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I Am Angry At Myself

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    Really Angry.

    I hate who I am and everything I do. I'm constantly getting angry at myself because I might stupid mistakes over and over. I'm so greedy and annoying and I wish I could escape from myself. I hate who I've become.
    BrokenAngelWishes BrokenAngelWishes 18-21, F 1 Response Feb 14, 2011

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    Should've Known Better.

    I used to be convinced that I was such a smart lady. Apparently, I have much more learning to do. I have always had a weakness for helping others and allowing them to run over me. I had a fake friend for about 8 years who used me and now its been months since i talked to her. I...
    misskianla misskianla 22-25, F Aug 17, 2012

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    Because I hate people I don't

    even have to get to know just because I find them attractive. Physically I can feel chest pain and discomfort all the time now it's like, let me have a heart attack and die already. For god's sake this anger is killing me alive, I wish I could just not see people or hear them...
    GrumpyMe GrumpyMe 22-25, F 1 Response Sep 12

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    It'S Me.

    I'm a pretty calm person, usually. At school, I bet nearly everyone would say I was calm and quiet and happy. I take everything that upsets or annoys or angers me at school, things people say or do that anger me. I take all that and swallow it. I bottle it up inside so I don't...
    WondertheWorld WondertheWorld 16-17, F 1 Response Feb 18, 2013

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    And No One Else

    I'm angry at myself because I'm turning into something I told myself I would never be. I'm turning into my parents. I wish I could just stop and tell myself no but it's just hard sometimes..
    XLunaXLovegoodX XLunaXLovegoodX 22-25, F 3 Responses Nov 29, 2009

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    I am angry at myself

    for still continuing to talk to my ex boyfriend!
    yeahitsmeso yeahitsmeso 18-21, F Apr 27

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    Its Affecting My Marriage

    I am a good person...but I am angry. My entire life my trust has been violated and I am not sure how to open up anymore....its affecting my marriage. I love my husband so much but we have no communication skills and we are angry at each other and I am not sure how to make it...
    AbrnBlond AbrnBlond 31-35 Oct 2, 2011

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    Can't Just Say No

    So in school I gave my friend answers on a big test. She's lazy and never studies, but I'm a nerd () and school is so important to me. I couldn't say no to her. I didn't want her to be angry with me and now I can't stop beating myself up about it. It probably doesn't seem like a...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Feb 1, 2009

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    Takne Advantage Of.. Its My Fault!

    Im very angry with myself! I allowed myself to be taken advantage of by someone. I seen the red flags, but chose to ignore them.   I got to be smarter next time!
    Tazchi Tazchi 26-30, M 7 Responses Mar 10, 2009

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    I Really Am...

    I am so angry for the person that i am, i truly am and i would do anything to turn back time and correct the past. The worst thing is that i have to live with the guilt of my past for the rest of my life....and i still remember the same pain of summer 2010- i'll never forget it...
    trapped29 trapped29 18-21, F Sep 3, 2012

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    Me Inadequate?

    I'm currently very angry with myself  - I would appreciate some responses. I recently got a new boyfriend, wonderful guy and all, though the other night we were having a bit of fun on the phone. Before I go any further, I should say that I have a very high sex drive and...
    Blaze86 Blaze86 22-25, F 1 Response Apr 22, 2010

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    @ Myself

    I am angry at my brain.  Why did I have to find out certain things?  Why?  I'm shocked and kinda angry at myself for it!
    Whateverrrrr Whateverrrrr 36-40, F 1 Response Aug 31, 2011

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    Why Do I Do This To Myself?

    Today, I worked a full eight hour day like usual. I work for a small company. I work in the office, for very little money. I have responsibilities and do exactly what the others do, for so much less. I am being taken advantage of, not being recognised for any work I do and being...
    codysinead codysinead 18-21 2 Responses Jun 24, 2010

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    I Am Angry At Myself

    I live with borderline personality post traumatic stress disorder depression and anxiety. You wouldn't know to look at me or talk to me they are hidden illnesses. People just think I'm lazy. I'm not I want to have a job. I want to care for my children. And I want to live a full...
    Charli22 Charli22 31-35, F Apr 6, 2011

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    Unhappy

    I'm angry at myself for being frail, helpless and petty. I'm actually angry at myself for being angry, for being me.
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Dec 24, 2009

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    I honestly hate myself.

    Actually though, I try to get along with people. Can't do it. Tried to make a relationship. Can't do that. I hate being me. With things that stress me and **** me off, I think "It'll get better soon." With this it won't, I'm forced to live this life as me and I hate it...
    FireSprouts FireSprouts 16-17, M 1 Response Jun 26

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    Sadness is a form of safety guard

    for me alike to hatred...I used to think everything in this world hate my company, I still do now. Especially ones I find attractive will find me to be too weird, disturbed from my facial expressions and could read my mind. Does this make any sense? In reality no one can read...
    GrumpyMe GrumpyMe 22-25, F Sep 14

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    I'm angry at myself for falling in love

    so easily and getting my heart break so easily I'm angry at myself for not trusting my brain for not listening to myself I am so angry that I let love get between me and my family she is gone now and I still cry over it I finely learnt that my heart is a valuable part in my body...
    Porangiataahua Porangiataahua 26-30, F Feb 17

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    Angry With Myself

    I have hurt those around me because I don't value myself enough to accept the love they give. I am a very sad person because of the hurt I have caused.
    AbrnBlond AbrnBlond 31-35 Oct 2, 2011

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    for Many Different Reasons ...

    for many different reasons in my current and past life
    platinum platinum 1 Response Jan 9, 2009

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    Angry

    I'm so angry at myself. Everytime I try to do something I really care for I screw it up or fail in someway and I don't even know what the hell I did wrong or why I couldn't. I've been depressed on and off for 2 months now because of this. I suffer from OCD and social anxietywhich...
    DarthFelidyol DarthFelidyol 18-21 Sep 22, 2012

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    >:(

     Yes, I am angry at myself. For many reasons. Mainly because I always hold myself back. I am so insecure. I always do things to sabotage myself. I hate that I can't change my thoughts on life. I'm just stupid. I don't know who I am anymore.
    reset reset 18-21, F 3 Responses Aug 10, 2009

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    I'm Not Good Enough

    I hate myself because I can never be what is expected of me, I'm a really big failure. I'm 31, still living with my mom, I don't have a job and had a nervous breakdown a year ago from the one I cannot recover. Everybody tells me that it's OK, and that I'm doing great but I don't...
    Nate1247 Nate1247 31-35 2 Responses Jul 12, 2012

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    Nothin But An Angry Kid

    i get anry at myself for being the problem child. i get frusturated that im the only one who was admitted into a m.h or the only one whos beein in therapy ever since the second grade or the only one whos cut or attepted suicide. i get so angry with myself and i ask myself why...
    apml apml 16-17, F Sep 5, 2012

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    Relapse

    I was doing so good. Than one night it got bad again.. And I cut. Worse than before too.. How are you supposed to cope? How am I supposed to feel good about myself if I did something so terrible again..
    Abigailalaine Abigailalaine 13-15, F 1 Response Sep 1, 2013

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    Whatever I feel, I allow myself to feel.

    So I'm angry. I can't blame anyone else because I myself am angry. The thing that frustrates me even more is why am I angry at myself? The situation is someone pointed out something that seems fabricated. They seem to be jarring in their arguments. Just look at me telling you...
    Fretboard225 Fretboard225 16-17, M Feb 6

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    Right now, I am very angry at myself.

    I should learn better than to write about my dad, and think about my past, because now im dealing with high anxiety, and trying to keep from losing it completely and worrying the people I love :(
    NYSlilAngel NYSlilAngel 26-30, F 2 Responses Mar 27

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    Lost

    i have made so many mistakes in my life and mostly my marriage ive cheated and all kinds of **** now im tryn to save my marriage but i dont feel worthy to my spouse anymore our sex is boring she is boring im basically miserable inside i believe she is to but wont let go i just...
    blackboylost blackboylost 41-45, M Mar 11, 2010

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    Very Angry With Myself

    every time I promise myself and god not to do some wrong deeds, I find myself doing them again, in these cases I can't trust myself anymore, I feel I hate myself I dont deserve anything good in this life, and I get depressed. myself esteem, and my relationship with myself gets...
    monoduotrio monoduotrio 36-40 Oct 11, 2011

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    Don't Be Kind

    I am angry at myself constantly. I get so frustrated by my behaviour. I reach out to people and they think I am kind and genuine but underneath I am two-faced and ugly. I try not to be but I have been screwed over so many times that I can't tell who to trust and who not to...I...
    HypoCriticaLie HypoCriticaLie 21-25, F 5 Responses Jan 5, 2008

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    I Am Angry At Myself Because....

    Thank you for this site. Maybe someone will understand. I worked very hard and made money, gave back when I could ..Loved , lost and self loathed . Started doing drugs, economy dropped and so did my money and motivation to get back to where I was when I was at my best. I'm angry...
    leighann8080 leighann8080 26-30 1 Response Oct 5, 2010

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    Just because all the hallucinations are back.

    ..hearing people's judgments. "SHE'S A PSYCHO...PSYCHO...." Then those people I find attractive thinking they ridiculed me again. And I feel so bad about myself and I can't tell my mom about it and she's mad at me for telling her the truth about her constant monitoring makes...
    GrumpyMe GrumpyMe 22-25, F 1 Response Sep 8

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    I'm Angry At Myself Too

    I too am angry with myself.... I fell in love with a man who took advantage of me. I too saw the red flags, but chose to ignore them, and I kept giving him the benefit of the doubt. After 2 months of dating, he said he loved me, wanted to be with me forever, and I...
    selfhealing23 selfhealing23 26-30 3 Responses Mar 18, 2009

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    I Failed

    to protect my wife and her mother so death claimed them both
    rickibrat2 rickibrat2 61-65, M Oct 11, 2011

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    I'm angry at myself for falling

    for a guy who wasn't worth it at all.
    sammylynn333 sammylynn333 16-17, F Mar 27

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    Last Night

    So... yes i am really angry. and i have no one to blame but myself... i have an issue with drinking and last night i went out to the bar with my friend, and her friends, thinking honestly that i would be all set. that i could just have a couple beers and be completely fine. and...
    deleted deleted 26-30 4 Responses Dec 27, 2008

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    BLIND

    FOR THINKING THAT EVERYBODY HAS A GOOD HEART.WHEN I GIVE A FRIENDSHIP TO ANYONE I DO THE BEST .I TRY TO HELP .BUT I HAVE MET PEOPLE THAT THEY FELL LIKE THERE S--T DON'T SMELL.
    DORITA DORITA 46-50, F Dec 6, 2007

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    I lost a lot of money just

    for my stupidity. Makes me wanna throw stuff here and there, and keep myself locked in a room. I deserve it.
    Namkeen Namkeen 18-21, F May 6

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    I Hate It!

    I hate being angry at myself but I can't stop it! I am angry about the way I behave, the way I treat the guy I like...it's always about the guy.... I hate myself when I am near him. He is a jerk and I totally realise this but...
    ManEater ManEater 19-21, F Oct 16, 2008

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    I'M Angry With Myself

    i'm angry with myself for not being good enough , for trusting people i thought i could trust .
    JeSt0099 JeSt0099 13-15, F Jun 10, 2013

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    Tired of This

    I am sick of so much right now and it all revolves around being the "nice guy".  I am weary of the small-town mentality (sp?).  I could be what most seem to want: a jerk, a badass, someone who expects more of the other.  But I am not.  I...
    TheHypnotist TheHypnotist 31-35 2 Responses Aug 2, 2008

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    Anger That Wont Go Away.

    I've been angry at myself for years. I've always been the type of person to lose my temper at the smallest of things and even though I knew it was because I was angry at myself, I blamed all which happened on anyone closest to me in the room. I guess this is the reason that...
    UltimateStorm UltimateStorm 16-17, F 1 Response Nov 15, 2008

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