I Am Alone and Think I Will Be Forever

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    Every time I become interested in someone & I

    tell them, they lose interest right away & bail. Things can be going cool, we talk, laugh but then, overnight it seems like they become interested in someone else who is better looking. It's like I never "fit the bill" & these same girls that find out I'm interested go around...
    amantium amantium
    36-40, M
    Sep 3, 2015

    There are numerous older men in the world

    who are single and seeking someone special in their life. For all such men, AgeMeet.com has been created as a reliable online platform to find women for dating and companionship. The spokesperson reports that many older men have started finding perfect companions through their...
    norahcc11 norahcc11
    26-30, F
    1 Response May 25, 2015

    Maybe I m a bit picky .

    ..or maybe I m always afraid of attachments ... I need a lot of attention but only from the guy I truly like. And it's hard for me to like someone unless he's really great ... But usually those guys who fall into this category are dickheads ...
    thousandcuts thousandcuts
    26-30, F
    3 Responses Jun 1, 2015

    What did I do to deserve this empty life?

    I try so hard and force myself to do things and accomplish things but I still feel alone and empty inside. In fact, I am alone. Every one I date leaves. They go off to find someone maybe better or just not me. I feel like at the rate I'm going, marriage, children, and happiness...
    CrystalKlear17 CrystalKlear17
    22-25, F
    1 Response Jun 2, 2015

    I think I will be alone forever.

    I don't think this has to be a problem... If only I could be sure that my friends would be there for me, but with everybody dating, I don't dare to bother them anymore...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    2 Responses Apr 28, 2015

    How can I come into acceptance

    that I will be alone forever? I know I am not beautiful, or pretty like everyone else. I lack this ideal image, and people stare at me, as if I am a "monster". Old friends have done a number on me, they went about destroying the very little self esteem I had about myself, why is...
    su05 su05
    26-30, F
    Oct 21, 2014

    People Just Don't Like Me

    I don't know what it is, really, but for some reason, people really just don't like me. I never really fit in well with any group. I was a loner/outcast in school, never had many friends. As I grew older, that transferred to my workplaces as well. I dont really understand it...
    SpiritOfTheRabbit SpiritOfTheRabbit
    36-40, F
    5 Responses Oct 8, 2010

    Alone !! You know I have felt very lonely in a

    crowded room Just last weekend I took the side of a young boy with ADHD he was screaming and yelling everyone was walking by pretending not to see or pretending like he wasnt there. The grandparents didn't seem to know what to do. I sat beside this young boy started talking...
    brnize brnize
    26-30, F
    3 Responses Feb 12, 2015

    Don't Fear The Reaper

    When people are around me it seems like I exude an aura of "stay away from me" as if I am the grim reaper ready to take a soul any minutes. They say don't fear the reaper but I am pretty sure people are so afraid of me that they won't open themselves up to having any relations...
    LilletBlan LilletBlan
    18-21, F
    2 Responses May 7, 2011

    I would give up every Christmas,

    birthday, and any other holiday just to finally have someone to be with. That's all I've ever wanted.
    rotimi12 rotimi12
    18-21
    1 Response Dec 25, 2015

    Left Behind

    I was laying down trying to sleep last night, thinking , when i realized that that i will always be alone. Every woman Ive ever known has left me. my mother left me when i was a just a wee little one in the care of my grandmother, my grandmother left me when i was a teen...
    volente volente
    26-30, M
    1 Response Aug 2, 2009
    fauxlady fauxlady
    22-25, F
    3 Responses Feb 11, 2015

    I don't deserve to,simple.

    . When I fall they leave and when they're honest,I'll happily push them like that's all I want..being alone is what I really deserve and it's a lesson
    Scorpio95117 Scorpio95117
    18-21, F
    Apr 27, 2015

    It's really hard for me to believe in true love.

    No matter how hard you try, the feeling will never come back like it used to...
    Christine99 Christine99
    16-17, F
    2 Responses Sep 22, 2015

    Have extremely high standards

    but I don't think I m that good to keep the type of man I want. That's not low self confidence - more like high self awareness
    thousandcuts thousandcuts
    26-30, F
    6 Responses Jun 24, 2015

    That is how I use to think

    and that view has recently begun to change. I finally told myself that the only way something was going to happen was if I was going to take a risk otherwise I would be by myself for the rest of my life.
    asert12345678 asert12345678
    31-35, M
    1 Response Aug 18, 2014

    Its Late At Night Or Early Morning

    it all sort of meshes together somehow. i hate my bed. whats made for two seems destined to only hold one. maybe i'm just not meant to be unconditionally loved. i hate the despair i am in. i'm not a self loather, not by a long shot, but i cant help but feel sad, a lot. i'm not...
    antiyou antiyou
    26-30, F
    6 Responses Oct 27, 2009

    I have had one girlfriend in my entire life

    (end of high school into first year of college). I have been alone for 11 years since. I have been rejected by every woman that I have been interested in since. Hundreds of consecutive women have rejected me. It has been horribly traumatic and it only gets more difficult...
    vastraveler vastraveler
    31-35, M
    Mar 10, 2015

    I honestly believe I will be alone forever

    and I will never find anybody. I'm almost 27 yes I know I'm still young but most of my friends by now have had kids and are married. not me though i haven't really had very many serious relationships and get left for very stupid reasons. I don't know if its me or them or they're...
    fractalpterodactyl fractalpterodactyl
    26-30, F
    6 Responses Jan 29, 2014

    As I've gone through what I've gone through

    this past year it dawned on me that my worst fear would be that i end up all alone. Because when you focus on only yourself all the time usually you do end up all alone. Well here I sit alone within my own thoughts and I see few people in my corner. I see people judging me and...
    lionessstrong lionessstrong
    46-50, F
    1 Response Jan 5, 2014

    Alone Forever.

    I just don't see myself ever being with anyone really... I just kind of have a wall blocking people from getting to close to me. My shyness doesn't help either.. people can't get to know the real me because it's too hard to show it..
    BrokenAngelWishes BrokenAngelWishes
    18-21, F
    3 Responses Jan 25, 2010

    Hi am a very sensitive A B trying to find

    relationship & love hi am age 47 & single at the moment hi just thank hi am not going to find love in my life till the day I die hi live in uk Kent area the only company I have got is my mum and my hello kitty collection
    kittybaby1968age3 kittybaby1968age3
    46-50, M
    1 Response Jan 7

    There are numerous older men in the world

    who are single and seeking someone special in their life. For all such men, AgeMeet.com has been created as a reliable online platform to find women for dating and companionship. The spokesperson reports that many older men have started finding perfect companions through their...
    signeccaa signeccaa
    26-30, F
    Feb 24

    and it makes me ache inside.

    ..I don't want to be alone but if that's the hand I'm dealt I will handle it. I will stock up on cats and wine and head toward whatever's to come!
    clinicallyquirky clinicallyquirky
    26-30, F
    3 Responses Aug 18, 2014

    I often wonder why when I need someone's

    shoulder to cry on, there's none available BUT when anyone around me need a shoulder or listening ear I'm the first to show up. this is my life unfortunately ): learning to accept it as is.
    ALifeInterupted ALifeInterupted
    22-25, F
    Feb 11, 2015

    At age 54 now and have been technically alone

    since '97. I've had friends and even some lovers but nothing that appears to be permanent so a month ago I basically switched off. I work and eat and sometimes even sleep but as for love...that is over.
    tastyfrzz tastyfrzz
    51-55, M
    2 Responses Apr 28, 2015

    You know it's not fair,

    or obviously that's how I feel. My ex is dating someone just after he told me he wanted to get back together in October, and I was wise enough to not go back to that toxic person, and it's not even that I'm jealous that he doesn't care for me anymore, it truly doesn't matter...
    Somethinglikethat4 Somethinglikethat4
    18-21, F
    1 Response Feb 23

    Ever since I was a teenager people would tell

    me 'when you grow up you'll find someone to love you'. And my response was always 'yea, and I'll find them 5 min before I die...' I'm married going on 15 years now and have two kids. Just know realizing how wrong I was. How much my kids love and need me to show affection so...
    teadiva teadiva
    31-35, F
    Jan 6

    i think so...no matter how much it hurts.

    ..ive learnt to accept it...no matter how many tears of hurt..i am picky of who i let in...but also very open. i will be alone because i met my soul mate...so much passion...but he lives in another country...if only i could turn into an angel and fly to him. my safety....in so...
    moongoddess35 moongoddess35
    31-35, F
    Feb 24

    Left Behind

    I was laying down trying to sleep last night, thinking , when i realized that that i will always be alone. Every woman Ive ever known has left me. my mother left me when i was a just a wee little one in the care of my grandmother, my grandmother left me when i was a teen...
    volente volente
    26-30, M
    3 Responses Aug 2, 2009
    TheUnseenSameIsTheTbfhest TheUnseenSameIsTheTbfhest
    22-25, T
    2 Responses Jan 7

    Maybe it won't be so bad.

    No one to make me cry, no one to forget my birthday, no one to play my heart as if I'm a means to and end. No more heartache. I can plan any vacation I want, I can uproot and move, I can do whatever I want whenever I want. After years of caring and sacrificing for men who...
    WonderingWillow11 WonderingWillow11
    31-35, F
    1 Response Sep 3, 2015

    If you don't want to be alone talk to random

    people and meet up often, plan an event, do stuff with them, see how you feel then, https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=v7LBggDKEtM don't fake it, be true to who and what you want to be and accomplish, if you have a job you despise, quit it and starve to death, it beats being stuck...
    Denzebarrrn Denzebarrrn
    18-21, M
    Feb 24

    ...I honesty say this a lot

    but when I think it over I have so many thoughts that make me anxious and petrified about getting into a relationship. I just don't want to hurt and I don't want to be desperate for a relationship.
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    4 Responses Aug 17, 2014

    Because I lost my enthusiasm

    for getting to know women. I am an 100% heterosexual male, but the lady I've always wanted in my life has never materialized. Never being financially stable has been an big impact in my life. I'm 51 years old and the women that have always been attracted to me I don't want, so...
    1maddd2mackxxx 1maddd2mackxxx
    51-55
    1 Response Apr 29, 2015

    every love that I had was greater

    than the last. I cannot find one that is better than the last and therefore I am utterly suffering from depression
    Kywen97 Kywen97
    18-21, F
    3 Responses Sep 18, 2015

    Lately everyone, and I mean everyone has

    started dating and finding their 'soul mate.' I sit with my friends, whom might I add, make out with their significant other all the time. I've had many chances too, I'm just so awkward and stupid, I lose the chance as soon as it comes. Not only am I single, but I am just alone...
    darkestpartofmymind33 darkestpartofmymind33
    18-21, F
    3 Responses Sep 17, 2014

    Unless I transition to men.

    Decisions decisions I love women to much though. But seems to be non option.
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Feb 15, 2015

    The Girl I Knew Long Ago

    I knew a girl long ago and far away A girl I once dreamed of every day She had golden hair and the cutest smile But we were so young and juvenile. I was too timid and shy to say I loved you and you made my day. I said no when you asked me to dance, But I should've said yes when...
    somebody151 somebody151
    22-25, M
    4 Responses Mar 2, 2011

    Still.

    I get jealous when I see couples. It's probably because it's something I've never truly had. I've never been important enough. It's a weird thing how that works. One can have such hunger for something or other, and it turns out that when we finally obtain it, it wasn't worth it...
    CrazyHippieChick CrazyHippieChick
    22-25
    34 Responses Oct 15, 2010

    Unfortunately... That's it.

    I will be alone forever because nobody likes me.
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Sep 2, 2015

    After Ten Years I Have Finally Admitted Defeat

         My last relationship was ten years ago to a man who did nothing but put me down.  Whatever I did, it was wrong.  My past relationships before this one pretty much ran along the same lines.  Now here I am, ten years later, and still alone...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    3 Responses Dec 12, 2010
    ALifeInterupted ALifeInterupted
    22-25, F
    3 Responses Feb 11, 2015

    That's Fine With Me.

    I'm a pretty dettached person. On the outside I'm quiet, intellectual, amusing and a bit snarky. But, on the inside I'm lifeless. That's cool because I don't feel emotional pain from solitude. I mean as long as I have one good friend and a few online ones, I'm just fine. But...
    LovelessDeluxe LovelessDeluxe
    22-25
    3 Responses Jun 10, 2011

    yeah i am alone and i think i will be alone

    forever. people dont like my look and they dont try to talk with me for that reason. i really dont understand why. because there are lots of people who like me here very much. i dont know people in my country.
    berealistic82 berealistic82
    26-30, M
    1 Response Jun 2, 2015

    A Wonderful Life............

    Just stumbled upon this area.....saw some stories from young people....Let me say this about that: You are young, you're world is just starting open whether you realize it or not. It will take time. I'm not asking you to trust me on this, all I'm saying is that at your age...
    paddytram paddytram
    56-60, M
    5 Responses Jan 25, 2010

    I wished life would have a reset button.

    .. That way, it would be so easy to erase errors and start anew
    ALostSoulisInsideMe ALostSoulisInsideMe
    26-30, M
    Oct 17, 2014

    Sometimes I think I'm gonna be alone forever.

    I have friends and many many acquintances but no one seems consider me as a soulmate-material. Some people approaced but no one ever stayed long enough or tried hard enough to be with me. I dunno why. I am a nice person. I am not ugly, kinda smart, independent, not clingy. I'm...
    GladToBeMe GladToBeMe
    26-30, F
    1 Response Feb 12, 2015
    Macy1229 Macy1229
    16-17, F
    2 Responses Feb 11, 2015

    Will It Be Forever?

    I've been separated from my husband of 23 years for about 8 months and will soon be divorced.  I filed and moved out.  Our marriage was always difficult.  So many issues.  Living too close to his huge family, getting married too young (21 & 25), his horrendous...
    fay64 fay64
    46-50, F
    9 Responses May 19, 2010
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