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I Am Becoming Anorexic

I guess i made a group... Idk what i'm doing. But.. ok then. This is a group for anorexic people. All about anorexia. So please join if you would like to talk about a problem, or anything. 2,180 People

    How much can I lose in a week

    if I have 400 calories a day and I don't eat before 3AM or after 6PM? I will exercise of course
    SlenderFreakish213 SlenderFreakish213 13-15, F 1 Response Jan 4

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    With reluctance, today I threw out my chocolate.

    I realized just knowing it was there in the 3rd drawer down of my dresser was holding me back. I feel so relieved. Why didn't I do this earlier?
    Brimmless Brimmless 18-21, F May 5, 2015

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    I need an ana buddy! Someone

    who can keep me motivated and be honest with me...
    ButterflyBaby7 ButterflyBaby7 13-15, F 3 Responses Nov 10, 2015

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    alyssiabeth alyssiabeth 16-17, F 3 Responses Oct 29, 2015

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    This is hard you guys.

    My mom doesn't know that I can't eat. Like I just can't. I ate a TV dinner to make her happy and then I thought I'd have a little but if chips and cheese, but my dad made me it and there had to be at least sixty chips on that plate. And a lot of cheese. And I had to eat it...
    Hiway202 Hiway202 16-17, F 2 Responses Dec 10, 2015

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    Scaredmonster Scaredmonster 16-17, F 2 Responses May 23, 2014

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    Please help me. I feel

    so fat and ugly and sometimes I can't even wear clothes I loved to wear, I hate being ugly. I want to be anorexic, bulimia will damage my teeth and my throat but anorexia is better. I can feel my mind being sucked away to nothingness, and I just wanna feel pretty again
    anorexichipster anorexichipster 13-15, F 2 Responses Nov 7, 2015

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    Well i think at least.

    . At least some health issue. So much trouble in my life is taking effect probably. No hunger feeling, no apetite, my favorite food is not that good anymore... Dinner is not what it used to be and i feel pressured to eat since my family is watching me. So frustrated. Apetite...
    LibriArte LibriArte 18-21, F 2 Responses 2 days ago

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    I have recently lost 24 pounds in 3 weeks

    and people are noticing. It started as a side effect from medicine, but then I became enticed by the image in the mirror and desirous to keep getting skinnier. People have really noticed and commented on my weight loss and I don't ever know how to reply. And now my parents are...
    bex3344 bex3344 16-17, F Dec 17, 2015

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    I Have To...

     I despise the way I look. It's killing me. I look in the mirror, and basically collapse because of anger at the size of my reflection. I feel like throwing up every time I hunch over and feel the rolls of skin on my stomach. I can already see results of myself not eating. I...
    justthatgirl justthatgirl 18-21, F 10 Responses Nov 12, 2009

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    I just got out the hospital from being

    apparently fully recovered if anorexia. And now I weigh 90pounds.someone plz help me and chat to me so I can go down again.I fell far and ugly and want to be skinny again
    Leiahcollins Leiahcollins 18-21 1 Response Oct 8, 2015

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    I am always bullied,

    and i'm told i'm worthless and fat. Honestly, I believe that. If someone could talk me out of this, that would be great. I only ate a lettuce wrap today and drank water. I'm eleven and 120 pounds and I think I am WAAAAAY obese. Is that true?
    PurplePuppy68 PurplePuppy68 13-15, F 1 Response Jan 5, 2015

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    I love the feeling of an empty stomach,

    The feeling of my ribs and hipbones, The feeling of my bones, The feeling of being thin. I don't love the feeling of lies, Being cold 24/7, The feeling of people staring at me, The feeling of being to fat, The feeling of death... But in a certain way I do love those things.. It...
    vyrlox vyrlox 18-21, F 1 Response Oct 28, 2014

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    Just not eating... again.

    I've only fasted 5 or 6 times, and for less than 4 days for each of them. I wish I would stop gaining back the weight I lost...
    SeaHowrse SeaHowrse 13-15, F 2 Responses Jan 4

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    I'm so scared. I haven't weighed

    so little since I was in middle school, but every time I see or think of food I can't bring myself to eat enough or at all. I don't want to be afraid of food or panic when I eat...
    mentiras mentiras 18-21, F 2 Responses Oct 25, 2015

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    I hate calorie counting,

    it made me sick actually but I just can't stop. I feel like I will overeat and get fat. What should I do? :( I really hate this. I feel like with a half portion lunch and some veggies and fruits for dinner I already overeat but I just hate I can't let myself enjoy food and can't...
    Dreamingoflife01 Dreamingoflife01 18-21 21 hrs ago

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    Ana's Secret

    People will always warn you of the physical dangers of anorexia or any eating disorder. They'll threaten with hair loss, organ failure, teeth decay, infertility and much more. Once they hear about your disease they'll always bring it up at all times. No matter how you eat they...
    paterpeccavi paterpeccavi 22-25, F 6 Responses Aug 5, 2013

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    Annmarierosewood Annmarierosewood 13-15, F 1 Response Oct 17, 2015

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    peachlove509 peachlove509 13-15, F 5 Responses a week ago

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    I started to skip one meal per day,

    then two, then three but with the occasional snack. Now I'm not eating at all. I just need to loose the weight and be pretty and thin so when I pass the girls who call me fat, i will be able to laugh at them. And they wont be able to call me fat ever again. I want to be thin...
    isolatedboy123 isolatedboy123 13-15, F 3 Responses Sep 6, 2015

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    Texting Buddy

    I seriously need a texting pro ana buddy right now...I'm 15 about 2 months till i turn 16 and I'm 5'4" and i weight about 125... I need someone to text about tips and to help me through not eating and me losing all this gross fat >.< Pleaseee!
    HeatherNicole1621 HeatherNicole1621 18-21, F 7 Responses Aug 16, 2013

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    I am "5'7 and 135Ibs.

    I want to get down to 100Ibs. I need an ana buddy to help me. 
    izzzzzzzzzzzy izzzzzzzzzzzy 18-21, F 2 Responses 6 days ago

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    JESUS FREAKING CHRIST.

    My mom went to Krispy Kream and she said she was only gonna get one for herself, but decided to get a box for us instead. WHAT THE HELL WOMAN!?! It's like you're TRYING to sabotouge me! I don't care what you wanna eat, but don't force it onto me too! She's always buying food...
    Brimmless Brimmless 18-21, F 2 Responses May 6, 2015

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    I don't want food anymore

    and when I force myself to eat atleast a snack I feel like im gonna puke... I don't wanna eat anymore, the most of picks of dinner; I'm 5'2 and weigh 99.-. I know that's not good but it hurts to eat. I guess it's better than cutting (I'm an ex-cutter of almost 3months)
    Waterstorm Waterstorm 16-17, F 1 Response Oct 20, 2014

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    I need an ana buddy. I feel

    so extremely fat. I'm 5'4 and 125lbs. I need to lose weight fast.
    bellas20 bellas20 13-15, F 2 Responses Nov 10, 2015

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    Does anyone hate the weekends?

    its like all the food is screaming at you when you're sitting on the couch. you can't go in the kitchen to get water without all the sodas staring at you or open the pantry to get a protein bar without the junk food catching your sleeve and pulling you in.
    thebladeisbae0718 thebladeisbae0718 13-15, F 2 Responses Feb 21, 2015

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    Lost another pound and a half yesterday.

    So hungry today. I want to eat so badly. But am also disgusted at the thought of food. Going to be a long day at work...
    0Marie 0Marie 22-25, F 2 Responses Jan 13, 2015

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    The question is, Pie

    and thunder thighs, or Celery and thigh gap? Cake and double chin, or grapes and collarbones? Pastries and food baby belly, or fasting and flat stomach? Dinner and "love handles", or water and hip bones? The choice is yours, what do you pick?
    Wheresmywayout Wheresmywayout 18-21, F 2 Responses May 27, 2015

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    I tried this before but I failed

    so bad. I'm just sooo sick of looking in the mirror and feeling terrible about myself. sometimes I want to die that's how bad I feel. so I'm starting tomorrow and I'm not going to stop until I feel better about myself. Every time I eat I want throw it all up and never eat again...
    GeenieWeenie12 GeenieWeenie12 13-15, F 1 Response Jan 25

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    Some days I will go without hardly eating

    anything and the next day I can't help but eat anything that someone shoves in my face. I want to stay constant but I can't. I go to bed thinking about it and wake up thinking about it, I dream about it. I can't commit. I need someone to help me commit. Please.
    butterflybones butterflybones 18-21, F 1 Response May 6, 2014

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    I don't get this. In one point people say,

    restricting food is not good, not healthy. We should listen to our bodies and treat eat well. On the other hand, many people say we should be always careful what we eat and we should eat smaller portions of food to be healthy. Two totally different views in life. One of those...
    Dreamingoflife01 Dreamingoflife01 18-21 1 Response 1 day ago

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    I started out as just wanting to get this 10

    pounds off. Got prescribed adderall for my ADD more and more frequently I would notice me taking more. Not because I liked the feeling, I liked not having to think about food. I liked not eating. Then when the pounds came off I just wanted to be smaller and smaller. Hungry...
    brandiyates brandiyates 22-25, F 2 Responses Nov 1, 2014

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    thebladeisbae0718 thebladeisbae0718 13-15, F 1 Response Feb 21, 2015

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    I am 16. I'm currently 5'7

    and 127lb . Ive struggled with weight issues for the past year. Recently I've been so triggered that I'm going hardcore weightloss. Starving, purging, etc. I've also started a daily record of what my daily weight is, how much i excersise, and what I eat and drink, and the...
    Britkitty Britkitty 18-21, F Dec 23, 2015

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    I've been struggling with the thoughts of

    anorexia for a while now. I hate it. I hate thinking about it. I feel like i'm the fat one out of all my friends & every time I eat something I feel ashamed right after. I hate that a lot of other girls feel like this because it hurts. I don't like to go out anymore because my...
    cicimontoya cicimontoya 22-25, F 1 Response Nov 17, 2014

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    My goal is to be skinny enough to turn heads,

    to be someone else’s thinspo, for people to whisper about me behind my back about how much weight I’ve lost, but mainly i want to be skinny enough to show everyone who said i was fat, or that i couldn’t do it that i can.
    butterflieana butterflieana 13-15, F 3 Responses Jan 20, 2015

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    I desperately need an ana buddy!

    I'm very devoted to this and I'll be helpful❤️ I'm 5'3 and 148 pounds
    SkinnyLove1699 SkinnyLove1699 16-17, F 4 Responses Dec 8, 2015

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    palusi palusi 18-21, F 5 Responses Jan 11

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    I am a severe anorexic (full stop).

    I literally regret the day I met ana, and now I am literally a failure because I lost all my chances to recover,lost my health, and I am not skinny enough.
    mirnahazem mirnahazem 13-15, F Oct 19, 2015

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    itombriddle itombriddle 16-17, F 5 Responses Sep 19, 2015

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    colorfulrainbow19 colorfulrainbow19 16-17, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    5'5 130 lbs and need to lose weight.

    I need more ana buddies!!!!
    raadvelvet raadvelvet 16-17, F 3 Responses Sep 15, 2015

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    Id rather wear my food on my body

    as jewelry, or clothing. Not fat.
    Wheresmywayout Wheresmywayout 18-21, F May 31, 2015

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    I posted this on Recover Your Life

    and I'm posting it here, too. By the way, to all the people asking for "Ana buddies". Just stop. Not that your going to listen to me, but you don't know what your getting yourself into. I thought I was doing fine. I slipped back into it for what I thought was the last time a...
    Hiway202 Hiway202 16-17, F 1 Response Dec 9, 2015

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    Starting to be happy with myself!

    ! I'm nearing my desired weight!!
    GirlOnline15 GirlOnline15 13-15, F Sep 30, 2015

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