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I Am Always Trying to Improve Myself

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    And it's hard. I went to a party with my

    brother's friends just so I can have fun, meet new people and just enjoy myself. I was having a great time but no matter what I do I can't set aside this "lonely" feeling. Yea, I'm laughing, chatty and I was joking around but there's something inside me... That I can't explain.
    Misaki7590 Misaki7590 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 17

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    i love smoking weed LIKE LOVE.

    but ive came to a point where i would like to live healthier as im no more munchies and no more laziness. with this beimg said i ust stop however this leads me to think am,i addicted to marijuanna if i dont?
    amariebonitaa amariebonitaa 18-21, F Apr 25

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    Always

    I always think about improving myself and people around me. I like to be around people who have such attitude. But i am not happy with the my rate of improvement. Lately I have became very lazy. My dreary job is somewhat responsible for it. People around me do not have an...
    thelonerambler thelonerambler 26-30 Nov 26, 2013

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    A Never Ending Journey Of Myself

    I think one of the biggest faults the modern man has is not wanting to improve himself. He wants a faster car, and a bigger house and a job that pays him more money, yet very few are looking to improve themselves from the inside.When I think about what I want out of life, the...
    TheWanderingSupertramp TheWanderingSupertramp 26-30, M 2 Responses Dec 10, 2012

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    There is so much to learn.

    I want to learn something new everyday. Today, I am learning about EP. This is my first post!
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Dec 16, 2014

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    It really irritates me

    that you help someone out and they can be a totally cow about the whole situation and ur left feeling like crap and angry!
    starlightb7 starlightb7 26-30, F Nov 6, 2014

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    I'm a pretty soft-spoken person.

    I'm the type who is always listening and rarely speaking during a conversation. Maybe this stems from being raised by a talkative and outspoken mother who could literally talk for hours while I just sat there and mostly listened. It's almost like I never developed that part of...
    ladybug313 ladybug313 26-30, F 2 Responses Nov 18, 2014

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    I'm working on being present.

    On living in the moment, but not in the way that justifies doing harmful, destructive things. Just living in the moment, in the purest sense. I'm working on listening. Like, really listening, without feeling the need to stuff in my opinion. Because at any given moment, I find it...
    manzanilla manzanilla 18-21, F Nov 30, 2014

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    SheepCatTheCatSheep SheepCatTheCatSheep 18-21 Feb 4, 2014

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    Although I try, I fail often.

    Whatever. I'll embrace my victories anyways.
    guitarist410 guitarist410 16-17, M Mar 24, 2014

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    Every day I wake up and train usually at 5

    or 6 in the morning I start off with a few stretches and go for a 5.2 miles run I come back and box I do all different type of exercises to help improve my speed and strength etc. so I can be the best and be ready for anything I come across.
    LGKolor LGKolor 18-21, M Jul 14, 2014

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    Good to analyze ourselves

    before finding fault in others :) Dirty linen One married couple moved to the new apartment. In the morning a wife, just after waking up, looked through the window and saw the neighbor, who was hanging out her linen to dry. — Look at her dirty linen — she told her husband...
    sharat88 sharat88 26-30, M Jan 8

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    I guess I need to look at myself in a better

    light. Maybe I'm not so terrible
    DeadDropGoth DeadDropGoth 16-17, M 1 Response Jul 22, 2014

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    I'm always thinking about doing things

    that I can see myself throw it and those things can be anything even if it's small, but it means a lot to me and to other people and that's all I want. I love trying new stuff, even if it's new for me I would love to learn it, at the end It feels really good and that I've done...
    Beyondtheseaa Beyondtheseaa 26-30, F Mar 24

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    Unfortunately I always try to live up to

    peoples expectations. I don't try to do it, it just happens. So when I don't do things perfectly or what I think people will be happy with I have severe panic attacks/breakdowns. Why does the world have so many standards in which some of us feel like we have to fit into? I...
    lovingmeyousee lovingmeyousee 18-21, F Dec 23, 2013

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    BleuGirl83 BleuGirl83 31-35, F Apr 22, 2014

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    My life goal is to become a better person every

    day. The only person I'm trying to outdo is the me from yesterday. Whenever I act selfish or complain about something insignificant, I remind myself of the MJ lyrics, "If you wanna make the world a better place, take a look at yourself and make a change."
    kissthedeadly kissthedeadly 22-25, F Aug 10, 2014

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    Ok so I just bought some books about going on a

    spiritual journey and the lady over the counter says good luck... The negative part of me wanted to say why you wishing me good luck? All in my business... She must of noticed all the titles... And do I want luck? I'm I looking depressed? I'm i that transparent? What if I like...
    toniyl toniyl 36-40, F 1 Response Aug 11

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    I Want to

    i really want to improve myself lots and lots
    treasurechest99 treasurechest99 13-15 Aug 28, 2009

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    I Am Always Trying To Improve Myself

    Going through life I have been going through phases of always trying to improve myself in different ways. I wonder if others have done the same goal in life? I was a very shy gal growing up and as time went by we went to various  events. I remember being...
    Haunted5 Haunted5 56-60, F 2 Responses Mar 25, 2010

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    Improving Myself

    Improving myself,Always trying,Never cease,Lookin' for change,I wanna improve,That's what I'm,Gonna do!
    lazycrazybasket lazycrazybasket 46-50, M 2 Responses Mar 16, 2012

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    The Mind Is An Ultimate Reality

    Mind is an ultimate reality which is aware of itself and is not the seat of our empirical consciousness --------- by ''being'' mind instead of ''having'' mind
    nxtgeneration nxtgeneration 46-50, M 3 Responses Aug 19, 2012

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    Improving Myself

    Becoming a good person is important to me. i know this is going to sound a little bit corny but this year i sort of have a theme which is 'be the person i want to be.' Everytime i find myself to chicken or forget to do something, that line always runs through my head. Though...
    sameera07 sameera07 18-21 Jan 31, 2009

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    I try all the time. I'm beginning to be wasted space on this earth. Everything I do seems wrong..
    lroby lroby 41-45, F 2 Responses 17 hrs ago

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    I seriously like to procastinate of doing important things. I am currently doing my part time master degree and working at the same time. I really have limited time to study and do...
    amyixo amyixo 26-30, F 2 Responses 17 hrs ago

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    1.9.15 ok so this another day has ended, and with this I think things have started to improve. I talked to my roommate and things are calm since then..and I studied nicely today...
    sb3007 sb3007 22-25, F 1 day ago

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    magnifying my fears a color i don't want to reflect i try i express what i am..feel burdening you with my prison sure..i am bad it's not the fear to lose it's the absurdity...
    anotherclone anotherclone 26-30, M 1 day ago

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    I need advice; guy dropped bombshell after over a year of hunting me constantly that he was only trying to have sex with me. Would a guy really pursue a girl and tell her he loves...
    mermaids312 mermaids312 18-21, F 3 Responses 2 days ago

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    "Why are you so quiet?" "What are you thinking?" "What's going on inside your head?" I've heard those questions all too many times over the years. All too many times, I've...
    bobrido bobrido 46-50, M 3 Responses 2 days ago

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    I don't understand why at 16 I should be worried about were I'm going to live, how in going to get to school, and how to pay the bills. I shouldn't be worried about being homeless...
    ClassyGirl099 ClassyGirl099 16-17, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    I don't understand why the things are really happening to me only.. Eventually I can't understand and obviously it makes me feel confused.
    Deepikha Deepikha 26-30, F 4 Responses 2 days ago

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    .....even tho I know it is just a waste of time
    StreetgirlnamedDesire504 StreetgirlnamedDesire504 36-40 1 Response 3 days ago

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    Watching home improvement shows all day...I want to redo my whole house! Maybe I'll just rearrange the furniture lol
    peacelovejoy89 peacelovejoy89 41-45, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    I ain't going to be your dream friend if you want me to always be on your side. I can't not share my voice on something when I've a fully formed experience around something you...
    ASMRLegion ASMRLegion 18-21, T 4 days ago

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    My thoughts torment me relentlessly. Day and night. Even in my sleep. I have nightmares frequently. I can't push my thoughts aside. It's a losing battle. I've tried so ******* hard...
    Noregrets5 Noregrets5 41-45, M 1 Response 4 days ago

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    story of my life!!! lol I always say I'm done, and then find myself trying again. that is the definition of insanity.....
    StreetgirlnamedDesire504 StreetgirlnamedDesire504 36-40 4 days ago

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    I am usually a person who always wants to understand why things happen and until I understand I feel bad. And even sometimes after. I keep feeling like I can't handle when I make...
    Blueberrybliss Blueberrybliss 18-21, F 4 days ago

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    Im always biting my damn nails, like its all you can eat buffet.. they always look so torn up and gross lol. I would never let ppl see my hands. Ive been struggling w. this for...
    sabrriinaaax3 sabrriinaaax3 18-21, F 5 days ago

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    a turtle in space just floating able to recognize this infinity so many galactic dreams endless space for questions exploring the mysteries losing control no distractions to...
    anotherclone anotherclone 26-30, M 5 days ago

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    Facebook which I despise relies upon family contacts,I have always given credibility to verbal expression,if one has a need for adult expression's, then I feel at a loss,for as I...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response 6 days ago

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    EP has gradually gone beyond improvements. When you continually make changes that the majority of your views are opposed to your life expectancy becomes somewhat short. I suppose...
    lasergraph lasergraph 61-65, M 6 Responses 6 days ago

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    Over many years I have gained some valuable information. It doesn't matter of how you look like to people, just to you. That might seem kinda hard because everyone's opinion...
    DavidHamilton1 DavidHamilton1 16-17, M 1 Response a week ago

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