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I Am Ashamed Of Who I Am

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    I met this guy recently

    and i really like him. He also enjoys my company but i doubt what we have can go any further. You see we come from two different worlds and im very much ashamed of the world i come from. Its like the modern day UPPER CLASS vs LOWER CLASS relationship. Im so ashamed of...
    BlueFloraKae BlueFloraKae 18-21, F 3 Responses Dec 15, 2013

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    And due to my shame at who I am, I am often afraid of letting other people get to me. I see myself as worthless, pathetic, undeserving, etc etc... I'm often afraid that if I open up enough to people in real life and really allow people to get to know me, that they would see...
    deadmoon deadmoon 18-21, F 7 Responses Sep 24, 2011

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    ... or actually basically always. But I try hard not to show it. The truth is: I feel ashamed for not being loved. I feel ashamed for living alone, without a loving partner...
    ElonaElona ElonaElona 41-45, F 3 Responses 15 hrs ago

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    I have nothing seriously wrong with my life: I am a healthy, educated, employed person. And yet sometimes I feel so anxious and ashamed of who I am I can hardly stand it. The fact...
    deannapatricia deannapatricia 26-30 1 Response Mar 14

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    39 years alive and I did all I was supposed to: maybe not in the correct order, but essentially, turned out the same as everyone else. Grade school, junior high, high school...
    JohnnysAngel JohnnysAngel 36-40, F 7 hrs ago

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    yes i do . they like saying hurtful things and do hurtful things . if they only knew how painful and miserable it is to have to keep telling people the awful things they say and do...
    furrycats furrycats 31-35 Mar 10

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    yes i do . they like saying hurtful things and do hurtful things . if they only knew how painful and miserable it is to have to keep telling people the awful things they say and do...
    furrycats furrycats 31-35 1 Response Mar 10

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    yes i do . they like saying hurtful things and do hurtful things . if they only knew how painful and miserable it is to have to keep telling people the awful things they say and do...
    furrycats furrycats 31-35 Mar 10

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    I will not talk to or add ppl to my circle who have blank profiles. if you joined a bunch of joined but don't have any stories written and you try to add me to ur circle guess what...
    AiymaSnikies AiymaSnikies 22-25, F 3 hrs ago

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    so just because i smoked weed and watched **** in my younger years my life is already over at 28!! i am so weird i cant talk to anyone at work i cant talk with my family i cant...
    pleasehelpme27 pleasehelpme27 26-30, M 1 Response Mar 18

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    I just wish that someday I will stumble upon a skinny/fit girl that that is secretly wanting to gain weight but never took the chance due to family and personal issues but allow me...
    dinkerson dinkerson 18-21, M 6 days ago

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    every day goes by and something changes. i think about how i used to be, and how i wanted to be, and how both of those people would be ashamed of who i am today... i don't like it...
    anata1 anata1 22-25, F 1 day ago

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    I have been suffering from depression and loneliness People don't get me and when they try to help it really doesn't help but makes me feel good for just a few minutes A situation...
    LeahLovee LeahLovee 16-17, F 7 Responses Mar 3

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    I know that this is a very recurring theme but I have hated my father for years. We have our "ups and downs" but mostly he is disdainful of me and tries to make my life miserable...
    Dan170 Dan170 16-17, M 1 Response Mar 15

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    I been wearing them since I was ten, and I like it, I go to Victoria's secret and get some, I'm not ashamed.. my family knows they don't care as long as I am happy
    blitzgreek19 blitzgreek19 16-17, M 2 Responses a week ago

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    Why can't I stop from expecting good from something which in the first place could never give me even hope from happening? Why I have to rely my fate on something that is even a...
    nbsbgal nbsbgal 22-25, F 3 days ago

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    Okay, wait. I WILL NOT, not wont, interact with users who have blank profiles. -.- No stories, experiences and the best part, no pictures. Like duh??? Dear Faceless Individual...
    abcdefghisabelmnopqrst abcdefghisabelmnopqrst 26-30, F 4 Responses 3 hrs ago

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    Watching 'dark water' Imagine if the sun was like that Nethersphere, containing all those who have passed. And that it gets warmer on earth due to it becoming close to capacity...
    Anth1290 Anth1290 22-25, M 58 mins ago

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    Trans Man Behind #WeJustNeedtoPee Isn't Selfie-CenteredTrans man Michael Hughes was perfectly happy living stealth, as a family man in Rochester, Minn. Then lawmakers started...
    FindMeIAmYours FindMeIAmYours 18-21, F 4 days ago

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    i want a lover who is also my best friend but all the time i found people who just want sex n horny ... i want polite people but wat i get are rude people .... i am sad no one love...
    HalleluiaIauwe777777777777 HalleluiaIauwe777777777777 22-25, M 1 Response Mar 10

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    I feel like I'm still discovering who I really am. When people say "So tell me a little about yourself" or when I think of what to put as my bio or something. These things give me...
    NotTan NotTan 18-21, F 3 Responses Mar 19

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    I want someone who shares my passion for horses... Who would help me with my needs and would love to go on a long trail ride with me. Someone who would love going to play days and...
    2Thoughts 2Thoughts 18-21, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    In Genesis He is the Seed of Woman. In Exodus He is the Passover Lamb. In Leviticus He is our High Priest. In Numbers He is the Pillar of Cloud by day and the Pillar of fire at...
    kayblue kayblue 36-40, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    My mom asked me to search for someone in Italy that she knew for a short time. She gave me very few details. I had a full name and occupation and where he lived but I couldn't...
    jcat2370 jcat2370 41-45, F Mar 2

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    LAST LETTER BEFORE HER DEATH . Sitting here looking at the sky thinking It's really hard to pass a day without any text from you how I deal my life without U I am not blaming...
    romeowacco romeowacco 18-21, M Mar 4

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    I am committed life to living to the fullest and in growing as a person. Having fun is very important to me and I am looking for someone with whom I can share life's experiences...
    karangie karangie 36-40, F 5 Responses Mar 6

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    Today, like all the other days I am missing my mum. The day started pretty well, I got up, got the kids to school, myself to work. But then it all crumbled. Now I've come home...
    yespleaseMrDarcy yespleaseMrDarcy 36-40, F 1 Response Mar 9

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    Her first kiss was stolen by a February 5th tomboy. She has another tomboy friend whose a February 8th baby. While I'm her mentee or colleague whose also likes her and I'm a Feb...
    hildaq14 hildaq14 22-25, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    hi I am Marco Polo Ortiz, I came here in the Philippines somewhere in Central Luzon, I want to share my experience to all of you Guys, Who am I Before to Know God, let me...
    shetem shetem 22-25, M 5 days ago

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    When I was a kid, I wouldn't do my homework if I wasn't sitting in front of a TV, and I wouldn't listen to my mom and my handwriting was terrible. So my mom set me up with a lady...
    RH17 RH17 18-21, F 4 Responses Mar 1

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    I should know who I am, it used to be so clear. I was outgoing, great at math, loved the subject, was great friends with the nurse, had one best friend, and another two named Kate...
    fighteratheart fighteratheart 13-15, F 1 Response Mar 4

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    Here's a comment I saw: "guys who hit girls should be publicly caned or castrated" Alright. If that's how we deal with men who abuse women, how do we deal with women who hit men...
    AgentSean AgentSean 18-21, M 1 Response Mar 7

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    I just have to say this, I don't think anyone who is straight, knows the struggle that gay people go through. I know some straights are cool and chill to be around. And then you...
    taurusboi23 taurusboi23 22-25, M 3 Responses Mar 7

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    A woman who carries herself in a quiet confidence, wins my attention every time. Knows who she is and is happy with who she is. This is VERY sexy, to me
    avgjoe71 avgjoe71 41-45, M Mar 11

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    I am a 14 year old white girl and I am very feminine in the way I dress and conduct myself. I wear dresses or skirts with white pantyhose to school every day and I am very much...
    weakandpowerless weakandpowerless 13-15, F 3 Responses Mar 17

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    Girls are most affected when it comes to relationships but at the same time i would also like to quote that guys who look for true love are being played with in the name of love...
    FightingTillTheEnd FightingTillTheEnd 31-35, M Mar 19

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    I had this teacher in middle school who really changed my way of viewing the world. When I first met him, I was an extremely shy person who couldn't even have a casual conversation...
    UneReveuse UneReveuse 16-17, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    I wanted to share my story about my relationship with my ex-boyfriend, I'll call him Mark. We met at university, we were in the same friendship group. Mark was the shy, nerdy...
    drakewood drakewood 26-30, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    Most men are out there to play games with your heart. In rare cases, I get to meet some who are both intelligent and emotionally engaging to talk to. They are the ones who gives a...
    Alyyeska Alyyeska 26-30, F 2 Responses 1 day ago

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    Once upon a time I knew exactly who I was. But now, as I looked in the mirror the other day. I realized, I have no idea who's looking back. it doesn't look like me anymore I can't...
    determinedlife determinedlife 22-25, M 4 Responses 1 day ago

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    I want to say this: I Like People Who Can Handle Different Opinions What Being Open Minded Is Really About I want to post my thoughts in this group here hoping that there is...
    Soniador1963 Soniador1963 51-55, M 1 Response 1 day ago

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