guitar. Yesterday, I inquired on a music school nearby. I've been postponing this for a long while now but I think this is the best chance I can get. I feel belittled every time someone asks me if I can play anything, maybe this is a good chance to redeem myself.
that gets you down?
Don't let it. You are much better than that so started realising it now. Ignore and forget the cr*p.
And just learn to enjoy every moment, like every moment in the present is simply the best. You can make it if you really want to.
I awoke this morning and felt the absence of my usual sense of wonder.
I missed it.
In fact, I felt like crying.
Well, I don’t have anything against crying… but … the day was beautiful… did I really want to fill it with my tears?
And where were these tears coming...
now since I first realized I had a problem.
It was my 2nd year in college and I was talking to a professor about my idea for my independent study. She had started making a few corrections and I started to cry and quickly excused myself from her office. I sat in my car crying...
and brush myself off.
Do what's exactly right by me: study hard, workout hard, take great care of myself... love myself so completely.
I will be even more amazing, stronger and even better than before :)
growing up and not throwing yourself out there to be someone's rag doll grow up stand up for yourself unless you want to get paid for s3x then be my guess to do that just trying to help people change there life's about being a slot
2013. As Of July 2014 after one year of physical therapy I've loss over 80 pounds with daily exercise and change of eating habits. My body is healing my goal is to lose another 70 pounds get down to my normal body weight.Tone up my body then pack on more muscle.So I'm tearing it...
Like a mountain, solidly.
If I fall, let me fall.
Like a leaf, gracefully.
If I lay, let me lay,
Like a lake, calm and still.
If I work, let me work.
Like a bee, lazily ;-)
If I play, let me play.
Like the wind of the sky, rejoicing all.
picked up bits and pieces, and now I'm just shaping them altogether.. Like a work of art sat on an easel, a sculptor moulding clay, a pencil drifting across paper in motion I'm always improving myself.
For the past 7 years, my life had been mostly a struggle, more so psychologically, as I had acquired a lot of fears which at the time I could not understand, let alone deal with.
I was shy, anxious in just about any social situation, and eventually got depressed. I realise now...
.. But I will get up and dance in the rain and love every previous moment !
I call this rough patch a progression phase... Things get worse to the get better. We are in the process of getting much better and proving immensely 'upgrading' to better times. It may seem hard now...
but I'm doing my best, I'm going to get better mentally and physically but there is a lot of obstacles I must overcome first it should be relatively simple.
Trust me you better have that shirt because I am coming for it!
I consider myself a constant work in progress. Ever changing, growing, stretching, reaching, learning. Each day transforms me a bit more.
I am ever striving to be a better human being.
Some days I fall short of the mark, but I pick myself up, dust myself...
I don't like myself much right now, I'm really not happy with anything, I just feel like I want to runaway and not deal with any of it, snag is you can't runaway from yourself. Everything feels wrong and I don't know how to make it right, I know it's partly about perception, when...
or get better at things I do know. This week I finished building a large wood trunk to put glass items in when I move. I made it look like those antique steamers that sell for a lot, and it turned out quite well. And I'm also working on retaining more information from class...
pushed by a cold lethal, andthrashing wind,
The hard times are really due to our current lack in inspiration and passion.
Get inspired and find things that you are truly passionate about. We need to get out there and do our best ! You can do it, just have faith now :)
and 5 amazing kids together has
been an unbelievable evil liar for the last
6 years. He travelled to his country and
married a woman and even had kids with her. The whole time I believed him when he said he started a new business over seas and travelled there every few months...
I think I improve myself in smaller ways, because I become less ignorant over time. With time, comes knowledge. I try to find logic to things to better understand them or to be more calm about them, so I think in some ways I try to improve myself in smaller ways that I wouldn't...
This is what I keep trying to tell myself, despite the fact that I worry about stupid things. I worry what people will think when I do certain things. I worry about the outcomes of things that haven't even happened yet.A little bit of nervous energy is sometimes a good thing. It...
taking a different attitude to conflicts and challenges. fitness. diet.
my family have noticed and we've talked about these new philosophies I'm creating. They finally started getting it today, and so have some people I talk to on here. even some at my new work pick up on it...
Been watching my food intake since January and am still not making any real progress. I know what I 'should' do. But the motivation and discipline is really lacking. It's also a challenge that the one person whose opinion matters looks down on me. My accent my skin my...