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I Am An Incest, and 'kiddie Porn" Ind Survivor

This is a support group for adult survivors of childhood sexual trauma, and the child sex industry. *Please leave your religious and political views "at the door" - they are not welcome in here. 323 People

    For Male Survivors Only... - I have been talking with a few people in here, and we all agree, that there needs to be a "safe place" here on EP where male survivors can...
    JusDifferent JusDifferent 41-45, F 7 Responses Feb 18, 2008

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    Taken Advantage Of - I was an awkward child mostly due to my having a high functioning Autistic-spectrum disorder, because of this subtle unspoken social cues and things other...
    intriguedboy intriguedboy 22-25, M 5 Responses Apr 3, 2011

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    Kinda Creepy.. - my earleist memories were before I started school even. Several times with members on my dad's side of the family. My uncle would sometimes pull my pants down and...
    caescman caescman 41-45, M 5 Responses Nov 7, 2009

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    Used And Abused - Im from an arab family and im the only girl i have 4 brothers and im the youngest, it was when i was 4 i remember when ever my mom would go out late for a wedding...
    miguided miguided 26-30 15 Responses Jan 24, 2012

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    Working It Out.. - Hey everyone .. Im Not sure how to feel posting something like this online .  but i recently in my life found someone,  i was comfortable enough and...
    jarpii jarpii 22-25 3 Responses Jan 6, 2010

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    The Memories Just Came In Like a Tornado - My husband forced me to have sex with him on several occasions throughout our marriage. When I finally left him a few weeks ago, it...
    SundayInJune SundayInJune 31-35 11 Responses Apr 9, 2008

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    Just Getting It Off My Chest - I've heard worse stories from other ****** survivors, so i don't give my trauma much credit. It was essentially just molestation from my grandmother...
    ElementsofGuts ElementsofGuts 26-30, M 4 Responses May 17, 2011

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    I Am Ashamed To Say That I Am Actually Also A Sufferer And Survivor Of Childhood Insest Traumas And Abuse And Molestation, As A Result Of Parental Negligence And Isolation From...
    Alarmstrong Alarmstrong 26-30, M 6 Responses Sep 9, 2010

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    More Story From Me to You - Sorry for writing so many stories in here, but I feel the need to do it. Well, my mom told my stepdad about what happened, he was very upset. But...
    sk8tergrl21222 sk8tergrl21222 18-21, T 1 Response Feb 21, 2008

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    Sold - My familie was part of a cult/organisation that sold their kids for k...**** movies. There was alot of money involved. Boys and girl were involved in the movies, even...
    1 Response Feb 3, 2013

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    Just Wondering.... - so i am a 27 year old mom. I get to a point in my healing/ recovery where i am ok-not angry, able to function normally, and then i am triggered by something or...
    eminentspontaneouscombustion11 eminentspontaneouscombustion11 26-30 10 Responses Jul 11, 2011

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    Nightmare Memories - I'm 17. I don't remember when it started exactly, but I had to have been somewhere around the age of four. From what I’ve deduced, my mom got pregnant with...
    teardrop95 teardrop95 18-21, F 13 Responses Mar 25, 2013

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    My Story... - I want to share my story on this account, but I don't want to go through the pain of re-writing it all over again...I hope in sharing my story it will help someone...
    deleted deleted 26-30 4 Responses Nov 12, 2012

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    Life of Abuse - Hi there. I started this forum, by saying i was asexual...in which I am.  But I didnt want to admit was all the bause I had been through (and still).  I...
    NotUnderstood NotUnderstood 21-25, F 25 Responses Nov 2, 2007

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    Still Makes Me Sick -  I have only ever talked about this with my husband and my sister.  Even now I am sort of afraid to post what actually happened .. for fear of...
    kindahatemyhusband kindahatemyhusband 22-25 8 Responses Mar 24, 2009

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    I was raped by my dad and his mates and anyone who would pay. It started at 5 and stopped when I turned 12 because I ran away. I was filmed whipped bound by my hands and feat left...
    Ripjr Ripjr 18-21, M 4 Responses Jan 6

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    Day To Day - So, I've had people constantly telling me that "it gets better", hell, I've even told myself that lie a few times. But does it really? Every day is a more difficult...
    teardrop95 teardrop95 18-21, F 9 Responses Mar 26, 2013

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    Intro To Sex Pictures - This a more about my neighbor that started playing with me when i was 7 or 8. After we advanced to oral sex on a regular basis,,,,i would be there when he...
    takenchildhood takenchildhood 41-45, M 5 Responses Nov 6, 2012

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    Survivor Here - I am a survivor of ****** and kiddie ****. My memories are far from being complete, but I do have memories of being sold many times, for money, s*x, photos, videos...
    Rachel4now Rachel4now 31-35, F 11 Responses Feb 18, 2008

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    Why Gay/Bi Guys Who Have Been Sexually Active As Kids Are HOT! - This may be slightly off topic, but maybe not. I have a lot of opinions on whether ****** is a consensual act and...
    Letmeworshipit Letmeworshipit 51-55, M Sep 8, 2013

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    Looking For Other ******, and "Kiddie **** Survivors"... - Hi -       I am looking for other survivors that might want to share their stories, or just...
    JusDifferent JusDifferent 41-45, F 19 Responses Oct 24, 2007

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    Gregplank1 - I AM A SURVIVOR OF ******.... I HAD 2 BROTHERS ABUSE ME FROM THE TIME I WAS 7 YRS OLD TILL I WAS 13 OR 14 YRS OLD. IT WAS INCESSANT ABUSE AND WHAT REALLY ****** UP MY...
    GREGBLANK1 GREGBLANK1 31-35 3 Responses Jul 30, 2011

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    Memories That Have Reappeared - it wasn't until just recently that some memories have resurfaced. I'm not saying that it was all bad but for some reason I must of kept them hidden...
    takenchildhood takenchildhood 41-45, M 1 Response Nov 5, 2012

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    Mother Seduced Me At 15 - I am an ****** survivor.  I was seduced by my drunk mother when I was 15.  We had sex many, many times over the years until she died.  I...
    bonanza96s bonanza96s 70+, M 36 Responses Dec 12, 2007

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    Something That Really Drives Me Crazy - This really makes me mad as h ell and drives me nuts  i was talking about my abuse as a child the things i suffred. i asked when a young...
    lunnas lunnas 41-45, F 9 Responses May 29, 2011

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    Help? - I'm male.  Do you mind if I join?  ( I don't want to make anybody uncomfortable. )  I just need someone to talk to.  I was sexually abused by a priest...
    mynameissam mynameissam 26-30, M 13 Responses Nov 16, 2007

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    My "Mother" -   It began when I was 6 and continued until I was 9. My mother made me shower with her, she'd fondle me, and touch my privates, sometimes she'd make me touch...
    shaun0h shaun0h 22-25, T 7 Responses Feb 21, 2008

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    I Am An ******, And 'kiddie ****" Ind Survivor - Have You Ever Considered Confronting Your Abuser - the answer to this question is no some one killed him first about 5...
    rickibrat2 rickibrat2 61-65, M 1 Response Apr 12, 2011

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    My Story.... - I want to share my story on this account, but I don't want to go through the pain of re-writing it all over again...I hope in sharing my story it will help someone...
    deleted deleted 26-30 4 Responses Nov 10, 2010

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    Daddy The ********* - When I was 8 years old my father started touching me and making me touch him, and a year later he started making me suck him and threatening to rape me if...
    gardengirl17 gardengirl17 18-21, F 3 Responses Jul 13, 2012

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    My Teenage Cousin Made Me - give oral sex to him when I was 6 years old. I havent told anyone in the family because everyone thinks he is such a great guy and I'm embarrassed to...
    threeinches4u threeinches4u 51-55, M 3 Responses Oct 17, 2009

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    The Worst Time Ever -  my mother payed a uncle to molast me beacuse she was made at me for going out to a friends house then i told someone and he went to jail for life.
    Baby69 Baby69 18-21, F 12 Responses Feb 1, 2009

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    Well, If You Really Want to Know... - I started this group/forum several months ago, as a safe place where adult survivors of childhood sexual abuse could meet, to talk about what...
    JusDifferent JusDifferent 41-45, F 39 Responses Dec 18, 2007

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    I Did It! - I stuck to my word, and I finally told my mom about what has happened. I didnt think i could do it, but i did. I didnt say this before, but my mom was actually...
    sk8tergrl21222 sk8tergrl21222 18-21, T 2 Responses Feb 19, 2008

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    Still Alive - Molestation began ... I'm not sure when. Before elementary school. Directly molested by my father, fraternal and maternal uncles, and brothers. Indirectly molested...
    juicylucybelle juicylucybelle 36-40, F 7 Responses Jul 7, 2008

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    My Story.... - This is one of the hardest stories that I have ever had to share. its so hard for me to get it out, and talk about it, but since I have already been triggered today...
    deleted deleted 26-30 4 Responses Nov 15, 2009

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    3 Different Guys... - It all started when i was 3. My half-brother would sexually harass me. I dont remember any of this, except for one time when he started undressing me and i...
    sk8tergrl21222 sk8tergrl21222 18-21, T 12 Responses Feb 15, 2008

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    With Daddy - I remember from when i was about 10 we had a new computer in dads bedroom.  Sometimes when I came home from school he was on the computer and I'd like to sit on his...
    navyblue navyblue 16-17, F 44 Responses Mar 17, 2011

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    Have You Been Groomed? - I AM TALKING ABOUT GROOMING, NOT FOR YOUR DOG ,IAM TALKING ABOUT SEXUAL GROOMING. DID YOU KNOW THERE ARE 2 KINDS OF GROOMING? THE MOLESTER ONE KIND OF...
    lunnas lunnas 41-45, F 13 Responses Jan 4, 2008

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    I'm Just Me - It's very hard to go through your childhood feeling alone. Not knowing when the abuse would come left me feeling paranoid sometimes and extremely frightened most...
    tandiecane tandiecane 36-40, F 3 Responses Sep 9, 2010

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    My 1st Time Being Photographed. - I started having sex when I was 5 [see my other stories for how that began], and sex was always a part of my life after that. As I've always...
    Mitchx Mitchx 46-50, M 6 Responses Mar 25, 2013

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    Me Too, Just Im Still Putting Up With Idiot Family.. -  What can I say.. I am so pissed off with the people who call themselves family.. with the world and everything.. Why...
    jancro34 jancro34 36-40, F 10 Responses Mar 11, 2010

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    Used For 4 To 5 Years - I was one of five kids who were cared for by a baby sitter they did different type of care the supposedly took care of kids who had potty training issues...
    rickibrat2 rickibrat2 61-65, M 5 Responses Mar 30, 2011

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    I Suffered Abuse When I Was Younger Both From My Mum And Step-dad....... :( - I was abused Both by my mum and step-dad............I'm Now 57. I havn't seen them in Approx 15 years...
    tiredchris tiredchris 56-60, M 4 Responses Mar 4, 2011

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