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I Am Always a Little Depressed

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 109 People

    I Am Attracted To Dark/Immoral Things

    I smoke, I drink, I do drugs, I **** hookers, I cheated, I stole, I got into multiple fights I love darkness, I love rainy/depressing days, I love dark twisted music, black is my favorite color, I embrace sadness I hate the light, sunshine, happy endings, fairytales...
    Accountant1992 Accountant1992 22-25, M Oct 29, 2013

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    More like a lot......

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    paranoidbeyondbelief paranoidbeyondbelief 16-17, M Sep 16, 2014

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    I feel like everyone is a bit depressed.

    You can't really go through life without a disappointment. Unless you were literally handed everything you ever wanted in your life on a silver platter. Everyone has a bit of a sadness in them. It just depends on whether they want to dwell in the sadness or make themselves happy...
    Raptax231 Raptax231 18-21, M Sep 15, 2014

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    I've had things happened to me

    that were for the worst. They messed me up and broke me down, and while I may seem okay, I never really am.
    wedgieshurtalot wedgieshurtalot 16-17, F 1 Response Nov 2, 2014

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    Is Anybody Really Happy When Caught Up In Economic Slavery!

     I am 47 married and have two teenage sons should i really be talking like this, but yes i am always a little depressed but you know thats me. i have learnt/learning to accept myself as i am wow even as i write this. However surely some people would agree that everyday life...
    cuckokan cuckokan 46-50, M 1 Response Aug 30, 2009

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    Always.

    I always feel constantly sad.. even when I am happy.. there's this sad feeling deep inside me. I can't get rid of it. I just.. feel depressed all the time. Sometimes I can forget the sadness for a while but it always comes back. It's always waiting to come back.. I just want to...
    BrokenAngelWishes BrokenAngelWishes 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 6, 2010

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    I never really get down or depressed, I always spring back from my problems no matter what. Because of this I like to help people who suffer from depression.
    Blackalon Blackalon 13-15, M 9 hrs ago

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    I always try to act happy, even when I'm not. I always tell my friends if they need help they can come to me. if they need a shoulder to cry on, I'll be there. if they need someone...
    uniquelypositioned uniquelypositioned 16-17, F 2 Responses 9 hrs ago

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    I feel myself falling once again....I try and fight it as much as possible but its just hard to come out from this hole..... even with what little good I have in my life..its just...
    scarsofrelief scarsofrelief 26-30, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    I am usually a person who always wants to understand why things happen and until I understand I feel bad. And even sometimes after. I keep feeling like I can't handle when I make...
    Blueberrybliss Blueberrybliss 18-21, F 1 day ago

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    My brain is swirling and boiling in a pot of emotions — anxiety, fear, loneliness, embarrassment, sadness, guilt, regret, shame — I think it's depression. My depression is...
    remembertolove remembertolove 16-17, F 3 Responses 2 days ago

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    I HATE My Dad So earlier today, my dad, not after ten minutes when he got home, came up to me and said “What did you do today?” Now we’ve had this exchange before; him...
    FluttershyLabeouf FluttershyLabeouf 18-21, M 2 days ago

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    I recently applied for a Team leader position however was rejected after my interview. I had a feedback session today where they told me I didn't have enough team leading...
    Accg23 Accg23 26-30, M 5 Responses 2 days ago

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    people don't always ask me, but I can tell they wonder it. what most people don't understand is how I always feel. I am depressed, I don't like talking to many people. even talking...
    Andyg99 Andyg99 22-25, M 3 Responses 3 days ago

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    Hi i am 19 year old male. I always wanted a little sister, I have a little brother but I am always closer with girls and if I had a little sister I feel like I can make a deep...
    SmokyChip SmokyChip 18-21, M 1 Response 4 days ago

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    my friends dad died from brain cancer and i just came from his wake and i was fine until we got into the room where the body was. i kept telling myself not to cry and be strong...
    LoveEverMore LoveEverMore 13-15, F 4 days ago

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    Hmm...today I felt anxious *i have anxiety* and like fainting and hard to breath because of oh many brutos where there looking like thots and gangsters and **** like tf so since my...
    7J99 7J99 16-17, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    It's like being on a long plane ride and I panic. I need someone to distract me. Not have an in depth conversation or someone to tell me things I already know and will never feel...
    rick4545 rick4545 36-40, M a week ago

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    Friend comes up to you saying 'are you okay?'thinking (I'M NOT THE ONLY ONE WITH PROBLEMS :D) you reply 'I'm fine, OK!'(NO, I'M CLEARY DEPRESSED, LET ME VENT!)
    Eninferno Eninferno 13-15, F a week ago

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    I am a perfectionist i always got anything if i want. I didn't care how hard it is or how long it will take. I always reach out what i want. But three months ago i lost my...
    Gloriaboszaman Gloriaboszaman 26-30, F 4 Responses Aug 22

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    How To Turn Six Dollars Into Six Thousand Dollars: I found this on a bulletin board and decided to try it. A little while back I was browsing through newsgroups just like you are...
    manusundr manusundr 46-50, M 1 Response Aug 22

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    How To Turn Six Dollars Into Six Thousand Dollars: I found this on a bulletin board and decided to try it. A little while back I was browsing through newsgroups just like you are...
    manusundr manusundr 46-50, M Aug 22

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    I really want to kill myself. My life is going on horribly. My mother has psychotic depression, she has been on an affair for 9 years & has just recently stopped after being...
    mangoseed mangoseed 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 22

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    I really want to kill myself. My life is going on horribly. My mother has psychotic depression, she has been on an affair for 9 years & has just recently stopped after being...
    mangoseed mangoseed 18-21, F 2 Responses Aug 22

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    i am sad and broke.......... there was this guy i never liked and imma now in 10th grade..... in our syllabus last year that is in my 9th Grade there was a Poem Called "The Seven...
    preethi03 preethi03 13-15, F 1 Response Aug 22

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    My mother died on November 11, 2011. My dad died on June 10 this year. My older brother ran away with all the inheritance money that was supposed to be for both of us because he...
    xingru xingru 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 21

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    So recently I've been dating this guy. I am going to be a senior in high school and he is on his way to college. My parents have been asking me when is he starting , I told them in...
    maryblake maryblake 18-21, F 2 Responses Aug 20

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    It's been 2 years since my husband and I started having issues. He had told all of our friends he was cheating on me. Then he said it was a lie he made up. The friend that told...
    Littledreamer83 Littledreamer83 26-30, F 2 Responses Aug 20

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    I don't know what to do anymore, my wife is a real life Katy Perry song, she is always hot and cold then yes and no. A little bit about us, we have been married for 3 years now...
    NvPantieLVR NvPantieLVR 26-30, M Aug 19

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    Confessions of a Habitual Apologizer: I’m sorry. I say it when I bump into someone at the store, when my card doesn’t swipe the first time, and when my phone cuts out. In...
    MissMimiMusic MissMimiMusic 22-25, F 4 Responses Aug 19

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    So my friend came over and she had a headache, which I don't blame her because her family is a hot mess. She didn't know I'm depressed or that I take meds or that I see a therapist...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Aug 19

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    bad things keep happening to me and I don't know why. As hard as I work and as nice as I am to people, nothing is ever good enough. No one ever talks to me and I am bad at making...
    tm193 tm193 18-21, F Aug 18

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    People think that I am lazy. But I'm just depressed.. Er, maybe I'm actually lazy. But I'm depressed.
    halohai halohai 18-21, F 5 Responses Aug 18

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    I cry every day. I can't tell anyone that I do because I can't trust anyone. People will always want to see you fail even through they congratulate you when you succeed. I will not...
    Kiva10 Kiva10 22-25, F 2 Responses Aug 17

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    my 'friends' failed and left me when I need them my family only tell me bad things about myself my parents ignore me always that I need to talk with them I feel so lonely and...
    faithtobehappy faithtobehappy 13-15, F 2 Responses Aug 17

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    Well lately I been down about life even though I have a lot going for me. I find myself truly not happy and depressed. Something dawned on me which gave me hope and thru my...
    jpm5635 jpm5635 36-40, M 8 Responses Aug 16

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    I've been like this for quite a week now ! Im like feeeling sooo down nd having zero will to live nd enjoy life. I havent had a good laugh n quitee a while , nd its been so hard...
    ROB44OTTO ROB44OTTO 16-17, M Aug 16

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    I wish I was normal like everybody else. I hate my social anxiety! It has destroyed my life. I had to give up on my dream to be an actor. I loved to be on stage and front of the...
    Erivalentino Erivalentino 22-25, M Aug 16

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    I don't know what to do anymore, everything is so overwhelming, my family stresses me out, people stress me out, my social anxiety is so bad it feels like someone is holding a gun...
    HiiroTenshi HiiroTenshi 18-21, M Aug 15

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    Just waiting for that time at night when everyone is asleep, so they can't hear me fall apart. Waiting till I can't take it anymore, i lay on my bed and think of every, possible...
    kaylynx kaylynx 16-17, F 3 Responses Aug 15

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    I always feel my partner doesn't love me the way I do her. Then I get totally depressed,I start feeling there must be something Terribly wrong with me. I cry then I get mad at...
    Depdude Depdude 18-21, M 2 Responses Aug 15

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