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I Am Becoming Anorexic

I guess i made a group... Idk what i'm doing. But.. ok then. This is a group for anorexic people. All about anorexia. So please join if you would like to talk about a problem, or anything. 1,538 People

    ANOREXIA IS NOT A WILLFUL DISEASE!

    You can't develop it simply because you want that is being very ignorant. I actually had anorexia for five years that included five inpatient/hospital stays for it; loads of medical/ nutritional counseling & even way more therapy. I was quote/unquote " the worst patient my...
    JuliaHHL JuliaHHL 18-21, F 1 Response May 11

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    I am weak. I am a failure.

    I ate (not even binge eating) then I purged for a week. but I didn't work. and I gained 5lbs. the week before I ate nothing and lost 9lbs. today I stayed away from everything 1lb came off the scale. No more eating on day 4. that messed me up the last time... Food is so evil. I...
    kikimyst kikimyst 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 28

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    I don't want food anymore

    and when I force myself to eat atleast a snack I feel like im gonna puke... I don't wanna eat anymore, the most of picks of dinner; I'm 5'2 and weigh 99.-. I know that's not good but it hurts to eat. I guess it's better than cutting (I'm an ex-cutter of almost 3months)
    Waterstorm Waterstorm 13-15, F 1 Response Oct 20, 2014

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    I think I'm becoming anorexic.

    I don't know. This past few days I've been ashamed of the food I eat afterwards... And I found myself eating less and less. I guess also because I'm depressed. Today I only ate one hotdog the whole day and I oddly feel proud, even though I know that's wrong...
    SefysMommy SefysMommy 16-17, F 1 Response Apr 27

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    I wouldnt mind. I wish i had more will power.

    If i could just last until i get to 110lbs then all will be accomplished.
    kimberlyshepard7 kimberlyshepard7 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 30

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    omfg were having pizza

    for dinner tonight and I'm expected to eat. ahhhh I'm gonna gain weight **** my life I won't be able to get it out in time. I have to get a 4 yr old ready for bed ugh. ok I can't eat anything tonorrow.
    inevertoldne1 inevertoldne1 22-25, F May 3

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    I having food inside of me.

    It makes me feel awful. I wish I didn't have to eat anything
    Brimmless Brimmless 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 27

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    Jupiterfl04 Jupiterfl04 18-21, F 2 Responses Apr 26

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    Ana's Secret

    People will always warn you of the physical dangers of anorexia or any eating disorder. They'll threaten with hair loss, organ failure, teeth decay, infertility and much more. Once they hear about your disease they'll always bring it up at all times. No matter how you eat they...
    paterpeccavi paterpeccavi 18-21, F 6 Responses Aug 5, 2013

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    Hi. I'm a fat bastard.

    I hate my life. I hate being fat. I want to be skinny... NOW
    taypacc taypacc 13-15, F 2 Responses Jan 18, 2014

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    I'm still fat.. I'm 165 pounds at 5'3.

    . Need a friend to talk to
    ProAnaMiaTeen ProAnaMiaTeen 13-15, F 1 Response Apr 24

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    I NEED RIGHT NOW A FCKING SERIOUS ANA BUDDY

    PLEASE IM BECOMING NOTHING
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response May 8

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    I'm going to get serious starting now.

    The last few days I've been slacking and making excuses. No more. I WILL be thin.
    Brimmless Brimmless 18-21, F 2 Responses May 3

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    can people help me start

    and give me tips?
    haylfire haylfire 18-21, F 2 Responses May 3

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    Some days I will go without hardly eating

    anything and the next day I can't help but eat anything that someone shoves in my face. I want to stay constant but I can't. I go to bed thinking about it and wake up thinking about it, I dream about it. I can't commit. I need someone to help me commit. Please.
    butterflybones butterflybones 18-21, F 1 Response May 6, 2014

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    I started out as just wanting to get this 10

    pounds off. Got prescribed adderall for my ADD more and more frequently I would notice me taking more. Not because I liked the feeling, I liked not having to think about food. I liked not eating. Then when the pounds came off I just wanted to be smaller and smaller. Hungry...
    brandiyates brandiyates 22-25, F 2 Responses Nov 1, 2014

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    No food needed...Im tired of eating.

    I feel like i can't stop. Im never hungry so why eat? I need help, I need to stop eating, or Ill be fat again.
    Wheresmywayout Wheresmywayout 16-17, F 4 days ago

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    I've been struggling with the thoughts of

    anorexia for a while now. I hate it. I hate thinking about it. I feel like i'm the fat one out of all my friends & every time I eat something I feel ashamed right after. I hate that a lot of other girls feel like this because it hurts. I don't like to go out anymore because my...
    cicimontoya cicimontoya 22-25, F 2 Responses Nov 17, 2014

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    im torn between anorexia

    and bulimia.. i starve myself for days without eating anything.. then after like a week i eat a small meal and i puke it out.. i feel so alone cause i cant tell anyone one about it cause theyll tell me im crazy or i have a nice body or something like that.. but i know im fat.. i...
    savannah0833 savannah0833 18-21, F 3 Responses Nov 13, 2014

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    Ugh day 4. idk how many calories I took in just

    now or how.many I let put hopefully not enough to destroy me. just ate what my son didn't want of his dinner. small servings of chocolate pudding and mac and cheese. at least I purged as quick as I could but not soon enpugh. only water came up ugh I'm so disappointed in my...
    inevertoldne1 inevertoldne1 22-25, F May 3

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    Scaredmonster Scaredmonster 16-17, F 2 Responses May 23, 2014

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    It all started when I was out on medication

    for anxiety and depression. Those pills made me really sick to the point where I ate so little and was losing weight fast. It was that feeling that started it, it was so nice to fit in smaller jean sizes and feel better about myself. Since then, I've been off certain...
    allidoisread allidoisread 13-15, F 1 Response Jan 31

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    JESUS FREAKING CHRIST.

    My mom went to Krispy Kream and she said she was only gonna get one for herself, but decided to get a box for us instead. WHAT THE HELL WOMAN!?! It's like you're TRYING to sabotouge me! I don't care what you wanna eat, but don't force it onto me too! She's always buying food...
    Brimmless Brimmless 18-21, F 2 Responses May 6

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    i am trying soo hard to not eat

    but i dont want my friends and family to notice.my weight keeps on rising and dropping. i weigh 173 pounds and im 5'2. im soooooooo fat :(
    2Kawaii4u 2Kawaii4u 13-15, F 1 Response Feb 18

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    thebladeisbae0718 thebladeisbae0718 13-15, F Feb 21

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    Today for breakfast I ate less

    than half the calories I normally do. Pretty proud of that. Will update later today after dinner
    Brimmless Brimmless 18-21, F 2 Responses May 1

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    I Have To...

     I despise the way I look. It's killing me. I look in the mirror, and basically collapse because of anger at the size of my reflection. I feel like throwing up every time I hunch over and feel the rolls of skin on my stomach. I can already see results of myself not eating. I...
    justthatgirl justthatgirl 18-21, F 10 Responses Nov 12, 2009

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    Haven't eaten anything today,

    hopefully tomorrow will go the same.
    JB10106 JB10106 18-21, F 2 Responses Jan 8

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    I skip breakfast and lunch

    and eat a small portion of dinner (because of my parents). I drink a liter and a half of water daily. Sometime I'll drink fruit water and give my friends the fruit. Lately when I eat dinner I have the urge to purge... I am in need of an Ana friend. I'm going running tomorrow...
    SavingLucy17 SavingLucy17 16-17, F 2 Responses Feb 22

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    I hate that my parents dictate what I have

    for dinner. If they didn't make me, I would skip dinner since I'm doing really well today with not eating. It doesnt help they always make food like pasta or rice or something along those lines. I swear, when I move out I'm never eating pasta or rice again. ******* it. Just...
    Brimmless Brimmless 18-21, F Apr 27

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    My goal is to be skinny enough to turn heads,

    to be someone else’s thinspo, for people to whisper about me behind my back about how much weight I’ve lost, but mainly i want to be skinny enough to show everyone who said i was fat, or that i couldn’t do it that i can.
    butterflieana butterflieana 13-15, F 2 Responses Jan 20

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    I weigh 110pounds I don't like it.

    I want lower I have tried to stop eating but my parents and family noticed and forced me to eat now I wanna lose it the last time I fainted from not eating but I want to be skinny I want a thigh gap
    MusicLover4Eternity MusicLover4Eternity 13-15, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    day three I been doing well

    but I got asked what I wanted from subway and before I could say no I was spurting a sandwich...i calculated it and it's 400 cal JUST for the sandwich ugh I wanna eat it but it's just so many dam calories. hmmmm maybe just a coupple nibbles. I mean iv lost 4 and a half pounds at...
    inevertoldne1 inevertoldne1 22-25, F 1 Response May 2

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    From now on water is my best friend.

    0 calories. Ana buddy ?
    Idek1415 Idek1415 13-15, F 5 Responses Apr 29, 2014

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    anyone want to be pro ana buddies to help keep

    each other on track? (being that this isn't the healthiest thing only ages 20+ please)
    haylfire haylfire 18-21, F 2 Responses May 3

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    i.want to be super skinny

    but my bf says im perfect! i just wanna be skinny? is this the right way? need advice
    thatcaligurl thatcaligurl 18-21, F Nov 29, 2014

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    You Don't Have To Look The Part To Play The Role

    I can't help it... that's of course what I'll start with. Doesn't everybody? It started fairly recently I'll admit. One night after I came home from trying on a homecoming dress that was so close to fitting me but just couldn't zip the last half an inch or less...I was...
    BreeBree2713 BreeBree2713 18-21, F 5 Responses Oct 7, 2011

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    I love the feeling of an empty stomach,

    The feeling of my ribs and hipbones, The feeling of my bones, The feeling of being thin. I don't love the feeling of lies, Being cold 24/7, The feeling of people staring at me, The feeling of being to fat, The feeling of death... But in a certain way I do love those things.. It...
    vyrlox vyrlox 18-21, F 1 Response Oct 28, 2014

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    Back to being anorexic.

    .. Day 1- compulsive exercising.
    exhuberantviolet exhuberantviolet 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 5

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    So, I am doing it and my stomach is feeling

    hard inside. I ain't growling but inside it feels like it's shrinking or something is pulling my stomach in. I'm kinda hungry and in the same time not or its just my thought.
    XxCuTiE14xX XxCuTiE14xX 16-17, F 2 Responses 2 days ago

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    Texting Buddy

    I seriously need a texting pro ana buddy right now...I'm 15 about 2 months till i turn 16 and I'm 5'4" and i weight about 125... I need someone to text about tips and to help me through not eating and me losing all this gross fat >.< Pleaseee!
    HeatherNicole1621 HeatherNicole1621 16-17, F 7 Responses Aug 16, 2013

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    I use to weigh 116 pounds,

    I am a small frame, 5"7 3/4, small waist, and was underweight for myself. Now, I am 145 pounds still a small frame but my thighs, legs, arms, face, hips, and waist got bigger but I barely get a belly. My classmates are jealous cause of my body they'd tell me. My stomach is...
    XxCuTiE14xX XxCuTiE14xX 16-17, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    Today was a day of weakness.

    Cookies kept being available for some reason.. Today I ate: Cereal: 382 calories Pizza: 340 calories Glass of milk: 122 calories Cookies: 399 calories. In total, 1312 calories. It feels like I ate so much today and my intake isn't where I'd like it to be, but all in all, it...
    Brimmless Brimmless 18-21, F 2 Responses Apr 28

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    sassysami70663 sassysami70663 26-30, F Apr 27

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    lately I have felt extremely bad about my body

    image.. I used to be so thin and wore zeros. I've been gaining weight and my boyfriend said I'm getting fat and with me already feeling insecure that really kicked it into gear. someone please help me. diet ideas and ways to hide it? I want to weight my 100 lbs again instead of...
    Kileighco Kileighco 18-21 1 Response Nov 13, 2014

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    sassysami70663 sassysami70663 26-30, F Apr 28

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