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I Am Always Alone, Even In a Crowd

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    Have You Ever Been Alone, No Matter Hw Many People Are With You?

    I don't want to act big headed, but I might seem so at times during this...  Not too long ago, I thought I had everything (I did, in hindsight, just not for the reasons that I thought so then...).  In the last three years, I've let my finances go to a huge 'me broke...
    booger248 booger248 31-35, M 1 Response Jul 5, 2008

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    mrmarine mrmarine 46-50, M 1 Response a week ago

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    YYCGIRL99 YYCGIRL99 41-45, F 1 Response Sep 22

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    Laughter is all around me, coming from me, and I can see the faces of my friends. It's a good night. We're all at dinner together, debating the stupidest of subjects like world...
    Skollon Skollon 18-21, F Sep 17

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    i feel alone constantly, even when I am surrounded by people. I feel alone even when I'm talking to a friend, whether on-line or real-life, i know that I'm not alone in anything I...
    futurediary futurediary 13-15, M 1 Response Sep 5

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    Some-days, I feel that I am the loneliest person in the world. Now, that “in the world” feeling may be a bit of hyper-collegiate over-dramatisme, of latent-teenage psychopathy...
    Newydd Newydd 18-21 Sep 11

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    My experience of school life is hard. I am alone most of the time and no one seems to be my close friend. People tell me its better to have no friends than fake one but being alone...
    ZeroJ ZeroJ 16-17, F 1 Response Sep 5

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    I'm in desperate need of company, the way I'm living is getting more and more unhealthy. I don't go to school, I have no job and I don't have any friends who I speak to regularly...
    caraacakes caraacakes 16-17, F 1 hr ago

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    My mother and I use to be best friends. And by that I mean when I was 14-17. That was the time when I dropped out of school and helped her with her weed habit. She allowed me to...
    cirrus19xx cirrus19xx 22-25, F 2 Responses Sep 4

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    Lately, I've had some people ask me why I don't talk to them as much anymore. I've had people ask me if something is wrong when I tell them I don't want to hang out. I appreciate...
    cmill357 cmill357 16-17, F Sep 11

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    I want to practice self-love, but I am a fig tree - I look tough on the outside, but I am easily overtaken by insects and harsh weather. I have read many different versions of...
    ThQnOfHrts16 ThQnOfHrts16 22-25, F 2 Responses Sep 15

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    Later this week I will be going out for coffee. Coffee houses always seem to be some of the most crowded places to visit. When a good seat isn't clearly available for me, I always...
    Marbo12 Marbo12 26-30, M 1 Response Sep 15

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    I just want someone to hold me.. Tell me everything's alright.. Not let me be alone.. Understands my fear of crowds.. Makes me feel beautiful.. Makes me laugh through my tears.. I...
    ravenzewolf ravenzewolf 13-15, F Sep 18

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    Yes, that is exactly the way I feel right now. I can't help but feel depressed and lonely all the time. I mean, my painting just got selected to be exhibited in a famous fine arts...
    EvanescentIridescent EvanescentIridescent 16-17, F 1 Response Sep 2

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    I have one friend at my school and I only have one class with her. Lately she's Been in with a bad crowd so I can't hang out with her at lunch because I don't want to get into bad...
    Shizuka000 Shizuka000 13-15, F Sep 2

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    "Do people even see me?" I wonder to myself as I look around the school hallway, feeling more invisible than ever. I always felt alone and misunderstood, but high school has made...
    becswiggins becswiggins 16-17, F 3 Responses Sep 16

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    Since I was a young child I didn't see eye to eye with almost everyone in my family. The only person I trusted was my brother, my sister and parents never treat me with respect so...
    ozziegirl88 ozziegirl88 13-15 2 Responses Sep 18

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    I travel alone at least three times a month and always far away. I flirt a little and show too much skin, maybe sneak down to the ice machine wearing only my panties or have room...
    janie35 janie35 31-35, F 6 Responses Sep 22

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    I moved to a new school where I can't relate to people. I live in an apartment type dorms where I have 7 roommates, including the one I share the room with. 4 of the girls play...
    LonelyCollegeGirl LonelyCollegeGirl 18-21, F 2 Responses a week ago

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    Since I've gone back to school things have started to bug me. Me and my friends have always messed around with each other by taking the p***, and we knew it was a joke, but they...
    EmmaLouise1999 EmmaLouise1999 13-15, F 3 Responses Sep 11

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    I feel so alone sometimes, it is hard to cope. Even when I technically have people to talk to, I always feel like when I need them, they cannot be here for me for whatever reason...
    TheAlbinoGirl TheAlbinoGirl 18-21, F 1 Response Sep 13

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    i get so little privacy anymore that i'd rather use the alone time to relax and just be me when ever it's available. i'm around so many people all of the time at work and at home...
    trailsonrails trailsonrails 51-55, M 2 Responses Sep 13

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    I am Alone. In life we are forced to be social. Our sanity depends on it, and even our confidence. Humans aren't lone wolves, they fight together as a pack of brothers or sisters...
    TheChosenOne32 TheChosenOne32 22-25, M 1 Response Sep 13

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    Whether it's at the shops or going to a festival, I always notice myself being 'swift' towards everyone around me, trying to avoid physical contact. Now it may be just me but I'm...
    alluringwonderland alluringwonderland 13-15, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    I come from a pretty loud and big family. I'm the oldest of four girls with a mother and father. It's always hectic. Now that I'm in college, it's all weird. I can't spend even two...
    overlordwhale overlordwhale 18-21, F 1 Response 12 hrs ago

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    I have felt this way since being a young boy and told that dolls and pretend play was not the proper thing to do. But how do you explain this to anyone else that has never felt...
    jacqueline1972 jacqueline1972 36-40, T 5 Responses Sep 10

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    Everyone so rare in life we get what we ask for, and in the moments we do get the desire of our hearts we sometimes begin to think we are in control. But let us all remember that...
    smilebigalways smilebigalways 18-21, F Sep 1

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    I can't even count how many friendships I've ****** up in the past week alone. I get so attached and they leave like it's the easiest thing in the world. But I do it! I'm the one...
    Kmarcum99 Kmarcum99 13-15, F 1 Response Sep 2

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    I have friends at school but most of them are fake friends.One of my friends said that we were best friends and then she just abandoned me but it's cool I'm used to getting...
    lifeissowhatever lifeissowhatever 13-15, F Sep 4

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    None of my friends are into the same stuff as me, I like going outside and riding my bike or going on trails, I like being in nature, I like eating healthy and none of them are...
    graveyardghosty graveyardghosty 18-21, F 4 Responses Sep 8

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    Sometimes I just feel so far gone, I'm sick of people always saying I look depressed, I'm sick of people always looking down on me or spreading rumours especially when I don't even...
    paddy6243019 paddy6243019 18-21, M Sep 9

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    Today I was at my kids field trip to the fire department and I always seemed to find myself alone, and I would just want to leave and not communicate with anyone even though I have...
    Tiffany772 Tiffany772 31-35 2 Responses 7 hrs ago

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    Now feel so alone..really alone. Everybody celebrate the celebration of flowers. Our local festival. My family, friends, relatives, near and dears..everyone. Even in my home town...
    tanoos tanoos 26-30, M 1 Response Sep 8

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    I feel like I'm alone most of the time even though I have everyone surrounding me. I could have everyone in the world around me and yet i think i would still be alone. I feel like...
    wannaloveyou wannaloveyou 13-15, F Sep 11

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    I recently had a fight with a close friend and now she hates me and all the people I knew that knew here hate me now. I am often alone and now my friends who don't even know her...
    Cheshirecupacat Cheshirecupacat 13-15, F 2 Responses Sep 17

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    Mmmmm.. Hahaha Awww ... im boredddd... screw this ppl hate me i guess.. getting mad for things i did not do, im not trying to be bad or do bad things.. just they see it.. well as...
    vincent100 vincent100 18-21, M 2 Responses Sep 22

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    I think it's best for me to just be alone, no one likes me anyway, so I'll just be alone and then just live my life I guess, having no one will get lonely, but it'll be best...
    Fred363 Fred363 16-17, M 3 days ago

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    my mind has been going nuts lately, i been going head over heels for a guy that doesn't give one damn about me. i been distant with people because i don't know whats happening to...
    alexismariemason alexismariemason 18-21, F Sep 1

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    Internally I want to cry but usually I'm surrounded by people , there's certain people who know my bizzare head space those people don't make me feel alone .... It's all the people...
    wherethewildthingswere wherethewildthingswere 26-30, F Sep 3

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    I'm pretty used to being alone and I prefer it even. I'm in my last year of high and my mom wants me to get involved in school. She fails to realize this is my third high school...
    EbbsBreaux EbbsBreaux 16-17, F 2 Responses Sep 13

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    I had a best friend. He was the only one I ever felt like I could tell absolutely anything to, because we are so much alike. Well recently at school, he started a dual enrollment...
    GoneWithTheWind1936 GoneWithTheWind1936 16-17, F 2 Responses Sep 14

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    Left alone in my little shell watching documentaries, smoking cigarettes and marijuana. The occasional shot to keep myself from fully opening my eyes. Funny thing is, most times...
    RXQueen4244 RXQueen4244 26-30, F Sep 15

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    Is it bad that since I've felt alone for so long that even when I have somebody I'd rather be alone
    InternetKid905 InternetKid905 13-15, F 4 Responses Sep 18

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    Most of my time is me on my own. I guess that i've gotten use to it by now. But i don't want it to stay like this. I realised that being alone can be good but being alone for a...
    DreamingSouls DreamingSouls 13-15, F 2 Responses Sep 21

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    I was talking to a guy. Twas talking for a couple of weeks.. First couple of days he busted a "I love you" on me. I freaked. I said it back of course (knowing I probably shouldn...
    Country00Girl Country00Girl 18-21, F 2 Responses Sep 21

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    Right now I just feel like I'm in such a dark place right now. Ever since my dog died 2 months ago I've found it so hard to be happy. I'm 17 I just graduated from high school, I...
    PlatinumMillenium PlatinumMillenium 18-21, M Sep 5

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