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I Am Alone Too Much

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    Yes Sadly I Am

    When I say I am alone too much - I am not talking EP friends. I'm talking about friends I could actually have over. People who could see me, hear me, love me, hug me and know how much that meant just by looking in my eyes. It is definitely something that is not for the faint of...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Jan 13, 2010

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    This Is Definitely Me

    First off I'm an only child, so it's kind of a give in.  Even though I have friends and stuff... Idk I still feel alone a lot.  I'm finally living on my own which I've always wanted, but sometimes I'd like to talk to someone, and there's no one there.  I ...
    UnderneathThaStarz UnderneathThaStarz 22-25 Oct 3, 2009

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    I Like People a Lot....but Like to Be Alone More

    I spent a lot of time alone in my 8 year marriage.  It's been 6 years since the divorce and moving into this little rental house.  My life evolves around work and raising my 16 yr old daughter and 13 yr old son.  It would be nice to have...
    thoughts thoughts 36-40, F 2 Responses Jul 20, 2009

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    Lonely Loner

    My family and friends are often amazed and appalled at how much time I spend alone. It's like I live in prison, just without guards, other inmates and I'm free to come and go as I please. Just wanted to share. And I like the crow picture.
    greensatindress greensatindress 31-35, F 1 Response Apr 16, 2010

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    What Is Life

    Life is what. Life is a  journey of pain, but I am ready for it , it does’nt matters to me . Whatever my heart says I do ,I don’t care about this world, whatever they say. I have a lonely heart , my dreams are all silent and mute and my destinations are strange...
    sahiltwou sahiltwou 22-25, M 2 Responses Jul 22, 2009

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    I Don't Mind

    I don't have a girl so what else would I do? Bug all my coupled friends? Lol no thanks, besides I'm cool with it.
    deleted deleted 26-30 Mar 15, 2011

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    But It's My Choice......

      I'm told I spend too much time "alone".  Maybe so.....but that is   my choice.  I would rather be alone than with people who don't   understand me.  I would rather spend time alone than be around   people who do not care and...
    giggles4488 giggles4488 56-60, F 11 Responses Dec 29, 2009

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    Deep Misery

     life is hard,freedom is no more than an illusion, and  above all profit and money govern every relationship. i live with emotionless monsterswho forgot all about beauty and peace. how to imagine a happy relation?
    samihafs samihafs 31-35, M Oct 13, 2009

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    I spend too much time alone and sometimes I think I'm losing my mind . It seems like all I do is think and imagine and contemplate and I know it's not healthy but sometimes what's...
    JoshRobin JoshRobin 18-21, M 1 Response Mar 30

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    I feel like a prisoner in my own house. It's a 4 bedroom duplex, and I'm alone with 3 dogs. I have out doors cats, I feed them in the winter time only. My dogs have personality...
    Curieln Curieln 31-35, M 1 Response Mar 29

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    Why do i care so much i guess its just who i am. Some log off and do not give a second thought to those on line for me that has never ever been the case. I care too much for people...
    lilreddress lilreddress 36-40, F 17 Responses Apr 3

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    I'm thinking too much right now...got my heart on a string dangling in mid air with the blender on...one false step and down she goes...I'm just thinking about my sis...and what...
    EternalViolet EternalViolet 26-30, F 1 Response Mar 31

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    I feel I'm to much for people because I bother them or I'm to weird or that I just say sorry a lot when I don't need too. sometimes I just wish I could talk to someone that can...
    devanking15 devanking15 13-15, F 5 days ago

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    I'm sure you've all sat down to work on something and immediately filled your time with distractions. Hopefully, you've also had times where you sat down and truly did focus on...
    addictedtoeverything addictedtoeverything 18-21, M 1 Response 2 days ago

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    Yes we do! We have way too much unrealistic expectations in our relationships. We don't want the man or the woman to cheat but we afraid to experiment in bed. Women don't like...
    FelicitySmoak FelicitySmoak 31-35, F 3 Responses 1 day ago

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    Too much. Too often. Giving up is stopped by caring. And worry. Lol. Dang codependancy.
    convertihd convertihd 46-50, M 1 Response Mar 26

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    I wish my school would just get rid of homework for good. The classes are moving forward way too fast. It's like the homework is what's supposed to be teaching us. The teachers...
    moose73630 moose73630 16-17, M Apr 3

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    I think I care too much about the people who couldn't give less than 2shits about me, and my existence and sometimes knowing that. I end up crying myself to sleep... Especially...
    QueenofIceandRoses QueenofIceandRoses 18-21, F Apr 4

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    I care way too much and take everything too seriously. And nothing can take the pain away that I feel from my let downs at least nothing I've found yet.
    ReneeTay ReneeTay 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 15

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    I always find myself thinking way too much or over thinking something. For example, throughout the day, my mind wonders everywhere from funny things, to ideas, to sexual thoughts...
    rockerstar rockerstar 26-30, M 1 Response 5 days ago

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    I feel like I care too much for the wrong people and for the wrong things. Every single ******* time i start to care for someone they take advantage of it and act like they don't...
    Photographybrat Photographybrat 18-21, F 2 Responses Mar 26

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    Perhaps, I do think too muchperhaps, I should feel a little bit more.I think, ponder, and dwell and suchI do not get passionate any longerI think when my heart suffersthis easier...
    Angelov Angelov 22-25, M Mar 27

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    Even though I it seems like I don't care about what anyone thinks, I do care and I care way too much. i stopped smoking weed because it makes the anxiety unbearable to the point of...
    HLeeT HLeeT 18-21, M 1 Response Mar 27

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    Like right now....too much stuff bouncing around inside my head tonight.
    ILnativeNOWinAZ ILnativeNOWinAZ 41-45, M 4 Responses Mar 28

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    I absolutely hate it when people ask if I'm ok... YES! Just because I am quiet at times does NOT mean I'm upset or mad at anyone or any situation! Sometimes spoken words can put a...
    OhhBoyOhBoy OhhBoyOhBoy 26-30, M 1 Response Mar 29

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    I Love You Too Much To Treat You As A person
    thatwhichsees thatwhichsees 26-30, M 1 Response Mar 30

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    I am getting worried for myself because of the time i spend on my computer reading fanfiction and ****. I know i am a teenager and sometimes it may be perfectly normal for me to do...
    basher11 basher11 13-15, M Apr 2

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    i think too much. my brain hurts. i get paranoid. i am going insane.
    LuCiFeRz LuCiFeRz 18-21, F 3 Responses Apr 2

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    And Silly me thought I could come home and have a stress-free night. Is it too much to ask????
    lovinglife699 lovinglife699 51-55, F 2 Responses Apr 2

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    Sohdee pop Ice creem. Cookeeeezzzzz Way too much. And blame industry producers. Plus doctors. They make us taste sugar. And say hypoglycemics need it. Then make...
    convertihd convertihd 46-50, M 1 Response Apr 3

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    Who is worse. Those who care too much. Or those who hurt the caring for profit.
    convertihd convertihd 46-50, M 3 Responses Apr 4

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    I really can't help it whatsoever but I over think way too much about everything. So many thoughts.
    kennethwf kennethwf 18-21, M Apr 6

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    I just spent 2 hours writing about an erotic adult spanking memory just to have it deleted 2 seconds after it posted! EP, this is too much! If we can't share memories and...
    nipplelover43 nipplelover43 36-40, M 4 Responses Apr 8

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    Way too much. I think in a way that I stress myself out. Everyone is like "your a kid you shouldn't be stressed out." Me- I'm 14, and just because your a damn kid doesn't mean I...
    MichaelEgitto MichaelEgitto 13-15, M 1 Response Apr 12

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    I think I think too much...lol
    EyeDontGiveAHoot EyeDontGiveAHoot 36-40, F 9 Responses Apr 14

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    For those who care. My good friends i've met on ep. I'm cutting out distractions to achieve my goals. My parnets need me more now. So can't be on here too much, if not at all...
    sfdrboy sfdrboy 22-25, M 2 Responses Apr 16

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    First Post! Anyways, I sweat way too much and its quite embarrassing. I'm learning to cope with it better and I will post here as I learn more about what works for me.
    maddeningvalley15 maddeningvalley15 26-30, T 3 days ago

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    Sometimes I genuinely think we're programmed by school and TV/music and advertising to expect too much from another PERSON. Then life happens and we hopefully wake up to being more...
    sahmmama sahmmama 22-25, F 4 Responses 2 days ago

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    I just want a tall guy that doesn't mind if I smoke w33d or drink and lets me be me. Is that too much to ask?
    dirtydarkness dirtydarkness 26-30, F 5 Responses 2 days ago

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    Tired but the mind will not shut down. Maybe it was too much caffeine.. Whatever it was I can't sleep.
    jrf9782 jrf9782 31-35, F 2 Responses 1 day ago

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    As a child, I based my ideas of how friends and romantic partners should be on how they were in books. I still haven't quite managed to shake this idea yet...but yes, I do think we...
    SlushyAseSparkles SlushyAseSparkles 22-25, F 4 Responses 22 hrs ago

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    In the quest for understanding and meaning, sometimes I go too far. Oh, look at that picture, I dont look happy there (but may in the next). Oh, look, my dad has this nasty face...
    mirkwood86 mirkwood86 26-30, M 12 hrs ago

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