Post

I Am Alone Again

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 72 People

    Because No One Else Is Here For Me.

    I want to just be loved. Nothing too much to ask for. Quite simple if you think about it. I just want someone to talk to me and care. I want to be held and i want to be shown affection. I have never been loved like that. Not even by my parents who assume that ending communication...
    maelduval maelduval 16-17, F 3 Responses May 30, 2009

    Your Response

    Cancel

    Story Of Me.. </3

                                                  ...
    Emptydreamer Emptydreamer 22-25 2 Responses Mar 18, 2010

    Your Response

    Cancel

    Im Losing Myself

    One month and 3day ago my girlfriend and I broke up. I'm still having mixed emotions about the whole thing. It truly broke me down mentally, and I know I'm still not ok from that but that's not why I'm here today. At the exact same time I got evicted from my home,the only thing...
    main6976 main6976 36-40, M Jul 3, 2012

    Your Response

    Cancel

    How Do I Let Go!!!!!!

    It is not easy getting back into the dating scean after being someone for seven years. I am actually trying to still work things out with him but it is quite the challenge being that he left my home right into anothers womans house. I know I must realy be out my mind to think...
    knockknees knockknees 36-40, F 1 Response Nov 30, 2009

    Your Response

    Cancel

    Said You Would Never Leave.... But You Did...

    he said he would never leave me like my ex husband did but you have maybe not actually moving out but sleeping in the other bedroom and never talking to me is the same thing as leaving me ... i know i have problems and that i dont control my feelings that well but treating me...
    whoooty whoooty 31-35, F Jan 15, 2013

    Your Response

    Cancel

    Depressed

    Well I started coughing blood it didn't start till I was with this guy steve a bodybuilder love at first sight he started listening to this old lady 53yrs n has been a friend of the family along with a 47yr n the 53yr old thinks she can tell the future so he believed stupid...
    69cumlover 69cumlover 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 11, 2011

    Your Response

    Cancel

    Alone Yet Again

    It's been a long time since I've been on EP because I was using my boyfriend's computer whilst he was in prison.  When he came out I couldn't do anything without him looking over my shoulder.  I have really missed this site.  I unfortunately do not have the...
    Whitecloud Whitecloud 36-40, F 2 Responses Sep 15, 2009

    Your Response

    Cancel

    What Will Happen Next?

    I'm a person, like anyone you'd pass by on the streets. We all have our own stories, different problems, different emotions. You all believe you have it worse than anybody else, like you say "well I live on the streets", or " My wife just divorce me". We all believe our life is...
    darkart12 darkart12 13-15 1 Response May 27, 2012

    Your Response

    Cancel

    I Fell Inlove Got Beaten.... Got Cheated... Again...

    this is my story... i am a filipino guy who is working here in UAE as a conceirge in a 5 star hotel. anyway lets start with me... i came from a previous marriage.. my ex wife divorced me at the same time annuled me in the philippines (she is now in USA) .. it was the most worst...
    batmanyearone batmanyearone 26-30 1 Response Feb 25, 2012

    Your Response

    Cancel

    I'm Alone

    I've always been alone living on my own except when I shared a house with my sister Sherry.  I'm still living alone but I'm looking for a soulmate.
    aquarius3 aquarius3 61-65 2 Responses Jan 16, 2012

    Your Response

    Cancel

    Related Experiences

    Just left an abusive relationship for the second time . I lived with him for a year . 80% of the time he is my best friend and 20% my nightmare. I've gotten spit on, thrown against...
    leaom22 leaom22 22-25, F Aug 14

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I've only been home alone three or four times in my life because my family has a lot of people and there is almost always someone else home. When I'm home alone, I get this...
    iiArial iiArial 18-21, F 1 hr ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    Yes, that is exactly the way I feel right now. I can't help but feel depressed and lonely all the time. I mean, my painting just got selected to be exhibited in a famous fine arts...
    EvanescentIridescent EvanescentIridescent 13-15, F 18 mins ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    yeah my ex cheated on me so its better to be alone :)
    berealistic811 berealistic811 26-30, M 2 Responses 2 hrs ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    Somehow it always comes as a surprise to me that I'm going to be alone for the rest of my life. I have to be. This is the life I chose. It's what suits me the best. It's what I...
    stashd stashd 22-25, F 1 Response 5 days ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    Why do you make me feel this way? It's like without you, all of a sudden, I feel lost and alone. But before when I never had you, I was okay with being alone. Now that I had a...
    ImagineA ImagineA 16-17 5 days ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I made that choice. I am very lonely, BUT... Due to a touch of Aspergers (and because the world moves on without me in some ways) I am pretty much always alone. So there I was...
    zmedleff1 zmedleff1 41-45 2 Responses 3 days ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    Today my friend who thought he was my "friends with benefits" said he didn't want to see me anymore after I told him I wouldn't have sex with him. Then he tried to play it off like...
    Deadlynightshade5 Deadlynightshade5 22-25, F 1 Response Aug 4

    Your Response

    Cancel
    Today was ******* weird. It started off like a normal day getting up, making bottles, changing diapers making breakfast normal mom stuff. Got ready ran some errands. Ended up at a...
    Jess7787 Jess7787 26-30, F 2 Responses Aug 3

    Your Response

    Cancel
    Hi. Story here again. I'm 17, and I feel utterly and completely alone in this world. The sad thing is, it's the total opposite. I have many people who care about me, but I still...
    StoryCx StoryCx 16-17 6 Responses Aug 5

    Your Response

    Cancel
    My husband works out on the road for two weeks at a time and come homes for two days then leaves out again. We talk for a total of ten minutes a day about nothing so we don't...
    LilDrgnFly LilDrgnFly 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 7

    Your Response

    Cancel
    It's just easier to walk alone for me but for some its not ,I was like never really attached to anyone Im not entirely sure why but I guess I didn't really need anyone back then...
    AriaDream AriaDream 13-15, F Aug 12

    Your Response

    Cancel
    So yeah, I gave up talking to my family. I feel so alone , nobody in my house ever care to ask me whats going on with my life. My mom thought I'm in the rebellious stage but cant...
    gunner1001 gunner1001 18-21 1 Response Aug 19

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I feel like if i show how alone i feel i would end up screaming in a room full of people or just speeding up to the end and die already to end the torture. It cant keep going on...
    Noahn85 Noahn85 26-30, M 5 days ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    My sister in law called me today and said they are going camping this long weekend and asked if my daughter can joined them ( their kids are around my daughter's age). I honestly...
    Curlyhairsheila Curlyhairsheila 22-25, F 1 Response 3 days ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I posted earlier about this girl trying figure out if she like me "Do I have a chance with this girl?" Was the title anyway most people replied yes. And the way she has acting...
    unattached1 unattached1 22-25, M Aug 19

    Your Response

    Cancel
    My name is Mia and I go through a lot.i cry myself to sleep everynight as I am right now.my family hates me thy never take their time to help me even when they know in depressed...
    elizabethmia elizabethmia 16-17, F 2 Responses Aug 3

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I am so alone, I wish we could start brand new. I would give the world just to be in his arms again, but I can't make him love me no matter how bad I wish I could.
    Heartbroken0688 Heartbroken0688 26-30, F 2 Responses Aug 6

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I know I'm too young to say something like this but, yeah, I would rather be alone than with someone I don't love. The reason I'm saying this is for the past eight or so months, I...
    EvanescentIridescent EvanescentIridescent 13-15, F 2 Responses Aug 14

    Your Response

    Cancel
    hey guys I usually write in this page when things start getting bad again I guess I just rather write my feelings out than bleed them ( selfharming). It is getting worse and worse...
    CarolinaS1 CarolinaS1 16-17, F 1 Response Aug 15

    Your Response

    Cancel
    Here I go again going through the same motions Always wondering where I'm heading. I'm so lost and feel like I don't belong Wishing time would pass quickly on Feel like I'm living...
    ajrestless ajrestless 18-21, F Aug 21

    Your Response

    Cancel
    It has always been this way. Just a pit of despair that has me trapped. When I talk to people and have fun, I forget about these feelings for a while. Sadly, once they leave, it...
    NiennaG125 NiennaG125 13-15, F Aug 23

    Your Response

    Cancel
    Here I go again. But I'm not exactly alone, my 8-year-old son is in the house, does that count?
    Aeonian Aeonian 51-55, M 1 Response Aug 23

    Your Response

    Cancel
    My birthday is really the 27th of August..it's coming up. But I had a small get together Friday. I invited over 30 "friends" out of everyone I had invited 1 showed- besides my...
    Jackiebh Jackiebh 22-25, F 1 Response Aug 24

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I've been feeling quite depressed for a while now. I'd stopped talking to people about my problems. At one point I was opening up to people about way too much and I really regret...
    ozboybrian ozboybrian 26-30 1 Response 4 days ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    How do I mend my broken heart now that my world has fallen apart. I struggle to get through each new day knowing the man I loved gave up on me and walked away. My tears seem never...
    dybbukbox dybbukbox 41-45, F 1 day ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    At the height of my sadness... Standing on the pinnacle... The brink I plunge effortlessly into the Familiar Pain And curl up into it once again Telling myself Never again Never...
    sixnamedwaif sixnamedwaif 41-45, F 9 hrs ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I've been running for so long on e(mpty) that this sudden break only allows me time enough to feel the damage that has been done before I have to take up the reigns and plow...
    Indari Indari 31-35, M 8 hrs ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I drink alone. I do so all the time. To be perfectly honest, i prefer drinking alone to drinking in the presence of other people. I simply don't see what the issue is. It is a...
    Lullacus Lullacus 22-25, F 1 Response Aug 11

    Your Response

    Cancel
    Five years or more of being single I don't think I'm ready to date again cuz I've lost my touch, don't flirt, I don't think I'm pretty either and I'm abit deaf too. Hearing men...
    Myalee Myalee 41-45, F Aug 2

    Your Response

    Cancel
    140802-0332 My, how quickly the time does indeed pass. June 7th, last I was here, let a word drop from my lips. I've nothing to say now, either, not really, not anything that's...
    Lgl700 Lgl700 51-55, M Aug 2

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I need to stop dwelling over the past. The past is the past for a reason. As much as I would love to go back to the way it was its not possible. The past is the reason why I cannot...
    bbysxxm24 bbysxxm24 13-15, F Aug 5

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I only have eyes for her. I love her and only her. And I lost her :'( no I don't want to move on. No I don't want to let go. And no I will never love again. I'm not attracted to...
    ywilliam31 ywilliam31 16-17, M 1 Response Aug 17

    Your Response

    Cancel
    So I'm 20... I know I'm not old or anything. But I'm so scared of growing up. Cause I don't know where my life is heading and I don't know how to be an adult... But I'm already...
    ifearsnowmen ifearsnowmen 18-21, M 2 Responses Aug 22

    Your Response

    Cancel

    Your Response

    Cancel
    University is both an amazing an incredibly scary place. It's a place where everyone questions themselves yet accepts everyone around them, which can make you feel very alone at...
    AlliterationAnonymous AlliterationAnonymous 18-21, F 4 days ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I think its called monophobia. The fear of being alone. I've always just thought that it was normal, that feeling you get when you're alone. I found out recently it wasn't...
    NyBrid NyBrid 13-15, F 1 Response Aug 19

    Your Response

    Cancel
    Pretty much all of the time. I am grateful enough and appreciate that i have all my family and i have no problems with them and i also am grateful that they love and accept who i...
    oxzymoron oxzymoron 18-21, M 1 Response 5 days ago

    Your Response

    Cancel