I Am Always Sad and Alone

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    I Am Always Sad And Alone

    Yes, I started to notice that there was something not right at around 18, now 18 years later I feel I am such a empty person, nothing to give to people and nothing to take, i have no more friends, the only person that think i am great is my child. There are ups and downs, the...
    needtotalk123 needtotalk123
    36-40
    5 Responses Oct 22, 2010

    I enjoy being sad. I always find something to

    be melancholic about. I think it's beautiful. Like Lana del Ray hauntingly beautiful. It makes me feel connected to life more than happiness does. I feel grounded and stable when I bask in my thoughts of regret and fear. When I feel joy I feel disconnected like my head is in the...
    Luccaie Luccaie
    22-25, F
    1 Response Mar 6

    I will sometimes gets really sad

    for no reason maybe im just being me
    JameyRyder JameyRyder
    22-25, M
    2 Responses Mar 27

    I have dreams about him

    and I being able to work things out. Apparently, we took the vows as an a joke, or he did. Like through sickness and in health, death do us part. Granted I have a lot of medical issues. But he was a workaholic who was never home. Unfortunately I had a prescription pill problem...
    egkozanian2 egkozanian2
    31-35
    Apr 25, 2014

    alone a word more powerful

    than murder hate a poor synonym for it yet it creeps up on us like never end shadows in our mind slithering in and out of the cracks in our fragile minds breaking the foundations that our sanity is built on
    Brooklynnkelly Brooklynnkelly
    16-17, F
    3 Responses Aug 2, 2015

    Can anybody till me why I'm feeling like that?

    I don't even think that a therapist can help me.
    20ShadesOfBlue 20ShadesOfBlue
    18-21, M
    3 Responses Aug 2, 2015
    xjiaxo xjiaxo
    13-15, M
    1 Response Mar 28

    I Don't Know What To Do With Myself.

    I don't know what to do with myself. I never do. Everything seems so pointless; like a lot of effort. I look around at other people who seem to live their lives so easily, and then i reflect upon myself. Nothing seems to go right for me, and it's like life is mocking me; like it...
    ijustneedafriend ijustneedafriend
    18-21, F
    3 Responses Aug 5, 2012

    I Was Betrayed By My Mom (story Of My Friend)

    This is Not my experience!  God has been tugging at me to write this, it's basically a testimony and a bio. It's a bit long but not a waste of time.. thank you if you take the time to read it (:Well, my name Is Rachelle, I'm 17 years old, a senior, I'm a Christian of two years...
    TracyCobain TracyCobain
    18-21, F
    4 Responses Jun 4, 2011

    i don't know why i am feeling this way.

    but really i am sad, i am alone, im depressed and i am nothing..i may have this smile that fools everyone, but i cannot fool myself. at the end of the day, its always been my depression that eats me up into pieces
    fayefaye28 fayefaye28
    26-30, F
    1 Response Jul 3, 2015

    I wanna fly like a bird I wanna fly

    and sing I wanna be free like an eagle I wanna be free and feel I wanna cry like a baby I wanna cry and sleep I wanna scream like a psycho I wanna escape and scream I don't wanna worry like a child I don't wanna worry or fear I don't wanna be salty like the sea I don't wanna be...
    Cassy77 Cassy77
    26-30
    1 Response May 2, 2014

    Always Sad

    I am writing this story to make myself even sadder.  I find myself searching out saddness because at least when I 'm sad I feel something.  Most of the day I walk around like an emotionless zombie.  I can't remember the last time I was happy, scared, anxious...
    luap928 luap928
    31-35, M
    4 Responses Nov 5, 2010

    Forever Alone.

    No matter what has happened in my life it always comes down to me sitting here alone. I am totally alone within a group of people, I have never fit in anywhere, occasionally I'll try but over the years my confidence level has dropped so much I feel to shy to join in with...
    amigoodenough amigoodenough
    36-40, F
    16 Responses Oct 17, 2007
    davelovecock davelovecock
    18-21, M
    May 13, 2014

    Alone And Sad

    I'm a 21-years-old mathematics student. I've always been brilliant at school, always reached my cultural goals. I am also very happy of my studies. Many people admire me for my capabity in science, for my mental agility. But I feel mortally alone. I never experienced love; no...
    Viserys91 Viserys91
    22-25, M
    3 Responses Sep 10, 2012

    Every night You wrote another line With a

    bloody, broken, bottle And every day You wish it away Why don't you pull the pin On that grenade You cuddle I wanted to believe Bodies swinging from trees Struggling to stand With your head in your hands A stoic last stand Of a dying man I wanted to believe As I watched your...
    Gordonzobeanz Gordonzobeanz
    18-21, M
    Oct 8, 2014

    hello,My sad experience in my life

    even now.I was born with my mom only, when i got 11 years old my mom introduce my father and he has another family at that moment until now, I was so sad when i saw my classmates during our family day in school they bond together with their parents.when the time passed by, i...
    loveyen loveyen
    26-30
    1 Response Aug 27, 2015

    Sick, Sad and Alone

    I've been sick for over a year.  My lymph nodes are swollen, I had a chronic low-grade fever, I just found a lump under my chin, my legs have begun hurting so much in the past couple of months that I have to use a wheelchair most of the time to get around.  I'm very...
    sadlittlerose sadlittlerose
    31-35
    6 Responses Jul 15, 2009

    Feeling like I am in a really dark place right

    now. I lost my ex boyfriend due to my constant emotional dramas and we both were acting negatively towards each other due to my inability to be nice at times. It is almost like I don't know how to have successful relationships - like I'm always hiding part of myself and not...
    CosmicPrincess CosmicPrincess
    26-30, F
    Feb 8, 2015

    I'm sad because I'm alone,

    I'm alone because i don't want to make my loved ones sad by showing my sadness.... Hence my life is pathetic
    bak4u bak4u
    26-30, M
    1 Response Sep 1, 2015

    i'm always alone, like everything is far from

    me, there's no friend to talked to, there's no memories of happiness,
    AlexandraSandy AlexandraSandy
    26-30, F
    1 Response Aug 2, 2015

    To Those that are Feeling alone look up to the

    sky and know that someone is looking down and loving you always and with Him around you will NEVER be alone.
    geminigirl54 geminigirl54
    36-40, F
    1 Response Mar 27

    Just once I want a inspirational girl ,

    that can motivate me, that can share the same interest as me. A girl that I can depend on. But somehow it's hard to find that right girl. I always want my next relationship to be my last , but who am I kidding; at this rate, with all these ex's, I'm doomed for a disaster...
    LonelyOB LonelyOB
    18-21, M
    1 Response Jun 30, 2014

    How can I appreciate the value of life

    if loneliness and Agony is what I feel! Especially, towards people who look down to me?
    Developer314 Developer314
    22-25
    1 Response Mar 28

    my four year old brother asked

    if i was feeling sick because i was laying on my bed with my eyes closed. He laid next to me and told me about his ear hurt & that he was sick too.He asked me what sickness i had, and i told him my sickness was different from his. He asked me what I meant, and I told him my...
    Veeeeeeee Veeeeeeee
    16-17, F
    2 Responses Mar 26

    I am a Mistake

    "Mistake" would become my identity and my sole reason for being here. I was born of two people who couldn't hold their liquor and can't stand each other. It all began when i left elementary school, i had been there for a majority of my life summer vacation,winter vacation...
    RocketBastard RocketBastard
    18-21, M
    1 Response Oct 15, 2012

    There's this boy, just pretend

    that his name is Michael. We used to be so close until he left me I don't know why.. He just stop texting me, he's the one who wanted to get to know me and he just left and date another girl that suppose to be me, but its not. My heart is so broken that time it was in 2012, I've...
    iloveinternet iloveinternet
    18-21, F
    Nov 8, 2014

    I Think I Will Always Be Sad...and Alone. :(

    I have kept a journal since I was 16; I am 21 now. It mostly consist of my feelings and inner thoughts. I like reading through it and reliving the moments that each page brings. Usually I can remember the details that I had left out years ago... I was looking through it one day...
    R0B1N R0B1N
    18-21, F
    5 Responses Mar 30, 2012
    Gordonzobeanz Gordonzobeanz
    18-21, M
    Oct 15, 2014
    anasteel2 anasteel2
    41-45, F
    2 Responses Jan 23, 2015

    Its Not Life If Your Just Living.

    I moved out mid November. That's the big step people take, the whole moving on into their lives, going to college, walking towards the future. I moved in with the only two friends I had that didn't move away for college and we all decided to go to a community college. This...
    gmcglothern gmcglothern
    18-21
    3 Responses Dec 17, 2010

    Loneliness!!

    Loneliness that i have deep inside my heart, no one had took notice of it so far......... I love to see people happy and so I realize that I can't show them how sad n depressed i am right now.. This pain inside is killing and i have noticed that sharing my feelings to anyone is...
    Choppss Choppss
    16-17, F
    1 Response Jun 16, 2012

    People Don't Understand, So I Hide My Feelings

    Hi, I am a 24 year old female. In December of 2009, a girl I knew from College invited me to her birthday party at the bar. I thought it would be a lot of fun, and it was. A lot of her family and friends were there, everybody was having a good time. I am not afraid to admit...
    lovetoteach lovetoteach
    22-25
    4 Responses Jun 6, 2012

    24yrs. Later and Still So Sad

    "i am always sad and alone" how can i feel the same way that i felt as an 11yr. girl? im 35 now, why do i sit and cry to myself time and time again, im drowning in self pity and i cant find and end to this although i try.
    soulsolost soulsolost
    31-35, F
    1 Response Aug 20, 2009

    I Wish Things Were Different

    The saddest thing about my story is that no one even knows that i feel this way. I go to work,i laugh with my co workers, we talk, we share, it's great. I come home. I go to my bedroom and i am alone, again. I have no children, no boyfriend, no real friends outside of work...
    o018488 o018488
    26-30, F
    3 Responses Dec 10, 2011

    The Day It Began

    I can almost pinpoint the moment I started feeling sad, depressed and knew it wasn't going to get any better.  When I was about 11, my mom took me on a drive and we pulled up to this little bathing beach, she wanted to talk to me about my father and her.  She told me...
    likwidsnd likwidsnd
    26-30, F
    3 Responses Jun 3, 2009

    Mothers And Daughters

    I come from an middle class respected family.  They are well known in my city due to a sport star sister. I am 41, and only recently the pieces fit together and makes sense why i have been feeling so isolated and rejected my whole life.  I think 41 is a good age to be.  I...
    nehcna nehcna
    41-45
    2 Responses Mar 29, 2012

    Why? Why is this happening?

    Just why? What's going on in my laugh
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Aug 2, 2015

    Tired of Waiting to Fall

    I am tired of looking over my shoulder.  Looking for somebody who might try and hurt me.  Tired of looking over my shoulder, waiting for someone to save me.  This life has been rough for me.  We are dealt the cards before we are born.  We do not...
    Luna4806 Luna4806
    26-30, F
    4 Responses Jun 3, 2007

    I have felt this way

    for awhile ever since my gf left me and I lost My kid but loseing my dad recently has left me with a ever lasting feel of sadness and loneliness 😔
    Alii7 Alii7
    22-25, M
    1 Response Aug 2, 2015
    Numblml Numblml
    13-15, F
    4 Responses Mar 27
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Jun 18, 2014

    In my previous postings

    and experiences, I've dealt with numerous issues, both good and bad. I guess this postings has several factors that I am dealing with. Besides the cancer, which I am cancer free... I still deal with incontinence... and this is probably one of the main factors to write this...
    TimmAllen TimmAllen
    51-55, M
    1 Response Apr 7, 2014

    No One Understands.

    No one understandswhat I go Through each daythey look at me and smileThey don't know what to sayNo one understandswhy I hurt so much insidewhy I don't believe in myselfwhy I have no happinessNo one understandswhy I drag on this painwhy I hide so much hurtwhy I'm going insaneNo...
    shailugurl shailugurl
    26-30, F
    1 Response May 26, 2012

    My girlfriend dumped me.

    .. The pain is becoming unbearable, I just can't stand it anymore... Date of planned suicide: 20th October 2014 Love you all :)
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    5 Responses Oct 6, 2014

    People always say "good things will happen

    after the bad" but ever since my first "sort of" boyfriend rejected me it's been two years of constant misfortune, pain and loneliness. I wish I could meet someone new, I wish I could fall in love with someone who loved me back... Things just seem to keep getting worse.
    batjokes batjokes
    22-25, F
    May 20, 2015

    Even when I'm surrounded by those

    who know me best I always feel like this, it's starting to wear at me, and every night I start breaking, crying, shaking, wanting to stop... I'd never actually kill myself though... I couldn't when I tried so why try again
    qman986 qman986
    18-21, M
    Aug 1, 2015

    anyone have an instagram?

    Mine is Danae Ruff-Robins. I know weird name lol
    PeachCreme PeachCreme
    18-21, F
    Aug 31, 2015

    Depression

    Demanding all of my time My concentration is captured. Like a cloud in the shape of a dragon, You just have to notice. Feeding from my every thought. Listening to my sadness chime. Watching my tears fall silently. Maturing from my every action. Cradling my happiness in...
    Jordanne Jordanne
    16-17, F
    1 Response Apr 1, 2007

    Just Feeling So Blue And Dont Know Why!!!

    I am a 41 year old female who is just always feeling so alone and distant from others. I just sit and cry for nothing. I feel so guilty because I am healthy and have a great family, so why do I feel like this. I dont share it with anyone except my boyfriend who tells me to stop...
    sherbear555 sherbear555
    41-45, F
    5 Responses Dec 31, 2009

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