and I'm up. Can't sleep for ****, no one to text or hit up. Yeh I'm hella alone. Always felt the need to have a brother or a close guy friend my age to go out and talk to girls or just to bond. **** I hate this feeling...
I am alone but I don't feel very much lonely at the moment. Matter of fact, I would rather be alone than be caught in mind-numbing social situation. I have lots of unpleasant pasts which I don't wanna unearth as much as possible because sometimes it hurts. Like in the movie said...
Take me to fly,
Up in the sky
Sweet little bird,
Take me to France,
Take me to Rome,
Take me anywhere but home
Sweet little bird,
Don't fly away,
Don't leave me behind,
I don't want to be alone
Sweet little bird,
You left me behind
I am in my mid forties now and I still feel alone. I have been married three times and divorced three times and with each time it has always felt like it has been my fault.
My mother abused me when I was young, and my older brother terrorized me like you would never believe. He...
literally every day someone new wanted to hangout with me, I had a million chats open at once... somewhere it all went wrong and now I'm all alone. I have good friends but they all live so far away. Anyone else feel like this?
About 3 months ago I was in an auto accident. My husband was driving and a drunk ran a red light and hit our car on the drivers side. My husband and 6 month old daughter were killed and I was severely injured. I spent a month in the hospital recovering.
I couldn't stand to live...
but still we wear these rings roomates is all we are yet my heart still stings...my arms are full of nothingness my lips are never kissed what happened to the love we shared?....those feelings deeply missed..🎻
where i cry into my pillow and long for a hug. I like hugs and i dont get nearly as many as I would like, but it is not a serious concern in my life.
To tell the truth, I have tried writing this about 4 or 5 times now, and it always degenerated into a self-pitying moan...
I can see the tallest mountain in the state from my front door. It calls my name and I cannot resist. I select a few cigars from my humidor. My two dachshunds and I get in the car and leisurely drive the short distance to the top. I park in the observation point lot. We get out...
Srry for language but...
*sigh* i have just one close friend now... And that literally it...
Idk... Ik i have a friend but sometimes the darkness still gets to be... Sometimes i cant fight it and instead let it gnaw on my heart
I have a lengthy list of Facebook contacts, and a generally a popular guy at work.
I am completely alone.
My wife doesn't love me. I love her, but have fallen out of love with her. She's awesome, but I'm beat down regularly with blatant inequalities that make her life...
No one wants to help.
There is no one that cares.
There is no safety net.
This will not end well.
Few things do.
Just don’t go quietly.
Salt the land.
Poison the wells.
Burn all the bridges.
…And TAKE NO PRISONERS.
I lived in fear and fantasy. When I became older I learned to handle myself. I'm not stupid, I always get the compliment that I sound so smart, although I do not want to call myself smart. Since a few years ago I started programming, the digital world became my only place to...
but I don't consider you a friend. Even if I like you and talk to you often, I'll just consider you 'that person I can talk to', simply because I don't believe anyone could possibly be a true friend to me. I've just had too many negative experiences.
The people I used to think...
and talk in a sea of people.
But never am I there.
Sadness has built it's home within me.
And lives indwelt in there.
Pain, my companion, reminds me the price I have yet to pay.
The price for the past, the future, the yesterday.
My songs they wreath the wall in tears.
I keep running away from people afraid of getting hurt.
It could be depression, maybe it is PTST.
I don't know... I know that I'm scared.
Addition:Everything we do is about balance between the effort we put in and what we get out as a reward or pleaser.
For an Extrovert person...
as I do her, a stone's toss away, but an infinite amount of obstacles, our timing, the world within and without us, I want to hear her voice speaking my name to me when for so long we've not known each other's embrace, since we've never. Oh someone my Someone, come if you may...
everything I know for a while. I've done most of it already. Moved far from home, lost contact with friends, lost love of my life. Maybe I just need to isolate myself from it all and not try to reach out to them. I only get depressed when I do. If I can forget that they used to...
And we search for love,peace,safety place,
and we struggle to build up relationship after all.
trust,friendship doesn't just happen in a day.
we need patience more.
that's what i'm telling myself everyday.
My best friend just called me a liar. How could we ever be friends after that? What could I possible share with her without wondering if she thinks I am lying to her? How can you know you have a true friendship if one of the people thinks the other is a liar? I gave everything I...
I pretty much am alone. I am 18 and more mature and independent than most 18 year olds I know. I grew up knowing I was a mistake, one my mother didn't want to live with, and one my father always was trying to fix. They were never married, barely even together until I came into...
I love me and value my own time. I don't need the validation of someone else to know how lucky I really am. I have my friends, I have my family, but at the end of the day... I am alone with myself. One mind, one thought.
Some of us are meant to run alone - chasing sunsets...
conceivable way. I've had unhindered practice at burying it beneath a paper thin facade but very occasionally it dissolves and I drown in it. I ruin every opportunity I ever have at happiness and cannot seem to keep the people I want close to me around. I alienate both myself...
and thought this would be as good a place as any to start sharing, since "I am alone" sums up my life so succinctly!
I've lived by myself, in a modest apartment, for about fourteen years now; before that I lived with girlfriends who had their own places, or had roommates, but I...
I have no one to talk to ,No contacts on my phone ,Nobody to hang out with,and yet....I'm happy.
I might not have anyone but just knowing that I don't have to deal copious amounts of BS or drama makes me happy. I don't have to go anywhere i don't desire or listen to crappy radio...
Comfort nor shade I seek in this odyssey of pain,
Welcome is the anguish simmering roads inflict weary feet,
Decorum of civilization appearing insincere to the mind,
Heeding not the words of wisdom or lingering whispers of love,
Alone I walk the soul blazing into embers of...