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I Am Always a Little Depressed

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    I Am Attracted To Dark/Immoral Things

    I smoke, I drink, I do drugs, I **** hookers, I cheated, I stole, I got into multiple fights I love darkness, I love rainy/depressing days, I love dark twisted music, black is my favorite color, I embrace sadness I hate the light, sunshine, happy endings, fairytales...
    Accountant1992 Accountant1992 22-25, M Oct 29, 2013

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    I feel like everyone is a bit depressed.

    You can't really go through life without a disappointment. Unless you were literally handed everything you ever wanted in your life on a silver platter. Everyone has a bit of a sadness in them. It just depends on whether they want to dwell in the sadness or make themselves happy...
    Raptax231 Raptax231 18-21, M Sep 15, 2014

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    Always.

    I always feel constantly sad.. even when I am happy.. there's this sad feeling deep inside me. I can't get rid of it. I just.. feel depressed all the time. Sometimes I can forget the sadness for a while but it always comes back. It's always waiting to come back.. I just want to...
    BrokenAngelWishes BrokenAngelWishes 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 6, 2010

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    Is Anybody Really Happy When Caught Up In Economic Slavery!

     I am 47 married and have two teenage sons should i really be talking like this, but yes i am always a little depressed but you know thats me. i have learnt/learning to accept myself as i am wow even as i write this. However surely some people would agree that everyday life...
    cuckokan cuckokan 46-50, M 1 Response Aug 30, 2009

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    More like a lot......

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    Paranoidbeyondbelief Paranoidbeyondbelief 16-17, M Sep 16, 2014

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    I've had things happened to me

    that were for the worst. They messed me up and broke me down, and while I may seem okay, I never really am.
    wedgieshurtalot wedgieshurtalot 16-17, F 2 Responses Nov 2, 2014

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    I'm not quite sure how it happened, how I became a loner. During my younger years I was always an extroverted person. You know, the bubbly, random type that didn't care about what...
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    I've relapsed once again /: I don't know exactly what it was that pushed me over the edge but I guess I just don't care anymore. I've got nothing left to lose. This probably isn't...
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    I'm living in an abusive household, and it's made me depressed. When I wasn't living here, I wasn't suicidal like I am now, and I wasn't depressed. Tim (my father), yells at me...
    Maelui Maelui 26-30, F Apr 7

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    For months I have been getting more and more anxious and depressed. I mostly feel fine through out the day...but when night hits, I always have so many negative thoughts about...
    CoreyG97 CoreyG97 18-21, M 5 days ago

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    Hi Yesterday I went clubbing with friends for a birthday and had a goodnight. I was dancing all the time cause I love to dance and I can dance very good Shaking, twerking and...
    Bluerosered Bluerosered 26-30, F Apr 6

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    I mentioned "when I was depressed" to my sister while telling a story and she said "you werent depressed at that time" ... little does she know I was and was about to kill myself...
    Bigcat1697 Bigcat1697 16-17, F Mar 27

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    I find myself lost scared and hurt just like before but worse my uncle that I am very very close to has cancer it's really hard to see him like this we have always been a strong...
    Hollybird17 Hollybird17 16-17, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    Whenever I think deeply of this life , how it works and think of people , I always get back to rule #1:- Reality is depressing . and what makes us happy is our imagination or...
    Bash94 Bash94 18-21, M 2 Responses Mar 23

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    My dad and stepmom have been fighting with me daily! They tell me how arrogant, selfish, immature and my dad even said if f**ked up! They don't understand it's their fault! My dads...
    sm1ttay sm1ttay 16-17, M 1 Response Mar 19

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    Perhaps I should explain my depression in finer detail. Aside from all 4 of my girlfriends screwing me over for some other guy for no valid reason, I have no one to talk to or...
    MegaManZero97 MegaManZero97 16-17, M 4 Responses Apr 1

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    no one can relate to me . I am always depressed
    Thedepressedgirlatthewindow Thedepressedgirlatthewindow 16-17, F 4 days ago

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    I grow up in a family that was quite different than an ordinary one they werent perfect they made mistakes, but the perks was how they raised differently. They are highly...
    HopefulRose HopefulRose 18-21, F 2 Responses 4 days ago

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    I've been depressed for most of my life and I hate it,sometimes I can't even remember the last time I was truly happy,it ****** me off when people think depression isn't a big...
    DepressedAngell DepressedAngell 18-21, F 3 days ago

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    Why am I always depressed as soon as I get to school? At home I am the happiest girl ever. But I get to school and my mood drops drastically. Why does this happen? I hate it so...
    alleycat888 alleycat888 13-15, F 6 Responses Mar 25

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    I fell in love with a guy who has a two year old. At first I truly believed I could handle everything that came with him and his child. The baby mama was civil and I actually would...
    howfarisheaven howfarisheaven 22-25, F Mar 30

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    right now it feels like ill never come out of this. i dread talking to myself n living a life being me. i hate me, n dat depresses me, n i get depressed which makes me scared of me...
    pukaki pukaki 22-25, F 4 Responses Apr 3

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    I'm depressed and can't sleep I'm depressed because everyone hates me and I have no friends my life sucks :(
    jamesb22 jamesb22 22-25, M 3 Responses Apr 5

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    It sucks to admit that i am secretly depressed. No one has no clue. I come from a good family and i have friends that care for me. I have problems mainly with letting people in...
    noone852 noone852 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 7

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    I really do. That's why I sometimes don't leave my room or I go out on runs, it's because I keep thinking of things I hate and don't want to think about, then I feel depressed and...
    ThisIsLife13 ThisIsLife13 13-15, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    I've been feeling down lately. Recently my brother got throw in jail for violating his probation and then my dad wanted me to pick up the pieces...his little sister watching after...
    amee100 amee100 26-30, F Mar 28

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    I was never cheated on and I am not the jealous type. Well, I only had one relationship and that's by choice. My ex is a well known guy and everyone likes him, he's a sweet and...
    anonamanda001 anonamanda001 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 29

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    At the end of the day there isn't a single person in the world who will listen to my troubles. My parents expect nothing from me. I get so disappointed in myself when I try to...
    nekafo nekafo 22-25, F Apr 9

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    The worst part of it is that it can get worse. I'm at the edge of the cliff between being okay and slipping back down. I've come so far but I've recently realized it might have...
    Samchezz Samchezz 13-15, F 1 Response Apr 9

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    I am 15 years old and I would say I have been depressed for a about four years or at least about the time I began secondary school. Some days I just get to a point where I can't...
    safiya999 safiya999 13-15, F 4 Responses Apr 10

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    i always wanted a big brother in my life to protect me from the crap that has always happened to me
    iwannafityourmold iwannafityourmold 13-15, F 1 Response 1 hr ago

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    I don't FEEL depressed necessarily....but I've haven't been going to class. Sometimes I don't do any of my homework and never leave my dorm. Sometimes I can't get out of bed...
    inspirefyre inspirefyre 18-21, F Mar 18

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    Ever since it happened it became a weird habit . I've been depressed before when I'm out my buddies I show sign of happiness but deep inside I'm so depressed I don't know what...
    billyaldo billyaldo 22-25, M Mar 27

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    I am sad a lot. But I am not depressed. I can be sad but I don't want to kill my self! I love life I don't want to leave so soon I just have a lot of sad days!! So whatever I say...
    Singingbutterfly Singingbutterfly 13-15, F Mar 31

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    I've always wanted a twin sister and its not a feeling that has ever gone away and will typically make me depressed whenever i think about it which is quite a common occurrence...
    reiter99 reiter99 22-25, M Apr 1

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    and i always will be . Forever and ever. please give me a heart shape palm sized milk chocolate or dark chocolate in bright red wrapper
    Thedepressedgirlatthewindow Thedepressedgirlatthewindow 16-17, F 4 Responses Apr 6

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    I have had a really tough year. I guess I have reason to feel the way I do. I don't know how anyone wouldn't. why do I feel so ashamed at being depressed. I know I don't really...
    wthdoido wthdoido 22-25, F 2 Responses Apr 10

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    I have a guy best friend, and he's married, (bad marriage) but he sometimes asks to see my eyes, asks how old I am (only since I turned 18) and occasionally gives me pats on the...
    kingbrizo kingbrizo 18-21 6 days ago

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    Someone was being mean to be at school and I was already in my depressed mood so I said yes I know I'm emo! So could u please leave this depressed emo b**** alone!
    butterflybaby123 butterflybaby123 13-15 1 Response 4 days ago

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    No one ever wants talk to me and no one ever cares about me or how I'm feeling. I'm always pre-judged by people I don't know, or judged by people I DO know, and it's always some...
    MegaManZero97 MegaManZero97 16-17, M 1 Response 1 day ago

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    really really upset right now. my day sucked today for several reasons, and now it sucks even more. i want to talk to someone... someone who can understand and just listen. im...
    lizygurl lizygurl 18-21, F 1 day ago