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I Am Alone

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    Yes but we all are Nothing new really Hardly

    connect with people There's always something in the way It seems And I think it's because being with anyone is impossible. Even when I try the disconnection is there.
    NotApplicable NotApplicable 22-25, F Oct 13

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    No One Knows Me

    My family and friends think i am one thing when i am the total opposite
    karenlovsyou karenlovsyou 18-21, F 2 Responses Nov 10, 2013

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    I've no one to talk to,

    therefore I am sad. Bleh.
    TheDevour TheDevour 13-15, M 1 Response May 4

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    I am having issues and happened across this

    site. I am recently dumped by a guy who said I was no fun and to old... I just really need a place to vent...to say how I'm feeling and to start it off IT HURTS! I don't think I'm old or no fun I just think my ideas of fun aren't the same as others. I'd rather spend time with my...
    teardrop12 teardrop12 26-30, F 2 Responses Apr 23

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    I am alone. I have no friends left.

    I have lost my will to endure, and I suffer. My best friend died 5 years ago. The love of my life left me and feels nothing but hate for me. I have no one to talk to. I have no one to rely on. I have no one to share my love with. I have no one to hold in my arms. I have no one...
    PacX1 PacX1 22-25, M 1 Response 13 hrs ago

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    AnonymousAlert AnonymousAlert 18-21, F 2 Responses a week ago

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    At school I have no one

    but one friend and that's it, when I'm at school and even now I worry constantly about where I'm going to sit at lunch cause I have no one. And sometimes I wonder what if I died who would really care at school and I even picture it in my mind I know they will be saying who? And...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses 22 hrs ago

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    I'm All Alone Now

    About 3 months ago I was in an auto accident. My husband was driving and a drunk ran a red light and hit our car on the drivers side. My husband and 6 month old daughter were killed and I was severely injured. I spent a month in the hospital recovering. I couldn't stand to live...
    MadisonS MadisonS 26-30, F 29 Responses Nov 25, 2011

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    My name is Dave, I'm new to the EP community,

    and thought this would be as good a place as any to start sharing, since "I am alone" sums up my life so succinctly! I've lived by myself, in a modest apartment, for about fourteen years now; before that I lived with girlfriends who had their own places, or had roommates, but I...
    LiquidThinking LiquidThinking 41-45, M 1 Response Mar 11

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    Nobody Would Know If I Die...

    I'm 32 years old single, I'm the youngest by 5 and 6 years from my brother and sister respectively, being ages that far apart I was ignored most of the time at the table or anywhere else, I also was shadowed in their academic and extra curricular activities. My father wanted just...
    sleeplessinamsterdam sleeplessinamsterdam 31-35 6 Responses Jul 1, 2008

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    I have always felt alone in my life.

    I am in my mid forties now and I still feel alone. I have been married three times and divorced three times and with each time it has always felt like it has been my fault. My mother abused me when I was young, and my older brother terrorized me like you would never believe. He...
    CDAdmirer313 CDAdmirer313 41-45, M 2 Responses Jan 20

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    and inexplicably terrified of people in every

    conceivable way. I've had unhindered practice at burying it beneath a paper thin facade but very occasionally it dissolves and I drown in it. I ruin every opportunity I ever have at happiness and cannot seem to keep the people I want close to me around. I alienate both myself...
    chorltonite chorltonite 26-30, M 2 Responses Jan 6

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    C4LLUM C4LLUM 13-15, M 2 days ago

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    cabp24 cabp24 18-21, F 4 days ago

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    Screw what I said about wanting friends.

    I don't want people here for 5 seconds. I have 3 people that I can actually count on and that's better than no one.
    Kmarcum99 Kmarcum99 13-15, F Nov 11

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    Why?

    i am with people. i talk to them. i care for them. i do a lot with them but still my heart feels so lonely. why do i feel it. why am i so lonely. i still don't know the answer.
    me2you2me me2you2me 18-21, M 5 Responses Jan 9, 2013

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    I used to be surrounded by friends,

    literally every day someone new wanted to hangout with me, I had a million chats open at once... somewhere it all went wrong and now I'm all alone. I have good friends but they all live so far away. Anyone else feel like this?
    downer12 downer12 16-17, M 2 Responses Sep 15

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    Why are so many of the girls on this site

    so trashy? I am tired of slutty girls emailing me and I am tired of men emailing me and adding me. I wish that another female would take a genuine interest in me. I have alot to offer, and nobody seems to give a ****. I like to talk, I'm loving, supportive, easy going. I am so...
    akrysrose akrysrose 22-25, F 3 Responses May 2

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    Beautiful Melancholy

    I am alone but I don't feel very much lonely at the moment. Matter of fact, I would rather be alone than be caught in mind-numbing social situation. I have lots of unpleasant pasts which I don't wanna unearth as much as possible because sometimes it hurts. Like in the movie said...
    deleted deleted 26-30 15 Responses Nov 25, 2011

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    indecisivebye indecisivebye 13-15, F Jun 6

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    I Hate Being Alone

    I hate being alone, because I get more depressed, and lonely. I do have a cat but I still feel alone, with no one to share a hug, or go for walks with, or just talk/ I don't know how to communicate with some people, maybe it is because after my fiance' died, I lost touch on...
    swatches swatches 41-45, F 11 Responses May 25, 2007

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    i want to find someone

    that will love me. truly. don't think i will. i appear cheerful. i'll die with a longing in my heart.
    Motherfugger Motherfugger 46-50, M Oct 6

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    The Awakening

    A time comes in your life when you finally get it. When in the midst of all your fears and insanity you stop dead in your tracks and somewhere the voice inside your head cries out - ENOUGH! Enough fighting and crying or struggling to hold on. And, like a child quieting down after...
    1oldsnoopydoll 1oldsnoopydoll 56-60, F 9 Responses May 31, 2011

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    Alone.......life

    sometimes i enjoy my loneliness ....sometimes i feel sad why i am always feeling such type of feeling.wen i go to park or beach i used to sit& watch how others are enjoying their life .i always used to think kids life is the most beautiful life.they dont have anything to think...
    sheth2222222222 sheth2222222222 22-25, F 3 Responses Aug 11, 2012

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    Stupid...

    I know this is dumb but i cannot help feeling like i have no one around me that really cares. It's like, everyday, if i have a problem i have to just deal with it because no one will give a f*** to hear about it. No one. Not my mom or dad, because they are not around enough to...
    SunkinLies SunkinLies 18-21, T 3 Responses Aug 28, 2011

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    And This Is What I Do

    I can see the tallest mountain in the state from my front door. It calls my name and I cannot resist. I select a few cigars from my humidor. My two dachshunds and I get in the car and leisurely drive the short distance to the top. I park in the observation point lot. We get out...
    lifetolive lifetolive 51-55, M 4 Responses Aug 11, 2011

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    So, I'm out alone at Kareoke.

    ...never really gone anywhere in public alone. Outside of like in transit to work or something. Not this time. I fully knew noone would be meeting me. But I needed out. And this is where I find myself. Sitting in a Kareoke bar. Drinking a Long Island. I can't sing, although I do...
    itscake itscake 22-25, F 3 days ago

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    deadsoulinside deadsoulinside 41-45, F 1 Response Oct 16

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    True loneliness, as I understand it,

    is the most painful form of suffering there is in this world. So what is mental pain? Sadness is the brains way of bleeding. When you are depressed enough, life becomes empty to everything but that open wound that won't close. The only reality is pain. You don't feel fear...
    Unalike Unalike 18-21, M 1 Response Nov 9

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    C4LLUM C4LLUM 13-15, M 2 days ago

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    if my spoken words are

    so unimportant and unheard.....why would my words written be worthwhile or even read at all?
    deadsoulinside deadsoulinside 41-45, F 2 Responses Oct 13

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    I feel alone in this world.

    I pretty much am alone. I am 18 and more mature and independent than most 18 year olds I know. I grew up knowing I was a mistake, one my mother didn't want to live with, and one my father always was trying to fix. They were never married, barely even together until I came into...
    edlineuser edlineuser 18-21, F 4 Responses Feb 13

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    I Can Survive

    I have no one to talk to ,No contacts on my phone ,Nobody to hang out with,and yet....I'm happy. I might not have anyone but just knowing that I don't have to deal copious amounts of BS or drama makes me happy. I don't have to go anywhere i don't desire or listen to crappy radio...
    RocketBastard RocketBastard 18-21, M 5 Responses Oct 21, 2012

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    I am sad an neglected.

    my husband tells me to go away. Verbally abusive.I get as I n he makes me pay for lots and he makes 15$ hr.is not fair.o want to go away.please help me.I have a truck
    anistasia1978 anistasia1978 36-40 3 Responses Oct 9

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    In my world it's the same old story.

    No matter how hard I try I am unable to make friends. Sure; I'm not shy, I talk to people but yet nobody ever stays long enough for me to consider them my friend. When I do end up meeting someone and establishing some sort of a healthy relationship it never seems to last long...
    forever6219 forever6219 18-21, M 4 Responses Feb 8

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    C4LLUM C4LLUM 13-15, M 2 days ago

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    So I've pretty much been alone my entire life.

    You always hear ppl say that there is someone for everyone. If there is where are they? I'd literally do anything just to not be alone anymore. I feel like I've always been avoided by the ppl in my family. I'm the outcast. I feel invisible to everyone. To be honest most nights I...
    BooneA BooneA 18-21, M 1 Response Oct 12

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    As I sit in my room, repeating the same song

    over and over, i mentally scream for anyone to notice me. But mentally is as far as i'll ever take it, even if i were to go out, hang with friends, be with family, i will keep quiet, mind my self, avoid interaction. I am a ghost in life, i grew up wishing i was a ghost, and now...
    memberz memberz 31-35, M 1 Response Nov 8

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    I Who Have Nothing

    i don't really know what to do i don't have any friends i have no prospects for dating and for the most part whenever i go out and try to make a friend i just end up fading into the background. nothing but awkward silences. i tried to find a friend online but it never works out...
    annesocial annesocial 22-25, F 8 Responses Aug 17, 2011

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    How Can A Human Being Justify These Acts Against Another Human Being?

    Further to my last experience,Id like to share with readers the everyday abuse which is deliberately and continually by gang stalkers against me.The description of the last 5 hours will be enough to illustrate what is happening in my life.During the last 5 hours I have been under...
    pedrohedgerow pedrohedgerow 51-55, M Feb 24, 2011

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    I Am Alone

    I keep running away from people afraid of getting hurt. It could be depression, maybe it is PTST. I don't know... I know that I'm scared.  Addition:Everything we do is about balance between the effort we put in and what we get out as a reward or pleaser. For an Extrovert person...
    WisePearls WisePearls 36-40, F 2 Responses Oct 10, 2013

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    I think the hardest part is realizing how

    utterly alone I am in my own head.
    gentlepanic gentlepanic 18-21, F 5 Responses Jan 19

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    i just want to die right now.

    go to my best friends in hell and i wont feel alone anymore
    elephant17 elephant17 18-21, F 10 Responses May 3

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    I Am Alone

    I'm surrounded by friends and family that all love me, but I feel completely alone. After ending things with the one person that I could always count on, I question if there will ever be anyone that can deal with me all of the time. My past boyfriend cheated, at least 4 times...
    sarahbethh sarahbethh 22-25, F 3 Responses Nov 20, 2013

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    I Have Been All My Life

    only one person understands who i really am. who knows how i feel. and they are to far away. alone always i guess "/
    xrheex xrheex 16-17, F 2 Responses Jan 29, 2012

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    So I've pretty much been alone my entire life.

    You always hear ppl say that there is someone for everyone. If there is where are they? I'd literally do anything just to not be alone anymore. I feel like I've always been avoided by the ppl in my family. I'm the outcast. I feel invisible to everyone. To be honest most nights I...
    BooneA BooneA 18-21, M Oct 12

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    A friend of mine was hit by a car

    while riding his bike and was killed. When I try to reach out to the friends we have in common, I get little or no response. I am upset because I thought we were friends and I don't understand their reaction. I feel like they aren't being friends to him or to me. I've come to...
    HMnaguib HMnaguib 22-25, F 1 Response Nov 6

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    I don't feel truly connected most days anymore.

    I think I'm having a relapse. Each day is getting a little harder and harder no matter what I do.. Back to my old tactics too.. Reading, studying, movies, anime, tv, language study, keeping busy . ..my teachers are annoyed that im doing so much work and im making them grade...
    SubmissiveSecrets SubmissiveSecrets 18-21, F 3 Responses 3 days ago

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    I'm Tired Of People

    My best friend just called me a liar. How could we ever be friends after that? What could I possible share with her without wondering if she thinks I am lying to her? How can you know you have a true friendship if one of the people thinks the other is a liar? I gave everything I...
    northguy northguy 46-50, M 7 Responses Jul 9, 2010

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    I really thought feeling alone in a crowded

    room was bad but feeling alone amongst laughing friends is really rock bottom.
    AnonymousAlert AnonymousAlert 18-21, F 3 Responses Oct 11

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    C4LLUM C4LLUM 13-15, M 2 days ago

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