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I Am Becoming Anorexic

I guess i made a group... Idk what i'm doing. But.. ok then. This is a group for anorexic people. All about anorexia. So please join if you would like to talk about a problem, or anything. 1,053 People

    Enough is never enough.

    I have so much weight to loss and no one understands why I need to lose weight. but all I can say is when I look in the mirror all I see is FAT and in my head all I hear is Mirror Mirror on the wall who's the Fattest of them all. and I know the answer me
    Babydollskin Babydollskin 26-30, F 2 Responses Sep 13

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    This page makes me so sad.

    .. :( I used to struggle with this and bulimia daily, and sometimes still fall into old mindsets. But this is NOT the way to be happy, healthy, or live a fulfilled life. Seeing your bones is NOT attractive. Hungry is NOT happy. I know this won't help everyone. But I'm here to...
    CountryQueen623 CountryQueen623 18-21, F 1 Response Dec 2

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    I am 13 years old & 115 lbs.

    I am desperately trying to lose weight by fasting several times a week. I sometimes use the rainbow diet but it doesn't seem to make me rapidly reduce my weight like I intend to.
    bbutterflyana bbutterflyana 18-21, F 4 Responses Apr 28

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    I have already been anorexic before.

    I started eighth grade weighing 75 pounds and was 5 foot one. Now, I am dealing with a lot of stress and my brain has decided it doesn't want food anymore. It wants to be thin again.
    SpazRay SpazRay 16-17, F 1 Response Sep 9

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    I stepped on the scale.

    . And it scared me. I don't think I can eat until I lose 100lbs. I've never been this disgustingly fat. 349 is going to far. I know the effects and know what I'm getting into. Done it before. I've been cutting again.. Min so mad at myself. Punishment is on it's way to the max. I...
    SecretSpirit SecretSpirit 22-25, F 1 Response Nov 10

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    Some days I will go without hardly eating

    anything and the next day I can't help but eat anything that someone shoves in my face. I want to stay constant but I can't. I go to bed thinking about it and wake up thinking about it, I dream about it. I can't commit. I need someone to help me commit. Please.
    butterflybones butterflybones 16-17, F 1 Response May 6

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    I haven't ate lunch or dinner

    because I think I'm a fat cow. I exercise every night and only eat breakfast. It will probably be a while before I start losing weight so I'm just reaching out to the pro Ana's out there. If you guys could give me any Ana tips it would help a lot.
    Xsavemeanax Xsavemeanax 16-17, F 2 Responses Sep 25

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    Xsavemeanax Xsavemeanax 16-17, F 1 Response Sep 26

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    I'm not fat to other people.

    I am nearly 5'8" (173cm) and 140 (64kg) pounds. According to every BMI calculator that is within a healthy weight range. I don't care. I have slight OCD and I love the idea of 125 pounds it ends in a 5 and it is a hundred and one quarter of a hundred, like a dollar and 25 cents...
    anonymous836 anonymous836 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 5

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    lately I have felt extremely bad about my body

    image.. I used to be so thin and wore zeros. I've been gaining weight and my boyfriend said I'm getting fat and with me already feeling insecure that really kicked it into gear. someone please help me. diet ideas and ways to hide it? I want to weight my 100 lbs again instead of...
    Kileighco Kileighco 18-21 1 Response Nov 13

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    I'm slowly finding my mind being taken over by

    these thoughts of having to be thinner. I want the fat off my body. I don't want to look like I do now. I hate people saying I'm small but I don't look like what I want to look like. No one understands and I need someone who understands me and also hears these thoughts running...
    Blueskydreams Blueskydreams 18-21, F 1 Response Feb 3

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    Texting Buddy

    I seriously need a texting pro ana buddy right now...I'm 15 about 2 months till i turn 16 and I'm 5'4" and i weight about 125... I need someone to text about tips and to help me through not eating and me losing all this gross fat >.< Pleaseee!
    HeatherNicole1621 HeatherNicole1621 16-17, F 7 Responses Aug 16, 2013

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    Guys please help! How do you stop the headache

    or at least reduce it while trying to study? I've been eating allot because of school 😞.
    BrokenPromises14 BrokenPromises14 13-15, F 1 Response Sep 19

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    So I don't know if I am

    or not, but I am really worried that I might become anorexic if I don't catch myself. So it all started at the beginning of the school year this year. I have been planning to be more healthy, eat breakfast, cut out the junk food, have more meals, smaller meals, and less food at...
    BlueIce612 BlueIce612 18-21, F 1 Response Feb 27

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    I feel like becoming Anorexic is something

    that i need. I'm 17, 5'4 and my weight is 107. My goal weight is 100 but I'll be happy if I reach 104. Its hard because my parents are so controlling and yell if I don't eat in front of them, and try to force feed me. I'm not that skinny. I mean my true goal is 43kg but thats...
    Brokeamy Brokeamy 16-17, F 1 Response Sep 15

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    Swim season started Monday.

    I know I need to eat more to make sure I don't let the team down, but I find it so hard to choke anything down without needing to immediately go and purge it right back up. I was really hoping that somebody could tell me some good meal substitutes. Anything that will give me...
    RosieJay RosieJay 18-21, F 1 Response Sep 17

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    My Journey!

    I have always have problems with my weight. My dad has never called me fat but he and my mother have always implied it. Every time I would gain weight they would point it out or every time I would eat pizza they would always say that I am eating fattening food and will gain more...
    kamykamz kamykamz 18-21, F 3 Responses Aug 26, 2013

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    I know this is a disease.

    I know what i'm doing to my body is wrong. But it's so addicting. Hungry makes me feel in control. I wish it was easy to stop.
    chocolatecurlz chocolatecurlz 18-21, F Nov 13

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    Borderline

    Im really depressed and want to kill myself. I have been very self destructive. I hardly eat anymore. I can go days without eating, but eventually i have to eat somethimg, then i getget upset at the fact i have to eat something i have been over excersizing and my. Musules r sore...
    shayeshaye shayeshaye 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 16, 2013

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    I don't want food anymore

    and when I force myself to eat atleast a snack I feel like im gonna puke... I don't wanna eat anymore, the most of picks of dinner; I'm 5'2 and weigh 99.-. I know that's not good but it hurts to eat. I guess it's better than cutting (I'm an ex-cutter of almost 3months)
    Waterstorm Waterstorm 13-15, F 1 Response Oct 20

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    For the first time I am interested in force

    puking. In about 15 minutes I'm going to give it a try. Im just so sick of this body I'm in. I want to change. I want to eat less. Get thinner. I want to stop obsessing over a diet that will never change me. Don't ask me not to do it. I want to feel comfortable for once.
    physatics physatics 18-21 Nov 8

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    I love the feeling of an empty stomach,

    The feeling of my ribs and hipbones, The feeling of my bones, The feeling of being thin. I don't love the feeling of lies, Being cold 24/7, The feeling of people staring at me, The feeling of being to fat, The feeling of death... But in a certain way I do love those things.. It...
    vyrlox vyrlox 18-21, F 1 Response Oct 28

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    You Don't Have To Look The Part To Play The Role

    I can't help it... that's of course what I'll start with. Doesn't everybody? It started fairly recently I'll admit. One night after I came home from trying on a homecoming dress that was so close to fitting me but just couldn't zip the last half an inch or less...I was...
    BreeBree2713 BreeBree2713 18-21, F 5 Responses Oct 7, 2011

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    Breakfast: A cup of tea.

    Lunch: A meal replacement shake. Dinner: A cereal bar. To me, it's a successful day.
    Bobbiin Bobbiin 18-21, F Sep 12

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    I Have To...

     I despise the way I look. It's killing me. I look in the mirror, and basically collapse because of anger at the size of my reflection. I feel like throwing up every time I hunch over and feel the rolls of skin on my stomach. I can already see results of myself not eating. I...
    justthatgirl justthatgirl 18-21, F 11 Responses Nov 12, 2009

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    I don't eat breakfast,

    morning snack, afternoon snack, or an evening snack. I will only eat like 13 pretzel thins for lunch and 3-5 bites of what my mom has made for dinner. I weigh 105 lb and I'm 5'2, when will my friends and family start to notice I'm getting really thin? Also I really need an Ana...
    morganmiles morganmiles 13-15, F 1 Response Oct 18

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    It's killing me. I'm just

    such a failure in everything I do. The only thing I haven't given up on is my academics. And becoming skinny. According to all BMI calculators that I've tried, I'm just under the healthy weight, but I just don't care. When I look in the mirror, all I see is an ugly beast. I...
    juviehall juviehall 13-15, F Jan 8

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    Yay I burned 500 calories today!

    But I should've burned 2000.
    Xsavemeanax Xsavemeanax 16-17, F 1 Response Sep 27

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    So yeah I'm becoming anorexic im sorta bulimic

    already just getting worse where I won't eat or if I do I throw up
    relapsing14 relapsing14 13-15, F 3 Responses Dec 1

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    I Hate My Body I Want To Be Anorexic!

    I hate my body, my thighs are shaped weird! I am not yet anorexic, I haven't eaten in 5 days, I really want to be really skinny because am sooo fat, I don't care what it does to you or if you can die, I would rather die than be fat like I am now! I do 2 hours of exercise...
    Rhiannaa Rhiannaa 16-17, F 7 Responses Aug 8, 2013

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    Scaredmonster Scaredmonster 16-17, F 2 Responses May 23

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    im torn between anorexia

    and bulimia.. i starve myself for days without eating anything.. then after like a week i eat a small meal and i puke it out.. i feel so alone cause i cant tell anyone one about it cause theyll tell me im crazy or i have a nice body or something like that.. but i know im fat.. i...
    savannah0833 savannah0833 16-17, F 3 Responses Nov 13

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    Theycallherelly Theycallherelly 13-15, F Sep 25

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    It's actually turning out,

    I'm looking more prettier! But I wish I could eat more...
    Waterstorm Waterstorm 13-15, F 2 Responses Oct 22

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    Ana's Secret

    People will always warn you of the physical dangers of anorexia or any eating disorder. They'll threaten with hair loss, organ failure, teeth decay, infertility and much more. Once they hear about your disease they'll always bring it up at all times. No matter how you eat they...
    paterpeccavi paterpeccavi 18-21, F 6 Responses Aug 5, 2013

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    I've been struggling with the thoughts of

    anorexia for a while now. I hate it. I hate thinking about it. I feel like i'm the fat one out of all my friends & every time I eat something I feel ashamed right after. I hate that a lot of other girls feel like this because it hurts. I don't like to go out anymore because my...
    cicimontoya cicimontoya 22-25, F 2 Responses Nov 17

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    Pro-ana Buddy?

    I am a 14 year old female. I am 5"7 and weigh 135lbs. I have already lost 10lbs and I want to lose another ten and another ten. Ill go till I drop. I usually take in under 300 calories a day and it's mostly 80 calorie Powerades which I am addicted too. I eat more on Sundays and...
    theperksofme143 theperksofme143 13-15, F 4 Responses Jul 22, 2013

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    Xsavemeanax Xsavemeanax 16-17, F 1 Response Sep 25

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    Too Obsessed With Weight To Cope

    I've always been one of those naturally thin girls where it was actually hard to gain weight. For years I was at the weight range of 93-99 lbs and I was very comfortable always weighing that much. That range became my comfort zone. Whenever I went under 93, I'd work on gaining...
    Paxis Paxis 16-17, F 2 Responses Oct 27, 2013

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    I am almost 17 and I have recently taken upon

    some strange eating habits. I eat an egg for breakfast and a cup of yogurt for lunch and normal for dinner, though sometimes I purge. I am 5'3" and I weigh 111.6 full and Im still fat looking.
    candimeyers5 candimeyers5 16-17, F 2 Responses Apr 28

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    I've been going through a really rough period

    lately and I guess I haven't been very good at hiding it. Today, my friend baked me brownies and left me a note. He was worried about me. Too bad, I'm having trouble even thinking about eating them. I wish I wasn't so ****** up.
    RosieJay RosieJay 18-21, F Sep 9

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    I Am Choosing Anorexia.. I Don'T Care If You Think It'S Wrong

    Cw: 160 Sgw: 130 Lgw:100 Age:15 Height: 64 inch Female I am choosing to starve. I have done it in the past and it's really the only thing that works. I am constantly active.. But my parents cant afford anything but ramen noodles and mcdonalds. So i amchoosing no longer to eat...
    ally101108 ally101108 13-15, F 4 Responses Jul 22, 2013

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    I am 15 years old. Throughout my childhood up

    until I was about 9, I was perfectly happy and content with myself. I had no issues whatsoever. But when I was about 9, I started seeing myself in a different way. I had become aware that I wasn't naturally skinny. My best friend at the time was very petite (and still is) and I...
    franceshendo franceshendo 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 30

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    SummerAddison SummerAddison 13-15, F Dec 6

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    I'M Fat And Disgusting

    I'm 16 years old and am 5'2" and weigh 143. Less than a year ago I weighed over 170 pounds and managed to get dwn to 140 in the summer by starving myself. By september I was 134 and estatic but still 10-15 pounds short of my goal. Then somethig happened and I suddenly becamea...
    km16 km16 16-17 5 Responses Jan 28, 2013

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    i.want to be super skinny

    but my bf says im perfect! i just wanna be skinny? is this the right way? need advice
    thatcaligurl thatcaligurl 16-17, F Nov 29

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    Everyone says I'm skinny.

    .. I know I'm skinny sometimes I feel too skinny... But then I see a roll of fat on my stomach and I just feel useless.... I start crying I never slouch cuz I hate to see that roll... I never wear tight shirts... I eat sooo much but starting to this day I'm gonna stop eating junk...
    Tacoxbri Tacoxbri 16-17, F Nov 2

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    I went to the gym for 2hours today

    and I only consumed about 600cals. I'm really proud of myself! Hopefully I can stick to it for a month.
    avdotiya avdotiya 16-17, F Nov 10

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    I'm Trying So Hard.

    I know most of my life I'm the fat girl, people tell me I'm perfect but I don't feel like it. I don't like to eat anymore I force down the food and lie to people that I love it... I throw it up later and then cry because the pain in my stomach hurts to much. I know it's killing...
    deathbyblades16 deathbyblades16 18-21, F 3 Responses Jan 20, 2013

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    I don't know if I am becoming anorexic

    but lately I have been obsessing in starving myself the more I could. I literally stopped eating lunch and breakfast. I would also skip dinner but because of my mother I can't plus I once tried to vomit and it didn't work. So now I am thinking of drinking loads of water to eat...
    PureAmy PureAmy 16-17, F 3 Responses Jul 21

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    I feel like I am not good enough.

    I feel like I need to be skinner. I don't like my body image. I used to watch documentaries on anorexia and think wow they are beautiful. I think the first step is to acknowledge your problem. When I was little I thought "I want to be anorexic" I never knew what the problem was...
    2p35jm 2p35jm 16-17, F 2 Responses Dec 28, 2013

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