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I Am Always a Little Depressed

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    Is Anybody Really Happy When Caught Up In Economic Slavery!

     I am 47 married and have two teenage sons should i really be talking like this, but yes i am always a little depressed but you know thats me. i have learnt/learning to accept myself as i am wow even as i write this. However surely some people would agree that everyday life...
    cuckokan cuckokan 46-50, M 1 Response Aug 30, 2009

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    I Am Attracted To Dark/Immoral Things

    I smoke, I drink, I do drugs, I **** hookers, I cheated, I stole, I got into multiple fights I love darkness, I love rainy/depressing days, I love dark twisted music, black is my favorite color, I embrace sadness I hate the light, sunshine, happy endings, fairytales...
    Accountant1992 Accountant1992 18-21, M Oct 29, 2013

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    Always.

    I always feel constantly sad.. even when I am happy.. there's this sad feeling deep inside me. I can't get rid of it. I just.. feel depressed all the time. Sometimes I can forget the sadness for a while but it always comes back. It's always waiting to come back.. I just want to...
    BrokenAngelWishes BrokenAngelWishes 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 6, 2010

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    Deidrah Deidrah 18-21, F Jul 3

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    Think it's about time I post this :S. Please do not judge me this is veryyyyyyyyy hard for me. I know it's long sorry ha. About 2 years ago when I was 13/14 (underage and a minor...
    lela201465 lela201465 16-17, F 3 Responses Jul 7

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