I Am Always Trying To Fight My Emotions Hide Behind My Smile

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    Behind every smile I show you,

    there's the desire that I might kill you :)
    RagingDemon29 RagingDemon29
    16-17, F
    Jul 25, 2015

    i was in love with a girl

    who said she loved me, she broke up with her boyfriend and told me to wait until she was ready which was fine, the next week she kisses me but still asks me to wait, the week after she is meeting up with other guys but says im her one and only and asks me to wait a bit longer...
    Hemanwar Hemanwar
    18-21, M
    2 Responses Mar 24, 2014

    I'm so frustrated and lonely.

    Everything I feel is full of desperation and fear. I don't know where to begin or even start. Every time I try it's just another let down. I'm tired of hearing I like you. I get my hopes build up. I wish it was easy to walk off in the sunset and be alone and not feel any pain...
    YourSecretAdmire22 YourSecretAdmire22
    22-25, M
    Jul 19, 2015

    i feel like all my negative feelings are

    so bothersome to the people around me and useless in progressing me in life. i just feel like dropping dead mostly but i dont want to bother anybody anymore by letting it show. just fake a grin and itll be okay
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Jul 26, 2015

    We hide behind this masquerade

    when in reality we are dying inside:) it's because it is safe and easy and if we hide all of our crap it all magically disappears... WRONG!!! It builds if we just take a step and let the mask drop... Perhaps... So will our problems:3
    godlovesorphans1 godlovesorphans1
    22-25, M
    Jun 5, 2014
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