I Am Ashamed of My Weight

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 231 People

    I HATE my weight. its

    so bad. I'm 5'2 and 179 ******* pounds. im going to starve myself until people say "have you lost weight"? and I'll be like "hell yeah, you jelly"?
    Bungholio55 Bungholio55
    13-15, F
    2 Responses Mar 30, 2015

    After 4 Months Of Eating Healthy And Clean I Just Eat Some Cake , Sweets And Bad Food !!

    i haven't tasted any sweets or fatty food in 4 months and today at my friend's bachelorette party when they were cutting the cake i felt like i should eat i put anything in my mouth for months and nothing happened while all of my friends are eating like pigs and they are all so...
    nina0ana nina0ana
    18-21, F
    1 Response Aug 19, 2013

    I'm turning 30 this January

    and I'm the heaviest I've ever been at 326lbs. I was abused-emotionally and physically-pretty severely as a child and started to gain weight when my sole source of safety, my grandma, died when I was 8. Then I was bullied at school and at home for being fat. I developed anxiety...
    iheartelliott iheartelliott
    26-30, F
    Dec 22, 2013

    Feel really really really bad down

    and depressed, Can anyone help me try to loose weight I just keep eating and eating and eating all day long fakes ice cream ( Ben and jerrys) Chinese food Doritos sweets.. All day it's getting beyond a joke! Wondering if anyone can help me my weight is awful I'm embarrassed to...
    hanep1 hanep1
    18-21
    Sep 15, 2015

    I am almost 25 years old.

    I am married and I have a beautiful 5 yr old daughter. My husband is handsome and perfect in almost every way possible. I have a beautiful 4 bedroom house in the country with a dog. Sounds wonderful right? I am almost 25 years old and I am almost 300lbs. Almost 6 years ago when...
    MrsRoker MrsRoker
    22-25, F
    1 Response Mar 30, 2015

    I Hate My Body So Much!

    Many people don't consider me plump because I have learnt to hide my body under my clothes really good. I know I am a bit overweight, (I love food btw xD) and I feel so awful about it. I can't wear clothes that other girls of my age wear, and I always wear the same clothes. If...
    simmif simmif
    16-17, F
    1 Response May 28, 2013

    30 Pounds In 3 Years.

    When I was 10 years old, I was 120 pounds and five foot one.. Now at 13, I am 157 pounds and I'm five foot two. I am absolutely ashamed of my weight and my body. I wish I could be 115 pounds again.. That would make me so happy.. But for now I have to settle with this disgusting...
    laurenlovesyouu laurenlovesyouu
    18-21, F
    12 Responses Jul 25, 2011

    Afraid Of Discovery

    I have been gaining weight my whole life to the point where I became completely disabled by my size several years ago, and since then the weight has come on even faster.  I never had any idea I would get this big.  I am sometimes so disgusted with being this big and...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    3 Responses Nov 4, 2009

    Ashamed

    I am so ashamed of my weight that I won't even say it. Ugh, I am disgusting.
    CrazyHippieChick CrazyHippieChick
    22-25
    3 Responses Nov 1, 2010

    I Wish I Could Lose But I Try Harder

    I am trying my best to be on my diet, the prepared foods frozen I have been on for too many years, yet I over eat, and people tell me I am too fat, and also I am trying to go down 25 lbs, so the MD says, I have not reached any goal weight yet I am ashamed of my weight, oh when...
    Ratfink Ratfink
    51-55, M
    4 Responses Jul 31, 2008

    Near Death?

    I am at the highest weight I have ever been. I am 20 lbs away from 400. You would think that would be enough to get me going - but I just can't seem to lose the weight -part of my problem is that when no one is around, I over eat - a LOT. I saw a picture of me over the weekend...
    Bride2BN09 Bride2BN09
    36-40
    7 Responses Aug 4, 2008

    I Want This So Bad

    Im Kayleigh im 14 years old. I honestly would do absolutely anything to have a good body. I weigh 190ibs right now. I would love to get down to 140 or 130. If anyone has any tips to help me i would really appreciate it. I want this so bad. So far i have not been drinking soda for...
    kayleighroz kayleighroz
    13-15
    3 Responses Feb 19, 2013

    How I Lost 6 Pounds In A Week By A Revolutionary New Programme !!!

    Hi Everyone, I have to admit I have tried a lot of different programs over the past two years. Some have worked, some have not. I just started following this one and so far I feel great, have more energy, sleeping better at night and to top it all off have lost 6 pounds in a...
    JessicaClark67 JessicaClark67
    46-50
    Jun 28, 2013

    Here It Goes...

    26yr old Female 5'7 322 lbs down from around 350 =(
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Feb 5, 2013

    I feel like people will judge me

    because of my weight.
    ellliebee ellliebee
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Mar 23, 2014

    I'm 85 KG

    I feel fat and lack of motivation to diet as I love food alot. I'm current 23 years old, I used to be skinny but after I broke up with a girl 3 years back. My weight just keep increasing till now. From a 65Kg guy to now a 85Kg fat guy. But recently I'm trying to get back my 65Kg...
    fatloser1 fatloser1
    22-25, M
    Jul 20, 2013

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    I want to lose weight so bad, but I have no idea where to start. I need a buddy who wants to lose weight too so we can push each other to our goal.. Anyone interested?
    gilbertk96 gilbertk96
    18-21, F
    1 Response Apr 20
    any one need help gaining weight
    superbellylover superbellylover
    18-21, F
    1 Response Apr 20
    Writing here a final one. I am 44 kg (97 lbs i think) and today I found out that I can not donate blood even though I wanted to. The minimum weight they want is 50 kg...
    Katerinafaith Katerinafaith
    18-21, F
    1 Response Apr 20
    I'm gay and have hid it from myself and others for years. I've come out to my wife recently and have had a rough time convincing her of my physical and sexual attraction to men...
    Gaylegcaster Gaylegcaster
    46-50, M
    3 Responses Apr 19
    hey guyzzzzz, let me just explain the concept, ive lost like 20 kgs but there is still 10 kg to go!!!!!! but im kind of stuggling to lose the weight right now, any weight loss tips...
    elenastruggling elenastruggling
    16-17, F
    2 Responses Apr 18
    Before and after (during?) with pictures~ ^-^ Well, since I posted a couple stories in this group, I was hoping to one day post a "success story" in here once I got to goal weight...
    azurerush azurerush
    22-25, F
    3 Responses Apr 18
    I love that my girlfriend has been gaining weight! She started out really skinny, only 105 lbs with 34B boobs, but after a few years of going to college and starting to pig out...
    sterlingredjack sterlingredjack
    18-21, M
    Apr 17
    My weight gain fantasy is I still keep packing on pounds. My appetite keeps growing. I catch the eye of a cute feeder. All of a sudden I'm being stuffed to capacity all the time...
    Atomicrainbow Atomicrainbow
    26-30, F
    2 Responses Apr 17
    My gf doesn't really seem to be into weight gain, but she keeps gaining weight none the less! I don't think she even realizes it. She was 105 lbs when I met her and now she is 140...
    sterlingredjack sterlingredjack
    18-21, M
    Apr 17
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    getherbafit getherbafit
    18-21, F
    Apr 16
    I'm kind of fat for my age (I'm 128 pounds and am a14-year-old girl who is 5'3) and I really want to lose weight. Does anyone have any good workouts or diets or anything? I'm tired...
    LivvieSky LivvieSky
    22-25, F
    1 Response Apr 15
    Just some thoughts, tips on a very pleasant kind of pleasure...
    LadyHeartnMind LadyHeartnMind
    31-35, F
    2 Responses Apr 15
    Many people have made positive comments about my body, so I don't feel ashamed anymore
    SpoiledMissy SpoiledMissy
    18-21, F
    1 Response Apr 15
    I'm so happy my girlfriend has been putting on weight! She was super skinny when we first started dating, even though I preferred women with a bit more pudge, I just love her so...
    sterlingredjack sterlingredjack
    18-21, M
    1 Response Apr 15
    So I have a question but didn't want to post it in the question slot. Okay so here it is I'm 13 I'll be 14 soon I'm 118/122 pounds and I'm around 5'-5'1 And I want to loose 20/30...
    homestucklover homestucklover
    13-15, F
    Apr 14
    I just don't want to be fat anymore. I developed an eating disorder at age 8 and suffered badly with it for over ten years and it ruined my body. I gained over 200 pounds in five...
    TentacleSister TentacleSister
    26-30, F
    5 Responses Apr 14
    Reached a weight I never thought I would. I've been walking and eating healthier for five days and I'm already down 4 pounds. My legs ache but it feels good. This is gonna be...
    bawstenbrewin bawstenbrewin
    18-21, F
    1 Response Apr 14
    The user name, YesItsOneMoretime, be really careful of this guy. He's not only not afraid of his naked body, but wants to see yours, especially if your younger and a boy in...
    sunsnowlover sunsnowlover
    16-17, M
    1 Response Apr 13
    My whole life I have always been very slim and never had to worry about putting weight on. I never dieted and didn't do any formal exercise. These past few months however things...
    Pixiepickle89 Pixiepickle89
    26-30, F
    2 Responses Apr 12
    Pansexual and proud! After 12 years of private schooling and homophobia, public, secular life is liberating!
    Panpenguin Panpenguin
    18-21, F
    Apr 10
    I love making my girlfriend gain weight on purpose and she loves it too, but I'd like help on how to make her gain more without her knowing I think many of you out there could help...
    IronMango IronMango
    18-21, M
    Apr 10
    No Other Name https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=Wku9OphQ7JE
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Apr 10
    Hi, girls. I am hot guy, add me pls, skype - mengak
    mengak mengak
    26-30, M
    Apr 10
    I am not and proud of who i am with my sexual needs and likes, for years i hid them and now i am letting more and more know who i am..
    alexiswcd alexiswcd
    56-60, T
    Apr 10
    I am down 30 lbs give or take a few ounces since the first of January. I have about 50 lbs to go before I reach my goal. Maybe less depending on how much muscle mass I build...
    Doomflower Doomflower
    31-35, F
    2 Responses Apr 10
    Please I just really need to lose weight, everyday I look in the mirror and all I see it's ugly and just disgusting fat. I do everything but nothing ******* works and I can't take...
    lostflowers lostflowers
    16-17, F
    Apr 9
    Yay!!! I've lost 11lbs so far!!! :) I wish I could go to the gym more often, but I have back problems so I'm limited to the stuff I can do and time. But anyways~ When I'm in the...
    EarlPhantomhive EarlPhantomhive
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Apr 8
    I have pcos and thyroid disease.Its so hard to lose weight.The fat shaming,from family makes me eat more.I lost about 50 pounds and gained all back.I was completely depressed.Now I...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Apr 8
    If I haven't got things right, I'd like to find out quickly. I want to have correct information to make the right conclusion. I've not really got too much to get defensive about...
    9minute 9minute
    18-21, M
    1 Response Apr 7
    Recently, my diet has pretty much consisted if glazed donuts and cheese pizza. I absolutely love gorging on foods i know i shouldnt have, and eating such a large amount. When i get...
    sirsnacksalot sirsnacksalot
    16-17, M
    Apr 6
    Before I joined EP, I was tiny 165 pounds of skin and bones. With the site closing, I felt I should update on where I am today. In the 4ish years I've been here, I have effectively...
    gettingsofat gettingsofat
    18-21, M
    4 Responses Apr 6
    Just got my EP export, I am so glad I could save the things, that it is not all gone to waste.... but I am so scared of reading the private messages between me and many people here...
    MissGaga MissGaga
    22-25, F
    3 Responses Apr 6
    i used to write stories and got a dream of my classmate in that she wore white transparent saree , and when wind blew her saree misplaced and her belly got visible , at the same...
    naga007 naga007
    22-25, M
    Apr 6
    I'm past the age where I look good in a thong, but for you younger guys, go for it. I always appreciate the view!
    Bobbie1952 Bobbie1952
    61-65, M
    Apr 4
    any one for weight gain rp
    superbellylover superbellylover
    18-21, F
    3 Responses Apr 4
    any one for rp weight gain vore msg me
    superbellylover superbellylover
    18-21, F
    Apr 4
    I'm officially well past 500 lbs now....I was given several challenges this weekend and I gained a huge amount of weight. I'm pretty much immobile now...mom and dad are trying to...
    Hamantha Hamantha
    13-15, F
    5 Responses Apr 3
    I want to lose weight because I feel as if I'm not pretty enough . Some clothes don't fit me when I end up buying them and it makes me upset when that happens and then I see all...
    kimm1203 kimm1203
    13-15, F
    2 Responses Apr 3
    I'm actually planning of going on a jog every mornings. Funny.
    Nyengenhe Nyengenhe
    16-17, F
    Apr 3
    Well somi have put on more than just a few pounds apparentlyI think I am overweight but not sure.someone message me im soooo bored 
    kendallmiller kendallmiller
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Apr 3
    I gained my weight back. I gained 10 pounds, I've been eating more and it's probably anxiety..
    sweetleaves sweetleaves
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Apr 3
    I remember one time I was at a downtown bar. It was an after-work kind of place. There was the main bar area downstairs and a balcony type area on the 2nd floor. It basically was a...
    MarkPaul MarkPaul
    26-30
    Apr 2
    Well most of it has gone to my boobs and butt, but would you mind??
    kendallmiller kendallmiller
    18-21, F
    4 Responses Apr 2
    Hi, do you think I can lose 1.5-2 pounds a week if I eat 800-1200 calories a day and burns about 300 calories a day?
    fabulousapple fabulousapple
    13-15, F
    5 Responses Mar 31
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