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I Am Always Alone, Even In a Crowd

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    Have You Ever Been Alone, No Matter Hw Many People Are With You?

    I don't want to act big headed, but I might seem so at times during this...  Not too long ago, I thought I had everything (I did, in hindsight, just not for the reasons that I thought so then...).  In the last three years, I've let my finances go to a huge 'me broke...
    booger248 booger248 31-35, M 1 Response Jul 5, 2008

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    Forever alone.... Not even the friend zone wants me xD
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    Probably has to be one of the worst feelings in the world....feeling alone when it's actually ppl that says their there for u but actually not or don't always wanna here your drama...
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