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I Am Alone

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    So it's 12:52AM on my end

    and I'm up. Can't sleep for ****, no one to text or hit up. Yeh I'm hella alone. Always felt the need to have a brother or a close guy friend my age to go out and talk to girls or just to bond. **** I hate this feeling...
    ayooavery21 ayooavery21 22-25, M Mar 7

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    I think the hardest part is realizing how

    utterly alone I am in my own head.
    gentlepanic gentlepanic 22-25, F 5 Responses Jan 19, 2014

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    I Have Been All My Life

    only one person understands who i really am. who knows how i feel. and they are to far away. alone always i guess "/
    xrheex xrheex 16-17, F 2 Responses Jan 29, 2012

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    Beautiful Melancholy

    I am alone but I don't feel very much lonely at the moment. Matter of fact, I would rather be alone than be caught in mind-numbing social situation. I have lots of unpleasant pasts which I don't wanna unearth as much as possible because sometimes it hurts. Like in the movie said...
    deleted deleted 26-30 14 Responses Nov 25, 2011

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    I spend 99.85% of my time alone.

    One day a week, I am among people.........namely, my grandson. Other than that, my life is lived in solitude...........but not the good kind.
    Mencrytoo Mencrytoo 46-50, M 5 Responses Nov 28, 2014

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    Sweet little bird, Take me away,

    Take me to fly, Up in the sky Sweet little bird, Take me to France, Take me to Rome, Take me anywhere but home Sweet little bird, Don't fly away, Don't leave me behind, I don't want to be alone Sweet little bird, You left me behind
    TeenagerInPain TeenagerInPain 13-15, F 2 Responses Mar 28

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    Valentine19 Valentine19 18-21, F 10 Responses 6 days ago

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    Am happy to be alone coz I fu*king came alone

    on this planet and fu*king go alone from this planet... Why should I worry if am alone in the middle 😎😎
    santees santees 26-30, M Mar 7

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    I have always felt alone in my life.

    I am in my mid forties now and I still feel alone. I have been married three times and divorced three times and with each time it has always felt like it has been my fault. My mother abused me when I was young, and my older brother terrorized me like you would never believe. He...
    CDAdmirer313 CDAdmirer313 41-45, M 2 Responses Jan 20, 2014

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    I used to be surrounded by friends,

    literally every day someone new wanted to hangout with me, I had a million chats open at once... somewhere it all went wrong and now I'm all alone. I have good friends but they all live so far away. Anyone else feel like this?
    downer12 downer12 16-17, M 1 Response Sep 15, 2014

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    I'm All Alone Now

    About 3 months ago I was in an auto accident. My husband was driving and a drunk ran a red light and hit our car on the drivers side. My husband and 6 month old daughter were killed and I was severely injured. I spent a month in the hospital recovering. I couldn't stand to live...
    MadisonS MadisonS 26-30, F 29 Responses Nov 25, 2011

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    I'm different I'm by myself I can't go to sleep

    if I go to sleep will I be able to wake up
    eltrakills eltrakills 13-15, M 3 Responses Jan 25

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    We went our own way years ago

    but still we wear these rings roomates is all we are yet my heart still stings...my arms are full of nothingness my lips are never kissed what happened to the love we shared?....those feelings deeply missed..🎻
    Dustrated Dustrated 51-55, M Mar 2

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    indecisivebye indecisivebye 13-15, F Jun 6, 2014

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    I don't mean this in a lonely hearts sort of way

    where i cry into my pillow and long for a hug. I like hugs and i dont get nearly as many as I would like, but it is not a serious concern in my life. .... To tell the truth, I have tried writing this about 4 or 5 times now, and it always degenerated into a self-pitying moan...
    MrWinstonSmith MrWinstonSmith 22-25, M 2 Responses Mar 24

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    And This Is What I Do

    I can see the tallest mountain in the state from my front door. It calls my name and I cannot resist. I select a few cigars from my humidor. My two dachshunds and I get in the car and leisurely drive the short distance to the top. I park in the observation point lot. We get out...
    lifetolive lifetolive 56-60, M 3 Responses Aug 11, 2011

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    Anotherfailmatty Anotherfailmatty 18-21, M Jan 23

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    I feel alone in this ******* world.

    ... Srry for language but... *sigh* i have just one close friend now... And that literally it... Idk... Ik i have a friend but sometimes the darkness still gets to be... Sometimes i cant fight it and instead let it gnaw on my heart
    InfiniteMusic InfiniteMusic 16-17, M 2 Responses Feb 5

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    Why?

    i am with people. i talk to them. i care for them. i do a lot with them but still my heart feels so lonely. why do i feel it. why am i so lonely. i still don't know the answer.
    me2you2me me2you2me 22-25, M 5 Responses Jan 9, 2013

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    ...(eight eight nine two seven four eight zero

    one four) dats my....no please can anyone txt me... Or watsp me.. I love women
    lumia620 lumia620 18-21, M 1 Response Mar 18

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    Call me who ever you are at 509-4288-1550

    and let's talk instead of type!
    MaxthaDPMC MaxthaDPMC 41-45 Mar 12

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    I'm married with 3 Kids.

    I have a lengthy list of Facebook contacts, and a generally a popular guy at work. I am completely alone. My wife doesn't love me. I love her, but have fallen out of love with her. She's awesome, but I'm beat down regularly with blatant inequalities that make her life...
    TimLoser TimLoser 36-40, M 1 Response 1 day ago

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    There is no one coming to save me.

    No one wants to help. There is no one that cares. There is no safety net. This will not end well. Few things do. Just don’t go quietly. Fail spectacularly! Salt the land. Poison the wells. Burn all the bridges. …And TAKE NO PRISONERS.
    FinalExits FinalExits 41-45, F 1 Response Feb 11

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    Since my birth I have very strong emotions.

    I lived in fear and fantasy. When I became older I learned to handle myself. I'm not stupid, I always get the compliment that I sound so smart, although I do not want to call myself smart. Since a few years ago I started programming, the digital world became my only place to...
    bearhacker bearhacker 16-17, M 2 Responses Mar 5

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    You may consider me a friend,

    but I don't consider you a friend. Even if I like you and talk to you often, I'll just consider you 'that person I can talk to', simply because I don't believe anyone could possibly be a true friend to me. I've just had too many negative experiences. The people I used to think...
    ftmFreddy ftmFreddy 18-21, T 3 Responses Mar 1

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    I moved out west with my grandma a

    while back due to family trouble and its been 4 months and I havent got a single friend since I got here.
    Ace4938 Ace4938 13-15, M 2 Responses Mar 31

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    I am Alone. Because I walk,

    and talk in a sea of people. But never am I there. Sadness has built it's home within me. And lives indwelt in there. Pain, my companion, reminds me the price I have yet to pay. The price for the past, the future, the yesterday. My songs they wreath the wall in tears. My...
    ecofox ecofox 22-25, M 2 Responses Mar 18

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    I really thought feeling alone in a crowded

    room was bad but feeling alone amongst laughing friends is really rock bottom.
    AnonymousAlert AnonymousAlert 18-21, F 3 Responses Oct 11, 2014

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    I Am Alone

    I keep running away from people afraid of getting hurt. It could be depression, maybe it is PTST. I don't know... I know that I'm scared.  Addition:Everything we do is about balance between the effort we put in and what we get out as a reward or pleaser. For an Extrovert person...
    WisePearls WisePearls 36-40, F 2 Responses Oct 10, 2013

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    I feel as though she croons just beyond my reach

    as I do her, a stone's toss away, but an infinite amount of obstacles, our timing, the world within and without us, I want to hear her voice speaking my name to me when for so long we've not known each other's embrace, since we've never. Oh someone my Someone, come if you may...
    quike23 quike23 18-21, M Feb 7

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    I think I'm ok just isolating myself from

    everything I know for a while. I've done most of it already. Moved far from home, lost contact with friends, lost love of my life. Maybe I just need to isolate myself from it all and not try to reach out to them. I only get depressed when I do. If I can forget that they used to...
    saraandherfoxes saraandherfoxes 22-25, F 1 Response Mar 12

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    Everybody is alone. So many people say i am

    lonely.. And we search for love,peace,safety place, and we struggle to build up relationship after all. trust,friendship doesn't just happen in a day. we need patience more. that's what i'm telling myself everyday.
    Juri0902 Juri0902 31-35, F 2 Responses Mar 27

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    I'm Tired Of People

    My best friend just called me a liar. How could we ever be friends after that? What could I possible share with her without wondering if she thinks I am lying to her? How can you know you have a true friendship if one of the people thinks the other is a liar? I gave everything I...
    northguy northguy 46-50, M 7 Responses Jul 9, 2010

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    I feel alone in this world.

    I pretty much am alone. I am 18 and more mature and independent than most 18 year olds I know. I grew up knowing I was a mistake, one my mother didn't want to live with, and one my father always was trying to fix. They were never married, barely even together until I came into...
    edlineuser edlineuser 18-21, F 4 Responses Feb 13, 2014

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    I just wish once for,

    a guy to,stay with me spite my mental illnesses.
    themagijudal themagijudal 22-25, F Feb 13

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    Being alone isn't so bad.

    I love me and value my own time. I don't need the validation of someone else to know how lucky I really am. I have my friends, I have my family, but at the end of the day... I am alone with myself. One mind, one thought. Some of us are meant to run alone - chasing sunsets...
    RuffledRainbows RuffledRainbows 18-21, F 1 Response Feb 9

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    and inexplicably terrified of people in every

    conceivable way. I've had unhindered practice at burying it beneath a paper thin facade but very occasionally it dissolves and I drown in it. I ruin every opportunity I ever have at happiness and cannot seem to keep the people I want close to me around. I alienate both myself...
    chorltonite chorltonite 26-30, M 2 Responses Jan 6, 2014

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    I've no one to talk to,

    therefore I am sad. Bleh.
    TheDevour TheDevour 13-15, M 1 Response May 4, 2014

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    I don't have anyone to talk to.

    I feel empty and sad. I don't know what to do.
    MysteriousRose MysteriousRose 18-21, F 4 Responses Mar 18

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    My name is Dave, I'm new to the EP community,

    and thought this would be as good a place as any to start sharing, since "I am alone" sums up my life so succinctly! I've lived by myself, in a modest apartment, for about fourteen years now; before that I lived with girlfriends who had their own places, or had roommates, but I...
    LiquidThinking LiquidThinking 41-45, M 1 Response Mar 11, 2014

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    No one wants to spend time with me,

    I'm single, and all my friends and family are out partying, but what difference does it make, I'm alone all the time, and I deserve it.
    AmJordi AmJordi 18-21, M 4 Responses Dec 31, 2014

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    I Can Survive

    I have no one to talk to ,No contacts on my phone ,Nobody to hang out with,and yet....I'm happy. I might not have anyone but just knowing that I don't have to deal copious amounts of BS or drama makes me happy. I don't have to go anywhere i don't desire or listen to crappy radio...
    RocketBastard RocketBastard 18-21, M 5 Responses Oct 21, 2012

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    Does anyone else just feel

    so alone in this world right now? If so, please tell me.
    deleted deleted 26-30 3 Responses Aug 1, 2014

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    Shadows of rage follow the path I tread,

    Comfort nor shade I seek in this odyssey of pain, Welcome is the anguish simmering roads inflict weary feet, Decorum of civilization appearing insincere to the mind, Heeding not the words of wisdom or lingering whispers of love, Alone I walk the soul blazing into embers of...
    urbannomad6699 urbannomad6699 36-40, M 3 Responses 1 day ago

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    I'm alone but trying to find someone new to

    date is making me feel like it's not really worth the effort.
    bmo7987 bmo7987 26-30, M Dec 6, 2014

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    I'm all alone on new years eve noone wants to

    talk to me even family don't wanna be with me :'(
    Allanah97 Allanah97 16-17, F 2 Responses Dec 31, 2014