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I Am Being Driven Insane By Desire

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    No Words Could Describe It

    Yes. There is someone who hit me head over heels... Like Iv'e been trying all my best to keep calm an all but deep inside I'm burning with all these passion for him.. I want him, need him, all of him, crave for him, desire him with all mind body and soul... How I wish he knew how...
    TemptressKassandra TemptressKassandra 31-35 2 Responses Sep 17, 2012

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    And They're Doing It On Purpose :)

    It's about time I answered this thought, because it's been really on my mind ...  Where I work has been populated by many attractive summer students that can't help but grab the eye ...  and then you get talking with them ...  and then they catch you staring at...
    gottaBhappy gottaBhappy 51-55, M 4 Responses Jul 22, 2009

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    To Pack My Bags Or To Buy Tickets

     My desire is simple and  understandable for those who knows about us.  I wish I could just pack my bags and meet him somewhere... or just buy tickets for him and he will come to me..   because everytime I see him on the screen, everytime I talk to him, I...
    bublina bublina 18-21, F 3 Responses Oct 29, 2009

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    Hell Above

    Hell above… Is it wrong to love pain? Am I a bad person for crossing to the darkness…? Trying to be brave but only end up with shame, Let’s face it, these wounds are just a sign of weakness. Just sleeping in this bed made of pins Creating the scars of regret My heart made...
    TNTnerd TNTnerd 13-15, F 1 Response Dec 15, 2012

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    Breaking Point

    I have been married to the same man for 28 years. I love sex-as often as I can get it--he can do without it and is content 1 -2 x a month. I have men that tell me I am attractive and have a nice body. I wear lingerie and have playthings to turn him on--yet it goes no where 75% of...
    finerside finerside 46-50, F 13 Responses Jul 25, 2009

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    Why Can't I Have Her?!

    Just a couple of months ago, during my sophomore school year, I was in a History class with a girl. She is incredibly sweet, kind, and UNBELIEVABLY beautiful. My heart pounds at the mere thought of her. She has enormous brown eyes, beautiful curly brown hair, and always wears...
    Boulier Boulier 16-17, F Jul 12, 2013

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    I Have To Say This.

    In August of last year, my best friend, Conner, killed himself at the age of 17. There are several events that led to his death including his failing a drug test while on probation, his not so grreat family life, recieving a DUI, and pending charges on a house burglary. I haven't...
    TableDog TableDog 18-21, M 2 Responses Jan 17, 2012

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    Can you give me a soul to cling on?

    A soul more insane than mine? Will you say I’m normal when you have finally found a way to meet me?
    MiniMelancholy MiniMelancholy 18-21, F Mar 16

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    The Grass Is Greener...

    I want something I can't have.  Doesn't matter what it is.  I can't have it.  Not so crazy.  Lots of people feel this way at some point in their life.  However, my want has become a deeply rooted desire.  The harder I try to let it go, the more I...
    cedricsmom cedricsmom 36-40, F 7 Responses Jul 26, 2009

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    I Want U

    SO BAD MY MOUTH IS WATERING AND MY BREATH BECOMES LABORED AT THE VERY THOUGHT OF BEING ABLE TO FINALLY GET ME LITTLE PAWS ON U AFTER WANTING U AND NEEDING U FOR SO VERY LONG. MY LOINS ACHE. I HUNGER. I HATE HOW UR DANGLING RIGHT IN FRONT OF ME, SO CLOSE YET SO FAR OUT OF MY...
    fukkboii fukkboii 36-40, F 8 Responses May 4, 2009

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    To

    be somebody again to have someone who loves me to have a job to not be so depressed to get out of this city for a while stop being in pain!
    deleted deleted 26-30 5 Responses Oct 30, 2009

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    Well, Almost. ...

    Well, almost. There's this married colleague at work I'd like to...you know...she's gorgeous, husband doesn't appreciate her...oh boy...
    numisiro numisiro 36-40, M 1 Response Jul 23, 2009

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    I  Desire Sex... ...

    I  desire sex... all the time.  When I  don't get it I'm quite miserable.  I guess that's my own personal hell.
    HisONEnOnly HisONEnOnly 22-25, F Jul 18, 2009

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    Not as much lately but 4 years ago I didn't know I had A.D.D at the time so I couldn't focus and my imagination was just BLASTING every which way and I got too excited when I hung...
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    If 'those who were seen dancing were thought insane by those who could not hear the music' Stop asking me to turn it down and let me be insane! :)
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    Things used to make sense! I would write a book ( A GOOD ONE AT THAT!) and I wouldn't second guess it! But then I got into highschool and I started to care about what others...
    Emprosium Emprosium 18-21 Aug 17

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    Into the 3rd month of my summer holidays All my friends are on holiday and I'm having social withdrawals not to mention I'm really bored . All of this and more I think I'm...
    Life8227 Life8227 16-17, F Aug 6

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    Free yourself from negative people. Spend time with nice people who are smart, driven and like-minded. Relationships should help you, not hurt you. Surround yourself with people...
    MeJustBeing MeJustBeing 36-40, F 6 days ago

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    Over the past few years my desire to have relations with a male as a Cd has grown. It became a burning desire, which I thought I could hold back, but the fact is I can't. I have...
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    Yes, I admit that I do. Anyone who claims that they don't is lying. I'm not proud of my desires, I'm actually quite ashamed by the majority of them, but I must learn how to...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Aug 20

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    Im not really one for liking people who are too over helpful, who think that you cant do anything by yourself, who patronise you and make you believe that you cant do those tasks...
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    I spent many years of my life fearing that I was going insane. It was awful. Finally, when I was 23, I had a psychotic episode. Unbeknownst to me, at the same time, my twin...
    SorrowofHeart SorrowofHeart 51-55, F Aug 15

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    So insane my mind has lost all control. Someone should stop me. Help.
    Diamondgirly Diamondgirly 18-21, F 1 Response a week ago

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    I have been thinking--after reading and interacting on this site for quire some time--that people tend to have two motivations for their desires: they desire what they lack in...
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    prettygirl366 prettygirl366 31-35 Aug 20

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    I have two little boys and am thinking of having a third child. Am I crazy? The 2 kids I have keep me busy and some days make me feel insane!!! But I want a little girl. Does...
    mysterywoman69 mysterywoman69 31-35, F 3 Responses Jul 31

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    I am a woman of great passion and desire to be physical . My spiritual and emotional pain tends to over shadow my hearts desire and keeps men from noticing me. My greatest hearts...
    dybbukbox dybbukbox 41-45, F 9 hrs ago

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    I am a woman of great passion and desire to be physical. But my spiritual and emotional pain tends to over shadow my hearts desire and keeps men from noticing me. My greatest...
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    I have always felt a strong desire to be nude, especially outside, since I was about 15. I started sneaking out my bedroom window after everyone was in bed, leaving some shorts in...
    StormWatcher69 StormWatcher69 46-50, M 1 Response Aug 10

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    Nyxii Nyxii 22-25, F 1 Response Aug 20

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    I really desire someone on EP. She is so beautiful and sexy
    madritista madritista 22-25, M Aug 13

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    Yh it's true... I prayed for good results but maybe god has something else on his mind for me. But i am devastated about my results and all the time i was wondering y??! Y did i...
    nimra1296 nimra1296 16-17, F 1 Response Aug 14

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