I Am At Peace With Myself and My Surroundings

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    ...but Not Always

    Funny; I joined this group because I make ot my aim to be at peace with, and to bring peace among those around me... but there's not a lot of peace inside
    SleepingTiger SleepingTiger
    56-60, M
    1 Response Oct 18, 2012

    Being So Grateful That Today

    I was speechless... Stumbling in commas and crossing over signals Looking for answer in each written words Throwing accents and double questions marks Cutting  few lines in my dialogue But since nothing more surprises me I ended the exclamations Closing thoughts in parentheses...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    4 Responses Nov 24, 2011

    I am more aware then I have ever been.

    I have started thinking positively and taking in my surroundings. I hope this feeling lasts and I hope I attract positive energy. Any tips on staying this way?
    savvi96 savvi96
    18-21, F
    Feb 12

    And Still I Seek To Grow...

    I am at peace and comfortable with and with in my self. I am not always happy with what I do in a certain moment but I accept it as "what I have done" and go on. May be to learn from it and to change in the future and may be not. But I don't fret too much over the flawed person I...
    SleepingTiger SleepingTiger
    56-60, M
    1 Response Apr 20, 2011

    How Did I Become Enlightened?

    I live in the present moment - NOW.
    habitdox habitdox
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    1 Response Jul 6, 2009

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