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I Am Always Sad Inside and Full of Regrets and Failures

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    Wish I Never Did

    so there was this dude that i kinda had a crush on last year, and i just thought he was sooo cutee. and i think he may have even thought i was pretty because he was always complimenting me, and saying that i was a nice person. so i don't know why i had to be stupid and do what i...
    mrsfosterthepeople mrsfosterthepeople 13-15, F Dec 2, 2012

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    The Story Of My Overly Dramatic, Overly Complicated, And Overly Depressing Life

    Depression. Anger. That's all I really feel these days. Because of my age, everyone passes this off as "teenage angst" That's not it, I know it's not. From around the time I was 7, seeing as I used to be a social butterfly and all around happy child before that, I started to...
    DarkAngel1216 DarkAngel1216 13-15, F Jul 27, 2010

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    Just When I Start to Feel Gud Someone Brings Me Down

    im always sad.it feels like even when sumthing gud is going on im just waiting for the bad part to come becuz it always happens.i always feel bad about myself.like im unwanted.every since i was little i felt unwanted.my mom was on drugs and in and out of jail.i always wanted to...
    chrissyluv chrissyluv 18-21 Jun 16, 2009

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    Sadness Everyday..unknown Reasons

    if i had to guess.. it happened 5 years ago. my life flipped, got worse from incredible relationships ending, to divorces, to losing my best of friends, to having to say goodbye to siblings, and of course..not having anyone to share with. I've never let my feelings or thoughts...
    ares96 ares96 16-17, M 1 Response Jul 4, 2012

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    Sadness Within..Hiding It On The Outside

    I am sad in the inside. I feel like, I'm NEVER gonna be good enough. Everyone has someone special int he world for them, mine got hit by a bus. Mine is gone! I have none! I'm that horrifying. I can't ever be good enough and no one in my family is proud of me. At all. I truly am...
    BlahBlahUNICORNS BlahBlahUNICORNS 18-21, F 3 Responses Aug 19, 2013

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    The Little Soul That Could

    My story is more like others than I cared to realize. I think I believed I had a special brand of pain. Now I realize my life is like so many others in the American nightmare. I grew up in the grand old tradition of divorce, drugs, and mayhem. I learned at an early age how to...
    vickihp3 vickihp3 41-45, F 2 Responses Feb 21, 2013

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    This May Be Kind Of Long

    I just want to share my story so people who relate can not feel so alone. When I was one, my parents got divorced. They were married for four years. I was the youngest of three, and would have been four if my mother didn't have a miscarriage earlier on. By the time I was two, my...
    cannabusiness cannabusiness 16-17, F 1 Response Mar 18, 2012

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    My Sadness Grows Deeper As My Regrets, Life Itself Is Just A Bad After Effect

    i have seriously have come to the conclusion that there is no meaning to life, none at all. if we find the meaning, it is worth nothing. All my life i wondered why the hell i was sad, why when i was young i kept on saying i want to die...because i knew that when i grow up, i will...
    akiraa akiraa 18-21 2 Responses Nov 6, 2011

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    Guilt

    I act nice buy nature towereds others and I had a trainee who I treated her super nice And a feeling grew between us then I proposed to her and she said yes instantly Yet I felt anxious And got scared and wehad an irrelevant disagreement which I made a big out of it so I broOke...
    Mypain33 Mypain33 31-35 1 Response Apr 3, 2012

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    Sadness Covered With A Smile.

    My life, has been interesting. A few facts first: I was born Feb 17, 1997 in the USVI. I am currently 15. I am a man and I am gay. Ok. So let's start from the time of when I was 5. I started school a year ago and already had started to dislike it. I've always been a good student...
    Jajsjss Jajsjss 22-25 2 Responses Apr 30, 2012

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    My angel You are near

    yet the distance is insurmountable. I looked into your beautiful green eyes. They once held the light of love in them… Now love is gone and replaced with a look of loathing and fear. I could not accept reality and preferred to dwell in a world where my love was something that...
    popuptarget popuptarget 46-50, M Dec 29, 2013

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    This Is My Story.....

    well i dont know how to rely start this but i will try my best.. Well it all starrted about 2 and a half years ago. i was downstairs watching tv. and i hear screaming and stuff breaking in my parents room i go up there and my mom is completely crying her heart out. i look @ ...
    lovemyjag lovemyjag 16-17 5 Responses Jun 6, 2009

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    Is It Me? Why Am I So Sad?

    Im always sad no matter what I do I just feel like I need to cry. Why do I have to be this way. A few months back I tried to overdose i was taken to a hospital. After i got out I felt sonpositive about the world and everything came tumbling down...
    roby2k roby2k 16-17 2 Responses Jun 26, 2012

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    I Am Always Sad and Acting Glad

    I get up every day and keep going but I am so tired and so sad about my life and the wrong decisions I made, the things I never tried to do, and because I am weak and not strong.
    Smary Smary 51-55 6 Responses Oct 19, 2008

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    Too Many Regrets Just Building Up, I Can Never Be Happy

    I've always tried to be a good person, i've made soooo many mistakes and its left me very ashamed that i feel like I can't live anymore. I'm the oldest in my family and I feel a sense of responsiblity for my two brothers and sisters. I would do anything for them, if they were...
    findingthesecrets findingthesecrets 18-21 1 Response Feb 8, 2011

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    My Personal Labyrinth!

    In no way am I writing this for attention, if you believe that I am, then don't even bother even leaving a comment! I am always sad! I know there are people out there who have it worse! But my whole life, I've been told by my own family, I'm not a human, just an object! That I am...
    9 Responses Jan 11, 2013

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    Home Is Chaos.

    Family is always something i craved. Even though i was lucky enough to have a step dad a mom a brother and a sister there was so much void and anger to enjoy it, my real dad is in prison for robbing a bank when i was young, before that my dad let his 14 year old nabor take...
    Maganmccurdy Maganmccurdy 18-21 May 21, 2012

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    Life's Failures

    All my life I've never felt that I've fit in with anyone. I've never had a real friend before the age of 16. Not even a playmate in school. I was an outcast, made fun of by students around me. Fast-foward to my father's death when I was 16, I tried to fill the void with a girl...
    ebrown1985 ebrown1985 18-21, M 1 Response Nov 24, 2012

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    The Trials And Tribulations Of A Loser

    This is going to be a long story. So be prepared. Just a bunch of snippits of everything that's happened. My parents got a divorce when I was around 8. My mom had cheated on my dad. He moved out the next day. I remember spending most of my childhood alone. My mom would...
    Animachan Animachan 18-21, F 2 Responses Nov 6, 2009

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    This Is Who I Am: A Self-introduction

    Well, hello everybody... I am a person from Puerto Rico who currently lives in the United States. I moved here about five years ago, so I am not some sort of combination of American w/ other culture, neither a New Yorican. I was raised and born in PR and it was a dream to move to...
    taniabot taniabot 26-30, F Apr 7, 2013

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    Always Sad

     I can't figure it out but I am always very very sad inside and it seems that no matter what happens I see only my failures in life.  It seems I'll be slightly happy for a few hours out of the month and the rest of the time I am full of anger,resentment,hatred,regrets...
    masonicknight masonicknight 36-40, M 6 Responses Mar 23, 2008

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    Yeah, Regrets And Failure Are My Life

    Regrets: Not accepting the best person in the worlds freisndship earlier when i had the chance. All of the things that i ahve missed out on for basically no reason. Being mean to people that were only trying to help me and be nice and be my friend. Failiures: Everything i try i...
    lolajonson lolajonson 16-17, F 1 Response Feb 21, 2011

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    Always Sad And Grumpy..

    Its such a shame that such a young lady like myself is always sad! Situations in life have made me stop believing in myself and people. I married the wrong man, a man that mentally abused me and loved nothing but him self .I went through a hard time and fell flat on my feet both...
    Gemini200678 Gemini200678 31-35 Jul 30, 2011

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    Always Sad !

    Hey im new to this. i feel sad,nervous,angry all the time mostly all mixed up in one big ball u could say. I felt like this ever since i was a teen. i always felt stupid, or ugly, i know im not but i cant help it, i feel weird trying to talk to girls cause they would think im...
    aj0446 aj0446 22-25 2 Responses Aug 2, 2011

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    Letter To You

    This is my letter to you. Everything I ever said to you was true. I'm sorry for the times I did something wrong, I'm sorry it took so long. I know I didn't always say the things you wanted to hear. But in honesty, I tried my best. The rest was just too hard to bear. You have now...
    StayBeautifullyStrong StayBeautifullyStrong 16-17, F Apr 8, 2013

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    Why Is Life So Difficult?

    I am having a tough time right now and any support is greatly appreciated. I am in college and really struggling. I am working as hard as I can but am still doing poorly in class. I made the biggest mistake of my life and looked at another student's exam during a test and was...
    RainyMaze RainyMaze 18-21, F 4 Responses Oct 26, 2012

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    We All Need Help

    Hello, my names Tessa I'm 14 years old and I guess you could say I'm not like the average 14yr old. I want to start off by saying "you are not alone, your amazing" to all the other upset people like me on this website. My story is, my dad left me when I was 2 and my mom had me...
    Iamtess Iamtess 13-15, F 1 Response Nov 5, 2012

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    It Is Time Not To Feel Sad In More

    It is time to pick my self off and brush my self off. Stick out my tongue. And turn in to some one. And for get about the failure i was. And be writer on here. And go on with life. And show my son it can happen and not feel so bad what has happen in the past . I can not do...
    Ladypanda Ladypanda 51-55, F Feb 28, 2013

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    It Strts Of When I Was Lil

    ive always had a bit of a temper i get mad easily ive done so many stupid things tht i regret and always will people try and try to help me but it wont wrk  ive lost friends bc of it i always try to fit in i could never b myself at school ive hurt so many people i always think y...
    jmh15 jmh15 13-15, F Dec 30, 2010

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    I thought that someone on ep would remember my birthday but it seems not . No big deal anyway.
    DrowningInPain2 DrowningInPain2 13-15, F 5 Responses Jul 11

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    I keep expecting some good things, like an actual party with actual friends who actually care about me. This year, I requested since it's my 40'th, to go somewhere fun like bowling...
    mrsklemzak mrsklemzak 36-40, F 2 Responses Jul 11

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    CHALLENGE: Use the bathroom at 10pm on the Thursday night. I'll be wearing the school uniform (pictured above) for the first six hours at school. After getting home, I've been...
    OliviaBabe OliviaBabe 18-21, F 23 Responses Jul 2

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    so my boyfriend is making me hold my bladder for punishment. I have to get 5 people to say yes I can go before I can. Please can I go!!!!
    Daddyslilgirl15 Daddyslilgirl15 16-17, F 2 Responses 3 days ago

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    I think it's crazy how some say they live life without regrets . I said it one day and couldn't seem to believe myself I regret everything about my life. It's the little things I...
    dezy2be dezy2be 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 12

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    I think it's sad when we try to invent new and believable ways of looking happy. We put a face on for each occasion, non of which are for the intended purpose to reveal our true...
    AquariusLife AquariusLife 26-30, F 20 hrs ago

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    I was in a perfect relationship but accepted the fact that I was bi during it. I was so curious it was hard to not give up. But she wouldn't let me. Things were going pretty well...
    WhyDoesLifeSuck WhyDoesLifeSuck 18-21, M 1 Response Jul 13

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    I am just a man with these broken dreams and failures i need friends i hate being alone but it doesn't matter if every one has a place to be but their ain't no room for me
    theghostswww theghostswww 13-15, M Jul 3

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    I'm the only one who can fix me. But I can't. I don't know how to access the thing that will bring me to living instead of existing. I want to pull the pain out of me and burn...
    Ludavin Ludavin 46-50, F 12 hrs ago

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    Still Believe That Inside You There Is A Real Human
    michigan11 michigan11 22-25, M 1 Response 5 hrs ago

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    I usually pretend that I'm happy so that others don't become upset or sad. I hold back my tears so that others can smile.I hate crying sometimes because I always feel so vulnerable...
    Smileeboo Smileeboo 16-17, F Jul 2

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    I know a lot of people say that they don't have any regrets because all of their past experiences, choices, etc. has made them who they are today. I don't feel that way though; I...
    PunkinH2O PunkinH2O 31-35, F 1 Response Jul 10

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    Each and every day I go through these mood changes (sort of), basically I reflect back on what I did the past few days, and what I've been doing.. my failures and accomplishments...
    TomCassidy TomCassidy 22-25 Jul 14

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    I thought that weddings were supposed to be joyous occassions. I kept asking myself why I wanted nothing more than to burst into tears. Full on sobbing even. Truth is, I've never...
    SocialRecluse SocialRecluse 36-40, F 2 Responses Jul 19

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    I love to listen to music so much but every time I do it just makes me really sad and depressed. I'm back to thinking about cutting. I havnt for 2 weeks ever since I got back from...
    NPkid97 NPkid97 16-17, M 1 Response 5 hrs ago

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    I talked to the little girl a few weeks ago. She seemed so happy.I cant believe Ill never see again. I don't understand how it happened. No one knows how she died. They have to do...
    KiannaJ KiannaJ 22-25, F Jul 5

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    “Life is too short. Grudges are a waste of perfect happiness. Laugh when you can apologize when you should and let go of what you can’t change. Love deeply and forgive...
    marklovescoffee marklovescoffee 46-50, M Jul 2

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    It's been about two years now since I first realized I had a problem. It was my 2nd year in college and I was talking to a professor about my idea for my independent study. She...
    MissJazz MissJazz 22-25, F 6 Responses Jul 7

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    I've done so many fun things in my life, some of them are pretty crazy, and some of them are really embarrassing, but today when I look back I laugh, and it's a good feeling. No...
    hgscgirl hgscgirl 16-17, F 3 Responses 4 days ago

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    This really nice guy I was talking to him for awhile and just the other day we talked about how we ready for a relationship. He's always my go to when I need help with something or...
    mikaylahoguexo mikaylahoguexo 13-15, F 21 hrs ago

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    My life is not collapsing around me. I am fine, but tonight I am sad. I feel socially isolated and unsuccessful. I have nice friends, but as we grow up we spend less time together...
    Bsum1 Bsum1 22-25, F 1 Response Jul 8

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