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I Am Always Alone, Even In a Crowd

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    Have You Ever Been Alone, No Matter Hw Many People Are With You?

    I don't want to act big headed, but I might seem so at times during this...  Not too long ago, I thought I had everything (I did, in hindsight, just not for the reasons that I thought so then...).  In the last three years, I've let my finances go to a huge 'me broke...
    booger248 booger248 31-35, M 1 Response Jul 5, 2008

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    I just want someone, ya know? Even when im around people i feel lonely. People dont connect with me i guess. :(
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    When I'm alone I can be my weird authentic self without having to worry about people passing judgement. Besides, crowds make me nervous and I don't like many people lol.
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