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I Am Becoming Anorexic

I guess i made a group... Idk what i'm doing. But.. ok then. This is a group for anorexic people. All about anorexia. So please join if you would like to talk about a problem, or anything. 1,764 People

    I'm 14 and weight 115 pounds I know

    that doesn't sound over weight but to me it is. I'd like a buddy who will challenge me to lose more and keep going even tho it's tough. Someone who is my age or same sex. 😁😔
    rachel1008 rachel1008 13-15, F 3 Responses 2 days ago

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    I'm trying to become anorexic

    and need a buddy to talk with and get tips from
    emmcgraw emmcgraw 18-21, F 2 Responses Jul 26

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    I've been struggling with the thoughts of

    anorexia for a while now. I hate it. I hate thinking about it. I feel like i'm the fat one out of all my friends & every time I eat something I feel ashamed right after. I hate that a lot of other girls feel like this because it hurts. I don't like to go out anymore because my...
    cicimontoya cicimontoya 22-25, F 2 Responses Nov 17, 2014

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    You Don't Have To Look The Part To Play The Role

    I can't help it... that's of course what I'll start with. Doesn't everybody? It started fairly recently I'll admit. One night after I came home from trying on a homecoming dress that was so close to fitting me but just couldn't zip the last half an inch or less...I was...
    BreeBree2713 BreeBree2713 18-21, F 5 Responses Oct 7, 2011

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    I am I want to be skinny

    and pretty and I want the world to think of me as beautiful and I just hate how fat I am I am so ugly and I know I can't fix my face but I can fix my weight and I just want to be skinny I'm tired of being curvy I want to be stick thin anyone got tips or anything that can help...
    Alli13146 Alli13146 13-15, F 5 Responses May 31

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    I'm slowly finding my mind being taken over by

    these thoughts of having to be thinner. I want the fat off my body. I don't want to look like I do now. I hate people saying I'm small but I don't look like what I want to look like. No one understands and I need someone who understands me and also hears these thoughts running...
    Blueskydreams Blueskydreams 18-21, F 1 Response Feb 3, 2014

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    I am almost 17 and I have recently taken upon

    some strange eating habits. I eat an egg for breakfast and a cup of yogurt for lunch and normal for dinner, though sometimes I purge. I am 5'3" and I weigh 111.6 full and Im still fat looking.
    candimeyers5 candimeyers5 18-21, F 2 Responses Apr 28, 2014

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    I love the feeling of an empty stomach,

    The feeling of my ribs and hipbones, The feeling of my bones, The feeling of being thin. I don't love the feeling of lies, Being cold 24/7, The feeling of people staring at me, The feeling of being to fat, The feeling of death... But in a certain way I do love those things.. It...
    vyrlox vyrlox 18-21, F 1 Response Oct 28, 2014

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    Does anyone hate the weekends?

    its like all the food is screaming at you when you're sitting on the couch. you can't go in the kitchen to get water without all the sodas staring at you or open the pantry to get a protein bar without the junk food catching your sleeve and pulling you in.
    thebladeisbae0718 thebladeisbae0718 13-15, F 2 Responses Feb 21

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    I haven't been eating much

    for the past few days but we are cooking hamburgers on the bbq, and they smell so good. help! what should i do?
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Jun 26

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    Ana's Secret

    People will always warn you of the physical dangers of anorexia or any eating disorder. They'll threaten with hair loss, organ failure, teeth decay, infertility and much more. Once they hear about your disease they'll always bring it up at all times. No matter how you eat they...
    paterpeccavi paterpeccavi 22-25, F 6 Responses Aug 5, 2013

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    Texting Buddy

    I seriously need a texting pro ana buddy right now...I'm 15 about 2 months till i turn 16 and I'm 5'4" and i weight about 125... I need someone to text about tips and to help me through not eating and me losing all this gross fat >.< Pleaseee!
    HeatherNicole1621 HeatherNicole1621 16-17, F 7 Responses Aug 16, 2013

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    I've been so severely depressed recently

    and my parents are abusing me emotionally and all I want to do is throw up and sleep. the very smell of food is revolting and I can't eat without crying and gaging. my mom knows about this and does nothing because she thinks I am an out of shape overweight 18 year old. all I see...
    Lunawoofy Lunawoofy 18-21 1 Response Jul 8

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    I want to become anorexic

    so bad. I have had depression my whole life but ever since sixth grade it really started to get bad. I weighed 150 in the beginning and was 5"6 which was pretty average for my height. By January 2015 it started to get really bad. Girls that I thought were my best friends turned...
    rebeccagrace17 rebeccagrace17 13-15, F 3 Responses Jun 25

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    corriesweet corriesweet 13-15, F Jun 3

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    Lost another pound and a half yesterday.

    So hungry today. I want to eat so badly. But am also disgusted at the thought of food. Going to be a long day at work...
    0Marie 0Marie 22-25, F 3 Responses Jan 13

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    I Have To...

     I despise the way I look. It's killing me. I look in the mirror, and basically collapse because of anger at the size of my reflection. I feel like throwing up every time I hunch over and feel the rolls of skin on my stomach. I can already see results of myself not eating. I...
    justthatgirl justthatgirl 18-21, F 10 Responses Nov 12, 2009

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    The question is, Pie

    and thunder thighs, or Celery and thigh gap? Cake and double chin, or grapes and collarbones? Pastries and food baby belly, or fasting and flat stomach? Dinner and "love handles", or water and hip bones? The choice is yours, what do you pick?
    Wheresmywayout Wheresmywayout 16-17, F 1 Response May 27

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    im torn between anorexia

    and bulimia.. i starve myself for days without eating anything.. then after like a week i eat a small meal and i puke it out.. i feel so alone cause i cant tell anyone one about it cause theyll tell me im crazy or i have a nice body or something like that.. but i know im fat.. i...
    savannah0833 savannah0833 18-21, F 3 Responses Nov 13, 2014

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    I was anorexic but my friends helped me to get

    through that but now my body affected by me being anorexic in the past, I'm eating like normal person but I still loose weight and I have no idea what I'm supposed to do
    Myself1myself2 Myself1myself2 13-15, F Jul 26

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    Scaredmonster Scaredmonster 16-17, F 2 Responses May 23, 2014

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    Add me please I really need some pro

    and friends to support & help each other
    littleminnienikki littleminnienikki 22-25, M Jul 13

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    thebladeisbae0718 thebladeisbae0718 13-15, F Feb 21

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    Want to become anorexic.

    I have depression and I'm extremely overweight. I'm 12 and 5'8" and weigh 179 pounds! Ever since people have bullied me I gained 60 pounds in 5 months! I need a Ana buddy to help me become anorexic. It's not for attention I just want people stop bullying me and please don't...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Jun 25

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    I need someone who is pro ana to help me

    through this process. any help would be great :-)
    Lunawoofy Lunawoofy 18-21 Jul 9

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    JESUS FREAKING CHRIST.

    My mom went to Krispy Kream and she said she was only gonna get one for herself, but decided to get a box for us instead. WHAT THE HELL WOMAN!?! It's like you're TRYING to sabotouge me! I don't care what you wanna eat, but don't force it onto me too! She's always buying food...
    Brimmless Brimmless 18-21, F 2 Responses May 6

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    I don't want food anymore

    and when I force myself to eat atleast a snack I feel like im gonna puke... I don't wanna eat anymore, the most of picks of dinner; I'm 5'2 and weigh 99.-. I know that's not good but it hurts to eat. I guess it's better than cutting (I'm an ex-cutter of almost 3months)
    Waterstorm Waterstorm 16-17, F 1 Response Oct 20, 2014

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    I just want to say to all these 'pro ana' girls

    that what your doing is ridiculous...you wouldnt be pro cancer or pro heart disease....so why on EARTH would you be pro ana? As someone who's had and got anorexia it's not something I want. It's not something that's good. I hate it and I desperately want to change. It's ruining...
    GeorgiaAlicee GeorgiaAlicee 18-21, F 4 Responses Mar 18

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    From now on water is my best friend.

    0 calories. Ana buddy ?
    Idek1415 Idek1415 13-15, F 5 Responses Apr 29, 2014

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    Some days I will go without hardly eating

    anything and the next day I can't help but eat anything that someone shoves in my face. I want to stay constant but I can't. I go to bed thinking about it and wake up thinking about it, I dream about it. I can't commit. I need someone to help me commit. Please.
    butterflybones butterflybones 18-21, F 1 Response May 6, 2014

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    When I was thirteen I was really anorexic.

    Not like you could see my bones ever, it never got that far. It was really mental for me, and I couldn't look at myself in the mirror without crying. Lately I've gained a lot of weight and I feel myself swinging back into those thought patterns. Its a big problem when I'm...
    alicat13 alicat13 18-21, F 1 Response Jun 25

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    I was 130 and today I am 124!

    I'm aiming for 100lbs
    corriesweet corriesweet 13-15, F 2 Responses Jun 1

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    I am 15 years old. Throughout my childhood up

    until I was about 9, I was perfectly happy and content with myself. I had no issues whatsoever. But when I was about 9, I started seeing myself in a different way. I had become aware that I wasn't naturally skinny. My best friend at the time was very petite (and still is) and I...
    franceshendo franceshendo 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 30, 2014

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    Everyone says I'm skinny.

    .. I know I'm skinny sometimes I feel too skinny... But then I see a roll of fat on my stomach and I just feel useless.... I start crying I never slouch cuz I hate to see that roll... I never wear tight shirts... I eat sooo much but starting to this day I'm gonna stop eating junk...
    Tacoxbri Tacoxbri 16-17, F 1 Response Nov 2, 2014

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    I am brokenhearted even more from my ex

    and I just started to stop eating today. I really love him so much and I am very depressed. I'm in the 140's but I hope or sooner I'll be in the 100's - 110's this summer.
    XxCuTiE14xX XxCuTiE14xX 16-17, F 1 Response Jun 9

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    I'm going to get serious starting now.

    The last few days I've been slacking and making excuses. No more. I WILL be thin.
    Brimmless Brimmless 18-21, F 2 Responses May 3

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    Hi. I'm a fat bastard.

    I hate my life. I hate being fat. I want to be skinny... NOW
    taypacc taypacc 13-15, F 2 Responses Jan 18, 2014

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    i am trying soo hard to not eat

    but i dont want my friends and family to notice.my weight keeps on rising and dropping. i weigh 173 pounds and im 5'2. im soooooooo fat :(
    xXNeverGoodEnoughXx xXNeverGoodEnoughXx 13-15, F 1 Response Feb 18

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    I'm 15 an have been anorexic

    for almost a year and used to be bulemic too. My parents have been forcing me to eat so I've put on loads of weight and I desperately want to lose it again. I'm looking for an ana buddy and any tips on how to secretly not eat.
    TEENdrama TEENdrama 18-21, F 3 Responses Jun 3

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    First off, I'm a guy.

    I just wanted to get that out of the way because I'm scrolling through these discussions and only see females. I put my mood as ashamed because I know that this isn't a problem for most guys. I've never been bulimic and I've never wanted to be skinny or anorexic either. My...
    GAraised21 GAraised21 22-25, M 2 Responses Jun 11

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    I started out as just wanting to get this 10

    pounds off. Got prescribed adderall for my ADD more and more frequently I would notice me taking more. Not because I liked the feeling, I liked not having to think about food. I liked not eating. Then when the pounds came off I just wanted to be smaller and smaller. Hungry...
    brandiyates brandiyates 22-25, F 2 Responses Nov 1, 2014

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    hey guys I'm 14, 5"3

    and weigh 124/5. people say that's a normal weight but I just don't feel comfortable in my own skin. I would really like a buddy please someone who can help motivate and challenge me to lose weight and vise versa. please would anyone like to be buddies? we can swap numbers or dm...
    andy030 andy030 13-15, F 1 Response 13 hrs ago

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    I need help. I need some harsh words of reality

    of how fat I'm going to be if I continue eating as much as I do.
    Wheresmywayout Wheresmywayout 16-17, F Jun 8

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    emmie278 emmie278 16-17, F 1 Response Jun 16

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    hey guys, I am 17, 4'11,

    and 130 pounds. the lowest weight I've been at 17 is 112. I don't really know how I've gained so much weight and I don't know how to lose it, fast. can I have a buddy to help? I'd like to help someone too :) lmk
    ken9797 ken9797 18-21, F 2 Responses 1 day ago

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    My goal is to be skinny enough to turn heads,

    to be someone else’s thinspo, for people to whisper about me behind my back about how much weight I’ve lost, but mainly i want to be skinny enough to show everyone who said i was fat, or that i couldn’t do it that i can.
    butterflieana butterflieana 13-15, F 3 Responses Jan 20

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