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I Am Always Sad and Alone

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    Sick, Sad and Alone

    I've been sick for over a year.  My lymph nodes are swollen, I had a chronic low-grade fever, I just found a lump under my chin, my legs have begun hurting so much in the past couple of months that I have to use a wheelchair most of the time to get around.  I'm very...
    sadlittlerose sadlittlerose 31-35 6 Responses Jul 15, 2009

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    i don't know why i am feeling this way.

    but really i am sad, i am alone, im depressed and i am nothing..i may have this smile that fools everyone, but i cannot fool myself. at the end of the day, its always been my depression that eats me up into pieces
    fayefaye28 fayefaye28 26-30, F 1 Response Jul 3

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    Just once I want a inspirational girl ,

    that can motivate me, that can share the same interest as me. A girl that I can depend on. But somehow it's hard to find that right girl. I always want my next relationship to be my last , but who am I kidding; at this rate, with all these ex's, I'm doomed for a disaster...
    LonelyOB LonelyOB 18-21, M 1 Response Jun 30, 2014

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    Mothers And Daughters

    I come from an middle class respected family.  They are well known in my city due to a sport star sister. I am 41, and only recently the pieces fit together and makes sense why i have been feeling so isolated and rejected my whole life.  I think 41 is a good age to be.  I...
    nehcna nehcna 41-45 2 Responses Mar 29, 2012

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    Gordonzobeanz Gordonzobeanz 18-21, M Oct 15, 2014

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    I Wish Things Were Different

    The saddest thing about my story is that no one even knows that i feel this way. I go to work,i laugh with my co workers, we talk, we share, it's great. I come home. I go to my bedroom and i am alone, again. I have no children, no boyfriend, no real friends outside of work...
    o018488 o018488 26-30, F 3 Responses Dec 10, 2011

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    People Don't Understand, So I Hide My Feelings

    Hi, I am a 24 year old female. In December of 2009, a girl I knew from College invited me to her birthday party at the bar. I thought it would be a lot of fun, and it was. A lot of her family and friends were there, everybody was having a good time. I am not afraid to admit...
    lovetoteach lovetoteach 22-25 4 Responses Jun 6, 2012

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    I have dreams about him

    and I being able to work things out. Apparently, we took the vows as an a joke, or he did. Like through sickness and in health, death do us part. Granted I have a lot of medical issues. But he was a workaholic who was never home. Unfortunately I had a prescription pill problem...
    egkozanian2 egkozanian2 31-35 Apr 25, 2014

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    I always feel this way.

    Sometimes I like being alone, I'm not overly social, but it's too much. And naturally, when I need people, they aren't around so I have to get through depressive moods or tough situations alone.
    usernameinneed usernameinneed 26-30, M 2 Responses Aug 2

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    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Jun 18, 2014

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    hello,My sad experience in my life

    even now.I was born with my mom only, when i got 11 years old my mom introduce my father and he has another family at that moment until now, I was so sad when i saw my classmates during our family day in school they bond together with their parents.when the time passed by, i...
    loveyen loveyen 22-25 1 Response 4 days ago

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    Every night You wrote another line With a

    bloody, broken, bottle And every day You wish it away Why don't you pull the pin On that grenade You cuddle I wanted to believe Bodies swinging from trees Struggling to stand With your head in your hands A stoic last stand Of a dying man I wanted to believe As I watched your...
    Gordonzobeanz Gordonzobeanz 18-21, M Oct 8, 2014

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    I'm just looking for my friend in Ireland

    and it really upsets me that I can't find him. It's starting to feel a bit like none of this was true.
    Canadianwithirish Canadianwithirish 18-21, F Mar 18, 2014

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    Can anybody till me why I'm feeling like that?

    I don't even think that a therapist can help me.
    20ShadesOfBlue 20ShadesOfBlue 16-17, M 3 Responses Aug 2

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    In my previous postings

    and experiences, I've dealt with numerous issues, both good and bad. I guess this postings has several factors that I am dealing with. Besides the cancer, which I am cancer free... I still deal with incontinence... and this is probably one of the main factors to write this...
    TimmAllen TimmAllen 51-55, M 1 Response Apr 7, 2014

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    Today I was listening to one of my favourite

    poets work online and it hit me out of nowhere. I became so sad and lonely that my breath was stolen out of my chest and I couldn't breathe. I had to lay down on the floor and let the shaking take its course, just let it run through. I laid there and cried, shaking violently...
    Canadianwithirish Canadianwithirish 18-21, F Dec 6, 2014

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    I got used to eating lunch alone at school,

    doing things alone at home like homework and projects, buying stuffs alone but wtf this feeling of being alone.. It makes me so sad that I imagine life being alone forever.. I was just thinking of going around the world to discover what is life for.. How to survive and see how...
    BarbieChan BarbieChan 22-25, F Dec 29, 2013

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    No One Understands.

    No one understandswhat I go Through each daythey look at me and smileThey don't know what to sayNo one understandswhy I hurt so much insidewhy I don't believe in myselfwhy I have no happinessNo one understandswhy I drag on this painwhy I hide so much hurtwhy I'm going insaneNo...
    shailugurl shailugurl 26-30, F 1 Response May 26, 2012

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    The Day It Began

    I can almost pinpoint the moment I started feeling sad, depressed and knew it wasn't going to get any better.  When I was about 11, my mom took me on a drive and we pulled up to this little bathing beach, she wanted to talk to me about my father and her.  She told me...
    likwidsnd likwidsnd 26-30, F 3 Responses Jun 3, 2009

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    Always Sad

    I am writing this story to make myself even sadder.  I find myself searching out saddness because at least when I 'm sad I feel something.  Most of the day I walk around like an emotionless zombie.  I can't remember the last time I was happy, scared, anxious...
    luap928 luap928 31-35, M 4 Responses Nov 5, 2010

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    I don't know i seems can't madly in love no

    more. I've loved once, first love that wasn't sweet at all. He didn't love me back even he hated me just because he knew i had a feeling for him. It was 2009 when i first time realized that i had feeling for him we had big fight in 2011 and never spoken ever since. I quit job in...
    fragilegile fragilegile 22-25, F 14 hrs ago

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    Alone And Sad

    I'm a 21-years-old mathematics student. I've always been brilliant at school, always reached my cultural goals. I am also very happy of my studies. Many people admire me for my capabity in science, for my mental agility. But I feel mortally alone. I never experienced love; no...
    Viserys91 Viserys91 22-25, M 3 Responses Sep 10, 2012

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    I Think I Will Always Be Sad...and Alone. :(

    I have kept a journal since I was 16; I am 21 now. It mostly consist of my feelings and inner thoughts. I like reading through it and reliving the moments that each page brings. Usually I can remember the details that I had left out years ago... I was looking through it one day...
    R0B1N R0B1N 18-21, F 5 Responses Mar 30, 2012

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    24yrs. Later and Still So Sad

    "i am always sad and alone" how can i feel the same way that i felt as an 11yr. girl? im 35 now, why do i sit and cry to myself time and time again, im drowning in self pity and i cant find and end to this although i try.
    soulsolost soulsolost 31-35, F 1 Response Aug 20, 2009

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    People always say "good things will happen

    after the bad" but ever since my first "sort of" boyfriend rejected me it's been two years of constant misfortune, pain and loneliness. I wish I could meet someone new, I wish I could fall in love with someone who loved me back... Things just seem to keep getting worse.
    batjokes batjokes 22-25, F 1 Response May 20

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    Feeling like I am in a really dark place right

    now. I lost my ex boyfriend due to my constant emotional dramas and we both were acting negatively towards each other due to my inability to be nice at times. It is almost like I don't know how to have successful relationships - like I'm always hiding part of myself and not...
    CosmicPrincess CosmicPrincess 26-30, F 1 Response Feb 8

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    I have felt this way

    for awhile ever since my gf left me and I lost My kid but loseing my dad recently has left me with a ever lasting feel of sadness and loneliness 😔
    Alii7 Alii7 22-25, M 1 Response Aug 2

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    Even when I'm surrounded by those

    who know me best I always feel like this, it's starting to wear at me, and every night I start breaking, crying, shaking, wanting to stop... I'd never actually kill myself though... I couldn't when I tried so why try again
    qman986 qman986 18-21, M Aug 1

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    I am a Mistake

    "Mistake" would become my identity and my sole reason for being here. I was born of two people who couldn't hold their liquor and can't stand each other. It all began when i left elementary school, i had been there for a majority of my life summer vacation,winter vacation...
    RocketBastard RocketBastard 18-21, M 1 Response Oct 15, 2012

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    anyone have an instagram?

    Mine is Danae Ruff-Robins. I know weird name lol
    PeachCreme PeachCreme 18-21, F 6 hrs ago

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    anasteel2 anasteel2 41-45, F 2 Responses Jan 23

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    I have lots of good freinds.

    but I'm alway depressed and sad because of a bad relationship I had.when i finally got out of depression.people closest to me stated saying that I changed and I don't like you like before.once again I felt into the depression then suddenly I started noticing a girl I started...
    Mgo44 Mgo44 18-21, M Mar 6, 2014

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    Loneliness!!

    Loneliness that i have deep inside my heart, no one had took notice of it so far......... I love to see people happy and so I realize that I can't show them how sad n depressed i am right now.. This pain inside is killing and i have noticed that sharing my feelings to anyone is...
    Choppss Choppss 16-17, F 1 Response Jun 16, 2012

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    Forever Alone.

    No matter what has happened in my life it always comes down to me sitting here alone. I am totally alone within a group of people, I have never fit in anywhere, occasionally I'll try but over the years my confidence level has dropped so much I feel to shy to join in with...
    amigoodenough amigoodenough 36-40, F 16 Responses Oct 17, 2007

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    Depression

    Demanding all of my time My concentration is captured. Like a cloud in the shape of a dragon, You just have to notice. Feeding from my every thought. Listening to my sadness chime. Watching my tears fall silently. Maturing from my every action. Cradling my happiness in...
    Jordanne Jordanne 16-17, F 1 Response Apr 1, 2007

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    its like I just can't be happy ,

    I always feel bad for something. I'm always stressed out, sad, angry,.. I had have enough. I wish there was a button on life that you just could stop. I don't want to be in this world anymore. I can't do anything good, I have no talent ( don't say everyone does, yea I know...
    Ilovebunbunnies Ilovebunbunnies 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 6, 2014

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    I Am Always Sad And Alone

    Yes, I started to notice that there was something not right at around 18, now 18 years later I feel I am such a empty person, nothing to give to people and nothing to take, i have no more friends, the only person that think i am great is my child. There are ups and downs, the...
    needtotalk123 needtotalk123 36-40 5 Responses Oct 22, 2010

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    I have difficulty putting things into words

    but every day I feel more and more alone. I talk to people at work, have a good time with my co-workers when I'm there but other than that, I just lie in bed and cry almost every night. Anytime I meet someone I see them a few times and then it just stops. And it's me. I know it...
    radioactive19 radioactive19 22-25, F 2 Responses Apr 7, 2014

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    Why? Why is this happening?

    Just why? What's going on in my laugh
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Aug 2

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    Its Not Life If Your Just Living.

    I moved out mid November. That's the big step people take, the whole moving on into their lives, going to college, walking towards the future. I moved in with the only two friends I had that didn't move away for college and we all decided to go to a community college. This...
    gmcglothern gmcglothern 18-21 3 Responses Dec 17, 2010

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    I Don't Know What To Do With Myself.

    I don't know what to do with myself. I never do. Everything seems so pointless; like a lot of effort. I look around at other people who seem to live their lives so easily, and then i reflect upon myself. Nothing seems to go right for me, and it's like life is mocking me; like it...
    ijustneedafriend ijustneedafriend 18-21, F 3 Responses Aug 5, 2012

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    Tired of Waiting to Fall

    I am tired of looking over my shoulder.  Looking for somebody who might try and hurt me.  Tired of looking over my shoulder, waiting for someone to save me.  This life has been rough for me.  We are dealt the cards before we are born.  We do not...
    Luna4806 Luna4806 26-30, F 4 Responses Jun 3, 2007

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    i'm always alone, like everything is far from

    me, there's no friend to talked to, there's no memories of happiness,
    AlexandraSandy AlexandraSandy 26-30, F 1 Response Aug 2

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    My girlfriend dumped me.

    .. The pain is becoming unbearable, I just can't stand it anymore... Date of planned suicide: 20th October 2014 Love you all :)
    deleted deleted 26-30 5 Responses Oct 6, 2014

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    There's this boy, just pretend

    that his name is Michael. We used to be so close until he left me I don't know why.. He just stop texting me, he's the one who wanted to get to know me and he just left and date another girl that suppose to be me, but its not. My heart is so broken that time it was in 2012, I've...
    iloveinternet iloveinternet 16-17, F Nov 8, 2014

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