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I Am Becoming Increasingly Cynical

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    I Tried So Many Times

    I really did. I gave someone a chance again. I trusted again. I gave again. And I got slapped again. The only person I can trust is myself.
    deleted deleted 26-30 Dec 30, 2011

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    Full Of Poop

    I used to be so trusting but I have been lied to so many times that I have to question even things that I believe could be true. Many times I don't trust myself and think that most people are full of poop these days.
    fungirlmmm fungirlmmm 41-45, F 9 Responses Feb 25, 2011

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    Is It Really Such a Bad Thing?

    I'm not sarcastic. The truth is just that ironic. Okay, so maybe I'm sarcastic. So what? I'm still an affectionate person and I still get along well with everyone. I don't have issues with authority figures or anything. My sense of humor just happens to be dry. It's the only...
    conceptual conceptual 16-17, F 2 Responses Dec 22, 2008

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    Shush.

     i'm sure i used to be really trusting and gullable. now, all of a sudden i'm this grumpy-old-man-type cynic. i hate growing up.
    frankspencer frankspencer 16-17, F 1 Response Nov 4, 2009

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    When Did I Become So Cynical?

    I used to be an optimistic person.   I used to believe in the possibility of love, and "living happily ever after" with the "right" person.  Yesterday, I went to a wedding.  It was horrible.  I couldn't stop crying - right...
    Lizzy22 Lizzy22 36-40, F 7 Responses Dec 21, 2008

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    Oh, How Things Can Change

    I would definitely not call myself a cynic today. I've had too many beautiful things happen to me in my life to become jaded and hard.  It's turned out that some off those hurtful, embarrassing, horrifying experiences yielded gifts and opportunities and discoveries.  I've...
    mmmcookies mmmcookies 26-30 Sep 1, 2011

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    Brakes

    I've been reading these posts about becoming more cynical, not being able to trust, etc., and I'm also having my brake pads and rotors replaced on my car today. Unrelated? Perhaps not. 3 years ago, if you had asked anyone who knew me to describe me, I'm positive that, "happy...
    Vermirium Vermirium 46-50 1 Response Sep 23, 2013

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    I Wish I Wasn't

    It would be awesome to sit here and tell you that life is not making me resentful, bitter even cynical. Yes sir indeed, it would be cool if that were true!
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Apr 7, 2011

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    Yea

    Yea, it seems like I get more more cynical by the day.  One time I went to my best friend "I have really turned into a cynical pessimist" his response was "you always have been."  True I've always been on the cynical side. But I have gotten worse...
    littleroo littleroo 26-30, F Oct 14, 2008

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    I feel like I'm becoming cold hearted. With the way people treat me I don't see why I should be nice to anyone. Like yesterday this slutty girl from my school j walked across the...
    superabe11 superabe11 16-17, M 2 Responses 1 day ago

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    I'm afraid I am becoming anorexic.... Right now I weigh 95 lbs (43 kg), and have a bmi of 14.7 I know I am very underweight, but, I don't look my weight at all. When I look into...
    littlewolf1 littlewolf1 13-15, F 4 Responses Jul 6

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    For two years I have been on the borderline of becoming anorexic and being anorexic. Its like a curse set deep into my heart. I can't help but only fall victim to the very thoughts...
    RockingRockel RockingRockel 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 6

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    So as the title states. I think I'm becoming anorexic. Again... Last year I had developed an eating disorder but got pregnant and now that I'm 3 months pp I'm really starting into...
    haileyara23 haileyara23 18-21, F Jul 7

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    I believe every day is another opportunity to better myself. Though I'm not where I wish I could be, i'm far from where I've been and I've come a long way. Change isn't fast, it...
    BrohovahsWitness BrohovahsWitness 18-21, F Jul 7

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    I have a well-paying, professional job that is sucking the life out of me. I could do it if it wasn't also sucking the life out of my wife, who works in the same office. She's...
    ThroughAGlassDarkly ThroughAGlassDarkly 31-35, M Jul 10

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    I have been trying to lose weight but my friends keep telling me i am becoming anorexic. i am eating off of anas diet 200 cals or less. i want someone to talk to and to help me...
    Kayla13911 Kayla13911 16-17, F 2 Responses 19 hrs ago

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    I've been looking up pro ana diets and thinspiration... I don't want to become anorexic, but I need to lose weight.
    bandssave bandssave 13-15, F Jun 29

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    Im not trying to be anorexic to be thin or because I want to lose weight or look like a model or anything like that. It just sort of happened. I started to feel guilty every time I...
    PortlandChick PortlandChick 18-21 Jun 30

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    I'm dying in the inside. I work out very often, but I always feel fat. I can't stand looking at myself. I think I feel fatter than what I'm actually am. I see pictures of myself...
    DenniseCo DenniseCo 18-21, F 2 Responses Jul 1

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    Time to: Work on releasing the imprinted blocks in my consciousness. Make different choices. Empower me while rejecting that which would compromise my highest values. Express...
    jenga1 jenga1 46-50, F Jul 2

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    I just can't eat anymore I've gained so much weight and I'm done. I'm starting a week fast
    Nylesthewolfie Nylesthewolfie 13-15, T Jul 5

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    I have been breathing under water and swimming like a fish I have no tail
    Mermaidgirl123456 Mermaidgirl123456 18-21, F 3 Responses Jul 6

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    I have even started wearing clam shells.....
    AphroditeM AphroditeM 18-21, F 3 Responses Jul 6

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    You know.. I was hoping to get some advice or some insight when I felt troubled so I turned to EP but it got overrun by pointless "experiences" that a bunch of people wrote because...
    MikaT MikaT 18-21, F Jul 7

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    May of last year I ended a horrible horrible relationship I was in for 2+ years. It was a bad relationship, & I've tried to date but I feel as if I have to type of emotions. No...
    ElenaSC ElenaSC 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 11

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    There is no love in the life I live, what you see and what I see are two different things. I live my life in the shadows of black and white, while you are living your life in color...
    DevilsLilRebel DevilsLilRebel 18-21, F Jul 11

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    Yes, I too wanted to lose weight so bad I figured, "I'll just stop eating" LOL, nope! I'm sorry, I know a lot of people don't wanna be told what to do and what not to do But...
    StayingSaneWithoutYou StayingSaneWithoutYou 13-15, F 1 Response Jul 11

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    And I hate it. I hate myself for being like this. Even though I came out to my family and they've accepted me. I still feel in gods eyes I'm doing something wrong and I'm going to...
    ALEYXI ALEYXI 13-15, F 1 Response Jul 12

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    Do I have a ED I weigh 43kg ??
    SarahTheAngel SarahTheAngel 13-15, F 1 Response Jul 13

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    I work I.have.no one to share my heart with. Why. Why am I alone and hurting, why do I spend time here in hopes of finding a friend the in hopes of love for the future. Why do i...
    lonelyheart1967 lonelyheart1967 46-50, M 2 Responses Jul 14

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    My husband left me for another woman, but I am not that upset anymore. I am tired of men and looking to meet women that feel the same
    Jeniste65 Jeniste65 41-45, F 3 Responses Jul 15

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    My room is beginning to look better then it has in a long time. I've gotten rid of lots of stuff (well at least I think so XD) and its starting to show!!!
    KimTin33 KimTin33 22-25, F Jul 15

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    Life is like the ocean. It can be calm and still or rough and rigid but in the end, it is always beautiful.
    joyevaa joyevaa 31-35, F Jul 16

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    I'm working on being positive and happy loving others, life and myself ❤❤ Be positive!! Nothing is worth it! Time is precious Much love and peace ❤❤
    catxfreak catxfreak 18-21, F 2 Responses Jul 16

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    Sometimes in life you have those moments where you reflect back and wonder how you got where you are in life right now. As I reflect on that I remind myself that everything...
    mamabutterfly mamabutterfly 36-40, F 4 Responses Jul 16

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    I really want to be one of those "positive" people...! Who are always nice and positive and upbeat...! And always doing stuff! Yay! Now, if only I knew how...
    astro00 astro00 22-25, M 4 Responses Jul 16

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    I neber had a sip of alcohol, I go to the gym every single day (or i try to), recently i have started smoking pot, it started with a single hit every 2 months to 4 days in a row...
    moves900 moves900 18-21, M Jul 16

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    I starting to eat less and less...I'm fasting all the time.
    leahevans leahevans 13-15, F Jul 17

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    So I just started watching anime again recently and I wanted to watch some real-life problem related anime and I found one called Welcome To The N.H.K. The anime is about a person...
    ShesGottaBeTheOne ShesGottaBeTheOne 18-21, M Jul 19

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    I've been sleeping for a thousand years it seems got to open my eyes to everything
    killerinsident killerinsident 13-15, F 1 Response Jul 19

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    Cause I was fooled by love when it didn't exists
    killerinsident killerinsident 13-15, F 1 Response Jul 21

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    relationship probs are the worssssst . so much stress
    kermienoel kermienoel 16-17, F 1 Response a week ago

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    I'm a pessimist most of the time and I would really like to become more of an optimist, but it's hard when you've been a pessimist your whole life :P
    Fred363 Fred363 16-17, M a week ago

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    I am very negative about myself and truly have no reason to be. It all stems from a bad 28 year marriage and a unfulfilling relationship I'm in now
    readytobehappy readytobehappy 46-50, F 1 Response a week ago

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    I've been diagnosed with Bulimia in the past, but now I think I'm a bit of both.
    Smileeboo Smileeboo 16-17, F 6 days ago