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I Am Ashamed of My Weight

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    Ashamed

    I am so ashamed of my weight that I won't even say it. Ugh, I am disgusting.
    CrazyHippieChick CrazyHippieChick 22-25 3 Responses Nov 1, 2010

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    I Want This So Bad

    Im Kayleigh im 14 years old. I honestly would do absolutely anything to have a good body. I weigh 190ibs right now. I would love to get down to 140 or 130. If anyone has any tips to help me i would really appreciate it. I want this so bad. So far i have not been drinking soda for...
    kayleighroz kayleighroz 13-15 3 Responses Feb 19, 2013

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    I HATE my weight. its

    so bad. I'm 5'2 and 179 ******* pounds. im going to starve myself until people say "have you lost weight"? and I'll be like "hell yeah, you jelly"?
    xXNeverGoodEnoughXx xXNeverGoodEnoughXx 13-15, F 1 Response Mar 30

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    Near Death?

    I am at the highest weight I have ever been. I am 20 lbs away from 400. You would think that would be enough to get me going - but I just can't seem to lose the weight -part of my problem is that when no one is around, I over eat - a LOT. I saw a picture of me over the weekend...
    Bride2BN09 Bride2BN09 36-40 7 Responses Aug 4, 2008

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    30 Pounds In 3 Years.

    When I was 10 years old, I was 120 pounds and five foot one.. Now at 13, I am 157 pounds and I'm five foot two. I am absolutely ashamed of my weight and my body. I wish I could be 115 pounds again.. That would make me so happy.. But for now I have to settle with this disgusting...
    laurenlovesyouu laurenlovesyouu 18-21, F 12 Responses Jul 25, 2011

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    How I Lost 6 Pounds In A Week By A Revolutionary New Programme !!!

    Hi Everyone, I have to admit I have tried a lot of different programs over the past two years. Some have worked, some have not. I just started following this one and so far I feel great, have more energy, sleeping better at night and to top it all off have lost 6 pounds in a...
    JessicaClark67 JessicaClark67 46-50 Jun 28, 2013

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    I feel like people will judge me

    because of my weight.
    ellliebee ellliebee 18-21, F 4 Responses Mar 23, 2014

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    After 4 Months Of Eating Healthy And Clean I Just Eat Some Cake , Sweets And Bad Food !!

    i haven't tasted any sweets or fatty food in 4 months and today at my friend's bachelorette party when they were cutting the cake i felt like i should eat i put anything in my mouth for months and nothing happened while all of my friends are eating like pigs and they are all so...
    nina0ana nina0ana 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 19, 2013

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    Here It Goes...

    26yr old Female 5'7 322 lbs down from around 350 =(
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Feb 5, 2013

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    I'm 85 KG

    I feel fat and lack of motivation to diet as I love food alot. I'm current 23 years old, I used to be skinny but after I broke up with a girl 3 years back. My weight just keep increasing till now. From a 65Kg guy to now a 85Kg fat guy. But recently I'm trying to get back my 65Kg...
    fatloser1 fatloser1 22-25, M Jul 20, 2013

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    I'm turning 30 this January

    and I'm the heaviest I've ever been at 326lbs. I was abused-emotionally and physically-pretty severely as a child and started to gain weight when my sole source of safety, my grandma, died when I was 8. Then I was bullied at school and at home for being fat. I developed anxiety...
    iheartelliott iheartelliott 26-30, F Dec 22, 2013

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    I am almost 25 years old.

    I am married and I have a beautiful 5 yr old daughter. My husband is handsome and perfect in almost every way possible. I have a beautiful 4 bedroom house in the country with a dog. Sounds wonderful right? I am almost 25 years old and I am almost 300lbs. Almost 6 years ago when...
    MrsRoker MrsRoker 22-25, F Mar 30

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    Afraid Of Discovery

    I have been gaining weight my whole life to the point where I became completely disabled by my size several years ago, and since then the weight has come on even faster.  I never had any idea I would get this big.  I am sometimes so disgusted with being this big and...
    deleted deleted 26-30 3 Responses Nov 4, 2009

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    I Wish I Could Lose But I Try Harder

    I am trying my best to be on my diet, the prepared foods frozen I have been on for too many years, yet I over eat, and people tell me I am too fat, and also I am trying to go down 25 lbs, so the MD says, I have not reached any goal weight yet I am ashamed of my weight, oh when...
    Ratfink Ratfink 51-55, M 4 Responses Jul 31, 2008

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    I Hate My Body So Much!

    Many people don't consider me plump because I have learnt to hide my body under my clothes really good. I know I am a bit overweight, (I love food btw xD) and I feel so awful about it. I can't wear clothes that other girls of my age wear, and I always wear the same clothes. If...
    simmif simmif 16-17, F 1 Response May 28, 2013

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    trustingtheprocess trustingtheprocess 31-35, F 3 days ago

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    Yeah I have been saying this for so long, but I just won't do it because someone told me I'm fat or I need to loose a little bit of weight, I will continue to be me and stay how I...
    NoUsernameInserted NoUsernameInserted 18-21, F 4 days ago

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    I've been on E P for many years. I've been on similar kinds of sites over the years. I've participated in chat rooms on the net over the years. I interact with women in gyms in...
    thebustierthebetter thebustierthebetter 46-50, M 4 days ago

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    I am currently 102 and I basically just look like skin and bones. I am 19 now and I weighed 120 when I was 14. I really don't like the way I look because I am so small. People are...
    adm15241 adm15241 18-21, F 4 days ago

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    I would really appreciate a weight loss buddy. I don't have a very encouraging support team at home and it's disheartening. I've lost almost six pounds already and I'm feeling good...
    TeaspoonEm17 TeaspoonEm17 16-17, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    I am 160 and 16 years old... I'm ready to change, I'm done with being over weight and unfit. I work out but I guess I need to take things up, I want to change into the person I...
    SoUGLY SoUGLY 16-17, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    I always had a thirst for the center of attention without rationalizing what comes with it. I always wanted to be desired and looked up to. I always wished I could have better...
    CaraBlossom CaraBlossom 18-21, F 6 days ago

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    Hey my name is Dacey, about nine months ago I weighed 240 pounds. That is the heaviest I've ever weighed in my entire life and I was only 24. I used to be small in high school but...
    lileminemxxl lileminemxxl 22-25 6 days ago

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    I really want to lose weight but I have no motivation sometimes. I also just tore my ACL 2 months ago and I know my weight is part of the reason why my recovery will be long is...
    laxmeg9 laxmeg9 18-21, F 3 Responses a week ago

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    I was always told i was fat. At an early age of 9ish i had started diets and did all i could to lose weight. My family always lectured me about how fat i was and i would just...
    theheartwantswhatitwants theheartwantswhatitwants 13-15, F a week ago

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    I've decided to get back on that horse. I've been inactive for two weeks. Prior to that I was jogging and walking for upto 5KM at least 4 times a week. I was discouraged by the...
    laughingtiger laughingtiger 26-30, F 5 Responses a week ago

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    I feel bad for what happened to me throughout my life. I am embarrassed of my life and I feel ashamed of myself. It's hard to explain but here goes, I THINK I'm finally through...
    Sorasai Sorasai 22-25 1 Response Jul 25

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    my experience 02.16 I started a new job and found out my co workers where on a weight loss challenge it was to late to join in but I decide at appox 03.16.015...
    HGKOREIA HGKOREIA 46-50, M Jul 24

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    does anybody on skype want to do weight gain roleplay or help me gain weight skype - fatsuiter
    fatsuiter fatsuiter 18-21, M Jul 24

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    I'm on Weight Watchers and have lost over a stone already. I want to lose more weight before my friend's wedding next year.
    MrsRusty MrsRusty 31-35, F 6 Responses Jul 24

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    I love skypesex :) and I am not afraid or ashamed of it
    claude131 claude131 18-21, M Jul 23

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    for letting the bullies and men put me down that I felt so low I just let myself go to much i let them as well not there fault mine I am really ashamed of how I look even more so...
    susangoga susangoga 31-35, F Jul 23

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    I am definetly not ashamed of being gay here! I came out about 8 years ago and I'm very very proud that I'm a GAY SISSY and I want everyone to see and know that I am too! It is a...
    sissyboy843 sissyboy843 41-45, M 2 Responses Jul 22

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    If you read my previous post from last year, you'd know that I had an abortion. No it's something I just don't parade around saying. However, on this website I am comfortable...
    RedRose1992 RedRose1992 22-25, F 1 Response Jul 22

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    I'm ashamed of my naked body and I wish I wasn't. I like who I am but I don't like the way I look naked. I'm working on it though.
    iluvgrouphugz iluvgrouphugz 26-30, M Jul 21

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    I'm 210 lbs graduated high school and I've never been under 195 since freshman year. I've always had a lack of motivation and always get hurt when someone puts me on the spot...
    Sealsthedeal Sealsthedeal 18-21, M 8 Responses Jul 21

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    That's my girlfriend! Yesterday, her older brother teased her all day long at the beach. He was used to her little sister being so skinny all of her life, that never and ever had...
    DonnieD80 DonnieD80 31-35, M 2 Responses Jul 20

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    I want to gain weight, but I've got a fast metabolism, and that makes me sad. I really wish I could get rid of my metabolism, and just eat. I'm a bit underweight right now, but I...
    Brothergoro Brothergoro 18-21 5 Responses Jul 19

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    It does no good to be ashamed of it. Our individual yearnings tie back into the deepest core of who we are. Even when it's, shall we say, unique, it's still essentially who we are...
    DaveCthulhu DaveCthulhu 41-45, M 2 Responses Jul 19

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    I used to be until about a couple of years ago. I dont blab and boast about it in public or fly a rainbow flag. Im far from ashamed. I think things in life need to be private. Yes...
    Averageguy41011 Averageguy41011 41-45, M Jul 19

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    For all the beautiful teenage girls out there who want to lose weight, in the process of doing this please do not consider making yourself throw up what ever you ate last, or...
    ccdoll486 ccdoll486 16-17, F 1 Response Jul 17

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