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I Am Alone

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    I Have Been All My Life

    only one person understands who i really am. who knows how i feel. and they are to far away. alone always i guess "/
    xrheex xrheex 16-17, F 1 Response Jan 29, 2012

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    I am sad an neglected.

    my husband tells me to go away. Verbally abusive.I get as I n he makes me pay for lots and he makes 15$ hr.is not fair.o want to go away.please help me.I have a truck
    anistasia1978 anistasia1978 36-40 3 Responses Oct 9

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    So I've pretty much been alone my entire life.

    You always hear ppl say that there is someone for everyone. If there is where are they? I'd literally do anything just to not be alone anymore. I feel like I've always been avoided by the ppl in my family. I'm the outcast. I feel invisible to everyone. To be honest most nights I...
    BooneA BooneA 18-21, M 1 Response Oct 12

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    I'm All Alone Now

    About 3 months ago I was in an auto accident. My husband was driving and a drunk ran a red light and hit our car on the drivers side. My husband and 6 month old daughter were killed and I was severely injured. I spent a month in the hospital recovering. I couldn't stand to live...
    MadisonS MadisonS 26-30, F 29 Responses Nov 25, 2011

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    No one wishes to talk.

    .. :( planning to leave EP soon
    VikramVinoth007 VikramVinoth007 26-30, M Sep 27

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    Does anybody wanna chat message me

    or comment alone and bored : "(
    howbouthis067 howbouthis067 22-25, F 3 Responses Oct 5

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    Why?

    i am with people. i talk to them. i care for them. i do a lot with them but still my heart feels so lonely. why do i feel it. why am i so lonely. i still don't know the answer.
    me2you2me me2you2me 18-21, M 5 Responses Jan 9, 2013

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    It seems whenever I get close to someone,

    I end up driving them away. Everyone I keep around something happens to. I've thought I was in love three times. The first cheated on me (funny enough I'm still not over her), the second is 1200 miles away, and the third has a boyfriend. I had one person I could always trust and...
    HopelessRomantic6 HopelessRomantic6 18-21, M Sep 16

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    I used to be surrounded by friends,

    literally every day someone new wanted to hangout with me, I had a million chats open at once... somewhere it all went wrong and now I'm all alone. I have good friends but they all live so far away. Anyone else feel like this?
    downer12 downer12 16-17, M 2 Responses Sep 15

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    I'm Tired Of People

    My best friend just called me a liar. How could we ever be friends after that? What could I possible share with her without wondering if she thinks I am lying to her? How can you know you have a true friendship if one of the people thinks the other is a liar? I gave everything I...
    northguy northguy 46-50, M 7 Responses Jul 9, 2010

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    Beautiful Melancholy

    I am alone but I don't feel very much lonely at the moment. Matter of fact, I would rather be alone than be caught in mind-numbing social situation. I have lots of unpleasant pasts which I don't wanna unearth as much as possible because sometimes it hurts. Like in the movie said...
    deleted deleted 26-30 15 Responses Nov 25, 2011

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    I Am Alone

    I'm surrounded by friends and family that all love me, but I feel completely alone. After ending things with the one person that I could always count on, I question if there will ever be anyone that can deal with me all of the time. My past boyfriend cheated, at least 4 times...
    sarahbethh sarahbethh 22-25, F 4 Responses Nov 20, 2013

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    dirtykids3118 dirtykids3118 18-21, F 1 Response Sep 13

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    And This Is What I Do

    I can see the tallest mountain in the state from my front door. It calls my name and I cannot resist. I select a few cigars from my humidor. My two dachshunds and I get in the car and leisurely drive the short distance to the top. I park in the observation point lot. We get out...
    lifetolive lifetolive 51-55, M 4 Responses Aug 11, 2011

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    I've no one to talk to,

    therefore I am sad. Bleh.
    TheDevour TheDevour 13-15, M 1 Response May 4

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    I think the hardest part is realizing how

    utterly alone I am in my own head.
    gentlepanic gentlepanic 18-21, F 5 Responses Jan 19

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    I feel alone in this world.

    I pretty much am alone. I am 18 and more mature and independent than most 18 year olds I know. I grew up knowing I was a mistake, one my mother didn't want to live with, and one my father always was trying to fix. They were never married, barely even together until I came into...
    edlineuser edlineuser 18-21, F 4 Responses Feb 13

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    This morning, woke up made coffee

    and I realize I'm alone.. No one to say good morning too or drink coffee with.. I went for a walk on the beach and I sat there for like an hour looking at the beautiful ocean and just prayed.. Years I've been alone and people always walking out of my life I hope and pray someday...
    allencam05 allencam05 22-25, M Sep 4

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    I do not like to be alone,

    never have, and can not do anything at all to change this situation no matter how hard I have tried. The older I get the more I want someone to be with, but can not get anyone to be with me, and I can not force a woman to like me. I hate this life. I am miserable having no one...
    Niko864 Niko864 41-45, M 1 Response Oct 4

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    i just want to die right now.

    go to my best friends in hell and i wont feel alone anymore
    elephant17 elephant17 18-21, F 10 Responses May 3

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    I am having issues and happened across this

    site. I am recently dumped by a guy who said I was no fun and to old... I just really need a place to vent...to say how I'm feeling and to start it off IT HURTS! I don't think I'm old or no fun I just think my ideas of fun aren't the same as others. I'd rather spend time with my...
    teardrop12 teardrop12 26-30, F 3 Responses Apr 23

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    All I want to do is be friends with people.

    But I can't because I believe I am not human or capable of being human.
    cloudycarnage cloudycarnage 13-15, M Sep 6

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    My experience of school life is hard.

    I am alone most of the time and no one seems to be my close friend. People tell me its better to have no friends than fake one but being alone hurts even more. I cry myself to sleep and tell myself to go get friends but the fact is that im just SUPER shy... it hurts.
    ZeroJ ZeroJ 16-17, F 1 Response Sep 5

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    Not ideologically, nor by intelligence(Ha!

    ), or through purposeful isolation. I'm simply alone. Alone and worn out. Tired. Exhausted, really. All I want is a little rest. To close my eyes for a while, for time to freeze or to race forward without me. All I want is a little peace and quiet. Alone. Like it should be.
    LoopedMe LoopedMe 13-15, M 1 Response Sep 8

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    I Can Survive

    I have no one to talk to ,No contacts on my phone ,Nobody to hang out with,and yet....I'm happy. I might not have anyone but just knowing that I don't have to deal copious amounts of BS or drama makes me happy. I don't have to go anywhere i don't desire or listen to crappy radio...
    RocketBastard RocketBastard 18-21, M 5 Responses Oct 21, 2012

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    Alone.......life

    sometimes i enjoy my loneliness ....sometimes i feel sad why i am always feeling such type of feeling.wen i go to park or beach i used to sit& watch how others are enjoying their life .i always used to think kids life is the most beautiful life.they dont have anything to think...
    sheth2222222222 sheth2222222222 22-25, F 3 Responses Aug 11, 2012

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    You know you're alone

    when the only one that comes over to comfort u is your dog..........
    deadsoulinside deadsoulinside 41-45, F 2 Responses Sep 12

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    I Who Have Nothing

    i don't really know what to do i don't have any friends i have no prospects for dating and for the most part whenever i go out and try to make a friend i just end up fading into the background. nothing but awkward silences. i tried to find a friend online but it never works out...
    annesocial annesocial 22-25, F 8 Responses Aug 17, 2011

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    I am alone in my life,

    my love left me.. i am looking for a sincre women
    zulfi87 zulfi87 26-30, M Sep 27

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    Yes but we all are Nothing new really Hardly

    connect with people There's always something in the way It seems And I think it's because being with anyone is impossible. Even when I try the disconnection is there.
    NotApplicable NotApplicable 22-25, F Oct 13

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    I Am Alone

    I keep running away from people afraid of getting hurt. It could be depression, maybe it is PTST. I don't know... I know that I'm scared.  Addition:Everything we do is about balance between the effort we put in and what we get out as a reward or pleaser. For an Extrovert person...
    WisePearls WisePearls 36-40, F 2 Responses Oct 10, 2013

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    I'm alone but not lonely!

    ***** I'm a happy single pringle!!!!!!
    hellerpeople hellerpeople 16-17, F 2 Responses Sep 16

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    deadsoulinside deadsoulinside 41-45, F Oct 16

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    So I've pretty much been alone my entire life.

    You always hear ppl say that there is someone for everyone. If there is where are they? I'd literally do anything just to not be alone anymore. I feel like I've always been avoided by the ppl in my family. I'm the outcast. I feel invisible to everyone. To be honest most nights I...
    BooneA BooneA 18-21, M Oct 12

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    Stupid...

    I know this is dumb but i cannot help feeling like i have no one around me that really cares. It's like, everyday, if i have a problem i have to just deal with it because no one will give a f*** to hear about it. No one. Not my mom or dad, because they are not around enough to...
    SunkinLies SunkinLies 18-21, T 3 Responses Aug 28, 2011

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    The Awakening

    A time comes in your life when you finally get it. When in the midst of all your fears and insanity you stop dead in your tracks and somewhere the voice inside your head cries out - ENOUGH! Enough fighting and crying or struggling to hold on. And, like a child quieting down after...
    1oldsnoopydoll 1oldsnoopydoll 56-60, F 9 Responses May 31, 2011

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    if my spoken words are

    so unimportant and unheard.....why would my words written be worthwhile or even read at all?
    deadsoulinside deadsoulinside 41-45, F 2 Responses Oct 13

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    I am alone. I am a shadow of my past.

    Im nothing more than outlines of the person I was when I was happy. All I long for is for another soul to fill the void and fill up my being once again.
    Jay017 Jay017 22-25, M 1 Response Sep 14

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    No One Knows Me

    My family and friends think i am one thing when i am the total opposite
    karenlovsyou karenlovsyou 18-21, F 2 Responses Nov 10, 2013

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    In my world it's the same old story.

    No matter how hard I try I am unable to make friends. Sure; I'm not shy, I talk to people but yet nobody ever stays long enough for me to consider them my friend. When I do end up meeting someone and establishing some sort of a healthy relationship it never seems to last long...
    forever6219 forever6219 18-21, M 4 Responses Feb 8

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    I am Alone. In life we are forced to be social.

    Our sanity depends on it, and even our confidence. Humans aren't lone wolves, they fight together as a pack of brothers or sisters in arms. They work together to achieve the greatest things. They all life together, and make sure a next generation makes a new history. Passing...
    TheChosenOne32 TheChosenOne32 22-25, M 1 Response Sep 13

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    Haven't been in this place in a

    while I forgot what it felt like it's almost like revisiting a crime scene. I know what not good for me and I've never gotten this detached from that toxic thing... So why even entertain the idea of revisiting the crime scene? Because being alone sucks and I don't know how...
    karlakashes karlakashes 26-30, F 1 Response Sep 20

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    I have always felt alone in my life.

    I am in my mid forties now and I still feel alone. I have been married three times and divorced three times and with each time it has always felt like it has been my fault. My mother abused me when I was young, and my older brother terrorized me like you would never believe. He...
    CDAdmirer313 CDAdmirer313 41-45, M 1 Response Jan 20

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    Ever so eloquently coming to this realization

    as I have a mental breakdown locked in the bathroom. I used to think that stating I am alone was ungrateful of me because i am not truly, bitterly alone as some people actually are. Sitting here though I've realized that I really am. I have people that would care if I died but...
    CassieWithAnO CassieWithAnO 13-15, F 1 Response Sep 13

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    Having a sense of being alone has been with me

    always. I am an only child. When I was a child I had one, perhaps two friends. I didn't have sports or other interests. The solitary pastime of reading was the main thing I remember doing or riding my bicycle solo. In adolescence I had several individual friends and there were a...
    softgreenhourglass softgreenhourglass 36-40, M 2 Responses Sep 6

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    How Can A Human Being Justify These Acts Against Another Human Being?

    Further to my last experience,Id like to share with readers the everyday abuse which is deliberately and continually by gang stalkers against me.The description of the last 5 hours will be enough to illustrate what is happening in my life.During the last 5 hours I have been under...
    pedrohedgerow pedrohedgerow 51-55, M Feb 24, 2011

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    I really thought feeling alone in a crowded

    room was bad but feeling alone amongst laughing friends is really rock bottom.
    AnonymousAlert AnonymousAlert 18-21, F 3 Responses Oct 11

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    Waiting to go home in a hour still mad at wife

    but nice enough to invite her the bar with me. Hard to flirt with the beautiful bartender with wife there. Not that I have a chance with her cause she only 20 and has a bf but it's nice to dream of the good old days
    azcat28 azcat28 41-45, M Sep 26

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    Why are so many of the girls on this site

    so trashy? I am tired of slutty girls emailing me and I am tired of men emailing me and adding me. I wish that another female would take a genuine interest in me. I have alot to offer, and nobody seems to give a ****. I like to talk, I'm loving, supportive, easy going. I am so...
    akrysrose akrysrose 22-25, F 3 Responses May 2

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    indecisivebye indecisivebye 13-15, F 1 Response Jun 6

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    This something I had to deal my whole life.

    I have made friends on ep but I think I am either pushing them away or getting mad at something and then I start getting mad at them. The problem is that I have not had an opportunity to be with people who I can call friends. If I do get one I waste without realizing because...
    cloudycarnage cloudycarnage 13-15, M Sep 5

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    It's just how it is. In movies,

    they fawn over how pitiful that outcast is. In real life, they don't give a ******* damn.
    DarkLoser DarkLoser 13-15, F 4 Responses Sep 21

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    Nobody Would Know If I Die...

    I'm 32 years old single, I'm the youngest by 5 and 6 years from my brother and sister respectively, being ages that far apart I was ignored most of the time at the table or anywhere else, I also was shadowed in their academic and extra curricular activities. My father wanted just...
    sleeplessinamsterdam sleeplessinamsterdam 31-35 6 Responses Jul 1, 2008

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    I Hate Being Alone

    I hate being alone, because I get more depressed, and lonely. I do have a cat but I still feel alone, with no one to share a hug, or go for walks with, or just talk/ I don't know how to communicate with some people, maybe it is because after my fiance' died, I lost touch on...