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I Am Becoming Anorexic

I guess i made a group... Idk what i'm doing. But.. ok then. This is a group for anorexic people. All about anorexia. So please join if you would like to talk about a problem, or anything. 1,668 People

    Everyone says I'm skinny.

    .. I know I'm skinny sometimes I feel too skinny... But then I see a roll of fat on my stomach and I just feel useless.... I start crying I never slouch cuz I hate to see that roll... I never wear tight shirts... I eat sooo much but starting to this day I'm gonna stop eating junk...
    Tacoxbri Tacoxbri 16-17, F 1 Response Nov 2, 2014

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    I am I want to be skinny

    and pretty and I want the world to think of me as beautiful and I just hate how fat I am I am so ugly and I know I can't fix my face but I can fix my weight and I just want to be skinny I'm tired of being curvy I want to be stick thin anyone got tips or anything that can help...
    Alli13146 Alli13146 13-15, F 4 Responses May 31

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    I want an ana support buddy.

    If anyone's looking for someone they can message for confidence in reaching their goal hit me up please.
    skeletonkey23 skeletonkey23 16-17, F 1 Response May 26

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    Scaredmonster Scaredmonster 16-17, F 2 Responses May 23, 2014

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    Texting Buddy

    I seriously need a texting pro ana buddy right now...I'm 15 about 2 months till i turn 16 and I'm 5'4" and i weight about 125... I need someone to text about tips and to help me through not eating and me losing all this gross fat >.< Pleaseee!
    HeatherNicole1621 HeatherNicole1621 16-17, F 7 Responses Aug 16, 2013

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    ANOREXIA IS NOT A WILLFUL DISEASE!

    You can't develop it simply because you want that is being very ignorant. I actually had anorexia for five years that included five inpatient/hospital stays for it; loads of medical/ nutritional counseling & even way more therapy. I was quote/unquote " the worst patient my...
    JuliaHHL JuliaHHL 18-21, F 1 Response May 11

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    Want to become anorexic.

    I have depression and I'm extremely overweight. I'm 12 and 5'8" and weigh 179 pounds! Ever since people have bullied me I gained 60 pounds in 5 months! I need a Ana buddy to help me become anorexic. It's not for attention I just want people stop bullying me and please don't...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Jun 25

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    Ana's Secret

    People will always warn you of the physical dangers of anorexia or any eating disorder. They'll threaten with hair loss, organ failure, teeth decay, infertility and much more. Once they hear about your disease they'll always bring it up at all times. No matter how you eat they...
    paterpeccavi paterpeccavi 18-21, F 6 Responses Aug 5, 2013

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    Hey Im setting up a group

    so we can all talk to each other and support each other in what we're doing and give each other tips. If your interested message me.
    TEENdrama TEENdrama 18-21, F 2 Responses Jun 5

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    No food needed...Im tired of eating.

    I feel like i can't stop. Im never hungry so why eat? I need help, I need to stop eating, or Ill be fat again.
    Wheresmywayout Wheresmywayout 16-17, F May 21

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    From now on water is my best friend.

    0 calories. Ana buddy ?
    Idek1415 Idek1415 13-15, F 5 Responses Apr 29, 2014

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    When I was thirteen I was really anorexic.

    Not like you could see my bones ever, it never got that far. It was really mental for me, and I couldn't look at myself in the mirror without crying. Lately I've gained a lot of weight and I feel myself swinging back into those thought patterns. Its a big problem when I'm...
    alicat13 alicat13 18-21, F 1 Response Jun 25

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    JESUS FREAKING CHRIST.

    My mom went to Krispy Kream and she said she was only gonna get one for herself, but decided to get a box for us instead. WHAT THE HELL WOMAN!?! It's like you're TRYING to sabotouge me! I don't care what you wanna eat, but don't force it onto me too! She's always buying food...
    Brimmless Brimmless 18-21, F 2 Responses May 6

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    It all started when I was out on medication

    for anxiety and depression. Those pills made me really sick to the point where I ate so little and was losing weight fast. It was that feeling that started it, it was so nice to fit in smaller jean sizes and feel better about myself. Since then, I've been off certain...
    allidoisread allidoisread 13-15, F 1 Response Jan 31

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    I need help. I need some harsh words of reality

    of how fat I'm going to be if I continue eating as much as I do.
    Wheresmywayout Wheresmywayout 16-17, F Jun 8

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    I am 14 and gained 20 pounds from stress,

    I need to lose it. 5'2 and 130lbs. Would like Ana biddy around my age either sex is good
    corriesweet corriesweet 13-15, F 2 Responses May 31

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    I swear the five bite diet doesn't

    even ******* work ugh I hate my life I need tips please
    princesssydney147758 princesssydney147758 13-15, F 1 Response Jun 4

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    You Don't Have To Look The Part To Play The Role

    I can't help it... that's of course what I'll start with. Doesn't everybody? It started fairly recently I'll admit. One night after I came home from trying on a homecoming dress that was so close to fitting me but just couldn't zip the last half an inch or less...I was...
    BreeBree2713 BreeBree2713 18-21, F 5 Responses Oct 7, 2011

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    I am almost 17 and I have recently taken upon

    some strange eating habits. I eat an egg for breakfast and a cup of yogurt for lunch and normal for dinner, though sometimes I purge. I am 5'3" and I weigh 111.6 full and Im still fat looking.
    candimeyers5 candimeyers5 18-21, F 2 Responses Apr 28, 2014

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    I am 5'1 and weigh 129 lbs.

    I want to lose fat but there's always food lying around at home. What are some ways to refrain from eating?
    deleted deleted 26-30 3 Responses Jun 5

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    I love the feeling of an empty stomach,

    The feeling of my ribs and hipbones, The feeling of my bones, The feeling of being thin. I don't love the feeling of lies, Being cold 24/7, The feeling of people staring at me, The feeling of being to fat, The feeling of death... But in a certain way I do love those things.. It...
    vyrlox vyrlox 18-21, F 1 Response Oct 28, 2014

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    Does anyone hate the weekends?

    its like all the food is screaming at you when you're sitting on the couch. you can't go in the kitchen to get water without all the sodas staring at you or open the pantry to get a protein bar without the junk food catching your sleeve and pulling you in.
    thebladeisbae0718 thebladeisbae0718 13-15, F 2 Responses Feb 21

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    im torn between anorexia

    and bulimia.. i starve myself for days without eating anything.. then after like a week i eat a small meal and i puke it out.. i feel so alone cause i cant tell anyone one about it cause theyll tell me im crazy or i have a nice body or something like that.. but i know im fat.. i...
    savannah0833 savannah0833 18-21, F 3 Responses Nov 13, 2014

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    Recently a friend of my mom asked her

    if I was sick because I lost 10 lbs in a week unintentionally. I laughed and said no thinking it was preposterous. I was proud of my weight loss until today. All i've eaten is a banana and some grapes. That was followed by an emotional breakdown that lasted about 30 minutes. I...
    SierraLion SierraLion 22-25, F 1 Response Jun 17

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    So, I am doing it and my stomach is feeling

    hard inside. I ain't growling but inside it feels like it's shrinking or something is pulling my stomach in. I'm kinda hungry and in the same time not or its just my thought.
    XxCuTiE14xX XxCuTiE14xX 16-17, F 2 Responses May 24

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    The question is, Pie

    and thunder thighs, or Celery and thigh gap? Cake and double chin, or grapes and collarbones? Pastries and food baby belly, or fasting and flat stomach? Dinner and "love handles", or water and hip bones? The choice is yours, what do you pick?
    Wheresmywayout Wheresmywayout 16-17, F May 27

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    corriesweet corriesweet 13-15, F Jun 3

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    I'm going to get serious starting now.

    The last few days I've been slacking and making excuses. No more. I WILL be thin.
    Brimmless Brimmless 18-21, F 2 Responses May 3

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    I Have To...

     I despise the way I look. It's killing me. I look in the mirror, and basically collapse because of anger at the size of my reflection. I feel like throwing up every time I hunch over and feel the rolls of skin on my stomach. I can already see results of myself not eating. I...
    justthatgirl justthatgirl 18-21, F 10 Responses Nov 12, 2009

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    Pro-ana Buddy?

    I am a 14 year old female. I am 5"7 and weigh 135lbs. I have already lost 10lbs and I want to lose another ten and another ten. Ill go till I drop. I usually take in under 300 calories a day and it's mostly 80 calorie Powerades which I am addicted too. I eat more on Sundays and...
    theperksofme143 theperksofme143 16-17, F 5 Responses Jul 22, 2013

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    Some days I will go without hardly eating

    anything and the next day I can't help but eat anything that someone shoves in my face. I want to stay constant but I can't. I go to bed thinking about it and wake up thinking about it, I dream about it. I can't commit. I need someone to help me commit. Please.
    butterflybones butterflybones 18-21, F 1 Response May 6, 2014

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    I am brokenhearted even more from my ex

    and I just started to stop eating today. I really love him so much and I am very depressed. I'm in the 140's but I hope or sooner I'll be in the 100's - 110's this summer.
    XxCuTiE14xX XxCuTiE14xX 16-17, F 1 Response Jun 9

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    I don't want food anymore

    and when I force myself to eat atleast a snack I feel like im gonna puke... I don't wanna eat anymore, the most of picks of dinner; I'm 5'2 and weigh 99.-. I know that's not good but it hurts to eat. I guess it's better than cutting (I'm an ex-cutter of almost 3months)
    Waterstorm Waterstorm 16-17, F 1 Response Oct 20, 2014

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    Lost another pound and a half yesterday.

    So hungry today. I want to eat so badly. But am also disgusted at the thought of food. Going to be a long day at work...
    0Marie 0Marie 22-25, F 3 Responses Jan 13

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    I would like an Ana buddy

    that is willing to chat over email with me. We can challenge each other and compete to see who looses more weight each week. I am 14 and female, maybesomeone around my age, sex does not matter.
    corriesweet corriesweet 13-15, F 3 Responses Jun 13

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    I haven't been eating much

    for the past few days but we are cooking hamburgers on the bbq, and they smell so good. help! what should i do?
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Jun 26

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    I started out as just wanting to get this 10

    pounds off. Got prescribed adderall for my ADD more and more frequently I would notice me taking more. Not because I liked the feeling, I liked not having to think about food. I liked not eating. Then when the pounds came off I just wanted to be smaller and smaller. Hungry...
    brandiyates brandiyates 22-25, F 2 Responses Nov 1, 2014

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    inevertoldne1 inevertoldne1 22-25, F 1 Response May 14

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    I'm 15 an have been anorexic

    for almost a year and used to be bulemic too. My parents have been forcing me to eat so I've put on loads of weight and I desperately want to lose it again. I'm looking for an ana buddy and any tips on how to secretly not eat.
    TEENdrama TEENdrama 18-21, F 3 Responses Jun 3

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    i am trying soo hard to not eat

    but i dont want my friends and family to notice.my weight keeps on rising and dropping. i weigh 173 pounds and im 5'2. im soooooooo fat :(
    xXNeverGoodEnoughXx xXNeverGoodEnoughXx 13-15, F 1 Response Feb 18

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    I want to become anorexic

    so bad. I have had depression my whole life but ever since sixth grade it really started to get bad. I weighed 150 in the beginning and was 5"6 which was pretty average for my height. By January 2015 it started to get really bad. Girls that I thought were my best friends turned...
    rebeccagrace17 rebeccagrace17 13-15, F 2 Responses Jun 25

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    With reluctance, today I threw out my chocolate.

    I realized just knowing it was there in the 3rd drawer down of my dresser was holding me back. I feel so relieved. Why didn't I do this earlier?
    Brimmless Brimmless 18-21, F May 5

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    I'm slowly finding my mind being taken over by

    these thoughts of having to be thinner. I want the fat off my body. I don't want to look like I do now. I hate people saying I'm small but I don't look like what I want to look like. No one understands and I need someone who understands me and also hears these thoughts running...
    Blueskydreams Blueskydreams 18-21, F 1 Response Feb 3, 2014

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    Hi. I'm a fat bastard.

    I hate my life. I hate being fat. I want to be skinny... NOW
    taypacc taypacc 13-15, F 2 Responses Jan 18, 2014

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    Something weird happened.

    Yesterday, my scale said I gained a pound, putting me at 114.2, which is pretty much impossible. So I got on it today and it said 112.8, which is much more realistic. Anyways, it's been a pretty good day as far as calories. It's nearly 3:30pm and all I've had today is an 80...
    Brimmless Brimmless 18-21, F 1 Response May 19

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    I just want to say to all these 'pro ana' girls

    that what your doing is ridiculous...you wouldnt be pro cancer or pro heart disease....so why on EARTH would you be pro ana? As someone who's had and got anorexia it's not something I want. It's not something that's good. I hate it and I desperately want to change. It's ruining...
    GeorgiaAlicee GeorgiaAlicee 18-21, F 4 Responses Mar 18

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