I Am Always Sad Inside and Full of Regrets and Failures

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 541 People

    I'm a faker. I walk like I'm proud

    and confident. I'm just weak and fragile inside. I hide it so people won't take advantage of me. I see in this world people like to take down the weak. They say being a survivor in life makes you strong, but really it makes you fearful, ashamed, and worthless. Especially when...
    ptsdlady ptsdlady
    31-35, F
    1 Response Mar 3, 2015

    We All Need Help

    Hello, my names Tessa I'm 14 years old and I guess you could say I'm not like the average 14yr old. I want to start off by saying "you are not alone, your amazing" to all the other upset people like me on this website. My story is, my dad left me when I was 2 and my mom had me...
    Iamtess Iamtess
    13-15, F
    1 Response Nov 5, 2012

    I Am Always Sad and Acting Glad

    I get up every day and keep going but I am so tired and so sad about my life and the wrong decisions I made, the things I never tried to do, and because I am weak and not strong.
    Smary Smary
    51-55
    6 Responses Oct 19, 2008

    Basically I suffer from just about every mental

    disorder... Fun being me 👍 as one starts to fade, another starts again. Sometimes I don't think my brain actually understands everything it's going through and I just go blank... I'm literally a blank person with no emotions, no feelings - just emptiness
    Calypso523 Calypso523
    18-21, F
    Jun 3, 2015

    i've done so many things in life i regret every

    little thing i have done . i am always sad because at school all they do is judge me and just want to get in fights
    Gloriatbhidc Gloriatbhidc
    13-15, F
    Nov 11, 2015

    My Sadness Grows Deeper As My Regrets, Life Itself Is Just A Bad After Effect

    i have seriously have come to the conclusion that there is no meaning to life, none at all. if we find the meaning, it is worth nothing. All my life i wondered why the hell i was sad, why when i was young i kept on saying i want to die...because i knew that when i grow up, i will...
    akiraa akiraa
    18-21
    2 Responses Nov 6, 2011

    The Trials And Tribulations Of A Loser

    This is going to be a long story. So be prepared. Just a bunch of snippits of everything that's happened. My parents got a divorce when I was around 8. My mom had cheated on my dad. He moved out the next day. I remember spending most of my childhood alone. My mom would...
    Animachan Animachan
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Nov 6, 2009

    Why Is Life So Difficult?

    I am having a tough time right now and any support is greatly appreciated. I am in college and really struggling. I am working as hard as I can but am still doing poorly in class. I made the biggest mistake of my life and looked at another student's exam during a test and was...
    RainyMaze RainyMaze
    18-21, F
    4 Responses Oct 26, 2012

    Too Many Regrets Just Building Up, I Can Never Be Happy

    I've always tried to be a good person, i've made soooo many mistakes and its left me very ashamed that i feel like I can't live anymore. I'm the oldest in my family and I feel a sense of responsiblity for my two brothers and sisters. I would do anything for them, if they were...
    findingthesecrets findingthesecrets
    18-21
    1 Response Feb 8, 2011

    Life's Failures

    All my life I've never felt that I've fit in with anyone. I've never had a real friend before the age of 16. Not even a playmate in school. I was an outcast, made fun of by students around me. Fast-foward to my father's death when I was 16, I tried to fill the void with a girl...
    ebrown1985 ebrown1985
    18-21, M
    1 Response Nov 24, 2012

    This Is My Story.....

    well i dont know how to rely start this but i will try my best.. Well it all starrted about 2 and a half years ago. i was downstairs watching tv. and i hear screaming and stuff breaking in my parents room i go up there and my mom is completely crying her heart out. i look @ ...
    lovemyjag lovemyjag
    16-17
    5 Responses Jun 6, 2009

    Always Sad

     I can't figure it out but I am always very very sad inside and it seems that no matter what happens I see only my failures in life.  It seems I'll be slightly happy for a few hours out of the month and the rest of the time I am full of anger,resentment,hatred,regrets...
    masonicknight masonicknight
    36-40, M
    6 Responses Mar 23, 2008

    from a very young age I've always felt

    so sad and alone. every thing I do always caused someone else trouble. no matter how hard I would try to make people happy It only seemed to hurt them more. I was always left wondering why everywhere I go I caused destruction. and I was always left asking myself, am I evil? or...
    lilcaddy127 lilcaddy127
    18-21, F
    1 Response Jan 18, 2015

    Sadness Covered With A Smile.

    My life, has been interesting. A few facts first: I was born Feb 17, 1997 in the USVI. I am currently 15. I am a man and I am gay. Ok. So let's start from the time of when I was 5. I started school a year ago and already had started to dislike it. I've always been a good student...
    Jajsjss Jajsjss
    22-25
    2 Responses Apr 30, 2012

    I'm not good in English

    but I will try my best to let you guys understand my story. I made a big mistake when I was in high school, at the age of 16. I had a boyfriend and he dumped me. He said I was so stupid about love and all I cared about was my study, not him. I was an excellent student but when I...
    dinosaur13 dinosaur13
    18-21, F
    1 Response May 18, 2015

    Always Sad !

    Hey im new to this. i feel sad,nervous,angry all the time mostly all mixed up in one big ball u could say. I felt like this ever since i was a teen. i always felt stupid, or ugly, i know im not but i cant help it, i feel weird trying to talk to girls cause they would think im...
    aj0446 aj0446
    22-25
    2 Responses Aug 2, 2011

    seeing that line in the past.

    ..the line crossed when the future was wide open and the time now when most is regrets of missed opportunity. what hurts most is seeing things that never could have been. not missed opportunity or chances not taken.. just things that are completely the wrong time, the wrong...
    ArnoldJRimmer ArnoldJRimmer
    46-50, M
    Apr 15, 2015

    The Little Soul That Could

    My story is more like others than I cared to realize. I think I believed I had a special brand of pain. Now I realize my life is like so many others in the American nightmare. I grew up in the grand old tradition of divorce, drugs, and mayhem. I learned at an early age how to...
    vickihp3 vickihp3
    41-45, F
    2 Responses Feb 21, 2013

    Yeah, Regrets And Failure Are My Life

    Regrets: Not accepting the best person in the worlds freisndship earlier when i had the chance. All of the things that i ahve missed out on for basically no reason. Being mean to people that were only trying to help me and be nice and be my friend. Failiures: Everything i try i...
    lolajonson lolajonson
    16-17, F
    1 Response Feb 21, 2011

    Guilt

    I act nice buy nature towereds others and I had a trainee who I treated her super nice And a feeling grew between us then I proposed to her and she said yes instantly Yet I felt anxious And got scared and wehad an irrelevant disagreement which I made a big out of it so I broOke...
    Mypain33 Mypain33
    31-35
    1 Response Apr 3, 2012

    Wish I Never Did

    so there was this dude that i kinda had a crush on last year, and i just thought he was sooo cutee. and i think he may have even thought i was pretty because he was always complimenting me, and saying that i was a nice person. so i don't know why i had to be stupid and do what i...
    mrsfosterthepeople mrsfosterthepeople
    13-15, F
    Dec 2, 2012

    Even if your successful in doing something

    there is always that feeling of regret... maybe I am too proud, I should have stayed humble, you hear what they say to people... I wish I was smarter and kinder. I wish I have the mind of L in Death Note or Armin of Attack on Titan and the calmness of Mikasa. I am me but who...
    MaggieAndTheFerociousBeast MaggieAndTheFerociousBeast
    22-25, F
    1 Response Apr 1, 2015
    cashetty69 cashetty69
    51-55, M
    May 18, 2015

    i just need someone to convey my message to my

    best friend. once a good friend on EP did....but he's deleted his account now. :( just disappeared. i wish someone would do this, and someone who's best friend has left them too. so they would say this to my best friend whole heartedly...and just fully to help me. i wish.
    stabbedtoceasersalad stabbedtoceasersalad
    18-21, F
    1 Response Jun 4, 2015

    Just When I Start to Feel Gud Someone Brings Me Down

    im always sad.it feels like even when sumthing gud is going on im just waiting for the bad part to come becuz it always happens.i always feel bad about myself.like im unwanted.every since i was little i felt unwanted.my mom was on drugs and in and out of jail.i always wanted to...
    chrissyluv chrissyluv
    18-21
    Jun 16, 2009

    Sadness Within..Hiding It On The Outside

    I am sad in the inside. I feel like, I'm NEVER gonna be good enough. Everyone has someone special int he world for them, mine got hit by a bus. Mine is gone! I have none! I'm that horrifying. I can't ever be good enough and no one in my family is proud of me. At all. I truly am...
    BlahBlahUNICORNS BlahBlahUNICORNS
    18-21, F
    3 Responses Aug 19, 2013

    I always try to move on

    and try to better myself and my life, and forget about the past and start fresh in life. But my stepfather won't let me forget the past and he won't let go every thing I have done wrong in my life when I was younger. He will still bring it up and yell at me about it today. And...
    mcsunshine09 mcsunshine09
    13-15, F
    1 Response Jun 3, 2015

    Home Is Chaos.

    Family is always something i craved. Even though i was lucky enough to have a step dad a mom a brother and a sister there was so much void and anger to enjoy it, my real dad is in prison for robbing a bank when i was young, before that my dad let his 14 year old nabor take...
    Maganmccurdy Maganmccurdy
    18-21
    May 21, 2012

    This Is Who I Am: A Self-introduction

    Well, hello everybody... I am a person from Puerto Rico who currently lives in the United States. I moved here about five years ago, so I am not some sort of combination of American w/ other culture, neither a New Yorican. I was raised and born in PR and it was a dream to move to...
    taniabot taniabot
    31-35, F
    Apr 7, 2013

    Is It Me? Why Am I So Sad?

    Im always sad no matter what I do I just feel like I need to cry. Why do I have to be this way. A few months back I tried to overdose i was taken to a hospital. After i got out I felt sonpositive about the world and everything came tumbling down...
    roby2k roby2k
    16-17
    2 Responses Jun 26, 2012

    Letter To You

    This is my letter to you. Everything I ever said to you was true. I'm sorry for the times I did something wrong, I'm sorry it took so long. I know I didn't always say the things you wanted to hear. But in honesty, I tried my best. The rest was just too hard to bear. You have now...
    StayBeautifullyStrong StayBeautifullyStrong
    18-21, F
    Apr 8, 2013

    the thing called regret always made me

    so down and depressed. how i look when i'm on it?? simple, staying in the 4 corners of my room and cry and think and eat a lot. weird right. but thats me. let me share a story. 5 years ago i had my 1st boyfriend @ 19. i feel how he loves me so much and that is why i let him...
    talyn talyn
    22-25, F
    Mar 19

    THEY ALSO HEARD ME SPEAK TOO LIVER DIRECTLY

    ABOUT THE BUYING AND SELLING HOUSE BUSINESS AT SYLVIAS PANCAKE HOUSE. GO AWAY
    sup510 sup510
    51-55, F
    May 12, 2015

    Always Sad And Grumpy..

    Its such a shame that such a young lady like myself is always sad! Situations in life have made me stop believing in myself and people. I married the wrong man, a man that mentally abused me and loved nothing but him self .I went through a hard time and fell flat on my feet both...
    Gemini200678 Gemini200678
    31-35
    Jul 30, 2011

    It Is Time Not To Feel Sad In More

    It is time to pick my self off and brush my self off. Stick out my tongue. And turn in to some one. And for get about the failure i was. And be writer on here. And go on with life. And show my son it can happen and not feel so bad what has happen in the past . I can not do...
    Ladypanda Ladypanda
    51-55, F
    Feb 28, 2013

    When I was 13 I bet a boy

    who soon became my best friend. I thought we had something special and then we eventually started dating when I was 14. We became close and he told me how I was special and that he loved me.....he convinced me into having sex. I eventually got caught but didn't really regret...
    katie3401 katie3401
    16-17, F
    1 Response Mar 29, 2015

    This is what I always feel everyday.

    I wish I can change the past. I know that I'm not perfect. 😔😢😟
    dcrest dcrest
    13-15, F
    Apr 15

    Been in a relationship

    where i went from good to bad. Before i was who i want to be Now.
    AdaluRia AdaluRia
    26-30, F
    1 Response Mar 2, 2015

    This May Be Kind Of Long

    I just want to share my story so people who relate can not feel so alone. When I was one, my parents got divorced. They were married for four years. I was the youngest of three, and would have been four if my mother didn't have a miscarriage earlier on. By the time I was two, my...
    cannabusiness cannabusiness
    16-17, F
    1 Response Mar 18, 2012

    Sadness Everyday..unknown Reasons

    if i had to guess.. it happened 5 years ago. my life flipped, got worse from incredible relationships ending, to divorces, to losing my best of friends, to having to say goodbye to siblings, and of course..not having anyone to share with. I've never let my feelings or thoughts...
    ares96 ares96
    16-17, M
    1 Response Jul 4, 2012

    I regret so many things in my life

    and wish I could undone the mistakes I made. :-(
    mabuhayka mabuhayka
    31-35, F
    7 Responses Jun 3, 2015
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