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I Am Being Driven Insane By Desire

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    Can you give me a soul to cling on?

    A soul more insane than mine? Will you say I’m normal when you have finally found a way to meet me?
    MiniMelancholy MiniMelancholy 18-21, F Mar 16

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    No Words Could Describe It

    Yes. There is someone who hit me head over heels... Like Iv'e been trying all my best to keep calm an all but deep inside I'm burning with all these passion for him.. I want him, need him, all of him, crave for him, desire him with all mind body and soul... How I wish he knew how...
    TemptressKassandra TemptressKassandra 31-35 2 Responses Sep 17, 2012

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    I Want U

    SO BAD MY MOUTH IS WATERING AND MY BREATH BECOMES LABORED AT THE VERY THOUGHT OF BEING ABLE TO FINALLY GET ME LITTLE PAWS ON U AFTER WANTING U AND NEEDING U FOR SO VERY LONG. MY LOINS ACHE. I HUNGER. I HATE HOW UR DANGLING RIGHT IN FRONT OF ME, SO CLOSE YET SO FAR OUT OF MY...
    fukkboii fukkboii 36-40, F 8 Responses May 4, 2009

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    I Have To Say This.

    In August of last year, my best friend, Conner, killed himself at the age of 17. There are several events that led to his death including his failing a drug test while on probation, his not so grreat family life, recieving a DUI, and pending charges on a house burglary. I haven't...
    TableDog TableDog 18-21, M 2 Responses Jan 17, 2012

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    Why Can't I Have Her?!

    Just a couple of months ago, during my sophomore school year, I was in a History class with a girl. She is incredibly sweet, kind, and UNBELIEVABLY beautiful. My heart pounds at the mere thought of her. She has enormous brown eyes, beautiful curly brown hair, and always wears...
    Boulier Boulier 16-17, F 1 Response Jul 12, 2013

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    The Grass Is Greener...

    I want something I can't have.  Doesn't matter what it is.  I can't have it.  Not so crazy.  Lots of people feel this way at some point in their life.  However, my want has become a deeply rooted desire.  The harder I try to let it go, the more I...
    cedricsmom cedricsmom 36-40, F 7 Responses Jul 26, 2009

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    And They're Doing It On Purpose :)

    It's about time I answered this thought, because it's been really on my mind ...  Where I work has been populated by many attractive summer students that can't help but grab the eye ...  and then you get talking with them ...  and then they catch you staring at...
    gottaBhappy gottaBhappy 51-55, M 4 Responses Jul 22, 2009

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    Hell Above

    Hell above… Is it wrong to love pain? Am I a bad person for crossing to the darkness…? Trying to be brave but only end up with shame, Let’s face it, these wounds are just a sign of weakness. Just sleeping in this bed made of pins Creating the scars of regret My heart made...
    TNTnerd TNTnerd 13-15, F 1 Response Dec 15, 2012

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    Well, Almost. ...

    Well, almost. There's this married colleague at work I'd like to...you know...she's gorgeous, husband doesn't appreciate her...oh boy...
    numisiro numisiro 36-40, M 1 Response Jul 23, 2009

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    To Pack My Bags Or To Buy Tickets

     My desire is simple and  understandable for those who knows about us.  I wish I could just pack my bags and meet him somewhere... or just buy tickets for him and he will come to me..   because everytime I see him on the screen, everytime I talk to him, I...
    bublina bublina 18-21, F 3 Responses Oct 29, 2009

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    Breaking Point

    I have been married to the same man for 28 years. I love sex-as often as I can get it--he can do without it and is content 1 -2 x a month. I have men that tell me I am attractive and have a nice body. I wear lingerie and have playthings to turn him on--yet it goes no where 75% of...
    finerside finerside 46-50, F 12 Responses Jul 25, 2009

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    whiteangel69 whiteangel69 41-45, F 1 Response 3 hrs ago

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    To complicate matters, I am also married. But I am madly attracted to a male coworker. We are both married teachers and have adjacent classrooms. I've known him for four years and...
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    So sd10 was here this weekend. First weekend since we moved. Again she drove me insane!! From the minute we picked her up she had an attitude problem. Probably cause she doesn't...
    angelfallen13 angelfallen13 22-25, F 2 Responses Apr 7

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    You know whats insane I could die tomorrow, and nothing would change, I have that little significance in life, or peoples lives that if boom! I got hit by a bus tomorrow, nothing...
    barnest2 barnest2 22-25, M 16 hrs ago

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    Okay so first off, i think i'm insane cause i always tend to screw around with sharp objects. I'm very aggressive towards people, sometimes my own voice, in my own mind. Tells me...
    WolfyBluepaw WolfyBluepaw 13-15, M Apr 1

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    I'm a 16 year old girl. My whole life I have been trying to make my parents proud, but I've never been able to socialize properly with kids my age, I was always numb or upset...
    AGirlSearchingForAnswers AGirlSearchingForAnswers 16-17, F 1 Response Apr 10

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    Yayayayayayayayayyayaay ima not going insane I am children!
    sangvampire sangvampire 18-21, M Mar 31

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    I've literally gone insane... I think I found myself at work last week starring at a wall for 10 minutes in a moment of solitude, its like something biological within me cant...
    barnest2 barnest2 22-25, M 1 Response Apr 5

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    my mom married 3 times. each guy treated her worse than the one before. the last one was my dad who abused her, his kids, her kids by previous marriages, and anyone else within...
    Transluminal2010 Transluminal2010 41-45, M 3 Responses Apr 6

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    I'm going insane and I'm scared that when I do I'm gonna try and kill people, this is a reason to try and kill myself first
    TechLash TechLash 18-21, M Apr 9

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    Or maybe he's so insane he doesn't even see my crazy. :)
    Ariannabella Ariannabella 31-35, F Apr 13

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    This story is being posted in the SEPTIC group,as well as "I Want To Improve the Experience Project,and "Ask EP Arsineh"Dear EP Arsineh,,Why does EP hate my kind? You know,my kind...
    bookerdana bookerdana 51-55, M 1 Response 4 days ago

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    I love drama. Not me....a little part of me does. It likes any drama but especially bad drama. I've gone through a lot I bad experiences. I could be arguing with someone and...
    UltimateGamer11 UltimateGamer11 13-15, M 2 days ago

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    I love my family like crazy but sometimes it can make me go insane. I'm the oldest daughter and naturally, I'm just nurturing and jump to taking care of others like a mother. All...
    Optimistic34 Optimistic34 31-35, F Mar 24

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    My name is Trisha I'm going to begin by saying the life I chose has had its up's and downs, rewards, penalties, and mine not much different from many of yours. Honestly if I had...
    Trisha60ts Trisha60ts 61-65, T 1 Response Apr 3

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    I haven't been to a therapist, and therefore haven't been diagnosed with anything. However, I can feel my mind just eating away at itself, and I'm becoming very paranoid. I believe...
    Mindoralin Mindoralin 18-21, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    AAHHHHH Why are you ignoring me!!! this is driving me insane. sthap ignoring me! ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
    Blissfulkissofdeath Blissfulkissofdeath 13-15, F 2 Responses 16 hrs ago

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    I am now 74kg, and I missed when I was 85kg. My stomach was full and round, my *** had flabby cellulite and I struggled to fit into clothes. Plus chicks stared at my belly in...
    Wannagainweight Wannagainweight 22-25, M 21 mins ago

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    I have been with my partner since October of 2011 and love him very much. I have never been crazy about children but decided to give it a try. His son is almost 5 now and it really...
    gagnone19 gagnone19 22-25, F 1 Response Apr 5

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    People have always told me that "beauty is on the inside and it shines through". However, I see beautiful people with an ugly core, bad apples with pretty faces. These people are...
    Shiznitone Shiznitone 18-21, M 1 Response Apr 13

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    More correctly, loved and desired as much as I love and desire them. Physical intimacy and affection are of paramount importance to me; it borders on the verge of physical need. I...
    roMANtic14 roMANtic14 22-25, M 2 Responses 6 days ago

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    Yeah, of course. Everyone likes to feel desired. I've only had the fake kind of seduction though, where they only want to screw you, not where they love you. I love the whole "game...
    Therealabbeyroad Therealabbeyroad 22-25, F 2 Responses Apr 4

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    So I guess this started a while back when I met my new sister in law. We got along great and over the years have become close. Recently though I've began to desire her in a...
    Holycrapitsme Holycrapitsme 36-40, M 3 Responses Mar 24

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    For those of you prepared to read my rant, i thank you for your time. I have this, i want that, i need it. Fvck I! What we all want and need; is Love and security. That's all we...
    Sublimelovecuts Sublimelovecuts 18-21, M 3 Responses Mar 25

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    It seemed for a while, I had forgotten who I was and what I was here for, but now I remember. I am here, like many of us, to restore balance and order to this planet. After many...
    Lunarflowerrr Lunarflowerrr 22-25, F Mar 28

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    Looking for a female online s€x slave Willing to complete tasks to satisfy my every s€xual desire unquestioning! Main rules 1 you will not question my tasks, unless there is a...
    bemyslavegirl bemyslavegirl 26-30, M 1 Response Apr 5

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    I am a transgendered person who came out to my wife in 2001 year after 20+ years of marriage (actually, I was originally discovered by my wife in the early 1980's, but I spent a...
    Trisha60ts Trisha60ts 61-65, T 2 Responses Apr 6

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    I've been in a chorus since I was seven and I just strive for that unified feeling that you can just hear in all the voices in great choral pieces. I'm in high school. Seems like...
    BeingInMonochrome BeingInMonochrome 16-17 Apr 12

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    Feeling awkward in amongst people and thier conversations.. being the odd one out.. feeling stupid and nervous when your around people... just cant help it. Its like my emotions...
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