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I Am Being Driven Insane By Desire

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    I have some mental disorders.

    I have talked about one of them but there are others that I don't openly talk about. I find it rather interesting to read other peoples desires so I can only Imagen that others are like that too. I have OCD.... not in the way you think about it though. when you think of OCD you...
    danielfrost1995 danielfrost1995 18-21, M Dec 1, 2015

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    Well, Almost. ...

    Well, almost. There's this married colleague at work I'd like to...you know...she's gorgeous, husband doesn't appreciate her...oh boy...
    numisiro numisiro 36-40, M 1 Response Jul 23, 2009

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    To Pack My Bags Or To Buy Tickets

     My desire is simple and  understandable for those who knows about us.  I wish I could just pack my bags and meet him somewhere... or just buy tickets for him and he will come to me..   because everytime I see him on the screen, everytime I talk to him, I...
    bublina bublina 18-21, F 2 Responses Oct 29, 2009

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    I  Desire Sex... ...

    I  desire sex... all the time.  When I  don't get it I'm quite miserable.  I guess that's my own personal hell.
    HisONEnOnly HisONEnOnly 22-25, F Jul 18, 2009

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    Why Can't I Have Her?!

    Just a couple of months ago, during my sophomore school year, I was in a History class with a girl. She is incredibly sweet, kind, and UNBELIEVABLY beautiful. My heart pounds at the mere thought of her. She has enormous brown eyes, beautiful curly brown hair, and always wears...
    Boulier Boulier 18-21, F Jul 12, 2013

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    And They're Doing It On Purpose :)

    It's about time I answered this thought, because it's been really on my mind ...  Where I work has been populated by many attractive summer students that can't help but grab the eye ...  and then you get talking with them ...  and then they catch you staring at...
    gottaBhappy gottaBhappy 51-55, M 4 Responses Jul 22, 2009

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    No Words Could Describe It

    Yes. There is someone who hit me head over heels... Like Iv'e been trying all my best to keep calm an all but deep inside I'm burning with all these passion for him.. I want him, need him, all of him, crave for him, desire him with all mind body and soul... How I wish he knew how...
    TemptressKassandra TemptressKassandra 31-35 2 Responses Sep 17, 2012

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    I Have To Say This.

    In August of last year, my best friend, Conner, killed himself at the age of 17. There are several events that led to his death including his failing a drug test while on probation, his not so grreat family life, recieving a DUI, and pending charges on a house burglary. I haven't...
    TableDog TableDog 18-21, M 2 Responses Jan 17, 2012

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    Can you give me a soul to cling on?

    A soul more insane than mine? Will you say I’m normal when you have finally found a way to meet me?
    MiniMelancholy MiniMelancholy 22-25, F Mar 16, 2014

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    The Grass Is Greener...

    I want something I can't have.  Doesn't matter what it is.  I can't have it.  Not so crazy.  Lots of people feel this way at some point in their life.  However, my want has become a deeply rooted desire.  The harder I try to let it go, the more I...
    cedricsmom cedricsmom 36-40, F 7 Responses Jul 26, 2009

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    To

    be somebody again to have someone who loves me to have a job to not be so depressed to get out of this city for a while stop being in pain!
    deleted deleted 26-30 5 Responses Oct 30, 2009

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    Hell Above

    Hell above… Is it wrong to love pain? Am I a bad person for crossing to the darkness…? Trying to be brave but only end up with shame, Let’s face it, these wounds are just a sign of weakness. Just sleeping in this bed made of pins Creating the scars of regret My heart made...
    TNTnerd TNTnerd 13-15, F 1 Response Dec 15, 2012

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    Breaking Point

    I have been married to the same man for 28 years. I love sex-as often as I can get it--he can do without it and is content 1 -2 x a month. I have men that tell me I am attractive and have a nice body. I wear lingerie and have playthings to turn him on--yet it goes no where 75% of...
    finerside finerside 46-50, F 13 Responses Jul 25, 2009

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    I am an introvert and like being alone but miss the idea of being in a relationship. I've just never been successful with them and have for the last 5 years or so been single and...
    Anontymous30 Anontymous30 31-35, F 1 day ago

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    My fiance has a huge tickle torture desire and we're going to tickle torture her today and film it for her new tickle torture website :) hehehe
    TickleTortureMedia TickleTortureMedia 41-45, M 1 Response 2 days ago

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    My fiance has a huge tickle torture desire and we're going to tickle torture her today and film it for her new tickle torture website :)
    TickleTortureMedia TickleTortureMedia 41-45, M 2 days ago

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    Yes I do This move has proven to make me emotional; due to being exhausted and very sore. Is it so bad to just want someone to take care of me for once? I want someone to hold me...
    Libraladyseeking Libraladyseeking 36-40, F 2 Responses 2 days ago

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    My story is very complicated and truthful, but my psychologist says I'm disassociating. (And she probably thinks I'm certifiably insane.) I am in a (currently) 26 year-old's body...
    Elexxa Elexxa 22-25, T 3 Responses 2 days ago

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    If reality is the state of being actual or true... or things that exist and have essence.. or that which exists objectively Being human means we have senses and a nervous system...
    BijouBlue BijouBlue 36-40, F 4 Responses 2 days ago

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    Wow, the title of this group sounds desperate and almost pathetic, yet is this not a fundamental and universal human need? No one should be made to feel embarrassed by it. Why...
    sadlyalone2 sadlyalone2 46-50, F 12 Responses 3 days ago

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    It's hard for me to be alone,i need support and attention lol and just to feel im a worthwhile person I need validation,apparently constantly.Don't feel like going into it now but...
    simpleandpossible simpleandpossible 22-25, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    I think we all have intimate desires of being a CD. When I first started I didn't understand those feelings and thoughts. But as information came forth first by articles in...
    bcsissy bcsissy 61-65, T 1 Response 3 days ago

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    My desire of femininity was when I would watch my late mother set her hair in rollers, then she would sit under her ronson escort hairdryer, then I would watch with great intensity...
    Dryermaniac Dryermaniac 46-50, M 1 Response 5 days ago

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    Associated card: Judgement. Associated track: none. Just right now I cut away another person from my life. This year was and is just amazingly eye-opening when it comes to dating...
    AmethystCluster AmethystCluster 26-30, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    i feel like people with anxiety/depression are left without a rope in terms of working society. It debilitates me in a way that i never knew the full scope of until now. Every job...
    Outoforbits Outoforbits 22-25, M 6 days ago

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    Until I left for college when I was 17, I had this weird tendency to look out the window of my bedroom at the market by the street near our house, to see if the stores were closed...
    IndraD IndraD 18-21, M 6 days ago

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    My desires usually win... :)
    BarelyAdulterated BarelyAdulterated 22-25, F 29 Responses Jan 31

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    I am extremely ticklish ESPECIALLY on my soft, sensitive, size 10.5 bare soles ;) Message me if you want to see pictures or videos of them being tickle tortured!
    dewnOEWF dewnOEWF 18-21, M Jan 30

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    I'm gonna try to keep this as short as possible. I haven't posted a proper story on EP for a while, so I thought now is a great time. I have this friend. This friend has a...
    Agenderra Agenderra 13-15 1 Response Jan 30

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    My problem is that I have no 'canon' to release them with. I mean, my canon goes limp even at my strongest urge to release my sexual desires. What can I do to get my canon up to...
    VoloProVeritas VoloProVeritas 56-60, M 2 Responses Jan 27

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    So I wanted to give an example of a normal day in my life! Things like this happen everyday and in the end I'm in the wrong!! I end up confused like how was this my fault. So it...
    jennymike28 jennymike28 36-40, F 3 Responses Jan 27

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    i dont think they are dirty. I just have heavy sexual thoughts and desires. To some they may seem kinky or over the top but that doesn't mean they are "dirty". We all have...
    Newconvo1 Newconvo1 41-45, M Jan 27

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    It's something I've always wanted. But it's turned more into something sexual that I'm embarrassed of... I'm tired of being alone on this
    Syly Syly 18-21, F 7 Responses Jan 26

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    Associated card: Seven of Swords. Associated track: none. First name or last name is an affirmation, essentially, and we can deconstruct its meaning towards affirming the desired...
    AmethystCluster AmethystCluster 26-30, F Jan 24

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    About 5/6 years ago I moved to Bournemouth in the uk to start a new life and to get away from my unsupportive and hateful mother who refused to allow me to live with her in the...
    Inthedark16 Inthedark16 36-40, F 4 Responses Jan 22

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    Da bi da bi da, chochlate forever!! Choclate feever!! I'm not the biggest fan of choclate actually I'm just going insane For several reasons Bu ba bi ba da la la la!!! Angry...
    PigMonkeyHybrid PigMonkeyHybrid 18-21, M Jan 22

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    Empaths vs. Codependents The only way SLDs recover is to understand that they freely participate in their dysfunctional relationships with narcissists. As a reminder, SLDD is a...
    Q2013 Q2013 46-50, F Jan 20

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    I love a certain person stalks me. It makes me feel wanted and desired. For that I'm glad she stalks me
    CleansedSoul CleansedSoul 36-40, M 2 Responses Jan 20

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    Sometimes I feel like I can't do this step parent thing. I've been married a little over a year-together almost 3. I knew Going into the marriage about all the drama. My husband...
    juneladybug74 juneladybug74 41-45, F 2 Responses Jan 20

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