for a long time. I have become very well acquainted with 4 a.m. I wasn't really sure why I decide to come here in the first place, I just googled "suicidal thoughts" and it brought me here. I do not feel suicidal myself but I have before and have acted upon those feelings. I...
When did I lose my mind?
When did you people declare logic a symptom of paranoid schizophrenia?
I just need to know because I don't think it's just me.
Just look around at yourselves!
The DOJ is harassing and arresting FOX news reporters for asking questions. Not demanding...
I always felt like something was wrong growing up they way so much seemed to be wrong, it was like living in a world polluted but noone seemed to care. I didnt start to wake up until a few years ago. Civilization is really boxing as a whole. What really is education and what...
than I did yesterday, and I can't go back to sleep. So I guess I'm up and ready for the day. I have no idea what I will be doing today, and I am open to suggestions. I'm thinking about hiking, but I really need to start meeting new people.
I like to think that I know why. I just miss communicating with another individual. Exchanging some words with those currently around me seem to have no affect. There is a crisis of innocence that is happening in my life. Just making a decision may resolve that issue for me. The...
I am restless
My body and my soul
Each of them hunger
Each of them need the satisfaction of a human heart
The sweet intensity of raw truth, raw emotion
You know where you are, the hand on my heart
Come hold me this day
For I need resting
being awake ie., the inability to sleep, rather the ability to see the world for what it is, question everything until it resonates within you, and share your knowledge and experience with others so that they may "wake up" and seek the truth for themselves**
A Question For My...
singing to the
up in the
under the surf
sound changes. Held there,
I like videogames (ps3) reading, playing poker, animals, jokes, dumb jokes, feelings are ok, board games, disney movies, cartoons, action movies, chick flicks would probably be better with a girlfriend but I still watch one occasionally.
I don't know which it is... Am I awake too late or too early? lol. My sleeping schedule is off again, but not too bad. I woke up 12am today (Monday) and plan to stay awake until mid evening. Because I slept away most of my weekend, I have boundless energy again. It's not bad...
Thank the lord! But I am still getting that error on my computer "Still Working" when I try to open my school email, and when I try to open what was sent to me in my normal email. It's the same message I got when I tried to send Alexander that email the first time. I can hear...
Most don't know, don't care to know, and whenever faced with a truth that challenges their world view just turn away. They are the king, queens, and the assorted royalty of this meaningless masquerade. They truly believe with the purity of a saints faith that they are roles they...
Her, the one I long for. The one that was in my reach. This wasn't a break up. This wasn't a spring fling.
It was an emotional connection; sharing the happiest moment of the day and sharing your time with someone that makes every second worth while.
"The taste of honey is worse...