I Am Always Thinking

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 2,134 People

    41-45, M
    Feb 17

    Pause. Fast Forward.Rewind.

    If you had the chance which one would u choose? I often ask myself this question, but I can never decide which one I would do. Would I press pause when things got too hard, and take a break? Or would I rewind to the past where I could say that I had my sight, and I was able to...
    Tiana0112 Tiana0112
    18-21, F
    1 Response Mar 15

    All people want me/ to talk to me

    for is sex or when they need something. :'(
    deleted deleted
    9 Responses May 21, 2015

    So, I found out today

    that my mom's boyfriend and his kid are moving in with us in about a month. First of all, there are three of us living in a two bedroom condo and the extra two means I have to give up my man cave to share with his kid. Now there will always be somebody home. No women, no weed...
    PuckDrop PuckDrop
    22-25, M
    Mar 24

    This is what it wish

    for all of you: May your days be so full of joy that your head hits the pillow completely spent, ready to rest soundly and dream rejuvenating dreams.
    Searchingformyshalom Searchingformyshalom
    22-25, F
    Jun 24, 2015
    PuckDrop PuckDrop
    22-25, M
    Jul 17, 2015

    I love asking questions on here every now

    and then just to get people thinking. The answers don't matter since I probably have my own opinion formed already. Let's be honest, some of the material on here is bs from people who are painfully bored.
    PuckDrop PuckDrop
    22-25, M
    2 Responses Sep 8, 2015
    Manzzle Manzzle
    22-25, M
    Aug 8, 2014

    And sometimes, I enjoy it.

    Sometimes, the thoughts make no sense.
    ZenLioNESS719 ZenLioNESS719
    51-55, F
    1 Response Dec 7, 2015

    Written June 12, 2015 "I'm not a bad person.

    I maybe a little confusing with my actions but I'm not a bad person. I want what's best for everyone even if it hurts me. I give my whole heart and I care about people. I am human. I'm imperfect." -Is still true today in 2016.
    deleted deleted
    Jan 10

    I feel like my entire life has been a joke

    that keeps getting less funny and there's just no punchline..
    deleted deleted
    3 Responses Nov 15, 2015

    I think a lot of thinking means your are

    intelligent in a society that suppresses thinking. I think anxiety is a lack of control and negative perception of that thinking. maybe a fear of the thoughts and perceived danger.
    femininespirit femininespirit
    22-25, F
    1 Response May 24, 2015

    I have no idea what I believe anymore,

    but I was born a Christian, and raised very devoutly. And I remember someone told me something when I was very small and I've never forgotten it. I was told Christ embodied himself. And what did he pick to do that in? Gold? Diamonds? No. He picked bread. Because bread is an...
    Searchingformyshalom Searchingformyshalom
    22-25, F
    2 Responses Jul 14, 2015

    I drank coffee 2hours ago

    and haven't craved a thing! I'm due for an abortion soon and the few weeks that I have been pregnant hav3 been the worst. I'm always sick and hungry and unhappy. I can't wait for it to be over
    prettyboo711 prettyboo711
    18-21, F
    1 Response Nov 29, 2015

    I'm not quite sure what to do.

    My mom's boyfriend called me earlier and wants me to mentally toughen up his kid, who I've been training for only a few weeks now. His kid is overweight, pretty clumsy and gets completely sucked into video games. His dad wants him to play football more than anything, but at...
    PuckDrop PuckDrop
    22-25, M
    Sep 11, 2015

    You are your own worst enemy.

    Personally, my biggest battle is with myself.
    PuckDrop PuckDrop
    22-25, M
    2 Responses Aug 21, 2015

    Maybe we say pencils have lead (It's really

    graphite, I know) Because of how heavy it lies on paper Superman can't see through that So we shade in the corners Hoping the impression Of the bedside pad's previous note Will be more transparent Revealing some half-asleep line A dream you woke up from And tried to capture...
    Searchingformyshalom Searchingformyshalom
    22-25, F
    2 Responses Jun 5, 2015

    All I want to do is see beautiful things &

    listen to great music. With someone I love. That's what would make me happy.
    obliviousK obliviousK
    Jan 21

    i love making stories in my head

    and describing the things around me in my head like im talking to someone.
    arcticxcx arcticxcx
    16-17, F
    1 Response May 9, 2015

    I always picture wat my life would be like

    if I made the other choice.
    late0 late0
    18-21, M
    May 9, 2015
    yasminesaleh00 yasminesaleh00
    18-21, F
    Jan 19

    This Is A Huge Understatement!!!!

    I hate that I am ALWAYS thinking..... I want to quiet my mind, my thoughts. Maybe ill right more.... I have to think about it.........
    deleted deleted
    2 Responses Oct 15, 2013

    I admire an adult giving unforgettable advice,

    especially at this moment in my life.
    yasminesaleh00 yasminesaleh00
    18-21, F
    1 Response Aug 13, 2015

    I absolutely hate how fast food restaurants

    like to say they use 100% beef. After a little research, the average amount of beef is around 12%. Shows how important money is, right?
    PuckDrop PuckDrop
    22-25, M
    Apr 8

    I am always wondering at life.

    How were some of the most amazing things invented. I would give anything to go back in time when expeditions were led by ships to discover new lands. I was always thinking about the unknown and the existing and how life has thrived. I was so passionate about earth and how it all...
    Lesle38 Lesle38
    13-15, F
    Mar 15

    My mind never shuts off,

    even in my sleep I am thinking of my next project, or how I messed up yet another relationship and the list goes on and on, I call this my slow mode. My normal mode is my wake hours where I seem to focus on a subject and the building could burn down around me and I wouldn't...
    g4it g4it
    22-25, F
    1 Response Jan 13

    And thinking, and thinking,

    and analyzing, and contemplating, and rationalizing, and prioritizing, and weighing out options, and playing it safe on occasion while taking a few minor risks; and thinking and thinking and thinking...
    deleted deleted
    1 Response Oct 20, 2015

    My problem is I do not like stepping out of my

    comfort zone, I should start living a little and forget what others think. This is for me.
    yasminesaleh00 yasminesaleh00
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Mar 22

    Becoming attached to a person

    that just uses you is the worst feeling.
    mstv1112 mstv1112
    18-21, F
    1 Response Dec 22, 2015

    I am always thinking

    and sometimes don't know what am thinking about.
    Liljayz Liljayz
    2 Responses May 9, 2015
    DanniiJ91 DanniiJ91
    22-25, F
    2 Responses May 23, 2015

    Three days. That's how long I allow the ocean

    to pour from me. After that, I decide that the many lives lost in the ocean drain are worth more than the one who caused it. Three days. That's the time it took for me to decide whose life mattered and whose did not. I dragged my cement feet into the bathroom and stared this...
    PseudoNymph PseudoNymph
    22-25, F
    1 Response Mar 12

    I'm thinking... Always.

    I'm thinking about how busy my week is.. How stressed I am for exams.. How tired I am from lack of sleep.. How in love I feel for the girl of my dreams.. How overheated I am right now.. How much I dread going to school tomorrow... How much I want to fly to London.. How much...
    lXxEssentialxXl lXxEssentialxXl
    18-21, F
    1 Response Jan 14, 2015

    I usually try my best not hate anyone.

    It's such a toxic thing to live with. But one thing I hate...with a passion...is someone who acts as if their life is more important than another individuals. I witnessed something like that today. Pissed me off. No matter how much money you have, how nice your car is, or how...
    ExploreroftheUnknown ExploreroftheUnknown
    18-21, M
    Mar 14

    It's scary how time flies,

    things change, new beginnings, closure to the past, getting older.... Life just happens in a blink of an eye and I kind of wish I could stop time
    deleted deleted
    1 Response Feb 28

    Do you ever feel like you're in the way.

    Like no matter how much you try to fit in, or say the right things or.... just fit in I guess, you feel like it's not enough. You go each day and hope that you can find something that will make you feel like you belong, and you're struggling to find that invisible feeling...
    ExploreroftheUnknown ExploreroftheUnknown
    18-21, M
    Mar 10

    I'm curious to see how the advancement in

    artificial intelligence will cooperate with our biological evolution of consciousness. Even the big tech CEOs admit AI poses a threat to human existence, and super intelligence is the last invention humans will ever construct. Meanwhile, a growing number of people will be busy...
    PuckDrop PuckDrop
    22-25, M
    1 Response Sep 2, 2015

    Wrote this about two years ago.

    After going through some changes over the previous few years. .. Sort of long, a bit of a rant. Thanks beforehand to whomever decides to read through it all. It's hard to go back to the way things were, it's hard because things aren't the way they used to be. Things change...
    deleted deleted
    May 8, 2015

    My mind is on fire tonight.

    Too many ideas swimming there. I keep weighing them on golden scales, unsure which side of the line to cross. I can't tell if what I write gives too much ink to the men that marred my virgin skin, or if I took their poison words and made them my own. Maybe it's a bit of both. I...
    Searchingformyshalom Searchingformyshalom
    22-25, F
    1 Response Aug 3, 2015

    One year ago today was a really life changing

    moment for me. It's funny how things turn out the way they do, how much changes, and what doesn't change at all.
    keeganicole keeganicole
    18-21, F
    Jun 22, 2014

    I think I met the most amazing woman in my life

    so far. A couple days ago, our first "date" was at the park. She showed up with no makeup, looking a little nerdy, but accompanied with the body of a fox (not literally). After maybe fifteen minutes of walking around, I dared her to climb a tree, somewhat jokingly, and you know...
    PuckDrop PuckDrop
    22-25, M
    1 Response Aug 27, 2015

    Stop holding in your farts.

    They're traveling up your spine and going into your brain which apparently is giving you a bunch of ****** ideas.
    deleted deleted
    2 Responses Jul 5, 2015

    I believe that the reason I don't fit in is

    because I have a hard time relating to the drama high schoolers are so fond of. I think a lot, and I enjoy it. Questioning everything is what I am good at. I don't have room in my head for the endless drama. There is so much more out there to put your mind into. I am alone...
    Grace224 Grace224
    18-21, F
    1 Response Feb 19, 2014

    To save time in the shower

    and conserve water I use shampoo/conditioner.
    deleted deleted
    1 Response Jul 6, 2015

    It's finally starting to hit me

    that I'll be on another road trip soon. No work, no school, no plans, nothing but exploration and experiences.
    PuckDrop PuckDrop
    22-25, M
    Jun 20, 2015

    Im 27 where have the years gone ive had good

    times bad times good friends bad ones.........and as time gos on I feel like I dont connect with any of these so called friends.......my best friend I love her to death but shes a few years older than me and dosent seem to grow up......the bar and club scene seem so boring and I...
    bethinwonderland bethinwonderland
    26-30, F
    1 Response Dec 23, 2014

    Build your church , ignore how a flower grows,

    see the diverse miracles we take advantage of The Lord is here for us he always had a big heart. Heed the warning , listen to the ground as out lord waits, we laugh we contemplate . But out savior creeps like a thief in the nite. You will never know. But our Heavenly Father...
    maiden67 maiden67
    46-50, F
    Jun 18, 2014

    I think about stuff a lot.

    Since I have some autism it helps me process things that go on in my life. I am learning to deal with it which is the first step. It took me a while to realize that it takes me a bit to process what is going on in my life since I have some autism. That is my story. Feel free to...
    pearls37 pearls37
    22-25, F
    1 Response Sep 28, 2015
    roxy20122929292 roxy20122929292
    22-25, F
    4 Responses May 21, 2015

    ugh so many thoughts,

    mini panic attacks, my body feeling cold now a days when I'm having anxiety, idk what to do anymore :'(
    bloodyzombie19 bloodyzombie19
    18-21, F
    Nov 30, 2015

    That there are a lot of folks on here

    that are often looking to get their feelings hurt or looking for someone to get mad at. I am just looking for a brief break from real stuff out here.
    deleted deleted
    May 21, 2015

    I've distance myself from other people.

    And honestly i feel good. A little lonely from time to time. When I do start dating again ,i want something different. I'm not yet confident about myself yet but i feel as if I'm getting somewhere.
    classykitty classykitty
    18-21, F
    Jul 18, 2015

    I hate when you wake up from a good dream

    and the details start diminishing by the second. Why can't we remember them like actual memories? Do they serve any relevance or express any meaning? I have learned that the time experienced in a dream is equivalent to reality, which can make the dream last forever. On the...
    PuckDrop PuckDrop
    22-25, M
    Jan 13
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