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I Am Always Alone, Even In a Crowd

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    so i have this person i met

    and they go to my school, and they,i and a couple of other friends went to a trip. this is when i really met that person for the first time in person. Im trying to talk to them by messaging but they don't seem interested in talking back. i want them as a friend because i don't...
    codeunknown1 codeunknown1 13-15, M Feb 11

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