Post
Experience Project iOS Android Apps | Download EP for your Mobile Device

I Am At War With Myself

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 236 People

    No innocence is now left.

    They have poisoned her pure heart. Again.
    LuluMoualla LuluMoualla 18-21, F Mar 9

    Your Response

    Cancel

    I Am In My Own Way

    I am at war with myself because I get in the way of my own success. Through some self-help therapies and open forum coaching I have discovered the probable root causes of my getting in my own way. Well, that is great knowledge to have. It is like overcoming denial and being...
    Sophora Sophora 46-50 3 Responses May 14, 2012

    Your Response

    Cancel
    bitchhtripinnXD bitchhtripinnXD 13-15, F Oct 18, 2014

    Your Response

    Cancel

    Hello. I'm 18 years old.

    Not an easy time for a girl to be chubby. And there will be some of you who'll say it's a long life and I'll have loads of time to exercise and slim down and that this is not the time to think of all this. I would say, no age is ever right for anything if you think about it...
    PopTartstic PopTartstic 18-21, F Jan 12, 2014

    Your Response

    Cancel

    In the moment. In that moment.

    I was not myself - the one I always have been, no more. A promise made, broken. I made the right choice, and it's haunting me. The thoughts, the memories are stuck on replay. But if the choice was not made, I would have lost myself completely. It hurts, but it's a pain...
    LuluMoualla LuluMoualla 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 20

    Your Response

    Cancel

    Related Experiences

    I loved to play with my self I enjoy doing it a lot I would like to have someone else doing it to me
    dresscross dresscross 51-55, M 1 hr ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    so hard and horny just can't stop
    hotty35 hotty35 31-35, M 1 Response 1 hr ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I love the slapping wet sound it makes when I'm tugging myself hard and fast, it's such a turn on when talking to someone on the phone and we're both feeling turned on!
    jakeyp24 jakeyp24 26-30, M 2 Responses 8 hrs ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    Thinking of having some morning fun in the shower but if you want I will have some phone sex :)
    Firefighter2727 Firefighter2727 26-30, M 2 Responses 8 hrs ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I love to play with myself with a girl on the phone so we can hear each other getting off together.
    Zampheer Zampheer 46-50, M 1 Response 11 hrs ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    Hello. I get confused with my feelings sometimes. For example, when I'm joyful and having fun I love everything and go against everything bad like cruelty. But when I'm anger or...
    ImConfusedSo ImConfusedSo 13-15, F 16 hrs ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I'm a wreck. This may be temporary... It may not. And he's right about me not knowing what I'm doing, cuz I've no flippin' clue. I've done my best, given my all, taken care of...
    AdoraGel AdoraGel 31-35, F 1 Response 2 days ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    A few years ago I was very depressed. Just because I knew I am born in the wrong body. I am not a boy, I am a girl. But how should I tell my mom and dad? I was so confused about...
    GirlyGirl1993 GirlyGirl1993 18-21, T 2 Responses 3 days ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I am on a mission every day to become a better version of myself. Yesterday I felt a huge sense of accomplishment. I have about five major goals. Get my health in order, get my...
    honestlyanonymouslyme honestlyanonymouslyme 22-25, F 1 Response 3 days ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I love playing with myself in front of the mirror, especially if there's mirror on the ceiling. Love to spread my legs wide apart and rub my c l i t till I reach a mammoth o r g a...
    tionna1998 tionna1998 31-35, F 4 Responses 4 days ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    just took a shower now having a hot fantasy in bed.
    stlguy45 stlguy45 41-45, M 4 Responses 4 days ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I have had this problem with myself since I was a kid. I think this may have something to do with my autism but I get a bit hard on myself and put myself down all the time. Every...
    WokenandOpen WokenandOpen 31-35, M 1 Response 4 days ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    so I'm in cartersville Georgia babysitting my brother (who is asleep). I stepped outside to smoke a cigarillo and stared into the moonlight for a bit. the "house" that Im visiting...
    PorkythePig PorkythePig 18-21, M 4 days ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I talk to myself all the time, it's a daily thing. I don't spend a great deal of time around people anymore. I feel I paid my face to face talking dues in my last job s I tend to...
    deleted deleted 26-30 3 Responses 5 days ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I'm laying on my Hitachi Wand while I'm playing on ep.
    LickityLickitySQUIRRT LickityLickitySQUIRRT 51-55, M 1 Response 5 days ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    going to have a bath and stroke it long and slow if there a woman out there who wants to join in that wout beven better
    Tarmigan113 Tarmigan113 61-65, M 1 Response 6 days ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    jacking right now love to play feels good
    jackin77 jackin77 31-35, M 3 Responses 6 days ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I was replying to an email, and thought i would share my experience. I have fought back the darkness most of my life. I, at 40, can say that I'm finally happy and at ease with...
    parttimefreak parttimefreak 36-40, F 1 Response 6 days ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I am now , reading all these stories , so hot
    upforfun76 upforfun76 36-40, M 1 Response 6 days ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I love playing with my self it would be fantastic to have another cd to join in with me we could have so much fun
    dresscross dresscross 51-55, M 5 Responses 6 days ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I'm about to watch some movies & use my vibrator
    momosch momosch 18-21, F 3 Responses 6 days ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I love playing with myself while on ep , makes me so horny , luv it . shsh don't tell anyone it's our secret ..
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response a week ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    doing it right now in bed before work. having bi and gay fantasies.
    stlguy45 stlguy45 41-45, M 4 Responses a week ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I am a 20 year old girl who has just recently hit the mark 195 pounds in weight...I never thought I would get to this. I was hanging around 170 for the longest time and feeling...
    mylovelyshadow mylovelyshadow 18-21, F 5 Responses a week ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    No, I'm not confident at all. At least not in my abilities. I consider myself good at some things, but when I see a person who does better than me in that field, instead of being...
    DrowningInRed DrowningInRed 13-15, F 2 Responses Jul 23

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I do this every time! I build myself up and say this time I'll do it. I get closer every time and I don't. Every time I don't, it hurts me more and the hurt cuts even deeper. I...
    jhns1029 jhns1029 22-25, M Jul 22

    Your Response

    Cancel
    Some people I know like to consider me a 'lone wolf'. My whole life I've always been everyone's go to when they're having issues or need some company to get their mind off of...
    groovyhugsbunny groovyhugsbunny 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 21

    Your Response

    Cancel
    Not sure why I waste my time with the bullshit anymore and stress myself out cause I can't be myself with certain people, er most people. There's so much I want to do health...
    sweetiebomb sweetiebomb 22-25 Jul 20

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I can't stand myself. My life literally so lame. I have no friends. I'm stupid. I'm fat. I'm ugly. I'm too quiet. I'm ugly. I'm shy. I'm sad. Did I mention I'm ugly? I can't deal...
    lizygurl lizygurl 18-21, F 4 Responses Jul 20

    Your Response

    Cancel
    Ok. So I'm 23 & just starting to come to terms with my sexuality. About 8 months ago, I finally started to acknowledge that I liked girls & allowed myself the space & time to come...
    lostlamp lostlamp 22-25, F 2 Responses Jul 20

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I recently started again beginning this year. I purged for all the wrong reasons and I wasnt happy. I regret throwing it all out. Its not me or who I am. I know what I like and...
    Averageguy41011 Averageguy41011 41-45, M Jul 19

    Your Response

    Cancel
    My life has been altered, or, as one woman I met told me, "transformed." I liked that word because something positive can be associated with it. It reminded me that even in the...
    christina1219 christina1219 26-30, F 1 Response Jul 18

    Your Response

    Cancel
    This wasn't an easy stage to reach, in fact I might not have and maybe never will, perhaps all i'm feeling right now is premature enlightenment. If that is the case, then that...
    lmpulsive lmpulsive 18-21, M 3 Responses Jul 16

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I may not be the most attractive person, I may not be the most articulate, I may not be as focused as I should be and I may not have a top level education. I may not be cultured in...
    RedefiningLife RedefiningLife 36-40, M 4 Responses Jul 16

    Your Response

    Cancel
    My mother just loves to ***** at me for everything. I've been gaining weight the past couple years and I'm finally disgusted with myself enough to do something about it. I woke up...
    fernierox fernierox 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 16

    Your Response

    Cancel
    love it. actually doing it now while reading some member experiences
    mike7625 mike7625 31-35, M 1 Response Jul 15

    Your Response

    Cancel
    When I was about 8 years old I spent the summer at the local Y. One day another kid approached me and said we were going to fight. I had no idea what was going on, but they taped...
    jp20156 jp20156 41-45, M Jul 15