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I Am Becoming a Thriver of Rapes

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    When I was a young girl, curly blond hair ,blue eyes, sincere smile full of laughter and but very shy. Life seemed so easy . Until the age of 5. I remember all of the good times...
    zylahgirl zylahgirl 26-30 1 Response Nov 2

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    Being a pilot has a certain thrill and charm, like many little children who say we'll become pilot when we''ll become older, I also had the same dream, ambition of becoming a pilot...
    mrshahbaz mrshahbaz 22-25, M Nov 2

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    I try and resist it. I'm a cynical guy anyway. But every time something affects me personally, I feel it getting to me. I guess in my more pragmatic moments, I just accept that the...
    picklebobble picklebobble 46-50, M Nov 3

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    From very little boy, I wanted to get one leg cut of, it always appeared to me as a wonderfull experience to live. Then of course, with the years, wanting more and more, I came to...
    must308 must308 46-50, T 1 Response Nov 5

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    I was listening to a song called "you there" by Aquilo. I suddenly heard a beeping noise on my right ear, my dad said that it was an early symptom of becoming deaf. I'm scared.
    Dandywishes Dandywishes 13-15, F Nov 11

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    I love it, more production and more practicing of my skills!
    FinalSoldier FinalSoldier 13-15, M Oct 26

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    I become paranoid at the slightest provocation. I cant trust people at all. It all started, I guess, with my father leaving my mom for someone else. I developed a sort of mental...
    brokenhearted2000 brokenhearted2000 18-21, F Oct 28

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    I love the feeling of an empty stomach, The feeling of my ribs and hipbones, The feeling of my bones, The feeling of being thin. I don't love the feeling of lies, Being cold 24/7...
    vyrlox vyrlox 18-21, F 1 Response Oct 28

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    Feel free to talk to me but only if you're around my age
    bethyjanexx bethyjanexx 16-17, F Oct 29

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    After just over a year I am finally resurfacing. It's taken over 12 medication changes, a year and a half of on going counselling and (at long last) a good doctor who cares, to get...
    js246 js246 22-25 Oct 30

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    I started out as just wanting to get this 10 pounds off. Got prescribed adderall for my ADD more and more frequently I would notice me taking more. Not because I liked the feeling...
    brandiyates brandiyates 22-25, F 2 Responses Nov 1

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    Everyone says I'm skinny... I know I'm skinny sometimes I feel too skinny... But then I see a roll of fat on my stomach and I just feel useless.... I start crying I never slouch...
    Tacoxbri Tacoxbri 16-17, F Nov 2

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    But I don't want to be . I am just annoyed by everything .
    Alylovespuppies Alylovespuppies 18-21, F Nov 2

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    I am right now. One of the cold and bitter person in the world.
    lanhancupto lanhancupto 26-30, M 1 Response Nov 3

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    I don't like it. I want to love... but everyone, from family to lovers, whom I've given my heart have just stomped on it... I am distrustful of women and suspicious of my own...
    Foenix Foenix 36-40, M 1 Response Nov 3

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    I sometimes think i am a psychopath idk
    nonorawi nonorawi 13-15, F Nov 3

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    It's my way to keep from getting hurt again. Tears will not be shed Emotion will not be shown
    GoodbyeLife GoodbyeLife 13-15, F 4 Responses Nov 3

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    Been married for quite some time, me and my wife have been through so much over the course. She really has treated me like **** and I took it trying to keep our marriage going. We...
    ToughTimes31 ToughTimes31 31-35, M Nov 5

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    It's my birthday in 6 days. If I'm honest I didn't think that I would ever see the end of my depression; if anything I thought it would see the end of me. At some point in the dark...
    js246 js246 22-25 Nov 6

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    For the first time I am interested in force puking. In about 15 minutes I'm going to give it a try. Im just so sick of this body I'm in. I want to change. I want to eat less. Get...
    physatics physatics 18-21 Nov 8

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    I feel so stupid posting this.... but I really need some non-judgemental advice. I have not told anyone in person how I feel and hope to keep it that way. I m worried what my...
    cr1999 cr1999 13-15 1 Response Nov 8

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    I saw this subject and wanted to share my part. I have lived with my husband, in a an extremely religious country. Haven't seen any of this so called cruelty . But I heard someone...
    Gemma3sahara Gemma3sahara 31-35, F 5 Responses Nov 10

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    I stepped on the scale.. And it scared me. I don't think I can eat until I lose 100lbs. I've never been this disgustingly fat. 349 is going to far. I know the effects and know what...
    SecretSpirit SecretSpirit 22-25, F 1 Response Nov 10

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    I went to the gym for 2hours today and I only consumed about 600cals. I'm really proud of myself! Hopefully I can stick to it for a month.
    avdotiya avdotiya 16-17, F Nov 10

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    The muslim philosophy on how to deal with debates on religion.
    christismyguide christismyguide 22-25, F Nov 11

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    My mum and dad shouldn't have been parents, they had me to fix an already broken marriage and it didn't work, so they both moved on and forgot about me. I was a failure from day...
    failure86 failure86 26-30, F Nov 11

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    I know this is a disease. I know what i'm doing to my body is wrong. But it's so addicting. Hungry makes me feel in control. I wish it was easy to stop.
    chocolatecurlz chocolatecurlz 18-21, F Nov 13

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    im torn between anorexia and bulimia.. i starve myself for days without eating anything.. then after like a week i eat a small meal and i puke it out.. i feel so alone cause i cant...
    savannah0833 savannah0833 16-17, F 3 Responses Nov 13

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    lately I have felt extremely bad about my body image.. I used to be so thin and wore zeros. I've been gaining weight and my boyfriend said I'm getting fat and with me already...
    Kileighco Kileighco 18-21 1 Response Nov 13

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    I’ve gone through situations in my life where, now and again, I’ve experienced unfortunate panicky incidentss and alarming outbreaks, with all the crazy emotions included...
    Injoy1767 Injoy1767 46-50, F 1 Response Nov 14

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    I have several friends who are truly wonderful Muslims. They fear speaking out about the extremist elements within Islam because they worry about being targeted themselves. It's...
    LOMD LOMD 31-35, M 3 Responses Nov 14

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    My mom just had knee surgery and for a little over 8 years I noticed little bits and pieces of my mom's declining memory. She had a car accident and they decided from her answers...
    Owleeeeease7 Owleeeeease7 36-40, F Nov 14

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    I'm only 14, and I've drank, smoked, gotten high, self harmed, dealt with depression, anxiety, and you get the point. The only thing is, that I'm terrified that i will become some...
    killeyj killeyj 13-15, F Nov 15

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    Hello, I wanted to share this story, because I can't tell my mom neither my sister! They would freak. Everything started last year when I met this really skinny girl, let's call...
    samisol1 samisol1 16-17, F 4 Responses Nov 17

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    I've been shown something to strive towards. I may fall and stumble along the way but once I rise to my feet I'll never fall again. That's a promise.
    Ace2117 Ace2117 22-25, M 1 Response Nov 17

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    I've been struggling with the thoughts of anorexia for a while now. I hate it. I hate thinking about it. I feel like i'm the fat one out of all my friends & every time I eat...
    cicimontoya cicimontoya 22-25, F 2 Responses Nov 17

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    I don´t really know if I am beacoming Anorexic, but I am starting to count calories, and eat arroound 1000 per day, which I think is too much. Is just that I want so bad to slow...
    danyjiad danyjiad 18-21, F Nov 17

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    I believe I can never learn enuf. I like myself more each & every year bc I learn something from everyone I talk with. I'm always willing to take good advice
    MiddleSister45 MiddleSister45 41-45, F Nov 17

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    I hate when people judge me because I'm trying and it takes time to progress .
    Alylovespuppies Alylovespuppies 18-21, F Nov 17

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    I spend much time here, and the people is too shy to talk, that sucks cause this site was created to share experiences and know new people, and and almost anyone dares to speak and...
    Playerchap Playerchap 26-30, M 1 Response a week ago

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    My mother is legally blind. my retinas detached a couple of years ago. my vision is slowly declining.
    maddie1980 maddie1980 31-35, F 4 days ago

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    Yup yup......................
    ohno25 ohno25 41-45, M 1 day ago

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    Oh God, there are too many layers involved in this! What to do about then? Times when called good or bad, throughout the mankind, the debut word to blame time, since then an...
    Elitevenkat8kashyap Elitevenkat8kashyap 36-40, M 11 hrs ago

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    I'm not romantic at all, you won't notice me if I fall. After all, I blew my chances on love, then you call. "How are you doing" I hear the joy in your voice and it fills my...
    XnOXnO XnOXnO 22-25, M 11 hrs ago

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    I feel so stupid and awkward pouring my heart out on here but seeing other experiences I know I'm not entirely alone. I've been with my husband for 7 years though only married...
    lozzenbee lozzenbee 22-25, F 7 hrs ago

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