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I Am Being Driven Insane By Desire

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    Well, Almost. ...

    Well, almost. There's this married colleague at work I'd like to...you know...she's gorgeous, husband doesn't appreciate her...oh boy...
    numisiro numisiro 36-40, M 1 Response Jul 23, 2009

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    Why Can't I Have Her?!

    Just a couple of months ago, during my sophomore school year, I was in a History class with a girl. She is incredibly sweet, kind, and UNBELIEVABLY beautiful. My heart pounds at the mere thought of her. She has enormous brown eyes, beautiful curly brown hair, and always wears...
    Boulier Boulier 18-21, F Jul 12, 2013

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    And They're Doing It On Purpose :)

    It's about time I answered this thought, because it's been really on my mind ...  Where I work has been populated by many attractive summer students that can't help but grab the eye ...  and then you get talking with them ...  and then they catch you staring at...
    gottaBhappy gottaBhappy 51-55, M 4 Responses Jul 22, 2009

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    To Pack My Bags Or To Buy Tickets

     My desire is simple and  understandable for those who knows about us.  I wish I could just pack my bags and meet him somewhere... or just buy tickets for him and he will come to me..   because everytime I see him on the screen, everytime I talk to him, I...
    bublina bublina 18-21, F 2 Responses Oct 29, 2009

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    No Words Could Describe It

    Yes. There is someone who hit me head over heels... Like Iv'e been trying all my best to keep calm an all but deep inside I'm burning with all these passion for him.. I want him, need him, all of him, crave for him, desire him with all mind body and soul... How I wish he knew how...
    TemptressKassandra TemptressKassandra 31-35 2 Responses Sep 17, 2012

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    I Have To Say This.

    In August of last year, my best friend, Conner, killed himself at the age of 17. There are several events that led to his death including his failing a drug test while on probation, his not so grreat family life, recieving a DUI, and pending charges on a house burglary. I haven't...
    TableDog TableDog 18-21, M 2 Responses Jan 17, 2012

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    The Grass Is Greener...

    I want something I can't have.  Doesn't matter what it is.  I can't have it.  Not so crazy.  Lots of people feel this way at some point in their life.  However, my want has become a deeply rooted desire.  The harder I try to let it go, the more I...
    cedricsmom cedricsmom 36-40, F 7 Responses Jul 26, 2009

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    Can you give me a soul to cling on?

    A soul more insane than mine? Will you say I’m normal when you have finally found a way to meet me?
    MiniMelancholy MiniMelancholy 18-21, F Mar 16, 2014

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    Breaking Point

    I have been married to the same man for 28 years. I love sex-as often as I can get it--he can do without it and is content 1 -2 x a month. I have men that tell me I am attractive and have a nice body. I wear lingerie and have playthings to turn him on--yet it goes no where 75% of...
    finerside finerside 46-50, F 13 Responses Jul 25, 2009

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    I  Desire Sex... ...

    I  desire sex... all the time.  When I  don't get it I'm quite miserable.  I guess that's my own personal hell.
    HisONEnOnly HisONEnOnly 22-25, F Jul 18, 2009

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    To

    be somebody again to have someone who loves me to have a job to not be so depressed to get out of this city for a while stop being in pain!
    deleted deleted 26-30 5 Responses Oct 30, 2009

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    Hell Above

    Hell above… Is it wrong to love pain? Am I a bad person for crossing to the darkness…? Trying to be brave but only end up with shame, Let’s face it, these wounds are just a sign of weakness. Just sleeping in this bed made of pins Creating the scars of regret My heart made...
    TNTnerd TNTnerd 13-15, F 1 Response Dec 15, 2012

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    Today my girlfriend and I have enjoyed a whole day of being nude and relaxed. This morning we went for a nude hike in the mountains which was awesome. We purposely arrived early so...
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    Dreams of Money and Luxury When I was younger and people asked me what I dreamed about, I told them I had thought of being rich, no not just rich but popular and famous too. I...
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    I've had few toxic people in my life who loved nothing more than to emotionally blackmail me.......:" if you don't do this for me , then I'll kill myself ." I am very happy that I...
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    I had someone ask me 'what makes you angry' but 'what makes me happy' made me think more. Anger I can easily identify with it's tight throat, searing heat flashes. It's a very...
    Teamouse Teamouse 26-30, F 1 Response 3 hrs ago

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    Ahhh I just had to kill a big spider all on my own. I'm not cut out for being a grown up. send help :(
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    Saturday morning where are you?? Almost done with my summer "duties." I was meant to do a lot of great things but being a step mother is not one of them!
    MommyToMine MommyToMine 31-35, F 1 Response 6 hrs ago

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    I miss the feeling of being in love, of having a genuine bliss of happiness radiating in you, making you feel so glow and so bloomingly beautiful. I miss the after effect of saying...
    nbsbgal nbsbgal 22-25, F 6 hrs ago

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    Im just being realistic not pessimistic but for some reason people find it as pessimism , And I'm not planning to change their minds anymore .
    StillVentilate StillVentilate 22-25, F 3 Responses 7 hrs ago

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    I am absolutely happy with my single status. It is no harm until I vent out my frustion on others. And I don't. And I don't blame others either for my being single.
    hiddentears hiddentears 26-30, F 8 hrs ago

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    I don't want my face splashed all over the place, my name being a household word. I'm comfortable being anonymous, and that's the way I want it to stay.
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    Ive been gaining a lot of weight recently. I'm now over 170lbs but I'm still not fat enough I want to be 200 by Christmas and 300 by next year in all I would like to be at least 70...
    Fatboy12345 Fatboy12345 13-15, M 1 Response 11 hrs ago

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    I know I'm not worthy of being loved. There's nothing to love about me. It's like, I don't want anyone wasting their time on me because I'm not worth it at all. I'm not pretty, I'm...
    adeelakhan101a adeelakhan101a 13-15, F 1 Response 11 hrs ago

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    I went to a 4 day bike event. While I was camping their I meet this amazing lady that I thought was in here late 20's or early 30's. I spent a lot of time talking to her and found...
    johnjoe4824 johnjoe4824 31-35, M 1 Response 14 hrs ago

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    I am f-$&ing hating it, I am too skinny for my height, my now ex always put me down for it, I get comments from my family and I get accused all of the time if I have been taking...
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    Why? Because when I was younger I was always with someone. I'm left at home with my cat & I'm not scared because I have him. But when no animal or human was around me, I then...
    MyNameIsNotKnown MyNameIsNotKnown 13-15, F 19 hrs ago

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    I learned in life that you need to be sad, you have to understand the fundamental reasons why you get sad. Has anyone seen inside out? Without sadness, you wouldn't appreciate...
    creativePerspective creativePerspective 18-21, M 1 Response 22 hrs ago

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    More detail is underneath this paragraph. If you're lazy and want a quick run-down: I've been trolled and stalked on EP for 8 months by the same guy who creates tonnes of different...
    jo5h jo5h 22-25, M 38 Responses 1 day ago

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    Think i have a high sex drive. When i was a bit younger sex was on my mind constantly. Now ive gotten a bit better but i just hate having urges and sexual desires. Its annoying and...
    HigherCalling HigherCalling 26-30, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    me and my girlfriend have this incredible relationship. we are everything to each other (mommy/ daddy, baby of both gender, playmate, best friend, lover, etc.) and we'll we have...
    deepdon deepdon 18-21, M 1 day ago

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    Being broke and in your early 20's stinks. I have a college degree, more credit card debt than I would like and about 65 cents to my name. I hate asking my mom for money and living...
    littlemissdazed littlemissdazed 22-25, F 8 Responses 2 days ago

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    You'd think I'd be used to people looking at me crazy by now; but I'm not, may never be. They take one look at you and what you hold important in your life and walk away, no...
    Destinyyy Destinyyy 16-17, F 3 Responses 2 days ago

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    So happy at the moment. Feel well and truly desired and wanted. But also respected and loved. Trying hard not to let the fear n insecurities seep in. It feels just like the...
    Sunrise13 Sunrise13 36-40, F 4 Responses 2 days ago

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    About five years ago I lived downtown in a major city in the US. I’ve always been a night person, so I would often find myself bored after my roommate, who was decidedly not a...
    InvinsibleViper InvinsibleViper 22-25, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    Philosophy of mine. Ha ha. Well it is put in a fairly simple way and repeat myself a little. Also it is not necessarily a view everybody will appreciate. But nor should it be. It...
    m1ckm m1ckm 41-45, M 1 Response 4 days ago

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    This is just another ramble so I wouldnt look too much into it.Somewhere in a hidden location my hero brought me back to life.I have died before and I was brought back to life. I...
    lastassassin lastassassin 22-25, M 4 days ago

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    There's something incredibly intense about surrendering your entire self to someone, trusting them entirely with your sexual pleasure... Handing over all control of your body...
    Curiousmissy Curiousmissy 31-35, F 5 Responses 5 days ago

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    Yes, I do. It is the proverbial angel on one shoulder and the little devil on the other. I am a great person, I don't lie, cheat, or steal. I have a good head on my shoulders...
    TW8NY TW8NY 41-45, M 12 Responses 6 days ago

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