I Am Alone With Tears And A Fake Smile

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 357 People

    Is There Really Another Solution?

    I cant cry infront of someone. i swallow everything in, never will someone i love see me cry, i just cant. i feel so vulnerable and horrible burden to that person. the thing is, i have so many problems, i have too many problems and i dont want to share them with you because i...
    UmbraEyes UmbraEyes
    18-21, F
    6 Responses Nov 18, 2011

    3am Is The Loneliest Time

    3am really is the loneliest time. It's when I don't have to pretend. The facade starts to crack and then I can really succumb to the tears. A might have a reprieve. It's when I realise how lucky I really am. Lucky to have eyes that see, a roof over my head, a job I enjoy, a...
    PlainJane4 PlainJane4
    26-30
    Sep 1, 2012
    Mady29 Mady29
    22-25, F
    2 Responses May 17, 2014

    With A Fake Smile,nobody Will Notice, That The War Inside Of Me Is Hurting

    As I'm surrounded by people, I just don't feel like I belong, don't feel like blending in, I'm always feel alone, or the last one to blend in in a group of people, I'm always on the side. Not that people don't come talk to me, they talk, laugh, and all, I just don't feel the...
    ondisplay ondisplay
    18-21, F
    May 12, 2012

    I Have Learnt Not Everything Has To Be Perfect

    least of all myself... I am only human!!! but I do my best to smile when I am down... I hid my tears as best as I could when I was being abused and hit into by him  sometimes you should show your real emotions otherwise people think you are just coping and throw more at you. I...
    czaristacrystals czaristacrystals
    36-40, F
    1 Response Apr 3, 2011

    I dont know what todo with my life😩 im 25

    single have a **** paying job and dont have any idea on how to change that. It almost like i take 1 step forward and 2 steps back.
    louisjsmith louisjsmith
    26-30, M
    May 9, 2014

    Am I Fake?

    I AM FAKE. it's probably not the nicest thing to say about myself but here it goes, my straight honest public confession. I have no clue who i am, what i like or what my interests are. I think i just copy cool people to look acceptable and not sociophobic. i'm only 16 years old...
    aliceinchains70 aliceinchains70
    18-21, F
    Jan 7, 2013

    :) I'm here If you want to talk.

    You may have it hard and feel lost and alone, but you should know that there's people everywhere willing to help such a beautiful and lovely person like you :)
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Sep 21, 2015
    nihiless nihiless
    36-40, F
    Jan 9

    Imma Fake

    Imma fake that's the truth but it don't bother me until it creeps up on me like a lion going after the zebra or the murderer going after its victim I never see it coming but.....
    TroubledBeyondRepair TroubledBeyondRepair
    13-15, F
    Jul 21, 2012

    I Just Want To Be Happy

    I fake a smile every day of my life, right up until i go to bed, then all the tears just poor out. I wont try in front of anyone, i cant. I feel weak when i do. I hate my life. I self harm and i always feel alone. I use art and music to get my feels out, i have no one to talk...
    ChloeHannah ChloeHannah
    13-15, F
    3 Responses Nov 23, 2011

    Yes....

    This is me, and has been me for a very long time now....
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Nov 12, 2010

    sighh this is so true

    and it hurts
    jazzg25 jazzg25
    18-21, F
    Oct 15, 2014

    I Guess It's Half True For Me

    I am not able to really cry so my tears when they do come, come hard. I always put on a smile and crack a joke trying to lighten up my load and the loads that others must carry. I suppose it's also an avoidence thing but I'd like to avoid addressing that and getting all technical...
    college101 college101
    31-35, F
    3 Responses Nov 12, 2010

    When Im in the shower i start breaking down

    and start killing whats already dead... me...
    RadixalJazzy RadixalJazzy
    18-21, F
    1 Response Sep 20, 2015

    I'm Wearing A Mask That Says:"i Am The Person That You Want Me To Be"

    In order to survive in a social group, I learned to "blend" in with them, creating a "Fake persona" or a "fake self". that character is a perfect, positive,smart,kind,easy to be close with, and never hurts people. With time, I lost my "real" self. I fake my honesty, fake my...
    GrimWolf GrimWolf
    26-30, M
    1 Response Apr 2, 2011
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