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I Am Becoming Cold Hearted

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    I'm So Loney and Cold Hearted, B/c....

    I'm a guy going into college. All my life I have had many crushes on girls. And due to that, I have been rejected many times. I have never been one to hide my emotions that I liked someone from them. In the first grade I drew a love letter card for this girl and gave it to...
    Iame Iame 18-21, M 11 Responses Aug 3, 2008

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    Cold-hearted

    This is exactly what I should become, a cold-hearted biotch.
    Whateverrrrr Whateverrrrr 36-40, F 1 Response Jan 18, 2011

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    Kold Hearted...

    What Makes U Kold Hearted?? Is Always Getting Disappointed, It Seems Lyke My Whole Life I've Been Getting Disappointed In Everything.I Kan't Look Forward To **** Cause When I Do? Guess What Happens? Disappointed!!! So From Freshmen Year Till Middle Senior Year All I Did Was Get...
    Hookitup Hookitup 18-21, M 3 Responses Oct 23, 2009

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    I feel like I'm becoming cold hearted.

    With the way people treat me I don't see why I should be nice to anyone. Like yesterday this slutty girl from my school j walked across the street and got hit and I started laughing I didn't care at all about if she was alright. I am a little afraid for what I'm becoming.
    superabe11 superabe11 16-17, M 2 Responses Jul 27, 2014

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    You can meet me in the room

    where the kisses ain't free
    AllLoveXOXO AllLoveXOXO 18-21, M 2 Responses Dec 9, 2013

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    im not sure why, the memories of it have

    blocked themselves off a long time ago, but i cant feel a damn thing when it comes to about 99% of my family. I cant even feel their love or support, its been so long ive forgotten what familial relationships feel like. It hasnt just been with them though, every so often it...
    thetalkingmushroom thetalkingmushroom 18-21, M Dec 27, 2014

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    What'S Left Of My Heart Is Fading Away.

    I'm slowly but surely becoming emotionless. Through the realization and epiphanies thus far that came with the aide of my med I am effectively become lifeless doll who only does work. Some days i won't say a word while others i would go throughout my days as an invisible being...
    AllLoveXOXO AllLoveXOXO 18-21, M 2 Responses Nov 12, 2013

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    As I read the stories on this page,

    I'm saddened that they're written by people who are so very young. What is this world coming to? I have been in the process of becoming coldhearted for quite some time. Every time I let my guard down, reality smacks me in the face again. You'd think I'd have learned a long time...
    IamBeautifulandPeopleLikeMe IamBeautifulandPeopleLikeMe 36-40, F Apr 11

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    Damned.

    I look back on the past with such utter confusion. I used to be this completely happy, content, loving girl. My morals were in tact and i could honestly say i was an innocent. My world began to fall apart all at once and i started to realize a pattern in the way people treated me...
    sexandcandy25 sexandcandy25 22-25, F 9 Responses Jan 25, 2010

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    Its Not About What Happens Its About How You Deal With It.

    Not too long ago, I was normal (by normal i mean myself, weird, but myself.) Everything was going fine, until 8th grade. Quite honestly I don't feel like going through all of the tedious details, so I'll just be explaining mostly. I met this girl, fell head over heals for her...
    truemadarauchiha truemadarauchiha 13-15 Apr 3, 2011

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    Cold Hearted

    am i starting to become real cold freezing... i dunno why they say so how come while down  in the core of me there is fire burning killing me slowly how can i be so calm cold and strong from the outside and from the inside i am being tearing apart i don't get it people say i am...
    gladio87 gladio87 22-25, M 1 Response Oct 11, 2012

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    I get told I'm cold hearted all the time

    and I don't really feel love, I know I love my mom but, I can't feel the love anymore and I don't feel love towards my family and if I start to like someone I feel angry and annoyed at them when just the other day I liked them, I want to see my dad but I know it would break my...
    WildWolfGirl WildWolfGirl 13-15, F Jan 20

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    Always Expect The Worst......

    That way, you're never disappointed when things go bad, and if they go well, you're pleasantly surprised..
    lonesurvivor lonesurvivor 51-55, F 14 Responses Oct 24, 2009

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    No Romance, No Love

    So, I was just watching friends show (YES I still watch it even though I know the dialogs by heart now) and when a romantic scene came up, I automatically fast-forward it, then it hit me: Huh! Why am I not interested in romantic scenes?!!! Am I becoming heartless/cold or...
    MissGaga MissGaga 22-25, F Oct 9, 2013

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    I just don't care about anyone anymore.

    People's feelings mean nothing to me. I've become so insensitive that it worries me. I've become so different. I miss the old me
    ftash ftash 18-21, F 1 Response Dec 4, 2014

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    I Am Just Try To Be Like You Will Understand When Read, So Keep Reading As Love To Do Suspense :P!!

    It is a thing that happened in my life, that stopped me from saying i love you and even when someone say i love you. I always reply that i love you back as a friend. I can't be a cold heart that way that be mean to any. I am just as been into much and suffered a lot so had to...
    Egyptianguy34 Egyptianguy34 36-40, M 1 Response Nov 27, 2013

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    I've maintained an indifference to humanity.

    It makes sense to. After all, stupidity is infectious. I care not for their idiotic opinions, they don't count based on sheer annoyance. I laugh and mock the weaklings who literally cry for attention. I don't think being openly open of your emotions is the "correct" way to the...
    s0undgarden s0undgarden 16-17, M Dec 9, 2013

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    I need to control my feelings

    and I can't stop my heart from loving but I'll try I need to be cold like I used to and I need to become the player again and that's what I will be I need to stop being this stupid girl....
    CallMeFaye CallMeFaye 18-21, F Apr 11

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    I Didn't Promise Myself To Be This Way

    I'm a naturally shy person ever since birth, but I had a happy childhood due to my huge imagination and overflowing creativity. I have a love for motivational stories and wanted to be a psychologist someday. I used to be happy, really bright, loud and sunny, and friendly too. But...
    TheLarrien TheLarrien 13-15 Jan 21, 2013

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    Good People Are An Endangered Species

    ...i'm in the process of totally not caring about anybody anymore.... family, friends and people....... i hate what i'm becoming... so cruel and cold...i'm starting to forget what love is......
    sfdrboy sfdrboy 22-25, M 5 Responses Sep 8, 2013

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    I Don't Know What Happened

    So I use to be very dedicated in relationships and always gave my all.  Now that i've been hurt or let down so many times, i just stopped caring.  I always play games and use my relationships as a tool to solve my boredom.  I just never take guys seriously. ...
    djjaszi djjaszi 18-21, F 1 Response Dec 9, 2009

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    I love the dark and the silence. Cold weather brings them together. Also, I just love fresh snow and how it glitters in the night. I love the fireplace and hot tea while snuggling...
    sierraladeirdre sierraladeirdre 18-21, F 2 Responses Apr 1

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    I hate cold showers but when it's no hot water I stay take a cold shower. I'm not gonna small bad just because it's no hot water.
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    maryannelamb maryannelamb 46-50, F 4 Responses Apr 6

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    I would much rather be hot than cold any time. I hate the cold. So glad it is finally getting warmer weather and time has changed to where it is daylight longer. I think I get that...
    68JustMe 68JustMe 46-50, F 6 Responses Apr 7

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    Juri0902 Juri0902 31-35, F 3 Responses Apr 15

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    I would prefer to be hot than cold. When living in other areas than where I am living now I have been cold and hated it so much. This is why my husband and I moved to a new...
    oldernudistfemale oldernudistfemale 51-55, F 5 Responses Apr 15

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    Just I'm in my room and out of no where all my emotions leave me. I feel nothing for anything just a pit of coldness in my chest. I'm not sure what it means but for a few seconds...
    kankuro18 kankuro18 18-21, M Mar 25

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    the one thing I hate about the cold is that you can never have enough clothes on to keep warm.
    peppit peppit 36-40, M 1 Response Mar 26

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    Etherealrose Etherealrose 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 27

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    Orchidspetals Orchidspetals 36-40, F 2 Responses Mar 27

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    TickleMeCell TickleMeCell 16-17, T Mar 27

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    kmac72 kmac72 41-45, M 2 Responses Mar 28

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    I have blankets upon blankets! I've made myself a home with blankets! I'm just laying here cold! It's driving me crazy!
    Lexigirl12 Lexigirl12 16-17, F 3 Responses Mar 28

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    I procrastinate getting out of bed when it's cold in the room. I was about to get up and heard the ac vent kick on. Now it's a waiting game between me and the ac unit. Once it's...
    thebestyoucan thebestyoucan 22-25, M 1 Response Mar 29

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    It makes me feel. The cold is so real I can feel it all and it makes me real for once I don't feel like I'm just a backseat driver in my own body.
    nonamerr nonamerr 13-15, F Mar 29

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