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I Am Ashamed Of Who I Am

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    And due to my shame at who I am, I am often afraid of letting other people get to me. I see myself as worthless, pathetic, undeserving, etc etc... I'm often afraid that if I open up enough to people in real life and really allow people to get to know me, that they would see...
    deadmoon deadmoon 18-21, F 7 Responses Sep 24, 2011

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    I met this guy recently

    and i really like him. He also enjoys my company but i doubt what we have can go any further. You see we come from two different worlds and im very much ashamed of the world i come from. Its like the modern day UPPER CLASS vs LOWER CLASS relationship. Im so ashamed of...
    BlueFloraKae BlueFloraKae 18-21, F 3 Responses Dec 15, 2013

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    Because I signed up for this dating site. Posted some of my pictures. I had fun reading profiles n checking pictures of those guys who signed up too. I never told anybody about it...
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    this may sound odd. I'm not sure, but I feel ashamed me because of what I haven't done. I'm only 22 but I feel like my life has been kind of meaningless.
    EFairy EFairy 22-25, F Nov 26

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    I LOVE ANIME! !!!! AND WHY SHOULD SOME PEOPLE BE ASHAMED OF IT??????????
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    I've no clue who I am. At the beginning of this year I was flipping out over the idea that I didn't know who was, or what made up "me". It really freaked me out and made me feel...
    Friability Friability 18-21 2 Responses 11 hrs ago

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    and I want to be with a partner who is sensual as well. I have been with men who make me feel used because the sex is so basic. I think younger men are watching too many ****** and...
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    I don't know who I really am. I feel as if I have no real identity. If someone was ever to ask me who I am, I would have no answer.
    xxxAditixxx xxxAditixxx 13-15, F 2 Responses 11 hrs ago

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    I'll go along with that. Who lives in the Las Vegas, Nevada area? Who knows, we might even get someplace where the EP censors can't delete us.
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    I'm not what you would describe as a masculine man and I'm a little in touch with my feminine side but it annoys me so much when people assume I'm gay because of it. I don't even...
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    I am who I am. If you do not like me for who I am, there is a door out of my life :) :) :)
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