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I Am Always a Little Depressed

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    Is Anybody Really Happy When Caught Up In Economic Slavery!

     I am 47 married and have two teenage sons should i really be talking like this, but yes i am always a little depressed but you know thats me. i have learnt/learning to accept myself as i am wow even as i write this. However surely some people would agree that everyday life...
    cuckokan cuckokan 46-50, M 1 Response Aug 30, 2009

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    I've had things happened to me

    that were for the worst. They messed me up and broke me down, and while I may seem okay, I never really am.
    wedgieshurtalot wedgieshurtalot 16-17, F 2 Responses Nov 2

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    Always.

    I always feel constantly sad.. even when I am happy.. there's this sad feeling deep inside me. I can't get rid of it. I just.. feel depressed all the time. Sometimes I can forget the sadness for a while but it always comes back. It's always waiting to come back.. I just want to...
    BrokenAngelWishes BrokenAngelWishes 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 6, 2010

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    I feel like everyone is a bit depressed.

    You can't really go through life without a disappointment. Unless you were literally handed everything you ever wanted in your life on a silver platter. Everyone has a bit of a sadness in them. It just depends on whether they want to dwell in the sadness or make themselves happy...
    Raptax231 Raptax231 18-21, M Sep 15

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    I Am Attracted To Dark/Immoral Things

    I smoke, I drink, I do drugs, I **** hookers, I cheated, I stole, I got into multiple fights I love darkness, I love rainy/depressing days, I love dark twisted music, black is my favorite color, I embrace sadness I hate the light, sunshine, happy endings, fairytales...
    Accountant1992 Accountant1992 22-25, M Oct 29, 2013

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    More like a lot......

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    shadowofbrokendreams shadowofbrokendreams 13-15, M Sep 16

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