been friends with on Facebook. We'd joined the same group at one point and just made the odd comments on...
    Ribsy83 Ribsy83 31-35, F 3 Responses 13 hrs ago

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    I posted earlier about this girl trying figure out if she like me "Do I have a chance with this girl?" Was the title anyway most people replied yes. And the way she has acting...
    unattached1 unattached1 22-25, M Aug 19

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    This time in front of co-worker~called a liar. And things were brought up that were irrelevant. I didnt lie, she misread what was explained. REWIND-We quickly became "Besties...
    sgg2013 sgg2013 46-50, F 1 Response Jul 28

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    I feel like im losing grip. All of the time. People get tired of hearing it. My "moaning" and "Whining" but i dont think depression is just that at all. Its a way of life, sucking...
    prettybrowneyes1993 prettybrowneyes1993 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 31

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    My name is Mia and I go through a lot.i cry myself to sleep everynight as I am right now.my family hates me thy never take their time to help me even when they know in depressed...
    elizabethmia elizabethmia 16-17, F 2 Responses Aug 3

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    I am so alone, I wish we could start brand new. I would give the world just to be in his arms again, but I can't make him love me no matter how bad I wish I could.
    Heartbroken0688 Heartbroken0688 26-30, F 2 Responses Aug 6

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    I know I'm too young to say something like this but, yeah, I would rather be alone than with someone I don't love. The reason I'm saying this is for the past eight or so months, I...
    EvanescentIridescent EvanescentIridescent 13-15, F 2 Responses Aug 14

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    hey guys I usually write in this page when things start getting bad again I guess I just rather write my feelings out than bleed them ( selfharming). It is getting worse and worse...
    CarolinaS1 CarolinaS1 16-17, F 1 Response Aug 15

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    I used to think as a younger I'd be long married with a family life by now. In my early 20's I did meet what you might call the one that got away. 6 years of having my best friend...
    staticdreams staticdreams 31-35, M 2 Responses Aug 19

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    Here I go again going through the same motions Always wondering where I'm heading. I'm so lost and feel like I don't belong Wishing time would pass quickly on Feel like I'm living...
    ajrestless ajrestless 18-21, F a week ago

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    It has always been this way. Just a pit of despair that has me trapped. When I talk to people and have fun, I forget about these feelings for a while. Sadly, once they leave, it...
    NiennaG125 NiennaG125 13-15, F 5 days ago

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    Here I go again. But I'm not exactly alone, my 8-year-old son is in the house, does that count?
    Aeonian Aeonian 51-55, M 1 Response 5 days ago

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    My birthday is really the 27th of August..it's coming up. But I had a small get together Friday. I invited over 30 "friends" out of everyone I had invited 1 showed- besides my...
    Jackiebh Jackiebh 22-25, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    I drink alone. I do so all the time. To be perfectly honest, i prefer drinking alone to drinking in the presence of other people. I simply don't see what the issue is. It is a...
    Lullacus Lullacus 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 11

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