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I Am At the End of My Rope

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    Ready To End My Miserable Life....

    Let me start by saying I have had a rough life since I was a child, and after suffering abuse have struggled with anxiety and depression off and on my entire life, last year after finally leaving my abusive alcoholic husband I finally met the man I've been waiting for my whole...
    Calliebaby13 Calliebaby13 31-35, F 3 Responses Nov 24, 2012

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    Just Wtf

    ive been putting up with my life for 18 years now. i was bullied and beat up during my elementary school days, but i endured it. i was teased during my middle school years, but i endured it. i was an outcast during my high school years, but i endured it. i could barely finish...
    imallihave imallihave 18-21, F Aug 23, 2011

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    I Need Your Help...

    I'm 30. I'm currently unemployed, am an honorably discharged veteran of the Navy, and I'm so ******* depressed and in such a bad spot in my life, I don't even know where to begin. I was doing fine up until I got out of the military, which was in 2005. Since then, I've...
    Darkaera81 Darkaera81 31-35, M 2 Responses Nov 15, 2012

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    I have been looking for employment

    for 14 months. Going on numerous interviews, even being flown to interviews across the country and nothing ever pans out. Also the previous company I worked for over payed my severance and they expecting me to pay it back, which is not a small sum of money. I am back living with...
    Unemployedbum Unemployedbum 36-40, M Dec 5, 2013

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    Confusing Messages

    Me and well, common law husband have been together for 4 years. things were really good and then have been getting worse. the past few weeks he has done nothing but treat me cold. I ask him to talk to me and tell me what is wrong and he gets annoyed and says i am nagging and that...
    angellcagle angellcagle 41-45, F 3 Responses Sep 16, 2013

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    I just don't know anymore.

    .like I can't escape. I feel like I'm being mentally tortured every minute that passes by. I have faith in what I believe, just don't hear anything back. I am grateful that I am in one piece--safe & not in a violent environment every minute of my life. I just feel like I'm going...
    sicajae7 sicajae7 26-30, F Feb 21

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    I Am Losing My Grip....

    I am losing my grip on this things called "life" I am not sure how much more I can take, and how much longer I can hold on. I am losing everything, and losing my will to want to even try anymore, sometimes I just want to give up, and not have to face it anymore...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Jun 7, 2009

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    i don't know what to do anymore.

    i feel empty. this strange kind of empty, lonely, uninteresting.. i just want to shut off my brain. I don't want to think any more, i'm tired, tired of feeling tired and empty. it's so hard to describe, i guess you have to have experienced it to understand the way i'm feeling...
    Kate197979 Kate197979 31-35, F 2 Responses Jun 24

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    I Feel Ready To Give Up

    -That's it. I got nothing left to fight for, and nobody to turn to. For the little I have achieved in my life... it's not enough. It was never enough. I have distanced myself from everyone out of fear that they could hurt me That I would hurt them. For all my hopes and dreams...
    themanoflegends themanoflegends 22-25, M 1 Response Oct 28, 2012

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    Losing

    I know im young but so much has happened in my life. Before I was even 13 I lost my older brother, my grandmother, my cousin and my uncle. Also when i was 5 my dad left. After a while he came back. He said I was worthless, that i didn't deserve to live. Recently the family i have...
    pumpkin1997 pumpkin1997 13-15 2 Responses Dec 31, 2011

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    Slipping Down

    I am broke, jobless, alone and a shell of what I hoped to become. I don't know where it all began but somewhere at some point I fell into a deep dark hole. Did I mention that I am also withdrawing from psychiatric medication?I feel as though I have stepped into an abysmal hell...
    dyrector dyrector 61-65 Jul 1, 2013

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    My Life Is a Train Wreck

    I am at the end of my rope also.I have one of those lives that just doesn't feel like it is worth living.I used to cut myself to let some of the pain out but I can't now because I am seen by so many doctors due to my up coming lap-band surgery.The worst part is I can fool every...
    gwenb gwenb 26-30, F 1 Response Dec 10, 2008

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    I Crossed The Day Out With An X Because It Was All Over

    Life changed forever. I have a great life, but I am afraid it can never be the same.  How am I to deal with that? 
    Fractions Fractions 26-30, M 2 Responses Oct 18, 2011

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    I Dont Know What to Do

    i am now at the end of my rope... im taking my last breath. i am being hung by my toes, and it hurts i cant live like this anymore.... but where do i have to go to after this... after this i go to heaven(where everyhting is great and happy) that just seems like a long ways...
    xxcoixx18xx xxcoixx18xx 16-17, F 1 Response Sep 26, 2009

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    I Give Up

    Every time life starts to turn up, it turns to s*** again. I just opened a store, then my friends abandon me, I **** up and lose the love of my life, I have no place to live except with the woman who murdered my best friend... Oh and now I can't even go there because my truck...
    Ishisaurus Ishisaurus 22-25, F Aug 8, 2013

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    mierdamundo mierdamundo 31-35 Aug 28, 2013

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    I don't feel like I am strong enough to keep my

    fake mask on and pretend like I am fine anymore :( anytime I try and talk to my mom about how depressed I am she totally freaks out and over reacts and then I have to try and calm her down. We had a talk this morning because I was supposed to start out patient today but because...
    Divergent89 Divergent89 22-25, F 1 Response Jul 21

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    Just yesterday I sat in a church parking lot of

    all places with a sweater in my car tail pipe and turned the engine on. I sat there a good fifteen minutes before I got out to see why I was still awake. The sweater had blown out of the tail pipe. I told my husband and he had no response. We were arguing prior to that, but...
    blueswansahm blueswansahm 31-35, F 1 Response Jun 24

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    Living and Partly Living

    this is a part of a recent post on my blog..... I've been putting a post off for a few days. Looking for an excuse to gather thoughts and anecdotes of the past few months and deliver a legitimate bit of my life.  With advent of twitter, blogging seems to have become the 8...
    afazchas afazchas 22-25, F 1 Response Jul 15, 2009

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    I just feel like I give up on life.

    ...I have no will power left to save myself.. I have no drive to go on...
    cutter36475 cutter36475 16-17, F May 13

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    My Rope

    My rope,I'm at the end,The **** life's dealt,Please help,I want control,I don't wanna die.
    lazycrazybasket lazycrazybasket 46-50, M 1 Response Jan 31, 2012

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    Tie A Knot And Hang On?

    Yeah right. I'd rather let go. Sometimes we have to learn about futility. If hanging on creates more pain in your arms and the situation is hopeless the whole time than it is needless pain. When a situation is hopeless you are destined for disappointment so the more energy you...
    chrysalid chrysalid 18-21, F 5 Responses Feb 7, 2012

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    Can't Hold On Any Longer

    I'am broken. I have a miserable and crappy life. I'am worthless, depressed and alone. I have no one in my life who cares about me. I have been into so much pain over and over again. I'm tired. I want to end it. I want to stop the pain. It's so hard to go through the pain...
    kmisfit123 kmisfit123 16-17, F 5 Responses Jul 21, 2013

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    In The End

    I've been driving down this road for so long, but now I realize that even if I had the will to stop, I can't, because the breaks no longer work. So I'll keep driving until I crash in the inevitable wall ahead. What does it matter anyway, when all I have left is this anguish, this...
    IronLotus IronLotus 18-21, F 1 Response Feb 2, 2011

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    I Am Really Almost Ready To Give Up

    Ok Ive had friends but right now this point for some odd reason it feels like no one is talking to me and everyones avoiding me. I basically right now only have one good friend but she is a busy person and cannot hang out alot. Ive had friends but now it just seems that everytime...
    kittie26 kittie26 22-25, F 1 Response Sep 3, 2010

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    There Is More Rope Than You Think

    Dig deep. I've been living my life for years in spiritual crisis without end. As a lover of the surreal I am completely destroyed by absence. Absence kills me. The abcence of anything but the mundane makes me feel dead even though I have never known anything different. I am the...
    chrysalid chrysalid 18-21, F Jul 22, 2012

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    I took out thousands of dollars in student

    loans...worked for three years and lost my job in May of 2013. My possessions are in storage and I'm living with my in-laws. I see no way out...no way of getting a job. I'm a miserable failure and my kids will suffer because of it. I think my loans can be forgiven if I die...my...
    jaylgee jaylgee 46-50, M 3 Responses Mar 7

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    I have heard the pleas of those that believe their life is not worth it. I have personally know those that have given in, and taken their own life. I too suffer from that anchor...
    Shattered80 Shattered80 31-35, M 1 Response Sep 4

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    One always has to know when a stage comes to an end. If we insist on staying longer than the necessary time, we lose the happiness and the meaning of the other stages we have to go...
    TitaniumSkyScraper TitaniumSkyScraper 31-35, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    I'm currently undergoing tests/scans etc to figure out what's going on with my health, and the next scan is looking for Endometriosis. I'm having one of those moments where I'm...
    GeorgieW2 GeorgieW2 26-30, F 1 Response Sep 3

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    To give some context to this post I have just come home after watching 'The Amazing Spiderman 2' at the Film society at my university. While there I had one of my only ever public...
    Goingthroughhell182 Goingthroughhell182 18-21, F Sep 10

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    Those who do not believe will never have happy endings in their life because they only believe that when they die, they just die. To those who believe, they will have happy ending...
    LoverBoyMike LoverBoyMike 18-21, M Sep 11

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    If it all ends tomorrow… Will you be filled with regret and sorrow? Would you long for another tomorrow? Will your dreams be as bright as they were yesterday? Will today’s end...
    ConfusedAgainAlways ConfusedAgainAlways 26-30, F 4 Responses 5 days ago

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    People think I'm a heartless ***** for this, but I would say that I'm more selfish than heartless, which is not necessarily a bad thing. I think under certain circumstances its...
    ADargis ADargis 18-21, F 2 Responses 1 day ago

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    the end of this year is not only the end of this year. it will be THE END
    Crown63 Crown63 51-55, M 1 day ago

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    Please help! Could someone clarify whether my symptoms could be endometriosis? I have been ill for over a year now and though many other conditions have been ruled out by my GP, a...
    NattieC NattieC 22-25, F Aug 25

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    I know a scandinavian girl who was an exchange student in japan. She was very excotic over there, because she was tall and blonde. Nearing the end of her stay, the father of the...
    Tityroi Tityroi 18-21, M Aug 27

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    Today I had my first endoscopy. Being my usual me, with a sever anxiety disorder and irrational fear of vomiting, I was absolutely terrified. Before I went down to the operating...
    anxietygirl99 anxietygirl99 13-15, F Sep 3

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    I finally ended my online relationship after months of debating over who will visit who first. He was a nice, caring guy but extremely sensitive. i cannot handle this type of...
    dreamer3214 dreamer3214 22-25, F Sep 9

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    I think we'd all like happy endings to love stories. But. I guess that's what makes the good ones. The fact that some just don't end well.
    picklebobble picklebobble 46-50, M 6 days ago

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    Well it's officially been a month since I made the hard decision of starting fresh and ending my affair once and for all. It's actually been over a month since our last...
    platnum2011 platnum2011 26-30, F 4 Responses Aug 22

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    I know that one day our friendship will be put to challenge. I am afraid to face that day. But now I have no choice. I have to face it if I want to save us from crumbling down like...
    Monnuel Monnuel 18-21, M Aug 23

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    Shopping needs remain endless. With emergence of specialty brands, buyers have become choosier while shopping. Now emphasis is a lot more on brand image that will serve define your...
    easonjack521 easonjack521 22-25, F Aug 24

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    One of my favorite tv shows ended and I just watched the series finale last night online, and it...sucked...hard! Long story short a lot of people die, good, bad, and everyone in...
    angryunknownfuture angryunknownfuture 22-25, M Aug 25

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    I have battled with anxiety disorder since I can remember. Its something I have battled all my life. Whenever I had an anxiety attack, people just called me hysterical and made fun...
    tysoyana tysoyana 22-25, F 1 Response Aug 25

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    I was diagnosed with endometriosis when I was about 12 years old. That's a lot for a person of that age to take in. You don't really pay attention tot what the doctor is telling...
    brandijeannn brandijeannn 16-17, F 2 Responses Aug 27

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    :( just read the latest manga, omg naruto is near its end super close.. :l been following naruto since it was considered a cartoon, or atleast I thought it was before I watched...
    YellowBrightLight YellowBrightLight 18-21 4 Responses Aug 28

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    Picture this, a disney fairytale of 2 friends and an uncunning friendship. They were both there one minute, laughing and joking with everyone. Suddenly the seasons changed and so...
    ItsOnlyAPaperMoon ItsOnlyAPaperMoon 46-50, F 1 Response Aug 29

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    I am this person I talk through films I have seen and tell ends normally because I'm excited that someone else wants to watch them same film. I drive people nuts lol hang my head...
    fluke19 fluke19 26-30, F Sep 2

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    Stigma is a self-perpetuated cycle. We cry out for awareness and understanding from the shadows of our self-imposed closet. We bang our heads against the walls, wailing songs of...
    o0capricious0o o0capricious0o 31-35, F 1 Response Sep 3

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