I Am Becoming Cold Hearted

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 249 People

    I Didn't Promise Myself To Be This Way

    I'm a naturally shy person ever since birth, but I had a happy childhood due to my huge imagination and overflowing creativity. I have a love for motivational stories and wanted to be a psychologist someday. I used to be happy, really bright, loud and sunny, and friendly too. But...
    TheLarrien TheLarrien
    13-15
    1 Response Jan 21, 2013

    You can meet me in the room

    where the kisses ain't free
    AllLoveXOXO AllLoveXOXO
    18-21, M
    2 Responses Dec 9, 2013

    I use to be an incredibly caring person.

    . And I still am to a certain degree.. But ever since my breakup, I find it difficult to get close with new people.. It's like my emotions have been shut down or something and I don't care.. Is this my mind protecting me from getting hurt or am I just turning into a cold hearted...
    Victoriaa95 Victoriaa95
    18-21, F
    3 Responses Sep 12, 2015

    I Don't Know What Happened

    So I use to be very dedicated in relationships and always gave my all.  Now that i've been hurt or let down so many times, i just stopped caring.  I always play games and use my relationships as a tool to solve my boredom.  I just never take guys seriously. ...
    djjaszi djjaszi
    18-21, F
    Dec 9, 2009

    Cold-hearted

    This is exactly what I should become, a cold-hearted biotch.
    Whateverrrrr Whateverrrrr
    36-40, F
    1 Response Jan 18, 2011

    Always Expect The Worst......

    That way, you're never disappointed when things go bad, and if they go well, you're pleasantly surprised..
    lonesurvivor lonesurvivor
    56-60, F
    14 Responses Oct 24, 2009

    No Romance, No Love

    So, I was just watching friends show (YES I still watch it even though I know the dialogs by heart now) and when a romantic scene came up, I automatically fast-forward it, then it hit me: Huh! Why am I not interested in romantic scenes?!!! Am I becoming heartless/cold or...
    MissGaga MissGaga
    22-25, F
    Oct 9, 2013

    Cold Hearted

    am i starting to become real cold freezing... i dunno why they say so how come while down  in the core of me there is fire burning killing me slowly how can i be so calm cold and strong from the outside and from the inside i am being tearing apart i don't get it people say i am...
    gladio87 gladio87
    22-25, M
    1 Response Oct 11, 2012

    Good People Are An Endangered Species

    ...i'm in the process of totally not caring about anybody anymore.... family, friends and people....... i hate what i'm becoming... so cruel and cold...i'm starting to forget what love is......
    sfdrboy sfdrboy
    22-25, M
    6 Responses Sep 8, 2013

    Kold Hearted...

    What Makes U Kold Hearted?? Is Always Getting Disappointed, It Seems Lyke My Whole Life I've Been Getting Disappointed In Everything.I Kan't Look Forward To **** Cause When I Do? Guess What Happens? Disappointed!!! So From Freshmen Year Till Middle Senior Year All I Did Was Get...
    Hookitup Hookitup
    18-21, M
    3 Responses Oct 23, 2009

    What'S Left Of My Heart Is Fading Away.

    I'm slowly but surely becoming emotionless. Through the realization and epiphanies thus far that came with the aide of my med I am effectively become lifeless doll who only does work. Some days i won't say a word while others i would go throughout my days as an invisible being...
    AllLoveXOXO AllLoveXOXO
    18-21, M
    2 Responses Nov 12, 2013

    As I read the stories on this page,

    I'm saddened that they're written by people who are so very young. What is this world coming to? I have been in the process of becoming coldhearted for quite some time. Every time I let my guard down, reality smacks me in the face again. You'd think I'd have learned a long time...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Apr 11, 2015

    I have been through a lot

    and I no longer have the energy to deal with these emotions. I have been in love with a guy who has been mean and cruel to me and which he claimed was deliberate, so that he could push me away, for my own good. But that's what HE thought, and he could be wrong. That was for me...
    thecoldheartedqueen thecoldheartedqueen
    22-25, F
    Feb 6

    Its Not About What Happens Its About How You Deal With It.

    Not too long ago, I was normal (by normal i mean myself, weird, but myself.) Everything was going fine, until 8th grade. Quite honestly I don't feel like going through all of the tedious details, so I'll just be explaining mostly. I met this girl, fell head over heals for her...
    truemadarauchiha truemadarauchiha
    13-15
    Apr 3, 2011

    I've maintained an indifference to humanity.

    It makes sense to. After all, stupidity is infectious. I care not for their idiotic opinions, they don't count based on sheer annoyance. I laugh and mock the weaklings who literally cry for attention. I don't think being openly open of your emotions is the "correct" way to the...
    s0undgarden s0undgarden
    18-21, M
    Dec 9, 2013

    im not sure why, the memories of it have

    blocked themselves off a long time ago, but i cant feel a damn thing when it comes to about 99% of my family. I cant even feel their love or support, its been so long ive forgotten what familial relationships feel like. It hasnt just been with them though, every so often it...
    thetalkingmushroom thetalkingmushroom
    18-21, M
    Dec 27, 2014

    I need to control my feelings

    and I can't stop my heart from loving but I'll try I need to be cold like I used to and I need to become the player again and that's what I will be I need to stop being this stupid girl....
    CallMeFaye CallMeFaye
    18-21, F
    Apr 11, 2015

    I just don't care about anyone anymore.

    People's feelings mean nothing to me. I've become so insensitive that it worries me. I've become so different. I miss the old me
    ftash ftash
    18-21, F
    1 Response Dec 4, 2014

    I'm So Loney and Cold Hearted, B/c....

    I'm a guy going into college. All my life I have had many crushes on girls. And due to that, I have been rejected many times. I have never been one to hide my emotions that I liked someone from them. In the first grade I drew a love letter card for this girl and gave it to...
    Iame Iame
    18-21, M
    11 Responses Aug 3, 2008

    I feel like I'm becoming cold hearted.

    With the way people treat me I don't see why I should be nice to anyone. Like yesterday this slutty girl from my school j walked across the street and got hit and I started laughing I didn't care at all about if she was alright. I am a little afraid for what I'm becoming.
    superabe11 superabe11
    18-21, M
    2 Responses Jul 27, 2014

    Damned.

    I look back on the past with such utter confusion. I used to be this completely happy, content, loving girl. My morals were in tact and i could honestly say i was an innocent. My world began to fall apart all at once and i started to realize a pattern in the way people treated me...
    sexandcandy25 sexandcandy25
    22-25, F
    9 Responses Jan 25, 2010

    I get told I'm cold hearted all the time

    and I don't really feel love, I know I love my mom but, I can't feel the love anymore and I don't feel love towards my family and if I start to like someone I feel angry and annoyed at them when just the other day I liked them, I want to see my dad but I know it would break my...
    WildWolfGirl WildWolfGirl
    16-17, F
    Jan 20, 2015

    Everybody calls me a cold hearted person.

    Some people even say I'm made of steel. I don't like it. I really don't know why do people feel that way although I try my best to be caring and listen to everybody and I'm there for anybody who needs me. So when people call me 'cold' person I really feel disappointed. And now...
    FallingApart33 FallingApart33
    22-25, F
    Feb 9
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