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I Am Beginning to Withdraw

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    court was exhausting. i cried in front of my supervisor. i realize now that i hate taking the transit because i'm surrounded by people, but those rare times i'm isolated is nice. i've taken to riding transit only on the last few routes just so i travel in darkness and secrecy...
    burrowbunni burrowbunni 18-21, F Mar 18, 2013

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    Escape From The Madness!

    Although I don't want to withdraw (cut ties with) from my "friends", I feel like I must if I want to start over. I've recently decided that it'd be best if I found and make new friends, friends who are true friends.
    Ichilicious Ichilicious 26-30, M 1 Response Aug 20, 2011

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    I Need to Be Alone

    Sometimes  I  need  to be  alone  so  I  can  hear  myself  think. It  give's  me  strength  and  gives  me  direction.
    rockybear397 rockybear397 47, F 1 Response Apr 1, 2008

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    A Scream In The Dark.

    I want personal closure. I want a job. I want greater fortitude and belief in my own existence and my future. I want to dream of something greater. I want to believe there is something greater for me. I want to not just say **** it and give up so much. I want to not be who I...
    InfiniteArgus InfiniteArgus 22-25, M May 14, 2013

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    Watch Me Disappear....

    So yesterday was a big day, meeting a new psych and going through the motions. I sit down and he asks the most difficult question first. "So tell me, why are you here?" How do you sum up years of pain and torment into a simple sentence? You don't. That's why they always have...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Feb 9, 2012

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    Lucid.

    The world feels as if it's racing ahead of me every second. I feel that as it races, it begins to crumble. To decay and fester in rotten horrid poison. Covering everything like ill paint, I've decided to not stare into this picture. The gazes from the inhabitants in the poison...
    burrowbunni burrowbunni 18-21, F Apr 15, 2013

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    I've Been Out of It For a Long Time, Actually

    I'm not BEGINNING to withdraw, withdrawing is already a part of my everyday life.  I have nowhere to run, no one to turn to with my troubles no one who really cares.  So here i sit at this computer, in my bedroom, all alone & trying to remember if there's...
    trixi trixi 41-45, F 12 Responses Feb 25, 2008

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    Repair - Regroup - Rejoin

    Withdrawing is therapeutic. It is my way of re-examining my inner status. It is not depressing or suppressing but rather rejuvenating and empowering. Once I am in a settled state of mind I emerge with a renewed perspective and a better resolve.  
    RavenLee RavenLee 46-50, F 2 Responses Feb 25, 2008

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    Rabbit'S Hole.

    i didn't even feel fully okay having my friend over. It was one i had just made, i had fun during their visit. even so, i couldn't help but wonder when i would be alone once more. i've started to wear sunglasses everywhere i go if i have to venture out. i don't like crowds...
    burrowbunni burrowbunni 18-21, F Mar 18, 2013

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    Gotta Learn to Deal.

    I am lonely anyhow. Just seeing people online makes me feel crappy. So I'm just gunna spend some time away. People don't talk to me, and this loneliness is eating at me anyhow, so I might as well learn to deal.
    LylaRocks LylaRocks 26-30, F 2 Responses May 5, 2008

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    Maybe.

    i think i might be. beginning to. maybe.
    journeyfulloflaughter journeyfulloflaughter 26-30, F 5 Responses Feb 25, 2008

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    Methadone Withdrawl

    i have been on methadone since oct i wened myself down from 30 mg to 8 mg and been off my drink 4 days any advice
    dIZZYDEZ369 dIZZYDEZ369 26-30 1 Response Mar 30, 2013

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    And Take Refuge Within My Inner Peace

    my life has a few cycles and i'm always led back to this particular 'moment' in my life in which i feel i need to retreat inward and lock out all the madness and meditate on my inner peace. time flies by so fast i don't even have time to clearly think let alone take in all that's...
    fukkboii fukkboii 36-40, F 3 Responses Aug 18, 2009

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    Self Serving And Resentment.

    As of recent, I've began to systematically push other people away and out of my way. I havent had a real chance to say how or why I feel this way, so I figured that EP was the best alternative. Simply put, I am at a point of mixed feelings in how I see people. I have lost a lot...
    InfiniteArgus InfiniteArgus 22-25, M Apr 10, 2012

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    Withdrawing Happily Almost.

    I have always been comfortable with my own company, to the point my family think's it was extreme the amount of time I spent alone. Though I am not and never have been "Anti social". They people I usually socialised with, like my sister T, Her Boyfriend M, My friend L...and Bambi...
    Incognitoisme Incognitoisme 18-21, F 3 Responses Dec 6, 2010

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    College

    I don't know if I want to bother with this. I'm a first year student and at first I was happy to go. The only thing that changed was the school and having to give up moving away from what I feel is my biggest problem; this city. What would I do if I can't do this? Suppose I could...
    burrowbunni burrowbunni 18-21, F Aug 15, 2013

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    Related Experiences

    im going through a break up withdrawal and is so hard to keep myself from contacting my ex. i know that i have to do the radio silence but is just unbearable the psychological and...
    nikk82 nikk82 31-35, F Sep 3

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    I'm starting my new beginning tomorrow. Life's gonna be different for me. I'm gonna get the help that I need, I am going to focus on bettering my life. Bettering my future.
    brandijade92 brandijade92 18-21, F Sep 2

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    It's official, I now have an 80% chance of getting a long awaited fresh start. I only have just over two weeks of school left, then I can finally change to a hopefully less...
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    My freshman year of college started a few weeks ago and so far I'm happier than I ever have been before. I'm so glad to be away from all the people in my life that made it hell...
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    I feel like ****... I hate this. 72 hours clean :'(
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    Last Concert The last show I have been to was on January 10, 2013. That's going on two years already when I'm used to going to shows multiple times a year. Emilie Autumn has...
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    Okay so you managed to pop up on my Facebook news feed for the first time in 3 years! Well done you!! To be honest in surprised you.are allowed anywhere near a computer. I will...
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    I came on here to be honest. And I'm not expecting anything. I'm 18 I was with someone for nearly three years and he cheated twice so it is over. But Id really just like someone to...
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    Slowly but surely. I try and do it for at least 15 minutes a day. I've not felt the positive effects yet, but I guess they'll start to happen soon. Well, I hope so.
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    I wanted to thank you ladies for your support. I did bump heads with a few of you due to personal differences. Any hoo, my MM & I are no longer together. This is due several...
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    expressomarkie expressomarkie 46-50, M 6 Responses Aug 25

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    It all started when I went back to see my doctor just to get back on my depression pills and anxiety pills.. I told him how I couldn't focus I always missed places things.. I would...
    Shorti125 Shorti125 26-30, F 1 Response Sep 6

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    Pushing People Away.Why do we push people away when it is against our nature as social creatures to do this? No one really prefers to be alone deep down yet at times we isolate...
    angelicsmiles angelicsmiles 31-35, F 4 Responses Sep 9

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    I'm back here unfortunately. I can't stop drinking. I'm scared too at this point. The withdrawals make me feel like I'm going to die. When I wake up I take a shot just to stop the...
    TopherWhite22 TopherWhite22 22-25, M 5 Responses Aug 24

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    My 3rd "I Will Be Effexor Free" Post. It's me back again. Last week I wrote saying I felt terrible after starting and getting through the first 3-4 weeks of physical withdrawal...
    frankiegee frankiegee 46-50, M 1 Response Aug 26

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    When I was 16, my boyfriend beat and raped me. Afterwards, I asked, "Why did you do that?" and he said, "To make you feel dirty so you won't be a **** anymore."I thought I loved...
    InnerGuidance InnerGuidance 26-30, F 14 Responses Sep 7

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    My best friend, I've known her for about 13 yrs now and just this year she became so distant with me. It hurts. She went to a UC university and dorm there. About 2hrs away from L...
    janedoe9021 janedoe9021 22-25, F 2 Responses 13 hrs ago

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    Maybe it's my fault that we have problems. Since the beginning of our relationship I wasn't sure if I wanted to be with him. I was always trying to break up with him and I cheated...
    weeniegirl weeniegirl 22-25, F 1 Response 11 hrs ago

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    Today is the only one day in front me. Tomorrow morning 5.30 am she will be landed here. After her long vacation. Now she will come in permanent visa. That means she will be here...
    tanoos tanoos 26-30, M 1 Response 11 hrs ago