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I Am Becoming Anorexic

I guess i made a group... Idk what i'm doing. But.. ok then. This is a group for anorexic people. All about anorexia. So please join if you would like to talk about a problem, or anything. 1,312 People

    I'm 5'3 and weigh 118.

    I have counted calories like crazy for over a month now and have lost 5 pounds! Why am I not losing any more? Please tell me how I can get this weight off fast! If I don't get it off fast I'm afraid I will become anorexic.
    angiles angiles 13-15, F 1 Response a week ago

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    It all started when I was out on medication

    for anxiety and depression. Those pills made me really sick to the point where I ate so little and was losing weight fast. It was that feeling that started it, it was so nice to fit in smaller jean sizes and feel better about myself. Since then, I've been off certain...
    allidoisread allidoisread 13-15, F 1 Response Jan 31

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    I'm slowly finding my mind being taken over by

    these thoughts of having to be thinner. I want the fat off my body. I don't want to look like I do now. I hate people saying I'm small but I don't look like what I want to look like. No one understands and I need someone who understands me and also hears these thoughts running...
    Blueskydreams Blueskydreams 18-21, F 1 Response Feb 3, 2014

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    Everyone says I'm skinny.

    .. I know I'm skinny sometimes I feel too skinny... But then I see a roll of fat on my stomach and I just feel useless.... I start crying I never slouch cuz I hate to see that roll... I never wear tight shirts... I eat sooo much but starting to this day I'm gonna stop eating junk...
    Tacoxbri Tacoxbri 16-17, F 1 Response Nov 2, 2014

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    i am trying soo hard to not eat

    but i dont want my friends and family to notice.my weight keeps on rising and dropping. i weigh 173 pounds and im 5'2. im soooooooo fat :(
    2Kawaii4u 2Kawaii4u 13-15, F 2 Responses Feb 18

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    I was 5'1 135 pounds I dropped at my lowest 90

    I know that doesn't sound like a ton but believe me it got easier soon I was thinking about calories and fat 24/7 I know a few tips if any of you all wanted some being anorexic leaves you with no time for friends and family. Not all my tips or tricks will work.
    Annmarierosewood Annmarierosewood 13-15, F 2 Responses Feb 18

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    My goal is to be skinny enough to turn heads,

    to be someone else’s thinspo, for people to whisper about me behind my back about how much weight I’ve lost, but mainly i want to be skinny enough to show everyone who said i was fat, or that i couldn’t do it that i can.
    butterflieana butterflieana 13-15, F 2 Responses Jan 20

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    I don't want food anymore

    and when I force myself to eat atleast a snack I feel like im gonna puke... I don't wanna eat anymore, the most of picks of dinner; I'm 5'2 and weigh 99.-. I know that's not good but it hurts to eat. I guess it's better than cutting (I'm an ex-cutter of almost 3months)
    Waterstorm Waterstorm 13-15, F 1 Response Oct 20, 2014

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    im torn between anorexia

    and bulimia.. i starve myself for days without eating anything.. then after like a week i eat a small meal and i puke it out.. i feel so alone cause i cant tell anyone one about it cause theyll tell me im crazy or i have a nice body or something like that.. but i know im fat.. i...
    savannah0833 savannah0833 16-17, F 4 Responses Nov 13, 2014

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    I am always bullied,

    and i'm told i'm worthless and fat. Honestly, I believe that. If someone could talk me out of this, that would be great. I only ate a lettuce wrap today and drank water. I'm eleven and 120 pounds and I think I am WAAAAAY obese. Is that true?
    PurplePuppy68 PurplePuppy68 13-15, F 1 Response Jan 5

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    I feel like I'm too fat

    or not good enough and my face is just full of chubbiness as I laugh and my thighs are just not skinny enough.. These thoughts started ever since the week before today, to stop eating a lot. I am a typical teen who goes out to eat and many says I'm not fat.. I think I am and I...
    RadxButxSad RadxButxSad 13-15, F 3 Responses Feb 1

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    My Journey!

    I have always have problems with my weight. My dad has never called me fat but he and my mother have always implied it. Every time I would gain weight they would point it out or every time I would eat pizza they would always say that I am eating fattening food and will gain more...
    kamykamz kamykamz 18-21, F 3 Responses Aug 26, 2013

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    I recenlty finished a book called Wintergirls

    by Laurie halse Anderson, and I just felt really fat after reading it. But I love it!
    XxDyingSoulxX XxDyingSoulxX 13-15, F 5 Responses Feb 6

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    Hi. I'm a fat bastard.

    I hate my life. I hate being fat. I want to be skinny... NOW
    taypacc taypacc 13-15, F 2 Responses Jan 18, 2014

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    Lost another pound and a half yesterday.

    So hungry today. I want to eat so badly. But am also disgusted at the thought of food. Going to be a long day at work...
    0Marie 0Marie 18-21, F 3 Responses Jan 13

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    I started out as just wanting to get this 10

    pounds off. Got prescribed adderall for my ADD more and more frequently I would notice me taking more. Not because I liked the feeling, I liked not having to think about food. I liked not eating. Then when the pounds came off I just wanted to be smaller and smaller. Hungry...
    brandiyates brandiyates 22-25, F 2 Responses Nov 1, 2014

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    Haven't eaten anything today,

    hopefully tomorrow will go the same.
    JB10106 JB10106 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 8

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    Texting Buddy

    I seriously need a texting pro ana buddy right now...I'm 15 about 2 months till i turn 16 and I'm 5'4" and i weight about 125... I need someone to text about tips and to help me through not eating and me losing all this gross fat >.< Pleaseee!
    HeatherNicole1621 HeatherNicole1621 16-17, F 7 Responses Aug 16, 2013

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    ye11owlight ye11owlight 13-15, F 1 Response Jan 17

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    I am 15 years old. Throughout my childhood up

    until I was about 9, I was perfectly happy and content with myself. I had no issues whatsoever. But when I was about 9, I started seeing myself in a different way. I had become aware that I wasn't naturally skinny. My best friend at the time was very petite (and still is) and I...
    franceshendo franceshendo 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 30, 2014

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    When I was in middle school

    and constantly being bullied for being fat I did the only thing I could. I skipped meals, and eventually wasnt consuming anything but water and the occasional fruit juice when I started to black out. It never worked though. I was still called fat despite my best efforts with rib...
    Phoenix3439 Phoenix3439 18-21, F Feb 12

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    I Have To...

     I despise the way I look. It's killing me. I look in the mirror, and basically collapse because of anger at the size of my reflection. I feel like throwing up every time I hunch over and feel the rolls of skin on my stomach. I can already see results of myself not eating. I...
    justthatgirl justthatgirl 18-21, F 10 Responses Nov 12, 2009

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    I am almost 17 and I have recently taken upon

    some strange eating habits. I eat an egg for breakfast and a cup of yogurt for lunch and normal for dinner, though sometimes I purge. I am 5'3" and I weigh 111.6 full and Im still fat looking.
    candimeyers5 candimeyers5 16-17, F 2 Responses Apr 28, 2014

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    Ana's Secret

    People will always warn you of the physical dangers of anorexia or any eating disorder. They'll threaten with hair loss, organ failure, teeth decay, infertility and much more. Once they hear about your disease they'll always bring it up at all times. No matter how you eat they...
    paterpeccavi paterpeccavi 18-21, F 6 Responses Aug 5, 2013

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    i feel fat, i wish i could lose some weight,

    i weigh in at 120 pounds and i am 5' 4" my friends tell me that i am skinny, and a couple of people have asked if i am anorexic. i lie and say no. my parents have not noticed yet but i am afraid they will. i keep a food journal, my calorie intake per day must be under 1000...
    LegolasLover159 LegolasLover159 13-15, F Feb 4

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    i.want to be super skinny

    but my bf says im perfect! i just wanna be skinny? is this the right way? need advice
    thatcaligurl thatcaligurl 18-21, F Nov 29, 2014

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    Some days I will go without hardly eating

    anything and the next day I can't help but eat anything that someone shoves in my face. I want to stay constant but I can't. I go to bed thinking about it and wake up thinking about it, I dream about it. I can't commit. I need someone to help me commit. Please.
    butterflybones butterflybones 16-17, F 1 Response May 6, 2014

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    Scaredmonster Scaredmonster 16-17, F 2 Responses May 23, 2014

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    I never knew that if you dink

    so much you'll have to pee so much! I go like every 15 minutes!!! way to be annoying but at least I'll shed some weight
    thebladeisbae0718 thebladeisbae0718 13-15, F 4 days ago

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    Pro-ana Buddy?

    I am a 14 year old female. I am 5"7 and weigh 135lbs. I have already lost 10lbs and I want to lose another ten and another ten. Ill go till I drop. I usually take in under 300 calories a day and it's mostly 80 calorie Powerades which I am addicted too. I eat more on Sundays and...
    theperksofme143 theperksofme143 16-17, F 4 Responses Jul 22, 2013

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    thebladeisbae0718 thebladeisbae0718 13-15, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    I have been called fat by my family

    since I was young ... I have struggled with my weight since I can remember.
    SParedes627 SParedes627 18-21, F 1 Response Feb 3

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    I'm starting a new workout plan

    and I'm gonna stick with 300 or less calories for a day. coffee with no sugar just cream and cinnamon for breakfast. nothing for lunch and a small portion of whatever my parents make for dinner. also and apple slice for a snack. and I started a vigorous workout for the morning...
    thebladeisbae0718 thebladeisbae0718 13-15, F 2 Responses Feb 19

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    A glass of water and an apple is all I eat

    everyday. I'm tired of being called fat.
    keke1432 keke1432 18-21, F 4 days ago

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    I've been struggling with the thoughts of

    anorexia for a while now. I hate it. I hate thinking about it. I feel like i'm the fat one out of all my friends & every time I eat something I feel ashamed right after. I hate that a lot of other girls feel like this because it hurts. I don't like to go out anymore because my...
    cicimontoya cicimontoya 22-25, F 2 Responses Nov 17, 2014

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    I 💗 Ana songs please comment some good ones!

    They help motivate Dying: not a fan of screaming songs like mother anorexia
    Annmarierosewood Annmarierosewood 13-15, F 1 Response Feb 19

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    I've been binge eating a lot lately.

    After having around 300 calories a day I'm having probably around 1500+ a day. I've been diagnosed with depression as well, so I take medication that's suppose to help me. Problem is they make me really hungry and then sick to my stomach. So I'll eat a meal and then lay on the...
    allidoisread allidoisread 13-15, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    I really need an ana buddy to help me lose

    about 25 pounds if interested please, please, please message me
    piratepixie piratepixie 13-15, F 1 Response a week ago

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    I am 5,3 and 165 pounds.

    I know I'm fat. And I'm trying to go anorexic and it's really hard. I won't allow myself to eat over 500 calories a day. I've been trying to do this for almost a week now. I just really want to talk to someone about it.
    Chick1301 Chick1301 13-15, F 4 Responses Feb 17

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    I want to loose a lot of weight.

    I am 5 ft 3 in. And weigh 117.8. I do not allow myself to eat over 1,200 calories a day. I have been on this diet for 4 weeks today. And have lost 8 pounds. But I want to loose more. Any advice?
    angiles angiles 13-15, F 2 Responses Feb 16

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    I Am Choosing Anorexia.. I Don'T Care If You Think It'S Wrong

    Cw: 160 Sgw: 130 Lgw:100 Age:15 Height: 64 inch Female I am choosing to starve. I have done it in the past and it's really the only thing that works. I am constantly active.. But my parents cant afford anything but ramen noodles and mcdonalds. So i amchoosing no longer to eat...
    ally101108 ally101108 13-15, F 3 Responses Jul 22, 2013

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    You Don't Have To Look The Part To Play The Role

    I can't help it... that's of course what I'll start with. Doesn't everybody? It started fairly recently I'll admit. One night after I came home from trying on a homecoming dress that was so close to fitting me but just couldn't zip the last half an inch or less...I was...
    BreeBree2713 BreeBree2713 18-21, F 5 Responses Oct 7, 2011

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    last night I was trying to just sleep

    but my body wouldn't let me, I caved in and probably ate a good 400 calories.. I'm so pissed off I ate that in one setup. but I was able to fall asleep after.. I hate failing!!!
    naturrae naturrae 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 20

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    Does anyone hate the weekends?

    its like all the food is screaming at you when you're sitting on the couch. you can't go in the kitchen to get water without all the sodas staring at you or open the pantry to get a protein bar without the junk food catching your sleeve and pulling you in.
    thebladeisbae0718 thebladeisbae0718 13-15, F 6 days ago

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    I am fat fat fat. I eat 300-700 calories a day

    and burn 100-1000 calories a day. I am a vegan, I'm 15, 5'5", and if anyone is pro-ana and would like to help me lose weight, please help me.
    drugsandscales drugsandscales 13-15, T 2 Responses Feb 18

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    I look in the mirror

    and I can see it the hugeness. and i hate the feeling when I lean forward and I feel my tummy pushing out and I can grab my fat and everyone says I'm thin but its like can't you see my thighs and my stomach and my doughy hips?!!? and is it because I eat once a day makes Me...
    thebladeisbae0718 thebladeisbae0718 13-15, F Feb 18

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    I'M Fat And Disgusting

    I'm 16 years old and am 5'2" and weigh 143. Less than a year ago I weighed over 170 pounds and managed to get dwn to 140 in the summer by starving myself. By september I was 134 and estatic but still 10-15 pounds short of my goal. Then somethig happened and I suddenly becamea...
    km16 km16 16-17 5 Responses Jan 28, 2013

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    it's not the other people telling me I'm fat no

    one does that, it's myself saying it.
    blweh blweh 18-21, F 2 Responses Jan 13

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    I skip breakfast and lunch

    and eat a small portion of dinner (because of my parents). I drink a liter and a half of water daily. Sometime I'll drink fruit water and give my friends the fruit. Lately when I eat dinner I have the urge to purge... I am in need of an Ana friend. I'm going running tomorrow...
    CurvyBones17 CurvyBones17 16-17, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    Everything will be better

    when im thin. People will notice me and stare at how gorgeous I've become. Ill finally be able to wear everything mannequins wear and look amazing in anything. Guys will want me. Girls will want to be me. Ill be happy when im thin.
    justanotherfallenangel justanotherfallenangel 16-17, F Feb 3

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    I need help. I suffered from anorexia before.

    And I beat it. But I realized that I'd rather be anorexic. It's worth it. I was hoping someone could give me help with me motivation :( please.
    Lynnboatright Lynnboatright 16-17, F 1 Response Feb 3

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