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I Am Alone, No One Needs Me And Im Not Important

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    Physically I LOVE to be alone

    but emotionally I HATE IT and it confuses me. I push people away from me but I do it because I want them to beg for my existent because I don't feel real sometimes. When I'm alone it's just like omg who am I why am I here my life is a waste and sometimes when I around people I...
    TheSocialite TheSocialite 18-21, M 3 Responses Aug 24, 2014

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    hppyismee hppyismee 16-17, M 1 Response Aug 24, 2015

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    the only person that i thought cared

    for me has left me and i feel kinda lost. I've dissapointed my parents so they don't trust me anymore. My only friend isn't with me anymore, he was the only person i could talk, trust share my feelings now there's no one.
    deleted deleted 26-30 3 Responses Jul 1, 2015

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    I'm alone most days in this house.

    I don't have many friends because they moved away after we graduated. I am stuck here doing the same things everyday, like a robot. But unlike a robot I have feelings. Oh won't you care?
    RhinestoneEyes63 RhinestoneEyes63 18-21, F 3 Responses Jul 28, 2014

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    I'm human just like everyone else.

    I have the same basic needs and wants, I have hopes and dreams, thoughts and emotions. My son needs me. But it's not the same. I want to be wanted, to be needed for more than mere survival.
    Valdaine Valdaine 41-45, M 2 Responses Mar 1, 2014

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    Just Invisible

    I'm here to dump on, make you feel better, but my feelings never matter - heck, people don' t even think I'm a person let alone someone that has feelings.  just as long as you are okay I guess.... damn I hate my life.
    Parthenopeaigle Parthenopeaigle 36-40, F 9 Responses Apr 30, 2010

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    I am invisible, I cry out,

    I say how I feel. And you guessed it, nobody hears me, nobody cares, nobody listens. I'm only ever needed if I can boost somebody else's 'popularity'. I'm a pawn.
    theotherusernamesweretaken theotherusernamesweretaken 26-30, M 2 Responses Jul 16, 2015

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    Keep in mind it's a long distance relationship.

    You know when you plan a special day, two weeks ahead, tell your gf there will be a surprise that day, and she's back home 2 days completely doing what she wants after being two months at a school, and then says "I just wanna relax you know?" Then doesn't realize that I left her...
    hppyismee hppyismee 16-17, M Oct 11, 2015

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    I deserve no sympathy.

    I deserve not to love or be loved. I deserve to be alone. I've one mistakes in the past with my ex that I could never forgive myself for. I've hit her before not hard but that's not the point , I've pushed her to the floor and now I live my life in hatred toward myself for doing...
    lostloveangel lostloveangel 18-21, M Jan 3, 2015

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    Thats Me.

    Jesus i know exactly what this is like.  To go through everyday knowing that like the day before it is absolutly meaningless.  It doesn't seem to matter what i do or how hard i try my life is insignificant.  Alive/dead it doesn't seem to matter i would make the same impact on...
    WhyBother22 WhyBother22 22-25, M 3 Responses May 23, 2012

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    I often feel like this my life just drags on.

    No one to talk to no friends just loneliness and boredom.
    TheSameOne TheSameOne 18-21, M 1 Response Nov 23, 2014

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    I am dead inside, I'm ready to give up.

    I have no drive, no strength to carry on! I'm 19 and I've never had a girlfriend. I've had sex before (nightclubs, through pure, unadultered luck) but that's not what I'm after. I want someone to love, someone that cares and I can't have that. I've been told I'm decent looking...
    DeanMart1n DeanMart1n 18-21, M 3 Responses May 2, 2015

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    Everyday people mess with my head they act as though they care then turn right around as they put a knife throw my back it goes throw to my heart...... i think that sometimes i care to much about everyone.. even if i dont know you i would do my best to help you i dont see why i...
    angel557 angel557 18-21, F 1 Response May 29, 2013

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    I've never had many friends,

    if any at all. Most of the "friends" I've made in the past only hung out with me since there was no one more interesting around at the time, and didn't really give a **** about me. It was very easy to let them drift away. I've only had one true friend in college, and now that...
    Apocalypticcandy Apocalypticcandy 22-25, F Jun 30, 2015

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    Was I Meant To Be Alone?"

    Day in and day out, alone I sit Waiting for the resistant’s to lift Sing a song, to pass away the time Time of loneliness, alone again As I sit and listen, lyrics of love Deranged I am, no more songs Love isn’t true, not to me Sit by the park, I will do Only to see...
    magicianguy magicianguy 18-21, M 3 Responses Oct 1, 2013

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    My mum passed away when I was 20,

    leaving behind my 17 & 8 year old sister as well. I brought my 8 year old sister up since then & always took on the role of mum to both when needed. Our dads weren't around however I did have a partner at the time who helped a little. Almost 10 years on I find my self so alone...
    Lifesinreverse Lifesinreverse 26-30, F 3 Responses 18 hrs ago

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    I like to think im unique

    and a rare find like from a movie but in reality if i were people would gravitate towards me. nobody really gets interested in getting to know me and i cant put myself forward because of intense fear. it sucks. i feel so alone and worthless. undesirable. why do i romanticize my...
    deleted deleted 26-30 3 Responses Jul 26, 2015

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    That moment when you realize you'll never be

    that important to someone you really care about--or to those who you value as friends. I have lived my life as a people-pleaser. I know that is not good, so i tried to stop it. Now I only try to please those people I love, and those people who i value. I try to make them...
    ayamesan16 ayamesan16 26-30, F Dec 29, 2015

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    fuzziewolfie fuzziewolfie 18-21, F 4 Responses Dec 29, 2015

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    I am going to be alone forever.

    .. I use to be able to deal with it.. Now I don't think I can. Completely alone.
    Scaredmonster Scaredmonster 16-17, F 4 Responses Dec 21, 2014

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    I Made It, You Can Too !!

    I was abused as a young girl. I went through humiliation and bulling in school. I had some bad relationships and been out there with some odd people. I turned into a loner for many years and was seeking what was the meaning of being alive. I just did not fit in. But I tried very...
    TNTandCHOCOLATE TNTandCHOCOLATE 31-35 2 Responses Nov 1, 2013

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    starting to second guess

    if I ever was.
    deleted deleted 26-30 3 Responses Nov 10, 2015

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    I don't think anyone has ever truly loved me.

    And when I try to think of all the good things in my life, all the things worth living for, I can't think if any. I am alone. And that scares me more than the fact that nobody cares.
    SkinnyIsPerfect SkinnyIsPerfect 18-21, F 4 Responses Dec 29, 2014

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    I always have known this all my life,

    I just kept lying to myself that I actually mattered. People say I do, but that's just them lifting me up, so that the fall will hurt. But it happens enough for me to know that it always after something good happens or someone lie to me. So I accept the pain, count the scars...
    Unknown1047 Unknown1047 18-21, M 1 Response Sep 20, 2015

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    Funkystronglover Funkystronglover 18-21, M Oct 11, 2015

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    This is what I felt months ago

    when I had my depression. But I realized few points: 1. It is a big LIE! by Satan. Do not ever fall for it. You are not Alone. Maybe you are just too focused on yourself. It is not true that nobody needs you, a lot of people needs help. It is not true that you are not important...
    codeyellow codeyellow 26-30, F 1 Response Jan 18, 2015

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    you ever feel like. idk .

    ... I guess I just need to crawl in a hole and not come out..
    deleted deleted 26-30 3 Responses Nov 13, 2015

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    I honestly feel like there isn't one person

    who would miss me. I just want there to be someone to love me that I can love. but there isn't. I feel lost. empty. I want someone to be there...I feel like im always going to be alone.
    neverlandscars neverlandscars 18-21, F Jan 17, 2015

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    There will be a time in life

    where you just have to accept it. I believe it's that time for me. I'm nearly 26 years old and while I'm always around people, I am alone. They don't talk to me other than to talk about their problems or tell me what to do and I'm tired of it. I read this post yesterday about...
    BellsproutDigsIt BellsproutDigsIt 26-30, M Jul 28, 2014

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    I'm not really alone.

    I have my kids, but I am alone as far as any kind of intimate relationships. It's probably due to the fact I am worthless and unimportant. I believe we are all here for a reason. We all have a purpose. Not sure what my purpose is and when my time is over although I have been...
    Booksaremypassion Booksaremypassion 41-45, F 2 Responses May 4, 2014

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    Nothing To Offer.

    I have people in my life that I need, my mother, my father, my best friend, my brother, my grandmother. If they were to be gone I would be crushed. They mean the world to me. I would be lost without them But. If I were to die, nothing would change. They would just move on. Like...
    BlackTattooedEverything BlackTattooedEverything 13-15, F 2 Responses Feb 16, 2013

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    I'm just a waste of space

    for people who really needs to be there.
    nevercutalone nevercutalone 13-15, F 4 Responses Oct 7, 2015

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    realizing all of a sudden

    that you have lost so many important people in your life slowly is probably one of the most painfullest things ever. there were memories, insiders, love, shared there and it all just seems to disappear and not have importance. it seems that all that ever existed there just...
    unknownana unknownana 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 11, 2015

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    Saam1o1 Saam1o1 26-30, M Apr 29, 2015

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    aokigahara29 aokigahara29 18-21, F 7 Responses Jan 13, 2014

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    I'd like to mean something to somebody,

    but I guess we don't get all the things we want in life.
    phantomnightsofmcr phantomnightsofmcr 16-17, F 3 Responses May 30, 2014

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    I was fine a while ago

    but this feeling is starting to come up a lot. My friend is homeschooled so I dont see her anymore and my only other friend is starting to choose other people over me so it basically just me myself and I now.
    DamselJade DamselJade 13-15, F Dec 14, 2015

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    I think I should just get off this,

    I haven't found the kind of people that are interested in me enough, I don't know, I think I'll just be on my own and accept it, so I will log off my phone for a while or forever, maybe later on but alright
    hppyismee hppyismee 16-17, M 2 Responses Sep 19, 2015

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    I'm just like air...maybe not

    even deserve air. I'm just nothing, but I'm the only person who know me in my life. there is still only me.
    akemin akemin 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 28, 2015

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    ok, i've looked down the list

    and i've noticed that most of you are pretty young. I know how you guys feel. i've been there where you feel lost, invisible, like the world doesn't give a **** about you, that sometimes we have to u pretend the people who you hang out with you they are your friends but theyre...
    Gamegenie87 Gamegenie87 26-30, M 4 Responses Aug 1, 2015

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    are you going to miss me

    when I'm gone????... not sure anyone really will.
    deleted deleted 26-30 5 Responses May 2, 2015

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    When I look back at half of my life at all the

    people I use too be close with I begin too wonder. They weren't really my friends. They were just people I use too be cool with. They moved far, stopped talking too me and hung out with other people. I was always nice and had their backs. But they never had mines. It just hurts...
    YourSecretAdmire22 YourSecretAdmire22 22-25, M Mar 26, 2015

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    Cause if he did he wouldn't have moved to

    another state.....no word or nothing
    missy5414 missy5414 36-40, F Nov 23, 2014

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