I Am Becoming Who I Don't Want to Be

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    I'm Not Surprised

    It's the damn depression. The only way I knew how to protect myself was by turning cold & making myself unfeeling, making myself less than human. I thought that was the only solution to protecting the little bit of the old me that hasn't been ripped apart. The thing is, I can...
    deadmoon deadmoon
    22-25, F
    1 Response Dec 6, 2011

    I always said that I would never be this type

    of person... what am I doing... it's like I have no control over my self anymore. I use to give myself the best advice but now.... I just go with just do it and see what happens... I use to think about things before I did them and now I just do it... and it's not good things and...
    mypawshaveprints mypawshaveprints
    22-25, F
    Feb 15, 2015

    I Don't Even Know Myself Anymore.

    I am basically the polar opposite of who I used to be. Every day, I gradually grow into this unknown being, someone so distant, that even I myself don't know who I am anymore. I can't define my morals, and I find myself constantly missing how everything used to be. When I...
    ScarletDreams ScarletDreams
    18-21, F
    4 Responses Oct 8, 2010
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