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I Am Alone

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    Arya098 Arya098 22-25, F 4 Responses Nov 26, 2015

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    Hi My all friend " May Tanha hu Muja best

    friend ke Zarurat hai agar koi meri help kray our Muja ayk sweet se friend sy milwa day
    janikatel99 janikatel99 18-21, M Dec 2, 2015

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    Why?

    i am with people. i talk to them. i care for them. i do a lot with them but still my heart feels so lonely. why do i feel it. why am i so lonely. i still don't know the answer.
    me2you2me me2you2me 22-25, M 5 Responses Jan 9, 2013

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    I felt the agony. The pain return.

    The song of my only love, a hopeful love disappearing. Everyone is gone and I am here, listening to a beautiful song while my heart weeps. I wish I could throw it away, but my body smiles at the agony. The pain. The pain stops me from feeling emotion. I am a sociopath, and in...
    twistedrope twistedrope 18-21, M Jan 1

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    When you have free time to talk to someone

    and hang out but there's no one to talk to.
    zunaine zunaine 18-21 1 Response Jan 26

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    Shadows of rage follow the path I tread,

    Comfort nor shade I seek in this odyssey of pain, Welcome is the anguish simmering roads inflict weary feet, Decorum of civilization appearing insincere to the mind, Heeding not the words of wisdom or lingering whispers of love, Alone I walk the soul blazing into embers of...
    deleted deleted 26-30 3 Responses Apr 16, 2015

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    I think the hardest part is realizing how

    utterly alone I am in my own head.
    gentlepanic gentlepanic 22-25, F 4 Responses Jan 19, 2014

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    I feel that all of my friends use me.

    And when they're done they discard me. They disappear when I ask them to return 1 of the 100 favors I gave them. They're all fleeting. I feel so broken all the time. So, so alone. From very early childhood I've had fantasies about terrible things happening to me. So people will...
    girlie95 girlie95 18-21, F 4 Responses Nov 29, 2015

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    I find I'm on my own again.

    .. In the words of butters... "...I'm sad, but at the same time I'm really happy that something could make me feel that sad. It's like, it makes me feel alive, you know? It makes me feel human. And the only way I could feel this sad now is if I felt somethin' really good before...
    xXverlorenXx xXverlorenXx 22-25, M 1 Response Jan 22

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    My name is Dave, I'm new to the EP community,

    and thought this would be as good a place as any to start sharing, since "I am alone" sums up my life so succinctly! I've lived by myself, in a modest apartment, for about fourteen years now; before that I lived with girlfriends who had their own places, or had roommates, but I...
    LiquidThinking LiquidThinking 41-45, M 1 Response Mar 11, 2014

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    jackin77 jackin77 31-35, M 1 Response Nov 23, 2015

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    I'm All Alone Now

    About 3 months ago I was in an auto accident. My husband was driving and a drunk ran a red light and hit our car on the drivers side. My husband and 6 month old daughter were killed and I was severely injured. I spent a month in the hospital recovering. I couldn't stand to live...
    MadisonS MadisonS 26-30, F 28 Responses Nov 25, 2011

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    This World made up its mind about me the moment

    I came into it. I use to think I could change its mind, but not anymore. Feeling so Alone!
    boo864 boo864 26-30, F 1 Response Nov 23, 2015

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    I need that one special person to protect me,

    I don't do self harm I just get harmed by people but I always try to stay positive
    Jakdoran29 Jakdoran29 13-15, M 6 Responses Jan 4

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    I Have Been All My Life

    only one person understands who i really am. who knows how i feel. and they are to far away. alone always i guess "/
    xrheex xrheex 18-21, F 2 Responses Jan 29, 2012

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    BlueBoy2015 BlueBoy2015 18-21, M Dec 29, 2015

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    Years ago everyone i knew seemed to vanish.

    It was so hard for me to move on then i remembered what my mom always told me. life will never be perfect but its the perfect moments that make it worth while... I guess i'm still waiting for the perfect moments.
    Ilovewolves12 Ilovewolves12 26-30 Dec 30, 2015

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    Valentine19 Valentine19 18-21, F 6 Responses Apr 12, 2015

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    But its not a bad thing,

    its easier to be away from people. People are petty,sensitive complicated. Maybe someday i'll meet someone whom I can be myself with. But until then am going to try an enjoy some quality alone time with myself.
    huttuh huttuh 18-21, M 3 Responses Jun 3, 2015

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    BlueBoy2015 BlueBoy2015 18-21, M Dec 22, 2015

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    they say to be alone is " separate,

    apart, or isolated from others". but thats not true. you can be surrounded by many people. I think the worst feeling in the world is to feel alone. I can deal with being depressed, I can deal with being sad, I can even deal with stress. but to be alone in this world. yet...
    justasia justasia 18-21, F Jan 30

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    When you open up, when you tell the truth,

    then they thrust their knife into your chest for you to see. They enjoyed hurting me. They would do it over and over if I told them about the pain. No darkness can hide it, no love can save it. I'm just a person and they are just people. This is just life.
    SilverFox420 SilverFox420 31-35, F 4 Responses a week ago

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    As a child I had plenty of friends,

    but slowly everyone started leaving. This used to bother me throughout my life until recently that I've stopped caring. My world seems to have dimmed to a solemn grey, and I'm perfectly okay with that. Well I feel good about myself, so yea, I find it amusing when some stranger...
    Ryu15987 Ryu15987 18-21, M 3 Responses Jul 5, 2014

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    I'm all alone on new years eve noone wants to

    talk to me even family don't wanna be with me :'(
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Dec 31, 2014

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    For a moment the feeling of being special

    overruled the sensible part of self. So starved for an intimate connection you grab at the chance to be adored and cherished. Tue world and it's problems fall away for a time and you are wrapped in the warm embrace of a chance encounter and new possibilities. But like most...
    jrf9782 jrf9782 31-35, F 4 Responses Jun 7, 2015

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    A drifter. A nomad on a quest

    for the antithesis of home and the constant. I do not seek enlightenment for that void has been filled with a darkness. The mind's bedlam refuses to allow an anchor, demanding upheaval for my every breath. I have known hunger that dug it's claws into my soul. I have cradled...
    Frankenstein99 Frankenstein99 36-40, M Jul 28, 2015

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    The Window The light falls dim upon my pane,

    This lonely night indeed, Dreaded waves of emptiness, Will swallow up my need. The same moon shines in your sky, So close, yet far away. The ache of new, yet still unknown, frames this vacant day. I crawl upon my bed to rest, My mind and weary soul. Maybe sleep will visit soon...
    texaspilot texaspilot 46-50, M 2 Responses Jun 4, 2015

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    I sit here and look at the stars

    and think about how many other species are out there and how many people are on this earth and know that I will be alone forever.
    BlueBoy2015 BlueBoy2015 18-21, M 3 Responses Dec 7, 2015

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    BlueBoy2015 BlueBoy2015 18-21, M 1 Response Dec 29, 2015

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    BlueBoy2015 BlueBoy2015 18-21, M 2 Responses Jan 8

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    being in this house by myself is kind of not

    so great right now. idk how i find myself in such situations, but here i am. somehow my ep people are far more present than the people in my city are. its the holidays everyones working more and i just have to understand that. i find solace in the fact that im apparently a...
    snapeandziggy snapeandziggy 26-30, F 2 Responses Dec 4, 2015

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    I am 23 years old and about to graduate college.

    I had an abortion September 3rd. There's not a day that goes by that I don't think about it. I feel like it had to have been the worst decision of my life. I feel absolutely awful, it has changed my whole aspect about life. I went on vacation to my native country and slept with...
    suelen0507 suelen0507 22-25, F 4 Responses Dec 6, 2015

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    It's just me. I don't know what I did

    but I did something. Now it's just me
    NoJuan NoJuan 18-21, M Dec 31, 2015

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    Hey I have no one to talk to.

    Does anyone want to text?
    BlueBoy2015 BlueBoy2015 18-21, M Jan 21

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    The more I sit and think,

    the more I realize just how alone I am in this world. There's people out there who will say I'm here for anyone who feels alone, but where are they when you need them? No where to be found. It's hard to believe my life matters when there's no one there to tell me it does.
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Nov 23, 2015

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    All my life I have been

    so alone. I have family but I don't tell them about my depressive thoughts and emotions because it will upset and hurt them. But I am alone, with only my thoughts keeping me company. Everyday I fight the urge not to kill myself, I can't be the only one who feels this? It's...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response May 12, 2015

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    I surround myself with lots of people

    but there are sometimes when I look at someone in the eyes and realize that they dont understand me. And even I explain everything to them they wont understand how hard it is. How much you have to fight everyday only to control your emotions.
    Blueborder21 Blueborder21 18-21, F 3 Responses 3 days ago

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    Arya098 Arya098 22-25, F 2 Responses 5 days ago

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    I don't mind being alone.

    It is not as bad as you would think. I tell myself when lights out is, I eat and drink when I want, I get to leave the apartment whenever j feel like it, and best of all, I don't have to worry about people stealing my food. Being alone is good but.. I wish I had a dog to keep...
    03xxRomeoBravo 03xxRomeoBravo 16-17, M 1 Response Jan 7

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    Yes! true, so no friends to

    even hang around, it feels really sucked up! :/
    IamMoon IamMoon 22-25, M Jan 6

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    - Facts - I have experienced sexual,

    physical and mental abuse. I shook hands with death when I was 6 years old and have continuously waved at him as he passed in and out of my life while holding hands with the people I care about the most. Secretly I wished he'd hold my hand to - but I was never worthy. I have...
    kaiakoala kaiakoala 22-25, F Dec 12, 2015

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    I am Alone. Because I walk,

    and talk in a sea of people. But never am I there. Sadness has built it's home within me. And lives indwelt in there. Pain, my companion, reminds me the price I have yet to pay. The price for the past, the future, the yesterday. My songs they wreath the wall in tears. My...
    ecofox ecofox 22-25, M 1 Response Mar 18, 2015

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    Beautiful Melancholy

    I am alone but I don't feel very much lonely at the moment. Matter of fact, I would rather be alone than be caught in mind-numbing social situation. I have lots of unpleasant pasts which I don't wanna unearth as much as possible because sometimes it hurts. Like in the movie said...
    deleted deleted 26-30 13 Responses Nov 25, 2011

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    I Am Alone

    I keep running away from people afraid of getting hurt. It could be depression, maybe it is PTST. I don't know... I know that I'm scared.  Addition:Everything we do is about balance between the effort we put in and what we get out as a reward or pleaser. For an Extrovert person...
    WisePearls WisePearls 41-45, F 1 Response Oct 10, 2013

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    I don't have anyone to talk to.

    I feel empty and sad. I don't know what to do.
    MysteriousRose MysteriousRose 18-21, F 4 Responses Mar 18, 2015

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