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I Am Becoming Anorexic

I guess i made a group... Idk what i'm doing. But.. ok then. This is a group for anorexic people. All about anorexia. So please join if you would like to talk about a problem, or anything. 1,479 People

    I wouldnt mind. I wish i had more will power.

    If i could just last until i get to 110lbs then all will be accomplished.
    kimberlyshepard7 kimberlyshepard7 18-21, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    Im Ana Just listen to me And eventually You

    will see What you want to be.
    Wheresmywayout Wheresmywayout 16-17, F 3 days ago

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    You Don't Have To Look The Part To Play The Role

    I can't help it... that's of course what I'll start with. Doesn't everybody? It started fairly recently I'll admit. One night after I came home from trying on a homecoming dress that was so close to fitting me but just couldn't zip the last half an inch or less...I was...
    BreeBree2713 BreeBree2713 18-21, F 5 Responses Oct 7, 2011

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    i hate myself i am fat

    and obese monster. i need a ana buddy please someone help me be skinny i dont want to eat and hate myself anymore.
    RainbowVomit93 RainbowVomit93 18-21, F Apr 13

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    I am 15 years old. Throughout my childhood up

    until I was about 9, I was perfectly happy and content with myself. I had no issues whatsoever. But when I was about 9, I started seeing myself in a different way. I had become aware that I wasn't naturally skinny. My best friend at the time was very petite (and still is) and I...
    franceshendo franceshendo 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 30, 2014

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    Back to being anorexic.

    .. Day 1- compulsive exercising.
    exhuberantviolet exhuberantviolet 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 5

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    I having food inside of me.

    It makes me feel awful. I wish I didn't have to eat anything
    Brimmless Brimmless 18-21, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    sassysami70663 sassysami70663 26-30, F 5 days ago

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    can people help me start

    and give me tips?
    haylfire haylfire 18-21, F 2 Responses 16 hrs ago

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    Being around food is a mental battlefield.

    Every minute I'm home I'm battling myself on whether or not to eat the chocolate, the muffin, the strawberries, the orange... At school its the pizza, the cookie, the ice cream, the rice crispy treat, the granola bar... Food is constantly around and i'm always afraid i wont be...
    Brimmless Brimmless 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 15

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    Lost another pound and a half yesterday.

    So hungry today. I want to eat so badly. But am also disgusted at the thought of food. Going to be a long day at work...
    0Marie 0Marie 18-21, F 3 Responses Jan 13

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    Jupiterfl04 Jupiterfl04 18-21, F Apr 24

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    Jupiterfl04 Jupiterfl04 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 24

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    I am totally horrified

    and disgusted with myself. I've had 841 calories today and I haven't even eaten dinner. Its because at lunch they were giving out free ice cream floats. I struggled internally to decide for a few minutes before ultimately deciding to have one. When I got home, I entered it into...
    Brimmless Brimmless 18-21, F Apr 10

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    sassysami70663 sassysami70663 26-30, F 6 days ago

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    I am weak. I am a failure.

    I ate (not even binge eating) then I purged for a week. but I didn't work. and I gained 5lbs. the week before I ate nothing and lost 9lbs. today I stayed away from everything 1lb came off the scale. No more eating on day 4. that messed me up the last time... Food is so evil. I...
    kikimyst kikimyst 18-21, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    Scaredmonster Scaredmonster 16-17, F 2 Responses May 23, 2014

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    I haven't eaten for 4 days

    and I just had a shot and I hate that I took in those calories
    Jupiterfl04 Jupiterfl04 18-21, F Apr 24

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    anyone want to be pro ana buddies to help keep

    each other on track? (being that this isn't the healthiest thing only ages 20+ please)
    haylfire haylfire 18-21, F 1 Response 16 hrs ago

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    omfg were having pizza

    for dinner tonight and I'm expected to eat. ahhhh I'm gonna gain weight **** my life I won't be able to get it out in time. I have to get a 4 yr old ready for bed ugh. ok I can't eat anything tonorrow.
    inevertoldne1 inevertoldne1 22-25, F 8 hrs ago

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    Pro-ana Buddy?

    I am a 14 year old female. I am 5"7 and weigh 135lbs. I have already lost 10lbs and I want to lose another ten and another ten. Ill go till I drop. I usually take in under 300 calories a day and it's mostly 80 calorie Powerades which I am addicted too. I eat more on Sundays and...
    theperksofme143 theperksofme143 16-17, F 4 Responses Jul 22, 2013

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    I think I'm becoming anorexic.

    I don't know. This past few days I've been ashamed of the food I eat afterwards... And I found myself eating less and less. I guess also because I'm depressed. Today I only ate one hotdog the whole day and I oddly feel proud, even though I know that's wrong...
    SefysMommy SefysMommy 16-17, F 6 days ago

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    Everyone says I'm skinny.

    .. I know I'm skinny sometimes I feel too skinny... But then I see a roll of fat on my stomach and I just feel useless.... I start crying I never slouch cuz I hate to see that roll... I never wear tight shirts... I eat sooo much but starting to this day I'm gonna stop eating junk...
    Tacoxbri Tacoxbri 16-17, F 1 Response Nov 2, 2014

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    I haven't eaten for 3 days

    and I'm not even hungry...
    Jupiterfl04 Jupiterfl04 18-21, F 3 Responses Apr 23

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    thebladeisbae0718 thebladeisbae0718 13-15, F Feb 21

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    Does anyone hate the weekends?

    its like all the food is screaming at you when you're sitting on the couch. you can't go in the kitchen to get water without all the sodas staring at you or open the pantry to get a protein bar without the junk food catching your sleeve and pulling you in.
    thebladeisbae0718 thebladeisbae0718 13-15, F 2 Responses Feb 21

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    Ana's Secret

    People will always warn you of the physical dangers of anorexia or any eating disorder. They'll threaten with hair loss, organ failure, teeth decay, infertility and much more. Once they hear about your disease they'll always bring it up at all times. No matter how you eat they...
    paterpeccavi paterpeccavi 18-21, F 6 Responses Aug 5, 2013

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    I don't want food anymore

    and when I force myself to eat atleast a snack I feel like im gonna puke... I don't wanna eat anymore, the most of picks of dinner; I'm 5'2 and weigh 99.-. I know that's not good but it hurts to eat. I guess it's better than cutting (I'm an ex-cutter of almost 3months)
    Waterstorm Waterstorm 13-15, F 1 Response Oct 20, 2014

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    Today for breakfast I ate less

    than half the calories I normally do. Pretty proud of that. Will update later today after dinner
    Brimmless Brimmless 18-21, F 2 Responses 2 days ago

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    I am almost 17 and I have recently taken upon

    some strange eating habits. I eat an egg for breakfast and a cup of yogurt for lunch and normal for dinner, though sometimes I purge. I am 5'3" and I weigh 111.6 full and Im still fat looking.
    candimeyers5 candimeyers5 16-17, F 2 Responses Apr 28, 2014

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    I skip breakfast and lunch

    and eat a small portion of dinner (because of my parents). I drink a liter and a half of water daily. Sometime I'll drink fruit water and give my friends the fruit. Lately when I eat dinner I have the urge to purge... I am in need of an Ana friend. I'm going running tomorrow...
    SavingLucy17 SavingLucy17 16-17, F 2 Responses Feb 22

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    I'm still fat.. I'm 165 pounds at 5'3.

    . Need a friend to talk to
    ProAnaMiaTeen ProAnaMiaTeen 13-15, F 1 Response Apr 24

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    I thought this would help.

    . all of you want this.. You want to be unhealthy.. I want help overcoming this.. obviously this was the wrong place. had to say it. And I feel disgusted. (doesn't have the feeling option for that..)
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Apr 15

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    I wish I had a reliable scale.

    I'm staying at my neighbors house for the time being and I snuck upstairs and borrowed their scale yesterday. According to it, I lost 4 pounds. This doesn't seem realistic and I doubt the accuracy because nothing else it their house seems to work, including a few sinks, a stove...
    Brimmless Brimmless 18-21, F 6 days ago

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    I've been struggling with the thoughts of

    anorexia for a while now. I hate it. I hate thinking about it. I feel like i'm the fat one out of all my friends & every time I eat something I feel ashamed right after. I hate that a lot of other girls feel like this because it hurts. I don't like to go out anymore because my...
    cicimontoya cicimontoya 22-25, F 2 Responses Nov 17, 2014

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    I Have To...

     I despise the way I look. It's killing me. I look in the mirror, and basically collapse because of anger at the size of my reflection. I feel like throwing up every time I hunch over and feel the rolls of skin on my stomach. I can already see results of myself not eating. I...
    justthatgirl justthatgirl 18-21, F 10 Responses Nov 12, 2009

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    It all started when I was out on medication

    for anxiety and depression. Those pills made me really sick to the point where I ate so little and was losing weight fast. It was that feeling that started it, it was so nice to fit in smaller jean sizes and feel better about myself. Since then, I've been off certain...
    allidoisread allidoisread 13-15, F 1 Response Jan 31

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    Today was a day of weakness.

    Cookies kept being available for some reason.. Today I ate: Cereal: 382 calories Pizza: 340 calories Glass of milk: 122 calories Cookies: 399 calories. In total, 1312 calories. It feels like I ate so much today and my intake isn't where I'd like it to be, but all in all, it...
    Brimmless Brimmless 18-21, F 2 Responses 5 days ago

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    I started out as just wanting to get this 10

    pounds off. Got prescribed adderall for my ADD more and more frequently I would notice me taking more. Not because I liked the feeling, I liked not having to think about food. I liked not eating. Then when the pounds came off I just wanted to be smaller and smaller. Hungry...
    brandiyates brandiyates 22-25, F 2 Responses Nov 1, 2014

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    I really need an ana buddy to help me lose

    about 25 pounds if interested please, please, please message me
    piratepixie piratepixie 13-15, F 3 Responses Feb 20

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    I'm slowly finding my mind being taken over by

    these thoughts of having to be thinner. I want the fat off my body. I don't want to look like I do now. I hate people saying I'm small but I don't look like what I want to look like. No one understands and I need someone who understands me and also hears these thoughts running...
    Blueskydreams Blueskydreams 18-21, F 1 Response Feb 3, 2014

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    day 2. all I ate today was a small fruit cup

    with no apples from chic-fil-a, and a small snack sized bag of pretzels . I feel confident about this. I drink water constantly. I lost 2 pounds on day 1....I'm curious as to my weight tomorrow. :)
    inevertoldne1 inevertoldne1 22-25, F 2 days ago

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    My goal is to be skinny enough to turn heads,

    to be someone else’s thinspo, for people to whisper about me behind my back about how much weight I’ve lost, but mainly i want to be skinny enough to show everyone who said i was fat, or that i couldn’t do it that i can.
    butterflieana butterflieana 13-15, F 2 Responses Jan 20

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    im torn between anorexia

    and bulimia.. i starve myself for days without eating anything.. then after like a week i eat a small meal and i puke it out.. i feel so alone cause i cant tell anyone one about it cause theyll tell me im crazy or i have a nice body or something like that.. but i know im fat.. i...
    savannah0833 savannah0833 18-21, F 3 Responses Nov 13, 2014

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    Texting Buddy

    I seriously need a texting pro ana buddy right now...I'm 15 about 2 months till i turn 16 and I'm 5'4" and i weight about 125... I need someone to text about tips and to help me through not eating and me losing all this gross fat >.< Pleaseee!
    HeatherNicole1621 HeatherNicole1621 16-17, F 7 Responses Aug 16, 2013

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    Hi. I'm a fat bastard.

    I hate my life. I hate being fat. I want to be skinny... NOW
    taypacc taypacc 13-15, F 2 Responses Jan 18, 2014

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