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I Am Becoming a Thriver of Rapes

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    I NEED RIGHT NOW A FCKING SERIOUS ANA BUDDY PLEASE IM BECOMING NOTHING
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response May 8

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    if I am not allowed to have love then I am entitled to have hate
    cosmicpenguin cosmicpenguin 36-40, M 5 hrs ago

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    I have done this before I raped 2 5 yr old twin girls
    subsissy1989 subsissy1989 26-30, M 3 Responses May 1

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    Please come and gang rape me right now l! Message for my address
    dreadylatina dreadylatina 26-30, F 1 Response May 3

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    I am weak. I am a failure. I ate (not even binge eating) then I purged for a week. but I didn't work. and I gained 5lbs. the week before I ate nothing and lost 9lbs. today I stayed...
    kikimyst kikimyst 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 28

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    I think I've done it no longer feel hungry.
    sassysami70663 sassysami70663 26-30, F Apr 28

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    Today was a day of weakness. Cookies kept being available for some reason.. Today I ate: Cereal: 382 calories Pizza: 340 calories Glass of milk: 122 calories Cookies: 399 calories...
    Brimmless Brimmless 18-21, F 2 Responses Apr 28

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    I cannot Know it, but I can love it. And through that love, I can know a little more.
    chaekowski chaekowski 26-30, M Apr 29

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    **** the world ain't nothing worth living for
    silverstar90 silverstar90 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 29

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    I've been with a few guys but it seems that I can only be totally satisfied by girls.
    theoneyoulove98 theoneyoulove98 16-17, F 1 Response Apr 30

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    I wouldnt mind. I wish i had more will power. If i could just last until i get to 110lbs then all will be accomplished.
    kimberlyshepard7 kimberlyshepard7 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 30

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    Today for breakfast I ate less than half the calories I normally do. Pretty proud of that. Will update later today after dinner
    Brimmless Brimmless 18-21, F 2 Responses May 1

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    I didn't believe in my society's foundation. I sought a foundation of my own. I found one. And now I am ready for action.
    chaekowski chaekowski 26-30, M May 1

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    day 2. all I ate today was a small fruit cup with no apples from chic-fil-a, and a small snack sized bag of pretzels . I feel confident about this. I drink water constantly. I...
    inevertoldne1 inevertoldne1 22-25, F May 1

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    day three I been doing well but I got asked what I wanted from subway and before I could say no I was spurting a sandwich...i calculated it and it's 400 cal JUST for the sandwich...
    inevertoldne1 inevertoldne1 22-25, F 1 Response May 2

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    I think part of the reason for my increasing cynicism is because I want to blame the world rather than take responsibility for my own unhappiness. I want to tell myself that the...
    honestlyanonymouslyme honestlyanonymouslyme 22-25, F 1 Response May 2

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    can people help me start and give me tips?
    haylfire haylfire 18-21, F 2 Responses May 3

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    anyone want to be pro ana buddies to help keep each other on track? (being that this isn't the healthiest thing only ages 20+ please)
    haylfire haylfire 18-21, F 2 Responses May 3

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    I'm going to get serious starting now. The last few days I've been slacking and making excuses. No more. I WILL be thin.
    Brimmless Brimmless 18-21, F 2 Responses May 3

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    Ugh day 4. idk how many calories I took in just now or how.many I let put hopefully not enough to destroy me. just ate what my son didn't want of his dinner. small servings of...
    inevertoldne1 inevertoldne1 22-25, F May 3

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    omfg were having pizza for dinner tonight and I'm expected to eat. ahhhh I'm gonna gain weight **** my life I won't be able to get it out in time. I have to get a 4 yr old ready...
    inevertoldne1 inevertoldne1 22-25, F May 3

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    With reluctance, today I threw out my chocolate. I realized just knowing it was there in the 3rd drawer down of my dresser was holding me back. I feel so relieved. Why didn't I do...
    Brimmless Brimmless 18-21, F May 5

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    "you either die a hero, or live long enough to see yourself be on the villain" This statement is so very true, and I am a prime example. So kind so sweet would never hurt a fly...
    maniacalmusician maniacalmusician 18-21, M 1 Response May 6

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    JESUS FREAKING CHRIST. My mom went to Krispy Kream and she said she was only gonna get one for herself, but decided to get a box for us instead. WHAT THE HELL WOMAN!?! It's like...
    Brimmless Brimmless 18-21, F 2 Responses May 6

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    I need to accept who i am and what i have. I love everyone on here who has helped me and the people in my life. I cant wait until you can see how much im changing!
    phaselove86 phaselove86 16-17, F May 7

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    My so called ex used me, betrayed me, abused me again, and again after 3 years together on and off. I realised that he wasn't making real effort to stop, so I just broke our...
    Sorasai Sorasai 22-25, F 1 Response May 9

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    I am a bisexual girl in Florida. I've had a brief experience with a woman and lately I have been really wanting to explore that world more. I have been with men mostly, but I...
    eaterofdarkness709 eaterofdarkness709 22-25, F 1 Response May 9

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    From the one light, the many flowers bloom.
    chaekowski chaekowski 26-30, M May 9

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    All that I see is a part of me. My feet sink to the depths of the sea. My hands rise to reach the stars in my eyes. Nothing is apart from me. All that I see is a part of me.
    chaekowski chaekowski 26-30, M May 10

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    ANOREXIA IS NOT A WILLFUL DISEASE! You can't develop it simply because you want that is being very ignorant. I actually had anorexia for five years that included five inpatient...
    JuliaHHL JuliaHHL 18-21, F 1 Response May 11

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    I knew this day will come I rarely post anything personal. But in times like this I might as well. Just received a very heart-breaking news from my Dad over the phone. My...
    zionmarket zionmarket 31-35, F May 13

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    Ok time to get back on track.
    inevertoldne1 inevertoldne1 22-25, F 1 Response May 14

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    Something weird happened. Yesterday, my scale said I gained a pound, putting me at 114.2, which is pretty much impossible. So I got on it today and it said 112.8, which is much...
    Brimmless Brimmless 18-21, F 1 Response May 19

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    I am quite a shy person. I blush easily. I am socially awkward around new people and find it difficult to strike up friendships. I've always been comfortable in my own company. But...
    kellyloveslife kellyloveslife 18-21, F 1 Response May 20

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    No food needed...Im tired of eating. I feel like i can't stop. Im never hungry so why eat? I need help, I need to stop eating, or Ill be fat again.
    Wheresmywayout Wheresmywayout 16-17, F 6 days ago

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    I weigh 110pounds I don't like it.I want lower I have tried to stop eating but my parents and family noticed and forced me to eat now I wanna lose it the last time I fainted from...
    MusicLover4Eternity MusicLover4Eternity 13-15, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    I use to weigh 116 pounds, I am a small frame, 5"7 3/4, small waist, and was underweight for myself. Now, I am 145 pounds still a small frame but my thighs, legs, arms, face, hips...
    XxCuTiE14xX XxCuTiE14xX 16-17, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    So, I am doing it and my stomach is feeling hard inside. I ain't growling but inside it feels like it's shrinking or something is pulling my stomach in. I'm kinda hungry and in the...
    XxCuTiE14xX XxCuTiE14xX 16-17, F 2 Responses 4 days ago

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    I've cared too much in my life, whenever somebody needed help, I was there, I didn't expect or want thanks, it just felt the decent human thing to do. And I hoped they'd do the...
    RealLifePerson RealLifePerson 26-30, M 3 days ago

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    Tired of loving people and them leaving. Tired of what the world is coming to and has been. Sick of life as a whole. Spent 17 years on this planet and it's been nothing but...
    KingWithNoCrown KingWithNoCrown 18-21, M 2 Responses 3 days ago

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    I'm ending a lot of relationships that aren't mutually beneficial, in order to collect my energy together and create space for something new to grow within. Something new as in...
    earthcentreRise earthcentreRise 22-25 2 days ago

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