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I Am Ashamed of My Weight

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    Why.

    I want Ana back; why won't she fully come back.. She's here but not fully. I need her back. Please come back. Make me strong.
    Starlightxox Starlightxox 16-17, F Nov 17, 2013

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    I'm turning 30 this January

    and I'm the heaviest I've ever been at 326lbs. I was abused-emotionally and physically-pretty severely as a child and started to gain weight when my sole source of safety, my grandma, died when I was 8. Then I was bullied at school and at home for being fat. I developed anxiety...
    iheartelliott iheartelliott 26-30, F Dec 22, 2013

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    I Wish I Could Lose But I Try Harder

    I am trying my best to be on my diet, the prepared foods frozen I have been on for too many years, yet I over eat, and people tell me I am too fat, and also I am trying to go down 25 lbs, so the MD says, I have not reached any goal weight yet I am ashamed of my weight, oh when...
    Ratfink Ratfink 51-55, M 4 Responses Jul 31, 2008

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    I Hate My Body So Much!

    Many people don't consider me plump because I have learnt to hide my body under my clothes really good. I know I am a bit overweight, (I love food btw xD) and I feel so awful about it. I can't wear clothes that other girls of my age wear, and I always wear the same clothes. If...
    simmif simmif 13-15, F 1 Response May 28, 2013

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    How I Lost 6 Pounds In A Week By A Revolutionary New Programme !!!

    Hi Everyone, I have to admit I have tried a lot of different programs over the past two years. Some have worked, some have not. I just started following this one and so far I feel great, have more energy, sleeping better at night and to top it all off have lost 6 pounds in a...
    JessicaClark67 JessicaClark67 46-50 Jun 28, 2013

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    Near Death?

    I am at the highest weight I have ever been. I am 20 lbs away from 400. You would think that would be enough to get me going - but I just can't seem to lose the weight -part of my problem is that when no one is around, I over eat - a LOT. I saw a picture of me over the weekend...
    Bride2BN09 Bride2BN09 36-40 7 Responses Aug 4, 2008

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    Here It Goes...

    26yr old Female 5'7 322 lbs down from around 350 =(
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Feb 5, 2013

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    Ashamed

    I am so ashamed of my weight that I won't even say it. Ugh, I am disgusting.
    CrazyHippieChick CrazyHippieChick 22-25, F 3 Responses Nov 1, 2010

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    I feel like people will judge me

    because of my weight.
    ellliebee ellliebee 18-21, F 5 Responses Mar 23

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    It's Annoying

    I am considered healthy weight but I look out of shape. I used to be at under weight, which I loved but now I gained lots of weight. I gained belly fat and and fat in some other places. I am really insecure about it so I try to hide it, which always fails. I tried to diet but I...
    oldaccount oldaccount 18-21, M 1 Response Oct 7, 2012

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    I Want This So Bad

    Im Kayleigh im 14 years old. I honestly would do absolutely anything to have a good body. I weigh 190ibs right now. I would love to get down to 140 or 130. If anyone has any tips to help me i would really appreciate it. I want this so bad. So far i have not been drinking soda for...
    kayleighroz kayleighroz 13-15 3 Responses Feb 19, 2013

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    After 4 Months Of Eating Healthy And Clean I Just Eat Some Cake , Sweets And Bad Food !!

    i haven't tasted any sweets or fatty food in 4 months and today at my friend's bachelorette party when they were cutting the cake i felt like i should eat i put anything in my mouth for months and nothing happened while all of my friends are eating like pigs and they are all so...
    nina0ana nina0ana 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 19, 2013

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    I'm 85 KG

    I feel fat and lack of motivation to diet as I love food alot. I'm current 23 years old, I used to be skinny but after I broke up with a girl 3 years back. My weight just keep increasing till now. From a 65Kg guy to now a 85Kg fat guy. But recently I'm trying to get back my 65Kg...
    fatloser1 fatloser1 22-25, M Jul 20, 2013

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    30 Pounds In 3 Years.

    When I was 10 years old, I was 120 pounds and five foot one.. Now at 13, I am 157 pounds and I'm five foot two. I am absolutely ashamed of my weight and my body. I wish I could be 115 pounds again.. That would make me so happy.. But for now I have to settle with this disgusting...
    laurenlovesyouu laurenlovesyouu 16-17, F 12 Responses Jul 25, 2011

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    Afraid Of Discovery

    I have been gaining weight my whole life to the point where I became completely disabled by my size several years ago, and since then the weight has come on even faster.  I never had any idea I would get this big.  I am sometimes so disgusted with being this big and...
    deleted deleted 26-30 3 Responses Nov 4, 2009

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    Ever since, I've always been thin. It runs in our family. But the difference is, my being skinny is bordering unhealthy. And I just started realizing it recently.. I guess because...
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    I'm 17,and weigh 187 pounds,many of my friends just say "your just curvy" and I guess that's true,but I still think losing some weight could do very good for my body! My stomach is...
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    I think all I do anymore is just annoy people with my problems... I think I'm heartbroken actually... It feels like my heart is getting crushed. I've been going to counseling...
    iamFrightened iamFrightened 18-21, M 6 days ago

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    I weighed 270 pounds in the middle of the summer, now I'm down to 254. That's not much but I would of lost a lot more if I kept up with my squats and eating healthy. People say its...
    Alaquesha Alaquesha 22-25, F 1 Response 19 hrs ago

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    Hi :) I am 19 years old and I'm looking for a weight loss buddy. Someone who is looking to lose 3/4 stone, not just a few pounds. Message me if you want or whatever :) thanks 👍
    ShiverMehTimbers ShiverMehTimbers 18-21, F 4 hrs ago

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    Does anyone have any tips on how to loose weight?
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    Ever since the start of high school my body never looks like ones of an adult. I have small breasts and also I'm short and slim. Boys my age and other classmates always made fun...
    Concerto Concerto 22-25, F 6 Responses 2 days ago

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    I'm ashamed that I used to be so whiny and a complainer. I used to be dramatic and I cut myself. I feel so stupid for acting that way in school. My family was poor, I was bullied...
    tinywoman tinywoman 18-21, F 1 Response Oct 6

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    I fill my emptiness with distractions, it used to be adult films the buying DVDs the shopping spree at the bookstores. I know it's not normal to be depressed and also thinking...
    Concerto Concerto 22-25, F 3 Responses 6 days ago

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    Last year I posted a story about me wanting to lose weight, I posted it on another account and if it still exist I could find it if anyone wants but I was really struggling with my...
    AcidicProgram AcidicProgram 18-21, M 2 days ago

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    but I also struggle with wanting to lose weight so I can feel more attractive. I feel if I were to gain weight I'd lose friends and be constantly ridiculed by everyone. I'm a 17...
    ktchubbybelly ktchubbybelly 16-17, F 10 Responses Sep 28

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    This might sound weird but I personally want to gain weight and with every magazine in the world telling you how to lose weight it might seem weird to say I want to gain some...
    ECrierie ECrierie 16-17, M 2 Responses Oct 13

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    So I have been setting here for the last week thinking about how much more weight I have put on. I had stomach surgery so even walking is painful in massive amounts. I didn't like...
    Momma1985 Momma1985 26-30, F Oct 8

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    Starting weight : 345 Surgery weight : 311 Current weight : 225 Goal weight : 130 Total weight gone : 120.
    SouthernBella89 SouthernBella89 22-25, F 2 Responses a week ago

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    Hello, I am Maddie I am 16 years old. I have been over weight almost my hole life. I have never been that skinny girl that I have always been. When I was around 9 years old I got...
    maddieboo16 maddieboo16 16-17, F 2 Responses 1 day ago

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    Hello, I am Maddie I am 16 years old. I have been over weight almost my hole life. I have never been that skinny girl that I have always been. When I was around 9 years old I got...
    maddieboo16 maddieboo16 16-17, F 3 Responses 1 day ago

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    Hello, I am Maddie I am 16 years old. I have been over weight almost my hole life. I have never been that skinny girl that I have always been. When I was around 9 years old I got...
    maddieboo16 maddieboo16 16-17, F 1 day ago

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    Hello, I am Maddie I am 16 years old. I have been over weight almost my hole life. I have never been that skinny girl that I have always been. When I was around 9 years old I got...
    maddieboo16 maddieboo16 16-17, F 1 day ago

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    Hello, I am Maddie I am 16 years old. I have been over weight almost my hole life. I have never been that skinny girl that I have always been. When I was around 9 years old I got...
    maddieboo16 maddieboo16 16-17, F 2 Responses 1 day ago

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    I'm pretty excited about my weight loss journey. It's not a start over but a continuation. I don't want to ever call this a do over because the key to success is never giving up...
    HigherCalling HigherCalling 22-25, F 1 day ago

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    Hi guys, I'm very much into losing weight now. I'm 29, 71kg & hav a 2yo toddler tru C-sec. Was 74kg initially & started doin simple workouts at home. Was so motivated & exercised...
    Sumetha Sumetha 26-30, F 2 Responses Sep 29

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    I gained... I actually put my scale on stones because I cannot really convert that measure into kgs... I am so frustrated... I don't know what to do. Everything I CAN do doesn't...
    NeverKnewMe NeverKnewMe 22-25, F 1 Response Sep 29

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    I am NOT ashamed of the Gospel, because it is the POWER of GOD for the Salvation of everyone who BELIEVES. -Romans1:19 #The116Life
    MtnDewForever MtnDewForever 16-17, M 2 Responses Sep 22

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    Although I have been ashamed of the level of my desire/need in the past, and due to work/family, have to keep my expression of thought to sites like EP. I long for the day when I...
    shoehorny shoehorny 41-45, M 3 Responses Sep 24

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    Jay: Son, I have never been so ashamed... Customer: Boo! Man: Jerk! Restaurateur: Ignore them Mr Sherman, I am still your friend. Jay: Thanks (walks to his table) Restaurateur...
    dontcareforlabels dontcareforlabels 41-45, M 1 Response Sep 25

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    He is always hiding me. He doesn't want to spend time with my family or friends. He specially keeps me a secret to his family. Everything happened ever since my grandmother passed...
    LittlePointeShoes LittlePointeShoes 18-21, F 4 Responses Sep 28

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    Hell yeah I love anime and manga! Not ashamed and if you don't like it what evs. I am not on this planet to please everyone any way.Anime is just so awesome, and I cannot get over...
    Steffi627 Steffi627 18-21, F 2 Responses Oct 9

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    I am in a really bad place at the moment, I can't believe I have come this far in life and ended up with nothing but debt. I have worked full time since I left school years ago, I...
    Thisstupidlife Thisstupidlife 46-50, F Oct 10

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    Hi amy here I am not ashamed of my body. I love showing it off to men. Come and chat anyone.
    naughtyamykevin naughtyamykevin 41-45, M 1 Response 3 days ago

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    most people are talking about ways to lose weight. and I'm like "what about me? I can lose weight very easily and I always eat.. a lot!" I'm so skinny, I wanna gain a few pounds...
    kittywolfeyes kittywolfeyes 16-17, F 4 Responses Sep 21

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    As you all know, the most effective way to lose weight is to eat right and exercise often. Don't be lazy and look for alternative crazy diets which, in the long run, result in any...
    LouiseeMurrayy LouiseeMurrayy 16-17, F