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I Am Always Thinking Deeply

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    Looking into someone's eyes

    that you love and thinking of them dead. Just the thought of the person completely gone out your life. There is no one else like them...
    ashleymariemuniz ashleymariemuniz 18-21, F 2 Responses Jun 1, 2014

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    It's always at night

    while I'm lying in my bed-as I'm forced to stare at my four walls. UGH.
    Ashleyjoan Ashleyjoan 18-21, F 4 Responses Aug 24, 2014

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    Though it's never too late to say sorry.

    ..the more you delay the pointless it will be...
    Brunette4U Brunette4U 31-35, F 2 Responses Dec 14, 2014

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    It's really nerdy of me,

    but when I experience something, I almost always get reminded of something I learn in class, and my mind just automatically links these ideas and experiences together. I get all these strange ideas as well. I guess it's why I enjoy writing papers for school so much.
    allonsyalexa allonsyalexa 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 15, 2014

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    Beastman316 Beastman316 36-40, M Aug 13, 2014

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    Fractal Minds

    My thoughts are thinking....
    wingedjaguar wingedjaguar 18-21, F 1 Response Nov 29, 2013

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    When you were sad, I was here.

    When you were alone, I was here. When you were sad late at night, I was here. When you had no one else, I was here. When your ex broke your heart, I was here. When you were stressed, I was here. When you were happy, I was here. I was always here for you, do you not see? I was...
    whyusteens whyusteens 13-15, F Jan 12

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    For a very long time I have been in deep

    thought about the motives of others. It is so hard to befriend people because of this. I genuinely like people and want people in my life. Friends, close acquaintances, and personal romantic relationships are such a gift to me. Growing up without my biological father in my life...
    macadamx macadamx 26-30, M 1 Response Dec 29, 2014

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    Shouldn't you be able to view a friend's pics

    on the EP app too?....or is it just me, more specifically, my mobile device?
    Lovethebump Lovethebump 26-30, M 1 Response Nov 1, 2014

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    He sits still as the beat of his heart goes,

    thump thump … thump thump … thump thump. Gaze focused forward staring at his monitor, facing the reality he lives in, the internet, the source that connects him instantaneously to anyone, anywhere, at any time. The power he feels when his fingers strike each key is immense...
    Dyemare Dyemare 22-25, M Sep 2, 2014

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    I remember things through relations.

    I remember people through how they are connected to me. I understand math formulas through their connections with other formulas, and I understand people through their relationship with the world
    ChillinGillin ChillinGillin 18-21, M 3 days ago

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    freakinone freakinone 16-17, F Nov 1, 2014

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    thinking about a person's ability to corporate

    governance and take pride in his or her co-operation withholds great dignity and respect for all fellowships of individuals rights and property.
    sharichi sharichi 22-25, M 3 days ago

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    I Feel..

    Like I am going to die single and all i ever wished for was to love and grow old with someone .. Destiny has different plans for me i guess.
    YoungHeartedSoul YoungHeartedSoul 41-45, M 1 Response Oct 14, 2013

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    So deep that it feels like i've wandered

    somewhere. And i wish i could just lost with it and never get back to reality...
    makingausernameisdifficult makingausernameisdifficult 13-15, F 21 hrs ago

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    Since Christmas is hours away (depending

    where you live), I just wanna say to you fine gentlemen and beautiful ladies; Merry Christmas. Be safe and be happy.
    NeoxExor NeoxExor 22-25, M 1 Response Dec 24, 2014

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    When you are in a room,

    all alone, all you can do is think. It will change the rest of your day and change your dreams at night.
    shelbyspringer shelbyspringer 16-17, F Apr 27, 2014

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    I thought I would love sign language

    but no. That girl who I thought liked me informed me that she already has a boyfriend. I would of loved developing a relationship with this mute girl. She was interesting, beautiful and just full of spirit. Back to the drawing board for me.
    NeoxExor NeoxExor 22-25, M 1 Response Jan 5

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    Off Switch!

    Sometimes I think too much. Over thinking every little thing! I want to try just living in the moment. Letting things just happen. I can be my own worse enemy. I wish I had an off switch.
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Dec 8, 2012

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    Thinking is my middle name,

    it seems like I think about everything, everyone,etc. and how I'm living my life. I'm thinking my life could be more or I'm supposed to do more.
    Missymay72 Missymay72 22-25, F Jun 1, 2014

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    Think lightly of your self

    and deeply of the world.
    Emma307 Emma307 13-15, F 1 Response Apr 16, 2014

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    Does anyone ever get the feeling

    that they're missing the picture? You know something's not quite right, and you know there needs to be change. What needs to change, remains a mystery to me. I still know that the answer lies somewhere. I may never reach it, maybe no one ever will. But somewhere, beyond our...
    maiomeN maiomeN 16-17, F 1 Response Oct 16, 2014

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    I am a over thinker. I constantly am thinking

    about how to fix my life. How to become financially independent. How to stop being depressed. Beating my self up for decisions I make. Stressing others around me out because I doubt relationships. Just overall thinking way to much. I can't accept anything the way it is and...
    Angela1989 Angela1989 22-25, F 1 Response Apr 7, 2014

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    OMG whenever you're high

    or tipsy or both lol you realize a lot of **** lmao this is deep now I see lol but I'm not a pot head tho ;p things have changed :*
    Hazel216 Hazel216 16-17, F 6 days ago

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    I lift my cup to my lips,

    To form a liquid eclipse. I see you gazing at me all night. Memories spoke of our last fight. Always so timid you couldn't handle me, My ring clinks my cup very faintly. Etching a twist of near fantasy. You always loved my rings so dearly. My eyelashes move from down below...
    Sometimesilence Sometimesilence 18-21, F Aug 9, 2014

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    I asked for her address

    and told her happy Thanksgiving. It was so hard for me to be nice to her but I did.. The last message above that was, "Your husband saved you. If it weren't for him, you wouldn't be where your at in life." Sometimes I still want to be angry with her but its the past. I should...
    Nannyxd Nannyxd 18-21, F Nov 27, 2014

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    andreaespe andreaespe 18-21, F 1 Response Jun 1, 2014

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    Can a selfish person really change

    and step outside of themselves to make decisions that benefit, no only themselves, but also the person that loves them most? After 4 years of dating, my boyfriend suddenly wants everything I've wanted and I've asked for from him, but only after a fight and only after I've...
    emoteemo emoteemo 26-30, F 2 Responses 1 day ago

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    Is There Always Really A Point to Disliking

    Someone? - "Not everyone is going to like everyone," and "We're all allowed not to like somebody" are what people always tell us, and while that is true, a lot of times I just feel like it's really an excuse for us to just dislike anybody for anything. Sometimes there...
    AllStarcrushNate AllStarcrushNate 26-30, M 6 Responses Aug 16, 2014

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    I know it's bizarre,

    but I have a strange desire to know about the afterlife.
    Swadesh1995 Swadesh1995 18-21, M 2 Responses Sep 20, 2014

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    I am now in a deep plunder of bittersweet

    thinking. I am now understanding more and more about life; its complexity, its shapes, its sizes, and it's colors; I am now thinking of how I must move on. Losing friends is tough. It hurts; it tears; it eats at you and never lets you free unless you become at peace with it...
    greeksterman greeksterman 18-21, M 1 Response Nov 1, 2014

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    Sometimes I think that people like me with some

    kind of mental illness are the sane ones. It's like the world is afraid to talk about REAL issues and things that actually allow you to get to know someone..."normal" people are like sheep in a way, they conform to society which has taught them that being different is not...
    idontcarenemore idontcarenemore 22-25, M 1 Response Oct 29, 2014

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    So there's this girl.

    . I'm crazy about her and my emotions towards her are strong and I guess she feels the same but we're both depressed people and sometimes she goes days without texting me and I feel like she's pushing me away without having to tell me I hope not because she's a really beautiful...
    tagmepurple tagmepurple 18-21, M Nov 20, 2014

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    I have (ever since I was 7 years old) thought

    about the possible existence of God, even back then I could not make myself believe that God as portrayed in the bible existed. There are so many things mentioned in the bible which make no sense to me. Take for example it is known that the pyramids were not built by slaves they...
    Oldman61 Oldman61 61-65, M 1 Response Jul 23, 2014

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    Earlier today, I went to this girl's house

    where I was taught sign language by her and her 2 parents. We got along greatly and they're inviting me to dinner tomorrow. Before I left her house, she gave me a rose and a kiss on the cheek. She's the most adorable girl I've ever known. When I got home, I found a message on...
    NeoxExor NeoxExor 22-25, M 1 Response Jan 3

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    I overthink WAY too much.

    Especially if it is about school. I am currently in high school and I find myself always thinking about college, if I'm going to graduate school, if I want my bachelors degree, where I'm going to live, what college I'm going to go to, and MUCH more. I hate thinking about it all...
    raisetheroof raisetheroof 13-15, F 1 Response Aug 22, 2014

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    I'm the type of person who

    when im think about stuff I get deeply into it. And when it's a tiny sad I make it a big deal. And like I want to stop but I'm always thinking .
    BabyGurl0420 BabyGurl0420 18-21, F 3 Responses Jul 29, 2014

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    Talking with someone

    who is also a deep thinker and open minded is so refreshing, like there is no judgement just expression of mind.
    Doof00 Doof00 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 27, 2014

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    Thinking about how sad

    and depressed i was this time last year makes me sad thinking about it!! 😭😭 i cant believe i let myself get like that! Im still not 100% fine but much better! I would like to thank everyone on this site that was understanding and helpful!!
    lovemusicnicole lovemusicnicole 18-21, F 3 Responses Nov 29, 2014

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    I haven't done anything all day today.

    So for the last 60 mins, I have been playing my piano. Playing a few familiar songs and some of my own. I can honestly say I'm not into the Christmas mood. I was SUPPOSEDLY invited to a party earlier but I declined. And besides, I don't want to be a burden to anyone at that...
    NeoxExor NeoxExor 22-25, M Dec 24, 2014

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    This morning, I found a message from my ex on

    Facebook. She says she is so sorry for cheating on me and that she wants to get back together. I didn't send a reply because I don't want to become attached again. But yet, I do need some companionship. I don't know what to do.
    NeoxExor NeoxExor 22-25, M 6 Responses Jan 7

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    Qcf257 Qcf257 18-21, M 1 Response Aug 12, 2014

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    Emozione Emozione 16-17, F Sep 22, 2014

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    Often I heard people say

    that the most important thing in life is love. Others say it's all about sex. Another one says it's all about family. This got me thinking. What if you don't want to love anyone? Or can't find the right person to love? Does that mean they don't have that one thing that makes...
    CactusHugger CactusHugger 18-21, F 3 Responses Aug 21, 2014

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