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I Am Always Alone, Even In a Crowd

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    Have You Ever Been Alone, No Matter Hw Many People Are With You?

    I don't want to act big headed, but I might seem so at times during this...  Not too long ago, I thought I had everything (I did, in hindsight, just not for the reasons that I thought so then...).  In the last three years, I've let my finances go to a huge 'me broke...
    booger248 booger248 31-35, M 1 Response Jul 5, 2008

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    so i have this person i met

    and they go to my school, and they,i and a couple of other friends went to a trip. this is when i really met that person for the first time in person. Im trying to talk to them by messaging but they don't seem interested in talking back. i want them as a friend because i don't...
    codeunknown1 codeunknown1 13-15, M Feb 11

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    I Don't Like It Even A Little I hate hate hate hate hate hate being alone. Did I mention I don't like always being alone?
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