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I Am At the End of My Rope

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    I Dont Know What to Do

    i am now at the end of my rope... im taking my last breath. i am being hung by my toes, and it hurts i cant live like this anymore.... but where do i have to go to after this... after this i go to heaven(where everyhting is great and happy) that just seems like a long ways...
    xxcoixx18xx xxcoixx18xx 16-17, F 1 Response Sep 26, 2009

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    I Give Up

    Every time life starts to turn up, it turns to s*** again. I just opened a store, then my friends abandon me, I **** up and lose the love of my life, I have no place to live except with the woman who murdered my best friend... Oh and now I can't even go there because my truck...
    Ishisaurus Ishisaurus 22-25, F Aug 8, 2013

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    Slipping Down

    I am broke, jobless, alone and a shell of what I hoped to become. I don't know where it all began but somewhere at some point I fell into a deep dark hole. Did I mention that I am also withdrawing from psychiatric medication?I feel as though I have stepped into an abysmal hell...
    dyrector dyrector 61-65 Jul 1, 2013

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    I Am Really Almost Ready To Give Up

    Ok Ive had friends but right now this point for some odd reason it feels like no one is talking to me and everyones avoiding me. I basically right now only have one good friend but she is a busy person and cannot hang out alot. Ive had friends but now it just seems that everytime...
    kittie26 kittie26 22-25, F 1 Response Sep 3, 2010

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    I have been looking for employment

    for 14 months. Going on numerous interviews, even being flown to interviews across the country and nothing ever pans out. Also the previous company I worked for over payed my severance and they expecting me to pay it back, which is not a small sum of money. I am back living with...
    Unemployedbum Unemployedbum 36-40, M Dec 5, 2013

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    I took out thousands of dollars in student

    loans...worked for three years and lost my job in May of 2013. My possessions are in storage and I'm living with my in-laws. I see no way out...no way of getting a job. I'm a miserable failure and my kids will suffer because of it. I think my loans can be forgiven if I die...my...
    jaylgee jaylgee 46-50, M 3 Responses Mar 7

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    Living and Partly Living

    this is a part of a recent post on my blog..... I've been putting a post off for a few days. Looking for an excuse to gather thoughts and anecdotes of the past few months and deliver a legitimate bit of my life.  With advent of twitter, blogging seems to have become the 8...
    afazchas afazchas 22-25, F 1 Response Jul 15, 2009

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    Can't Hold On Any Longer

    I'am broken. I have a miserable and crappy life. I'am worthless, depressed and alone. I have no one in my life who cares about me. I have been into so much pain over and over again. I'm tired. I want to end it. I want to stop the pain. It's so hard to go through the pain...
    kmisfit123 kmisfit123 16-17, F 5 Responses Jul 21, 2013

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    I Am Losing My Grip....

    I am losing my grip on this things called "life" I am not sure how much more I can take, and how much longer I can hold on. I am losing everything, and losing my will to want to even try anymore, sometimes I just want to give up, and not have to face it anymore...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Jun 7, 2009

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    In The End

    I've been driving down this road for so long, but now I realize that even if I had the will to stop, I can't, because the breaks no longer work. So I'll keep driving until I crash in the inevitable wall ahead. What does it matter anyway, when all I have left is this anguish, this...
    IronLotus IronLotus 18-21, F 1 Response Feb 2, 2011

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    I just feel like I give up on life.

    ...I have no will power left to save myself.. I have no drive to go on...
    cutter36475 cutter36475 16-17, F May 13

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    I Feel Ready To Give Up

    -That's it. I got nothing left to fight for, and nobody to turn to. For the little I have achieved in my life... it's not enough. It was never enough. I have distanced myself from everyone out of fear that they could hurt me That I would hurt them. For all my hopes and dreams...
    themanoflegends themanoflegends 22-25, M 1 Response Oct 28, 2012

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    Ready To End My Miserable Life....

    Let me start by saying I have had a rough life since I was a child, and after suffering abuse have struggled with anxiety and depression off and on my entire life, last year after finally leaving my abusive alcoholic husband I finally met the man I've been waiting for my whole...
    Calliebaby13 Calliebaby13 31-35, F 3 Responses Nov 24, 2012

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    Tie A Knot And Hang On?

    Yeah right. I'd rather let go. Sometimes we have to learn about futility. If hanging on creates more pain in your arms and the situation is hopeless the whole time than it is needless pain. When a situation is hopeless you are destined for disappointment so the more energy you...
    chrysalid chrysalid 18-21, F 5 Responses Feb 7, 2012

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    i don't know what to do anymore.

    i feel empty. this strange kind of empty, lonely, uninteresting.. i just want to shut off my brain. I don't want to think any more, i'm tired, tired of feeling tired and empty. it's so hard to describe, i guess you have to have experienced it to understand the way i'm feeling...
    Kate197979 Kate197979 31-35, F 2 Responses Jun 24

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    My Rope

    My rope,I'm at the end,The **** life's dealt,Please help,I want control,I don't wanna die.
    lazycrazybasket lazycrazybasket 46-50, M 1 Response Jan 31, 2012

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    There Is More Rope Than You Think

    Dig deep. I've been living my life for years in spiritual crisis without end. As a lover of the surreal I am completely destroyed by absence. Absence kills me. The abcence of anything but the mundane makes me feel dead even though I have never known anything different. I am the...
    chrysalid chrysalid 18-21, F Jul 22, 2012

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    Just yesterday I sat in a church parking lot of

    all places with a sweater in my car tail pipe and turned the engine on. I sat there a good fifteen minutes before I got out to see why I was still awake. The sweater had blown out of the tail pipe. I told my husband and he had no response. We were arguing prior to that, but...
    blueswansahm blueswansahm 26-30, F 1 Response Jun 24

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    I just don't know anymore.

    .like I can't escape. I feel like I'm being mentally tortured every minute that passes by. I have faith in what I believe, just don't hear anything back. I am grateful that I am in one piece--safe & not in a violent environment every minute of my life. I just feel like I'm going...
    sicajae7 sicajae7 26-30, F Feb 21

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    mierdamundo mierdamundo 31-35 Aug 28, 2013

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    I Crossed The Day Out With An X Because It Was All Over

    Life changed forever. I have a great life, but I am afraid it can never be the same.  How am I to deal with that? 
    Fractions Fractions 26-30, M 2 Responses Oct 18, 2011

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    I Need Your Help...

    I'm 30. I'm currently unemployed, am an honorably discharged veteran of the Navy, and I'm so ******* depressed and in such a bad spot in my life, I don't even know where to begin. I was doing fine up until I got out of the military, which was in 2005. Since then, I've...
    Darkaera81 Darkaera81 31-35, M 2 Responses Nov 15, 2012

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    Confusing Messages

    Me and well, common law husband have been together for 4 years. things were really good and then have been getting worse. the past few weeks he has done nothing but treat me cold. I ask him to talk to me and tell me what is wrong and he gets annoyed and says i am nagging and that...
    angellcagle angellcagle 41-45, F 3 Responses Sep 16, 2013

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    Losing

    I know im young but so much has happened in my life. Before I was even 13 I lost my older brother, my grandmother, my cousin and my uncle. Also when i was 5 my dad left. After a while he came back. He said I was worthless, that i didn't deserve to live. Recently the family i have...
    pumpkin1997 pumpkin1997 13-15 2 Responses Dec 31, 2011

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    My Life Is a Train Wreck

    I am at the end of my rope also.I have one of those lives that just doesn't feel like it is worth living.I used to cut myself to let some of the pain out but I can't now because I am seen by so many doctors due to my up coming lap-band surgery.The worst part is I can fool every...
    gwenb gwenb 26-30, F 1 Response Dec 10, 2008

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    Just Wtf

    ive been putting up with my life for 18 years now. i was bullied and beat up during my elementary school days, but i endured it. i was teased during my middle school years, but i endured it. i was an outcast during my high school years, but i endured it. i could barely finish...
    imallihave imallihave 18-21, F Aug 23, 2011

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    I don't feel like I am strong enough to keep my

    fake mask on and pretend like I am fine anymore :( anytime I try and talk to my mom about how depressed I am she totally freaks out and over reacts and then I have to try and calm her down. We had a talk this morning because I was supposed to start out patient today but because...
    LostAriel LostAriel 22-25, F 1 Response Jul 21

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    Everyone you ever meet (or most) will promise that whatever happens, they will never leave you. I know first-hand that this is a lie. Chances are that you will be alone in the end...
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    I don't remember the last time I was truly happy. Everyone I know thinks I have a perfect life. I will admit I live in a nice house which I am grateful for. I have food, water...
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    everyone always says "its okay your gonna be okay. there's always light at the end of the tunnel" well.. the light at the end of the tunnel is a train.
    xxxalyssabrownxxx xxxalyssabrownxxx 13-15, F 1 Response Aug 12

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    I wish you the best of luck. I'm 41 years old & suffered for years in pain. It was so bad I ended up in the ER every month keeled over in pain. I tried so many different things to...
    mylifeoutloud mylifeoutloud 41-45, F 1 Response Aug 12

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    When i was 16 i had moved with my family to new area for my dads work. In an unfamiliar place a lone awkward teenager with no true friends and a feww hidden mental health issues...
    SirKnight86 SirKnight86 26-30, M 1 Response Aug 17

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    I think that was the hardest thing I have had to do in the last little while... One of my dearest girl friends has been dating a man for the past year - it hasn't been the best...
    justsmile14 justsmile14 41-45, F 10 Responses Jul 30

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    I ended a friendship after I helped a girlfriend through the death of her Dad then her Husband... When she started dating a Man two years older than her Daughter only 4 months...
    off2heavenIgo off2heavenIgo 13-15 1 Response Jul 30

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    a pig is biting my cloth's end, I cant get rid of it
    m4mee m4mee 41-45, F Jul 31

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    It was my friends birthday celebration, dinner than a dance and drinks. All seemed pretty straightforward. So I was running late due to my paranoia and insecurities (identity...
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    I won't fight for her. I had a friend, she was like a sister to me. She was with me when I battled depression, she was the one who stopped me from committing suicide, she was...
    EarlPhantomhive EarlPhantomhive 18-21, F 9 Responses Aug 4

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    Seeing as most of my relationships have ended in me being cheated on, lied to, used, or just generally walked all over. Nd how i get accused of being the one cheating, (guess its...
    Anth9012 Anth9012 22-25, M 1 Response Aug 8

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    I think I just ended a friendship today with someone good to me. I f*cked up I guess by giving TMI. I wish he's still there for me.
    Jensa16 Jensa16 26-30, F 2 Responses Aug 10

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    I am 25 & have severe endo. I had surgery a year ago where they removed it. It's only been a year & it's back. It is very deliberating! My last option is to go on a Hormone that...
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    I just keep thinking when am I going to realise that I'm never going to be happy. Just when everything is good it all goes to ****! I keep having suicidal thoughts I want to do it...
    Gemmafird Gemmafird 22-25, F Aug 15

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    I cannot keep going through life any more...I have been through enough to know that it really doesn't get better... I tried to believe, I tried to be positive but it's EXHAUSTING...
    PantheraTigrisDD PantheraTigrisDD 22-25, F Aug 16

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    I used to have so many hopes and dreams for what my life would be like, but none of them came true. My mother became disabled and had to quit her job as a federal employee when I...
    troubledinparadise troubledinparadise 41-45, F 2 Responses Aug 17

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    She expected to much of me and she was always mad at me for the smallest of reasons. I was just being myself around her and I think she didn't appreciate that. I ended our...
    bec413 bec413 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 19

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    I am a prepper and am looking for a friend for the end of the world who is interested in living a self-sufficient lifestyle in rural Montana
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