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I Am Always Sad and Alone

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    My girlfriend dumped me.

    .. The pain is becoming unbearable, I just can't stand it anymore... Date of planned suicide: 20th October 2014 Love you all :)
    endmylife endmylife 13-15, M 7 Responses Oct 6

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    Ignore Me

    im tired of being ignored... and everyone leaves me home alone to get fat :( oh well its my life
    ShariAna ShariAna 22-25, F 1 Response Aug 9, 2007

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    That's It.

    I think the topic of this group speaks for itself. No one understands me.
    Blipp Blipp 21-25, F 4 Responses Apr 1, 2007

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    Every night You wrote another line With a

    bloody, broken, bottle And every day You wish it away Why don't you pull the pin On that grenade You cuddle I wanted to believe Bodies swinging from trees Struggling to stand With your head in your hands A stoic last stand Of a dying man I wanted to believe As I watched your...
    Gordonzobeanz Gordonzobeanz 18-21, M Oct 8

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    I got used to eating lunch alone at school,

    doing things alone at home like homework and projects, buying stuffs alone but wtf this feeling of being alone.. It makes me so sad that I imagine life being alone forever.. I was just thinking of going around the world to discover what is life for.. How to survive and see how...
    BarbieChan BarbieChan 22-25, F Dec 29, 2013

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    The Day It Began

    I can almost pinpoint the moment I started feeling sad, depressed and knew it wasn't going to get any better.  When I was about 11, my mom took me on a drive and we pulled up to this little bathing beach, she wanted to talk to me about my father and her.  She told me...
    likwidsnd likwidsnd 26-30, F 3 Responses Jun 3, 2009

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    Just once I want a inspirational girl ,

    that can motivate me, that can share the same interest as me. A girl that I can depend on. But somehow it's hard to find that right girl. I always want my next relationship to be my last , but who am I kidding; at this rate, with all these ex's, I'm doomed for a disaster...
    LonelyOB LonelyOB 18-21, M 1 Response Jun 30

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    I have lots of good freinds.

    but I'm alway depressed and sad because of a bad relationship I had.when i finally got out of depression.people closest to me stated saying that I changed and I don't like you like before.once again I felt into the depression then suddenly I started noticing a girl I started...
    Mgo44 Mgo44 16-17, M Mar 6

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    People Don't Understand, So I Hide My Feelings

    Hi, I am a 24 year old female. In December of 2009, a girl I knew from College invited me to her birthday party at the bar. I thought it would be a lot of fun, and it was. A lot of her family and friends were there, everybody was having a good time. I am not afraid to admit...
    lovetoteach lovetoteach 22-25 4 Responses Jun 6, 2012

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    I Was Betrayed By My Mom (story Of My Friend)

    This is Not my experience!  God has been tugging at me to write this, it's basically a testimony and a bio. It's a bit long but not a waste of time.. thank you if you take the time to read it (:Well, my name Is Rachelle, I'm 17 years old, a senior, I'm a Christian of two years...
    TracyCobain TracyCobain 18-21, F 4 Responses Jun 4, 2011

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    24yrs. Later and Still So Sad

    "i am always sad and alone" how can i feel the same way that i felt as an 11yr. girl? im 35 now, why do i sit and cry to myself time and time again, im drowning in self pity and i cant find and end to this although i try.
    soulsolost soulsolost 31-35, F 1 Response Aug 20, 2009

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    I Always Feel Like I'm The Last Thing On People's Minds.

    All though out high school I've had this feeling. It probably started around the time I joined Facebook with all of my friends. I saw how many different great things people were doing together, but was sad because I was never invited. One thing that always annoyed me was...
    gmcglothern gmcglothern 18-21 7 Responses Jul 21, 2010

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    its like I just can't be happy ,

    I always feel bad for something. I'm always stressed out, sad, angry,.. I had have enough. I wish there was a button on life that you just could stop. I don't want to be in this world anymore. I can't do anything good, I have no talent ( don't say everyone does, yea I know...
    Ilovebunbunnies Ilovebunbunnies 18-21, F Mar 6

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    Surrounded But Always Alone

    I am always alone. I drive a PCV (Bus) and 100's of people pass through the doors but I am rarely spoken to. I say hello, good morning, I attempt conversation but people just don't bother with me. When I'm on my break even the other drivers won't include me in conversation, it...
    glasses32 glasses32 31-35, M Dec 28, 2012

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    Cloclo1234 Cloclo1234 13-15, F 1 Response Jun 18

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    Wishing I Just Had Some-one To Talk To And Be There For Me :(

    hey ^^ my names jenna im 16 years old i just really felt like i needed to get this out.i have really bad deppresion problem's and sometimes i feel like i need help with it.from middle school to high school i never had freinds i was always a loner'im alway's off to myself feeling...
    beautiful777 beautiful777 16-17, F 1 Response Nov 14, 2012

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    Loneliness!!

    Loneliness that i have deep inside my heart, no one had took notice of it so far......... I love to see people happy and so I realize that I can't show them how sad n depressed i am right now.. This pain inside is killing and i have noticed that sharing my feelings to anyone is...
    Choppss Choppss 16-17, F 1 Response Jun 16, 2012

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    Pitty

    I went to remove my ex husband from my car insurance today.  To my surprise, the car insurance company had the policy I sat up totally wrong 2 years ago.  They set up my ex husband as the policy holder and I as not even ensured on my own car.  I pay the bill, it comes to my...
    Bunkaqunk Bunkaqunk 36-40 1 Response Mar 12, 2012

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    I Wish Things Were Different

    The saddest thing about my story is that no one even knows that i feel this way. I go to work,i laugh with my co workers, we talk, we share, it's great. I come home. I go to my bedroom and i am alone, again. I have no children, no boyfriend, no real friends outside of work...
    o018488 o018488 26-30, F 2 Responses Dec 10, 2011

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    I Think I Will Always Be Sad...and Alone. :(

    I have kept a journal since I was 16; I am 21 now. It mostly consist of my feelings and inner thoughts. I like reading through it and reliving the moments that each page brings. Usually I can remember the details that I had left out years ago... I was looking through it one day...
    R0B1N R0B1N 18-21, F 5 Responses Mar 30, 2012

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    Sick, Sad and Alone

    I've been sick for over a year.  My lymph nodes are swollen, I had a chronic low-grade fever, I just found a lump under my chin, my legs have begun hurting so much in the past couple of months that I have to use a wheelchair most of the time to get around.  I'm very...
    sadlittlerose sadlittlerose 31-35 6 Responses Jul 15, 2009

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    Always Sad

    I am writing this story to make myself even sadder.  I find myself searching out saddness because at least when I 'm sad I feel something.  Most of the day I walk around like an emotionless zombie.  I can't remember the last time I was happy, scared, anxious...
    luap928 luap928 31-35, M 4 Responses Nov 5, 2010

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    Gordonzobeanz Gordonzobeanz 18-21, M a week ago

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    In my previous postings

    and experiences, I've dealt with numerous issues, both good and bad. I guess this postings has several factors that I am dealing with. Besides the cancer, which I am cancer free... I still deal with incontinence... and this is probably one of the main factors to write this...
    TimmAllen TimmAllen 51-55, M 1 Response Apr 7

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    Depression

    Demanding all of my time My concentration is captured. Like a cloud in the shape of a dragon, You just have to notice. Feeding from my every thought. Listening to my sadness chime. Watching my tears fall silently. Maturing from my every action. Cradling my happiness in...
    Jordanne Jordanne 16-17, F 1 Response Apr 1, 2007

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    I Don't Know What To Do With Myself.

    I don't know what to do with myself. I never do. Everything seems so pointless; like a lot of effort. I look around at other people who seem to live their lives so easily, and then i reflect upon myself. Nothing seems to go right for me, and it's like life is mocking me; like it...
    ijustneedafriend ijustneedafriend 18-21, F 3 Responses Aug 5, 2012

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    I have dreams about him

    and I being able to work things out. Apparently, we took the vows as an a joke, or he did. Like through sickness and in health, death do us part. Granted I have a lot of medical issues. But he was a workaholic who was never home. Unfortunately I had a prescription pill problem...
    egkozanian2 egkozanian2 31-35 Apr 25

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    Forever Alone.

    No matter what has happened in my life it always comes down to me sitting here alone. I am totally alone within a group of people, I have never fit in anywhere, occasionally I'll try but over the years my confidence level has dropped so much I feel to shy to join in with...
    amigoodenough amigoodenough 36-40, F 16 Responses Oct 17, 2007

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    I'm just looking for my friend in Ireland

    and it really upsets me that I can't find him. It's starting to feel a bit like none of this was true.
    Canadianwithirish Canadianwithirish 16-17, F Mar 18

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    No One Understands.

    No one understandswhat I go Through each daythey look at me and smileThey don't know what to sayNo one understandswhy I hurt so much insidewhy I don't believe in myselfwhy I have no happinessNo one understandswhy I drag on this painwhy I hide so much hurtwhy I'm going insaneNo...
    shailugurl shailugurl 26-30, F 1 Response May 26, 2012

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    I have difficulty putting things into words

    but every day I feel more and more alone. I talk to people at work, have a good time with my co-workers when I'm there but other than that, I just lie in bed and cry almost every night. Anytime I meet someone I see them a few times and then it just stops. And it's me. I know it...
    radioactive19 radioactive19 22-25, F 2 Responses Apr 7

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    davelovecock davelovecock 16-17, M May 13

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    My Life

    When i was three my dad was gun down and my mom did not want to be around me and my brothers so growing before i could start school my grandma would watch us and my cousins while our parents were at school and work. When my mom would get home it would be late in the night. when i...
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    Me - An Ungrateful Soul

    I am a 45 year old computer engineer. Single child. My parents died and I am living alone with my cat. Life is turning out to be very boring now. My job is good, financially I am doing well. But recently I got hurt in my love life too. My boyfriend got married to some one else...
    LamiaHameed LamiaHameed 41-45, F 2 Responses Jul 31, 2012

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    I am crying. I would cut myself.

    I wouldn't mind dying either.. the reason I havent cut is because i have to get blood taken Thursday afternoon and im worried about losing dads love or getting in trouble so ill just.. wait it out see how im feeling in the morning if its still bad enough I wont wait till after...
    KovusShame KovusShame 13-15, F 1 day ago

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    Lost In Travels

    I have been traveling for my job for almost 9 years now ... I have been with my fiancee for almost 6 years and I've always stayed true to myself... I love him dearly but the business politics give me problems ... Im always alone... I don't make any money, because he is my boss...
    charley034 charley034 26-30, F Dec 29, 2012

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    Just Feeling So Blue And Dont Know Why!!!

    I am a 41 year old female who is just always feeling so alone and distant from others. I just sit and cry for nothing. I feel so guilty because I am healthy and have a great family, so why do I feel like this. I dont share it with anyone except my boyfriend who tells me to stop...
    sherbear555 sherbear555 41-45, F 5 Responses Dec 31, 2009

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    Alone And Sad

    I'm a 21-years-old mathematics student. I've always been brilliant at school, always reached my cultural goals. I am also very happy of my studies. Many people admire me for my capabity in science, for my mental agility. But I feel mortally alone. I never experienced love; no...
    Viserys91 Viserys91 22-25, M 3 Responses Sep 10, 2012

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    Its Not Life If Your Just Living.

    I moved out mid November. That's the big step people take, the whole moving on into their lives, going to college, walking towards the future. I moved in with the only two friends I had that didn't move away for college and we all decided to go to a community college. This...
    gmcglothern gmcglothern 18-21 3 Responses Dec 17, 2010

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    I wanna fly like a bird I wanna fly

    and sing I wanna be free like an eagle I wanna be free and feel I wanna cry like a baby I wanna cry and sleep I wanna scream like a psycho I wanna escape and scream I don't wanna worry like a child I don't wanna worry or fear I don't wanna be salty like the sea I don't wanna be...
    Cassy77 Cassy77 22-25 1 Response May 2

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    Alone...depressed Etc...

    I am now 47...and as long as I can remember I have always felt *different*...not like the others. When I was young I always had good grades but not many friends. I was pretty solitary, I prefered to read just about everything instead of playing with friends although it did happen...
    angedoux angedoux 46-50, M 1 Response Oct 20, 2012

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    So Close, Yet So Far

    I moved in with my best friend a little over a year ago (I know, I know, some believe this is a bad idea, even though I feel alone, I don't completely agree, but I'll get to that). I also ended up meeting the love of my life. We've been together for a year as well and everything...
    eforempathy eforempathy 22-25, F Sep 18, 2013

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    Darkness

    When tears never get shed because you hardly ever cry, when you put a fake smile on your face do ppl notice. In my case very few notice the fact that I feel dead on the inside and I hide everything that is going on with me by saying everything and nothing at the same time. I feel...
    kitkat1989 kitkat1989 22-25, F 1 Response Aug 17, 2012

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    I Am Just So .... Scared

    My mom is just really irritating me right now. We've always had the agreement that I can stay at home as long as I'm in school or I have a job. When I've been graduated for five weeks, and I've been applying for jobs for four of those weeks and she's been up my *** the whole...
    TheFinalSojourner TheFinalSojourner 18-21, F Jun 15, 2013

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    I am a Mistake

    "Mistake" would become my identity and my sole reason for being here. I was born of two people who couldn't hold their liquor and can't stand each other. It all began when i left elementary school, i had been there for a majority of my life summer vacation,winter vacation...
    RocketBastard RocketBastard 18-21, M 2 Responses Oct 15, 2012

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    I Am Always Sad And Alone

    Yes, I started to notice that there was something not right at around 18, now 18 years later I feel I am such a empty person, nothing to give to people and nothing to take, i have no more friends, the only person that think i am great is my child. There are ups and downs, the...
    needtotalk123 needtotalk123 36-40 5 Responses Oct 22, 2010

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    Tired of Waiting to Fall

    I am tired of looking over my shoulder.  Looking for somebody who might try and hurt me.  Tired of looking over my shoulder, waiting for someone to save me.  This life has been rough for me.  We are dealt the cards before we are born.  We do not...
    Luna4806 Luna4806 26-30, F 4 Responses Jun 3, 2007

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    I Always Do Feel This Way..

    Whether I seem all 'Happy' and 'Loopy' and crap, most the time I'm not. You know what they say, 'The One Who Seems The Happiest On The Outside, Is The Saddest On The Inside.'
    deleted deleted 26-30 Jul 15, 2012

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    Mothers And Daughters

    I come from an middle class respected family.  They are well known in my city due to a sport star sister. I am 41, and only recently the pieces fit together and makes sense why i have been feeling so isolated and rejected my whole life.  I think 41 is a good age to be.  I...
    nehcna nehcna 41-45 2 Responses Mar 29, 2012

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    Being Alone Really Stinks

    i am a straight man that can't seem to meet the right woman again, especially after being married for fifteen years. my wife was the one that cheated on me, and i was a very caring and loving husband that was very committed to her too. going out is the very hard part for me again...
    BeingAloneHurts BeingAloneHurts 46-50, M 3 Responses Feb 7, 2013

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