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I Am Being Driven Insane By Desire

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 235 People

    No Words Could Describe It

    Yes. There is someone who hit me head over heels... Like Iv'e been trying all my best to keep calm an all but deep inside I'm burning with all these passion for him.. I want him, need him, all of him, crave for him, desire him with all mind body and soul... How I wish he knew how...
    TemptressKassandra TemptressKassandra 31-35 2 Responses Sep 17, 2012

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    Breaking Point

    I have been married to the same man for 28 years. I love sex-as often as I can get it--he can do without it and is content 1 -2 x a month. I have men that tell me I am attractive and have a nice body. I wear lingerie and have playthings to turn him on--yet it goes no where 75% of...
    finerside finerside 46-50, F 13 Responses Jul 25, 2009

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    Well, Almost. ...

    Well, almost. There's this married colleague at work I'd like to...you know...she's gorgeous, husband doesn't appreciate her...oh boy...
    numisiro numisiro 36-40, M 1 Response Jul 23, 2009

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    Can you give me a soul to cling on?

    A soul more insane than mine? Will you say I’m normal when you have finally found a way to meet me?
    MiniMelancholy MiniMelancholy 18-21, F Mar 16, 2014

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    To

    be somebody again to have someone who loves me to have a job to not be so depressed to get out of this city for a while stop being in pain!
    deleted deleted 26-30 5 Responses Oct 30, 2009

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    Why Can't I Have Her?!

    Just a couple of months ago, during my sophomore school year, I was in a History class with a girl. She is incredibly sweet, kind, and UNBELIEVABLY beautiful. My heart pounds at the mere thought of her. She has enormous brown eyes, beautiful curly brown hair, and always wears...
    Boulier Boulier 18-21, F Jul 12, 2013

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    And They're Doing It On Purpose :)

    It's about time I answered this thought, because it's been really on my mind ...  Where I work has been populated by many attractive summer students that can't help but grab the eye ...  and then you get talking with them ...  and then they catch you staring at...
    gottaBhappy gottaBhappy 51-55, M 4 Responses Jul 22, 2009

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    Hell Above

    Hell above… Is it wrong to love pain? Am I a bad person for crossing to the darkness…? Trying to be brave but only end up with shame, Let’s face it, these wounds are just a sign of weakness. Just sleeping in this bed made of pins Creating the scars of regret My heart made...
    TNTnerd TNTnerd 13-15, F 1 Response Dec 15, 2012

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    I Have To Say This.

    In August of last year, my best friend, Conner, killed himself at the age of 17. There are several events that led to his death including his failing a drug test while on probation, his not so grreat family life, recieving a DUI, and pending charges on a house burglary. I haven't...
    TableDog TableDog 18-21, M 2 Responses Jan 17, 2012

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    The Grass Is Greener...

    I want something I can't have.  Doesn't matter what it is.  I can't have it.  Not so crazy.  Lots of people feel this way at some point in their life.  However, my want has become a deeply rooted desire.  The harder I try to let it go, the more I...
    cedricsmom cedricsmom 36-40, F 7 Responses Jul 26, 2009

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    I  Desire Sex... ...

    I  desire sex... all the time.  When I  don't get it I'm quite miserable.  I guess that's my own personal hell.
    HisONEnOnly HisONEnOnly 22-25, F Jul 18, 2009

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    To Pack My Bags Or To Buy Tickets

     My desire is simple and  understandable for those who knows about us.  I wish I could just pack my bags and meet him somewhere... or just buy tickets for him and he will come to me..   because everytime I see him on the screen, everytime I talk to him, I...
    bublina bublina 18-21, F 2 Responses Oct 29, 2009

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    Feeling like a freak of nature for having the thoughts, desires and wants that I do. To me they're beautiful, I'm curious to explore the forbidden land. Curious to cross into that...
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    So intense. Made worse by seroquel. As if it werent bad enough at first. And seroquel is still given to many After legally being relabelled To be given to non psychotic...
    Converted Converted 46-50, M 2 days ago

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    Despite being depressed, and having a mental illness, and not being on medication, or forgetting to take your medication give you the right to do whatever you want and get away...
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    no one here is innocent anymore. I mish being a kid. I miss being carefree. I miss being happy.
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    All my life I have been called retarded by the people who were supposed to be the ones I could come to when things get crazy in my life, or, when the world has driven me to the...
    AspieMama22 AspieMama22 18-21, F 3 Responses 5 days ago

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    I am sick and tired of being pitied and I don't want love, care or attention given as an obligation or duty.I am tired of being misunderstood, being embarrassed, being ashamed for...
    MissGaga MissGaga 22-25, F 4 Responses 5 days ago

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    Desires, so dark.. I can talk about them openly on here. Message me if u r not easily offended
    naughtybar10der naughtybar10der 26-30, M 6 days ago

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    I want this feeling.. I don't know what it feels like.. I try so hard to get him to flirt with me..it's fine for awhile then he quits answering my questions or makes smart...
    RahRah73 RahRah73 41-45, F 2 Responses 6 days ago

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    I know for sure I'm slowly going insane. I cry every single day all the time,I'm mentally unstable and I just destroyed my whole entire room so yeah maybe my parents would put me...
    DepressedAngell DepressedAngell 18-21, F 6 days ago

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    My story isn't quite like everyone else.. we live about 300 miles away so we only get the "princess" during the summer but that is a few months of my house being taken over and...
    EvilStepMom33 EvilStepMom33 26-30, F 2 Responses 6 days ago

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    This is going to be very long winded and I'm posting this because I need to vent and need to know who else is going through something similar and how they're handling it. Here goes...
    Kristy37 Kristy37 36-40, F 7 Responses a week ago

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    I am always terrified of being discovered, but still love the feel I have when in pretty femine clothing. Right now I am sitting in my kitchen wearing a bra, panty, and green...
    julia09 julia09 56-60, M 8 Responses a week ago

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    I hate being a step mother!!! I hate it! I hate it! I hate it! I know that blending families is a hard thing to do, and I love all of my children. I am tired of feeling wrong...
    Wzv63w Wzv63w 26-30, F 5 Responses a week ago

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    “Desire is the root cause of all evil”, but I can’t help myself. I had no idea that I had soo much left in me. I yearn for you, soo much desire. I just want to feel you, to...
    ranjan25 ranjan25 31-35, F 2 Responses Jun 29

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    I feel so needy 😩 like the desire of love and the little assets to a happy relationship
    tdfwyl tdfwyl 18-21, F 2 Responses Jun 28

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    Maybe someone thinks I'm crazy but I've always had cravings for places with water. Everytime I go for a trip I always demand going near a lake or river. I just can't resist the...
    DaNiZn DaNiZn 26-30, F 1 Response Jun 28

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    IDK why he has to lie to me about things I'm not dumb he has lied in the past and still continues to lie even now. I have been lied to so many times in my life by a few ex...
    LuvLostSoul LuvLostSoul 26-30, F 2 Responses Jun 28

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    My husband and I have been married for almost three years. We have been together for just about seven years. I love him dearly. We are undoubtedly soul mates. People go years and...
    mottkat mottkat 26-30, F 3 Responses Jun 27

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    MEMBERS OF THIS GROUP BEWARE! June 27, 2015 The many members of this group, ("I Am Being gang Stalked") who truly ARE being gang stalked should beware of the fakes and paid...
    goodogstay goodogstay 46-50, M 1 Response Jun 27

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    Hi everyone. I've only just signed up to this website after finding this group when I googled 'gay and ugly'. I have Social Anxiety, Depression and supposedly Body Dysmorphic...
    Markyyy Markyyy 22-25, M 1 Response Jun 27

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    I just got a denial letter for food stamps. I am pregnant, both my husband and I work full time jobs and we already have one child in the home. We have no money left after paying...
    chibinovachan chibinovachan 26-30, F 1 Response Jun 26

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    i love being told how much of a remarkably fat, heavy lardass ive become. how i've fattened myself up, so incredibly morbidly obese that none of my clothes fit over my big bloated...
    MilkMassacre MilkMassacre 16-17, T 1 Response Jun 25

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    New Orleans My dad is from rural Louisiana, so this past father's day I treated him to a proper Louisiana feast including my first attempt at cooking gumbo. I wanted to get...
    lovingone lovingone 36-40, F Jun 25

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    Desire is until lies start then it hurts that reality.
    Treasure7 Treasure7 41-45, F Jun 25

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    I've always had a problem with my dad. I never felt like I was living up to my sister or being the kid he wanted. He pushed me to join sports but I had no interest in them. He made...
    emaseraptor emaseraptor 18-21, F Jun 24

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    I think it's interesting how many guys are okay with their wives/girlfriends being with other women. Why is that?
    Walkalone9000 Walkalone9000 51-55, F 12 Responses Jun 24

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    I do like being alone, but then another part of me is terrified by it! And I’ve been left alone for a very long time. Even when there are people around me, I still feel...
    JadeKnight JadeKnight 26-30, T Jun 24

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    I actually prefer to be alone than to be with a large quantity of people surrounding me. The noise and the presence of a crowd makes me really uncomfortable. I would rather stay in...
    Cheiyn Cheiyn 13-15, F 1 Response Jun 24

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    So I finally met this girl I've been talking to for the past 3 months. Its been very difficult to meet due to her job, but it finally happened and it was great. Things got...
    Godito5 Godito5 26-30, M Jun 23

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