I Am An Ftm

Female to Male--A group for transmasculine men. 166 People

    FTM In College

    I began transitioning a few years ago when I was 18. I'm now in college, about to get married and living a relativity wonderful life. I am stealth – dealing with the problems that do still arise without the advantage of the support that comes from people knowing.  ...
    anonymousandfree anonymousandfree
    1 Response Jan 31, 2009

    "sir, I Mean Mam"

    Most trans guys knows how it feels when you get mam instead of sir and how much it can hurt when your out in public, and your really feeling masculine that day. Well this happened to me yestarday when I was shopping for a prodject I was workig on for my mothers baby shower, she's...
    unknownjay25 unknownjay25
    18-21, T
    1 Response Jun 5, 2012


    I came out when I was 17. my family doesn't support me. I started hormones last April
    Elijaboyy Elijaboyy
    1 Response Dec 22, 2011

    http://m.bookemon.com/book-profile/the-shadows-arising/165803 If you click on this link, it will take you to a book I wrote a few years ago, "The Shadows Arising". It has become pretty popular and has gotten many good reviews. It is $20, yes, but if you buy the book $10 are put...
    novaftmpride novaftmpride
    16-17, T
    Jul 26, 2015

    New To All This

    I am 23 year old ftm living in the UK. I have only just accepted this in my own mind although I've known for years what I am. I have tried to restrain from digging into the subject for fear of seeing what I can't have. After 18 years I have given up the struggle and am now trying...
    tigerstripe88 tigerstripe88
    1 Response Sep 23, 2011

    Is anyone on here taking testosterone

    boosters/estrogen blockers? I started taking t bomb 2 which is both and is typically used by body builders, but I thought it might make for a small transition for me to feel more like myself. If anyone has taken it, does it work?? Please share your experience.
    Rossi117 Rossi117
    May 26, 2014

    I Am A Trans Man Who Is Affraid He Will Regret Taking T

    So far I have been on testosterone for 6 months, little facial hair, but a significant voice drop. I have also had top surgery, which does make a huge difference when trying to pass as a man. The problem is, I'm scared that people will now look at me like I am now half man half...
    carterface carterface
    3 Responses Oct 22, 2012

    The Struggle To Find Myself

    I am a 39 year old ftm. I have been on hormone therapy for the past four months. My body is looking good and my mind is slowly settling. I just wish I had someone to support me more. My wife although I love her is just doing things that I don't find acceptable when you're in...
    ontheflyguy ontheflyguy
    1 Response Sep 3, 2011

    Id be like 100000 times happier

    if I was just a damn boy!
    littleyaya littleyaya
    16-17, T
    1 Response Jun 23, 2014
    LoreDark LoreDark
    13-15, T
    1 Response Jun 3, 2014

    I'm New

    I hope I can start taking testosterone as soon as possible, I wish I could bind, I wish I didn't go to my school :( I wish I was born a boy, life would be so much easier. Hi, I'm Luke, I'm transgender ftm and looking for friends :)
    deleted deleted
    2 Responses Dec 1, 2012

    101 days on T and I've never felt better in my

    life. Keep on pushing through, guys, because things DO get better. I only wish I could go back and tell that to myself when I was 16, suicidal, and hopeless.
    RowanSamuel RowanSamuel
    22-25, M
    2 Responses Jul 16, 2015

    I Need Advice: Trans Guy Choosing A Highschool

    Well next year will be my senior year not only will it be my senior year but it will be the first time that I will be identifying as a male at school. Although coming out is going to be hard in highschool I have a important decison to make. I could attend a new highschool and get...
    unknownjay25 unknownjay25
    18-21, T
    1 Response Mar 27, 2012

    Its Been a long time

    since ive typed a word on Experience Project and a lot has changed since my last. My last post was in 2012 i believe about 2 years, wow how time flys. If youve read my previous stories you would read about my worries of coming out and planns for my future, living life as a...
    unknownjay25 unknownjay25
    18-21, T
    1 Response Jan 23, 2014

    Attractive young ftm

    that just wants a casual sex buddy that smokes and plays video games. I don't see myself in a relationship with a male but they're sexy and wonderful in bed.
    youngftmstud youngftmstud
    22-25, T
    Aug 26, 2014

    Unicorns and Fairies

     Once upon a time I was born. And it was such an ordinary arrival. I wonder, wonder, WONDER exactly what happened either beforehand or while I was frolicking on the path of life to cause this dilemma. I'm supposed to be a girl. It's not working out for me as well as those...
    mickeydama mickeydama
    1 Response Aug 22, 2010

    A Step In The Right Direction

    I took a big step in the right direction yestarday Feb. 18 2012 I came out to my best and closest friend as being an FTM a female to male transsexual. I thought that it would be easier to tell my best friend but it took me almost the whole day to spit it out. The way I came out...
    unknownjay25 unknownjay25
    18-21, T
    Feb 19, 2012

    Ftm, Needs Help.

    Um...First post here ._. You can call me Havoc. Okay, here's my plight. I'll start by saying, I am a gay FtM. I have liked boys, I always will. I also think I am a guy in a girl's body, and I think I have always been that way. I recently came out to my closest two friends. One's...
    HavocWreaker HavocWreaker
    13-15, M
    2 Responses Aug 22, 2012

    Chasing Shadows

    Do any of you ever feel like you're chasing the shadows of your siblings? There is a saying 'dont go chasing shadows.' I guess I understand why. You'll either find alot of trouble or be disappointed or surprised by what you find at the end. I am a transman, youngest of 4, with...
    AJlucky AJlucky
    22-25, M
    Aug 23, 2012

    #1 Choice In FTM Essentials

    For my brothers who are looking for a website that is geared for trans men, filled with resourceful information in addition to an online shop FTM MALL is where it's at. Brand new site! www.ftmmall.com
    Taken123 Taken123
    Mar 23, 2013
    cute4me cute4me
    16-17, T
    2 Responses May 24, 2015

    Does anyone know where I can get hormonal

    replacement therapy done in central Florida???
    Rossi117 Rossi117
    1 Response Jun 3, 2014

    So, This is the paper I wrote

    for my Creative Writing professor earlier this year. Thought it would be good to share. Hint, Hint, this is where I got the idea for my Username, and that's why it means so much to me. Process of Becoming Why is my brush so important? It’s not like it belonged to...
    ProcessOfBecoming ProcessOfBecoming
    18-21, T
    1 Response May 7, 2015

    *trigger warning: monthly mayhem* It feels like

    1000 wrestlers are squeezing my dude-rus. Boy oh boy and this is just the beginning.
    cute4me cute4me
    16-17, T
    Feb 1

    I Am An Ftm: The Man In Me (my Story)

    Hi, you can call me James im and FTM and to those of you that dont know already know what that is, i am female to male transgendered person. I was born physically female but i am a man trapped in a womens body. Im tall (6foot2), dark brown hair, light brown eyes, athletic...
    unknownjay25 unknownjay25
    18-21, T
    Nov 26, 2011

    Coming Out As Ftm In High School? Good Idea Or Not?

    In this last month i have decided that i want to come out finally to my parents about being an FTM. i really want to come out now as im writing this but i have certian things i have to take care of first so i have planned to come out around the end of Febuary next month. im very...
    unknownjay25 unknownjay25
    18-21, T
    Jan 12, 2012

    3 years ago I figured it out.

    Ever since I was little I've always felt different from everyone ells. I've always been that quiet kid in the back of the classroom who didn't say nor ask much - just followed everyone ells because that's what you do when you're that age and too afraid to ask questions. I was...
    UnfittingBoy UnfittingBoy
    18-21, M
    Dec 30, 2013

    I need some help with having my parents

    understand me better. I don't know how to explain what I mean when I explain that I am a guy not a girl like they raised me. I can explain it ok but it is often too confusing for them to understand.
    mecutli2 mecutli2
    16-17, T
    1 Response Dec 9, 2014

    Trans Fears

    Back in 2011 I had a private conversation with a cisgendered woman on this site. At the time she had an interest in getting to know what transgendered / transsexual people were really like and because I had extended a welcome for people to contact me if they had any questions on...
    MartyMcFly MartyMcFly
    26-30, T
    Aug 14, 2013

    I'M Confused

    Well, actually.. I know a am FTM. I've known for a couple of years now but I am so conflicted on what to do. I went to a gender therapist and she wrote a letter of reccomendation for me to start taking T. I haven't made it out to the doctors office yet, but I am 100% sure I am...
    whoabro whoabro
    1 Response Mar 15, 2013

    I'm a young transgender male

    who identifies as "straight" but I've been curious about experiencing with a male sexually. I'm attracted to men and they do indeed turn me on. I like tall guys, nice body or average I like chubby guys as well it just depends. I want to meet new people that can relate or maybe I...
    youngftmstud youngftmstud
    22-25, T
    Aug 26, 2014

    Knowledge Is Power

    I know this really belongs under Songs, Books & Music, but I really do not have the time to type this all out, one song at a time for all of the trans-related pages I'm posting this on. May you get some use out of it: Books of Interest: ******I recommend reading The Riddle of...
    MartyMcFly MartyMcFly
    26-30, T
    Jul 9, 2011
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