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I Am Becoming Anorexic

I guess i made a group... Idk what i'm doing. But.. ok then. This is a group for anorexic people. All about anorexia. So please join if you would like to talk about a problem, or anything. 668 People

    I Am Choosing Anorexia.. I Don'T Care If You Think It'S Wrong

    Cw: 160 Sgw: 130 Lgw:100 Age:15 Height: 64 inch Female I am choosing to starve. I have done it in the past and it's really the only thing that works. I am constantly active.. But my parents cant afford anything but ramen noodles and mcdonalds. So i amchoosing no longer to eat...
    ally101108 ally101108 13-15, F 4 Responses Jul 22, 2013

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    I don't want to eat anymore.

    I feel dirty and fat in my own body. I don't know what to do anymore
    south1882 south1882 16-17, F 3 Responses Feb 15

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    You Don't Have To Look The Part To Play The Role

    I can't help it... that's of course what I'll start with. Doesn't everybody? It started fairly recently I'll admit. One night after I came home from trying on a homecoming dress that was so close to fitting me but just couldn't zip the last half an inch or less...I was...
    BreeBree2713 BreeBree2713 18-21, F 5 Responses Oct 7, 2011

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    Just Thinking About Food Makes Me Feel Sick

    since I started high school about 4 years ago there was a huge pressure on all the girls to be pretty , popular, confident and above all, skinny. I had always been an extremely skinny child. My family would tease me and call me stick legs. I loved how I could eat anything and...
    hungrycatepiller hungrycatepiller 13-15 2 Responses Dec 11, 2012

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    Before the new year started I skipped breakfast

    and lunch like every day but I ate dinner, then the new year came and I decided I will skip every meal all together. The thing is I need to be in control I can't give in but it's so hard to, (I'm looking for an ana buddy, message if interested) and I need excuses for getting out...
    sophie0654 sophie0654 13-15, F 1 Response Jan 3

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    Not Again

    I have been battling my eating disorder since i was 14. and its back again i will go a week or so without eating a thing then eat like a half a banana or apple something like that food has become something that i think about all the time but cant seem to eat it. my mother and...
    AisOn AisOn 26-30, F 1 Response Sep 14, 2009

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    I try. I promise i try to eat,

    but eating with people around, like in the lunch room at school is becoming so uncomfortable for me. I bite into something (for show now because everyone expects me to eat) and all i can think about is how am i gunna get rid of this later? i used to be eating breakfast, snack...
    ineedtoknowhow ineedtoknowhow 16-17, F 1 Response Feb 12

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    I hate the thought of thinking how I want to

    starve myself, which I have been, and I don't want an eating disorder. When I eat, I feel disgusting and I immediately feel the need to work out which I will start jogging in place or start moving around the house. I can't stand the feeling of fullness, but when something is...
    Cdb15 Cdb15 13-15, F 2 Responses Feb 5

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    I Think I May Be to Some Degree a Anorexic But I'm Not Sure. . .toms

     i don't really know how to start, i never really openly talked about it until a friend confided in me to talk about how she may think she has a problem, she came to me bc she said she saw signs that i might and thought that i had struggled through anorexia bc i show a lot...
    AzuraStarlight AzuraStarlight 16-17 4 Responses May 27, 2009

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    I starved to make him happy.

    I was so young. the I got overweight in my recovery. so I stopped eating again.. I am turning again. and I cant wait.
    into13to24 into13to24 13-15 1 Response Jan 25

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    I am 15 years old. Throughout my childhood up

    until I was about 9, I was perfectly happy and content with myself. I had no issues whatsoever. But when I was about 9, I started seeing myself in a different way. I had become aware that I wasn't naturally skinny. My best friend at the time was very petite (and still is) and I...
    franceshendo franceshendo 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 30

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    Before the new year is stopped eating I'd skip

    breakfast and then put my lunch in the bin at school and my bestfriend started noticing and she say "anorexic" like in a jokey way every day and at christmas my family notcied so I stopped and I've started again after new year and friends keep calling me anorexic and stuff like...
    spaceunicorn spaceunicorn 13-15, F 1 Response Jan 4

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    I'm 14 And Anerexic ( Texting Buddy?)

    I used to be anerexic, but than my parents found out and made me eat all the time. This turned into binge eating and I gained 40 pounds! Now I'm freaking out because I used to be 85 and I actually looked decent. Now I'm going back to anerexia to loose the 40 pounds. Anyone else...
    donteat donteat 13-15, F 5 Responses Jul 15, 2012

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    I can feel it. I enjoy purging what I've been

    ate and I enjoy restricting myself from eating. Everytime I look at some food, it's like my body don't want to accept it. I hate the feeling of disgust after I ate. So yeah, I think I'm becoming anorexic now.
    featherofhope featherofhope 13-15, F 3 Responses Feb 11

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    I'm having this internal struggle at the moment.

    I've been watching a lot of documentaries on anorexia and a part of me doesn't want to live through that hell or be associated with such a self-focused, body-conscious ideal. And yet part of me gets how addictive and rewarding and emotional it would be. Emotional is the part...
    muffintop muffintop 22-25, F Jan 2

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    I'm slowly finding my mind being taken over by

    these thoughts of having to be thinner. I want the fat off my body. I don't want to look like I do now. I hate people saying I'm small but I don't look like what I want to look like. No one understands and I need someone who understands me and also hears these thoughts running...
    Blueskydreams Blueskydreams 18-21, F 2 Responses Feb 3

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    I just cant stand being heavy.

    Im 5 10" and 120 lbs
    prettythinnn prettythinnn 18-21, F Dec 9, 2013

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    No More

    I started to eat only one meal a day this week and then working out at night. I feel good and light. I allow myself a banana as well to keep myself full during the day with lots of water but I am having cravings and I am afraid I may binge. Is anyone else in the same position as...
    greeneyes66 greeneyes66 18-21, F 2 Responses Dec 5, 2013

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    I know I'm slowly becoming anorexic.

    Now, when I eat something, my stomach will always said "NO" and I'll vomit. No, I'm not the one who wanted to vomit but my body just did it. I'm becoming so thin and everyone kept asking what's wrong to me. Nah, I don't ******* care about them. This is my body anyway and they're...
    featherofhope featherofhope 13-15, F 1 Response Feb 17

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    Fat Fat Fat..

    I need to lose weight. Fast. Before next month. Help, please help..They say that of you don't eat you get fat. I havent been eating this past week..I'm scared. Help!!!
    DmarBee DmarBee 16-17, F 3 Responses Jul 3, 2012

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    Hi. I'm a fat bastard.

    I hate my life. I hate being fat. I want to be skinny... NOW
    taypacc taypacc 13-15, F 1 Response Jan 18

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    Tips Tricks And Advice

    Hi there, i am new to this site and i am looking for help on losing a lot of weight FAST! i am 5ft 6in and weigh 184lbs (13st 1lb) i feel disgusting and really need to loose at least 54lbs (4st) I have started starving my self for the past 3 days, I have been surviving on...
    ryshka ryshka 22-25, F 7 Responses Sep 23, 2012

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    I hate this.. I HATE how self concious I am,

    its making me lose the people I care most about. Which is making me more self-conscious. Its so scary.. I used to be so skinny, people would think I was anorexic. I lost 10 pounds in the last 2 weeks from not eating enough. I'm now 102 pounds. I'm 19. and I'm 5'4.. my goal was...
    tiannadianee tiannadianee 18-21, F 2 Responses Jan 20

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    marissa3468 marissa3468 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 9

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    I Have To...

     I despise the way I look. It's killing me. I look in the mirror, and basically collapse because of anger at the size of my reflection. I feel like throwing up every time I hunch over and feel the rolls of skin on my stomach. I can already see results of myself not eating. I...
    justthatgirl justthatgirl 18-21, F 11 Responses Nov 12, 2009

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    Beginning

    I feel fat. 110 is a big number. I don't know what I'm going to do for Thanksgiving. If I don't eat a lot, my family will ask me unwanted questions. But if I do eat, I'm going to hate myself. How can I eat enough for them to not ask questions, but not feel even more fat? Please...
    EchoesAndShadows EchoesAndShadows 16-17, F Nov 22, 2013

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    "Fat."

    Vicky: it's not about being fat. it's about having fat. whenever i look, i see fat. all those pretty skinny girls, and i'm just there. i'm not smart, or pretty. nobody will ever notice me. but the smaller i get, the more people see me. i've tried to diet normally, but it doesn't...
    AsherBarakat AsherBarakat 22-25, F 3 Responses Mar 4, 2013

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    Beginning

    I'm disgusting to myself, I need an ana buddy to help me get on the ana train. I am willing to do whatever but I have prying family so I need support. Please help. Kik, e-mail, text, tumblr.
    SkinnyLoveAna SkinnyLoveAna 13-15 2 Responses Nov 8, 2013

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    It's killing me. I'm just

    such a failure in everything I do. The only thing I haven't given up on is my academics. And becoming skinny. According to all BMI calculators that I've tried, I'm just under the healthy weight, but I just don't care. When I look in the mirror, all I see is an ugly beast. I...
    juviehall juviehall 13-15, F Jan 8

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    I feel like I am not good enough.

    I feel like I need to be skinner. I don't like my body image. I used to watch documentaries on anorexia and think wow they are beautiful. I think the first step is to acknowledge your problem. When I was little I thought "I want to be anorexic" I never knew what the problem was...
    2p35jm 2p35jm 13-15, F 2 Responses Dec 28, 2013

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    Ana's Secret

    People will always warn you of the physical dangers of anorexia or any eating disorder. They'll threaten with hair loss, organ failure, teeth decay, infertility and much more. Once they hear about your disease they'll always bring it up at all times. No matter how you eat they...
    paterpeccavi paterpeccavi 18-21, F 6 Responses Aug 5, 2013

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    For a very long time,

    I've been ashamed of my weight. I hated how my legs and face looked so fat. I did not embrace my body shape. So I went on a diet. Whenever I could, I would not eat. During meals, I would eat as less as I could, so I don't feel that disgusting fullness after being finished. I...
    cluelesschildren cluelesschildren 13-15, F 2 Responses Jan 25

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    I'M Fat And Disgusting

    I'm 16 years old and am 5'2" and weigh 143. Less than a year ago I weighed over 170 pounds and managed to get dwn to 140 in the summer by starving myself. By september I was 134 and estatic but still 10-15 pounds short of my goal. Then somethig happened and I suddenly becamea...
    km16 km16 16-17 5 Responses Jan 28, 2013

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    No Where Else To Turn

    okay so heres the thing im overweight and yes i mean over weight. im not that amazing 7 stone girl alot of you are in fact i weigh over 17 stone however ive been told by people that anorexia is the way forward but theres just one thing wrong with this, i cant do it alone i feel...
    toofatandugly toofatandugly 16-17, F 4 Responses Jul 9, 2013

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    I Am Fighting It

    I am not their yet but I am afraid I will. I dont like the way I look but i know I am pretty and thin, I just cant see it. I know it sounds weird but that is how it is. I am fighting to stay where I am. I am trying to convince myself that it's only my imagination. I hate to look...
    LunaForestSong LunaForestSong 16-17, F 2 Responses May 29, 2012

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    I Think I'M Becoming Anorexic

    I'm fat. With a BMI of 23.6 . I skip lunch everyday and do not mind. I would think of eating only 400 calories a day. I can live off of gum only.
    Dinden123 Dinden123 18-21, F 3 Responses Nov 14, 2013

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    So I don't know if I am

    or not, but I am really worried that I might become anorexic if I don't catch myself. So it all started at the beginning of the school year this year. I have been planning to be more healthy, eat breakfast, cut out the junk food, have more meals, smaller meals, and less food at...
    BlueIce612 BlueIce612 16-17, F 1 Response Feb 27

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    I use to be very fat.

    So I decided to become skinny as I was under pressure, because I was moving to a school filled with skinny Asians. I did sit ups and started doing minor sports, my uncle could see the weight come off me. I then started only eatting carrots and unhealthy foods and I became...
    wantingtobethinagain wantingtobethinagain 13-15, F Dec 1, 2013

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    Becoming Anorexic. Again.

    I've been relapsing for 8 years now. My dad force me to recovery. I've appreciate what he's done. But. I just don't feel right. I'm 5'2, 98lbs. I want to be between 80-90lbs. I'm sorry. I love you dad.  
    carlile carlile 16-17, F 6 Responses Jan 29, 2009

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    Pro-ana Buddy?

    I am a 14 year old female. I am 5"7 and weigh 135lbs. I have already lost 10lbs and I want to lose another ten and another ten. Ill go till I drop. I usually take in under 300 calories a day and it's mostly 80 calorie Powerades which I am addicted too. I eat more on Sundays and...
    theperksofme143 theperksofme143 13-15, F 4 Responses Jul 22, 2013

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    Honestly I don't know

    if I am truly becoming "anorexic" or not. I have read the symptoms for anorexia many times, and I only fulfill some of the symptoms. I don't necessarily want to become anorexic. The thought of it scares me. I don't want to end up in a hospital. But the thought of gaining any...
    writerforlife36 writerforlife36 18-21, F 2 Responses Mar 15

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    Hey ladies... Or i guess

    for guys too.. Starving yourselves is not cute! And its not going to make you look any "better" working out and staying well nourished will help you stay fit and healthy and achieve the body image you see yourself having, or want to have.. But seriously, starving yourselves is...
    miracle98 miracle98 18-21, F 2 Responses Feb 22

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    I'm Unsure

    I know I'm not anorexic. I do eat, but not all the time. I only really eat a snack after school and dinner. I never eat breakfast except on weekends sometimes, but its not because im trying to lose weight, I'm just not hungry in the morning. At school, I usually have a diet...
    trichster23 trichster23 16-17, F 5 Responses Jun 10, 2012

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    Feeling Empty - I always feel successful

    when I starve for a certain number of hours. its how I manage my life and keep it under control. I've always found it annoying when people tell me to stop losing weight or to eat something because its not that easy. Another thing that people use is the 'starvation mode' bs...
    Natalieexo Natalieexo 16-17, F Dec 27, 2013

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    Texting Buddy

    I seriously need a texting pro ana buddy right now...I'm 15 about 2 months till i turn 16 and I'm 5'4" and i weight about 125... I need someone to text about tips and to help me through not eating and me losing all this gross fat >.< Pleaseee!
    HeatherNicole1621 HeatherNicole1621 16-17, F 7 Responses Aug 16, 2013

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    Not Pleased.

    I am not pleased with the way i look. I feel the need to loose wieght. I think i'm becoming anorexic. I hate eating.. but i pretty musch do it. And i love to excersize. But i'm going to try to eat less, and excersize more so i can loose wieght.
    xxsufficatingheartxx xxsufficatingheartxx 16-17 2 Responses Jul 5, 2008

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    I'm not fat to other people.

    I am nearly 5'8" (173cm) and 140 (64kg) pounds. According to every BMI calculator that is within a healthy weight range. I don't care. I have slight OCD and I love the idea of 125 pounds it ends in a 5 and it is a hundred and one quarter of a hundred, like a dollar and 25 cents...
    anonymous836 anonymous836 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 5

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    My Journey!

    I have always have problems with my weight. My dad has never called me fat but he and my mother have always implied it. Every time I would gain weight they would point it out or every time I would eat pizza they would always say that I am eating fattening food and will gain more...
    kamykamz kamykamz 18-21, F 3 Responses Aug 26, 2013

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    Can you be anorexic if you are fat ?

    I guess you could say I am I don't know. My friends and my family tell me I am pretty all the time, but I just don't see it. I want to be like those girls in magazines : pretty, flawless, thin. But everytime I wake up and i look at the mirror all I see is fattiness and...
    Thelightinthesky Thelightinthesky 18-21, F 6 Responses Feb 28

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    I'm Trying So Hard.

    I know most of my life I'm the fat girl, people tell me I'm perfect but I don't feel like it. I don't like to eat anymore I force down the food and lie to people that I love it... I throw it up later and then cry because the pain in my stomach hurts to much. I know it's killing...
    deathbyblades16 deathbyblades16 16-17, F 2 Responses Jan 20, 2013

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    When I was younger I used to be skinny

    and everyone would tell me how they wish they were small like me and I liked that feeling. I got into sports and I gained muscle and I used to have a visible 6 pack and I loved it, I was so pleased with my body, but then puberty hit me. Abs went away and i gained a ton of weight...
    musicismysalvation musicismysalvation 16-17, F 1 Response Jan 30

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    Related Experiences

    I am down to one meal per day. I dont feel like im doing it on purpose but at the same time i am.
    Clair18 Clair18 18-21, F Apr 2

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    I'm new to this site, in fact I have no idea how to really use it yet ;-; oh well though. I've been anorexic/bulimic since the summer of 2013, I'll lost 45 pounds so far. I've...
    paigeypaigey paigeypaigey 13-15, F 1 Response Apr 5

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    I wasn't supposed to start this again. When my mom found out, she was trying to help me stop. But it's not that simple. The voices in your head telling you you're fat don't stop...
    just1a2girl3 just1a2girl3 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 6

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    Anorexics, please answer this for me. How long did it take you to get to your LW??
    just1a2girl3 just1a2girl3 18-21, F Apr 7

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    Umm..hi ^^ so I was just searching around for places where I could, um, relate to people. Stumbled upon here :) I don't know why I seem morbidly cheery um, I'm sorry. Uh anyways...
    justbeskinny justbeskinny 16-17, F Apr 7