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I Am Ashamed Of Who I Am

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    I met this guy recently

    and i really like him. He also enjoys my company but i doubt what we have can go any further. You see we come from two different worlds and im very much ashamed of the world i come from. Its like the modern day UPPER CLASS vs LOWER CLASS relationship. Im so ashamed of...
    BlueFloraKae BlueFloraKae 18-21, F 3 Responses Dec 15, 2013

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    And due to my shame at who I am, I am often afraid of letting other people get to me. I see myself as worthless, pathetic, undeserving, etc etc... I'm often afraid that if I open up enough to people in real life and really allow people to get to know me, that they would see...
    deadmoon deadmoon 18-21, F 7 Responses Sep 24, 2011

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    ... or actually basically always. But I try hard not to show it. The truth is: I feel ashamed for not being loved. I feel ashamed for living alone, without a loving partner...
    ElonaElona ElonaElona 41-45, F 3 Responses Mar 28

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    Dont stifle me for i am not ashamed of my sexuality, despite how uncomfortable it makes people. Most men I find are intimidated by a women who knows just what she wants. Most dont...
    Kaleiita Kaleiita 26-30, F 11 Responses 6 days ago

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    Absolutely not ashamed. Sexual freedom is a basic human right. What consenting adults do with each other is nobody else's business as long as nobody is being harmed. There is so...
    EarthWalkerMan EarthWalkerMan 31-35, M 2 Responses 3 days ago

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    When I feel overwhelmed with emotions I usually cry. It's hard for me to stop tears from coming out of my eyes when I get hit with a lot of emotion whether it's sorrow, stress, or...
    SapphicMinion SapphicMinion 26-30, F 9 Responses Apr 6

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    I was kidnapped and when I escaped I was so afraid I just ran. I can't stop thinking about the fact that I didn't report it. These guys tried to gang rape me and I said nothing...
    JoyfulSilhouette JoyfulSilhouette 22-25 2 Responses Apr 8

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    I'm bisexual, when my parents found out I actually laughed. Mom was scared I would go to hell, dad tried to act like he was fine with it, up until he met my ex gf and started...
    CryoticLove CryoticLove 16-17, F 11 Responses Apr 9

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    Yesterday I went to get the birth control implant and testing for STIs at planned parenthood. As part of the appointment they ask you a series of questions about your sexual habits...
    thepooloftears thepooloftears 26-30 2 Responses Apr 11

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    I had friends in the past that aided me in my self destruction. I was on a dark path leading me to no where, far from God and far from light. It took the loss of those friends and...
    Scarlett13 Scarlett13 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 8

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    I just wish that someday I will stumble upon a skinny/fit girl that that is secretly wanting to gain weight but never took the chance due to family and personal issues but allow me...
    dinkerson dinkerson 18-21, M Mar 22

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    every day goes by and something changes. i think about how i used to be, and how i wanted to be, and how both of those people would be ashamed of who i am today... i don't like it...
    anata1 anata1 22-25, F Mar 27

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    I am almost 25 years old. I am married and I have a beautiful 5 yr old daughter. My husband is handsome and perfect in almost every way possible. I have a beautiful 4 bedroom house...
    MrsRoker MrsRoker 22-25, F Mar 30

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    I been wearing them since I was ten, and I like it, I go to Victoria's secret and get some, I'm not ashamed.. my family knows they don't care as long as I am happy
    blitzgreek19 blitzgreek19 16-17, M 3 Responses Mar 21

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    Why can't I stop from expecting good from something which in the first place could never give me even hope from happening? Why I have to rely my fate on something that is even a...
    nbsbgal nbsbgal 22-25, F Mar 25

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    I have depression and anxiety and now my psychiatrist thinks I have borderline personality disorder. I used to think that made me crazy and unloveable but now I've just accept that...
    GreenEyess GreenEyess 16-17, F 3 Responses Apr 2

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    Seriously guys, I know you think I won’t notice. I know you think I’m not aware that you’re trying to manipulate and trick me but I am. And it erases any kind of amicable or...
    mishale80 mishale80 31-35, F 1 Response Apr 10

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    And if I ever do have children, I want them to be unafraid to offer the world the most of themselves... I'd want them to have pride in who they are... And I would be proud that I...
    WytW0lf WytW0lf 22-25, M 2 Responses 3 days ago

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    So I'm "gay" .... My grandma has been calling me gay or implying that I'm "gay" for over a week now .... It made a week this past Thursday .... And it's not gay it's either pan or...
    nabi246 nabi246 16-17, F 3 Responses 21 hrs ago

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    I'm bisexual, i love who i want when i want. and I don't care what people say
    DoctorWho112 DoctorWho112 18-21, M 5 Responses 21 hrs ago

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    It's been almost two years now... Life will never be the same... Your loss has broken me apart , everyday from your death in my arms has been a struggle. Wanted to let you know I...
    Juiceyangel333 Juiceyangel333 22-25, F 11 hrs ago

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    I once saw my phone number saved in a friends phone as "antique" meaning weird, one of a kind. At that time it hurt me a lot. and now i am pretty sure i am not the person i used to...
    diffspawn diffspawn 18-21, F 6 Responses 14 hrs ago

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    I've had this happen a few times now. I will happily chat with you but when you ask I we can be friends it puts pressure on me and then puts me off you. This is aimed at everyone...
    philex2014 philex2014 13-15, F 8 hrs ago

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    I feel like I'm still discovering who I really am. When people say "So tell me a little about yourself" or when I think of what to put as my bio or something. These things give me...
    NotTan NotTan 18-21, F 3 Responses Mar 19

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    I want someone who shares my passion for horses... Who would help me with my needs and would love to go on a long trail ride with me. Someone who would love going to play days and...
    2Thoughts 2Thoughts 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 25

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    In Genesis He is the Seed of Woman. In Exodus He is the Passover Lamb. In Leviticus He is our High Priest. In Numbers He is the Pillar of Cloud by day and the Pillar of fire at...
    kayblue kayblue 36-40, F 1 Response Mar 27

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    So I am actually German, but I am currently living in the USA for a year. When I woke up in the morning yesterday, I had about 20 messages. Half of it wished me a happy Easter...
    kaktus28 kaktus28 18-21, F Apr 6

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    Yet i fail miserably. Adi, to you who first showed me manipulation. Vlad, to you who always put the class against me for the sake of...nothing. Cele, to you who showed me you don...
    DestinyWriter DestinyWriter 18-21, M Apr 10

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    I realize that not everybody likes animals, there are those who would never own a cat or a dog for that reason alone. Yes there are other variables. I live in rural area and people...
    sensualbeauty1 sensualbeauty1 46-50, F 2 Responses 2 days ago

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    Her first kiss was stolen by a February 5th tomboy. She has another tomboy friend whose a February 8th baby. While I'm her mentee or colleague whose also likes her and I'm a Feb...
    hildaq14 hildaq14 22-25, F 1 Response Mar 22

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    hi I am Marco Polo Ortiz, I came here in the Philippines somewhere in Central Luzon, I want to share my experience to all of you Guys, Who am I Before to Know God, let me...
    shetem shetem 22-25, M 1 Response Mar 24

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    39 years alive and I did all I was supposed to: maybe not in the correct order, but essentially, turned out the same as everyone else. Grade school, junior high, high school...
    BethKristin BethKristin 36-40, F 2 Responses Mar 29

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    I think of the various people who know me .. And those who think they know me. Most of them know one facet of who I am, maybe even a few different facets. But does anyone really...
    Walkalone9000 Walkalone9000 51-55, F 12 Responses Apr 1

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    I am the only one who can love Me I'm the only one who can pleasure me right I'm the only one who understand me I'm the only one who wants sexxxxx every other day in my...
    lorrena19 lorrena19 18-21, F 4 Responses Apr 3

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    I'm having a child from the man I loved (I still love him but he makes the love fade with behavior). I'm alone in an other country taking care of my chip. Literally I have very...
    Annabel1712 Annabel1712 18-21 1 Response Apr 10

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    Word For Today:Speak the truth Proverbs 19:9 “A false witness will not go unpunished, and he who pours out lies will perish.” Speak the truth A pastor finished his service...
    poisedjaber poisedjaber 26-30, F 6 days ago

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    Hi, there are way too many people who toss around accusations and insinuations about me and Krista, some even to the point of telling me that there is no way we are even married or...
    wetsec wetsec 31-35, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    it makes me so mad when people make fun of illed people. In my class there was a group a students making fun of people who have epilepsy, I wanted to tell them that that isn't nice...
    Francisco5 Francisco5 13-15, M 1 day ago

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    Girls are most affected when it comes to relationships but at the same time i would also like to quote that guys who look for true love are being played with in the name of love...
    FightingTillTheEnd FightingTillTheEnd 31-35, M Mar 19

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    I had this teacher in middle school who really changed my way of viewing the world. When I first met him, I was an extremely shy person who couldn't even have a casual conversation...
    UneReveuse UneReveuse 16-17, F 1 Response Mar 23

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    I wanted to share my story about my relationship with my ex-boyfriend, I'll call him Mark. We met at university, we were in the same friendship group. Mark was the shy, nerdy...
    drakewood drakewood 26-30, F 2 Responses Mar 25

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