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I Am Always Alone, Even In a Crowd

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    Have You Ever Been Alone, No Matter Hw Many People Are With You?

    I don't want to act big headed, but I might seem so at times during this...  Not too long ago, I thought I had everything (I did, in hindsight, just not for the reasons that I thought so then...).  In the last three years, I've let my finances go to a huge 'me broke...
    booger248 booger248 31-35, M 1 Response Jul 5, 2008

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    lovingCuteSmartGirl lovingCuteSmartGirl 18-21, F 2 Responses Jan 13

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    sometimes if I drop something that's really loud, I'll say sorry just in case it bothered anyone. but usually there's no one around, so I guess I'm just apologizing to whatever I...
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    I usually take the blame because I don't like seeing others get in trouble.
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    I miss the time we shared together. I hope you are doing alright, wherever you are.
    ijustwanttobehappy123 ijustwanttobehappy123 26-30, M 3 days ago

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    I have chatted on here with some really great people. I think many of them are not online here anymore and I am not sure what happened to them. If anyone reads this who I have...
    beautifulsunrise beautifulsunrise 41-45, F 1 Response 11 hrs ago

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    Here at home,, u.s.a, I do not like for anyone to bother me. Most of the time I do not feel like even socializing with anyone. Maybe its because the older we get, the more we just...
    Niko864 Niko864 41-45, M 1 Response Dec 25, 2014

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    if any of you ever feel alone any of you can talk to me if you ever feel alone remember people thay feel alone look down to the ground ...but if you lift your head no matter where...
    marcell1379 marcell1379 18-21, M 4 hrs ago

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    I'm sure many people feel this way, too many. However, I don't base this on an idea of self pity, or attention seeking. I never speak these feelings to other people, I never talk...
    TheZEEMan TheZEEMan 22-25, M 3 Responses Dec 29, 2014

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    Hi there! Right now, I'm currently 18 turning 19 in July. I'm also attending my first year of college of right now. I have a perfect family (two parents is what you'd call a...
    musicbox809 musicbox809 18-21 a week ago

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    I am all alone, even in a crowd I sometimes feel as though I am all alone. I want need someone to hold me and love me.
    Scott1954 Scott1954 56-60, M Jan 15

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    I'm in a crowd but I feel alone. I'm friends with everyone but I feel alone. I have my own group of friends, but I feel alone. I have a family but I feel alone. For the past year...
    BlackRosesAmongLilies BlackRosesAmongLilies 13-15, F Jan 16

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    Alone without anyone around... Just alone with my thoughts... I am better off this way... I don't do good with any kind of relationship... Every time I grow close with someone they...
    BeautifulEvilEyes BeautifulEvilEyes 36-40, F 2 Responses Dec 26, 2014

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    My Beliefs: Once Saved Always Saved (UPDATED) I am what some people would say to be a, Once Saved Always Saved Christian. Usually when you hear that term its written by someone...
    Stigmata1 Stigmata1 26-30, M 5 Responses Jan 4

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    When I was a child growing up, I tried often to get my parents' approval, and it was always through my art--mostly drawing. My parents didn't care about anything artistic. They...
    benglishtea benglishtea 36-40, M 1 Response Jan 5

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    New Years Eve 2014 My wife and I have spent the three previous New Year’s Eve nights out of town at small hotels. Each of these hotels had a small lounge and a party to bring in...
    1SarahAnn 1SarahAnn 46-50, M 2 Responses Jan 6

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    Cheers, not coming from a cheerleader But a second guesser of ones own thoughts One who takes all things to mind Primping, priming, until they are taught Taught and tight and...
    SylenaEverlasting SylenaEverlasting 16-17, F 3 Responses 4 days ago

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    I am writing this incase anyone else finds themselves in a similar situation . . . Please do not worry about me, I have been free of this relationship for 7 years now. I am a lot...
    elimarie7 elimarie7 31-35, F 1 Response Dec 31, 2014

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    not from any specific person, but in general. well actually, basically just time away from my family. But my friends also put a tole on me every so often. I need to have my alone...
    BananaSmoothiee BananaSmoothiee 18-21, F 3 Responses 3 days ago

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    I deserve no sympathy. I deserve not to love or be loved. I deserve to be alone. I've one mistakes in the past with my ex that I could never forgive myself for. I've hit her before...
    lostloveangel lostloveangel 18-21, M Jan 3

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    I am a combat vet. When I got out of the army I could not relate to people. I lived in the forest and on the street. I had no money and almost starved to death. I was found by...
    mickeymic mickeymic 46-50, M Jan 10

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    Im a 28 year old man, who has been through alot, domestic violence from my father towards my mother whilst growing up, eventually my mum got a back bone and fougt back, life was...
    ukjayg ukjayg 26-30 3 Responses Dec 29, 2014

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    I'm always liking different books, movies, or songs. If I get a friend to watch a movie I absolutely loved, they would have a totally different opinion on it. :P
    EnchantedMia EnchantedMia 13-15, F Dec 26, 2014

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    I feel so alone so many thoughts of you and now you never call me on the phone.It was always your choice to go away. I wish you told me your heart went astray. Yes I wonder if you...
    FRESHFIRE69 FRESHFIRE69 41-45, M Jan 6

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    This experience no longer applies to me now. However I would like to part with something positive: no matter how hard you even try to keep to yourself, there is always someone out...
    NaturalJoy NaturalJoy 26-30, F 4 days ago

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    During Life, there is always a moment for doing things for first time, the first day you walk, speak, first day at school, work etc.. Sometimes, even if you have learned the...
    mrtt80 mrtt80 36-40, M 1 Response Dec 28, 2014

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    I also feel alone..I battle insecurity everyday. I don't want this to come off as a sob story or a pity party, but I truly feel ugly and unwanted. I am not socially awkward at all...
    cparfait cparfait 18-21, M 1 Response Jan 2

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    I always think people are around because they want me for something and not because they genuinely like me as a person because I think I'm so quiet, boring, ugly and retarded. I'm...
    Feliciajake Feliciajake 16-17, F 1 Response Jan 10

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    I'm a loser and I'm ashamed of my life and because of that I pushed away people even when I needed them the most. I don't answer calls nor text from my friends and it's been almost...
    almasolitaria312 almasolitaria312 31-35, F 3 Responses 5 days ago

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    I wish I had one of those friendships with a guy where he is ur best friend and can tell anything to or even a girl even just someone who won't leave U and will always go out of...
    Scarsdontfade Scarsdontfade 18-21, F 2 Responses Dec 25, 2014

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    I am 21. At the age of 18 I ditched high school and my small home life for a large city and an art school. It took me many places and I made many great memories. Now I'm back home...
    Henryjk Henryjk 18-21, M 1 Response Jan 4

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    In July of 2014 I moved to Georgia from San Diego California. In San Diego I also battled depression issues but at least I was surrounded by my Aunts, Uncles, Grandparents,cousins...
    Randumbdude Randumbdude 13-15 2 Responses Jan 6

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    I was thinking today about how all of the suicidal posts I see on this website, the internet, in the media, are all from people who are very young and generally haven't experienced...
    PinkMellow PinkMellow 18-21, F 3 Responses Jan 6

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    Hi there! I've always been very introvert, have overcome little depressions along the way. As long as I could find an objective to my life, it was OK. I don't want to put in too...
    SayNow SayNow 22-25, M Jan 11

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    150113-0508 Always curious, these deletions. It is no wonder at all that of necessity I've inured myself to them. Sadly enough, however, such inurement to such events ends up...
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    I'm always the bad guy because I can see through the bullshit even if it comes from my own family. Lord knows I love them. I'm practicing this thing where I don't respond to the...
    AngelIsMyName AngelIsMyName 26-30, F 1 Response 17 hrs ago

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    It's really strange as I have never felt 'alone'. But I feel like over the past few days I've realised how alone I feel even with my friends and family.. I know people are out...
    rachieu rachieu 16-17, F 1 Response Dec 31, 2014

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    I've got friends. And family. People I know well. But even still, though I'll talk with people who say the same things as me, think the same things as me, it feels as though I am...
    dabram71 dabram71 16-17, M 1 Response Dec 31, 2014

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    Wow! where do I start? I don't feel like spell checking sorry... Mom died when I was 32 days old. Dad died at 9, raised by grandmother, she died at 89 in 2001, a 16 year old...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Jan 4

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    And.... *drum roll please* let the drama begin.I hate holidays, as far as ones go this hasn't been too bad actually I survived it with a load of avoidance, the internet, and well...
    Littlemisssomebody Littlemisssomebody 31-35, F 1 Response Dec 29, 2014

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    It's one of those mornings. I feel beyond depressed, and I don't want to die at the moment... but that constantly changes. I feel like there is no hope and nothing in my life will...
    ally109 ally109 22-25, F Jan 1

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    As I am writing this I am sitting in the lounge waiting for my movie to start at the theater. I can never get no one to go to the movies so I decided one day to just go alone. It...
    tormentedinternally tormentedinternally 26-30, M Jan 4

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    There's a difference between older men, much older men, and old men. When I was 21, I was tired of only older men being attracted to me (30's, 40's, 50's). I felt like they were...
    DarkwingGoslyn DarkwingGoslyn 31-35 Jan 4

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    In high school I had no friends and had trouble getting along with people. I would have trouble talking to people, not because I’m socially awkward but because I would get...
    JoeStern JoeStern 22-25, M Jan 7

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