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I Am Ashamed of My Weight

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 186 People

    After 4 Months Of Eating Healthy And Clean I Just Eat Some Cake , Sweets And Bad Food !!

    i haven't tasted any sweets or fatty food in 4 months and today at my friend's bachelorette party when they were cutting the cake i felt like i should eat i put anything in my mouth for months and nothing happened while all of my friends are eating like pigs and they are all so...
    nina0ana nina0ana 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 19, 2013

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    I'm turning 30 this January

    and I'm the heaviest I've ever been at 326lbs. I was abused-emotionally and physically-pretty severely as a child and started to gain weight when my sole source of safety, my grandma, died when I was 8. Then I was bullied at school and at home for being fat. I developed anxiety...
    iheartelliott iheartelliott 26-30, F Dec 22, 2013

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    I'm 85 KG

    I feel fat and lack of motivation to diet as I love food alot. I'm current 23 years old, I used to be skinny but after I broke up with a girl 3 years back. My weight just keep increasing till now. From a 65Kg guy to now a 85Kg fat guy. But recently I'm trying to get back my 65Kg...
    fatloser1 fatloser1 22-25, M Jul 20, 2013

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    I Wish I Could Lose But I Try Harder

    I am trying my best to be on my diet, the prepared foods frozen I have been on for too many years, yet I over eat, and people tell me I am too fat, and also I am trying to go down 25 lbs, so the MD says, I have not reached any goal weight yet I am ashamed of my weight, oh when...
    Ratfink Ratfink 51-55, M 4 Responses Jul 31, 2008

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    Here It Goes...

    26yr old Female 5'7 322 lbs down from around 350 =(
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Feb 5, 2013

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    Ashamed

    I am so ashamed of my weight that I won't even say it. Ugh, I am disgusting.
    TheRoseThatGrewFromConcrete TheRoseThatGrewFromConcrete 70+, F 3 Responses Nov 1, 2010

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    Afraid Of Discovery

    I have been gaining weight my whole life to the point where I became completely disabled by my size several years ago, and since then the weight has come on even faster.  I never had any idea I would get this big.  I am sometimes so disgusted with being this big and...
    deleted deleted 26-30 3 Responses Nov 4, 2009

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    I Hate My Body So Much!

    Many people don't consider me plump because I have learnt to hide my body under my clothes really good. I know I am a bit overweight, (I love food btw xD) and I feel so awful about it. I can't wear clothes that other girls of my age wear, and I always wear the same clothes. If...
    simmif simmif 13-15, F 1 Response May 28, 2013

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    Near Death?

    I am at the highest weight I have ever been. I am 20 lbs away from 400. You would think that would be enough to get me going - but I just can't seem to lose the weight -part of my problem is that when no one is around, I over eat - a LOT. I saw a picture of me over the weekend...
    Bride2BN09 Bride2BN09 36-40 7 Responses Aug 4, 2008

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    I feel like people will judge me

    because of my weight.
    ellliebee ellliebee 18-21, F 4 Responses Mar 23, 2014

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    I Want This So Bad

    Im Kayleigh im 14 years old. I honestly would do absolutely anything to have a good body. I weigh 190ibs right now. I would love to get down to 140 or 130. If anyone has any tips to help me i would really appreciate it. I want this so bad. So far i have not been drinking soda for...
    kayleighroz kayleighroz 13-15 3 Responses Feb 19, 2013

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    How I Lost 6 Pounds In A Week By A Revolutionary New Programme !!!

    Hi Everyone, I have to admit I have tried a lot of different programs over the past two years. Some have worked, some have not. I just started following this one and so far I feel great, have more energy, sleeping better at night and to top it all off have lost 6 pounds in a...
    JessicaClark67 JessicaClark67 46-50 Jun 28, 2013

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    30 Pounds In 3 Years.

    When I was 10 years old, I was 120 pounds and five foot one.. Now at 13, I am 157 pounds and I'm five foot two. I am absolutely ashamed of my weight and my body. I wish I could be 115 pounds again.. That would make me so happy.. But for now I have to settle with this disgusting...
    laurenlovesyouu laurenlovesyouu 16-17, F 12 Responses Jul 25, 2011

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    Feel I might've lost a bit. Have no scales so I can't check my weight. Does anyone know where you can get it checked? I used to do it in a store that sold scales. Well, I went to...
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    I have had a weight issue ever since they started me on those meds! I just quite them in November 2014 and now the fight begins again. Need to loose 100 pounds to desired weight...
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    I've been overweight for a pretty big portion of my life. It started out gaining a little here and there. Of course I get made fun of for it and ridiculed, put down, etc. I feel...
    Missprincessgabby Missprincessgabby 16-17, F 6 Responses Mar 12

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    Ive never been skinny. Curves are in my genes. My mom and grandmother are both obese. I fought being healthy since 10, but what really helped was dancing classes that started when...
    monabur monabur 22-25, F 3 Responses Mar 2

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    Okay , so I'm not motivated at all . I want to lose some weight , I wouldn't consider myself overweight or chubby , in fact I'm skinny , well average . It's just that annoying...
    secret687 secret687 13-15, F 2 Responses Mar 15

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    I have nothing seriously wrong with my life: I am a healthy, educated, employed person. And yet sometimes I feel so anxious and ashamed of who I am I can hardly stand it. The fact...
    deannapatricia deannapatricia 26-30 1 Response Mar 14

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    There are many products available to help with weight loss. These products may be useful, and you want to be sure you look into them thoroughly prior to using any of them.You can...
    waypuma73 waypuma73 31-35, M 2 Responses 6 days ago

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    Ugh where to start. I was always a "normal" size up until i was about 13. But even when i gained some weight i was only a tad bit over weight. I became depressed over personal...
    ramonascur ramonascur 18-21, F Mar 14

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    Idk, but it really ****** me off when people say they are like too fat/too skinny or want to lose/gain weight...but do nothing about it. Like, dude, you are not going to become...
    TheArtisticOne TheArtisticOne 18-21, F 3 Responses Mar 18

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    It's been awhile EP friends!! About a month ago I posted on my weight loss and currently still maintaining the same weight. I had chicken pox a month ago too and was off track. I...
    courtsley courtsley 18-21, F 2 Responses Mar 7

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    Well after lots of hard work and deep decision making I have decided to goto the next step and sign up for weightloss surgery, specifically the gastric sleeve... I have noticed...
    John2526 John2526 36-40, M Feb 28

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    Since July 1st 2014 to present time March 2nd 2015.7 months I've loss so far a total of 80 pounds. 335 down to 255.I go to the gym 7 days per week.I walk 5 to 10 miles per day.At...
    AfanOfbigNaturals AfanOfbigNaturals 41-45, M 7 Responses Mar 2

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    I hit 40 ,two years ago and the weight keeps coming on me . I am 190 lbs, and want to get down to 140. I hurt with all the weight on me. I feel tired and depressed that I cant...
    eustice42 eustice42 41-45, F 2 Responses Mar 3

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    i actually cant decide on if i want to gain weight or not. i do know that i am a feeder though, but i always wonder if i should gain as well. i have tried in the past to gain...
    likesthembig likesthembig 18-21, T 3 Responses Mar 4

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    I have struggled with my weight since I can remember. I lost about 30 lbs in high school. I went from 150 lbs to 115-120 lbs because I restricted my eating and when I did eat I...
    avey10 avey10 18-21, F 6 Responses Mar 4

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    In 2011, I weighed about 220lbs and in 2013, I got down to about 190 or 191lbs. I was so close to 189 and then when I lost my close friend, I was so depressed that I gained weight...
    ArtLover24 ArtLover24 22-25, F 2 Responses Mar 14

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    I'm a healthy weight but am still not happy with it. I've always wanted to lose weight ever since I was forced out of my ed. My bf told me that the maximum weight I can be is 65kg...
    Lemons2000 Lemons2000 18-21, F 1 Response a week ago

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    yes i do . they like saying hurtful things and do hurtful things . if they only knew how painful and miserable it is to have to keep telling people the awful things they say and do...
    furrycats furrycats 31-35 Mar 10

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    yes i do . they like saying hurtful things and do hurtful things . if they only knew how painful and miserable it is to have to keep telling people the awful things they say and do...
    furrycats furrycats 31-35 1 Response Mar 10

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    yes i do . they like saying hurtful things and do hurtful things . if they only knew how painful and miserable it is to have to keep telling people the awful things they say and do...
    furrycats furrycats 31-35 Mar 10

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    Some days I can't even stand the thought of looking at myself in the mirror much less actually looking at myself. at times when I look at myself I think "you're sexy why the hell...
    kikimyst kikimyst 18-21, F 2 Responses Mar 3

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    I really want to help him.. But I don't even know how to talk about his weight any more... He has always been large, and I did not have a issue with it.. even at 300 pounds.. But...
    Lovingwife68 Lovingwife68 46-50, F Mar 6

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    I was down to 190 or 191 but when I lost my close friend last year, I went through grief and depression and I've gained weight and now I'm back in the 200s. I've been working out...
    ArtLover24 ArtLover24 22-25, F 2 Responses Mar 19

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    Before im always worried about my figure,because i thought no one will like me if im big/fat until one day i met this guy and he made me realize that being big,heavy,chubby doesn't...
    tiffanyalcalei tiffanyalcalei 26-30, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    I'm losing weight. Slowly but surely! I've always been skinny BUT then I got pregnant! I love being a mom and I haven't been dieting or rigorously working out... I focus on my baby...
    MommysGotTats420 MommysGotTats420 22-25, F 3 Responses Mar 1

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    Manage to drop from 245 to 200, and after 6 months of not caring I am now at a weight of 231. I blame myself for the weight increase but if I did it once I can do it again, I hope...
    GalacticJewels GalacticJewels 22-25, F 1 Response Mar 1

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    I weight 131, which is the most I have ever weighted before. I don't know what to do and I'm freaking out
    emmylouwhoo emmylouwhoo 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 2

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