. Going big, getting famous, actually doin something..
I'm 14 and I haven't done one single amazing thing yet.. The only sport I play is cheer and nobody takes that serious, I don't go to school. I'm homeschooled so the only other people I know are cheerleaders or family. I...
When I was born, I was the average weight. I've stayed the average weight throughout my life. I've been the average height for my age too. I've had average grades, average intelligence, average foot size.
The only place where I am not average is crazyness ;)
Average student, average brains, average intellect and average looks. Maybe below average on the last part, now I think of it. Its so suffocating. Its sad enough to be average in a country with less population, now imagine a small country with 1 billion people. Even being...
My looks, my mind, my height, my weight, my income, my life.
There's nothing great, nothing special, nothing noteworthy, nothing spectacular. I'm an average guy.
The things I used to think made me different...weren't so different after all. And the one thing I had...
I can sing well, i love to photograph, draw and write. But now I look around and compare myself and when I look in the mirror all that stares back is a half-assed mediocrity. I feel like I could improve my talents but I'm not driven to go the extra mile. I'm not depressed...
Or, at least that is what I am sometimes told.
I'm just like any other girl who will be a senior next semester. I have brown hair, brown eyes, I get rather good grades, and I am just ordinary in that sense.
People have told me I'm just an average gal living in SoCal but sometimes...
I travel for a living is the only part that is unaverage about my life, and I'm working on changing that to. 14 years never being use to being home, I have an average income, a probably less then average amount of girlfriends in my lifetime, I can talk to some people openly about...
categorize me as other things, but I just consider that "myself".
I'm also not saying that average is a bad thing. When I generally look at myself an my lifestyle, I don't do anything too extraordinary. I make average grades, have an average social life, and am physically...
With an average family
& die an average death.
Nobody will remember me.
My name will slowly leave this Earth & my remembrance shall die, along with my body & soul. I fear what when I die, I will be forgotten & no one will care & my life would've been just meaningless
Alright, my name is Sean and I'm 15 will be 16 on May 2nd. I'm about an average height around 5'10, i weight around 140 and i have dark brown hair with light brown eyes. All in all, I'm just an average guy. My grades are all B's and C's with A's in the easy classes and C's in the...
I'm just an average girl destined for an average life for meaningless experiences & dismissal opportunities & big dreams & unimportant death.
& that scared me