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I Am An Incest Survivor

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    The Ones That Abuses Us Dont See The Pain They Pass On

    the b astards  dont get the pain they pass on when they hurt children  they dont see or may be they are  doing . the pain cant just be gotten over becalse  its the hurt deep down in the soul. its a pain you live with every day its a chooise to inflect the abuse on another...
    lunnas lunnas 41-45, F 5 Responses Jun 14, 2010

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    Trouble Saying No.

    When I was 11 my 16 year old cousin started comeing on to me. He would start playing songs like "Candy Shop" and make me sing along, and then would have talks with me saying that "if I ever needed or wanted something" he would "be there for me". I didn't fully understand what he...
    angelglo angelglo 18-21, F 19 Responses Jun 12, 2011

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    Complicated Feelings

    I always had a very friendly uncle, my mother's brother. From the age of 12 - he was in his 40s - he started to let me look at his **** collection. For 1980s UK this was more than the nude mags you would see on the top shelf of newsagents, or passed round school secretly, but...
    searcher70 searcher70 41-45 Mar 27, 2013

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    Seeing My Sister Naked

    I was around 7 or 8 at the time. We lived in a small house and I was the youngest of 4 kids. My mom raised us by herself. I was walking by my sisters room on my way to the bathroom. The door was open and there was my sister aged 12 standing naked waving to me. She didnt cover...
    Breath120 Breath120 41-45, M 1 Response Jun 2, 2012

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    Living With It

    I know there are sime religious rule about ****** being sinful, and others just may think its totally disgusting, But in all reality its not that bad, You see ,****** Isnt the bad part, its the sexually abused, or being raped, I live with an ****** family, We arnt forced to...
    advancedyouth advancedyouth 18-21 5 Responses Oct 21, 2012

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    Your Time Has Come

    Now that its time for you to die There's not much time to let out my pain now that its time for you to die. The more I open up and vomit out the horrors that you put me through the more I fear I will never be OKAY. Remember that word?! Are you okay AMO!!!! At 41 I still cant...
    nbacha nbacha 41-45 1 Response Nov 25, 2013

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    My Confession

    I never thought I would ever talk about this. I really need to, not only get this off of my chest, I need to confront this. I consider myself a strong person, but I really don't know what to do, it's been eating away at my soul for almost 30 years. I engaged in a long term...
    TheLovingDominant TheLovingDominant 36-40, M 15 Responses Jul 31, 2012

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    I Don't Know What To Say.

    I haven't told anyone before or said anything about it to anyone and I am not even sure what I do or don't remember. It makes me cry just joining this group and writing even this. It has been a huge admission to write down my name and do it.
    annablundy annablundy 41-45, F Dec 3, 2013

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    This May Seem Insensative..Read With Care, You May Be Offended.

    I click on these pages sometimes. I read the stories, and to be honest, the things that happened to everyone who post here is terrible and the people who commited these acts to them don't deserve to live. Rape is a terrible thing..BUT there is one thing about this thread that...
    saar5 saar5 22-25 3 Responses Apr 27, 2013

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    I Participated Voluntarily...as An Adult

    This is a HUGE confession of mine and one that will potentially offend some. I'm not ready to share details on here yet but let me just say this...it was both good and bad. I wasn't forced into it by anyone in a superior position so my experience with ****** was much more...
    shylamarais shylamarais 36-40, F 31 Responses Jul 5, 2012

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    Consequences and Aftermath

    I had always believed that I had come through my ordeal without serious consequence. Intellectually, I never forgot the events, but I had never let myself feel the emotions connected to them. The rare times I would talk about the aggressions it was always with the same emotion I...
    jojewel jojewel 56-60, F 10 Responses Sep 16, 2009

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    My ****** Story....

    It began when i was about 6 yrs old. I remember my oldest brother pulling down his pants and showing us his penis, and then, asking us to touch it, and lick it. This memory is vague, but i remember it. And Remember someone else there, I think another sister who was asked to...
    shysweetsensible shysweetsensible 31-35, F 4 Responses May 6, 2012

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    When i was 12 my sister was 17.

    We would sit in the car waiting for our folks , she would play with herself. Later that year she had me lick her kitty. She was never afraid to tell me just how to pleasure her. I learned how to read my partner's movements and bring maximum *******. I use those talents today.
    drawttocs drawttocs 46-50, M 4 Responses Mar 11

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    My Mother Is Living With A *********.

    My mother is living with a *********. Why is that? Him I accept, it happens a lot after all, in all cultures, since before biblical times, no government has ever TRIED to eliminate it, unlike the debt… Evil men (mostly men), with no soul, who will shrivel up when they die, no...
    maritimerjean maritimerjean 46-50, F 2 Responses May 3, 2013

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    An Un-volunteered Outlet For Sexual Desires

    Sadly enough I was abused sexually ,by my father at age 7 and continued till I graduated high school. The issue was my father was a sex addict and had a stronger sex drive then my mother. For some strange reason I was the one targeted and I was the oldest of two daughters. My...
    Nichollee23 Nichollee23 26-30, F 2 Responses Aug 4, 2013

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    Still Confused

    I wonder if I'll ever get over being as confused as I am. I am an ******/sexual abuse/ emotional abuse/physical abuse survivor. There never seems to be just one word to sum it all up. It's frustrating. Anyhow, I was abused by my older brother. He is about two years older than I...
    NoddaProbBob NoddaProbBob 22-25, F 9 Responses Jan 29, 2013

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    Living The Secret

    I have been "living the secret" for as long as I can remember. I have shared my story with very few, and have always done so in fragments. Today I will share it all. I can't say for certain when it started, how often it happened, or even how long it lasted. All I know for...
    Nunion Nunion 31-35, F 1 Response Sep 27, 2012

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    Lost My Family

    I haven't lost them literally speaking- in fact, they're only 3-4 miles down the road. But as far as a connection, any type of relationship at all- they are gone. I confronted my dad over a year ago now- to say this past year has been horrific & devastating would be an...
    howdidigethere04 howdidigethere04 46-50, F 5 Responses Dec 7, 2012

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    Justice For All???

    Justice applies to those who's statute of limitations has not run out. How many sexual predators are walking the streets without a are in the world because the law can't touch them all these years later? Adults should have the right to press charges since no one fought for them...
    Sheebs99 Sheebs99 36-40 2 Responses Aug 12, 2013

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    My memories of back then are

    so obscured. I can only remember parts.. But what I do, haunts me. Why did you ruin my life? Why am I letting you ruin my life?
    raesaddiction raesaddiction 18-21, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    I Need Some Serios Help.....

    I may not be a survivor, but my story is somewhat related to this topic of "******." I recently met my niece. Okay so she is the daughter of my mom's niece; so my mom has a sister who had a daughter who had a daughter who is my niece. Phew! So in our genealogical tree we're...
    silo1999 silo1999 22-25, M 7 Responses Aug 12, 2013

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    Baby Sister Is Bi Curious

    I'll start with how it came about She told me shed started looking at girls differently and she didn't know what todo? I said do you like a girl in your class? She said yea, she really pretty but I don't think she's gay and I'm not entirely sure if I am either. I said oh really...
    wolfykitsune13 wolfykitsune13 18-21, F 1 Response Sep 28, 2013

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    Trying To Find Hope And Move On

    [This is a repost from the "I was sexually abused" group, but I also want to share my store here as it fits in both places. I hope this is ok] I think this is my first time telling my sorry online - even though I have commented on other people stories in the past. First of all...
    BlueCloud88 BlueCloud88 22-25, F 2 Responses Jan 17, 2013

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    Out of Control

    My Story                 My name is Paola and I am 27 years old. This is my story.               I was born in Washington DC on August 8th, 1986. I shortly thereafter moved to France with my parents and moved to Montreal, Canada when I was 5. We lived...
    fcbcbudgie fcbcbudgie 26-30, F 8 Responses Oct 15, 2012

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    My Story...

    I want to share my story on this account, but I don't want to go through the pain of re-writing it all over again...I hope in sharing my story it will help someone else, so this is simply a re-post. Don't like it, Move the **** on.... Growing up, my childhood was never "normal...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Nov 12, 2012

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    My Family Loves My Molesters

    At 37 Im beginning to realize I must suffer from PTSD. Molested by my step father and my uncle. Sadly...Im beginning to think my entire family is just on sick unit :(
    Sheebs99 Sheebs99 36-40 Dec 29, 2012

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    ****** With Brother

    Let me start be saying I’m a boy. Wend I was about 7 yr old my older brother why was 12 or 13 at the time. At frist he would only make me suck his **** and he would *** in my mouth. That went on for a few months then he started to **** me in the *** and *** in there. And if...
    pwilson1130 pwilson1130 51-55, M 3 Responses May 23, 2011

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    She Was My Predotor

    I have always always been caucious about my body . Whether it be from weight high hair you name it i have obsessed over it! The latest is my stretch makes from pregnancy but that is another story. I was sitting in my training class to re cert of my birthing assistant position...
    brokenintopieces brokenintopieces 26-30, F 5 Responses Oct 24, 2009

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    Life Is A Funny Thing...

    As the oldest child I knew very young my place in this world was never going to be "normal". My stepfather was a very evil person. If he deserves the word human. A member of the Mexican mafia out of New Mexico he was someone full of pure hate. My only memory of him was of the...
    Sheebs99 Sheebs99 36-40 2 Responses Jul 28, 2013

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    I Was About Five.

    I have no idea how old I was exactly. Might be four, five or six. It did not lest long. Not my entire childhood. I was not physically harmed either. He always came when I was asleep. My more than eight years older brother. I do not believe it was me who made him sexually aroused...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Jan 21, 2013

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    Sorry This Is So Long...

    So I've been searching around, looking for blogs that have anything to do with what I want to read... And so far, no luck. Decided to take a stab at writing my own, in the hopes of maybe finding someone else or even a number of people who might have gone through the same thing...
    gndrfck gndrfck 46-50 5 Responses Jun 10, 2011

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    During An Earthquake

    I live on the west coast where earthquakes are prone. I was taking a bath when a tremor hit. My mom who is quite oblivious came runnig into the room, which is our safe room and told me to get ready for aftershocks. She was wearing a loosefiting towel as she had just bathed. She...
    Madoggy Madoggy 22-25 6 Responses Jun 13, 2013

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    My perfect cousin and I

    Before I get into the depth of things, I'd like to say something else first. Most ****** stories here seem to revolve about people being forced into it. I wasn't. Not really. So to those who were, I'm sorry. Secondly, this will be a long rant. One reason being I'm not good at...
    mstericel mstericel 26-30, F 12 Responses Jan 5, 2013

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    I Tell

    This continues my first story. After my grandmother's reaction to my telling what her son was doing, I never tried telling anyone again. Then when I was 13 I was in the school(I went to an all girl's school) yard after classes with some friends when a boy came up behind me and...
    jojewel jojewel 56-60, F 8 Responses Jul 26, 2009

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    As I Slept

    I'm 20 and my older brother is 27. When he was 18 he was diagnosed with schizophrenia. When I was 13 and he was 20, he was hospitalized for schizophrenia for 3 months, when I went to visit him he told me this: when I was 5 and my older brother was 12, he came into my room three...
    nowhereful nowhereful 18-21, F 12 Responses Mar 28, 2011

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    Back Rubs By Grandpa.

    I would go into his room each morning for a back rub at 5 or 6 Years old. He would rub my back and then slide his hand down the Back side of my panties. He would run his fingers along my lil **** and rub back and fourth. He would get close To my ear and whisper things to me...
    justmylilspot justmylilspot 31-35, F 16 Responses Mar 30, 2012

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    It's Not My Fault, He's Sick

    At the age of 11, he said he wanted to show me how much he loved. That's when it started, and until I was 16 it continued. At 16 I got the courage up to tell a guidance coucilor at school and the interview with to male police officers was almost as bad as the abuse; they asked...
    TracyLyn TracyLyn 36-40, F 6 Responses Mar 12, 2008

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    A Letter To My Brother

    ****** is the worst kind of violation. Not only is your body not yours, but when its over you sit in the living room and act normal as it never happened. I was abused sexually for so long, that what he did to me felt normal. As I got older, I understood more and more and I...
    loudsilence1 loudsilence1 26-30, F 1 Response Nov 24, 2012

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    How I Started

    I started having sex when I was 5 with my mom. She was maybe 23 and very pretty. It started with her having me give her oral sex. To be honest, it really seemed very innocent to me. No different, really, than giving a neck rub or a foot rub. It was just something that made her...
    Mitchx Mitchx 46-50, M 6 Responses Mar 24, 2013

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    My Forgotten Childhood

    When I was 46 my world turned upside down. I started having memories of my childhood that didn't fit with the childhood I remembered. My parents had done things to me that I had never suspected. It was devastating. My parents were pillars of the community, well-respected church...
    deleted deleted 26-30 8 Responses Jan 31, 2012

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    I'm now over 50, but it was only about 5 years

    ago that I realised I'd been sexually abused by my elder sister. I couldn't have been more than 5 or 6 - my sister is 9 years older than me and left home aged 17 to shack up with her guy - so the baths she gave us had to have finished by the time I was 8. I have a younger sister...
    razzeroo razzeroo 51-55, M 1 Response Feb 3

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    With My Young Sister

    When i was at age 16 , i used to ********** by fantasizing about girls in my school.That was my daily routine.One day during i woke up from sleep at 2'o clock in midnight to go to bathroom.And when i was coming back, i saw my 14 year old sister,who was sleeping just beside me...
    bgapra bgapra 22-25, M 1 Response Sep 16, 2013

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    Daddys Excellent Mind Game

    It starts slowly, gently with the emphasis of being Daddies girl. To become daddies girl means that you are daddies favorite, and when he comes home from work you get a little treat (M&Ms, Hersey Bar etc) that no one else gets . You must never tell the others daddy treats you...
    scottxmom scottxmom 41-45, F 1 Response Feb 4, 2013

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    I Have A Fantasy With My Sister

    My sister is hot! Very hot! And I've always fantasized about her.  She is two years younger, married and conservative.   We often hit the spa together.  Both naked and she is glorious.  Beautiful body, huge erect boobs and lately I've gotten glimpses of her pink *****.  She...
    wow41 wow41 41-45, F 22 Responses Oct 9, 2013

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    I Survived

    I survived ****** from the age of 8 until I turned 16 from my older brother, it started out as game as most of the time it does but I would have feelings of guilt because the physical touching and actual penetration felt good I don't know if that is normal or not. I have not been...
    osasuave osasuave 41-45 1 Response Jun 23, 2013

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    Related Experiences

    Dont you think its strange as survivor to trust people after being abused? I know one naive woman who was abused all her life (i know her from videos) and she still has hope and...
    angel8i angel8i 31-35, F 1 Response Jun 26

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    Second year of college (five years ago now) I was diagnosed with cancer. As cancer's go, mine was pretty safe. I was given a 95% survival chance, and my chemo treatments had only...
    Franklee206 Franklee206 22-25, M 2 Responses Jun 23

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    I was abandoned and neglected. I was physically, emotionally and sexually abused throughout my whole childhood from ages 0-17. I was in Foster care and lived in 5 different house...
    katcard katcard 18-21, F 5 Responses Jun 28

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    I have survived many types of abuse through life physical, sexual, mental and emotional.... I believe these things have made me who I am today.. And I am truly stronger for it... I...
    mssst mssst 36-40, F 1 Response Jul 8

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    My mom had an abortion when I was 8 or 9. She told me how I was going to have a sister and then she got rid of it. It took me years until it finally hit me and I had survivors...
    Xander8905 Xander8905 18-21, M Jul 13

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    June 2002 - my cousin, who I grew up with and was close to, was suddenly shot one time in the chest at 4 AM... He was 26 and it was labeled suicide... He had spoke to his aunt that...
    DarkwingGoslyn DarkwingGoslyn 31-35 1 Response Jul 14

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    Starting at the 7th grade and lasting until the late 9th grade yearly 10th grade I suffered with depression and several suicide attempts. I thought I was alone..because you know...
    MacKenzie31113 MacKenzie31113 16-17, F 1 Response Jul 14

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