I Am Ashamed

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    Ashamed Of Myself.

    I've been married for four years to a wonderful guy. I love him but I feel in love with a friend. He doesn't live around here anymore and for months i've been having an emotional affair. It's gotten out of hand and today I told him i couldn't do it anymore, as much as I still...
    foreveryoursnikki foreveryoursnikki
    Jul 14, 2010

    I just don't get why I have always been told

    treat others like you want to be treated or women will see for who you are inside and not judge you for your out side. I feel like it's always been a bunch of malarkey. No mater how I try I have always been that fat friend. Or the pity date. It's been always nice seeing a woman...
    Yosemitie Yosemitie
    41-45, M
    Dec 16, 2015

    My people(burmese ppl) thinks

    that ALL Muslims,Rohingya and Bangladesh ppl are terrorists. I just heard of this "anti muslim" thingy when I told my mom that I made my friend whose burmese. The firs thing she asks me was "what type of burmese" and i found her question odd but I answered "muslim burmese" and...
    jamlesso3o jamlesso3o
    13-15, F
    1 Response Oct 22, 2015

    I am female crossdreamer without any desires

    of becoming a man or dress like a man
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    1 Response Feb 10, 2015

    I was kidnapped and when I escaped I was

    so afraid I just ran. I can't stop thinking about the fact that I didn't report it. These guys tried to gang rape me and I said nothing. They are still out there, free to kidnap others...and now its too late. I feel so ashamed. I don't know why I didn't say anything.
    JoyfulSilhouette JoyfulSilhouette
    1 Response Apr 8, 2015

    I've done many crap things in my time,

    I'm ashamed of most of my life..I'd really like to chat to people and understand how they feel about stuff like that too, it might help us both move on :)
    beamazingxx beamazingxx
    16-17, F
    3 Responses Feb 1, 2014

    Ashamed of not living a life up to society's

    standard. I m single heading 35 yo. Ashamed of not achieving what society had expected me to be: no marriage no kids. I m living a good life though, I drive a nice car to my dream job every morning, come back to a nice spacious condo of my own every night. I have couple of...
    Mangostrawberrybanana Mangostrawberrybanana
    31-35, F
    1 Response Sep 18, 2014

    I hate to admit this,

    but I purposely keep a hold of my fat friends because I know if they can get laid, then I can. I know I know it's rude and wrong of me...but I'm ashamed of my own body and work out myself. Yet my friends that are fatter than me don't...do idk.
    londonbr1dge londonbr1dge
    18-21, F
    Nov 19, 2015

    I m ashamed of being single.

    I think that means there is something wrong with me that's not lovable Searching the whole world for cure..,
    Mangostrawberrybanana Mangostrawberrybanana
    31-35, F
    3 Responses Sep 4, 2014

    People keep telling me

    that I HAVE to tell someone, that it isn't my fault. And I'm not looking for sympathy, or people to tell me that. I can't help how I feel. I can't tell. I just..I can't. That's not because I'm protecting him, or because I want it to carry on. It's because I don't want the police...
    FabulousUnicorn15 FabulousUnicorn15
    16-17, F
    1 Response Apr 18, 2015

    How do I delete my previous experience?

    Wasn't my intention to post like that, I wasn't thinking..
    NicoSapphire NicoSapphire
    22-25, F
    1 Response Oct 18, 2014

    It is easy to perceive someone

    as weak when they don't handle a situation well.... until you find yourself in that situation.
    Quiche5 Quiche5
    18-21, M
    3 Responses Dec 18, 2014

    I can find anything that not a flaw on my body.

    I can't find my happiness. I always wonder if I ever get what I want, to change my body to my liking, will it make me happy then ? I wonder what life would be like to be the me that I want to be, would it be easier ? Would I get more attention ? Yes, because then and only then I...
    TheVirginRapids TheVirginRapids
    22-25, F
    1 Response Dec 4, 2014

    A good friend of mine is having a surprise baby

    shower Sunday.I'm so happy for her.Her first baby.As much as I want to go and be there for her,I am having a hard time dealing not being able to conceive. A baby shower is a joyous occasion. And she has been blessed in so many ways.It's not about me,I get it. I've tried hard to...
    31-35, F
    2 Responses Aug 28, 2015
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