Oh, wow. I think I made this group "Adult" by flagging myself, which in itself sounds quite "Adult."
Anyway, anxious again. Wondering if I can still dream about what I want to be "when I grow up..." My mother is an effing evil psycho, with no...
Tomorrow the annoyances disappear.
Today, nobody is right, but tomorrow, nobody will be wrong and our visions will be clear.
So let's not pretend again.
Tonight our fears end, and the future begins.
Today we should appreciate our ways, because our ways pave our way.
Have you ever felt like something's missing, like you feel everything in your life makes sense but as the days grow longer something doesn't sit right with you? Just so anxious for something, to do something but as to what, who knows ?
I keep trying. But still not seeming to be much closer to anything. I'm so scared - for one reason or another - that all of these deep, directional longings will never get to where I feel they're supposed to be - and me with them.
I feellike I really need to...