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I Am Always Alone, Even In a Crowd

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    Have You Ever Been Alone, No Matter Hw Many People Are With You?

    I don't want to act big headed, but I might seem so at times during this...  Not too long ago, I thought I had everything (I did, in hindsight, just not for the reasons that I thought so then...).  In the last three years, I've let my finances go to a huge 'me broke...
    booger248 booger248 31-35, M 1 Response Jul 5, 2008

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    I don't know what's going on.. I was in class today with 20+ students and usually I'm all about the room because we are allowed to move around during class. But today, I just sat...
    hallow1331 hallow1331 13-15, F 5 days ago

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    It's easy to leave me. It's easy to forget me. Don't say you will not for get because I know you will forget. Don't say you will be back because you will not come back........they...
    Payton20014 Payton20014 13-15, F 1 Response Nov 7

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    I'm quiet on the outside. I'm that girl that most likely stands alone in a crowded room until someone comes up and talks to her. She makes a full of herself and tries to be funny...
    catherineeac catherineeac 13-15, F 2 Responses Nov 9

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    omg I hate feeling alone in this world...i hate going to family events and seeing everyone happy...i am the only person in my family that is alone...i see my sister and brother...
    abramsi abramsi 26-30 Nov 9

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    I don't class myself as particularly solitary, but I hate having to follow the crowd. As a young man I would happily attend events that interested me even if no-one else was...
    jumpersforgoalposts jumpersforgoalposts 46-50, M 1 Response Nov 9

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    We'll I'm in high school now and I feel like I hag out with the wrong people but I still hang out with them why is the question .See we have 80 mins of lunch but it's broken up...
    Heyitsjalenn Heyitsjalenn 13-15, F 3 Responses Nov 17

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    Crowds make me feel uncomfortable and a variety of simultaneous sounds exhausts me. I much rather hang out with one or two friends at home. But even being alone with a good beer...
    Uncertain153 Uncertain153 26-30, M 1 Response 2 days ago

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    I absolutely hate crowds. They scare me. I am always nervous to walk in a huge crowd, mainly because I'm afraid someone might harass or hurt me. I also feel very awkward and feel...
    TeresaChanaki TeresaChanaki 13-15, F 5 days ago

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    I'm so F()$@ing Alone I know plenty of people in my life. I used to think I was alone when I was surrounded by people. Now I realize, I'm so alone because, I am alone. It's a...
    Atlas0Scar Atlas0Scar 18-21, M Nov 8

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    I'm not a writer, sometimes I lack common sense, and other times I make no sense at all. If you still with me for the nect few minutes though I only hope that it gives you some...
    InfinitelyCurious InfinitelyCurious 18-21, F 1 Response Nov 12

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    I'm not a writer, sometimes I lack common sense, and other times I make no sense at all. If you still with me for the nect few minutes though I only hope that it gives you some...
    InfinitelyCurious InfinitelyCurious 18-21, F 1 Response Nov 12

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    I'm not a writer, sometimes I lack common sense, and other times I make no sense at all. If you still with me for the nect few minutes though I only hope that it gives you some...
    InfinitelyCurious InfinitelyCurious 18-21, F 1 Response Nov 12

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    Feeling somewhat lonely as fu.ck...surrounded by folk in this kareoke pub...with friends but is my entourage not big enough!?!? It's here that I gotta let God seep in...just in...
    MrHeartaFire MrHeartaFire 41-45, M 5 Responses Nov 14

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    It seems to be becoming a habit that my closest friends end up becoming distant... I don't make many friends. I mean I have a reasonable amount of "aquaintances" with whom I can...
    escapemyreality escapemyreality 22-25, F a week ago

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    I can't go to Wal-Mart, concerts, or malls, etc... without having a group of friends with me. I feel alienated, and at anytime they're going to come after me. I need others...
    EmptyLaugh EmptyLaugh 22-25, M 5 days ago

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    Even though I have some great friends, I still feel alone. Maybe I will receive some lectures of this, of that you don't need a relationship to be happy, but I know that's what's...
    bkf2 bkf2 22-25, M 4 days ago

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    i do because simply put, i find people generally annoying. i don't like people standing too close to me, i don't like crowds, i don't like people noise- screaming, laughing...
    iridescenteyes iridescenteyes 26-30, F 2 days ago

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    Although I appear to be a nice person, normal to most, deep down I was timid, sensitive, and passive. I was never a loud, outrageous person, so my quietness was always mistaken for...
    SentimentalMood SentimentalMood 36-40, F 2 Responses Oct 27

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    Ugh! The most unappreciated feeling in the world is 'FEELING NOT GOOD ENOUGH.' Lately, I been feeling like if I am alone. Feels like everything I try doing is wrong. I never do...
    Jaiyy Jaiyy 18-21, F 2 Responses Nov 5

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    I am used to doing everything alone. I lost my best friend in seventh grade and I've been on my own ever since. In a way I think it's made me stronger as a person; the fact that...
    brimc7 brimc7 16-17, F 3 Responses Nov 11

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    Something I've taken very literally for all my life. And even though it brings scary, depressive and sad thoughts , I always bounce back to being happy knowing that alone is always...
    lifeinthemoment lifeinthemoment 26-30, F 2 Responses Oct 29

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    I guess we all have different conceptions of people, some might see you as the pretty girl, some as the funny one, and some might just see you as the one who is not worth it. But...
    CarolinaS1 CarolinaS1 16-17, F 1 Response Oct 31

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    I'm in a new school and making friends can be hard 😭 i made new friends but i don't even know if they like me 😭 i'm so lonely during lunch and i have no one to hang around...
    nimra1296 nimra1296 18-21, F 1 Response a week ago

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    Hello. I am an 18 year old college student that's majoring in Astrophysics and International Economics in University. This should be the time of my life. I should be out partying...
    ofskies ofskies 18-21, M 1 Response 1 day ago

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    I am nineteen and I have felt this way for my entire life. Basically any relationship that I form, whether it be a romantic or platonic relationship, I feel gyped. I have always...
    chelsieshay2626 chelsieshay2626 18-21, F 2 Responses 6 days ago

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    That's how I feel... Yet conveniently when old friends need me I'm there for them yet when I need someone I'm alone.... I know those are not real friends but I have a big heart. I...
    MsAnonymous1 MsAnonymous1 18-21, F 4 Responses Oct 28

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    I've been a maverick my entire life and always will be..when the Herd Zigged, I Zagged..just my nature.:)
    SouthernItaliano SouthernItaliano 51-55, M Oct 29

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    As I sit in my room, repeating the same song over and over, i mentally scream for anyone to notice me. But mentally is as far as i'll ever take it, even if i were to go out, hang...
    memberz memberz 31-35, M 1 Response Nov 8

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    i have friends, i really do. some of them i can relate to so well and others i just wanna punch half the time. but i can never be truthful with them. they only know half my story...
    LoveLessOne97 LoveLessOne97 18-21, F 2 Responses Nov 9

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    Last week I had to go to my local home improvement store. I usually go in the middle of the day to avoid any semblance of a crowd. Thus I had the place mostly to myself - except a...
    CatalinaVanilla CatalinaVanilla 26-30, F Nov 9

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    Last week I had to go to my local home improvement store. I usually go in the middle of the day to avoid any semblance of a crowd. Thus I had the place mostly to myself - except a...
    CatalinaVanilla CatalinaVanilla 26-30, F 1 Response Nov 9

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    Im not alone when i say," i push people away when i dont want to". The most common response is always because your afraid of getting hurt or that you have trust issues. These...
    glittz101 glittz101 18-21, F 1 Response Nov 9

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    i spend almost all my day alone, even though i am living with my family (9 total). we share a very small house, but no one talk to me, sometimes, i feel stressed and depressed...
    reem1991 reem1991 22-25, F 3 Responses Nov 10

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    I don't really know if it's me projecting my judgment of myself, if it is legitimately true that others are judging me, or if it is a combination of both. I do feel really judged...
    KelseyLeigh123 KelseyLeigh123 22-25, F 5 Responses Nov 13

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    I am not a victim...everyone's circumstances are both self-dictated and the result of other people's words or actions. I have been "alone" for about three years now after the end...
    AntiquitusBlue AntiquitusBlue 41-45, M 1 Response Nov 15

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    I have experienced many lasting friendships, but I want to be somebody's favorite person. I want to be the main character, not just a supporting role. I don't want to be alone. I...
    GarrettYdoom GarrettYdoom 18-21, M 2 Responses Nov 15

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    So I've been looking on Facebook at all the girls I've had crushed and all the girls I had a good friendship with, most of them unfriended me due to lack of communication, and...
    littlemac64 littlemac64 22-25, M 1 Response 6 days ago

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    I can be surrounded by a group of people, but still be by myself. I feel I can't share any of my personal problems with any of my friends, and all I wanna do is curl up in my bed...
    SweetcakesJr SweetcakesJr 13-15, F 3 Responses 18 hrs ago

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    NOTE: Please do not let the length of this post deter you from reading. It is worth every moment. :) I did something very recently that was mindbogglingly idiotic, imbecilic, and...
    andrewphysics andrewphysics 18-21, M Nov 7

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    10 months ago I met the man of my dreams It couldn't have been more perfect we were both going to divorces. no problems with my ex and I wish I could say the same for his. I never...
    badluckbabe badluckbabe 22-25, F 2 Responses Nov 12

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    I Want You I want you. I want to throw you against a wall, wrap your legs around my waist and kiss you. Kiss you until we have to stop to catch our breaths. I want you and only you...
    robotredneck robotredneck 18-21, T Nov 13

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    There's this boy, just pretend that his name is Michael. We used to be so close until he left me I don't know why.. He just stop texting me, he's the one who wanted to get to know...
    iloveinternet iloveinternet 16-17, F Nov 8

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    This is something that my friends just cannot understand. I'm not saying that there is a right or wrong way to be. We are all different. Some people can be happy with just about...
    455cargirl 455cargirl 36-40, F 9 Responses Nov 16