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I Am Being Driven Insane By Desire

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 230 People

    Can you give me a soul to cling on?

    A soul more insane than mine? Will you say I’m normal when you have finally found a way to meet me?
    MiniMelancholy MiniMelancholy 18-21, F Mar 16, 2014

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    To

    be somebody again to have someone who loves me to have a job to not be so depressed to get out of this city for a while stop being in pain!
    deleted deleted 26-30 5 Responses Oct 30, 2009

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    I Want U

    SO BAD MY MOUTH IS WATERING AND MY BREATH BECOMES LABORED AT THE VERY THOUGHT OF BEING ABLE TO FINALLY GET ME LITTLE PAWS ON U AFTER WANTING U AND NEEDING U FOR SO VERY LONG. MY LOINS ACHE. I HUNGER. I HATE HOW UR DANGLING RIGHT IN FRONT OF ME, SO CLOSE YET SO FAR OUT OF MY...
    fukkboii fukkboii 36-40, F 8 Responses May 4, 2009

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    Why Can't I Have Her?!

    Just a couple of months ago, during my sophomore school year, I was in a History class with a girl. She is incredibly sweet, kind, and UNBELIEVABLY beautiful. My heart pounds at the mere thought of her. She has enormous brown eyes, beautiful curly brown hair, and always wears...
    Boulier Boulier 18-21, F Jul 12, 2013

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    Hell Above

    Hell above… Is it wrong to love pain? Am I a bad person for crossing to the darkness…? Trying to be brave but only end up with shame, Let’s face it, these wounds are just a sign of weakness. Just sleeping in this bed made of pins Creating the scars of regret My heart made...
    TNTnerd TNTnerd 13-15, F 1 Response Dec 15, 2012

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    The Grass Is Greener...

    I want something I can't have.  Doesn't matter what it is.  I can't have it.  Not so crazy.  Lots of people feel this way at some point in their life.  However, my want has become a deeply rooted desire.  The harder I try to let it go, the more I...
    cedricsmom cedricsmom 36-40, F 7 Responses Jul 26, 2009

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    To Pack My Bags Or To Buy Tickets

     My desire is simple and  understandable for those who knows about us.  I wish I could just pack my bags and meet him somewhere... or just buy tickets for him and he will come to me..   because everytime I see him on the screen, everytime I talk to him, I...
    bublina bublina 18-21, F 3 Responses Oct 29, 2009

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    I Have To Say This.

    In August of last year, my best friend, Conner, killed himself at the age of 17. There are several events that led to his death including his failing a drug test while on probation, his not so grreat family life, recieving a DUI, and pending charges on a house burglary. I haven't...
    TableDog TableDog 18-21, M 2 Responses Jan 17, 2012

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    No Words Could Describe It

    Yes. There is someone who hit me head over heels... Like Iv'e been trying all my best to keep calm an all but deep inside I'm burning with all these passion for him.. I want him, need him, all of him, crave for him, desire him with all mind body and soul... How I wish he knew how...
    TemptressKassandra TemptressKassandra 31-35 2 Responses Sep 17, 2012

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    Well, Almost. ...

    Well, almost. There's this married colleague at work I'd like to...you know...she's gorgeous, husband doesn't appreciate her...oh boy...
    numisiro numisiro 36-40, M 1 Response Jul 23, 2009

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    Breaking Point

    I have been married to the same man for 28 years. I love sex-as often as I can get it--he can do without it and is content 1 -2 x a month. I have men that tell me I am attractive and have a nice body. I wear lingerie and have playthings to turn him on--yet it goes no where 75% of...
    finerside finerside 46-50, F 13 Responses Jul 25, 2009

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    I  Desire Sex... ...

    I  desire sex... all the time.  When I  don't get it I'm quite miserable.  I guess that's my own personal hell.
    HisONEnOnly HisONEnOnly 22-25, F Jul 18, 2009

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    And They're Doing It On Purpose :)

    It's about time I answered this thought, because it's been really on my mind ...  Where I work has been populated by many attractive summer students that can't help but grab the eye ...  and then you get talking with them ...  and then they catch you staring at...
    gottaBhappy gottaBhappy 51-55, M 4 Responses Jul 22, 2009

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    I was inspired to think this way,through a show about an artist that wanted to be lover of everything, including the part of cheating on his wife with an eighteen year old. I...
    jellyrolls34 jellyrolls34 18-21, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    I'm feeling like a #ucking, mad plot right now, so here I go, ambiguity, ambiguity, my journey has led me to many eyes of the God, but why must these eyes lead to more ambiguity...
    DragonAcid DragonAcid 13-15, M 1 Response Mar 13

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    My psychologist and me get along, but he's extremely judgemental and really gets on my nerves at times and is seriously such an a**hole. The other day, I told him about me wanting...
    MegaManZero97 MegaManZero97 16-17, M 1 Response a week ago

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    In Response to Joyfullness: My life is magical. There no other way to describe it. I met Sir by pure luck and baby girl/ sis...well, she came in like Mary Poppins! I never...
    Ownedbysir Ownedbysir 31-35, F 1 Response Mar 16

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    In Response to Joyfullness: My life is magical. There no other way to describe it. I met Sir by pure luck and baby girl/ sis...well, she came in like Mary Poppins! I never...
    Ownedbysir Ownedbysir 31-35, F 3 Responses Mar 16

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    UGHHHHHH! Just a note, this is not for compliments or reassurements...those who have spoken to me know by now I post to rant and spill excess emotion. So, -ahem-, 'tis rant time. I...
    littleprincesslulu littleprincesslulu 18-21, F 10 Responses 4 days ago

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    A smile can change a person's whole day. A compliment can turn a day around. It doesn't have to be big things, being nice is easy and can have a huge impact on someone.
    musicluva199 musicluva199 18-21, F 1 Response 1 hr ago

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    i hate being judged by people. i know what is right for me . some people are making me mad
    jeniferpokharel jeniferpokharel 26-30, F 29 mins ago

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    I know I am being used. It sucks not what I desire. It's always sexual with him and the same thing. But I allow it. Mainly cause lonely. Everyone desires affection.
    Averageguy41074 Averageguy41074 36-40, M Mar 15

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    I like people with a little angst in their gut. It means they've let themselves slip enough to take a closer look, even if that look wasn't easy and they lost something from it...
    okay62 okay62 70+, F 5 days ago

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    Maybe, i dont know.... I Just think different... Im insane?
    Mysorrow Mysorrow 18-21, M 1 Response 2 days ago

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    This picture made me laugh for some reason. There are some things in life that keep me holding on but really, I think I've already lost my mind a long time ago. Oh well, better to...
    GlockBlocked GlockBlocked 22-25, M 1 day ago

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    As a Mom to 3 amazing boys.... My promise to my children ~ as long as I live ~ I am your parent 1st - your friend 2nd. I will stalk you, flip out on you, lecture you, drive you...
    mallen1982 mallen1982 51-55, F 1 Response Mar 18

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    I married a man about 6 months ago with three children ages 8, 13 and 15. I am a childless 35 year old who had wanted to have kids of my own until my experience with these children...
    chichimom chichimom 31-35, F 6 Responses Mar 9

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    The starting point of all achievement is desire. Keep this constantly in mind. Weak desires bring weak results, just as a small amount of fire makes a small amount of heat...
    expressomarkie expressomarkie 46-50, M Mar 10

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    Desire makes life happen. Makes it matter. Makes everything worth it. Desire is life. Hunger to see the next sunrise or sunset, to touch the one you love, to try again. ..
    Brunette4U Brunette4U 31-35, F Mar 12

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    I am so tired of being in a sexless marriage not a chance in hell with my wife . hoping someone will show me I'm still desirable .
    LTBS64 LTBS64 46-50, M 4 Responses Mar 3

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    As someone who used to weight 129 I understand the desire to be thin. I changed my lifestyle, my eating habits and the weight fell off. I lost 20 pounds in six months doing...
    minuet1965 minuet1965 46-50, F 1 Response Mar 4

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    I'm tired of it. Granted I brought on myself but it's always the same thing. I desire more then this. It's a struggle.
    Averageguy41074 Averageguy41074 36-40, M Mar 15

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    I'm tired of it. Granted I brought on myself but it's always the same thing. I desire more then this. It's a struggle.
    Averageguy41074 Averageguy41074 36-40, M Mar 15

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    I'm tired of it. Granted I brought on myself but it's always the same thing. I desire more then this. It's a struggle.
    Averageguy41074 Averageguy41074 36-40, M Mar 15

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    I wish others would do the same. If wasn't born transgender and autistic and then had gotten scizoaffective disease and a brain injury. I don't know if I would have put my morals...
    awsome2 awsome2 18-21, T 1 Response Mar 6

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    I have an extreme desire to be ****** very roughly by an older man. Oh well lol
    babyllove21 babyllove21 18-21, F 19 Responses Mar 6

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    Pondering moment #7533: Sometimes I wonder if the level of desire changes the longer you are in a relationship...do you things sound not as exciting as it did 8 years ago? or this...
    jbm1984 jbm1984 31-35, F 4 Responses Mar 17

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    Im not even sure if what I did was right or wrong but it was a normal day at work when I recieved a call regarding a update on a client. Even though we never met when i heard his...
    MadameBloodLust MadameBloodLust 22-25, F 2 Responses 2 days ago

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    I love and hate being single. I like being single because I have freedom. I don't have to hear a guy telling me "come to my house, or its my birthday where my gift".. I can spent...
    lorrena19 lorrena19 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 2

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    I can't say that I hate being a stepmom because I'm not one. honestly reading some of these stories mine either seems hopeless or trivial. But I've been with my BF for almost one...
    arcee15 arcee15 41-45, F 3 Responses Mar 13

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    ... or actually basically always. But I try hard not to show it. The truth is: I feel ashamed for not being loved. I feel ashamed for living alone, without a loving partner...
    ElonaElona ElonaElona 41-45, F 3 Responses 9 hrs ago

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    And I don't know why. My coworker has been ignoring me for about a couple of weeks now for no apparent reason. We were never real friends but we used to be friendly at work and now...
    SpilledSecrets SpilledSecrets 22-25, F Mar 9

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    I have been picking here and there article that our young teenage community may benefit from. The below was chosen fom an article of the gay Advocate magazine, if you are specially...
    Iamaboytoo Iamaboytoo 26-30, M Mar 13

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