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I Am Becoming Cold Hearted

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    im not sure why, the memories of it have

    blocked themselves off a long time ago, but i cant feel a damn thing when it comes to about 99% of my family. I cant even feel their love or support, its been so long ive forgotten what familial relationships feel like. It hasnt just been with them though, every so often it...
    thetalkingmushroom thetalkingmushroom 18-21, M Dec 27, 2014

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    I just don't care about anyone anymore.

    People's feelings mean nothing to me. I've become so insensitive that it worries me. I've become so different. I miss the old me
    ftash ftash 18-21, F 1 Response Dec 4, 2014

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    I've maintained an indifference to humanity.

    It makes sense to. After all, stupidity is infectious. I care not for their idiotic opinions, they don't count based on sheer annoyance. I laugh and mock the weaklings who literally cry for attention. I don't think being openly open of your emotions is the "correct" way to the...
    s0undgarden s0undgarden 16-17, M Dec 9, 2013

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    Cold Hearted

    am i starting to become real cold freezing... i dunno why they say so how come while down  in the core of me there is fire burning killing me slowly how can i be so calm cold and strong from the outside and from the inside i am being tearing apart i don't get it people say i am...
    gladio87 gladio87 22-25, M 1 Response Oct 11, 2012

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    Cold-hearted

    This is exactly what I should become, a cold-hearted biotch.
    Whateverrrrr Whateverrrrr 36-40, F 1 Response Jan 18, 2011

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    I feel like I'm becoming cold hearted.

    With the way people treat me I don't see why I should be nice to anyone. Like yesterday this slutty girl from my school j walked across the street and got hit and I started laughing I didn't care at all about if she was alright. I am a little afraid for what I'm becoming.
    superabe11 superabe11 16-17, M 2 Responses Jul 27, 2014

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    I Am Just Try To Be Like You Will Understand When Read, So Keep Reading As Love To Do Suspense :P!!

    It is a thing that happened in my life, that stopped me from saying i love you and even when someone say i love you. I always reply that i love you back as a friend. I can't be a cold heart that way that be mean to any. I am just as been into much and suffered a lot so had to...
    Egyptianguy34 Egyptianguy34 36-40, M 1 Response Nov 27, 2013

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    Its Not About What Happens Its About How You Deal With It.

    Not too long ago, I was normal (by normal i mean myself, weird, but myself.) Everything was going fine, until 8th grade. Quite honestly I don't feel like going through all of the tedious details, so I'll just be explaining mostly. I met this girl, fell head over heals for her...
    truemadarauchiha truemadarauchiha 13-15 Apr 3, 2011

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    Damned.

    I look back on the past with such utter confusion. I used to be this completely happy, content, loving girl. My morals were in tact and i could honestly say i was an innocent. My world began to fall apart all at once and i started to realize a pattern in the way people treated me...
    sexandcandy25 sexandcandy25 22-25, F 9 Responses Jan 25, 2010

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    I'm So Loney and Cold Hearted, B/c....

    I'm a guy going into college. All my life I have had many crushes on girls. And due to that, I have been rejected many times. I have never been one to hide my emotions that I liked someone from them. In the first grade I drew a love letter card for this girl and gave it to...
    Iame Iame 18-21, M 11 Responses Aug 3, 2008

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    What'S Left Of My Heart Is Fading Away.

    I'm slowly but surely becoming emotionless. Through the realization and epiphanies thus far that came with the aide of my med I am effectively become lifeless doll who only does work. Some days i won't say a word while others i would go throughout my days as an invisible being...
    AllLoveXOXO AllLoveXOXO 18-21, M 2 Responses Nov 12, 2013

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    No Romance, No Love

    So, I was just watching friends show (YES I still watch it even though I know the dialogs by heart now) and when a romantic scene came up, I automatically fast-forward it, then it hit me: Huh! Why am I not interested in romantic scenes?!!! Am I becoming heartless/cold or...
    MissGaga MissGaga 22-25, F Oct 9, 2013

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    I Don't Know What Happened

    So I use to be very dedicated in relationships and always gave my all.  Now that i've been hurt or let down so many times, i just stopped caring.  I always play games and use my relationships as a tool to solve my boredom.  I just never take guys seriously. ...
    djjaszi djjaszi 18-21, F 1 Response Dec 9, 2009

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    Kold Hearted...

    What Makes U Kold Hearted?? Is Always Getting Disappointed, It Seems Lyke My Whole Life I've Been Getting Disappointed In Everything.I Kan't Look Forward To **** Cause When I Do? Guess What Happens? Disappointed!!! So From Freshmen Year Till Middle Senior Year All I Did Was Get...
    Hookitup Hookitup 18-21, M 3 Responses Oct 23, 2009

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    I get told I'm cold hearted all the time

    and I don't really feel love, I know I love my mom but, I can't feel the love anymore and I don't feel love towards my family and if I start to like someone I feel angry and annoyed at them when just the other day I liked them, I want to see my dad but I know it would break my...
    WildWolfGirl WildWolfGirl 13-15, F Jan 20

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    Always Expect The Worst......

    That way, you're never disappointed when things go bad, and if they go well, you're pleasantly surprised..
    lonesurvivor lonesurvivor 51-55, F 14 Responses Oct 24, 2009

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    Good People Are An Endangered Species

    ...i'm in the process of totally not caring about anybody anymore.... family, friends and people....... i hate what i'm becoming... so cruel and cold...i'm starting to forget what love is......
    sfdrboy sfdrboy 22-25, M 5 Responses Sep 8, 2013

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    You can meet me in the room

    where the kisses ain't free
    AllLoveXOXO AllLoveXOXO 18-21, M 2 Responses Dec 9, 2013

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    I Didn't Promise Myself To Be This Way

    I'm a naturally shy person ever since birth, but I had a happy childhood due to my huge imagination and overflowing creativity. I have a love for motivational stories and wanted to be a psychologist someday. I used to be happy, really bright, loud and sunny, and friendly too. But...
    TheLarrien TheLarrien 13-15 Jan 21, 2013

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    JamesLindberg JamesLindberg 22-25, M 1 Response Mar 12

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    People must think I am cold hearted or something.... I'm always wearing jumpers...
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    I do love the cold. I hate that you can't have enough clothes on to keep warm.
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    I was so cold last night I couldn't sleep ;-; I just lay there freezing.
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    this is for Kristen I love her and I hope she does the right thing cause I love her ----------------- It's hard enough to be a man in this world all alone, Paying bills and...
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    Ok I know I shouldn't be praising myself, it isn't nice, but yeah, I realise that now. It is either that I am very kind hearted or that I am stupid, so I choose the former.. I...
    MissGaga MissGaga 22-25, F 3 Responses Mar 4

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    I don't like MEN that use good hearted WOMEN
    starzzy333 starzzy333 31-35, F 2 Responses Mar 12

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    A cold sore is not welcome on your face, or anywhere else, for that matter. Not only are they cosmetically unappealing, they can be downright painful. Let’s get over the fact...
    smitha143 smitha143 26-30, F 1 Response Mar 11

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    Hi.. I've been suffering from cold sores all my life since i was little. When i was little i didnt make such a big deal cause i was young, then in highschool I would try and not go...
    507crit 507crit 18-21, F 3 days ago

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    It's getting colder as the warmth from my electric blanket starts to decays. The snow is really coming down harder now. My mother told me, "charge it!" Fearing the power would go...
    OneWithTheSkies OneWithTheSkies 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 5

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    I think it's easier to warm up when it's cold than it is to cool down when it's hot but I still hate the cold. It's especially horrible in the cold wind and rain.
    LinkinParkMuse LinkinParkMuse 26-30, F 4 days ago

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    It's official, l'm becoming like my mom. That is I cannot leave a dirty room uncleaned. the only way to make myself feel good is by cleaning up.
    Cutiepeachpie Cutiepeachpie 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 11

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    This is only a recent development... Probably within the last 2 years. I'm not fully there yet, but I must say that embracing myself for who I am and becoming OK with what I look...
    EPHeidi EPHeidi 26-30, F 2 Responses Mar 13

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    I'm starting to care less about people, which is terrifying because that's all I used to do. I was always the caring and listening one. I would always be there for other people no...
    Twon Twon 22-25 1 Response Mar 19

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    Am cold in southern california. But it aint alaska. Grateful for some things. Even if upset by cold. Lol.
    convertihd convertihd 46-50, M Mar 10

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    Just like my feet my hands get cold easy too haha.
    Zoekosmopoulos Zoekosmopoulos 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 5

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    I hate the cold. I'm glad it's spring and everything is getting warmer. Heat is the best.
    Guy1618 Guy1618 13-15, M Mar 9

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    Briefs. Thermals. Shirt. Pants. Cap. Still cold.
    convertihd convertihd 46-50, M Mar 10

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    This is me ALL winter...I just have a chronic case of the cold it seems til spring weather hits
    AustynMonroe AustynMonroe 18-21, M Mar 13

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    It's the worst thing! And when I'm sharing room with my brother it doesn't really help cause he is always warm so he keeps it really cold it here, he sleeps in boxers, I sleep in...
    Noahjk2002 Noahjk2002 13-15, M 2 Responses Mar 17

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    I live in australia... but wanna move to anywhere that is cold I love scotland!!
    rosemarietezz rosemarietezz 16-17, F Mar 18

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    If its below 20C, its way too cold!
    csouls csouls 31-35, M 1 Response 6 days ago

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    Just I'm in my room and out of no where all my emotions leave me. I feel nothing for anything just a pit of coldness in my chest. I'm not sure what it means but for a few seconds...
    kankuro18 kankuro18 18-21, M 4 days ago

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    the one thing I hate about the cold is that you can never have enough clothes on to keep warm.
    peppit peppit 36-40, M 1 Response 3 days ago

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    I hate the cold but I live in Canada hahah someone take me to Florida where it is warm!!
    Etherealrose Etherealrose 18-21, F