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I Am Always Alone, Even In a Crowd

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    Have You Ever Been Alone, No Matter Hw Many People Are With You? - I don't want to act big headed, but I might seem so at times during this...  Not too long ago, I thought I...
    booger248 booger248 31-35, M 1 Response Jul 5, 2008

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    This happened today, I'm alone in a crowd. My school organized a cross country run today and it's compulsory for all student so yeah I was there. After the run I was ALL ALONE. My...
    Planetweird Planetweird 16-17, F 1 Response 1 hr ago

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    Parallel blue lines, skipping the very top of course. White paper, red margin, college rule or wide rule? Doesn't seem too complex. Not too hard to picture or decide right? But...
    SylenaEverlasting SylenaEverlasting 13-15, F Mar 25

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    A lot of the time when people tell me something difficult that's going on in their lives I will say sorry. They always tell me it's not my fault, which I know, but I honestly don't...
    3milyFaye 3milyFaye 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 23

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    Yup.. I tend to say that a lot.. Oh well 😏
    TearfulNights22 TearfulNights22 22-25, F Apr 3

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    Sometimes I have no one to talk to and I'm always alone most of the time which is normal to me. I don't like being alone all the time, I like it when people talk to me, but...
    andreaespe andreaespe 18-21, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    I don't even know why? Im ok with being alone I even needed at times a break from people,but after a while of not talking to the people im close to or care about I start to get...
    seeminglypossible seeminglypossible 22-25, F Apr 5

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    140417-0239I'm disturbed.I'm disturbed that for the first time ever, and I do mean ever, that upon coming across the picture attached, I actually felt relief, could feel it all in...
    Lgl700 Lgl700 51-55, M 6 hrs ago

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    I have an irrational fear of crowds so ya instead of going out to some crowded bar or club I would much rather stay home. It may be anti social and I may be considered anti social...
    ballen0420 ballen0420 36-40, M Apr 2

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    I'm glad I'm not the only person who feels this way.. lately I just feel so alone. even if I'm in a crowd of people I feel like nobody is there. it's a terrible feeling. not only...
    michellemay michellemay 18-21, F Mar 18

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    I'm a little obsessed with zombies, and I think about it all the time. So when I'm in a large crowd, like at a fair or a concert, I always think about how fast it could happen...
    meghanmonroe meghanmonroe 26-30, F Mar 27

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    It's just become a bad habit since last year.. The only person I don't say it to is my best friend. Sometimes I don't even feel like she understands.
    mandy1344129 mandy1344129 13-15, F 1 Response 5 hrs ago

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    The girl on the High Street, Steph, Julie, the girl who nearly bought the House next to us, the one who worked upstairs. Laura at school. Pathetic, isnt it? :-). I bet none of them...
    jumpersforgoalposts jumpersforgoalposts 46-50, M 4 hrs ago

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    Lmao! This is the best exp here! Haha it completely defines me except for two big details: I'm bi (so I like a lot more people) and I have HUGE crushes on people. Which, I've come...
    chrisisyourfriend chrisisyourfriend 16-17, M 4 hrs ago

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    It sucks when you're ignored by the person whose attention is the only thing you want in the world. Ever since this girl first walked into our school, I couldn’t take my eyes...
    elugo123456789 elugo123456789 18-21, M Apr 2

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    I've always felt like an outsider even when I'm with my close friends or family. I feel like I never fit in which leads to me always dealing with this constant state of lonely that...
    sfortzallie18 sfortzallie18 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 24

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    I have been tortured and harrassed by kids all the way from elementary school first grad through up to 8th grade. I don't know why and I could never figure out why. The kids used...
    RachelRosieanne RachelRosieanne 16-17, F Mar 29

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    I married out of need. When my ex dropped the pregnant bomb I freaked. Not cause of that, but cause I really didn't love her that much. At the time . Then she said it was twins. So...
    IyaAveer IyaAveer 41-45, M Mar 20

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    While this feeling has been with me as long as I can remember, I've recently come to a new way of thinking about how I feel about this. I'm sort of a naturally curious person. So I...
    kope45 kope45 31-35, M 3 Responses Mar 30

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    To Those Who Have Ever Felt Alone: If you have ever felt alone, let me tell you one thing, you are NOT alone. I've been there, and a lot of others have too. The fact that many of...
    Canonomousjay Canonomousjay 18-21, M 9 hrs ago

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    I am a loner. I am lonely. I am all alone. I am a sociopath. I'm hostile to people and people are hostile to me. When I make friends they get quickly tired of me. I can be very...
    garagara garagara 16-17 2 Responses Mar 24

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    I came into this world with 3 sisters and 3 brothers but one brother passed away in 2007. I also have 3 half sisters and one half brother who are 25 years younger than me...even...
    markpaul69 markpaul69 41-45, M Apr 6

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    My entire life I thought my family was here for me. I've made mistakes and lots of them, but they always let me know they had my back even if I was stupid but they forgave me...
    BlessedMommy08 BlessedMommy08 22-25, F 10 hrs ago

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    I've been abandoned by my own parents as a child. I went to stay with family members, but they didnt want me also, and I ended up being a foster kid by the age of six. I've been...
    CallMeNiesha94 CallMeNiesha94 18-21, F 2 Responses Mar 17

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    I can't believe I'm actually writing a story while sober! Anyhow, I just realized something. I actually ENJOY drinking alone. I've always thought I drink alone due to circumstances...
    Forget2Trust Forget2Trust 26-30, F 4 Responses Mar 31

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    Unworthy- I've never made being in a relationship a priority. I spend most of my time alone. even as a kid, I had no problem being by myself. I suppose it's because I was forced...
    addictionbarbie addictionbarbie 18-21, F Mar 19

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    Almost always. No exaggeration. And the few times I'm not alone I'm with people who don't want to be around me and make it very clear. And then there's him. He wants to be around...
    osotired osotired 16-17, F Mar 25

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    I'm ashamed to even admit that I attempted suicide before. When people see me, I'm that happy girl with not a worry or problem in the world. I'm that person someone turns to for...
    adifferentstory adifferentstory 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 29

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    Ever since this girl first walked into our school for the first time, I couldn't take my eyes off her, and I know I probably wasn't the only one gazing at her beauty. Through my...
    elugo123456789 elugo123456789 18-21, M 1 Response Apr 3

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    I realize how the concept of 'liking' on Facebook is directly related to a desire to be accepted but there's an opposite of liking without a button- the informal name is 'trolling...
    TomorrowIsNew TomorrowIsNew 41-45 Apr 4

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    I am afraid that I'll end up alone. I have loved and been loved. But sometimes love just isn't enough. Not when you push that person away... When you push them away so much that...
    maraselene maraselene 16-17, F 2 Responses Apr 6

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    Sometimes..well most of the time I feel alone, even though Im in a very serious relationship I still feel alone. I feel like I have no one or anyone to run and talk to about what I...
    trulyblessed90 trulyblessed90 22-25, F 1 Response Mar 18

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    Family wise I am not alone, it's having friends and relationships. I have 0 friends and 0 best friends. I talk to 3 or 4 people but only sometimes. I've always wanted to be invited...
    AlyssaThoe AlyssaThoe 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 19

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    Nobody likes me. I only have 2 friends. I'm really quiet, shy and I always try my best to be nice to everyone who talks to me. I haven't done anything to anyone! I don't understand...
    KaitlynJ50 KaitlynJ50 16-17, F 7 Responses Mar 26

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    15 years old. Girl. I've been cutting for 3 years now and I don't know how to Talk to you. I don't know who you are but Thanks for Reading since nobody Talks to me or tries to...
    2wrp 2wrp 13-15, F 1 Response Apr 2

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    15 years old. Girl. I've been cutting for 3 years now and I don't know how to Talk to you. I don't know who you are but Thanks for Reading since nobody Talks to me or tries to...
    2wrp 2wrp 13-15, F 3 Responses Apr 2

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    I don't fit in anywhere, but here I felt accepted. In real life I'm the type that judges myself a lot and all because I can't accept the person I am. So as a result I crave for...
    GrumpyGrouchy GrumpyGrouchy 22-25, F 3 Responses Apr 4

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    we are freshman in highschool, age 15, he's 16. at the beginning of our relationship he acted as if he didn't know me, he'd never sit with me at lunch, or ever try and spend time...
    katiebrooks005 katiebrooks005 13-15, F 1 Response Apr 5

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    I can sit in a room full of people and feel like I'm in my house alone. My friends don't know what it's like. They think they're always there for me, but they've never even...
    maddielo maddielo 18-21, F 3 Responses Mar 19

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    I know I've done some terrible things in the past saying I want to die and being sad...I bet you felt terrible and helpless...I know what I've done and now I'm regretting it and it...
    JEJ22 JEJ22 22-25, M Mar 20

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    I always feel lonely, though people around me, I still feel like i'm alone. and tbh it's sometimes better to be alone, I just need someone to talk to.
    GirlyGirlBil GirlyGirlBil 13-15, F 1 Response Mar 25

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    He was despised and rejected by men, a man of sorrows, and familiar with suffering. Like one from whom men hide their faces he was despised, and we esteemed him not. Surely he took...
    FatherFarley FatherFarley 22-25, M Mar 30

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    I always feel so alone, even though I have great friends and a living family, I just feel like I can't talk about ANYTHING to anybody, it's making me feel so empty inside
    samthefreak samthefreak 13-15, M 1 Response Mar 30

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    Being With The Wrong Person... Most people can relate to over-staying in a relationship with a partner who was not right for them, who displayed major red flags, or treated them...
    sciguy18 sciguy18 51-55, M 4 Responses Apr 7

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    OMG! especially if i'm in a new crowd, new to a place or party... most of the time i am quiet because i love to observe my surrounding: the people, the atmosphere, the place, etc...
    eternallight351 eternallight351 26-30, F 2 Responses 5 days ago

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    Whenever someone has a negative influence me I tend to slowly drift away. I don't like being around mean people that hurt me. I'm planning on moving out of my parents house when I...
    RainbowDalia RainbowDalia 18-21, F Mar 18

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    There are many times during my life where I've done things, gone places, spent hours, with people at times when I'd rather have not. Back during these times I think there was a...
    EnglishGentleman1984 EnglishGentleman1984 26-30, M 1 Response Mar 22

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    140326-1731 Okay, this is probably silly, but as I mentioned to someone else somewhere else earlier today, some things just need to come out of a person, and such needings and...
    Lgl700 Lgl700 51-55, M Mar 26

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    I do it alone. No friends to help me. Please allow me to define what a friend is in my book: someone who knows the real you, and is willing to support you through everything...
    PhindingPhronesis PhindingPhronesis 16-17, M Mar 30

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    I mean, sure.. everyone feels this way at one time or another... & i know things will eventually get better but right now it really sucks being alone. I'm not complaining about not...
    kaseyynicholee kaseyynicholee 16-17, F Mar 17

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    I have always been put into the "nerd" category in high school and still feel that way in college. I have never had a girlfriend and I fear that this will never change because when...
    CAdaPro CAdaPro 18-21, M Mar 20

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