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I Am Battling My Own Mind

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    I always thought that it was school that I didn't like but today I realized that its the way how I make out my high school experience to be that I don't like and the way I feel and act at school. My mind floods with so many negative thoughts and It's just because of the way I am...
    abigail39118 abigail39118 13-15, F 1 Response Jul 31, 2013

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    I feel like no one cares.

    No one wants me. I have no place in this world anymore, if I wasn't here no one would care I know they wouldn't. I have nothing and no-one to live for anymore. Nobody understands what I'm going through. I see no light at the end of this dark lonely tunnel...This is gonna be the...
    sademptynothing sademptynothing 13-15, F 1 Response Aug 24

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    'i Am Battling My Own Mind

    i do battle with my mind but we all do CARL JUNG talkes about ppl having a dark side he called it the shadow self a good illustration of it was the story of DR JEYKELL mister HYDE HE WAS A PHY. who was treating a patient he as Jeykell treated her properly as MISTER Hyde wanted to...
    mycuzinvinni mycuzinvinni 46-50, M Oct 18, 2011

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    My Brain Is Fighting Me

    I used to love my brain more than anything. I really enjoyed having lots of trivia knowledge, a quick wit, and being one of the smartest people in the room. A few years ago my brain started to rebel against me. Now it seems like all my brain wants to do is freeze up, get stuck on...
    bvb1123 bvb1123 41-45, M 1 Response Oct 18, 2011

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    I feel like no one cares.

    No one wants me. I have no place in this world anymore, if I wasn't here no one would care I know they wouldn't. I have nothing and no-one to live for anymore. Nobody understands what I'm going through. I see no light at the end of this dark lonely tunnel...This is gonna be the...
    sademptynothing sademptynothing 13-15, F 2 Responses Aug 24

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    It's funny to think of it that way considering the fact that my mind is in control of my own mind.....but it's not working the way I wish it did........I just can't break this...
    lonewolf2323 lonewolf2323 18-21, M Nov 25

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    It's a strange one. I've been at it since I was 14, I'm now 24. I don't cut, I smash my head against the wall in a pique of fury. And every time I think - that was stupid - and...
    thinkdeeper thinkdeeper 22-25, M Nov 27

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    My friend, Joe, owns and operates an Internet Radio Station that was nominated in 2014 for "Radio Station Of The Year" by the ICMA (Inspirational Country Music Association)! It is...
    sandy2915 sandy2915 56-60, M 23 hrs ago

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    Tasted like lotion Didn't arouse me I've done it before #NoShame You should try it Honestly, it's not that bad Can guys lick their own nipple? Do you think I'm weird yet? 😭
    WinterIncandescence WinterIncandescence 16-17, F 1 Response 3 hrs ago

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    You know what, I like to be real, I love cutting out all the rubbish and getting to the route of the problem, I used to be the kind of woman that would suppress so many emotions...
    pristee88 pristee88 22-25, F 1 Response Dec 2

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    Hey there. There is no such thing somebody can fix you. You gotta fix yourself! Is all in you! In your mind! You gotta learn to see your pain and understand it. And try to not let...
    LovelyLilly13 LovelyLilly13 22-25, F 1 Response Dec 13

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    Why must I feel deeply? Pain lingering, thoughts play on and on like a Musical that never ends. Awaiting for it and hearing the voices, singing with feeling and Heart reminding me...
    Xenasdreams Xenasdreams 22-25, F Nov 25

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    So my hub watches football on Saturdays. I wasn't home most of the day. We had dinner and the one game was over. He got up and left the room. My daughter and I changed the channel...
    sunnygrlamy sunnygrlamy 36-40, F 6 Responses Dec 6

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    i like open minded people ,people who judge others or are very conservative really irks me.we all should have freedom to live our own lives and as long its not harming us or others...
    deleted deleted 26-30 6 Responses Nov 23

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    I really don't most days. I think seeing couples holding hands is sweet and makes me smile when I notice it. I like it when I catch one of those I will miss you so much goodbye...
    DizzyGreenEyes DizzyGreenEyes 18-21, F 1 Response Nov 23

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    Being open minded is not judging a different perspective to your own and being open to new ideas knowing there's always more to learn or a new perspective to gain.
    nicki91367 nicki91367 31-35, F 6 Responses Dec 1

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    Master Zhang San Feng said: Let the mind be always calm and steady, wether or not there is anything of concern. Seek the same as other people, but do not be greedy like other...
    Jiyuhen Jiyuhen 31-35, M Dec 4

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    I want someone to hypnotize me and turn me into a mindless slave or robot. I want them to get me to tell all my secrets and deepest darkest fears, fantasies and desires then use...
    SlaveboyLoser SlaveboyLoser 31-35, M 1 Response Dec 6

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    I tried to post a story which got deleted within a tiny fraction of a second. This proves that EPAllie is a bot, not a human because no-one can respond that fast twice on a very...
    ShirtlessPunk ShirtlessPunk 46-50, M 2 Responses Dec 10

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    I have a tendency to mind my business . I wish other people were the same. Lol.
    Bpack Bpack 31-35 6 days ago

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    I am slowly killing myself. I am using crystal meth, I have a eating disorder BUT I don't think that it is from my meth use.. -I have struggled with myself (body image wise) for a...
    Tesla08 Tesla08 22-25, F 6 Responses Nov 23

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    Well cool. It's not exactly cool but it wouldn't hurt anyone to sneak peek would it? I've been managing the ( alliance) Elite Council for around the past year always trying to...
    Ic3Queen Ic3Queen 22-25, F 1 Response Nov 24

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    And that spiritual path is taking me on a technology hiatus for a good month or two! Another awesome way to clear the mind and be present!
    dafunkofamadhatter dafunkofamadhatter 26-30, M 1 Response Nov 27

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    I use the Experience Project not only to meet new people who may or may not be going through some of the same hardships I go through or have gone through in my life so far, but I...
    ScrewYouSociety ScrewYouSociety 16-17, M Nov 28

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    I been crying the last hour because of a final exam I took today, and it was so long and I finished in the exact time, and I realized that the last item was wrong and I can't stop...
    alek42 alek42 18-21, M 2 Responses Nov 28

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    I don't want to say I feel more mature then people my age, because I don't think that i am. I just think I have a different mind set then them, and when I say 'them' of course i...
    Tryitallagain Tryitallagain 16-17, F 2 Responses Dec 1

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    It doesn't thrill me and I still wish it was clearer and less prone to acne, especially after all these years, but it's kind of like an old pair of shoes that I've worn down until...
    mickitg mickitg 41-45, T Dec 1

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    I am wanting to start a lesbian social group, one where we share our own experiences but with more influences if messaging each other. It's also a way we can get together and maybe...
    biancatodd biancatodd 22-25, F 6 Responses Dec 4

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    The reason that i'm this way is because i have been to different places in the word and seen stuff that would make you either cry or laugh at, and my own personal experience made...
    budsmith9478 budsmith9478 36-40, M 1 Response 5 days ago

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    Well, not the ACTUAL sound, mind you, as I don't have that powerfully deep/rich/mellifluous type of voice that I enjoy listening to. I'm referring instead to my writing voice...
    DearlyBesotted DearlyBesotted 41-45, M 4 days ago

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    And I love talking to people who are as well. It turns me on when someone can hold their own in a conversation, but doesn't become combative when an opposing opinion is presented...
    Dahlia2020 Dahlia2020 31-35, F 6 Responses 4 days ago

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    So i was delivering to an old fols home..i think.. they had a public piano and i started playing. My coworker and the receptionist had walked off to try and find out who we were...
    Pigmaginny Pigmaginny 22-25, M 2 days ago

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    i had an odd drop off of a fabric swatch. the man who opend the door looked like an out of work retail agent, totally overdressed but wrinkled and a bit scruffy looking. he had a...
    Pigmaginny Pigmaginny 22-25, M 2 days ago

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    It kinda bugs me that people always use the analogy of the mind saying one thing and the heart saying another thing. It's your conscience helping you to decide. People are innately...
    Happytohelp77 Happytohelp77 36-40, M Nov 25

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    I've talked about this before. I have found that people who claim to be very open minded are in fact quite UN open minded when it comes to someone wanting to talk about anything...
    staleywise staleywise 56-60, F 21 Responses 5 days ago

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    And it's really bugging me. RANT SESSION (warning):You're in my thoughts. When I'm at different places and I'm reminded of you or memories we've shared. Honestly, I wish you weren...
    xxblasianxx xxblasianxx 18-21, F 2 days ago

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    I am a very open minded person!!! I don't like to be judged for who I am, and I am definitely in no position to judge anyone else. Being open minded makes me feel so free and...
    Coffeetyme Coffeetyme 41-45, F 1 Response Nov 26

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    Starting from the first day when i stepped in school until now i grew up in a defense/Army family and so the corresponding surrounding and society. I am thankful to all of them...
    ProjectXPune ProjectXPune 18-21, M 1 Response Nov 30

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    Starting from the first day when i stepped in school until now i grew up in a defense/Army family and so the corresponding surrounding and society. I am thankful to all of them...
    ProjectXPune ProjectXPune 18-21, M 2 Responses Nov 30

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    I most definitely always have something on my mind. More specifically someone :P My girlfriend is always on my mind. I'm always thinking about her. What she could be doing, What...
    Raptax231 Raptax231 18-21, M 1 Response Dec 3

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    I always catch myself thinking negative thoughts.Nothing but bad memory's come into my mind at night,Every time I go to sleep I have nightmares of bad things in my subconscious...
    isaiahZ isaiahZ 18-21, M Dec 8

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    I believe being open being open minded can be related to many issues...a lot of the issues on here are sexually orientated I think is because not everyone can express such desires...
    Afzi Afzi 31-35, M 6 Responses 4 days ago

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    Last April I started out a forum with someone even though I am its actual owner and founder. Since I do not see much of these kinds of forums, the original intent was to develop...
    Ic3Queen Ic3Queen 22-25, F 2 Responses Dec 7

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    I am used to knowing my wife gets calls from my friends after a party She is well stacked and shows it off a bit , I dont mind the calls . I am proud of her . When I get a...
    anthony2001 anthony2001 61-65, M 4 Responses Nov 25

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    open-minded people are the only ones that ever understood me. most everyone else seem to write me off as weird, deviant and obviously a lost cause. I have depression and also...
    beatingdepression beatingdepression 22-25, M 2 Responses Nov 25

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    Anyone one line right now that has a dirty mind to share with me what is on their dirty mind ?
    Surrick Surrick 31-35, F 3 Responses Nov 26