I Am Alone Too Much

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 140 People

    Lonely Loner

    My family and friends are often amazed and appalled at how much time I spend alone. It's like I live in prison, just without guards, other inmates and I'm free to come and go as I please. Just wanted to share. And I like the crow picture.
    greensatindress greensatindress
    31-35, F
    1 Response Apr 16, 2010

    Yes Sadly I Am

    When I say I am alone too much - I am not talking EP friends. I'm talking about friends I could actually have over. People who could see me, hear me, love me, hug me and know how much that meant just by looking in my eyes. It is definitely something that is not for the faint of...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Jan 13, 2010

    I Don't Mind

    I don't have a girl so what else would I do? Bug all my coupled friends? Lol no thanks, besides I'm cool with it.
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Mar 15, 2011

    What Is Life

    Life is what. Life is a  journey of pain, but I am ready for it , it does’nt matters to me . Whatever my heart says I do ,I don’t care about this world, whatever they say. I have a lonely heart , my dreams are all silent and mute and my destinations are strange...
    sahiltwou sahiltwou
    22-25, M
    2 Responses Jul 22, 2009

    Deep Misery

     life is hard,freedom is no more than an illusion, and  above all profit and money govern every relationship. i live with emotionless monsterswho forgot all about beauty and peace. how to imagine a happy relation?
    samihafs samihafs
    31-35, M
    Oct 13, 2009

    I Like People a Lot....but Like to Be Alone More

    I spent a lot of time alone in my 8 year marriage.  It's been 6 years since the divorce and moving into this little rental house.  My life evolves around work and raising my 16 yr old daughter and 13 yr old son.  It would be nice to have...
    thoughts thoughts
    36-40, F
    2 Responses Jul 20, 2009

    But It's My Choice......

      I'm told I spend too much time "alone".  Maybe so.....but that is   my choice.  I would rather be alone than with people who don't   understand me.  I would rather spend time alone than be around   people who do not care and...
    giggles4488 giggles4488
    56-60, F
    11 Responses Dec 29, 2009

    This Is Definitely Me

    First off I'm an only child, so it's kind of a give in.  Even though I have friends and stuff... Idk I still feel alone a lot.  I'm finally living on my own which I've always wanted, but sometimes I'd like to talk to someone, and there's no one there.  I ...
    UnderneathThaStarz UnderneathThaStarz
    22-25
    Oct 3, 2009

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