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I Am Ashamed Of Who I Am

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    I met this guy recently

    and i really like him. He also enjoys my company but i doubt what we have can go any further. You see we come from two different worlds and im very much ashamed of the world i come from. Its like the modern day UPPER CLASS vs LOWER CLASS relationship. Im so ashamed of...
    BlueFloraKae BlueFloraKae 18-21, F 3 Responses Dec 15, 2013

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    And due to my shame at who I am, I am often afraid of letting other people get to me. I see myself as worthless, pathetic, undeserving, etc etc... I'm often afraid that if I open up enough to people in real life and really allow people to get to know me, that they would see...
    deadmoon deadmoon 18-21, F 7 Responses Sep 24, 2011

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    ... or actually basically always. But I try hard not to show it. The truth is: I feel ashamed for not being loved. I feel ashamed for living alone, without a loving partner...
    ElonaElona ElonaElona 41-45, F 3 Responses Mar 28

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    Dont stifle me for i am not ashamed of my sexuality, despite how uncomfortable it makes people. Most men I find are intimidated by a women who knows just what she wants. Most dont...
    Kaleiita Kaleiita 26-30, F 11 Responses Apr 13

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    Absolutely not ashamed. Sexual freedom is a basic human right. What consenting adults do with each other is nobody else's business as long as nobody is being harmed. There is so...
    EarthWalkerMan EarthWalkerMan 31-35, M 2 Responses Apr 16

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    When I feel overwhelmed with emotions I usually cry. It's hard for me to stop tears from coming out of my eyes when I get hit with a lot of emotion whether it's sorrow, stress, or...
    SapphicMinion SapphicMinion 26-30, F 9 Responses Apr 6

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    I was kidnapped and when I escaped I was so afraid I just ran. I can't stop thinking about the fact that I didn't report it. These guys tried to gang rape me and I said nothing...
    JoyfulSilhouette JoyfulSilhouette 22-25 2 Responses Apr 8

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    I'm bisexual, when my parents found out I actually laughed. Mom was scared I would go to hell, dad tried to act like he was fine with it, up until he met my ex gf and started...
    CryoticLove CryoticLove 16-17, F 11 Responses Apr 9

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    Yesterday I went to get the birth control implant and testing for STIs at planned parenthood. As part of the appointment they ask you a series of questions about your sexual habits...
    thepooloftears thepooloftears 26-30 2 Responses Apr 11

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    well I actually Don't want to be ashamed to be me, but I need self confidence in order to be myself & love myself, it's not so easy. but it's not impossible!!
    boom991 boom991 16-17, M 1 Response 4 days ago

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    Every day, every time I go to school I learn to become more and more ashamed of myself then I currently am. Everybody always has to point out the bad of me. Even the person I used...
    TheMasterMan1 TheMasterMan1 16-17, M 2 Responses 1 day ago

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    I had friends in the past that aided me in my self destruction. I was on a dark path leading me to no where, far from God and far from light. It took the loss of those friends and...
    Scarlett13 Scarlett13 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 8

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    I'm a very weak, scared, submissive, and extremely sensitive person. I'm someone who says "thank you" and "I'm sorry" way more often than I need to; not just because I want to be...
    canvascat canvascat 18-21, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    every day goes by and something changes. i think about how i used to be, and how i wanted to be, and how both of those people would be ashamed of who i am today... i don't like it...
    anata1 anata1 22-25, F Mar 27

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    I am almost 25 years old. I am married and I have a beautiful 5 yr old daughter. My husband is handsome and perfect in almost every way possible. I have a beautiful 4 bedroom house...
    MrsRoker MrsRoker 22-25, F Mar 30

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    I have depression and anxiety and now my psychiatrist thinks I have borderline personality disorder. I used to think that made me crazy and unloveable but now I've just accept that...
    GreenEyess GreenEyess 16-17, F 4 Responses Apr 2

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    Seriously guys, I know you think I won’t notice. I know you think I’m not aware that you’re trying to manipulate and trick me but I am. And it erases any kind of amicable or...
    mishale80 mishale80 31-35, F 1 Response Apr 10

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    And if I ever do have children, I want them to be unafraid to offer the world the most of themselves... I'd want them to have pride in who they are... And I would be proud that I...
    WytW0lf WytW0lf 22-25, M 2 Responses Apr 16

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    So I'm "gay" .... My grandma has been calling me gay or implying that I'm "gay" for over a week now .... It made a week this past Thursday .... And it's not gay it's either pan or...
    nabi246 nabi246 16-17, F 4 Responses a week ago

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    I'm bisexual, i love who i want when i want. and I don't care what people say
    DoctorWho112 DoctorWho112 18-21, M 4 Responses a week ago

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    I hate myself a lot and I mean a lot. I hate how I always screw things up. I hate how I can't do anything right. I hate how I look. I don't like who I am. I always want to do the...
    internationalkoala internationalkoala 18-21, F 1 Response 18 hrs ago

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    my grandparents on my mom's side. Tammy and Pops. I miss them very much. Pops more then Tammy because it took me a long time to get close to my grandpa. When I was in the 8th grade...
    favestril favestril 41-45, F 3 hrs ago

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    I have always been different, I knew it...couldn't deny it, didn't understand it either. I've recently had an epiphany of sorts... Before anyone else could and would accept me as...
    Allysoninaz Allysoninaz 46-50 6 hrs ago

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    Any woman out there preferably in my age group of 18-25 who wants to have children? preferably girls. you should like the idea of loving our child on a daily basis
    manofsteel94 manofsteel94 18-21, M 4 hrs ago

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    Any bored/lonely women here who wanna chat ? send me a msg !!
    boxersoff4u boxersoff4u 51-55, M 4 hrs ago

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    neef to pee right now. very badly. who else?
    Rwnns Rwnns 22-25, F 6 Responses 3 hrs ago

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    In Genesis He is the Seed of Woman. In Exodus He is the Passover Lamb. In Leviticus He is our High Priest. In Numbers He is the Pillar of Cloud by day and the Pillar of fire at...
    kayblue kayblue 36-40, F 1 Response Mar 27

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    So I am actually German, but I am currently living in the USA for a year. When I woke up in the morning yesterday, I had about 20 messages. Half of it wished me a happy Easter...
    kaktus28 kaktus28 18-21, F Apr 6

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    Yet i fail miserably. Adi, to you who first showed me manipulation. Vlad, to you who always put the class against me for the sake of...nothing. Cele, to you who showed me you don...
    DestinyWriter DestinyWriter 18-21, M 1 Response Apr 10

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    I realize that not everybody likes animals, there are those who would never own a cat or a dog for that reason alone. Yes there are other variables. I live in rural area and people...
    sensualbeauty1 sensualbeauty1 46-50, F 2 Responses Apr 17

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    As much as I think some of the PC lefty stuff can get nonsensical and go too far at times, I have yet to meet a single racist or homophobic person who struck me as being an...
    SonOfSartre SonOfSartre 36-40, M 2 days ago

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    39 years alive and I did all I was supposed to: maybe not in the correct order, but essentially, turned out the same as everyone else. Grade school, junior high, high school...
    BethKristin BethKristin 36-40, F 2 Responses Mar 29

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    I think of the various people who know me .. And those who think they know me. Most of them know one facet of who I am, maybe even a few different facets. But does anyone really...
    Walkalone9000 Walkalone9000 51-55, F 12 Responses Apr 1

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    I am the only one who can love Me I'm the only one who can pleasure me right I'm the only one who understand me I'm the only one who wants sexxxxx every other day in my...
    lorrena19 lorrena19 18-21, F 4 Responses Apr 3

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    I'm having a child from the man I loved (I still love him but he makes the love fade with behavior). I'm alone in an other country taking care of my chip. Literally I have very...
    Annabel1712 Annabel1712 18-21 1 Response Apr 10

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    Word For Today:Speak the truth Proverbs 19:9 “A false witness will not go unpunished, and he who pours out lies will perish.” Speak the truth A pastor finished his service...
    poisedjaber poisedjaber 26-30, F Apr 13

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    Hi, there are way too many people who toss around accusations and insinuations about me and Krista, some even to the point of telling me that there is no way we are even married or...
    wetsec wetsec 31-35, F 2 Responses Apr 17

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    it makes me so mad when people make fun of illed people. In my class there was a group a students making fun of people who have epilepsy, I wanted to tell them that that isn't nice...
    Francisco5 Francisco5 13-15, M Apr 17

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    Hi, there are way too many people who toss around accusations and insinuations about me and Krista, some even to the point of telling me that there is no way we are even married or...
    wetsec1 wetsec1 31-35, F 2 days ago

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    I was right about telling myself I've changed so much, I forgot who I really was. Yes, I changed but I can never forget every people who's been good to me. I changed but my...
    hervifern hervifern 16-17, M 2 days ago

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    Most men are out there to play games with your heart. In rare cases, I get to meet some who are both intelligent and emotionally engaging to talk to. They are the ones who gives a...
    Alyyeska Alyyeska 26-30, F 4 Responses Mar 27

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