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I Am Alone

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    femina femina 26-30, F 3 Responses 4 days ago

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    Beautiful Melancholy

    I am alone but I don't feel very much lonely at the moment. Matter of fact, I would rather be alone than be caught in mind-numbing social situation. I have lots of unpleasant pasts which I don't wanna unearth as much as possible because sometimes it hurts. Like in the movie said...
    deleted deleted 26-30 14 Responses Nov 25, 2011

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    By design not by choice.

    I've forced them away. Made them hate me. Made them angry at the fact that I'm never there. This plan I made to push them away had worked and yet I don't feel any better. Hollow. Still depressed. Mind still screaming. There's no road forward and there's no road back. Dead end...
    bunnyXbunny bunnyXbunny 26-30, M 1 Response May 6

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    Alone.......life

    sometimes i enjoy my loneliness ....sometimes i feel sad why i am always feeling such type of feeling.wen i go to park or beach i used to sit& watch how others are enjoying their life .i always used to think kids life is the most beautiful life.they dont have anything to think...
    sheth2222222222 sheth2222222222 22-25, F 3 Responses Aug 11, 2012

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    I've no one to talk to,

    therefore I am sad. Bleh.
    TheDevour TheDevour 13-15, M 1 Response May 4, 2014

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    I have a phd, own my home,

    drive a luxury car, date a pretty girl, have a wonderful daughter. I am thankful each day for these people and things that make life bearable. However, at the end of the day I am truly alone and no one knows my heart, no one is there to hold me when I need it, no one to catch...
    bioprof34 bioprof34 36-40 1 Response 2 days ago

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    Why are so many of the girls on this site

    so trashy? I am tired of slutty girls emailing me and I am tired of men emailing me and adding me. I wish that another female would take a genuine interest in me. I have alot to offer, and nobody seems to give a ****. I like to talk, I'm loving, supportive, easy going. I am so...
    akrysrose akrysrose 22-25, F 3 Responses May 2, 2014

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    I'm all alone on new years eve noone wants to

    talk to me even family don't wanna be with me :'(
    Allanah97 Allanah97 16-17, F 2 Responses Dec 31, 2014

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    I'm so hurt, make a long story short.

    I am married I have a 7 month baby I had a miscarriage 2 weeks ago and my husband left me last week. He is with his ex wife. Lord help me. He was the only one working and now I'm struggling.
    Bellaraye Bellaraye 31-35, F 1 Response May 13

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    I'm alone but trying to find someone new to

    date is making me feel like it's not really worth the effort.
    bmo7987 bmo7987 26-30, M Dec 6, 2014

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    I Hate Being Alone

    I hate being alone, because I get more depressed, and lonely. I do have a cat but I still feel alone, with no one to share a hug, or go for walks with, or just talk/ I don't know how to communicate with some people, maybe it is because after my fiance' died, I lost touch on...
    swatches swatches 41-45, F 11 Responses May 25, 2007

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    And This Is What I Do

    I can see the tallest mountain in the state from my front door. It calls my name and I cannot resist. I select a few cigars from my humidor. My two dachshunds and I get in the car and leisurely drive the short distance to the top. I park in the observation point lot. We get out...
    lifetolive lifetolive 56-60, M 3 Responses Aug 11, 2011

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    I think the hardest part is realizing how

    utterly alone I am in my own head.
    gentlepanic gentlepanic 22-25, F 5 Responses Jan 19, 2014

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    Valentine19 Valentine19 18-21, F 9 Responses Apr 12

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    People surround me all the time.

    It's when I really need someone to talk to, they seem to not be around. And it hurts every time to find myself at my lowest points and see no one to help me through it. And when I do have someone, they are at a loss for words as to how to help. And the most frustrating part is...
    loveoverignorance loveoverignorance 18-21, F 1 Response May 12

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    indecisivebye indecisivebye 13-15, F Jun 6, 2014

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    My name is Dave, I'm new to the EP community,

    and thought this would be as good a place as any to start sharing, since "I am alone" sums up my life so succinctly! I've lived by myself, in a modest apartment, for about fourteen years now; before that I lived with girlfriends who had their own places, or had roommates, but I...
    LiquidThinking LiquidThinking 41-45, M 1 Response Mar 11, 2014

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    I thought you came back,

    but you didn't...so I'm alone I thought someone would talk to me, but no one did...so I'm alone I hoped that I wouldn't be alone tonight, but it's stupid to hope for that...so I'm alone.
    Kaylee444CanBurnInHell Kaylee444CanBurnInHell 18-21, F May 3

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    I'm angry. I lost my best friend

    and have no one to talk to! >:(
    HigherCalling HigherCalling 26-30, F Apr 19

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    Not sure if this is the proper place to write

    this, but I'm going to go ahead and do so since I have no clue where a better place would be. I've been single my whole 28 years on this planet. My worst fear was being single/alone my whole life. I've gone through so much change in my life to try and fix it but it did not seem...
    arekay arekay 22-25, M 1 Response May 5

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    I just want to know one simple thing.

    What do I honestly have to do for people to acknowledge that I am suffering ever so severely and need support? I see everyone else around making one little "Man today sucks." and the whole world prays for that said person's happiness and well being. Me on the other hand, I beg...
    SleepyTegan SleepyTegan 18-21 2 Responses Apr 29

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    I realize the more people I'm around,

    the more alone I feel. When I'm by myself I feel content. This doesn't make any sense.
    HigherCalling HigherCalling 26-30, F 1 Response Apr 28

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    I really thought feeling alone in a crowded

    room was bad but feeling alone amongst laughing friends is really rock bottom.
    AnonymousAlert AnonymousAlert 18-21, F 3 Responses Oct 11, 2014

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    I am having issues and happened across this

    site. I am recently dumped by a guy who said I was no fun and to old... I just really need a place to vent...to say how I'm feeling and to start it off IT HURTS! I don't think I'm old or no fun I just think my ideas of fun aren't the same as others. I'd rather spend time with my...
    teardrop12 teardrop12 26-30, F 2 Responses Apr 23, 2014

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    Just got in from drinks with friends.

    . Slightly drunk.. feeling horny...
    Spanishgirlinuk Spanishgirlinuk 31-35, F May 1

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    For the first time in almost 10 years.

    I feel like I am going to explode from the stress that is starting to be released from being built up all that time. I had to walk on egg shells before my separation, and now I am free to be the person I want to be. I am relishing cleaning my new small apartment, being quiet...
    ChasingTheDreams ChasingTheDreams 26-30, M Apr 18

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    Charging toward a lurid oblivion,

    Riding the untamed steed of providence, A weary warrior soul stands vigilant, A final valiant joust with the inevitable. Forgetful of ancient wisdom, forgetful of the odds, He shall awaken anew to face the dreaded archfiend, Even as the end only a fiery hell of rubble and...
    urbannomad6699 urbannomad6699 36-40, M 3 days ago

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    I am Alone. Because I walk,

    and talk in a sea of people. But never am I there. Sadness has built it's home within me. And lives indwelt in there. Pain, my companion, reminds me the price I have yet to pay. The price for the past, the future, the yesterday. My songs they wreath the wall in tears. My...
    ecofox ecofox 22-25, M 2 Responses Mar 18

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    and inexplicably terrified of people in every

    conceivable way. I've had unhindered practice at burying it beneath a paper thin facade but very occasionally it dissolves and I drown in it. I ruin every opportunity I ever have at happiness and cannot seem to keep the people I want close to me around. I alienate both myself...
    chorltonite chorltonite 26-30, M 2 Responses Jan 6, 2014

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    When you're alone and life is making you lonely.

    You can always go.....to bed. Have Carl Hiaasen's "Sick Puppy" to read anyway.
    tastyfrzz tastyfrzz 46-50 Apr 25

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    Shadows of rage follow the path I tread,

    Comfort nor shade I seek in this odyssey of pain, Welcome is the anguish simmering roads inflict weary feet, Decorum of civilization appearing insincere to the mind, Heeding not the words of wisdom or lingering whispers of love, Alone I walk the soul blazing into embers of...
    urbannomad6699 urbannomad6699 36-40, M 3 Responses Apr 16

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    I used to be surrounded by friends,

    literally every day someone new wanted to hangout with me, I had a million chats open at once... somewhere it all went wrong and now I'm all alone. I have good friends but they all live so far away. Anyone else feel like this?
    downer12 downer12 16-17, M 1 Response Sep 15, 2014

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    Everyone I thought was my friend,

    left me. They betrayed me, stabbed me in the back. The people I told my life story, forgot about me, or thought of me as a disgrace. My parents hate me, they think I'm worthless and will never be good enough. My other family members think I'm a mistake. Society looks down at me...
    LurkingShadow LurkingShadow 13-15, F 4 Responses Apr 18

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    saraandherfoxes saraandherfoxes 22-25, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    Missing ma family,,,,

    ,specially Mamas food.......there is no taste in food unless mama makes it .....which induce me to eat mamas food when foddy smell comes from the kitchen,,,,,,,,love u mama
    104nairrahul 104nairrahul 22-25, M 2 Responses Apr 20

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    Laying beside someone,

    they're sleeping though...so I'm alone Talking to friends, but they all left me...so I'm alone Wishing I had a real family, but I don't...so I'm alone Wishing I had someone who never left me, but I don't...so I'm alone Wishing I wasn't alone, but that's just a stupid wish...
    Kaylee444CanBurnInHell Kaylee444CanBurnInHell 18-21, F May 3

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    No matter what they say,

    I can do nothing but whether the storm in my head by myself. I can't afford to let people closer then I already have. I can't make my problems someone else's. What kind of friend would I be. Everyone has to deal with something, I'm no special case. I just pout and cry the...
    bunnyXbunny bunnyXbunny 26-30, M 1 Response Apr 25

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    Even at school today,

    I was standing all by myself. I had absolutely no one else to stand with or talk to. It was just me and my phone. No one actually cares. They care about other people. Not me, never me. Guess I gotta live with it.
    BloodEpiphone BloodEpiphone 13-15, F 4 Responses Feb 10

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    Why?

    i am with people. i talk to them. i care for them. i do a lot with them but still my heart feels so lonely. why do i feel it. why am i so lonely. i still don't know the answer.
    me2you2me me2you2me 22-25, M 5 Responses Jan 9, 2013

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    I Can Survive

    I have no one to talk to ,No contacts on my phone ,Nobody to hang out with,and yet....I'm happy. I might not have anyone but just knowing that I don't have to deal copious amounts of BS or drama makes me happy. I don't have to go anywhere i don't desire or listen to crappy radio...
    RocketBastard RocketBastard 18-21, M 5 Responses Oct 21, 2012

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    I have always felt alone in my life.

    I am in my mid forties now and I still feel alone. I have been married three times and divorced three times and with each time it has always felt like it has been my fault. My mother abused me when I was young, and my older brother terrorized me like you would never believe. He...
    CDAdmirer313 CDAdmirer313 41-45, M 2 Responses Jan 20, 2014

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    I want to connect with people,

    I sense that it can bring immeasurable joy - but somehow, I just can't.
    ConLightNess ConLightNess 36-40, F Apr 29

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    Love is such a big experience

    that I have never had. I had my fair time looking for it in all the wrong places.
    00Broken00 00Broken00 18-21, F 6 hrs ago

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    I feel alone in this world.

    I pretty much am alone. I am 18 and more mature and independent than most 18 year olds I know. I grew up knowing I was a mistake, one my mother didn't want to live with, and one my father always was trying to fix. They were never married, barely even together until I came into...
    edlineuser edlineuser 18-21, F 4 Responses Feb 13, 2014

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    I'm married with 3 Kids.

    I have a lengthy list of Facebook contacts, and a generally a popular guy at work. I am completely alone. My wife doesn't love me. I love her, but have fallen out of love with her. She's awesome, but I'm beat down regularly with blatant inequalities that make her life...
    TimLoser TimLoser 36-40, M 2 Responses Apr 16

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    Does anyone else just feel

    so alone in this world right now? If so, please tell me.
    deleted deleted 26-30 3 Responses Aug 1, 2014

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    Got not really many friends

    that want to talk. Anyone there?