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I Am An Emotional Wreck

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    Emotional Wreck And Thats Not Even The Half Of It..

    So my emotions are all over the place.. i think this is the worst its been in 3 years, i guess its sort of been building up. So i was in school, and towards the end/graduatiing ect.. I had a massive fallout with my best  friend, she sort of went into stalker mode, i...
    warmness warmness 18-21, F 2 Responses Jul 4, 2010

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    I can't get it together.

    I don't know what I want, I don't know who to talk to, who to trust. I just want to go away and start over somewhere, but I'm borderline anti-social. I want to be free and talk to people and not care anymore about what people think or what even matters. I need courage and...
    deadfast deadfast 26-30, F 2 Responses Feb 6

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    Is My Past Really Just That, My Past....

    you know how they say if you love somebody let them go, and if they come back then their really yours, or if you and someone decide to end the relationship, just to let them go because they are in your past, and to not back track because they are in your past. but when you lose...
    ladyfinn ladyfinn 22-25 Jun 26, 2011

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    I Really Am.

    I feel like I am dying today.  Tomorrow and the next day should just be amazing!
    BellasHappyPlace BellasHappyPlace 18-21, F Dec 23, 2009

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    Fubar !!!!

    Actually , the acronym fubar started in WW2. "Gentleman, we are ****** UP BEYOND ALL RECOGNITION." That is my nickname...... my last name is EVEN Barr!!!!!! I am also FINE....... ****** UP, INSECURE, NEUROTIC, AND EMOTIONAL !!!!!!!! So when I go somewhere, and somebody asks me...
    gosling28 gosling28 41-45, F 2 Responses Oct 25, 2011

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    Maybe I Am, Maybe I'm Not

    For years I told myself that I was devoid of emotion, that I was immune to the ecstasy of real happiness and the sinking depression that always results from moments of extreme sadness.  For years I flat-out lied to myself, I just couldn't accept the fact. I felt it all, I...
    midni7e7oker midni7e7oker 26-30, M Jan 16, 2009

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    I Don'T Know How To Keep Hiding It

    It's eating me alive inside. I'm guilty. It's no sun but it sure makes one uneasy.
    habibihayati habibihayati 18-21, F 1 Response Nov 4, 2013

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    I just wish I had answers.

    My marriage of 21 years is having the biggest crisis I have ever experienced. Through many things, mostly related to bringing other women into our bedroom, I have evolved emotionally. I think my husband now feels threatened. I have made many new friends over the last few years...
    sally7 sally7 36-40, F 12 Responses May 18

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    Sometimes I feel sad

    because my man isn't by my side or when we argue over the phone. I cry so hard when nobody is around.
    roselani2005 roselani2005 26-30, F Aug 24

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    Emptiness Suxx

    Im 27 yo, I have been with my current bf for 6 yrs. I dont know whats wrong with me but I dont feel like myself. I keep wanting to cry or get easily upset. I have been thru so much crap with my bf especially with the fact of him being a druggie and now is clean..well for now.. I...
    BrknFem BrknFem 26-30 1 Response Mar 6, 2011

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    Is My Past Catching Up?

    When I was barely one my dad was sent to prison. My mom I don't think was really ever ready to be a parent. Most nights she was out partying and drinking while my older brother took care of me. Her main priority was always her boyfriends, and lousy ones at that. Her first...
    Anonymous70 Anonymous70 18-21 1 Response Jan 4, 2011

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    Emotional Wreck.....me

    i am an emotional wreck......sometimes i don understand how i am goin to handle life.....i  start crying over small things ...i try to remain calm but somehow i loose control over my emotions......i had a bad temper since i was a child ....things got better when i became a...
    lostbabe lostbabe 22-25 2 Responses Oct 18, 2008

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    ___

    Up and down, crying one moment and ecstatically happy the next. Mood swings? No, not mood swings. Love is good and love sucks!
    fungirlmmm fungirlmmm 41-45, F 10 Responses Dec 23, 2009

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    Freedom

    Freedom just means exchanging your shackles for a new pair....
    brokenheaart brokenheaart 22-25, F 2 Responses Feb 12, 2012

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    One Step Closer To The End?

    I lost my job of 8 1/2 years, a month ago, because I made a couple of comments taken out of context and made to sound like sexual harassment. I do not qualify for unemployment due to the nature of my termination and no one will interview me much less hire me at this time. I am...
    ear4u62 ear4u62 51-55, M 1 Response Sep 30, 2013

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    Recently, so many feelings have been going on

    inside of me and I don't know how to deal with them. I would write about them, use them for something that would come in handy, but the thing is I don't know how to put them into words. At the beginning of this month, I found out I have health issues and went to do some analysis...
    ari5t0crat ari5t0crat 18-21, F 3 Responses Apr 18

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    My brother just got in a wreck.

    . He's stable in recovery but Please Pray for Him . 🙏😔
    AfroLove24 AfroLove24 13-15, F 1 Response Jul 12

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    Financial Issues

    I live about 2 grand below the poverty level... I do everything I can to try to save money and spend the least amount possible. I have the cheapest car insurance (liability only) and I have the lowest cell phone plan for now. The contract ends in Dec which I am very happy about...
    brokenheaart brokenheaart 22-25, F 2 Responses Nov 13, 2011

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    My Emotions

    Im to the point where im very stress and i relly need some help,when Iget mad there is no understanding or listening to what other people has to say but in the middle of me being mad my emotions changes from being mad to being calm and not so mad anymore,and I dnt...
    MissAloha MissAloha 22-25, F 1 Response Sep 1, 2009

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    Here I Am Crying Again.

    I am crying again, the sad thing, it isn't even anything to do with me.  I am worried about some people I don't even know.  Isn't that great?!?  I am an emotional trainwreck!  I don't know what is wrong with me.
    urbrandofheroin urbrandofheroin 22-25, F 3 Responses May 26, 2009

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    I just can't understand what I feel

    so I make myself not feel, then I just erupt in bottled up emotions that I can't deal with.
    deadfast deadfast 26-30, F Feb 6

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    I'm A Bit Of A Wreck

    ok  here goes..... post traumatic stress disorder multiple years of depression, low-self-esteem, you name it.... brain tumor (astrocytoma grade II, right frontal/temporal 5 * 8 cm) I started a 6 week radiation series end of jan and i was pretty cool about it, but...
    notalostcause notalostcause 36-40, M 1 Response Feb 22, 2010

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    Today has been pretty bad.

    And I can't stop crying. I felt all day like I could have a breakdown at any moment. - The **** started when I couldn't get to sleep the whole night, and that didn't put me in a good mood at all. - Next came school. I hate it. Seeing all the people I hate, having to learn when...
    Blenkinsop4 Blenkinsop4 16-17, F 3 Responses Jan 6

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    Real Bad...

     I think right now my emotional wreck is coming from my little sister's death... I've been thinking about her so much today... And it's making me cry, then become extremely happy, but then sad and it's doing it off and on all freaking day... I guess that's what being bi...
    XLunaXLovegoodX XLunaXLovegoodX 22-25, F 2 Responses Aug 30, 2008

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    I'm crying at night, becoming

    so furious at numbers of times, and once I was so upset at everything and tried to run away! Didn't get far -.-
    xSacredFlowerx xSacredFlowerx 18-21, F 2 Responses Feb 19

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    So Many Things Are Tumbling Around In My Head And Heart.

          It could be because winter is upon us, I am missing the loved ones who are no longer with us, Thanksgiving is next week and Christmas is a month away. Perhaps it's because of my husband's kids who treat me like a floor mat, like I don't exist unless...
    75Angels 75Angels 36-40, F 2 Responses Nov 22, 2009

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    Tears....

    Tears drip from my eyelashes onto my pillow I wipe them away, but they just keep coming. So many emotions running through my head... sadness, happiness, anger, stress, and love. Everyone has had a time when all you can do is cry, that's all I've been doing crying, and I'm so tied...
    AlyShine AlyShine 18-21, F 4 Responses Mar 20, 2013

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    Emotional Wreck

    I have spend much of my life hiding my true emotions from people around me. As far as I can remember I have been very sensitive even as a kid. Concealing emotions for a lifetime is taking its toll on me now. I went through the worst episode in my life last year...
    SunnyB SunnyB 22-25 1 Response May 25, 2009

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    When Will I Stop Making A Full Out Of Myself.

    Ohh.... I made a bad mistake.. For school i had a project and i guess i cried in front of the class trying to explain my drawing. I guess I was thinking about my family too much.. Not a good past Both pf my uncles who would have been in their 60's died at an early age... And i...
    StayStrongGirl92 StayStrongGirl92 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 3, 2013

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    ...

    Don't know whats wrong with me. After suffering sexual abuse as a kid, I don't know who I am anymore. I don't know how to be 'myself,' I have no ambition for anything, and I can't even cry! I feel so stuck at the moment because I have no one to talk to and I just feel different...
    Numb17 Numb17 18-21, F 3 Responses Mar 31, 2011

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    My Chest Is About To Explode

    I just wanted to share my story, hoping that would ease some of the pain inside... I feel like my chest is being sucked into the space where my heart used to be, a feeling that no one should go through.   my life is a serious of unfortunate events, from childhood, till now...
    BlackHoleHeart BlackHoleHeart 22-25, M 3 Responses Dec 22, 2009

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    Reasons Have Changed....

    When I joined this group it was for different reason than I have now. Before I had alot going on, my son and his addiction, my husband sick and dying, my mother n law a royal pain, trying to watch my grandkids. Everything was loaded up. I have to say now that things have changed...
    honeysuckle23 honeysuckle23 46-50, F Nov 27, 2011

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    I Became An Emotional Wreck...

    I am in love with my ex, she's my ex because i was the shittest boyfriend in existence... Why? I honestly dont know. I love her and I recently asked her to marry me (we were still together at that point) I've lost the only person that hasgiven me any sort of confidence and love...
    missingHarleyQuinn missingHarleyQuinn 16-17 1 Response Jan 4, 2013

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    A Heart Made Of Glass

    I have a heart made of glass i would say because i am sooo emotional, too emotional for my own good. I will get sad, deppressed and suicidal when things go the wrong way and i tend to take most things very seriously.Recently, something bad befall me. I couldn't help asking, why...
    fuglygirlonthebench fuglygirlonthebench 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 24, 2011

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    Come To Normal

    Pain makes you stronger, I have Street Smarts and I know how to use it. I Love I Loose, I'm alone. I tell my Wife all the Time that's Crap.!                                 If you don't respect yourself, as Other People around you. You'll get Squished. If you...
    BuzzinHeart BuzzinHeart 56-60 Jun 26, 2011

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    Losing The Will To Live

    I have suffered with severe depression for over a year now due to sexual abuse but I was starting to feel a little better and move. I thought this year was going to be my year where my life will turn around but so far, I have had nothing but more negativity been thrown my way...
    BeautyOfSuffering BeautyOfSuffering 22-25, F 1 Response Mar 18, 2012

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    Or Unemotional???

    It's difficult for me to say I'm an emotional wreck because I am possibly the coldest, unemotional person ever. I've done many personality tests that tell me I don't feel and most of the time I don't. I just find myself wandering through life lifeless. However sometimes I lie...
    Alba89 Alba89 18-21, F 3 Responses May 24, 2009

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    Is Death So Hard To Get Over?

    Hi guy's, on 11/10/2008 my mam died suddenly aged 56, no warning. Postmortam revealed multiple organ failure! Tragic!! Same night my dad aged 60 was rushed into hospital, me and my sister rushed to him. Doctors said he was criticle! My dad had cancer, a livable cancer which...
    woll woll 26-30, F 3 Responses Oct 10, 2009

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    I'm Just Such a Mess.

    I fall for people TOO EASILY!! I can't get over them when I do. I cry ALOT. About the most STUPID things. Everything seems so stressful to me and I make even the easiest of tasks so much more stress ridden for myself. I cry whenever things get too much. I struggle with my...
    KC280892 KC280892 16-17, F 3 Responses Jan 31, 2009

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    I Am An Emotional Wreck

    let me just get right to the point my ex bf is in the army we where together when all this happen we started dating in dec of 09 i got pregnant a month later he was about to get deployed well he left in feb says he was geting deployed right then and he lied he was goin away...
    heartless2186 heartless2186 22-25, F 1 Response Mar 22, 2010

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    At The Very Last Straw.... Please Help.

    I don't even know how to explain my true feelings at this moment, but I'll try. I'm getting married in 2 months. My fiancé and I have had terrible pasts before we met each other, so our relationship has been quite up and down. We are both very stubborn people and because of that...
    Tricia2812 Tricia2812 26-30 7 Responses Apr 24, 2012

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