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I Am Ashamed Of Who I Am

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    I met this guy recently

    and i really like him. He also enjoys my company but i doubt what we have can go any further. You see we come from two different worlds and im very much ashamed of the world i come from. Its like the modern day UPPER CLASS vs LOWER CLASS relationship. Im so ashamed of...
    BlueFloraKae BlueFloraKae 18-21, F 3 Responses Dec 15, 2013

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    And due to my shame at who I am, I am often afraid of letting other people get to me. I see myself as worthless, pathetic, undeserving, etc etc... I'm often afraid that if I open up enough to people in real life and really allow people to get to know me, that they would see...
    deadmoon deadmoon 18-21, F 7 Responses Sep 24, 2011

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    Mainly of my hobbies, likes, interest, and fetishes (which only I know about). I won't disclose my fetishes, but whoever posts the biggest thing they're ashamed of when it comes to...
    YuriXWolfram86 YuriXWolfram86 18-21, F 2 Responses Nov 13

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    Because I signed up for this dating site. Posted some of my pictures. I had fun reading profiles n checking pictures of those guys who signed up too. I never told anybody about it...
    Elleshore81 Elleshore81 31-35, F 3 Responses 2 days ago

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    I'm ashamed that a lot of the time i do everything possible so i look male and i just dont feel normal when i change genders. I know its not in my control but i often feel ashamed...
    ricequeenn ricequeenn 16-17, M Nov 5

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    This past few days is the hardest days of my life and I am ashamed of my own action therefore, i declare that it is a close case from now on.
    LoveHadassah LoveHadassah 18-21, F 5 Responses Nov 5

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    I can't stand myself anymore I feel so ashamed of still being alive.
    SwanNual SwanNual 22-25, F 1 Response Nov 6

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    I am so big and fat now that I can barely lift my limbs. I am not ashamed that I now weigh 730 lbs. I love eating and having my every need cared for. Sometimes I wish I had more...
    Rhondalynne Rhondalynne 36-40, F 8 Responses Nov 17

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    My parents have made it clear since I was young that I am expected to be this dominant woman with no emotions that can handle anything thrown at her with grace. On the outside I...
    Kpopcrazy3661 Kpopcrazy3661 18-21, F 6 Responses Nov 18

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    Today I am really ashamed of myself... Well I don't want to disclose the reason thereof... But that's for sure am not going to continue the things which I did unintentionally even...
    godblesssouls godblesssouls 18-21, M 1 Response 5 days ago

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    this may sound odd. I'm not sure, but I feel ashamed me because of what I haven't done. I'm only 22 but I feel like my life has been kind of meaningless.
    EFairy EFairy 22-25, F 18 hrs ago

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    I'm just imperfect me! I know I seem like a good role model but I'm not always. I've done things I'm ashamed of. I'm not the most innocent person. I mean don't get me wrong I get a...
    DeterminedToMakeLifeWorthIt DeterminedToMakeLifeWorthIt 16-17, F Nov 12

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    In reality I am not the person who I am.
    MrIndeed MrIndeed 13-15, M Oct 28

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    I would do anything to please the guy I like and because I'm perverted and all its like this is who I am...honestly I'm too crazy to be loved. I've taken off my top clothes just...
    SwanNual SwanNual 22-25, F 4 Responses Nov 6

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    I am apostolic Pentecostal woman 19 years old looking for other friends who believe the same
    Kjojo101 Kjojo101 18-21, F 1 Response Oct 27

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    Lost my virginity to someone who didn't deserve to de-flower me. I thought it was love but definitely isn't.
    isabellaalyssia isabellaalyssia 13-15, F 1 Response Nov 6

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    Slowly the ice melts away The heart starts to throb Tingling senses are felt all over the body as if I'm coming alive Visually a breath of fresh air An everlasting craving Desire...
    thislilkitten thislilkitten 18-21, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    My brother makes me so frustrated. I don't know what to do to make him show me more respect. I can't hurt too bad, but I want to at the same time. I don't like that part of me. It...
    PotentialDeath PotentialDeath 13-15, M 2 Responses 5 days ago

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    Friends, do you understand me now Sometimes I feel a little mad But don't you know that no one alive Can always be an angel When things go wrong I seem to be bad But I'm just a...
    nivanvc nivanvc 36-40, M 5 hrs ago

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    Holidays are just big jokes. It's like any other day of the year. Many families are so fake. I can understand if some have issues and rather be somewhere else. But i'm talking...
    Justadarkhole Justadarkhole 22-25, M 1 Response 5 hrs ago

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    It so happens that there was a long time before my opportunity to go out a 4th time. But in the summer my wife was going away for a week-end. I was so excited!! I shopped around...
    donnaka donnaka 36-40 1 Response 15 hrs ago

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    I don't know why, but I've always liked older guys; I guess it's because they know how to treat a lady :) I am also attracted to the intelligence, maturity, stability and...
    crystalbabecal crystalbabecal 18-21, F 2 Responses 6 hrs ago

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    I am who I am, and that's about it. take me or leave me.
    EFairy EFairy 22-25, F 1 Response 24 mins ago

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    Yes- but who am I? Many people who don't know me would say I'm the quiet boy who flinches at his shadow, and that's all they would say. Some who get to know me a little more would...
    XxDorkyBoyxX XxDorkyBoyxX 18-21, M Nov 18

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    A little set up for you: I'm a 19 year old girl. Portuguese. Lived in England most of my life. Born in SA. Confident in my appearance. I write. I draw (at university, so it's legit...
    exulansis exulansis 18-21, F Nov 3

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    I'm not one of those popular girls who go out and party all night, do drugs, smoke, drink till they're drunk, and I'm not crazy about sex either. A person with a weird point if...
    steensonv steensonv 16-17, F 8 Responses Nov 4

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    Everyday I hear about someone somewhere getting sent down for something or another. But those that do many of these things intentionally don't even think about there loved ones...
    Babybf Babybf 31-35, F Nov 4

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    I'm in love with every guy who have muscles. I know I'm not the only girl who think this but I loveeeeee guys who muscles. Not the guys who show off their muscles for attention but...
    lorrena19 lorrena19 18-21, F 1 Response Nov 7

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    I want one of those relationships where trust is the strongest thing. I want to fall in love with a man who knows my flaws and loves me for them. Someone who is with me through...
    chocolatecurlz chocolatecurlz 18-21, F 6 Responses Nov 15

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    well, I Used to. WHY ? because Women who DRESS Like MEN "scare" me. Remind me OF My Mother; WHO NEVER WANTED "Physical Touch or Affection". Who WORE Pants (Not ALWAYS, maybe, BUT...
    desireindisguise desireindisguise 56-60 Nov 15

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    I want to find the girl of my dreams. My dream girl is a girl who loves me for who I am, who lives with me all her heart as I will definitely do to her. A girl who will enjoy...
    chr1s16 chr1s16 16-17, M Nov 18

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    I'm in a three years relationship with someone who is completely from me. We don't share the same values, beliefs, and we are cultivated differently. We have different family...
    gtaa gtaa 22-25, M Nov 18

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    I use to have this same feeling for a lot of years. Then one day, after working on my positives that I had not learned to eventually balancing my life. I came to a realisation, it...
    Create63 Create63 46-50, M 1 Response Oct 27

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    first I am sorry if I hurt you by my words. second you are one of the rare I admire from the first post. actually there were only one before. princessx, all I wanted to say may I...
    Alix02 Alix02 22-25, M 1 Response Oct 27

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    I have started to watch doctor who in 2008 in the doctor's daughter. I have my mum watch doctor who before like the end of the world and the runaway bride. then when series 4 had...
    noahfaith noahfaith 16-17, M Oct 28

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    Sorry I hurt your feelings.....I don't know how to play your gameand sugar coat things......Sorry I offended you.....I can only do one thing, say it as it is,and not say just what...
    SassyBabe39 SassyBabe39 41-45, F Oct 29

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    I cannot be fixed for I am not broken, You can't take words back once they're spoken. So maybe before you say I can be treated by therapy or religion, You should realize your...
    Goose95 Goose95 18-21, F Oct 29

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    I always thought I would have someone who I would get along with constantly, who I could talk to about anything, who i could help when they needed it, but then it just never...
    Hopespringseternal Hopespringseternal 26-30, F 4 Responses Oct 30

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    i wish for a girl who has a great personality, who is beautiful, and who will love and care for me :) anybody who is like that feel free to message me.
    CreativeSpark CreativeSpark 18-21, F 3 Responses Oct 31

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    A good listener is someone who lets you talk, someone who doesn't try to make you feel better. They let you get out everything without offering advice. Unless asked for. A good...
    Wbyogimaso Wbyogimaso 26-30, M 1 Response Nov 1

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    Do not dare question who I am and who I want to be. I'm not perfect and I don't try to be. So I've ****** up and caused a lot of pain and ****. I'm living my lies and my sins, I'm...
    NightwolfBlackheart NightwolfBlackheart 26-30, M 3 Responses Nov 3

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    ok , so here goes for the second time. if you've read my first post, you'll know what a rush I got from being out in the street and passing , for all of 5 minutes. i attribute...
    donnaka donnaka 36-40 1 Response Nov 4

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    so this is my very first post or "experience" on here depending on whatever you wanna call it lol... anyway, I'm just laying in bed and can't sleep. and when that happens you know...
    mustarhymes mustarhymes 26-30, M 3 Responses Nov 8

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    people who say they "Love" you all the time. people who use the word "Love" interchangeably with sex. people who think "Love" is a word that should be used to manipulate people an...
    Chinsei Chinsei 26-30, M Nov 9

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    With no strings attached... I have never and will never say I am perfect in anyway but I would like to believe I deserve just like everyone else to be loved from the INSIDE first...
    Forbiddenkisses Forbiddenkisses 22-25, F 7 Responses Nov 9

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