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I Am Alone

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    I don't have anyone to talk to.

    I feel empty and sad. I don't know what to do.
    MysteriousRose MysteriousRose 18-21, F 5 Responses Mar 18

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    I am Alone. Because I walk,

    and talk in a sea of people. But never am I there. Sadness has built it's home within me. And lives indwelt in there. Pain, my companion, reminds me the price I have yet to pay. The price for the past, the future, the yesterday. My songs they wreath the wall in tears. My...
    ecofox ecofox 22-25, M 2 Responses Mar 18

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    Although I have no true friends,

    I wonder when I'll stop being alone. I've been alone for years. There's an empty void that has yet to be filled. I've realized that I'm not a people person and some people are destined to be alone. People are very sketchy.
    IllusionaryGentleman39 IllusionaryGentleman39 18-21, M 1 Response Jun 16

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    I watched a video of a girl singing a love song

    to a boy and I unexpectedly broke down in tears. I am so alone and I feel like I will always be alone.
    bloop7712 bloop7712 18-21, M 1 Response Jul 23

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    People don't enjoy my company,

    I've often been told point blank. "People don't like you." "Nobody really likes you." I used to be able to just brush it off but lately I just can't handle hearing theses things. It's probably because I'm still processing a big break up and my emotions are raw. Regardless...
    Swarmxx Swarmxx 22-25, F 5 Responses Jul 20

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    Even at school today,

    I was standing all by myself. I had absolutely no one else to stand with or talk to. It was just me and my phone. No one actually cares. They care about other people. Not me, never me. Guess I gotta live with it.
    BloodEpiphone BloodEpiphone 13-15, F 3 Responses Feb 10

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    I am alone... I don't have friends.

    I've lost my only friend. Now I am alone, nobody understands me, nobody cares about me, nobody gives a damn! I just want a true friend, nothing more. I want someone to care about me,to be with me when I am in trouble,someone who can I see that I exist, someone to talk... I JUST...
    xCristiana xCristiana 13-15, F 1 Response Aug 16

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    All I just need is friends to be with me,

    so I will never feel lonely. But I am alone all the time. My so called friends don't wanna hang out with me. I spend most of my time bored, sleeping, watching TV `alone`. And it really sucks.
    capti300 capti300 18-21, M Jul 24

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    I used to believe in miracles.

    He was my miracle. We shared every moment together as one. But today, today was different. Today he said he didn't want me anymore. He said were over. And that moment he said that, all the butterflies he gave from his smile, his laugh, his love.... they all just laid down inside...
    NoOrdinaryDork NoOrdinaryDork 13-15, F 3 Responses Aug 10

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    wait for me,...please'Last night i dreamt

    thatToday Rumi was a butterflyAnd he flew into my mouthAnd he would not come out,But it was only a silly dreamNow that I'm awake fullyit's too dark in here aloneand I can't seeTurn on a light! or open your eyes!i cannot see you so wellAre you even in here anymore?now where have...
    LadyGallivanter LadyGallivanter 41-45, F 1 Response Jun 26

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    I think the hardest part is realizing how

    utterly alone I am in my own head.
    gentlepanic gentlepanic 22-25, F 4 Responses Jan 19, 2014

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    I am 35 and I have been alone

    for my entire life. I have a brother and still have both parents, but I am still alone. I have never had a relationship, at least one that lasted more than two weeks or based on sex. I am approaching 36 and I am looking to still be alone, I don't know where to go from here...
    Shattered80 Shattered80 31-35, M Aug 2

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    I lay here, staring at the ceiling.

    I stop answering what little messages I receive. What has happened to me. Who am I. Why do I feel like this. Question racing through my mind, in and out, one after the other. Music doesnt seem to help anymore. I feel hopeless, and I go day by day attempting to restore in people...
    ksnowman ksnowman 18-21, M 1 Response Jun 15

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    All my life I have been

    so alone. I have family but I don't tell them about my depressive thoughts and emotions because it will upset and hurt them. But I am alone, with only my thoughts keeping me company. Everyday I fight the urge not to kill myself, I can't be the only one who feels this? It's...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses May 12

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    The Window The light falls dim upon my pane,

    This lonely night indeed, Dreaded waves of emptiness, Will swallow up my need. The same moon shines in your sky, So close, yet far away. The ache of new, yet still unknown, frames this vacant day. I crawl upon my bed to rest, My mind and weary soul. Maybe sleep will visit soon...
    texaspilot texaspilot 46-50, M 2 Responses Jun 4

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    But its not a bad thing,

    its easier to be away from people. People are petty,sensitive complicated. Maybe someday i'll meet someone whom I can be myself with. But until then am going to try an enjoy some quality alone time with myself.
    huttuh huttuh 18-21, M 5 Responses Jun 3

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    A drifter. A nomad on a quest

    for the antithesis of home and the constant. I do not seek enlightenment for that void has been filled with a darkness. The mind's bedlam refuses to allow an anchor, demanding upheaval for my every breath. I have known hunger that dug it's claws into my soul. I have cradled...
    Frankenstein99 Frankenstein99 36-40, M 1 Response Jul 28

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    I Am Alone

    I keep running away from people afraid of getting hurt. It could be depression, maybe it is PTST. I don't know... I know that I'm scared.  Addition:Everything we do is about balance between the effort we put in and what we get out as a reward or pleaser. For an Extrovert person...
    WisePearls WisePearls 36-40, F 2 Responses Oct 10, 2013

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    My name is Dave, I'm new to the EP community,

    and thought this would be as good a place as any to start sharing, since "I am alone" sums up my life so succinctly! I've lived by myself, in a modest apartment, for about fourteen years now; before that I lived with girlfriends who had their own places, or had roommates, but I...
    LiquidThinking LiquidThinking 41-45, M 1 Response Mar 11, 2014

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    Alone.......life

    sometimes i enjoy my loneliness ....sometimes i feel sad why i am always feeling such type of feeling.wen i go to park or beach i used to sit& watch how others are enjoying their life .i always used to think kids life is the most beautiful life.they dont have anything to think...
    sheth2222222222 sheth2222222222 22-25, F 3 Responses Aug 11, 2012

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    Why?

    i am with people. i talk to them. i care for them. i do a lot with them but still my heart feels so lonely. why do i feel it. why am i so lonely. i still don't know the answer.
    me2you2me me2you2me 22-25, M 5 Responses Jan 9, 2013

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    I'm All Alone Now

    About 3 months ago I was in an auto accident. My husband was driving and a drunk ran a red light and hit our car on the drivers side. My husband and 6 month old daughter were killed and I was severely injured. I spent a month in the hospital recovering. I couldn't stand to live...
    MadisonS MadisonS 26-30, F 28 Responses Nov 25, 2011

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    Beautiful Melancholy

    I am alone but I don't feel very much lonely at the moment. Matter of fact, I would rather be alone than be caught in mind-numbing social situation. I have lots of unpleasant pasts which I don't wanna unearth as much as possible because sometimes it hurts. Like in the movie said...
    deleted deleted 26-30 13 Responses Nov 25, 2011

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    I hate people who forget their friends

    when they have new ones ):
    gonalex gonalex 18-21, M Jul 16

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    I'm a better person by myself,

    no judgement and freedom to do what I want not having to consider someone else.
    GentlyWeepingGuitar GentlyWeepingGuitar 16-17, M Jul 23

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    As a child I had plenty of friends,

    but slowly everyone started leaving. This used to bother me throughout my life until recently that I've stopped caring. My world seems to have dimmed to a solemn grey, and I'm perfectly okay with that. Well I feel good about myself, so yea, I find it amusing when some stranger...
    Ryu15987 Ryu15987 18-21, M 3 Responses Jul 5, 2014

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    gonalex gonalex 18-21, M Jul 27

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    When you realize you've burned every last

    bridge, and there's no one to talk to, because you'll burn the only one you have left. When your own family won't speak to you- except, of course, for the ones that feel sorry for you. When you realize you're starting over, again. And you don't know how because you never knew...
    clearandbrightandclean clearandbrightandclean 22-25 1 Response Aug 20

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    On days like this i realize i still have no

    friends. Someone to forget life's. Troubles With.
    HigherCalling HigherCalling 26-30, F 1 Response Jun 13

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    It's hard being alone I suffer loneliness

    because I'm a carer and have been since a child, it's hard to not long for a soulmate. The one I want is difficult and reckless with my feelings and the ones I don't want can't wait to hear from but I stay away.. My problem is I only want that One or is rather just be on my own...
    TheSuperheroLife TheSuperheroLife 31-35, F 6 Responses Jul 5

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    i guess i could say that im happy .

    . . noone understands wat happened though
    amari101 amari101 16-17, F Aug 4

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    no matter what its moments like this

    that remind me how alone i really am.....
    deleted deleted 26-30 Jul 22

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    I feel very alone because i have no friends

    and friends are very important in life .I want a friends who understand me and understand my feelings but unfortunately i not found anyone .But maybe one day i have a nice friend:)Hope is the key of success
    Lightofislam Lightofislam 22-25, M Jun 6

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    NewEra0916 NewEra0916 26-30, M 2 Responses Jul 28

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    Shadows of rage follow the path I tread,

    Comfort nor shade I seek in this odyssey of pain, Welcome is the anguish simmering roads inflict weary feet, Decorum of civilization appearing insincere to the mind, Heeding not the words of wisdom or lingering whispers of love, Alone I walk the soul blazing into embers of...
    deleted deleted 26-30 3 Responses Apr 16

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    I'm Tired Of People

    My best friend just called me a liar. How could we ever be friends after that? What could I possible share with her without wondering if she thinks I am lying to her? How can you know you have a true friendship if one of the people thinks the other is a liar? I gave everything I...
    northguy northguy 46-50, M 7 Responses Jul 9, 2010

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    Valentine19 Valentine19 18-21, F 8 Responses Apr 12

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    I don't understand love.

    I really don't. One of my good friends was talking to me last night, sharing the fact that she and her boyfriend are quite close, and we talked about how she ended up giving her virginity to him after some months of them dating and once she claimed to realize that she was in...
    Skollon Skollon 22-25, F 1 Response Jul 12

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    I Can Survive

    I have no one to talk to ,No contacts on my phone ,Nobody to hang out with,and yet....I'm happy. I might not have anyone but just knowing that I don't have to deal copious amounts of BS or drama makes me happy. I don't have to go anywhere i don't desire or listen to crappy radio...
    RocketBastard RocketBastard 18-21, M 5 Responses Oct 21, 2012

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    I spend 99.85% of my time alone.

    One day a week, I am among people.........namely, my grandson. Other than that, my life is lived in solitude...........but not the good kind.
    Mencrytoo Mencrytoo 46-50, M 5 Responses Nov 28, 2014

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    For a moment the feeling of being special

    overruled the sensible part of self. So starved for an intimate connection you grab at the chance to be adored and cherished. Tue world and it's problems fall away for a time and you are wrapped in the warm embrace of a chance encounter and new possibilities. But like most...
    jrf9782 jrf9782 31-35, F 4 Responses Jun 7

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    I Hate Being Alone

    I hate being alone, because I get more depressed, and lonely. I do have a cat but I still feel alone, with no one to share a hug, or go for walks with, or just talk/ I don't know how to communicate with some people, maybe it is because after my fiance' died, I lost touch on...
    swatches swatches 41-45, F 11 Responses May 25, 2007

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    My best friend is moving out of state next .

    month and i know what's going to happen she is going to forget all about me. She is the only friend i have. i used to have the two best friends anyone could have asked for but one moved out of state five years ago and i haven't seen her sense. i don't want to lose my best friend...
    bw32 bw32 31-35, M 1 Response Aug 18

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    I hate people who forget their friends

    when they have new ones ):
    gonalex gonalex 18-21, M 4 Responses Jul 16

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    I'm all alone on new years eve noone wants to

    talk to me even family don't wanna be with me :'(
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Dec 31, 2014

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    Most people that say they are lonely they start

    laughing and hanging out with friends the next day. Most people don't know what it feels like to be truly alone for many hours on end
    Ugnius2121 Ugnius2121 16-17, M 1 Response Jul 4

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