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    I think I am becoming more grateful for my Everything/ Needed family, friends, the world and life itself. I think I am becoming more accepting of my faults and flaws, and those who...
    RegretfullySO RegretfullySO 18-21, F 1 Response Dec 24, 2014

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    I don't think I'm becoming anorexic but I only eat 800 calories a day.
    T055 T055 16-17, F 1 Response Dec 28, 2014

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    Since the beginning of the day I only ate an Apple and one donnut.. not proud of the donnut, but at least i don't eat to Much
    wannabeanorexic4ever wannabeanorexic4ever 13-15, F 1 Response Dec 24, 2014

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    Do you have this desire too? I am a 53 year male cross dresser with desire to be a woman full time.
    calliejo calliejo 51-55, T 1 Response Dec 25, 2014

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    im not sure why, the memories of it have blocked themselves off a long time ago, but i cant feel a damn thing when it comes to about 99% of my family. I cant even feel their love...
    thetalkingmushroom thetalkingmushroom 18-21, M Dec 27, 2014

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    ( I can't believe I really think like this now. I don't care about emotions anymore :/ ) Some people want to be happy, but some people dwell on their problems.They say be positive...
    anon152 anon152 13-15 Dec 29, 2014

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    Today was just a usual boring day at class and I was not in the best of my mood. And my teacher had come in class and she started to take attendance. It was good till that moment...
    Tawheed1994 Tawheed1994 18-21, M Dec 30, 2014

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    lately the voices in my mind are getting louder and louder. they keep saying "youre eating too much! youre fat! look at you!" they wont leave me alone. about a year ago they were...
    ShadowWolf01 ShadowWolf01 16-17, F 1 Response Dec 31, 2014

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    Today a contractor brought my father-in-law, whose also my boss, a box of cookies. I ate two of them. For lunch I ate 5 pieces of celery. My boss/father-in-law comes into the break...
    Tiffanyportelli Tiffanyportelli 22-25, F 1 Response Dec 31, 2014

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    It the first and last thing I look at each day. I can't get enough!!!
    steverick steverick 56-60, M 3 Responses Jan 1

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    I've been really ashamed of my weight lately even though I'm the average for my age but I can't help it). I feel the need to reject all food- I just don't want it anymore. I pick...
    mejustbeingme123 mejustbeingme123 13-15, F 2 Responses Jan 1

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    I've haven't been eating a lot lately and I feel bad about myself. I feel fat and ugly so I've been exercising more. Im at the point to where I'm not eating breakfast anymore and I...
    Smilingbutlost Smilingbutlost 16-17, F 1 Response Jan 1

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    Today I decided to ask my housemate to pay me the gas money she promised when I drove her to her Christmas Party in the pouring rain. It was about three weeks ago and she said she...
    melymay melymay 22-25, F Jan 1

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    I want to become a nudist but I'm afraid my parents will not approve. Ideas?
    Slam11 Slam11 16-17, M Jan 3

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    I'm starting to be only attracted to females and good friends with males with each day going by:)
    lizmcfee lizmcfee 22-25, F 1 Response Jan 3

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    A lot of people are trying tons of spells that don`t work and the only result they get is disappointment. Okay,maybe someone succeded and got the tail with a spell,but that`s...
    vbmermiad vbmermiad 16-17, F 1 Response Jan 3

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    I am already anorexic 177cm (5'10 ish) and 45 kg ( like 99lb) i have been this way for 3 years now and its not fun at all :(
    Horse10202 Horse10202 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 3

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    Back to being anorexic... Day 1- compulsive exercising.
    exhuberantviolet exhuberantviolet 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 5

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    I am always bullied, and i'm told i'm worthless and fat. Honestly, I believe that. If someone could talk me out of this, that would be great. I only ate a lettuce wrap today and...
    PurplePuppy68 PurplePuppy68 13-15, F 1 Response Jan 5

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    It's been a long time since i have logged on. I'm still struggling with my eating disorder. I haven't lost weight but I'm on a strict pro Ana diet. I did very well yesterday and...
    avdotiya avdotiya 16-17, F Jan 6

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    After I got a job at a movie theater I realized that I started to gain weight from getting free food. I stopped eating that **** and now I'm not really eating at all and I have...
    hallethin hallethin 18-21, F Jan 6

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    "Tea Party" (tm) members are always shouting "I want my country back." I want my country back from pointless foreign wars, electronic surveillance, a muzzled press and this...
    SilverPagan SilverPagan 51-55, M Jan 7

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    A lot of people want absolute freedom and no government. That's how we become Somalia or Rwanda.
    ValhallaAwaits ValhallaAwaits 18-21, M Jan 8

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    Sorry but no. As an atheist I have more to fear from a sicko that believes he is the vengeful hand of god than he has to fear from me. Islam has become a code word for the angry...
    EarthlingWise EarthlingWise 41-45 22 Responses Jan 8

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    I just am…. it is so strange. The other day I was even watching football!
    Diginator Diginator 70+, M 1 Response Jan 8

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    Haven't eaten anything today, hopefully tomorrow will go the same.
    JB10106 JB10106 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 8

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    For the last few years, I have worked hard on my physical fitness and the whole issue of health and fitness has become a passion of mine. I recently have toyed with the idea of...
    suzieb1971 suzieb1971 41-45, F 4 Responses Jan 11

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    Lost another pound and a half yesterday. So hungry today. I want to eat so badly. But am also disgusted at the thought of food. Going to be a long day at work...
    0Marie 0Marie 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 13

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    it's not the other people telling me I'm fat no one does that, it's myself saying it.
    blweh blweh 18-21, F 2 Responses Jan 13

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    How many girls love them selves for being a girl I know I do I love to look in the mirror at my self and see a beautiful women I don't have any flawes about the way I look it has...
    mischef mischef 41-45, T 3 Responses Jan 13

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    I went out today wearing a knee length dress for the first time,I also wore flat sandals with flowers on them. I loved it,even my friend said I looked hot,I usually wear maxis but...
    TrannyinSydney TrannyinSydney 26-30, T Jan 14

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    I'm just starting out I need someone to help me with self control
    ye11owlight ye11owlight 13-15, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    My crazy mindset of poopy plans. Yea, some people still find it hard to accept how crazy I may be even it's 2015 and they can't let go and say good bye to 2014. There's a pasar...
    iTetra iTetra 13-15, F 5 days ago

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    My goal is to be skinny enough to turn heads, to be someone else’s thinspo, for people to whisper about me behind my back about how much weight I’ve lost, but mainly i want to...
    butterflieana butterflieana 13-15, F 2 Responses 4 days ago

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    last night I was trying to just sleep but my body wouldn't let me, I caved in and probably ate a good 400 calories.. I'm so pissed off I ate that in one setup. but I was able to...
    naturrae naturrae 18-21, F 4 days ago

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    I get told I'm cold hearted all the time and I don't really feel love, I know I love my mom but, I can't feel the love anymore and I don't feel love towards my family and if I...
    WildWolfGirl WildWolfGirl 13-15, F 4 days ago

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    Its not other people who call me fat but instead its me calling myself fat, I am my own worst enemy in this case, and the other is food. So I am now officially going to work my...
    Nanami19 Nanami19 16-17, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    We don't want to be patient anymore. We are becoming reluctant to exercise forgiveness. We hesitate to give second chances. It is no longer efficient or economical to FORGIVE If...
    DarkPathos DarkPathos 51-55, M 6 Responses 10 hrs ago

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    I'm having a tough time. I spent the entire day in bed. No strength to get up. So many things on my mind. Tonight I'm spending the night at my "bf's"...reluctantly too...I wanted...
    nolasanchez30 nolasanchez30 31-35, F 5 Responses 20 hrs ago

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    I look at my life now and im so extremely glad I was able to grab hold of myself pull myself up and start moving forward again. I had given up on life. I had just sat down and was...
    WickedlilAngel WickedlilAngel 31-35, F 6 Responses 15 hrs ago

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    Feeling low today. Going to the contact centre tomorrow to draw up the contract for supervised contact and agree dates. My daughters are wanting to let him back into their lives...
    Sunrise13 Sunrise13 31-35, F 4 Responses 9 hrs ago

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    I'm not sure when it began - I think maybe 4 or 5 years ago. I would have these moments out of nowhere where would just be extremely disoriented. When it happened and immediately...
    biggid2012 biggid2012 41-45, M 9 hrs ago

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    I'm not sure what to do anymore. My husband has two slipped discs and sciatica and I'm slowly losing patience and compassion for him. We have been married for almost 10 years and...
    freckledlady freckledlady 31-35, F 7 hrs ago

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    I've been seriously considering becoming an escort. I've given it a lot of thought. I'm in dire need of money and I want to get away from where I'm at currently. I've set up a...
    NoF7cksSeven NoF7cksSeven 18-21, F 5 Responses 6 hrs ago

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    I am 22 and my everyday life is becoming so difficult. I have so many things to be grateful for, family, friends, boyfriend. However I am at the point where I have such bad anxiety...
    anxietykills12 anxietykills12 22-25, F 7 Responses 5 hrs ago