I Am At the End of My Rope

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    I Give Up

    Every time life starts to turn up, it turns to s*** again. I just opened a store, then my friends abandon me, I **** up and lose the love of my life, I have no place to live except with the woman who murdered my best friend... Oh and now I can't even go there because my truck...
    Ishisaurus Ishisaurus
    26-30, F
    Aug 8, 2013

    Can't Hold On Any Longer

    I'am broken. I have a miserable and crappy life. I'am worthless, depressed and alone. I have no one in my life who cares about me. I have been into so much pain over and over again. I'm tired. I want to end it. I want to stop the pain. It's so hard to go through the pain...
    kmisfit123 kmisfit123
    18-21, F
    5 Responses Jul 21, 2013

    Just Wtf

    ive been putting up with my life for 18 years now. i was bullied and beat up during my elementary school days, but i endured it. i was teased during my middle school years, but i endured it. i was an outcast during my high school years, but i endured it. i could barely finish...
    imallihave imallihave
    22-25, F
    Aug 23, 2011
    mierdamundo mierdamundo
    Aug 28, 2013

    I Need Your Help...

    I'm 30. I'm currently unemployed, am an honorably discharged veteran of the Navy, and I'm so ******* depressed and in such a bad spot in my life, I don't even know where to begin. I was doing fine up until I got out of the military, which was in 2005. Since then, I've...
    Darkaera81 Darkaera81
    31-35, M
    2 Responses Nov 15, 2012

    Slipping Down

    I am broke, jobless, alone and a shell of what I hoped to become. I don't know where it all began but somewhere at some point I fell into a deep dark hole. Did I mention that I am also withdrawing from psychiatric medication?I feel as though I have stepped into an abysmal hell...
    dyrector dyrector
    Jul 1, 2013

    How did I end up stupid enough to get my self

    into this mess. I have had my heart captured by the woman I thought was my soulmate and she has not taken care of it at all. I feel trapped now because my life has come to a complete crisis point. I have lost my job unfairly, I have been in quarrels with my family, I am in...
    deleted deleted
    Feb 21, 2015

    So I met the love of my life,

    we plan on getting married but we can not get approved for an apartment because my previous landlord or should I say slum lord took all of my deposit and then lied and charged me a whole another $1100 then sent it to collections. I've gotten to the point of advertising to sell...
    Thekelticdragon Thekelticdragon
    36-40, M
    Mar 8, 2015

    I have been looking for employment

    for 14 months. Going on numerous interviews, even being flown to interviews across the country and nothing ever pans out. Also the previous company I worked for over payed my severance and they expecting me to pay it back, which is not a small sum of money. I am back living with...
    Unemployedbum Unemployedbum
    36-40, M
    Dec 5, 2013

    Just yesterday I sat in a church parking lot of

    all places with a sweater in my car tail pipe and turned the engine on. I sat there a good fifteen minutes before I got out to see why I was still awake. The sweater had blown out of the tail pipe. I told my husband and he had no response. We were arguing prior to that, but...
    blueswansahm blueswansahm
    31-35, F
    1 Response Jun 24, 2014

    I Am Really Almost Ready To Give Up

    Ok Ive had friends but right now this point for some odd reason it feels like no one is talking to me and everyones avoiding me. I basically right now only have one good friend but she is a busy person and cannot hang out alot. Ive had friends but now it just seems that everytime...
    kittie26 kittie26
    22-25, F
    1 Response Sep 3, 2010

    I Dont Know What to Do

    i am now at the end of my rope... im taking my last breath. i am being hung by my toes, and it hurts i cant live like this anymore.... but where do i have to go to after this... after this i go to heaven(where everyhting is great and happy) that just seems like a long ways...
    xxcoixx18xx xxcoixx18xx
    16-17, F
    1 Response Sep 26, 2009

    My Rope

    My rope,I'm at the end,The **** life's dealt,Please help,I want control,I don't wanna die.
    lazycrazybasket lazycrazybasket
    46-50, M
    1 Response Jan 31, 2012

    My Life Is a Train Wreck

    I am at the end of my rope also.I have one of those lives that just doesn't feel like it is worth living.I used to cut myself to let some of the pain out but I can't now because I am seen by so many doctors due to my up coming lap-band surgery.The worst part is I can fool every...
    gwenb gwenb
    26-30, F
    1 Response Dec 10, 2008

    i don't know what to do anymore.

    i feel empty. this strange kind of empty, lonely, uninteresting.. i just want to shut off my brain. I don't want to think any more, i'm tired, tired of feeling tired and empty. it's so hard to describe, i guess you have to have experienced it to understand the way i'm feeling...
    Kate197979 Kate197979
    36-40, F
    2 Responses Jun 24, 2014

    Im so alone. I have noone.

    I need some one. Someone please talk to me. Im at the end of my rope!
    Graz98 Graz98
    18-21, F
    Nov 24, 2015

    I just feel like I give up on life.

    ...I have no will power left to save myself.. I have no drive to go on...
    cutter36475 cutter36475
    18-21, F
    May 13, 2014

    Tie A Knot And Hang On?

    Yeah right. I'd rather let go. Sometimes we have to learn about futility. If hanging on creates more pain in your arms and the situation is hopeless the whole time than it is needless pain. When a situation is hopeless you are destined for disappointment so the more energy you...
    chrysalid chrysalid
    18-21, F
    5 Responses Feb 7, 2012

    Ready To End My Miserable Life....

    Let me start by saying I have had a rough life since I was a child, and after suffering abuse have struggled with anxiety and depression off and on my entire life, last year after finally leaving my abusive alcoholic husband I finally met the man I've been waiting for my whole...
    Calliebaby13 Calliebaby13
    31-35, F
    2 Responses Nov 24, 2012

    I Crossed The Day Out With An X Because It Was All Over

    Life changed forever. I have a great life, but I am afraid it can never be the same.  How am I to deal with that? 
    Fractions Fractions
    26-30, M
    1 Response Oct 18, 2011

    I Feel Ready To Give Up

    -That's it. I got nothing left to fight for, and nobody to turn to. For the little I have achieved in my life... it's not enough. It was never enough. I have distanced myself from everyone out of fear that they could hurt me That I would hurt them. For all my hopes and dreams...
    themanoflegends themanoflegends
    26-30, M
    1 Response Oct 28, 2012

    When I was 16 years old,

    I met the love of my life. And now 32 years later, I am not sure that I can survive another day in his presence. We have been through SO MANY trials and tribulations over the years. Normal things such as financial and communication troubles, but also major life changing events...
    auntpearl42 auntpearl42
    46-50, F
    Dec 29, 2014

    Living and Partly Living

    this is a part of a recent post on my blog..... I've been putting a post off for a few days. Looking for an excuse to gather thoughts and anecdotes of the past few months and deliver a legitimate bit of my life.  With advent of twitter, blogging seems to have become the 8...
    afazchas afazchas
    22-25, F
    1 Response Jul 15, 2009


    I know im young but so much has happened in my life. Before I was even 13 I lost my older brother, my grandmother, my cousin and my uncle. Also when i was 5 my dad left. After a while he came back. He said I was worthless, that i didn't deserve to live. Recently the family i have...
    pumpkin1997 pumpkin1997
    2 Responses Dec 31, 2011

    I took out thousands of dollars in student

    loans...worked for three years and lost my job in May of 2013. My possessions are in storage and I'm living with my in-laws. I see no way out...no way of getting a job. I'm a miserable failure and my kids will suffer because of it. I think my loans can be forgiven if I die...my...
    jaylgee jaylgee
    51-55, M
    3 Responses Mar 7, 2014

    Confusing Messages

    Me and well, common law husband have been together for 4 years. things were really good and then have been getting worse. the past few weeks he has done nothing but treat me cold. I ask him to talk to me and tell me what is wrong and he gets annoyed and says i am nagging and that...
    angellcagle angellcagle
    41-45, F
    3 Responses Sep 16, 2013

    There Is More Rope Than You Think

    Dig deep. I've been living my life for years in spiritual crisis without end. As a lover of the surreal I am completely destroyed by absence. Absence kills me. The abcence of anything but the mundane makes me feel dead even though I have never known anything different. I am the...
    chrysalid chrysalid
    18-21, F
    Jul 22, 2012

    I Am Losing My Grip....

    I am losing my grip on this things called "life" I am not sure how much more I can take, and how much longer I can hold on. I am losing everything, and losing my will to want to even try anymore, sometimes I just want to give up, and not have to face it anymore...
    deleted deleted
    1 Response Jun 7, 2009

    Related Experiences

    Well it's just about time to get going. I've had lots of fun here this past year or so. Pictures, RPs, pleasant chats. I'm both sad to see it go and happy to be free of it. Took up...
    secretlyhonest1 secretlyhonest1
    22-25, M
    Apr 21
    So this is the end. I'm glad to have had my time here on Ep. I will miss it dearly. I'm not sure what happens now. I love you all.
    Sexykitten28 Sexykitten28
    22-25, F
    2 Responses Apr 21
    Linkin Park. "Waiting for the End" http://youtu.be/DwpldZa38ug
    deleted deleted
    Apr 21
    I've always thought it important to know when something is ending. To know and fully experience something for the last time, even while it is happening. To properly dance that very...
    GlassDog GlassDog
    4 Responses Apr 21
    Endings are always sad but EP has brought me many things that have made me smile and laugh, have given me insights into myself and taught me that I am not alone in the experiences...
    cuddles1266 cuddles1266
    56-60, M
    2 Responses Apr 21
    “Like a comet pulled from orbit, As it passes a sun. Like a stream that meets a boulder, Halfway through the wood. Who can say if I've been changed for the better? But...
    SweetDreamsRubi SweetDreamsRubi
    22-25, F
    1 Response Apr 21
    I can't believe it has come to this. EP is going away. I first stumbled onto EP in February, 2014 after being rejected by my husband of 15 years for the umpteenth time. Crying...
    lightblueeyes lightblueeyes
    46-50, F
    2 Responses Apr 21
    Foxanne Foxanne
    22-25, T
    1 Response Apr 21
    The end is near... I have an email set up for my friends to be able to chat with me. Just message me in the next 6 hrs if you want it
    nevets68 nevets68
    46-50, M
    Apr 21
    Everybody's treating this like it's the end of the world...
    deleted deleted
    Apr 20
    Am I sad? Sorta and not really... You see, I've always believed that social media is just ways for people to share their lives with others. Well I'm always working so hard on my...
    UrbanRonin UrbanRonin
    16-17, M
    1 Response Apr 20
    I just want to say that Experience Project really helped me during the tough times, and I made some good friends too. I feel more confident in coming out in the future ask openly...
    inserthappyfacehere inserthappyfacehere
    13-15, M
    Apr 20
    whooooooo! thanks ep! I already got a real job contract in my face. not just a verbal one! ;D apartment ending on April 27.. phew.. I didn't sign yet. but I plan signing tomorrow...
    yayepisoverimsad yayepisoverimsad
    22-25, F
    Apr 20
    Completely sad about the way this is ending. I have spent so much time collecting other peoples' stories - what for??
    Clothed Clothed
    41-45, M
    2 Responses Apr 19
    So, yeah, my life is turning into a count down as I realize that part of my routine will be irrevocably changed because of EP's ending. I check the Me Too app every single day...
    ProcessOfBecoming ProcessOfBecoming
    18-21, T
    Apr 18
    I'm so sad that EP is ending but when good things end you find better things like Anomo
    LauraBowker LauraBowker
    46-50, F
    2 Responses Apr 18
    I was sad to hear that Ep is closing as I have been member since 2009 even though over the years I have not log in frequently. When I first joined I was super active. It just so...
    butterflyskye butterflyskye
    31-35, F
    2 Responses Apr 18
    Very sad as the end closes in...
    stefanv stefanv
    51-55, M
    1 Response Apr 17
    For some of us EP has been a major factor in our lives and now that we have come to the end of an era we will have to move on. I had commented to some of my friends that I was...
    Humanist321 Humanist321
    70+, M
    Apr 16
    Starting from today I'm going to "eradicate" people from my life. The constant emotional roller coasters wrecked. It's pointless and contributes nothing good into my life. I'm...
    LeahLovee LeahLovee
    70+, F
    2 Responses Apr 15
    I've joined this site before a year or two ago and then forgot about it because of some stuff that were happening in my life in that time, and now I came back to it again maybe a...
    rawda92 rawda92
    18-21, F
    1 Response Apr 14
    I feel deep sadness at EP's closing, for this site has meant a great deal to me and I truly believe their mission was and is necessary and successful. I wish it could continue...
    SunshineWriter SunshineWriter
    2 Responses Apr 14
    Hi, I am 23 years old and have been trying to figure out what on earth my body is up to from the age of 15. I have had painful and heavy periods from about the age of 15 (I...
    stilllearning20 stilllearning20
    22-25, F
    Apr 13
    Since EP is ending, if you'd like to keep in touch then message me for my username information :)
    ArtemisOfTheInfernalLands ArtemisOfTheInfernalLands
    16-17, F
    Apr 10
    It's going to really suck when the 22nd rolls around because I already know I will forget that EP has shut down... I know it's going to happen a few more times after the first...
    SweetDreamsRubi SweetDreamsRubi
    22-25, F
    6 Responses Apr 10
    My boyfriend ended things on Valentine's Day after an amazing night of intimacy and sex. He had been troubled by the fact that he was having an affair, but frequently told me how...
    Amlaw1975 Amlaw1975
    36-40, F
    Apr 9
    Rip experience project but your end came too soon i wish you didn't have to go
    smitlord smitlord
    18-21, M
    1 Response Apr 9
    I read the announcement about Experience Project ending on April 21st if u didn't read the announcement basically this place where people have made friends and shared stories will...
    Loving1234 Loving1234
    18-21, F
    1 Response Apr 7
    When is it suppose to end? I got it today and I love it already :(
    babykay003 babykay003
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Apr 6
    I believe that the world will never have a real end of the world date because there simply will never be a real end of the world at all because it's a hoax.
    Monstermaster13 Monstermaster13
    22-25, M
    1 Response Apr 6
    I basically almost get tired if these apocalyptic dreams. The end. Panic sheer terror. It always seems real. Last night I heard some louf sonic booms. I went to my parking lot...
    LastofmyKind LastofmyKind
    26-30, F
    1 Response Apr 6
    Without going into a long philosophical speech/rant, I've been increasingly dreaming of an end to it all. At least this way, there will be peace.
    Ichilicious Ichilicious
    26-30, M
    1 Response Apr 6
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