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I Am Always a Little Depressed

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    Is Anybody Really Happy When Caught Up In Economic Slavery!

     I am 47 married and have two teenage sons should i really be talking like this, but yes i am always a little depressed but you know thats me. i have learnt/learning to accept myself as i am wow even as i write this. However surely some people would agree that everyday life...
    cuckokan cuckokan 46-50, M 1 Response Aug 30, 2009

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    Always.

    I always feel constantly sad.. even when I am happy.. there's this sad feeling deep inside me. I can't get rid of it. I just.. feel depressed all the time. Sometimes I can forget the sadness for a while but it always comes back. It's always waiting to come back.. I just want to...
    BrokenAngelWishes BrokenAngelWishes 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 6, 2010

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    I've had things happened to me

    that were for the worst. They messed me up and broke me down, and while I may seem okay, I never really am.
    wedgieshurtalot wedgieshurtalot 16-17, F 2 Responses Nov 2, 2014

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    I feel like everyone is a bit depressed.

    You can't really go through life without a disappointment. Unless you were literally handed everything you ever wanted in your life on a silver platter. Everyone has a bit of a sadness in them. It just depends on whether they want to dwell in the sadness or make themselves happy...
    Raptax231 Raptax231 18-21, M Sep 15, 2014

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    More like a lot......

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    1214death 1214death 13-15, M Sep 16, 2014

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    I Am Attracted To Dark/Immoral Things

    I smoke, I drink, I do drugs, I **** hookers, I cheated, I stole, I got into multiple fights I love darkness, I love rainy/depressing days, I love dark twisted music, black is my favorite color, I embrace sadness I hate the light, sunshine, happy endings, fairytales...
    Accountant1992 Accountant1992 22-25, M Oct 29, 2013

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    Nual Nual 22-25, F 32 mins ago

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      I came across this forum after searching for advice or similar stories online. Here's my story anyway; I'm about to turn 25 this April and feel completely at a loss with...
    Mardybum1 Mardybum1 22-25, M Feb 5

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    it just gets worse and worse,i used to be able to hide it but i don't even have the energy to hide it anymore or pretend i'm anything else then depressed.. everytime i wake up i...
    OccultumLapidem OccultumLapidem 22-25, M 4 days ago

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    I've been randomly feeling depressed since I was in the third grade. At least that's the earliest that I can remember, and remember vividly. I locked myself in my room and put a...
    Jaivous Jaivous 22-25, F 4 days ago

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    I haven't been on here for so long, I used to be here everyday every moment almost. I had nothing, I had broken into so many pieces that I had nothing left to break. I had no hope...
    lily449 lily449 18-21, F Feb 6

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    oke so i guess its time 2 post some stories so eh i was kinda always depressed already since i was young it started when my parents divorced i had to live with my mom that i hate...
    Mirasel Mirasel 18-21, M 2 Responses Feb 8

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    I am depressed. I hate those words. I can't admit to my therapist that I am, in fact, a depressed teenage girl. They don't understand. You can only understand if you are or were...
    MatildaBlack MatildaBlack 13-15, F 1 Response Feb 3

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    Its funny how people use the word 'depressed' so freely. Some dont even know the true meaning of depression yet they seem to be saying they are depressed like its the same as the...
    shhyoudontknowme shhyoudontknowme 16-17, F Feb 21

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    I hate this. This feeling that eats away at me inside. The thoughts that go around in my head, keeping me awake so I'm unable to sleep. I think the only reason I haven't ended it...
    AAisUnbroken1995 AAisUnbroken1995 18-21, F 4 Responses Feb 21

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    Always the case for me, but ESPECIALLY when Im sick. I get a half hour window of feeling good after a long hot shower!
    Stonewall0404 Stonewall0404 26-30, M 1 Response 3 hrs ago

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    I join this forum because I feel lost, lonely and confused. I just want to talk about me and my experience. I am a single mother of a beautiful baby boy and I am in my late 20s. Ok...
    Afua77 Afua77 26-30, F 4 days ago

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    No one understands me because I'm always depressed
    theenigma199606 theenigma199606 36-40, M 1 Response 1 day ago

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    Whenever I see someone smiling or laughing I become depressed, whenever I see someone smart person smiling or laughing I become depressed, whenever I see a mother loving her baby I...
    pracie25 pracie25 18-21, T Feb 8

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    And it makes me even more depressed.. I want to be happy, but my smile is always fake..
    proanonymous proanonymous 18-21, F Feb 3

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    Generally my news feed only shows stuff I can cope with like world news or something, but once in a while I still get posts from those overachievers/get everything they want people...
    thisisausernametoo thisisausernametoo 18-21 1 Response Feb 14

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    No I don't think I'm depressed. I'm just feeling down. So I write. This is the only place I can express. She told me not to blame others. So I blame myself. It's not others who are...
    CallMeShayYeah CallMeShayYeah 16-17, F Feb 21

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    I'm not depressed but I've been there and survived so if anyone ever needs to talk in always here, just send me a message.
    BandsSavedMyLife BandsSavedMyLife 18-21, F 1 Response Feb 21

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    I always say I'm fine and fake a smile...but I'm sick of nobody noticing that I am obviously not "fine." Are my friends really that dumb that they don't notice? Or do they notice...
    LopsidedLollipop LopsidedLollipop 13-15, F Feb 11

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    in this world where its crowded I feel alone I feel weak I feel powerless u took all the power I had over myself and u overpowered me u weakened me u destroyed me little by little...
    neonpinkcupcakelover neonpinkcupcakelover 16-17, F 2 Responses Feb 13

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    I have not posted here in a longest time just when I thought I was feeling a bit better about myself I get yell at or put down by family members saying you always do wrong in your...
    gwenydiva30 gwenydiva30 26-30, F 1 Response Feb 6

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    I've just recently come to terms with being depressed. I didn't feel I was. Depressed was for people who were sad, upset, hated themselves, cut themselves, thought about suicide...
    Haerodiel Haerodiel 22-25, F Feb 4

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    I spent my two week Xmas holiday depressed in bed, I'm on day 10 of lying to work saying I'm working, but I'm depressed in bed. My relationship is tearing me down
    RoseTintedB RoseTintedB 31-35, F 2 Responses Feb 5

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    I can't seem to find a decent job. Every job I go to there is always some stupid drama. I am the type to go to work, do my job and come home. I rarely make friends at work. There's...
    JeanGreen JeanGreen 26-30, F Feb 7

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    I know, I shouldn't let it get to me....but when it's Valentines Day, and I'm very romantic, and all I have is silence as my companion....then I get depressed. Which hurts my...
    Sinjintiger Sinjintiger 41-45, M 1 Response Feb 15

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    For three years now I have been depressed. It started out as repeated failure, then spiraled out from their to isolation, anti-social disorder and social anxiety. I thought that if...
    Guest4111 Guest4111 13-15, M Feb 18

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    Im always upsetover something and i feel like nothing in my life will change and my lifes meaningless at this point. I dont have any friends and i hate being alone all the time. my...
    avalily avalily 18-21, F 1 Response Feb 21

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    I walk around with a smile. Joke around with everyone I know on campus. Though, no one knows that I'm depressed. No one truly understands and no one takes the time to actually see...
    DesignBlack DesignBlack 18-21, M 6 Responses 8 hrs ago

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    I hate myself sometimes and that sometimes is now. When I look in the mirror, all I see is a weak, ugly, insecure, talentless, pathetic little girl. I have too many flaws to be...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Feb 4

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    OK so recently I've been hearing stories of policeman killing innocent people and not getting charged for it. And there not just innocents there all a certain race. And well I am...
    sweetsos209 sweetsos209 13-15, F 1 Response Feb 8

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    Sometimes when I think about how I feel now I think back to times when I had a stomach bug. My stomach would be in a lot of pain. I'd feel awful. I was doing everything I could not...
    PinkMellow PinkMellow 18-21, F Feb 14

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    I want a female friend 14-16 that will be there for me and talk to me and maybe get a little dirty now and then.
    crash0427 crash0427 13-15, M Feb 21

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    I possibly wasted my love on people who didnt deserve it, people who used me, and people who toyed with my feelings. Why must I care so much? Why can't I be heartless for a little...
    whyusteens whyusteens 13-15, F 1 Response Feb 21

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    When I was a little boy I used to be happy. It feels like a completely different life. I don't recognize myself anymore. I look in the mirror and I just see a face. I go through...
    TheLoneHowl96 TheLoneHowl96 18-21, M 1 Response 3 days ago

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    It's the things that life alone has to offer that easily takes over my control. I feel the air..., cold and crisp... Refreshing at times. Taking the air in deep as I get lost to...
    EyeDontGiveAHoot EyeDontGiveAHoot 36-40, F 2 Responses 1 day ago

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    **** it, ive changed to where i cant even go into details its pointless, you put your all and get back nothing...back in the black hole, to really look at your phone for a week...
    MindConscious MindConscious 22-25, M Feb 4

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    I always find myself in the dark, thinking about my pathetic life. When will everything get better? I thought by now, I'd be okay, but it crawls back into my head and smothers my...
    XxFuckYouxX XxFuckYouxX 18-21, M 2 Responses Feb 6

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