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I Am Alone Iin a Room Full of People

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    *sigh*

    Is there anyone out there?? This site is making me feel even more alone.............*SIGH*
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response May 10, 2012

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    Life Changing Moments

    I remember being 15 when my whole world turned upside down. I was a very angry and confused child. Hating the fact that I was in foster care but yet knowing that being there meant I didn't have to suffer daily abuse at my mothers will. It was Oct 86, I had run away from the...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Apr 16, 2012

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    I Am Lost

    I always feel alone,except when i am alone.When i am at work,or at a mall,or the beach,i look around and realize my life is empty.I ***** about it,but i don't know what to do. I am 52 years old and am so lost,i can't cry any more.When i am alone there isn't any thing to remind me...
    riverside riverside 51-55, M 1 Response May 2, 2009

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    Idgf

    Just came back from a restaurant bar named Comicx. Pretty good place whit amazing statues of Marvel characters nd that stuff. Its amazing how even when i was with not my best friends, but the ones i spend most time i was lonely. Peoples laugh, music, beers, chicken wings but it...
    whatislike whatislike 18-21 Apr 6, 2013

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    Help

    I am 13 years old whenever i tell people the following story they tell me it's just part of being a teenager. So I stopped telling people I don't trust anyone. I would tell someone and they would tell everyone else, I want help with this, please.  I would be...
    Vampz Vampz 13-15, F 1 Response Feb 7, 2010

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    Abnormal??

    My house is filled with family and friends, the smell of dinner coming from the kitchen. Everyone laughing and telling stories of yesterdays. Everyone excited to pile in the truck soon and go to the drive in. Sounds like a good family night.........YET.......I am sitting here...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Apr 29, 2012

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    Now And Then

    I can feel so unique and different from family and others that I will single myself out by being silent or reclusive. I know my self-esteem is low and it is going to take a long time for it to become high enough again to fully put myself out. I feel I am making progress through...
    asert12345678 asert12345678 31-35, M Aug 7, 2013

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    I Feel Like That Almost All The Time.

    I have never, not even once, in my life felt like I was "included." I can get along fairly well with people when it's one-on-one, I can be engaging in conversation with someone, I can be a pretty charming date. When it's just one other person, I can bring my walls down. But...
    walt1981 walt1981 31-35, M Aug 7, 2013

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    Why Do I Do It to Myself?

    I think I have reached the decision to just not go to parties or out with groups of people anymore. Whenever I do I constantly think "why did I say I would come, I could have been having a nice evening alone doing my own thing". Part of me tries to be outgoing and...
    ASortaFairytale ASortaFairytale 26-30, F 3 Responses Oct 24, 2007

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    The Monster With-in

    I feel as though im in a fog. Floating above the scene as it unfolds. I see me as a scared little girl hiding from the monster. The monster I call mother. She is drunk and mad. Wanting a whipping horse. I'm shaking watching all this unfold. Wanting to reach out and save myself. I...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Apr 9, 2012

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    Nothing

    No feeling, No love, No One, Just a shell of nothing........I have people around me but yet they seem so far from me. Nothing seems to ease this pain. Nothing I do makes a difference. Nothing, just the four walls staring back at me. NOTHING is what describe me..... All alone and...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Apr 18, 2012

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    Well This Is a First...

    ... I generally don't join any group that has a spelling or grammar error, out of principle. But I read the title of this group quickly, identified with it, and joined. It was only after I joined that I noticed the misspelled word. Shame on me. But I do associate with this...
    SheistheLorax SheistheLorax 18-21, F 2 Responses Jul 17, 2008

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    Trapped

    Some days I get so frustrated.... I'm trapped inside my head, having these irrational thoughts, maybe black thoughts, maybe a little pschotic thoughts and I feel like i'm about to explode with frustration. I walk into a room full of people and i scream at the top of my voice...
    Angeleyes777 Angeleyes777 31-35, F 6 Responses Jul 6, 2009

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    Crowded..

    I joined this group not because Im saddened in a group, or that I feel depressed or anxious when Im surrounded by people. Its more of a feeling of not being able to connect, or not wanting to. When I meet someone I either feel instantly connected, or they become a gurgled noise...
    pandapuzzle pandapuzzle 18-21 Mar 27, 2012

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    Lost

    I am completly alone although I live with 5 other people.  I can't find a way to not feel awful. I have two daughters and I live with other family members so really I am never alone, but I feel like I am.  My oldest daughter is twelve and needs me to be a mom...
    kyanna12 kyanna12 26-30 8 Responses Jul 5, 2009

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    Sometimes I Wonder If It'S Me Reinforcing This

    I feel disconnected with everyone I know: friends, family, classmates The people I would like to call my close friends are best friends with each other.. and I am not included. I haven't had a best friend since elementary school, excluding my dog. At parties I feel like I am the...
    theseafarer theseafarer 18-21, F 1 Response Jun 28, 2013

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    Prison

    life is my prison, the voices within my guards. I climb these walls of insanity, despair comes in waves, no where to run no where to hide. i scream but no one hears, life is my sentence, death my sweet reward. i continue threw life making all those around me believe i am ok, even...
    deleted deleted 26-30 4 Responses Apr 14, 2012

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    Wow.. Where Did You Get The Name For This Rooom?

    A couple of years ago, I had posted this line from a poem I wrote back in high school, and I think I had posted it under a different user name. I was sitting in the auditorium in High School and wrote down precisely how I felt. My poem started with I am alone in a room full of...
    DominantLeader DominantLeader 36-40, M Aug 23, 2012

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    Confusion And Loneliness

    *** Fade to Black playing in the back ground *** "Things not what they used to be Missing one inside of me Deathly lost, this can't be real Cannot stand this hell I feel" Funny how a song can hit so so very close to home....... Feeling really alone and no one to turn to...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Apr 21, 2012

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    ....no One

    i have friends who talk to me and yet i feel hollow and alone like i'd been alone forever my family says they don't know me any more..that just makes me feel more alone no one understands me no one cares..but i'm still just a teen i've got a long lonely path anyways..i think...
    blaze96 blaze96 16-17, F Sep 4, 2010

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    Related Experiences

    This usually happens whenever a group of my friends stand in a circle and have a conversation. Sometimes I end up completely spacing out and not even listening to what they are...
    Darkanddesolate Darkanddesolate 16-17, F 2 Responses 1 day ago

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    Yeah I won't lie I'm down so where's this room at ??
    kerw94 kerw94 18-21, M 1 Response Jul 7

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    No one talks to me, no one cares about me so I don't care anymore and I'm done trying to make relationships (whether it be family or friendships) work when I'm clearly the only one...
    gardengirl17 gardengirl17 22-25, F 2 Responses 1 day ago

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    Would love too! Anyone in ontario? Feel free to add and message me!
    jack4770 jack4770 18-21, T 2 Responses Jul 9

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    I'm so alone. I'm full of people but I feel all alone. 3 in the morning while I'm crying my eyes out, I'm alone. I'm screaming for help and no one can hear me, I'm alone. I'm...
    juliaek1 juliaek1 13-15, F 3 Responses Jul 4

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    no matter how bad,complicated, confused people are there is always something good or right about them. its like you are in a room full of darkness but you stay in it although you...
    Cubeball Cubeball 16-17, M 1 Response Jun 29

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    I am sure lots of people can relate to this but I grew up in an emotionally abusive environment. My parents fought every single bloody day, screaming at each other, screaming at me...
    thiswatermelonlovesme thiswatermelonlovesme 22-25, F 7 Responses Jul 2

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    So sad... Here on EP today alone, I have seen people posting rude, ignorant posts completely bashing another's religion, I have seen someone calling another mean names, I have seen...
    Anxiousgirl13 Anxiousgirl13 18-21 1 Response 4 days ago

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    I am in awe of the "politician" types who can walk into a room full of strangers, shake their hands, introduce each other and an hour later remember each and every person they just...
    Beaver318 Beaver318 41-45, M Jul 19

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    I want friends, to laugh with to have fun with. My friends seem to only care about there significant other. before they had boyfriends we'd always hang out, and there would never...
    lsm92 lsm92 18-21, F 3 Responses Jul 1

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    I love all kinds of fat people and lots of them turn me on, even cartoon charaters, the show that did it for me was the episode of fairly odd parents, when the only food in the...
    Jake00000000 Jake00000000 13-15, M Jul 13

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    I have 2 sons- one who has been friends with this boy since he was little, my home has always been a bolt hole for him, his mum n sister are drug dealers always in and out of...
    marty1968 marty1968 41-45, F 23 mins ago

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    I'm Savannah & I'm being bullied by a large group of girls. We used to be friends but when I got tired of hanging out with one girl because she was really mean..she turned her...
    DisneyGirl390 DisneyGirl390 13-15, F 3 Responses 27 mins ago

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    Bizarre Work Experiences Involving A Guy Named Dave About 25 years ago I worked for a small company that employed less than 10 people. Some of these people were full time or part...
    PastPilot PastPilot 51-55, M 1 Response 6 days ago

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    ok i'm a true dog lover.when my daughter was 13 ,her and my older son was home alone .our dog chopper a pit bull age 1 and a couple months was sleeping on my sons lap.we had him...
    jerr90631 jerr90631 51-55, M Jul 16

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    If anyone can relate to this, its never been easy to explain and has left counsellors blank with no clue what im talking about when ive tried,,bare with me>>>> The majority of my...
    pascal2012 pascal2012 18-21 2 Responses Jun 29

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    It seams the more and more gifts and things I develop, the further away I am from other people. I don't talk to people very often... Because they just don't understand. They may...
    Destinyyy Destinyyy 16-17, F Jul 14

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    Have u ever felt alone in a room that is full of ur close friends ?
    ItsNada ItsNada 22-25, F 12 Responses Jun 29

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    I love doing it especially when people know that I'm someone who is real quiet and reserved because they don't know what to expect from you. I remember in high school, I would do...
    texaschic35 texaschic35 31-35, F 1 Response Jul 8

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    I'm currently a full-time university student attending a "commuter" (most students live at home and commute to campus) university in a big, expensive city. Yesterday, I was...
    vanizorc vanizorc 18-21 Jul 10

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    (Note-I know I am NOT alone, there are many like me, and worse than me. This is simply the BEST topic to post this story under) I'm not really living. I'm just killing time. I...
    GlamGasm GlamGasm 22-25, T 4 days ago

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    I guess I'm alone by choice although I would not choose this life willingly...it feels like I have been forced into this position my whole life, as a child I moved areas so often...
    j235600 j235600 31-35, M 1 Response Jul 12

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    I am living a very lonely life. I am insanely introverted, and really quiet. I do not fit in with people my age, as I oppose the late night partying and the alcohol consumption and...
    lon3lygam3r lon3lygam3r 26-30, M 2 Responses Jul 13

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    Since childhood I have been aware of aliens, they have made their presence known numerous times. It sounds crazy but I am here to tell you it is real. If you take a moment to open...
    starroamer starroamer 22-25, M 2 Responses Jul 19

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    I don't really know what I'm scared of. Maybe everything. I feel I'm not normal. I never talked to anyone about my feelings. When I wanna cry, I do so without anyone seeing or...
    Momadebesoon Momadebesoon 26-30, F 1 Response Jul 7

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    I am the type of person who is always there for others. I always take everyones feelings into confederation before my own. I will not tell people that I'm upset or my feelings are...
    overwhelmedandexhausted overwhelmedandexhausted 26-30, F 3 Responses Jul 19

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    It happens to everyone. There is a quote out there that has a message about how if something bad happened to you, you probably did something to deserve it. I don't agree with that...
    blossomingbeauti blossomingbeauti 36-40, F Jun 30

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    This girl at my part-time job (pizza restaurant) and not my full-time job (Direct Support for people with disablities) is emotionally and mentally draining. I've been dealing with...
    betweenlustandlove betweenlustandlove 22-25, F 1 Response Jul 2

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    My parents did it all the time when I was growing up and they still do I know they do I can feel it. I'd always run to the stairs and listen in or put my ear to the floor to listen...
    IDontThinkILikeYou IDontThinkILikeYou 31-35, M 5 hrs ago

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