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I Am Becoming Anorexic

I guess i made a group... Idk what i'm doing. But.. ok then. This is a group for anorexic people. All about anorexia. So please join if you would like to talk about a problem, or anything. 2,168 People

    peachlove509 peachlove509 13-15, F 3 Responses 2 days ago

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    I'm going to get serious starting now.

    The last few days I've been slacking and making excuses. No more. I WILL be thin.
    Brimmless Brimmless 18-21, F 2 Responses May 3, 2015

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    Annmarierosewood Annmarierosewood 13-15, F 1 Response Oct 17, 2015

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    I was bulimic in March.

    I was so upset with myself when I binged that I forced myself to throw up as punishment. I restricted a lot and exercised everyday. I got to the point where I could go days without eating and it didn't bother me. I stopped and ate badly for 2 or 3 months. However, now I'm...
    Gabriellaaa16 Gabriellaaa16 16-17, F 1 Response Sep 17, 2015

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    Need an Ana- buddy that can contact me through

    facebook regularly, I have no other social media.
    airasee589 airasee589 16-17, F 2 Responses Sep 16, 2015

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    Some days I will go without hardly eating

    anything and the next day I can't help but eat anything that someone shoves in my face. I want to stay constant but I can't. I go to bed thinking about it and wake up thinking about it, I dream about it. I can't commit. I need someone to help me commit. Please.
    butterflybones butterflybones 18-21, F 1 Response May 6, 2014

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    alyssiabeth alyssiabeth 16-17, F 3 Responses Oct 29, 2015

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    I Am Sick Of Feeling Fat.. How Can I Become Anorexic Again Without My Parents Finding Out?

    I'm "5'1 and weigh 120.. I'm fat! The doctors made me gain 30 pounds. I want to lose this weight fast! i NEED to be at least 84 in two months! may you please give me some tips to lose the weight. I use to be bulimic too but now when i try to throw up again nothing will come out...
    lovingana2thebones lovingana2thebones 18-21, F 118 Responses Jun 9, 2012

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    This is hard you guys.

    My mom doesn't know that I can't eat. Like I just can't. I ate a TV dinner to make her happy and then I thought I'd have a little but if chips and cheese, but my dad made me it and there had to be at least sixty chips on that plate. And a lot of cheese. And I had to eat it...
    Hiway202 Hiway202 16-17, F 2 Responses Dec 10, 2015

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    I Have To...

     I despise the way I look. It's killing me. I look in the mirror, and basically collapse because of anger at the size of my reflection. I feel like throwing up every time I hunch over and feel the rolls of skin on my stomach. I can already see results of myself not eating. I...
    justthatgirl justthatgirl 18-21, F 10 Responses Nov 12, 2009

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    I don't want food anymore

    and when I force myself to eat atleast a snack I feel like im gonna puke... I don't wanna eat anymore, the most of picks of dinner; I'm 5'2 and weigh 99.-. I know that's not good but it hurts to eat. I guess it's better than cutting (I'm an ex-cutter of almost 3months)
    Waterstorm Waterstorm 16-17, F 1 Response Oct 20, 2014

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    With reluctance, today I threw out my chocolate.

    I realized just knowing it was there in the 3rd drawer down of my dresser was holding me back. I feel so relieved. Why didn't I do this earlier?
    Brimmless Brimmless 18-21, F May 5, 2015

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    You Don't Have To Look The Part To Play The Role

    I can't help it... that's of course what I'll start with. Doesn't everybody? It started fairly recently I'll admit. One night after I came home from trying on a homecoming dress that was so close to fitting me but just couldn't zip the last half an inch or less...I was...
    BreeBree2713 BreeBree2713 18-21, F 5 Responses Oct 7, 2011

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    The question is, Pie

    and thunder thighs, or Celery and thigh gap? Cake and double chin, or grapes and collarbones? Pastries and food baby belly, or fasting and flat stomach? Dinner and "love handles", or water and hip bones? The choice is yours, what do you pick?
    Wheresmywayout Wheresmywayout 18-21, F 2 Responses May 27, 2015

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    JESUS FREAKING CHRIST.

    My mom went to Krispy Kream and she said she was only gonna get one for herself, but decided to get a box for us instead. WHAT THE HELL WOMAN!?! It's like you're TRYING to sabotouge me! I don't care what you wanna eat, but don't force it onto me too! She's always buying food...
    Brimmless Brimmless 18-21, F 2 Responses May 6, 2015

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    Starting to be happy with myself!

    ! I'm nearing my desired weight!!
    GirlOnline15 GirlOnline15 13-15, F Sep 30, 2015

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    How much can I lose in a week

    if I have 400 calories a day and I don't eat before 3AM or after 6PM? I will exercise of course
    SlenderFreakish213 SlenderFreakish213 13-15, F 1 Response Jan 4

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    I tried this before but I failed

    so bad. I'm just sooo sick of looking in the mirror and feeling terrible about myself. sometimes I want to die that's how bad I feel. so I'm starting tomorrow and I'm not going to stop until I feel better about myself. Every time I eat I want throw it all up and never eat again...
    GeenieWeenie12 GeenieWeenie12 13-15, F 1 Response Jan 25

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    will anyone be my ana buddy?

    ? i need so much help and guidance to pull this off
    turtleunicorn turtleunicorn 13-15, F 4 Responses Oct 5, 2015

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    itombriddle itombriddle 16-17, F 5 Responses Sep 19, 2015

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    I am always bullied,

    and i'm told i'm worthless and fat. Honestly, I believe that. If someone could talk me out of this, that would be great. I only ate a lettuce wrap today and drank water. I'm eleven and 120 pounds and I think I am WAAAAAY obese. Is that true?
    PurplePuppy68 PurplePuppy68 13-15, F 1 Response Jan 5, 2015

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    My goal is to be skinny enough to turn heads,

    to be someone else’s thinspo, for people to whisper about me behind my back about how much weight I’ve lost, but mainly i want to be skinny enough to show everyone who said i was fat, or that i couldn’t do it that i can.
    butterflieana butterflieana 13-15, F 3 Responses Jan 20, 2015

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    i was diagnosed with EDNOS in 2012

    and stopped treatment in 2013. I recently went away to cuba and only ate rice and eggs because everything else was horrible, now that I'm back i feel myself spinning out of control again and a huge part of me is okay with the fact i don't have an appetite or a desire to eat. I...
    lovering27 lovering27 18-21, F 2 Responses Oct 31, 2015

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    I'm new and I just need someone

    who can help me stick to the plan. Its bard to resist the food but right after I feel guilty. Ana Buddy? 5'5 110lbs last time I check which was last year :/
    XDeadxNxAliveX XDeadxNxAliveX 13-15, F 4 Responses 2 days ago

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    Everyone says I'm skinny.

    .. I know I'm skinny sometimes I feel too skinny... But then I see a roll of fat on my stomach and I just feel useless.... I start crying I never slouch cuz I hate to see that roll... I never wear tight shirts... I eat sooo much but starting to this day I'm gonna stop eating junk...
    Tacoxbri Tacoxbri 16-17, F 1 Response Nov 2, 2014

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    Scaredmonster Scaredmonster 16-17, F 2 Responses May 23, 2014

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    Pro-ana Buddy?

    I am a 14 year old female. I am 5"7 and weigh 135lbs. I have already lost 10lbs and I want to lose another ten and another ten. Ill go till I drop. I usually take in under 300 calories a day and it's mostly 80 calorie Powerades which I am addicted too. I eat more on Sundays and...
    theperksofme143 theperksofme143 16-17, F 6 Responses Jul 22, 2013

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    #IWANTCANCER is about

    as ignorant and insensitive as everyone on this group sounds right now. I am in recovery after an 8 year struggle with anorexia. I could tell you how horrible it was but because of your lack ok knowledge and your huge misconception of what anorexia is or what it is. It would be...
    JuliaHHL JuliaHHL 22-25, F 1 Response Sep 23, 2015

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    Id rather wear my food on my body

    as jewelry, or clothing. Not fat.
    Wheresmywayout Wheresmywayout 18-21, F May 31, 2015

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    I posted this on Recover Your Life

    and I'm posting it here, too. By the way, to all the people asking for "Ana buddies". Just stop. Not that your going to listen to me, but you don't know what your getting yourself into. I thought I was doing fine. I slipped back into it for what I thought was the last time a...
    Hiway202 Hiway202 16-17, F 1 Response Dec 9, 2015

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    palusi palusi 18-21, F 4 Responses Jan 11

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    I just got out the hospital from being

    apparently fully recovered if anorexia. And now I weigh 90pounds.someone plz help me and chat to me so I can go down again.I fell far and ugly and want to be skinny again
    Leiahcollins Leiahcollins 18-21 1 Response Oct 8, 2015

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    I desperately need an ana buddy!

    I'm very devoted to this and I'll be helpful❤️ I'm 5'3 and 148 pounds
    SkinnyLove1699 SkinnyLove1699 16-17, F 4 Responses Dec 8, 2015

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    I started to skip one meal per day,

    then two, then three but with the occasional snack. Now I'm not eating at all. I just need to loose the weight and be pretty and thin so when I pass the girls who call me fat, i will be able to laugh at them. And they wont be able to call me fat ever again. I want to be thin...
    isolatedboy123 isolatedboy123 13-15, F 3 Responses Sep 6, 2015

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    5'5 130 lbs and need to lose weight.

    I need more ana buddies!!!!
    raadvelvet raadvelvet 16-17, F 3 Responses Sep 15, 2015

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    thebladeisbae0718 thebladeisbae0718 13-15, F 1 Response Feb 21, 2015

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    I am "5'7 and 135Ibs.

    I want to get down to 100Ibs. I need an ana buddy to help me. 
    izzzzzzzzzzzy izzzzzzzzzzzy 18-21, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    Ana's Secret

    People will always warn you of the physical dangers of anorexia or any eating disorder. They'll threaten with hair loss, organ failure, teeth decay, infertility and much more. Once they hear about your disease they'll always bring it up at all times. No matter how you eat they...
    paterpeccavi paterpeccavi 22-25, F 6 Responses Aug 5, 2013

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    Lost another pound and a half yesterday.

    So hungry today. I want to eat so badly. But am also disgusted at the thought of food. Going to be a long day at work...
    0Marie 0Marie 22-25, F 2 Responses Jan 13, 2015

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    I just want to say to all these 'pro ana' girls

    that what your doing is ridiculous...you wouldnt be pro cancer or pro heart disease....so why on EARTH would you be pro ana? As someone who's had and got anorexia it's not something I want. It's not something that's good. I hate it and I desperately want to change. It's ruining...
    GeorgiaAlicee GeorgiaAlicee 18-21, F 4 Responses Mar 18, 2015

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    I need an ana buddy! Someone

    who can keep me motivated and be honest with me...
    ButterflyBaby7 ButterflyBaby7 13-15, F 3 Responses Nov 10, 2015

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    I have recently lost 24 pounds in 3 weeks

    and people are noticing. It started as a side effect from medicine, but then I became enticed by the image in the mirror and desirous to keep getting skinnier. People have really noticed and commented on my weight loss and I don't ever know how to reply. And now my parents are...
    bex3344 bex3344 16-17, F Dec 17, 2015

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    I really need some tips on how to become more

    thinner I have already lost 14lbs in 1month and a bit but I feel it is not good enough and I am running out of tips I am 14 and 165cm tall and 185lbs I need fast results and I am starting to addict to purging and I need a ana buddy to help me who could be in the same boat as me...
    Liv1864 Liv1864 13-15, F 1 Response Jan 3

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    Hey guys! Okay... it may sound crazy

    but I really wanna lose at least 32lbs fast. Do you have any tips for me
    SeLlIiH SeLlIiH 13-15, F 3 Responses Jan 13

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    i am trying soo hard to not eat

    but i dont want my friends and family to notice.my weight keeps on rising and dropping. i weigh 173 pounds and im 5'2. im soooooooo fat :(
    Bungholio55 Bungholio55 13-15, F 1 Response Feb 18, 2015

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