I Am Always a Little Depressed

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    Always.

    I always feel constantly sad.. even when I am happy.. there's this sad feeling deep inside me. I can't get rid of it. I just.. feel depressed all the time. Sometimes I can forget the sadness for a while but it always comes back. It's always waiting to come back.. I just want to...
    BrokenAngelWishes BrokenAngelWishes
    18-21, F
    1 Response Apr 6, 2010

    Is Anybody Really Happy When Caught Up In Economic Slavery!

     I am 47 married and have two teenage sons should i really be talking like this, but yes i am always a little depressed but you know thats me. i have learnt/learning to accept myself as i am wow even as i write this. However surely some people would agree that everyday life...
    cuckokan cuckokan
    46-50, M
    1 Response Aug 30, 2009

    I've had things happened to me

    that were for the worst. They messed me up and broke me down, and while I may seem okay, I never really am.
    wedgieshurtalot wedgieshurtalot
    18-21, F
    1 Response Nov 2, 2014

    More like a lot......

    .............................
    Totalwar1214 Totalwar1214
    18-21, M
    Sep 16, 2014

    I Am Attracted To Dark/Immoral Things

    I smoke, I drink, I do drugs, I **** hookers, I cheated, I stole, I got into multiple fights I love darkness, I love rainy/depressing days, I love dark twisted music, black is my favorite color, I embrace sadness I hate the light, sunshine, happy endings, fairytales...
    Accountant1992 Accountant1992
    22-25, M
    Oct 29, 2013

    I feel like everyone is a bit depressed.

    You can't really go through life without a disappointment. Unless you were literally handed everything you ever wanted in your life on a silver platter. Everyone has a bit of a sadness in them. It just depends on whether they want to dwell in the sadness or make themselves happy...
    Raptax231 Raptax231
    22-25, M
    Sep 15, 2014

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