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I Am Ashamed of My Weight

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    30 Pounds In 3 Years.

    When I was 10 years old, I was 120 pounds and five foot one.. Now at 13, I am 157 pounds and I'm five foot two. I am absolutely ashamed of my weight and my body. I wish I could be 115 pounds again.. That would make me so happy.. But for now I have to settle with this disgusting...
    laurenlovesyouu laurenlovesyouu 16-17, F 12 Responses Jul 25, 2011

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    I Hate My Body So Much!

    Many people don't consider me plump because I have learnt to hide my body under my clothes really good. I know I am a bit overweight, (I love food btw xD) and I feel so awful about it. I can't wear clothes that other girls of my age wear, and I always wear the same clothes. If...
    simmif simmif 16-17, F 1 Response May 28, 2013

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    Afraid Of Discovery

    I have been gaining weight my whole life to the point where I became completely disabled by my size several years ago, and since then the weight has come on even faster.  I never had any idea I would get this big.  I am sometimes so disgusted with being this big and...
    deleted deleted 26-30 3 Responses Nov 4, 2009

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    After 4 Months Of Eating Healthy And Clean I Just Eat Some Cake , Sweets And Bad Food !!

    i haven't tasted any sweets or fatty food in 4 months and today at my friend's bachelorette party when they were cutting the cake i felt like i should eat i put anything in my mouth for months and nothing happened while all of my friends are eating like pigs and they are all so...
    nina0ana nina0ana 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 19, 2013

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    I'm turning 30 this January

    and I'm the heaviest I've ever been at 326lbs. I was abused-emotionally and physically-pretty severely as a child and started to gain weight when my sole source of safety, my grandma, died when I was 8. Then I was bullied at school and at home for being fat. I developed anxiety...
    iheartelliott iheartelliott 26-30, F Dec 22, 2013

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    I feel like people will judge me

    because of my weight.
    ellliebee ellliebee 18-21, F 4 Responses Mar 23, 2014

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    Ashamed

    I am so ashamed of my weight that I won't even say it. Ugh, I am disgusting.
    CrazyHippieChick CrazyHippieChick 70+, F 3 Responses Nov 1, 2010

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    I Wish I Could Lose But I Try Harder

    I am trying my best to be on my diet, the prepared foods frozen I have been on for too many years, yet I over eat, and people tell me I am too fat, and also I am trying to go down 25 lbs, so the MD says, I have not reached any goal weight yet I am ashamed of my weight, oh when...
    Ratfink Ratfink 51-55, M 4 Responses Jul 31, 2008

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    I Want This So Bad

    Im Kayleigh im 14 years old. I honestly would do absolutely anything to have a good body. I weigh 190ibs right now. I would love to get down to 140 or 130. If anyone has any tips to help me i would really appreciate it. I want this so bad. So far i have not been drinking soda for...
    kayleighroz kayleighroz 13-15 3 Responses Feb 19, 2013

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    I'm 85 KG

    I feel fat and lack of motivation to diet as I love food alot. I'm current 23 years old, I used to be skinny but after I broke up with a girl 3 years back. My weight just keep increasing till now. From a 65Kg guy to now a 85Kg fat guy. But recently I'm trying to get back my 65Kg...
    fatloser1 fatloser1 22-25, M Jul 20, 2013

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    Here It Goes...

    26yr old Female 5'7 322 lbs down from around 350 =(
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Feb 5, 2013

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    Near Death?

    I am at the highest weight I have ever been. I am 20 lbs away from 400. You would think that would be enough to get me going - but I just can't seem to lose the weight -part of my problem is that when no one is around, I over eat - a LOT. I saw a picture of me over the weekend...
    Bride2BN09 Bride2BN09 36-40 7 Responses Aug 4, 2008

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    I am almost 25 years old.

    I am married and I have a beautiful 5 yr old daughter. My husband is handsome and perfect in almost every way possible. I have a beautiful 4 bedroom house in the country with a dog. Sounds wonderful right? I am almost 25 years old and I am almost 300lbs. Almost 6 years ago when...
    MrsRoker MrsRoker 22-25, F Mar 30

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    How I Lost 6 Pounds In A Week By A Revolutionary New Programme !!!

    Hi Everyone, I have to admit I have tried a lot of different programs over the past two years. Some have worked, some have not. I just started following this one and so far I feel great, have more energy, sleeping better at night and to top it all off have lost 6 pounds in a...
    JessicaClark67 JessicaClark67 46-50 Jun 28, 2013

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    I HATE my weight. its

    so bad. I'm 5'2 and 179 ******* pounds. im going to starve myself until people say "have you lost weight"? and I'll be like "hell yeah, you jelly"?
    2Kawaii4u 2Kawaii4u 13-15, F 1 Response Mar 30

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    I weigh 75 kg / 165 lbs, I'm 5'5 and I wanna lose about 13 kg / 30 lbs... I've put on heaps of weight recently, and want it gone but am struggling a bit. I'm 17 years old, and if...
    Ear97 Ear97 16-17, F 1 Response 58 mins ago

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    I feel like I can relate too all you. I'm not proud of how I feel about my body, because of my weight. I wish I could take back the things I said. This all started in second grade...
    SymphonyChild SymphonyChild 13-15, F May 21

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    I've been losing weight and enjoying taking before and after selfie's. It's fun!
    deleted deleted 26-30 May 5

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    I wasted all my time worrying about my weight but I tried on my bday dress from last year and it fits so much looser. Even though my weight loss is slow, i'm still losing something...
    HigherCalling HigherCalling 26-30, F May 7

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    I know alot of people will not bother to read this but my story is that I have been struggling with my weight almost all my teenage life. It started at the age of 13 when i decided...
    strawb123 strawb123 18-21, F 2 Responses May 16

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    I've always felt insecure about my weight. When I was 17 I decided I was going to try and lose weight. I exercised everyday and slowly but surely my belly was shrinking. I was...
    ygandulla ygandulla 18-21, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    I feel like im back to square one,I had lost weight a couple of years ago I was 135 pounds and went from that to 115 so that was 20 pounds i lost..This was when i was 15 or 16...
    simpleandpossible simpleandpossible 22-25, F 6 Responses 2 days ago

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    I am writing this as I must share my happiness. I have had a struggle with my weight since my early 30's. Actually at 28 my metabolism changed and I slowly started to have weight...
    ProHealth1 ProHealth1 31-35, F 1 Response May 4

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    Throughout my entire life I have been pressured to lose weight. I have been called names and been a joke to many people. Not going to lie, that brings me down. Even when people...
    internationalkoala internationalkoala 18-21, F 6 Responses May 9

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    Hey ladies and gents!! So gaining weight is definitely easier than losing it. That is for damn sure. Well I had always been a bigger girl up until my senior year in high school. I...
    TayRayy TayRayy 18-21, F 7 Responses May 16

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    So I've come to the realisation that I new to lose weight. Problem is I'm going on holiday in like 35 days and I have a lot of body confidence issues an I want to lose weight so...
    AwquardTallGirl AwquardTallGirl 13-15, F 1 Response May 21

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    As much as loosing weight is most of our desires I have since realized that it's not just about losing weight. I used to weigh 165 pounds at only 5'2". It frightened me how large I...
    asyak88 asyak88 16-17, F a week ago

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    I am a Desperate Woman I am annoyed at the fact that i am 27 and have been sick since i was 16 i had an operation to keep my stomach open cos i was losing too much weight, now i...
    Alanuin Alanuin 26-30, F a week ago

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    I've been overweight for almost 20 years. I've dieted using weight watchers and low carb, both worked but were too restrictive to stay on permanently. Have tried contrave and...
    hrsnjs hrsnjs 36-40, F 8 Responses 5 days ago

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    I lost 50+ pounds on Weight Watchers about 4 years ago and I've kept it off ever since. I'm "Lifetime" now which means I go to meetings and get eTools for free! If you're trying...
    esclavo007 esclavo007 46-50, M 4 days ago

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    tired of being overweight.. i seriously want to lose weight..i can't buy pretty dresses cuz they are not of my size and i always end up looking like a little fat buffalo lol...
    loveiseverything18 loveiseverything18 18-21, F 5 Responses May 3

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    Well I have finally bit the proverbial bullet and decided I need to lose some weight! I joined weight watchers online this morning....it was $48 for 3 months, I can track...
    bella61219 bella61219 26-30, F 8 Responses May 4

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    The only people who seem to be ashamed of nudity, regardless of the reason, are those people who still haven't learned that nudity in general doesn't equal sex. If only those...
    BLACKTIGER75 BLACKTIGER75 36-40, M 3 Responses May 12

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    12 Natural Ways for Really Remarkably Fast Weight Loss (http://luv2sex.theblogpress.com/?p=4266) The 12 natural appetite suppressants that can trick your brain into believing you...
    how2stayyoung how2stayyoung 51-55, M May 14

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    I'm not ashamed at all! Here's a pic of my c@ck to prove it! :P
    Jpfunjunky Jpfunjunky 31-35, M 27 Responses May 17

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    I've never been overweight but at times I have been heavier and it gets pointed out by family members and somewhat praised but when I lose weight voluntarily I don't get the...
    Artiste92 Artiste92 22-25, F May 18

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    So I decided that enough is enough and that I really need to lose weight. Current weight: 70.4kg, unhealthy I know (=___=)/ Goal weight: 49kg~ So for the next six week I'll be...
    Summ3rRain Summ3rRain 22-25, F 1 Response May 19

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    Dear God, I pray that I get to have the courage and the perseverance to fight and not care of the risks involved. I am truly ashamed of myself. If it was only myself, I would...
    mareliberum mareliberum 26-30 May 20

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    Well I just found out I lost 5.8 pounds, but the thing is I haven't been exercising, I haven't been taking my weight loss pills, and I haven't been eating healthy just nor as much...
    lovethybey lovethybey 16-17, F 4 days ago

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    My body is not very good to look at.I am overweight with a large belly. I have swollen ankles and a circumcised penis. But it is all I have and am not ashamed of it and do my...
    Wulfstan Wulfstan 70+, M 2 Responses 3 days ago

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    I am. I won't admit itvto anyone. they all think I got it together. They think I'm strong, confident, smart and always "dialed in". I'm not. I'm broke, inside. Something happens...
    puddlejumper01 puddlejumper01 31-35, M 3 days ago

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    A lot of people want to lose weight but I want to gain weight only about five pounds. I think its sexy when my hips spread out and my body blossoms into more feminine hourglass...
    Nadine1986 Nadine1986 26-30, F 1 Response Apr 29

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    I am young and very skinny, but sometimes I eat lot of sugar foods. I am still growing, and I don't want the weight to "catch up with me". How can I do this without losing any...
    HummingbirdAtHeart HummingbirdAtHeart 13-15, F 2 Responses Apr 30

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