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I Am Always a Little Depressed

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    Always.

    I always feel constantly sad.. even when I am happy.. there's this sad feeling deep inside me. I can't get rid of it. I just.. feel depressed all the time. Sometimes I can forget the sadness for a while but it always comes back. It's always waiting to come back.. I just want to...
    BrokenAngelWishes BrokenAngelWishes 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 6, 2010

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    I've had things happened to me

    that were for the worst. They messed me up and broke me down, and while I may seem okay, I never really am.
    wedgieshurtalot wedgieshurtalot 16-17, F 2 Responses Nov 2, 2014

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    I Am Attracted To Dark/Immoral Things

    I smoke, I drink, I do drugs, I **** hookers, I cheated, I stole, I got into multiple fights I love darkness, I love rainy/depressing days, I love dark twisted music, black is my favorite color, I embrace sadness I hate the light, sunshine, happy endings, fairytales...
    Accountant1992 Accountant1992 22-25, M Oct 29, 2013

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    I feel like everyone is a bit depressed.

    You can't really go through life without a disappointment. Unless you were literally handed everything you ever wanted in your life on a silver platter. Everyone has a bit of a sadness in them. It just depends on whether they want to dwell in the sadness or make themselves happy...
    Raptax231 Raptax231 18-21, M Sep 15, 2014

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    More like a lot......

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    shadowofbrokendreams shadowofbrokendreams 13-15, M Sep 16, 2014

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    Is Anybody Really Happy When Caught Up In Economic Slavery!

     I am 47 married and have two teenage sons should i really be talking like this, but yes i am always a little depressed but you know thats me. i have learnt/learning to accept myself as i am wow even as i write this. However surely some people would agree that everyday life...
    cuckokan cuckokan 46-50, M 1 Response Aug 30, 2009

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    I don't know why but I've always been depressed. My mom says its a phase and my friends say the same. Except I think it means something.
    WorthlessXlove WorthlessXlove 13-15, M 1 Response Jan 9

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    i dont know if i really am. i probably kinda am. i never had a specialist tell me im depressed. Maybe i just prefer being alone. crave for lonelyness. Maybe i prefer keeping a...
    eflor14 eflor14 16-17, F 1 Response 1 hr ago

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    I get mixed episodes a lot and my doctor told me that I have mixed bipolar and I was wondering what do your mixed episodes feel like? mine feel like extreme agitation like I can't...
    danielle18 danielle18 18-21, F 14 hrs ago

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    I used to have this best friend named Audrey. We were best friends for 5 years. Audrey made me feel special and like I belong. We had many good memories and we also had a lot of...
    kostchuk kostchuk 16-17, F 1 Response 10 hrs ago

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    most days bring new challenging experiences in to my life. it is a struggle to face the world everyday feeling like a failure. it is even harder when folks look up to you are a...
    tsnuggles tsnuggles 36-40, F 15 hrs ago

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    Feeling depressed lately. Not really sure why. Wishing I felt motivated and happy. But instead I seem to be tired and in pain, and just unhappy. My husband seems to be happy, he's...
    st4rshine st4rshine 26-30, F 10 hrs ago

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    I feel so bad right now. I feel like I am the worse person in the entire planet. My life is just a mess and I am trying to fight this feelings but it is just overwhelming. How...
    silencio1 silencio1 26-30, F 1 Response 4 hrs ago

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    we all get depressed over different things some of is keep it in.and want to hurt ourselves and some.of us loser our teper but girl and boy il.help.u.if u.need it I've explained it...
    ryanlove18 ryanlove18 18-21, M 1 Response 3 hrs ago

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    it's always on and of . im starting to wonder if depression ever truly goes away. I thought my meds were working and I was getting better and then all of a sudden one afternoon I...
    EnjoyTheSilenceX EnjoyTheSilenceX 13-15, F 1 Response Jan 1

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    I had a major breakdown a couple of days ago and my family had to call the ambulance cause I was completely out of it. We were almost at the hospital when I began coming back to my...
    lily449 lily449 18-21, F Jan 3

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    At first I did not know I am depressed. I was just...sad, and completely lack motivation in everything. My chest always feels heavy?not literally?and it is like having a dark and...
    littleowlet littleowlet 13-15, F 3 Responses Jan 11

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    I haven't been on here in a really long time. But I'm getting really desperate. I've been in so much physical pain I can't even watch tv anymore. I just wandered around my house...
    Invisibleninja12 Invisibleninja12 18-21, F Jan 14

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    Sigh. I woke up somewhat depressed this morning. Seems like I deal with the kids all on my own. Despite me constantly telling him how frustrating it is to be the only one changing...
    SemiXoXo SemiXoXo 18-21 Jan 12

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    I have FINALY found the perfect daddy! Not to far away, he's a switch like me, sweet, funny, adorable and absolutely sexy. A voice that calms me down in a instant. And his eyes...
    MermaidTripp MermaidTripp 18-21, F 3 hrs ago

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    I am engaged to the love of my life yet I can't be happy about it or feel excited about wedding planning because I am still depressed over the loss of my parents. I was happy and...
    cicisays13 cicisays13 26-30, F Dec 28, 2014

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    I feel as if my parents are expecting too much of me, pushing me a little too hard. I know they want me to succeed and everything and I understand that. I will succeed but they don...
    kman312 kman312 13-15, M Jan 14

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    Hi there! Right now, I'm currently 18 turning 19 in July. I'm also attending my first year of college of right now. I have a perfect family (two parents is what you'd call a...
    musicbox809 musicbox809 18-21 Jan 17

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    I was really depressed when me and my boyfriend broke it. It felt so weird. I could barely breathe, my heart felt heavy, I lost a lot of weight, I was always alone (but what's new...
    uh2behonest uh2behonest 16-17, F 1 Response Dec 28, 2014

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    It's one of those mornings. I feel beyond depressed, and I don't want to die at the moment... but that constantly changes. I feel like there is no hope and nothing in my life will...
    ally109 ally109 22-25, F Jan 1

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    Last night he came to the conclusion. He looked around the room tired with all his friends all huddled together drinking smoking, playing his ps3 and for a split second he realized...
    pinknotiq pinknotiq 26-30, F Jan 9

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    I've been depressed for a long time now. I wish that my mom and dad thought about having kids before actually having me. I wish I wasn't born because everyone blames me for...
    WeirdOtaku WeirdOtaku 18-21, M 3 Responses Jan 16

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    I don't know how to make people understand my point. i am straightforward and i always say whatever is there in my heart but no harsh feelings.Due to this only people often...
    swahot swahot 22-25, M a week ago

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    Lately, some stuff has been happening, two of my grandparents passed away, and my parents have been arguing a little, ( They never use too ) School is going to start really soon...
    jonho10 jonho10 13-15, M 2 Responses Dec 31, 2014

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    I really do think i'm depressed. My guardian won't take me to a doctor to see if something is wrong with me because she says i'll just use it as an excuse for the rest of my life...
    ImYourLady ImYourLady 16-17, F 1 Response Jan 1

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    It's weird to admit that. Actually it's almost scary to admit being depressed. Until recently I couldn't even form the words 'I'm depressed', and honestly I still have trouble...
    TrappedInAWonderland TrappedInAWonderland 16-17, F 3 Responses Jan 10

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    So, I'm a 16 y/o who's depressed, big deal... That's what I want to be believe. Anyway, I've been depressed for over 2 years, it affected me so much that it got to the point that...
    freedeer freedeer 16-17, M 2 Responses a week ago

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    Im Aesha, from kolkata, 22 years old. I dont exactly remember when all of this started- according to the ppl around me, Im always sad..never happy...never hang out and do nothing...
    angelcares angelcares 22-25, F 1 Response Dec 26, 2014

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    People'd always leave me. I don't trust anyone anymore and I always remind myself not to get anyone get too close.
    BlueHydrangea BlueHydrangea 16-17, F Dec 27, 2014

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    It seems everyone has friends, best friends, acquaintances, or at least someone they have on social retainer to talk to whenever they're bored or lonely. It seems no one has a...
    VexisArcanum VexisArcanum 16-17, M 2 Responses Dec 27, 2014

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    No one likes me. I have indeed let them down. The question is now, "Do I leave while they drown?" If I am already dead should I save the living? I am never not afraid. I am always...
    treegurl94 treegurl94 16-17, F 1 Response Jan 1

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    I do not know what to ******* do right now!!! I have been depressed these days!!! I feel lonely, I feel like no cares for me and it is like everyday !!! I feel ugly !!! I am so...
    Katt007 Katt007 18-21, F Jan 5

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    I have been feeling depressed for so many years now I'd rather not count, but I am really starting to question will ever get any bettet for me. As every time I allow myself to...
    dstarbuck dstarbuck 22-25, M 1 Response Jan 6

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    Today, once again I feel this way. I feel lonely and left out. Whether it was choice or accident, I don't know. Whether its the right thing or not, I don't know. All I know is that...
    angelcares angelcares 22-25, F Jan 7

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    I wish days like this didn't happen. I feel sad,lonely,unwanted sad,and embarrassed. I hate myself,and I hate who I am. I hate feeling like this...I literally don't feel right in...
    wassup305 wassup305 16-17, F Jan 8

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    When I feel depressed the thought of eating sickens me. If I am severely depressed I could starve myself for days on end up to a week, instead I drink up to 4 V cans a day (a drink...
    WokenandOpen WokenandOpen 31-35, M 1 Response Jan 9

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    I won't lie, I have suicidal thoughts.. I constantly have a battle with my thoughts and I'm very depressed. I can't even find someone who is loyal enough for me, I am bullied, I...
    YoyoDuckyMomo YoyoDuckyMomo 13-15, F 1 Response Jan 9

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    Everywhere I go I don't belong Everywhere I go I am lonely Everywhere I go I am ignored Everywhere I go I am talked about Everywhere I go I am depressed All I want to do is die...
    Newgirl00 Newgirl00 13-15, F 2 Responses Jan 14

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    Depression sucks it is something hat cannot be removed easily , when u tell someone not to be depressed it is like telling a blind man to see clearly . Getting depressed cannot be...
    asianahyang96 asianahyang96 18-21, M 2 Responses Jan 15

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    I hate it that I don't know what to say when I see a depressed person's story on here. I am an albino with weak eyesight and I hate the sun. My father passed away when I was nine...
    anonymousmuslimteen anonymousmuslimteen 16-17, M 1 Response Jan 16

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    I'm depressed, very depressed I could use a trustworthy person to talk to ...
    blondiebieber17 blondiebieber17 13-15, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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