I Am Always Alone

Ever felt alone in a crowded room? 212 People

    No matter where I am,

    or who's around, I am always alone. I don't know why it is that I have this feeling of emptiness and can't seem to connect more than temporarily with anyone.
    Indari Indari
    31-35, M
    May 10, 2015

    Hello....anyone...I jus came back fro work

    today,I work the phones for tech support for a big company. I have yet to know what is it like to have a friend, to have somebody to talk to...about anything. For some reason I still have a cell phone, the oldest thing you could imagine, and there the only contact that will...
    sfvq9801 sfvq9801
    26-30, M
    1 Response Jan 11, 2014
    mayorMax mayorMax
    22-25, M
    1 Response May 7, 2014

    I am satan possessed

    and nobody will be by my side. I need acceptance. I give in already. If you do not believe in the double predestination thing , just be for me and love me amd just believe at least what i am going through is real and that I am not lying and run away with me to another island and...
    Thedepressedgirlatthewindow Thedepressedgirlatthewindow
    18-21, F
    Mar 30, 2015
    mayorMax mayorMax
    22-25, M
    2 Responses Aug 19, 2014

    sometimes it's the feeling

    that give me comfort than having people around me and yet eventually leave me.
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Feb 24, 2014

    It seems that I've always been this way

    when in reality I wasn't like this. I used to be a girl with lots of friends I thought I could count on; but I was wrong. They began to bully me, harass me, even beat me up from time to time. Now, at seventeen years old I only have one friend that I'm not even sure I can count...
    ThatDarnKatz ThatDarnKatz
    18-21, F
    1 Response Jun 3, 2014

    all my life I've always been alone,

    my father left me, same with most of my family and my mother. most kids in school are scared of me. only a couple of my friends care but barely. and im always getting cruel looks from people randomly. im lucky to have held but al this time but im breaking. no one cares, no one...
    SweetAlone13 SweetAlone13
    16-17, F
    1 Response Apr 4, 2014

    In every sense possible.

    I don't mind being alone, but it hurts to be lonely. I feel I can't relate to anyone. I'm an oddity. I don't belong anywhere. I find it very difficult to connect with others, I don't feel nobody really understands or gets me. I wish I could find someone who actually does. I...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    2 Responses Jan 28, 2014

    I Need Somebody

    I am homeschooled by computer .Mom works days. Daddy works nights and drinks and sleeps all day and I am not suppose to go out
    ABBY01930 ABBY01930
    18-21, F
    Feb 11, 2010
    homeishell homeishell
    36-40, F
    Feb 26, 2014

    This morning, I woke up tired.

    I went to bed tired, much like the last time. Tonight, I'll likely do it again, but since it's Monday, I'll just as likely pass out instead. I heard a great standup comic the other night say that people drink not because they like it, but because they have to; alcohol is a...
    signaltone signaltone
    36-40, M
    1 Response Nov 2, 2014

    All my classmates have friends,

    while I don't have any I always eat lunch alone watching others with their friends.teachers also abuse me.I cry sometimes all night alone.
    simrans simrans
    16-17, M
    Jul 2, 2014

    Gets really tiring sometimes living this way.

    Im married but i feel like we have nothing in common, i cant seem to carry on a conversation with people longer than a few messages online and in real life i cant talk to anybody because of anxiety. Nobody seems to truly be able to relate to this or me anymore. Just really...
    shinjorai shinjorai
    41-45, M
    Aug 6, 2014

    I just want it to end,

    I can't stand of having no one to talk to and having no friends to do things with. It's been like this for most of my life, and I'm beginning to think death is the only option. It's a curse I have to live with, something that shuns me from society. I just haven't sank low enough...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    2 Responses Sep 15, 2014

    I just entered my first year of uni in the fall,

    and this is the first time I've ever been so far from home. All my friends and every person from my high school stayed near home. I thought it's be easy, making new friends, keeping good grades... I was usually alone anyway, after school, before school, I have become used to...
    lonewolfwithafriend lonewolfwithafriend
    18-21, F
    1 Response Dec 7, 2013

    I am always Alone

    A few days ago i was going through my Facebook normally as i do to kill time, seeing all my friends pictures of them going out. i was on there for about 10 min then i came across a certain a picture, a girl that i hadn't seen or barely talked to since elementary school (4th grade...
    koopakoop koopakoop
    18-21, M
    1 Response Dec 5, 2013

    Not that I want to be,

    but it happens to me always.. I am not a perfect however I am always trying to be myself to be true and not to hurt others.. I always am alone.. Not by choice,
    LonelyLittleBird LonelyLittleBird
    31-35, F
    1 Response May 26, 2014

    Nobody will understand me.

    Everybody always thinks in the notion mindset : " nothing can be that bad " kind of mindset . I feel nobody is able to face reality with me as they do not owe me a living and i hate to always hear people say nothing can be that bad. They have the crazy thinking that only certain...
    Thedepressedgirlatthewindow Thedepressedgirlatthewindow
    18-21, F
    1 Response Mar 28, 2015

    4 U...

    In a crowd of people I am so lonely and long to be with you because when I am not with you I am all alone. There is no one else and there is no more for me than you. There is no one that comforts me like you do. When you leave me and hang up that phone I am sick with...
    fungirlmmm fungirlmmm
    46-50, F
    8 Responses Jan 24, 2009

    Losing A Litte Peace Of Myself Everyday

    I think its bad,when suicide is an option.my mom is always yelling for no reason.her and step dad always fight,sometimes physically,since I was 7.I'm 16 I moved in with my dad when my step mom died,they had three little boys and a baby girl,I took care of them while my dad was...
    twinkles16 twinkles16
    16-17, F
    Feb 27, 2012

    My dad always has work

    and my mom always go to parties after i get home from school im usually alone during weekends too because my dad hangs out by our neighbors..
    AyatoMuffin AyatoMuffin
    16-17, F
    Sep 13, 2015
    hopelessgirlhere hopelessgirlhere
    18-21, F
    Feb 26, 2014

    my moms a neglectful self centered idiot,

    i have no father i can nevers ee my little bros and sisters , and I dont have any friends or a girlfriend. The last friends i had were the son and wife of the people i was renting a room from but . their mother was psychotic and housed her convict brothers who were heroin...
    Mattpsyd Mattpsyd
    18-21, M
    Jan 1, 2014
    mayorMax mayorMax
    22-25, M
    Apr 22, 2014

    I don't know how to connect to people.

    I have husband and two kids, yet I'm always feeling alone. Today for example, our neighbor invited my husband for a bbq, he said no problem and we showed up. The whole time there, no one really said a word to me, not even my husband. I just sat there for almost three hours...
    Mystery08 Mystery08
    22-25, F
    Jul 4, 2015
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