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I Am Always Feeling Sorrow

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    OK, if you know me on here, you already know that I have schizophrenia. I've been stable on 8 milligrams of risperdal and 60 milligrams of prozac (for my OCD) since 1998. The older...
    OqSydSchizo16Troll OqSydSchizo16Troll 36-40, M 12 hrs ago

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    I'm like the hulk of sleepiness. "Well cap, I'm always tired!" -falls asleep- ha I wish. But that's not the case. My mind festers on my darkness and perpetuates it to the point I...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response 17 hrs ago

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    I have a bad temper problem. Always feeling this seething rage burning inside me that can't be extinguish. :( It's so scary and i am afraid it will only get worse later if i didn't...
    iloveaudioporn iloveaudioporn 26-30, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    I am okay. and I don't mean it in a dishonest way, or telling you what you want to hear so I don't need to explain myself. I am okay,happy and relaxed typing this. I have finally...
    kiki2016 kiki2016 26-30, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    Like right now. My landlord really laid into me today for being behind on my rent. I'm doing the best I can, but I don't think it's enough. Anyhow, I've not always been the...
    iSpyce iSpyce 26-30, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    I don't know i seems can't madly in love no more. I've loved once, first love that wasn't sweet at all. He didn't love me back even he hated me just because he knew i had a feeling...
    fragilegile fragilegile 22-25, F 2 days ago

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    I always feel sad and very few people can actually make me feel genuinely happy, well honest just one person. I don't know what to do any more. I lie to my teachers when they ask...
    FEVERiSHLY FEVERiSHLY 16-17, T 2 days ago

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    I am usually a person who always wants to understand why things happen and until I understand I feel bad. And even sometimes after. I keep feeling like I can't handle when I make...
    Blueberrybliss Blueberrybliss 18-21, F 3 days ago

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    I don't understand it. People keep telling me I bother them in class, or in the city, or wherever. I feel as if they just find my mannerisms to be in the way and wrong, and since I...
    norpan66 norpan66 16-17, M 1 Response 5 days ago

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    I live in a great state in the USA. I truly adore the feeling of the sun warming up my body before I go skinny dipping and/or sunbathing. I love the outdoors a lot and I am...
    redheadedfemale redheadedfemale 41-45, F 10 Responses 5 days ago

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    I was twenty years old on my own in a city for the first time. I was fresh out of a break up and excited about what could happen. I was happy to be me. I was secure in not having...
    katariffik katariffik 31-35, F 1 Response a week ago

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    "All action results from thought, so it is thoughts that matter."I personally believe that if one person is always positive then results will also be positive. In life, it is...
    EPNids EPNids 36-40, F Aug 25

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    After all our dreams went down Sinking for our very eyes Still echoing the sound Oh the frozen dreadful cries Witnessed the passing of our only loves Lose a battle to the sea...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Aug 24

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    All of that thick time without you Has made me so thick and drunk "and it's okay to laugh about it" I said, "it's okay to laugh about it" Runnin' twice as fast to stay in the same...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Aug 24

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    I think that I am always drawn to iconoclasts of some type. Whether they're revolutionaries or musicians or great writers. But what I don't like are self-centered people who only...
    rebelrebel07 rebelrebel07 18-21, F 3 Responses Aug 24

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    I am a perfectionist i always got anything if i want. I didn't care how hard it is or how long it will take. I always reach out what i want. But three months ago i lost my...
    Gloriaboszaman Gloriaboszaman 26-30, F 4 Responses Aug 22

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    Time ... How often do u think about time? Are u always running out of time, are u running behind or u always on time. Everyday we have this same Amount of time. Some make most...
    dezeena dezeena 26-30, F Aug 22

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    Waylon Jennings "I've Always Been Crazy" I've always been crazy and the trouble that it's put me through I've been busted for things that I did, and I didn't do I can't say I'm...
    RoadPoet RoadPoet 41-45, M Aug 22

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    I had diarrhea today. I woke up very early feeling really sick, with a huge pressure in my bowels so I decided to go in my boxers. After about 5 minutes of diarrhea I felt a bit...
    Potatoe20 Potatoe20 13-15, M 2 Responses Aug 20

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    I'm so in love, and I found it in the most unlikely place. I have two wonderful young teenagers and life is truly amazing lately. however I keep getting overwhelming feelings of...
    agypsieschild agypsieschild 31-35, F Aug 20

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    I have one really good friend but o feel like she doesn't understand what I'm feeling or going through. I need someone to be my rock instead of me being theirs. I want a best...
    LizC815 LizC815 22-25, F Aug 19

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    I think I know why. I still feel bad. I wake up pissy spend my day angry then come home mad and get more mad with every word. I got my own things with work happening. I work at a...
    animalexpert1128 animalexpert1128 22-25, F Aug 19

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    Confessions of a Habitual Apologizer: I’m sorry. I say it when I bump into someone at the store, when my card doesn’t swipe the first time, and when my phone cuts out. In...
    MissMimiMusic MissMimiMusic 22-25, F 4 Responses Aug 19

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    if that is not my biggest downfall idk wut is? I tend to shake off my gut feelings as paranoia n the red flags as misunderstandings, but always looking back....the warning signs...
    StreetgirlnamedDesire504 StreetgirlnamedDesire504 36-40 Aug 18

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    I wanted to join the military, before i do travel the world and see Canada, England, and Russia along with a few other countries. I had dreams of all that i wanted to do, see, and...
    RVFreeze RVFreeze 18-21, M Aug 18

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    I've watched asian dramas before but this one has gotten me going nuts. One of the main characters is just so amazing looking. I think i now understand how people feel when they...
    HigherCalling HigherCalling 26-30, F 2 Responses Aug 18

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    I know you never passed a day without talking to me I know you never got mad more than few mins I know you always tried to not let me go I know you were the one who always end up...
    TakeAwayThePain TakeAwayThePain 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 18

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    It's not often that I experience deep feelings. My feelings are usually rather short lived and shallow in a way. It's nice when I get in these moods so I can revel in my deepest...
    artxinxmotion12 artxinxmotion12 22-25, F 1 Response Aug 17

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    I wish I always felt what I feel right now. You see I'm someone who would love to try everything. I'd love to get a private flying license, I'd love to learn mountain climbing, I'd...
    aeinhardt aeinhardt 18-21, M Aug 17

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    Sometimes I wonder if i died the next day she would care. I just got done quitting my job that was worth staying to go home to deal with college and with my ex. She was once a wife...
    JusDave JusDave 18-21, M Aug 17

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    i admitted something that I didn't know what in my heart tonight and I don't think I was ready for that. But i needed to do it for the one person who's been there for me. I...
    aacbluey aacbluey 18-21, F Aug 16

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    I said I'll start this one story a day challenge that I set for myself and I have a story in mind about women but im too tired to type it right now so illy just type this, also...
    PiecingMeBackTogether PiecingMeBackTogether 18-21 3 Responses Aug 14

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    I'm talking to this guy and have been for months now but never know where I stand with him or what he wants from me. I'm sure it's just to sleep with me but I'm looking for more...
    kayceebby kayceebby 18-21, F 2 Responses Aug 13

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    I've always been the one that felt like no one understood me. I have really strict parents that made it seem as though having fun was bad and studies and being perfect was good...
    deleted deleted 26-30 10 Responses Aug 13

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    This happens all the time. I always keep my feelings hidden & eventually my cup of emotions end up overflowing big time.
    firefoxkiss firefoxkiss 22-25, F 2 Responses Aug 13

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    So today my close friend didn't come to school, and me and her both have a history with this guy. I wasn't able to forget about him for a couple years until me and my friend told...
    CatCuddles CatCuddles 13-15, F 1 Response Aug 13

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    I'm crumbling inside. I am living an otherwise exciting life, traveling and having experiences that I always dreamed up. Yet, I feel like I've lost my ambition and desire in...
    Woosah Woosah 26-30, F Aug 12

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    hi guys, i don't what to tell, my grandmother died recently, i couldn't handle the pain i cried a lot, my cousin died in 2014, my dad died in 2004, before there a baby in my mom...
    jyothi19 jyothi19 18-21, F 2 Responses Aug 11

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    I'm smiling because as I read through our old conversations I remember those feelings of security, happiness and belonging. I remember us telling each other jokes, you resting your...
    AngelsInBlack AngelsInBlack 16-17, F Aug 10

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    In 2006, at the age of thirty and being at the two-year college forever due to having child, mathematical struggles, and so forth, I transferred to California State University...
    MBPEACEFUL12 MBPEACEFUL12 36-40, F 5 Responses