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I Am Always Thinking Deeply

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    I know it's bizarre,

    but I have a strange desire to know about the afterlife.
    Swadesh1995 Swadesh1995 18-21, M 2 Responses Sep 20, 2014

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    thinking about a person's ability to corporate

    governance and take pride in his or her co-operation withholds great dignity and respect for all fellowships of individuals rights and property.
    sharichi sharichi 22-25, M Jan 24

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    I want the world to hear my music.

    .. I want to be famous...
    mykwill2000 mykwill2000 26-30, M 1 Response Apr 29

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    You’ll learn, as you get older,

    that rules are made to be broken. Be bold enough to live life on your terms, and never, ever apologise for it. Go against the grain, refuse to conform, take the road less traveled instead of the well-beaten path. Laugh in the face of adversity, and leap before you look. Dance as...
    Heartbroken46 Heartbroken46 41-45, F 2 Responses Mar 23

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    I remember things through relations.

    I remember people through how they are connected to me. I understand math formulas through their connections with other formulas, and I understand people through their relationship with the world
    ChillinGillin ChillinGillin 18-21, M Jan 24

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    My dads a lot sicker

    than they're allowing me to know. It's obvious. Reality is my dads slowly dying. It's taken me until now to realize that I've never had an actual conversation with my dad, my whole life! Part of me wants to fix this, I want to be able to say I have a relationship with my dad...
    26andgoing 26andgoing 26-30, F 1 Response Mar 13

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    Often I heard people say

    that the most important thing in life is love. Others say it's all about sex. Another one says it's all about family. This got me thinking. What if you don't want to love anyone? Or can't find the right person to love? Does that mean they don't have that one thing that makes...
    CactusHugger CactusHugger 18-21, F 3 Responses Aug 21, 2014

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    So there's this girl.

    . I'm crazy about her and my emotions towards her are strong and I guess she feels the same but we're both depressed people and sometimes she goes days without texting me and I feel like she's pushing me away without having to tell me I hope not because she's a really beautiful...
    tagmepurple tagmepurple 18-21, M Nov 20, 2014

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    Fractal Minds

    My thoughts are thinking....
    wingedjaguar wingedjaguar 22-25, F 1 Response Nov 29, 2013

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    Its funny how we remember some of the little

    things that we don't think mean much at the time. I still remember 15 years ago when my ex told me he figured out that when he shampooed his hair it removed the dirt from under his finger nails. LOL Such a silly trivial thing to remember.
    ZZlmeleneyZZ ZZlmeleneyZZ 31-35, F Mar 24

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    People demand freedom of speech

    as a compensation for the freedom of thought which they seldom use...
    Brunette4U Brunette4U 31-35, F 1 Response Feb 28

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    Debating in going to edc lv this year

    or waiting two weeks til i turn 21 and go by myself....
    coraimaal coraimaal 18-21, F May 14

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    I was about 3 miles away

    when the bomb went off 4/19/95 killing 168 people including 19 babies in daycare. history is going to repeat itself! I know for the first 10 yrs or so, the Murrah bombing received national attention. for the past several years, not even so much as an honorable mention on...
    2batinman 2batinman 46-50, M Apr 29

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    I asked for her address

    and told her happy Thanksgiving. It was so hard for me to be nice to her but I did.. The last message above that was, "Your husband saved you. If it weren't for him, you wouldn't be where your at in life." Sometimes I still want to be angry with her but its the past. I should...
    Nannyxd Nannyxd 18-21, F Nov 27, 2014

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    I often think about death,

    and if the afterlife awaits me....
    Rain0069 Rain0069 26-30, F 3 Responses Mar 12

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    I'm the type of person who

    when im think about stuff I get deeply into it. And when it's a tiny sad I make it a big deal. And like I want to stop but I'm always thinking .
    BabyGurl0420 BabyGurl0420 18-21, F 3 Responses Jul 29, 2014

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    Think lightly of your self

    and deeply of the world.
    Emma307 Emma307 13-15, F 1 Response Apr 16, 2014

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    It's always at night

    while I'm lying in my bed-as I'm forced to stare at my four walls. UGH.
    Ashleyjoan Ashleyjoan 18-21, F 4 Responses Aug 24, 2014

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    He sits still as the beat of his heart goes,

    thump thump … thump thump … thump thump. Gaze focused forward staring at his monitor, facing the reality he lives in, the internet, the source that connects him instantaneously to anyone, anywhere, at any time. The power he feels when his fingers strike each key is immense...
    Dyemare Dyemare 22-25, M Sep 2, 2014

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    I am now in a deep plunder of bittersweet

    thinking. I am now understanding more and more about life; its complexity, its shapes, its sizes, and it's colors; I am now thinking of how I must move on. Losing friends is tough. It hurts; it tears; it eats at you and never lets you free unless you become at peace with it...
    greeksterman greeksterman 18-21, M 1 Response Nov 1, 2014

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    Those who are out of hope,

    those who know the feeling of despair well and dear. I extend my hand to those who feel this and know theres more to life than what we portray in this one. Existence goes far more deeper than Heaven and Hell. Heaven and Hell doesn't generate existence.
    SerMarcus SerMarcus 31-35, M Mar 12

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    A force unstoppable, only exists in one place

    far away from the grasp of man. A force unstoppable can only be wielded by a mind strong enough to understand it.
    SerMarcus SerMarcus 31-35, M 1 Response Mar 12

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    mykwill2000 mykwill2000 26-30, M 1 Response Apr 27

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    Since Christmas is hours away (depending

    where you live), I just wanna say to you fine gentlemen and beautiful ladies; Merry Christmas. Be safe and be happy.
    NeoxExor NeoxExor 22-25, M 1 Response Dec 24, 2014

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    Do not be phased by death.

    Also do not run from it. Welcome it and accept it not as a negative thing but a new begining. Death, pain, and anger are things that are here for us to grow and learn from. Limitless knowledge resides within these things. The courage and level headedness it requires to look...
    SerMarcus SerMarcus 31-35, M Mar 11

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    It's really nerdy of me,

    but when I experience something, I almost always get reminded of something I learn in class, and my mind just automatically links these ideas and experiences together. I get all these strange ideas as well. I guess it's why I enjoy writing papers for school so much.
    allonsyalexa allonsyalexa 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 15, 2014

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    Emozione Emozione 16-17, F Sep 22, 2014

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    Here I am, thinking deeply about something

    that recently happened. This morning, I received a message from a recent ex saying that she had won big in the lottery. She said she'd be willing to take me out to anywhere I want to go. I was surprised at the amount that she won and was happy for her. But I got to thinking...
    NeoxExor NeoxExor 22-25, M 4 Responses Mar 14

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    Looking into someone's eyes

    that you love and thinking of them dead. Just the thought of the person completely gone out your life. There is no one else like them...
    ashleymariemuniz ashleymariemuniz 18-21, F 2 Responses Jun 1, 2014

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    I love deep thinking

    and conversations. Its so hard and rare to connect with someone else that enjoys them too :(
    ZZlmeleneyZZ ZZlmeleneyZZ 31-35, F 1 Response Mar 23

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    I lift my cup to my lips,

    To form a liquid eclipse. I see you gazing at me all night. Memories spoke of our last fight. Always so timid you couldn't handle me, My ring clinks my cup very faintly. Etching a twist of near fantasy. You always loved my rings so dearly. My eyelashes move from down below...
    Sometimesilence Sometimesilence 18-21, F Aug 9, 2014

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    Those who are unfortunate,

    those or are misunderstood, those who are hated are the strongest amongst us. Strength is not measured only by how much you can do but how much you can endure. Beneath the feeling of lost and despair is something strong. Something dark and raw. Energy that can be channeled to...
    SerMarcus SerMarcus 31-35, M 2 Responses Mar 11

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    I have (ever since I was 7 years old) thought

    about the possible existence of God, even back then I could not make myself believe that God as portrayed in the bible existed. There are so many things mentioned in the bible which make no sense to me. Take for example it is known that the pyramids were not built by slaves they...
    Oldman61 Oldman61 61-65, M 1 Response Jul 23, 2014

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    My ex was crying on the phone.

    Don't even ask me how we started talking again. But he was crying saying he loves me and didn't want to think of another man being with me. :( I kinda got angry with him on the inside but i was also sad that he was so hurt about it. For the first time he told me why it was...
    HigherCalling HigherCalling 26-30, F 1 Response May 11

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    I am a over thinker. I constantly am thinking

    about how to fix my life. How to become financially independent. How to stop being depressed. Beating my self up for decisions I make. Stressing others around me out because I doubt relationships. Just overall thinking way to much. I can't accept anything the way it is and...
    Angela1989 Angela1989 22-25, F 1 Response Apr 7, 2014

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    We do not take the time to give thanks to our

    enemies. Sounds crazy to the simple minded who revolve around emotions but really our enemies is what gives us the motivation to fight for what we believe. One of the many laws of existence is "One cannot exist if there is no other". We are the shadow, we are the darkness. We...
    SerMarcus SerMarcus 31-35, M Mar 12

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    Right now; you may not be

    where you intended to be but its where you need to be in order to get to where you want to go x
    divaday divaday 36-40, F 1 Response Mar 26

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    People think I talk of you too often,

    but what's to do when I love you?
    whyusteens whyusteens 13-15, F Apr 19

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    monatonie monatonie 22-25, F 3 Responses Mar 14

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    Thinking very deeply about something

    or someone has always been that I do almost daily. Sometimes, I find it strange that I do this. I guess this is where I get my drive to gain information, knowledge, wisdom, and understanding about all things, well not all things but most things. However, thinking deeply has its...
    growingwisdom growingwisdom 22-25, M 1 Response Feb 15

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    The more I think the more I realize,

    and the more I realize the more my sanity depletes. I think about life on a deep level and I have come to the conclusion that I live to feel pain. Its what gets me up in the morning. Its what gives me purpose and it lets me know I am very well alive. Its my sedative and Im sure...
    SerMarcus SerMarcus 31-35, M Apr 15

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    Though it's never too late to say sorry.

    ..the more you delay the pointless it will be...
    Brunette4U Brunette4U 31-35, F 2 Responses Dec 14, 2014

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    Think like someone of action,

    act like someone of thought.
    Brunette4U Brunette4U 31-35, F Feb 24

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    When you were sad, I was here.

    When you were alone, I was here. When you were sad late at night, I was here. When you had no one else, I was here. When your ex broke your heart, I was here. When you were stressed, I was here. When you were happy, I was here. I was always here for you, do you not see? I was...
    whyusteens whyusteens 13-15, F Jan 12

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    Sometimes I think that people like me with some

    kind of mental illness are the sane ones. It's like the world is afraid to talk about REAL issues and things that actually allow you to get to know someone..."normal" people are like sheep in a way, they conform to society which has taught them that being different is not...
    idontcarenemore idontcarenemore 22-25, M 1 Response Oct 29, 2014

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    This morning, I found a message from my ex on

    Facebook. She says she is so sorry for cheating on me and that she wants to get back together. I didn't send a reply because I don't want to become attached again. But yet, I do need some companionship. I don't know what to do.
    NeoxExor NeoxExor 22-25, M 5 Responses Jan 7

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