I Am Always Searching For Something

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    whether it be.. keys,

    pens, paint, pencils, a lighter, truth, knowledge, power, magic, or YOU! What i do know for sure: I am a SEEKER !! wanna play hide & seek?! ;)
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    2 Responses Feb 27, 2014

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