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I Am At War With Myself

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    I Am In My Own Way

    I am at war with myself because I get in the way of my own success. Through some self-help therapies and open forum coaching I have discovered the probable root causes of my getting in my own way. Well, that is great knowledge to have. It is like overcoming denial and being...
    Sophora Sophora 46-50 3 Responses May 14, 2012

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    bitchhtripinnXD bitchhtripinnXD 13-15, F Oct 18, 2014

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    Hello. I'm 18 years old.

    Not an easy time for a girl to be chubby. And there will be some of you who'll say it's a long life and I'll have loads of time to exercise and slim down and that this is not the time to think of all this. I would say, no age is ever right for anything if you think about it...
    PopTartstic PopTartstic 18-21, F Jan 12, 2014

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    No innocence is now left.

    They have poisoned her pure heart. Again.
    LuluMoualla LuluMoualla 18-21, F Mar 9, 2015

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    In the moment. In that moment.

    I was not myself - the one I always have been, no more. A promise made, broken. I made the right choice, and it's haunting me. The thoughts, the memories are stuck on replay. But if the choice was not made, I would have lost myself completely. It hurts, but it's a pain...
    LuluMoualla LuluMoualla 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 20, 2015

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