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I Am Alone Again

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    Once more I find myself alone

    and slowly drifting into a darkness of rage and sorrow. I have nobody around me, no love or hope. Suicidal thoughts plague my mind. Punching walls, scratching my skin, and abusing myself mentally is on my mind. All of my coping methods are being dried up into shriveled sardines...
    bmarielove bmarielove 22-25, F Aug 4, 2015

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    Didn't expect for it to happen this morning

    this early. Started crying but I'm just going to block everything else for the rest of the morning and try not to think about work hoping I can just block everything else out I feel like I've been having panic attacks these days it's so weird It's almost like I feel like I'm...
    IntoxicatedFairy IntoxicatedFairy 18-21, F Jul 15, 2015

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    I always will be, but I understand.

    . I'm not a person that was meant to be with any people.. No matter how much I want to see a friend, they will never want to see me. I am only a side person. You'll take me when you're alone and devastated yourself, but then you'll leave when you feel better. You'll leave and...
    Whobody Whobody 18-21, M 2 Responses Aug 21, 2015

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    I'm just done it like my heart just ment to be

    broken and myself used. Maybe that all I'm good for just some toy to be used till I break and thrown away. I'm just so alone like always.
    kankuro18 kankuro18 22-25, M Oct 29, 2015

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    Because No One Else Is Here For Me.

    I want to just be loved. Nothing too much to ask for. Quite simple if you think about it. I just want someone to talk to me and care. I want to be held and i want to be shown affection. I have never been loved like that. Not even by my parents who assume that ending communication...
    maelduval maelduval 16-17, F 3 Responses May 30, 2009

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    Im Losing Myself

    One month and 3day ago my girlfriend and I broke up. I'm still having mixed emotions about the whole thing. It truly broke me down mentally, and I know I'm still not ok from that but that's not why I'm here today. At the exact same time I got evicted from my home,the only thing...
    main6976 main6976 36-40, M Jul 3, 2012

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    I'm Alone

    I've always been alone living on my own except when I shared a house with my sister Sherry.  I'm still living alone but I'm looking for a soulmate.
    aquarius3 aquarius3 66-70 2 Responses Jan 16, 2012

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    Depressed

    Well I started coughing blood it didn't start till I was with this guy steve a bodybuilder love at first sight he started listening to this old lady 53yrs n has been a friend of the family along with a 47yr n the 53yr old thinks she can tell the future so he believed stupid...
    69cumlover 69cumlover 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 11, 2011

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    I Fell Inlove Got Beaten.... Got Cheated... Again...

    this is my story... i am a filipino guy who is working here in UAE as a conceirge in a 5 star hotel. anyway lets start with me... i came from a previous marriage.. my ex wife divorced me at the same time annuled me in the philippines (she is now in USA) .. it was the most worst...
    batmanyearone batmanyearone 26-30 1 Response Feb 25, 2012

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    What Will Happen Next?

    I'm a person, like anyone you'd pass by on the streets. We all have our own stories, different problems, different emotions. You all believe you have it worse than anybody else, like you say "well I live on the streets", or " My wife just divorce me". We all believe our life is...
    darkart12 darkart12 13-15 1 Response May 27, 2012

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    Said You Would Never Leave.... But You Did...

    he said he would never leave me like my ex husband did but you have maybe not actually moving out but sleeping in the other bedroom and never talking to me is the same thing as leaving me ... i know i have problems and that i dont control my feelings that well but treating me...
    whoooty whoooty 31-35, F Jan 15, 2013

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    Story Of Me.. </3

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    Emptydreamer Emptydreamer 22-25 2 Responses Mar 18, 2010

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    My boyfriend chooses work over me

    now a days. He didn't even come home last night. All I want is my pot and nothing else
    IntoxicatedFairy IntoxicatedFairy 18-21, F Aug 1, 2015

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    Alone Yet Again

    It's been a long time since I've been on EP because I was using my boyfriend's computer whilst he was in prison.  When he came out I couldn't do anything without him looking over my shoulder.  I have really missed this site.  I unfortunately do not have the...
    Whitecloud Whitecloud 36-40, F 2 Responses Sep 15, 2009

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    How Do I Let Go!!!!!!

    It is not easy getting back into the dating scean after being someone for seven years. I am actually trying to still work things out with him but it is quite the challenge being that he left my home right into anothers womans house. I know I must realy be out my mind to think...
    knockknees knockknees 36-40, F 1 Response Nov 30, 2009

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    IntoxicatedFairy IntoxicatedFairy 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 28, 2015

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    valentines day is fine if you have someone who shares it with you. for those who are alone it can be a hell steeped in lust and envy. the day can vanish into the deepest pits of...
    Zurea Zurea 26-30, T 2 Responses 1 day ago

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    I don't know who I am. My ten year relationship just ended. My partner woke up one day 6 months ago and told me she wanted to leave. I was in shock, our families were taken by...
    malaiseguy malaiseguy 31-35, M 3 Responses 2 days ago

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    I love to be alone sometimes. There's many things that you can do by yourself and you can't do when someone around you. So being alone is not bad all the time. But''i feel alone...
    genjiipiexx genjiipiexx 31-35, F 2 Responses 2 days ago

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    Guess I gotta take some time for "me" and figure some things out right now. LIfe can get so hectic when your scrambling, trying not to let other people down.. you forget about...
    HollowBravado HollowBravado 26-30, M 1 Response 2 days ago

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    I found out last Valentine's day about all the women my cheating ex of 2 years had been with so although I don't have anyone this year, I'm actually much happier. There is a Krav...
    jazzie1976 jazzie1976 36-40, F 5 Responses 2 days ago

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    I am a freak talk to me for about an hour and you'll all run away "I'll be right back" I'm such a trusting *** hole!!! One hour! I'm 21 years old I've never had a friend and have...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response 3 days ago

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    You do not need another person to complete you. You need to be happy with who you are, right now. Learn to be alone. Learn to thrive alone. Yes, it is nice to have someone in your...
    LavenderDarling LavenderDarling 26-30, F 7 Responses 4 days ago

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    I am an introvert and like being alone but miss the idea of being in a relationship. I've just never been successful with them and have for the last 5 years or so been single and...
    Anontymous30 Anontymous30 31-35, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    I've shared a lot with this man, but in light of recent events, I don't think I can ever trust him with how I feel, or anything actually. It took a lot of courage for me to...
    oddpodd oddpodd 22-25, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    my life has been up and down for all i can remember....i am heading for seperation again....i am so lonely and feel so unwanted right now.
    cookie1225 cookie1225 41-45, M 3 Responses 4 days ago

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    I used to be afraid of being alone but I realise you have to be happy with your lot and being alone because being in a relationship will not bring long lasting love and the...
    hurtwontheal hurtwontheal 41-45, F 3 Responses 5 days ago

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    It's hard for me to be alone,i need support and attention lol and just to feel im a worthwhile person I need validation,apparently constantly.Don't feel like going into it now but...
    simpleandpossible simpleandpossible 22-25, F 6 days ago

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    how i want share this song with my ex future unkonwn wife You are the answer to my lonely prayer You are an angel from above I was so lonely till you came to me With the wonder of...
    SiiMoow SiiMoow 31-35, M 1 Response 6 days ago

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    I'm starting to accept that I no longer feel alone I'm actually alone like literally it's just beyond a silly feeling or an annoying thought it's my reality it's how my life is! It...
    gloomykidd gloomykidd 13-15, M 2 Responses 6 days ago

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    My mum passed away when I was 20, leaving behind my 17 & 8 year old sister as well. I brought my 8 year old sister up since then & always took on the role of mum to both when...
    Lifesinreverse Lifesinreverse 26-30, F 3 Responses a week ago

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    whatever i am sharing may help someone. yes, today I am alone,I have fallen, I dont have anywhere to go, Yes. But Remember , we all come to this world Alone , we learn to speak...
    Shamir14 Shamir14 22-25, M Feb 4

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    Even with very little to no friends I still feel alone. in truth when a person has spent so many years in isolation as I have you would tend to feel alone. it's how I feel now...
    SladeTheLegend SladeTheLegend 18-21, M 2 Responses Feb 3

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    After feeling okay for few days, I'm back to feeling awful again. Feeling pissed, sad and angry. 😞
    ExperiencesAndNotMistakes ExperiencesAndNotMistakes 18-21, F Feb 3

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    After feeling okay for few days, I'm back to feeling awful again. Feeling pissed, sad and angry. 😞
    ExperiencesAndNotMistakes ExperiencesAndNotMistakes 18-21, F 1 Response Feb 3

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    When my husband abandon me I felt so alone..when my son come to my world..it changes..but he is growing now..again I feel afraid I'll alone
    chapa2016 chapa2016 26-30, F 3 Responses Feb 2

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    All my life had problem to interact with people. I remember I skipped many classes at Secondary school and University. I had to hear my father telling me over and over again how...
    mmorgam mmorgam 41-45, F 1 Response Feb 2

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    Until I left for college when I was 17, I had this weird tendency to look out the window of my bedroom at the market by the street near our house, to see if the stores were closed...
    IndraD IndraD 18-21, M Feb 2

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