I Am At the End of My Rope

Let me start by saying I have had a rough life since I was a child, and after suffering abuse have struggled with anxiety and depression off and on my entire life, last year after finally leaving my abusive alcoholic husband I finally...

My rope,I'm at the end,The shit life's dealt,Please help,I want control,I don't wanna die.

I am at the end of my rope also.I have one of those lives that just doesn't feel like it is worth living.I used to cut myself to let some of the pain out but I can't now because I am seen by so many doctors due to my up coming lap-band...

I've been driving down this road for so long, but now I realize that even if I had the will to stop, I can't, because the breaks no longer work. So I'll keep driving until I crash in the inevitable wall ahead. What does it matter anyway...

this is a part of a recent post on my blog.....
I've been putting a post off for a few days. Looking for an excuse to gather thoughts and anecdotes of the past few months and deliver a legitimate bit of my life.  With advent of...

Yeah right. I'd rather let go. Sometimes we have to learn about futility. If hanging on creates more pain in your arms and the situation is hopeless the whole time than it is needless pain. When a situation is hopeless you are destined...

I know im young but so much has happened in my life. Before I was even 13 I lost my older brother, my grandmother, my cousin and my uncle. Also when i was 5 my dad left. After a while he came back. He said I was worthless, that i didn't...

That's it. I got nothing left to fight for, and nobody to turn to. For the little I have achieved in my life... it's not enough. It was never enough. I have distanced myself from everyone out of fear that they could hurt me That I would...

I'm 30. I'm currently unemployed, am an honorably discharged veteran of the Navy, and I'm so fucking depressed and in such a bad spot in my life, I don't even know where to begin.

I was doing fine up until I got out of the military...

Life changed forever. I have a great life, but I am afraid it can never be the same.  How am I to deal with that? 

Ok Ive had friends but right now this point for some odd reason it feels like no one is talking to me and everyones avoiding me. I basically right now only have one good friend but she is a busy person and cannot hang out alot. Ive had...

Dig deep. I've been living my life for years in spiritual crisis without end. As a lover of the surreal I am completely destroyed by absence.
Absence kills me. The abcence of anything but the mundane makes me feel dead even though I...