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I Am Becoming Anorexic

I guess i made a group... Idk what i'm doing. But.. ok then. This is a group for anorexic people. All about anorexia. So please join if you would like to talk about a problem, or anything. 1,580 People

    im torn between anorexia

    and bulimia.. i starve myself for days without eating anything.. then after like a week i eat a small meal and i puke it out.. i feel so alone cause i cant tell anyone one about it cause theyll tell me im crazy or i have a nice body or something like that.. but i know im fat.. i...
    savannah0833 savannah0833
    18-21, F
    3 Responses Nov 13, 2014

    Im 5'4 and 182. I gain wieght

    so fast . I need to become anarexic. Someone help me
    izzyfcole izzyfcole
    18-21, F
    1 Response Sep 13, 2015

    just binged so bad and I can't

    even jump rope because I've put too much pressure on my legs lately and they hurt so bad, I don't want to puke but I don't know what to do
    Stucky99 Stucky99
    18-21, F
    3 Responses Oct 21, 2015

    No food needed...Im tired of eating.

    I feel like i can't stop. Im never hungry so why eat? I need help, I need to stop eating, or Ill be fat again.
    Wheresmywayout Wheresmywayout
    18-21, F
    May 21, 2015

    Ana's Secret

    People will always warn you of the physical dangers of anorexia or any eating disorder. They'll threaten with hair loss, organ failure, teeth decay, infertility and much more. Once they hear about your disease they'll always bring it up at all times. No matter how you eat they...
    paterpeccavi paterpeccavi
    22-25, F
    6 Responses Aug 5, 2013

    I just want to say to all these 'pro ana' girls

    that what your doing is ridiculous...you wouldnt be pro cancer or pro heart disease....so why on EARTH would you be pro ana? As someone who's had and got anorexia it's not something I want. It's not something that's good. I hate it and I desperately want to change. It's ruining...
    GeorgiaAlicee GeorgiaAlicee
    18-21, F
    4 Responses Mar 18, 2015

    I am "5'7 and 135Ibs.

    I want to get down to 100Ibs. I need an ana buddy to help me. 
    izzzzzzzzzzzy izzzzzzzzzzzy
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Feb 7

    I'm slowly finding my mind being taken over by

    these thoughts of having to be thinner. I want the fat off my body. I don't want to look like I do now. I hate people saying I'm small but I don't look like what I want to look like. No one understands and I need someone who understands me and also hears these thoughts running...
    Blueskydreams Blueskydreams
    18-21, F
    1 Response Feb 3, 2014

    I'm 13, 5'4 and I weigh 114 pounds,

    I've always had a problem with eating since I was about 4, I can't swallow large amounts of food so it takes me longer to eat so i get full very quickly, this is making me slowly anorexic but I don't want to be but I physically cannot. Is anyone the same? ๐Ÿ˜•
    Cheergirl02 Cheergirl02
    18-21, F
    3 Responses Aug 23, 2015

    I love the feeling of an empty stomach,

    The feeling of my ribs and hipbones, The feeling of my bones, The feeling of being thin. I don't love the feeling of lies, Being cold 24/7, The feeling of people staring at me, The feeling of being to fat, The feeling of death... But in a certain way I do love those things.. It...
    vyrlox vyrlox
    18-21, F
    1 Response Oct 28, 2014

    I'm going to get serious starting now.

    The last few days I've been slacking and making excuses. No more. I WILL be thin.
    Brimmless Brimmless
    18-21, F
    2 Responses May 3, 2015

    I tried on 3 pants this morning.

    ...and none of them fit ๐Ÿ˜ฉ
    HipsterYoda HipsterYoda
    18-21, F
    1 Response Sep 16, 2015

    thought I posted this butnif don't see it.

    so i post again haha. any who this is wonderful news for me. I literally can't eat anything with out being in pain not even a bite...okay maybe a bite but now I can only drink water not even tea. just water is the only thing that doesn't cause pain or nausea/vomiting. eep I...
    inevertoldne1 inevertoldne1
    26-30, F
    Sep 10, 2015

    Today At Work

    One of the girls I've been teaching for the last four months asked me why my face keeps getting more pointy. I just told her I've been feeling ill lately, and after I got done for the day, she'd left me cookies up at the front desk, with a note that said get better soon Miss...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Nov 9, 2009

    Back to being anorexic.

    .. Day 1- compulsive exercising.
    exhuberantviolet exhuberantviolet
    18-21, F
    Jan 5, 2015

    Some days I will go without hardly eating

    anything and the next day I can't help but eat anything that someone shoves in my face. I want to stay constant but I can't. I go to bed thinking about it and wake up thinking about it, I dream about it. I can't commit. I need someone to help me commit. Please.
    butterflybones butterflybones
    18-21, F
    1 Response May 6, 2014

    I am almost 17 and I have recently taken upon

    some strange eating habits. I eat an egg for breakfast and a cup of yogurt for lunch and normal for dinner, though sometimes I purge. I am 5'3" and I weigh 111.6 full and Im still fat looking.
    candimeyers5 candimeyers5
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Apr 28, 2014

    I need an Ana buddy! someone message me

    and we can exchange phone numbers!
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Sep 16, 2015

    JESUS FREAKING CHRIST.

    My mom went to Krispy Kream and she said she was only gonna get one for herself, but decided to get a box for us instead. WHAT THE HELL WOMAN!?! It's like you're TRYING to sabotouge me! I don't care what you wanna eat, but don't force it onto me too! She's always buying food...
    Brimmless Brimmless
    18-21, F
    2 Responses May 6, 2015
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Aug 28, 2015

    I am 14 years old, 5,

    2 and 140 pounds. I don't have supportive parents and I need a buddy. Anyone?
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Sep 5, 2015

    I've been struggling with the thoughts of

    anorexia for a while now. I hate it. I hate thinking about it. I feel like i'm the fat one out of all my friends & every time I eat something I feel ashamed right after. I hate that a lot of other girls feel like this because it hurts. I don't like to go out anymore because my...
    cicimontoya cicimontoya
    22-25, F
    1 Response Nov 17, 2014

    I really need an ana buddy to help me lose

    about 25 pounds if interested please, please, please message me
    piratepixie piratepixie
    13-15, F
    2 Responses Feb 20, 2015

    Something weird happened.

    Yesterday, my scale said I gained a pound, putting me at 114.2, which is pretty much impossible. So I got on it today and it said 112.8, which is much more realistic. Anyways, it's been a pretty good day as far as calories. It's nearly 3:30pm and all I've had today is an 80...
    Brimmless Brimmless
    18-21, F
    3 Responses May 19, 2015

    I am 16. I'm currently 5'7

    and 127lb . Ive struggled with weight issues for the past year. Recently I've been so triggered that I'm going hardcore weightloss. Starving, purging, etc. I've also started a daily record of what my daily weight is, how much i excersise, and what I eat and drink, and the...
    Britkitty Britkitty
    18-21, F
    1 Response Dec 23, 2015

    Texting Buddy

    I seriously need a texting pro ana buddy right now...I'm 15 about 2 months till i turn 16 and I'm 5'4" and i weight about 125... I need someone to text about tips and to help me through not eating and me losing all this gross fat >.< Pleaseee!
    HeatherNicole1621 HeatherNicole1621
    18-21, F
    7 Responses Aug 16, 2013

    I am 15 years old. Throughout my childhood up

    until I was about 9, I was perfectly happy and content with myself. I had no issues whatsoever. But when I was about 9, I started seeing myself in a different way. I had become aware that I wasn't naturally skinny. My best friend at the time was very petite (and still is) and I...
    franceshendo franceshendo
    22-25, F
    1 Response Jan 30, 2014

    I Have To...

     I despise the way I look. It's killing me. I look in the mirror, and basically collapse because of anger at the size of my reflection. I feel like throwing up every time I hunch over and feel the rolls of skin on my stomach. I can already see results of myself not eating. I...
    justthatgirl justthatgirl
    18-21, F
    10 Responses Nov 12, 2009

    I am 15, 5Ft. 2In., and I weigh 131.

    I would love an ana buddy, a strict one, I will be strict as well. any takers?
    airasee589 airasee589
    16-17, F
    2 Responses Sep 6, 2015

    i.want to be super skinny

    but my bf says im perfect! i just wanna be skinny? is this the right way? need advice
    thatcaligurl thatcaligurl
    18-21, F
    Nov 29, 2014

    The question is, Pie

    and thunder thighs, or Celery and thigh gap? Cake and double chin, or grapes and collarbones? Pastries and food baby belly, or fasting and flat stomach? Dinner and "love handles", or water and hip bones? The choice is yours, what do you pick?
    Wheresmywayout Wheresmywayout
    18-21, F
    2 Responses May 27, 2015

    I use to be thin but not I'm 220 pounds.

    .. I'm only 5'1. I need to be thin again... Please help
    yourtinygirl yourtinygirl
    18-21, F
    Sep 8, 2015

    Id rather wear my food on my body

    as jewelry, or clothing. Not fat.
    Wheresmywayout Wheresmywayout
    18-21, F
    May 31, 2015

    I'm so scared. I haven't weighed

    so little since I was in middle school, but every time I see or think of food I can't bring myself to eat enough or at all. I don't want to be afraid of food or panic when I eat...
    mentiras mentiras
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Oct 25, 2015

    Lost another pound and a half yesterday.

    So hungry today. I want to eat so badly. But am also disgusted at the thought of food. Going to be a long day at work...
    0Marie 0Marie
    22-25, F
    2 Responses Jan 13, 2015

    #IWANTCANCER is about

    as ignorant and insensitive as everyone on this group sounds right now. I am in recovery after an 8 year struggle with anorexia. I could tell you how horrible it was but because of your lack ok knowledge and your huge misconception of what anorexia is or what it is. It would be...
    JuliaHHL JuliaHHL
    22-25, F
    1 Response Sep 23, 2015

    Um currently battling with it

    and its not me who wants to lose weight its the voice telling I want good enough which is the monster I created
    AmandaPenn AmandaPenn
    18-21, F
    1 Response Sep 5, 2015

    I Am Sick Of Feeling Fat.. How Can I Become Anorexic Again Without My Parents Finding Out?

    I'm "5'1 and weigh 120.. I'm fat! The doctors made me gain 30 pounds. I want to lose this weight fast! i NEED to be at least 84 in two months! may you please give me some tips to lose the weight. I use to be bulimic too but now when i try to throw up again nothing will come out...
    lovingana2thebones lovingana2thebones
    18-21, F
    124 Responses Jun 9, 2012

    I've always had an amazing metabolism

    and it's always been easier for me to lose weight than to gain weight. I'm not sure if anorexia by definition is seeing yourself as overweight even though you aren't. I don't see myself as overweight but I always have to struggle to get food down and maintain an appetite.
    yay143 yay143
    18-21, F
    Aug 26, 2015

    i was diagnosed with EDNOS in 2012

    and stopped treatment in 2013. I recently went away to cuba and only ate rice and eggs because everything else was horrible, now that I'm back i feel myself spinning out of control again and a huge part of me is okay with the fact i don't have an appetite or a desire to eat. I...
    lovering27 lovering27
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Oct 31, 2015

    Ok so, I am still struggling with not bingeing

    I have come up with some ideas that may or may not be helpful. One of the things that I made was an Ana-book. Int it I write down all my own personel restrictions/ rules. I also write note to my "hungry-self" And I add in some motivation like writing about how it will feel to be...
    airasee589 airasee589
    16-17, F
    1 Response Sep 16, 2015
    palusi palusi
    18-21, F
    6 Responses Jan 11

    Need an Ana buddie I'm 205lbs at 5'3 I'm very

    overweight and I'm restricting but need a buddie to help me keep on track!
    skinimin12345 skinimin12345
    18-21, F
    1 Response Feb 23

    Anyone need a buddy??

    ??? I seriously need someone to help me with this and I would be so grateful!!! Xo
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Apr 7

    I started out as just wanting to get this 10

    pounds off. Got prescribed adderall for my ADD more and more frequently I would notice me taking more. Not because I liked the feeling, I liked not having to think about food. I liked not eating. Then when the pounds came off I just wanted to be smaller and smaller. Hungry...
    brandiyates brandiyates
    22-25, F
    2 Responses Nov 1, 2014

    I am 19. 5'4 and I weigh 125.

    ..still not satisfied .
    HipsterYoda HipsterYoda
    18-21, F
    1 Response Sep 7, 2015

    Well i think at least.

    . At least some health issue. So much trouble in my life is taking effect probably. No hunger feeling, no apetite, my favorite food is not that good anymore... Dinner is not what it used to be and i feel pressured to eat since my family is watching me. So frustrated. Apetite...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    2 Responses Feb 11

    With reluctance, today I threw out my chocolate.

    I realized just knowing it was there in the 3rd drawer down of my dresser was holding me back. I feel so relieved. Why didn't I do this earlier?
    Brimmless Brimmless
    18-21, F
    May 5, 2015

    I just signed up with Experience today

    and as I was going through the story section I stumbled across this. I'm a little confused about a couple of things and would like clarification, please. 1: is this about BECOMING anorexic and a support system on how to do so? (No judgment, just honest question) 2: what's an...
    Jrc7 Jrc7
    36-40, F
    1 Response Aug 29, 2015

    HELP!! I need an Ana buddie,

    Im 5ยด3 and 111lbs. like a year ago i was 99 lbs. and i want to return to that but i need support!! please
    ameva ameva
    22-25, F
    1 Response Mar 25

    I'm mark and been dieting years I'll help

    anyone by snap chat or text 07947544798 Message any time for support thanks I need a buddy
    Joaquin8599 Joaquin8599
    26-30, M
    Oct 22, 2015

    Need an Ana- buddy that can contact me through

    facebook regularly, I have no other social media.
    airasee589 airasee589
    16-17, F
    2 Responses Sep 16, 2015

    I tried this before but I failed

    so bad. I'm just sooo sick of looking in the mirror and feeling terrible about myself. sometimes I want to die that's how bad I feel. so I'm starting tomorrow and I'm not going to stop until I feel better about myself. Every time I eat I want throw it all up and never eat again...
    GeenieWeenie12 GeenieWeenie12
    13-15, F
    1 Response Jan 25

    lately I have felt extremely bad about my body

    image.. I used to be so thin and wore zeros. I've been gaining weight and my boyfriend said I'm getting fat and with me already feeling insecure that really kicked it into gear. someone please help me. diet ideas and ways to hide it? I want to weight my 100 lbs again instead of...
    Kileighco Kileighco
    18-21
    1 Response Nov 13, 2014

    Haven't eaten anything today,

    hopefully tomorrow will go the same.
    JB10106 JB10106
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Jan 8, 2015

    Im 5'4 and 182lbs. I defenitly need to lose

    pounds. I need someone to help me
    izzyfcole izzyfcole
    18-21, F
    3 Responses Sep 13, 2015

    Ana buddie anyone? I haven't eaten all day

    and need an Ana buddie to help me out I'm 5'3 and 200lbs I'm a fat *** please help!
    skinimin12345 skinimin12345
    18-21, F
    Feb 24

    You Don't Have To Look The Part To Play The Role

    I can't help it... that's of course what I'll start with. Doesn't everybody? It started fairly recently I'll admit. One night after I came home from trying on a homecoming dress that was so close to fitting me but just couldn't zip the last half an inch or less...I was...
    BreeBree2713 BreeBree2713
    18-21, F
    5 Responses Oct 7, 2011
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