I Am Alone On New Year's Eve

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    Yay. A new year. A new year

    for me to still be in the closet. A new year for me to hate myself again. A new year for me to make mistakes. To be disappointed by myself and my family and friends. A new year to continue being upset and hurt oh and let's not forget being cheated and humiliated.
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    3 Responses Dec 31, 2014

    First New Year Alone

    Guess tll death do us part came early. Never thought I will spend the holidays without my wife. But here I am. Alone with my son at the home we built together. No, she is not dead physically. Her love for me is dead. She no longer see me as her priority. She choose her lover over...
    ptat ptat
    46-50, M
    2 Responses Dec 31, 2011

    Yes, I Was Alone For 2009...

    I had gastro, my cat went missing (he was hiding behind the washer, but wouldn't answer. I paced up and down the street for an hour, crying) and a dear inspiration had just died. It was also the first anniversary of my young friend, E's death.   Bring on the new decade.
    TheRealWoman TheRealWoman
    31-35, F
    7 Responses Dec 31, 2009

    Lonely Year

    Well 2010 came and went.. Again I am still alone.. I thought 2010 be different but again no dates, phone dont go peep peep or ding ding.. Now its almost another new year.. I guess I will be alone.
    sunsure sunsure
    41-45, F
    1 Response Dec 27, 2012

    Not sure if this applies to everyone

    but the people here have this tradition that you somehow must be with someone when the clock strikes 12 midnight. Now before it was okay cause I was too young and I never really had anyone to do New Years things with apart from my family anyway, but to actually say that every...
    cupcakes1995 cupcakes1995
    22-25, F
    3 Responses Dec 19, 2013

    Happy? Eh.. Not Really

    hi, It's new years eve and my family got in a huge fight. Parents fight everyday, they hate each other. Mom depends on him financially so can't get divorced. I was verbally attacked tonight. So I've been crying for the last hour. Ugh I feel so stuck. Can someone show me a hint...
    noelle77 noelle77
    18-21, F
    6 Responses Dec 31, 2009

    ...

    I wish, just once, someone would invite me to a party.
    butterflytears13 butterflytears13
    18-21, F
    5 Responses Dec 30, 2009

    A Year Had Past.

    Here I am again. Almost a year ago, I joined this group. Was hoping for big changes. LOL!! Still in the same old quagmire. In the process of a divorce. Wife is definitely checked out. Don't care for her as much, but I still do. Realizing it can't be fix. It's time to move on...
    ptat ptat
    46-50, M
    Dec 26, 2012

    So What

     "...You weren't there, you never were You want it all, but that's not fair I gave my life, I gave it all You weren't there,you let me fall..."   So so what, I'm still a great person with a big heart. I hate to be Debbie Downer but sometimes...
    prettyselfish prettyselfish
    31-35, F
    2 Responses Jan 2, 2010

    And I Have A Wacky Idea

    because i am alone i am going to be naked for new years
    wotaloser wotaloser
    36-40, M
    Dec 31, 2011

    Happy 2012

    I will probably be wandering around the town with my dog before the fireworks. Then we'll come home, I will make myself a big cup of tea or make a cocktail. I will sit on a comfy sofa, probably will watch a nice movie and stay up all night. Next morning there will be another...
    Remiko Remiko
    18-21
    2 Responses Dec 31, 2011

    I'm currently alone on New Year's Eve

    and I will also be alone on New Year's day. I'm in physical pain and depressed. I've tried to talk to someone, but no one out there wants to talk to me... I guess their all busy partying that they don't care to talk to anyone else...
    fallenandcantgetup fallenandcantgetup
    51-55, M
    1 Response Dec 31, 2013
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