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I Am Being Driven Insane By Desire

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    Well, Almost. ...

    Well, almost. There's this married colleague at work I'd like to...you know...she's gorgeous, husband doesn't appreciate her...oh boy...
    numisiro numisiro 36-40, M 1 Response Jul 23, 2009

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    I Want U

    SO BAD MY MOUTH IS WATERING AND MY BREATH BECOMES LABORED AT THE VERY THOUGHT OF BEING ABLE TO FINALLY GET ME LITTLE PAWS ON U AFTER WANTING U AND NEEDING U FOR SO VERY LONG. MY LOINS ACHE. I HUNGER. I HATE HOW UR DANGLING RIGHT IN FRONT OF ME, SO CLOSE YET SO FAR OUT OF MY...
    fukkboii fukkboii 36-40, F 8 Responses May 4, 2009

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    And They're Doing It On Purpose :)

    It's about time I answered this thought, because it's been really on my mind ...  Where I work has been populated by many attractive summer students that can't help but grab the eye ...  and then you get talking with them ...  and then they catch you staring at...
    gottaBhappy gottaBhappy 51-55, M 4 Responses Jul 22, 2009

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    To Pack My Bags Or To Buy Tickets

     My desire is simple and  understandable for those who knows about us.  I wish I could just pack my bags and meet him somewhere... or just buy tickets for him and he will come to me..   because everytime I see him on the screen, everytime I talk to him, I...
    bublina bublina 18-21, F 3 Responses Oct 29, 2009

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    Can you give me a soul to cling on?

    A soul more insane than mine? Will you say I’m normal when you have finally found a way to meet me?
    MiniMelancholy MiniMelancholy 18-21, F Mar 16

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    Hell Above

    Hell above… Is it wrong to love pain? Am I a bad person for crossing to the darkness…? Trying to be brave but only end up with shame, Let’s face it, these wounds are just a sign of weakness. Just sleeping in this bed made of pins Creating the scars of regret My heart made...
    TNTnerd TNTnerd 13-15, F 1 Response Dec 15, 2012

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    No Words Could Describe It

    Yes. There is someone who hit me head over heels... Like Iv'e been trying all my best to keep calm an all but deep inside I'm burning with all these passion for him.. I want him, need him, all of him, crave for him, desire him with all mind body and soul... How I wish he knew how...
    TemptressKassandra TemptressKassandra 31-35 2 Responses Sep 17, 2012

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    The Grass Is Greener...

    I want something I can't have.  Doesn't matter what it is.  I can't have it.  Not so crazy.  Lots of people feel this way at some point in their life.  However, my want has become a deeply rooted desire.  The harder I try to let it go, the more I...
    cedricsmom cedricsmom 36-40, F 7 Responses Jul 26, 2009

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    To

    be somebody again to have someone who loves me to have a job to not be so depressed to get out of this city for a while stop being in pain!
    deleted deleted 26-30 5 Responses Oct 30, 2009

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    Why Can't I Have Her?!

    Just a couple of months ago, during my sophomore school year, I was in a History class with a girl. She is incredibly sweet, kind, and UNBELIEVABLY beautiful. My heart pounds at the mere thought of her. She has enormous brown eyes, beautiful curly brown hair, and always wears...
    Boulier Boulier 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 12, 2013

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    Breaking Point

    I have been married to the same man for 28 years. I love sex-as often as I can get it--he can do without it and is content 1 -2 x a month. I have men that tell me I am attractive and have a nice body. I wear lingerie and have playthings to turn him on--yet it goes no where 75% of...
    finerside finerside 46-50, F 13 Responses Jul 25, 2009

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    I  Desire Sex... ...

    I  desire sex... all the time.  When I  don't get it I'm quite miserable.  I guess that's my own personal hell.
    HisONEnOnly HisONEnOnly 22-25, F Jul 18, 2009

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    I Have To Say This.

    In August of last year, my best friend, Conner, killed himself at the age of 17. There are several events that led to his death including his failing a drug test while on probation, his not so grreat family life, recieving a DUI, and pending charges on a house burglary. I haven't...
    TableDog TableDog 18-21, M 2 Responses Jan 17, 2012

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    Related Experiences

    Firstly I would like to say that I arrived at these most important principles after what I could term a whirlwind of experiences, mostly negative, that helped to shape these...
    KingDee2 KingDee2 26-30, M a week ago

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    I used to be a balanced 50% sane, and 50% insane. Now after my nervous breakdown last September, that got me put into a mental institution for the 2nd time. I am now 20% sane and 7...
    psychologicallydamaged psychologicallydamaged 41-45, F Nov 24

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    I am tired of always being the one to desire ,and initiate, I want to be wanted,I want you to want me , I want to feel desired too
    Lbk44 Lbk44 41-45, M 1 Response 2 days ago

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    The desire of the man is for the woman, but the desire of the woman is for the desire of the man. Love is the irresistible desire to be desired irresistibly.
    xoxlovelifexox xoxlovelifexox 41-45, F Nov 19

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    I've had sleep paralysis for years, so I'm used to those kinds of hallucinations, but sometimes I hear someone say my name when I'm fully awake and there's nobody there. i think I...
    ZenaMarie ZenaMarie 22-25, F Dec 3

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    i have an older brother who is literally insane and a drug addict ..over the years he's been in and out of psychiatric wards and mental hospitals and rehabs.. since i can remember...
    antoneli antoneli 18-21, M 1 Response 6 days ago

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    Being the tender age of 28, I've recently been experience sudden sexual urges and I don't know what to do about it. I don't want to be considered a "freak" or anything and I think...
    gojags31 gojags31 26-30, M 1 Response 6 days ago

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    I Have A Brain You Know - A lot of people OL talk down to me like they think i'm some sort of insane man-child or moron with the brain of a 5 year old. Dude, I HAVE a brain you...
    Monstermaster13 Monstermaster13 22-25, M 6 days ago

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    My mum is the rudest woman In the entire world. Anytime I talk to her she hangs up.... :O She literally hangs up... Like WHO DOES THAT?! Anytime she knows she's wrong and to avoid...
    Misscoconut Misscoconut 18-21, F 6 Responses 6 days ago

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    Seriously though! If I make time for someone it sucks that they can't make time for me. My best friend drives me insane!! I'm very busy and so is she but when she calls or texts I...
    lorem0313 lorem0313 26-30, F 4 days ago

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    There’s a certain kind of beautiful that I know I’ll never be. At some point in your life, you just have to accept that and be okay with it. I did and I am and it’s fine. But...
    IstyBisty IstyBisty 31-35, F 3 Responses 21 hrs ago

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    There's being busy and not being able to get back to me, and then there's blatantly ignoring me. I hate the second one SO F***ING MUCH. I try to talk to you, be friends with you...
    CountryQueen623 CountryQueen623 18-21, F 9 Responses 5 hrs ago

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    I'm hoping to find other people who love Jesus, and just happen to live in fat bodies! Here's my story in a nutshell. I was raised with a very distinct perspective on body image...
    HappyChub300 HappyChub300 46-50, M Dec 4

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    I was raised with a very distinct perspective on body image. I didn’t even realize it until much later in my life. No one ever explicitly articulated it to me; nevertheless it...
    HappyChub300 HappyChub300 46-50, M Dec 4

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    I guess you kinda get used to being lonely and just can't cope with someone being there.
    mountainseal mountainseal 16-17, F 1 Response Nov 19

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    Because gratification of a desire leads to the temporary stilling of the mind and the experience of the peaceful, joyful Self it's no wonder that we get hooked on thinking that...
    xoxlovelifexox xoxlovelifexox 41-45, F 1 Response Nov 23

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    I love being a girly girl. I embrace my womanhood and want to be desired and loved as the sexy female I am. Even when I wear my bib overalls (for work in the winter) I girl them up...
    alwayswantingmore78 alwayswantingmore78 36-40, F 3 Responses Nov 28

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    It is a part of me. It is something that I can't help but desire, like it is attached to my soul to want to stay young, I don't plan on calling myself adult baby or a teen baby...
    DontBeModest DontBeModest 13-15, M 2 Responses Dec 2

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    I'm very comfortable in my life. When it comes to myself and my family. I don't need outside friends. Me and my husband are inseparable. I do have to exist outside of my home...
    angie01993 angie01993 31-35, F 1 Response Nov 21

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    The smell of crisp clean linens. Cool to the touch but quickly warming as two bodies nestle beside one another. Your body against my back. I can feel your hard c*ck push against my...
    Mendmyheart Mendmyheart 46-50, F 1 Response Nov 22

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    I am really looking forward into procreation as many as God is wanting us to have. And to be wed. Solely to a man that desires me as much as I will him and honor and submit to him...
    BrunetteMama5180 BrunetteMama5180 22-25, F 7 Responses Nov 29

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    this one psychotic neonazi woman just doesn't like me or my Polyamorous partner and has my tumblr staked out to harass us and often goes after her to get to me . We both suspect...
    ManifestoOfThePhoenix ManifestoOfThePhoenix 26-30, M Dec 1

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    it's been 4 years i'm single, i wish i can know a woman who has the same desire as me which is to settle down,i want to settle down all i asked is a chance to proove i'm genuine...
    skylife1982 skylife1982 31-35, M Dec 2

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    I never ever get sick, but yesterday was rough. But my best friend and woman I constantly desire gave me some advice what to do and eat. Wow! Today I feel great! I'm so lucky to...
    W0lfhunter W0lfhunter 41-45, M 1 Response Dec 7

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    Younger women dating older men mainly because younger women are attracted older men. older men mature, confident, stable .Mature guys always know how to treat their women.These...
    carecc13 carecc13 26-30, F 3 Responses 4 days ago

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    my morals.... take care of your ailing husband of twenty four years and family ......stay loyal and true to my marriage despite his neglect and stepping out...
    cocanola cocanola 41-45, F 3 Responses Dec 8

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    Morals: Study, be a good student, have good grades..work hard Desires: Sleep. Food. Sleep.stare at the ceiling, do nothing...
    LiLkoala LiLkoala 16-17, F Dec 8

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    Morals: Study, be a good student, have good grades..work hard Desires: Sleep. Food. Sleep.stare at the ceiling, do nothing...
    LiLkoala LiLkoala 16-17, F Dec 8

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    Morals: Study, be a good student, have good grades..work hard Desires: Sleep. Food. Sleep.stare at the ceiling, do nothing...
    LiLkoala LiLkoala 16-17, F Dec 8

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    Morals: Study, be a good student, have good grades..work hard Desires: Sleep. Food. Sleep.stare at the ceiling, do nothing...
    LiLkoala LiLkoala 16-17, F 3 Responses Dec 8

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    From the moment I saw you I was taken aback, all I saw at that time was your eyes, your curls, that expression upon your face. I wondered what the rest of you looked like, you...
    Littlemisssomebody Littlemisssomebody 31-35, F Dec 11

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    I think everyone wants to feel desired. who can honestly tell me they don't??
    angelove777 angelove777 46-50, F 34 Responses a week ago

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    Younger women dating older men mainly because younger women are attracted older men. older men mature, confident, stable .Mature guys always know how to treat their women.These...
    tessacc12 tessacc12 26-30, F a week ago

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