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I Am Alone Iin a Room Full of People

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    Prison

    life is my prison, the voices within my guards. I climb these walls of insanity, despair comes in waves, no where to run no where to hide. i scream but no one hears, life is my sentence, death my sweet reward. i continue threw life making all those around me believe i am ok, even...
    deleted deleted 26-30 4 Responses Apr 14, 2012

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    Idgf

    Just came back from a restaurant bar named Comicx. Pretty good place whit amazing statues of Marvel characters nd that stuff. Its amazing how even when i was with not my best friends, but the ones i spend most time i was lonely. Peoples laugh, music, beers, chicken wings but it...
    whatislike whatislike 18-21 Apr 6, 2013

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    Nothing

    No feeling, No love, No One, Just a shell of nothing........I have people around me but yet they seem so far from me. Nothing seems to ease this pain. Nothing I do makes a difference. Nothing, just the four walls staring back at me. NOTHING is what describe me..... All alone and...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Apr 18, 2012

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    Help

    I am 13 years old whenever i tell people the following story they tell me it's just part of being a teenager. So I stopped telling people I don't trust anyone. I would tell someone and they would tell everyone else, I want help with this, please.  I would be...
    Vampz Vampz 13-15, F 1 Response Feb 7, 2010

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    Wow.. Where Did You Get The Name For This Rooom?

    A couple of years ago, I had posted this line from a poem I wrote back in high school, and I think I had posted it under a different user name. I was sitting in the auditorium in High School and wrote down precisely how I felt. My poem started with I am alone in a room full of...
    DominantLeader DominantLeader 36-40, M Aug 23, 2012

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    Crowded..

    I joined this group not because Im saddened in a group, or that I feel depressed or anxious when Im surrounded by people. Its more of a feeling of not being able to connect, or not wanting to. When I meet someone I either feel instantly connected, or they become a gurgled noise...
    pandapuzzle pandapuzzle 18-21 Mar 27, 2012

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    I Feel Like That Almost All The Time.

    I have never, not even once, in my life felt like I was "included." I can get along fairly well with people when it's one-on-one, I can be engaging in conversation with someone, I can be a pretty charming date. When it's just one other person, I can bring my walls down. But...
    walt1981 walt1981 31-35, M Aug 7, 2013

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    Why Do I Do It to Myself?

    I think I have reached the decision to just not go to parties or out with groups of people anymore. Whenever I do I constantly think "why did I say I would come, I could have been having a nice evening alone doing my own thing". Part of me tries to be outgoing and...
    ASortaFairytale ASortaFairytale 26-30, F 3 Responses Oct 24, 2007

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    Sometimes I Wonder If It'S Me Reinforcing This

    I feel disconnected with everyone I know: friends, family, classmates The people I would like to call my close friends are best friends with each other.. and I am not included. I haven't had a best friend since elementary school, excluding my dog. At parties I feel like I am the...
    theseafarer theseafarer 18-21, F 1 Response Jun 28, 2013

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    Abnormal??

    My house is filled with family and friends, the smell of dinner coming from the kitchen. Everyone laughing and telling stories of yesterdays. Everyone excited to pile in the truck soon and go to the drive in. Sounds like a good family night.........YET.......I am sitting here...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Apr 29, 2012

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    Confusion And Loneliness

    *** Fade to Black playing in the back ground *** "Things not what they used to be Missing one inside of me Deathly lost, this can't be real Cannot stand this hell I feel" Funny how a song can hit so so very close to home....... Feeling really alone and no one to turn to...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Apr 21, 2012

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    Trapped

    Some days I get so frustrated.... I'm trapped inside my head, having these irrational thoughts, maybe black thoughts, maybe a little pschotic thoughts and I feel like i'm about to explode with frustration. I walk into a room full of people and i scream at the top of my voice...
    Angeleyes777 Angeleyes777 31-35, F 6 Responses Jul 6, 2009

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    *sigh*

    Is there anyone out there?? This site is making me feel even more alone.............*SIGH*
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response May 10, 2012

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    I Am Lost

    I always feel alone,except when i am alone.When i am at work,or at a mall,or the beach,i look around and realize my life is empty.I ***** about it,but i don't know what to do. I am 52 years old and am so lost,i can't cry any more.When i am alone there isn't any thing to remind me...
    riverside riverside 51-55, M 1 Response May 2, 2009

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    Now And Then

    I can feel so unique and different from family and others that I will single myself out by being silent or reclusive. I know my self-esteem is low and it is going to take a long time for it to become high enough again to fully put myself out. I feel I am making progress through...
    asert12345678 asert12345678 31-35, M Aug 7, 2013

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    The Monster With-in

    I feel as though im in a fog. Floating above the scene as it unfolds. I see me as a scared little girl hiding from the monster. The monster I call mother. She is drunk and mad. Wanting a whipping horse. I'm shaking watching all this unfold. Wanting to reach out and save myself. I...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Apr 9, 2012

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    Life Changing Moments

    I remember being 15 when my whole world turned upside down. I was a very angry and confused child. Hating the fact that I was in foster care but yet knowing that being there meant I didn't have to suffer daily abuse at my mothers will. It was Oct 86, I had run away from the...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Apr 16, 2012

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    ....no One

    i have friends who talk to me and yet i feel hollow and alone like i'd been alone forever my family says they don't know me any more..that just makes me feel more alone no one understands me no one cares..but i'm still just a teen i've got a long lonely path anyways..i think...
    blaze96 blaze96 16-17, F Sep 4, 2010

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    Well This Is a First...

    ... I generally don't join any group that has a spelling or grammar error, out of principle. But I read the title of this group quickly, identified with it, and joined. It was only after I joined that I noticed the misspelled word. Shame on me. But I do associate with this...
    SheistheLorax SheistheLorax 18-21, F 2 Responses Jul 17, 2008

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    Lost

    I am completly alone although I live with 5 other people.  I can't find a way to not feel awful. I have two daughters and I live with other family members so really I am never alone, but I feel like I am.  My oldest daughter is twelve and needs me to be a mom...
    kyanna12 kyanna12 26-30 8 Responses Jul 5, 2009

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    Related Experiences

    everyone around me either getting married or in a serious relationship and here I am, 21 years old who has never had a real boyfriend. I often find myself feeling so alone. I've...
    fmxo903 fmxo903 18-21, F 1 Response Sep 1

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    Is there a way to escape the constant feeling of being out of place. Feeling alone in a room full of people. Looking into eyes full of love for someone who isn't me. I see that all...
    ryanisthename ryanisthename 13-15, M 11 hrs ago

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    Physically I LOVE to be alone but emotionally I HATE IT and it confuses me. I push people away from me but I do it because I want them to beg for my existent because I don't feel...
    TheSocialite TheSocialite 18-21, M 2 Responses Aug 24

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    I feel like if i show how alone i feel i would end up screaming in a room full of people or just speeding up to the end and die already to end the torture. It cant keep going on...
    Noahn85 Noahn85 26-30, M Aug 27

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    I'm at work and in a room full of people doing their job but there's nothing for me to do. So I just sit with a straight face imagining my boyfriend doing all sorts of things to me...
    221bcompanion 221bcompanion 18-21, F 4 Responses Aug 21

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    Having a sense of being alone has been with me always. I am an only child. When I was a child I had one, perhaps two friends. I didn't have sports or other interests. The solitary...
    softgreenhourglass softgreenhourglass 36-40, M 2 Responses Sep 6

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    As always. This is my life. How idiot how stupid I am. I am looking streets, all friends going out, drinking something, laughing. I am just walking alone for several years. People...
    monerap monerap 22-25, M Aug 28

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    I've had times in my life were I'd been so let down by friends who just disappeared because they didn't want to know, especially after my accident that put me in this frame of mind...
    Wheels64 Wheels64 46-50, M 3 days ago

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    Nothing feels as bad as you feel like a burden to someone else. My day got off to a rough start when the squabble this morning was about the transportation issues that made me...
    jessycarcher jessycarcher 22-25, F 5 hrs ago

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    With its good spot and amazing atmosphere this hotel includes a great deal to supply. All rooms are certainly clean up and comfortable and excellent worth for income. This resort...
    Jeffrybup Jeffrybup 31-35, M 1 Response 7 hrs ago

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    So I have been living alone for a few years and it's new to me, again though, to have a person in the house that is not someone that I love. He is pretty annoying in a lot of ways...
    milehighHeartbreak milehighHeartbreak 31-35, M 1 Response Aug 28

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    Reading some of the "experiences" on here makes me even more happy to be me. Not settling for a relationship with some girl that is not compatible to me. There's some messed up...
    colorstone colorstone 31-35, M 10 hrs ago

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    Having said that, Nerja has prevented the excesses of mass tourism which is very little such as higher increase resorts of the western Costa del Sol.“┬áBeautiful comforting...
    Temple2516ja Temple2516ja 31-35, M 1 Response 3 hrs ago

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    Maybe I don't have some material stuff In my life , but with my knowledge and determination I feel content I don't know why some people stopped being my friend When I see them...
    hunlove hunlove 31-35, F 1 Response 2 hrs ago

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    Laughter is all around me, coming from me, and I can see the faces of my friends. It's a good night. We're all at dinner together, debating the stupidest of subjects like world...
    Skollon Skollon 18-21, F 2 days ago

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    I am Alone. In life we are forced to be social. Our sanity depends on it, and even our confidence. Humans aren't lone wolves, they fight together as a pack of brothers or sisters...
    TheChosenOne32 TheChosenOne32 22-25, M 1 Response a week ago

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    Some people are so fake. Idk whether it's called being nice or being fake, even if the person is not pretty, my classmates will say omg ur looking so pretty today. Not a single...
    prettyloner prettyloner 16-17, F 1 Response 57 mins ago

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    I enjoy my bros and I can never get enough being with my girlfriend and I always make time for my family but when it comes to work, school, and down time. I rather be alone. I...
    ValhallaAwaits ValhallaAwaits 18-21, M 12 hrs ago

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    Living full time naked would be great providing the weather was always reasonable and warm enough. Would love to.
    Thesoutherner Thesoutherner 66-70, M 45 mins ago

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    My room is my space. No one can invade it without permission. It's something I can fully call mine. I just love being alone in my room doing whatever I want.
    drummerchic4Christ drummerchic4Christ 18-21, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    One of my favourite sayings is "you may feel lonely, but it doesnt mean that you are alone" ... Yep thats me everyday
    Unstableteen Unstableteen 13-15, F 5 hrs ago

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    (Very long rant) I have absolutely nobody to talk to. I have no friends, my boyfriend never wants to talk about **** like this, most of my problems include family so I can't talk...
    Urquizza Urquizza 26-30, F 1 Response Sep 12

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    Haven't been in this place in a while I forgot what it felt like it's almost like revisiting a crime scene. I know what not good for me and I've never gotten this detached from...
    karlakashes karlakashes 26-30, F 10 hrs ago

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    I feel empty..... Left out.... I don't really fit in anywhere..... I often wonder why God allows me to breathe.... I've had a good life ... What else could there be .....I wish I...
    mlroach2014 mlroach2014 51-55, F 9 hrs ago

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    I like to be alone that gives time for myself! I do luv to hang out so much especially to my parents but being to much with them like my friends is annoying ... ;
    mizchenee mizchenee 16-17, F 2 hrs ago

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    I've only been home alone three or four times in my life because my family has a lot of people and there is almost always someone else home. When I'm home alone, I get this...
    iiArial iiArial 18-21, F Sep 2

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    I've been married for almost two years now and we have been together for almost 5 years though. And we have a daughter and I feel ever since she was born I've been viewing things...
    Stephaniestephens17 Stephaniestephens17 22-25, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    I am so scared of people, you have no idea! Everytime someone I don't know comes up to me I start to get very fidgety and scared. When the dreaded "hello" comes I either try to...
    IcedOverHeart IcedOverHeart 18-21, F 2 Responses Aug 28

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    Iqbal's thought to explore Qurana nd real islamic essence. In order to understand the real essence of Islam and to know how Islam deals with the right and responsibilities of...
    sunshines333 sunshines333 18-21, F Aug 31

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