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I Am Being Driven Insane By Desire

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    And They're Doing It On Purpose :)

    It's about time I answered this thought, because it's been really on my mind ...  Where I work has been populated by many attractive summer students that can't help but grab the eye ...  and then you get talking with them ...  and then they catch you staring at...
    gottaBhappy gottaBhappy 51-55, M 4 Responses Jul 22, 2009

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    The Grass Is Greener...

    I want something I can't have.  Doesn't matter what it is.  I can't have it.  Not so crazy.  Lots of people feel this way at some point in their life.  However, my want has become a deeply rooted desire.  The harder I try to let it go, the more I...
    cedricsmom cedricsmom 36-40, F 7 Responses Jul 26, 2009

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    I Have To Say This.

    In August of last year, my best friend, Conner, killed himself at the age of 17. There are several events that led to his death including his failing a drug test while on probation, his not so grreat family life, recieving a DUI, and pending charges on a house burglary. I haven't...
    TableDog TableDog 18-21, M 2 Responses Jan 17, 2012

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    Can you give me a soul to cling on?

    A soul more insane than mine? Will you say I’m normal when you have finally found a way to meet me?
    MiniMelancholy MiniMelancholy 18-21, F Mar 16

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    Why Can't I Have Her?!

    Just a couple of months ago, during my sophomore school year, I was in a History class with a girl. She is incredibly sweet, kind, and UNBELIEVABLY beautiful. My heart pounds at the mere thought of her. She has enormous brown eyes, beautiful curly brown hair, and always wears...
    Boulier Boulier 16-17, F Jul 12, 2013

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    Hell Above

    Hell above… Is it wrong to love pain? Am I a bad person for crossing to the darkness…? Trying to be brave but only end up with shame, Let’s face it, these wounds are just a sign of weakness. Just sleeping in this bed made of pins Creating the scars of regret My heart made...
    TNTnerd TNTnerd 13-15, F 1 Response Dec 15, 2012

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    To Pack My Bags Or To Buy Tickets

     My desire is simple and  understandable for those who knows about us.  I wish I could just pack my bags and meet him somewhere... or just buy tickets for him and he will come to me..   because everytime I see him on the screen, everytime I talk to him, I...
    bublina bublina 18-21, F 3 Responses Oct 29, 2009

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    To

    be somebody again to have someone who loves me to have a job to not be so depressed to get out of this city for a while stop being in pain!
    deleted deleted 26-30 5 Responses Oct 30, 2009

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    Breaking Point

    I have been married to the same man for 28 years. I love sex-as often as I can get it--he can do without it and is content 1 -2 x a month. I have men that tell me I am attractive and have a nice body. I wear lingerie and have playthings to turn him on--yet it goes no where 75% of...
    finerside finerside 46-50, F 13 Responses Jul 25, 2009

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    No Words Could Describe It

    Yes. There is someone who hit me head over heels... Like Iv'e been trying all my best to keep calm an all but deep inside I'm burning with all these passion for him.. I want him, need him, all of him, crave for him, desire him with all mind body and soul... How I wish he knew how...
    TemptressKassandra TemptressKassandra 31-35 2 Responses Sep 17, 2012

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    I  Desire Sex... ...

    I  desire sex... all the time.  When I  don't get it I'm quite miserable.  I guess that's my own personal hell.
    HisONEnOnly HisONEnOnly 22-25, F Jul 18, 2009

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    Well, Almost. ...

    Well, almost. There's this married colleague at work I'd like to...you know...she's gorgeous, husband doesn't appreciate her...oh boy...
    numisiro numisiro 36-40, M 1 Response Jul 23, 2009

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    I Want U

    SO BAD MY MOUTH IS WATERING AND MY BREATH BECOMES LABORED AT THE VERY THOUGHT OF BEING ABLE TO FINALLY GET ME LITTLE PAWS ON U AFTER WANTING U AND NEEDING U FOR SO VERY LONG. MY LOINS ACHE. I HUNGER. I HATE HOW UR DANGLING RIGHT IN FRONT OF ME, SO CLOSE YET SO FAR OUT OF MY...
    fukkboii fukkboii 36-40, F 8 Responses May 4, 2009

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    It is so hard being in your 40s. Everyone has so much past baggage with divorce, kids, and financial obligations. I have been trying to move forward with a man who is getting a...
    rosedl rosedl 41-45, F 1 Response Jul 19

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    There's no point in telling a lie because eventually people either find out the truth or karma comes into play. It's so hurtful when being lied to. Remember the truth will set...
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    One of our most overlooked superpowers in life is the unbelievable power of our beliefs. A quick note: This is not for the faint of heart. It is going to go deeper than possibly...
    NeoJesusOfTheMatrix NeoJesusOfTheMatrix 70+ 4 Responses Jul 16

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    Supreme Court in India Supreme Court is an independent entity which is respected by all. Judges in this institution are carefully chosen on the basis of their independence...
    aproudwoman aproudwoman 41-45, F Jul 1

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    I'm slightly insane in a weird and almost bipolar way... You can think of the image above as my personalities; colourful,eccentric and different.
    theDoomProject theDoomProject 13-15, M 1 Response Jul 20

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    Lately I’ve been having an intense desire to try out cross-dressing. I’ve had the urge off and on throughout my life prior to that but never was it this strong. I’ve been...
    BewareTheGonzo BewareTheGonzo 13-15 6 Responses Jul 20

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    Life itself takes effort and wisdom; patience and self control. Some people have mastered self discipline while others are slaves to every desire even though they find themselves...
    Mirandaluvslife Mirandaluvslife 36-40, F 5 days ago

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    Ever since I was 12 years of age, I've lived with my father. My mother left me with my dad. I have three other siblings that were also hurt by my mothers actions. I've been...
    jcindp jcindp 16-17, F Jul 10

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    I am a female who have always had unexplainable desires for spanking, preferably by an older and much strong women! I like the confident strict business woman. The thought of being...
    layla911 layla911 22-25, F 2 Responses Jul 17

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    today was a perfect day. my family is lets say financially comfortable" and we had a perfect time enjoying the fruit of our labor. i am happy, i had a great time, but there is...
    just22 just22 22-25, M 1 day ago

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    I'm 27 and find myself so attracted to older women. Everything about them is absolutely amazing to me. I love all types of women, but a real woman, 40+ with a thin body. I almost...
    richardelgin richardelgin 26-30, M Jul 5

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    Sometimes the pain outweighs my desire to live. The depression is so strong. I think "Why did God even make me?" I'll cry for hours in sheer despair. I feel it in the core of my...
    Ludavin Ludavin 46-50, F 4 Responses 6 days ago

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    My grandmother died this morning. I didn't get a chance to say goodbye because it happened too quickly. My grandfather, my mother, and her brothers are having a private memorial...
    whitedove712 whitedove712 26-30, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    There is nothing sexier to me than when I am reading or hearing a vivid fantasy involving me.. I love that I have no control over their thoughts and desires, and there is just...
    LilLexi16 LilLexi16 16-17, F 6 Responses Jun 29

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    Womanly instinct, nature setting in and the clock is ticking. Not sure if it's a want not need but rather a purpose that needs to be filled because as a woman I was designed to...
    Fitnspoiled7 Fitnspoiled7 26-30, F 4 Responses Jun 29

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    I just seem to have such weird desires
    Ivydelrey Ivydelrey 16-17, F 1 Response Jul 17

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    I found that the D/s dynamic is so profound, so amazing, so beautiful, so healing, so nourishing..... it is the foundation and the fundamental and the heart and crux of it all...
    Ajushi Ajushi 31-35, M Jul 19

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    I missed the dating,the excitement, the compassion , the trust, the joy, the unknown but sweet desire.
    Mangostrawberrybanana Mangostrawberrybanana 31-35, F Jul 20

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    Not all men and women have the same romantic needs in life. Some prefer the member of the opposite sex to be of the same age, some prefer individuals older to them, while some...
    janecc11 janecc11 26-30, F a week ago

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    Yes, I do. And I really dislike this struggle. Feel as though I need to make a decision and stick with it. Don't always want to stick with my morals but when I only go with my...
    StarLily71 StarLily71 41-45, F 36 Responses 6 days ago

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    I wouldn't say I don't get any enjoyment. But I don't attach love or anymore complicated emotion. I hate being look at in a sexual manner.
    kreativebelle kreativebelle 31-35, F 8 hrs ago

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    I'm gay there is no way around it. I know for sure I'm gay. I'm attracted to the male body and its disgusting. When I look at other boys it turns me on and I really hate that. I...
    deleted deleted 26-30 3 Responses Jul 10

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    I turned 18 on may 30 and graduated school last year (bc i live in a country where the school year is march to november) and i already miss it. I miss being a teenager, but most of...
    sinispia sinispia 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 10

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    Does this experience sound pathetic? Never mind, you can say yes. Come on, no one likes being rejected. This happened to me like so many times. The truth is, I’m afraid to fall...
    HikoukiGumo HikoukiGumo 18-21, F 3 Responses Jul 18

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    What happens to me is that I'll feel weird being alive at all. I'll feel "weird" being a human being. I'll feel hyper-aware of my existence, and I'll feel like I'm in a vast...
    59Ballons 59Ballons 13-15 Jun 29

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    It's not really about being alone but more about being the only one trying to maintain my relationships. I find myself being the first to text anyone. They never go out of their...
    savannah764253 savannah764253 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 2

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    I'm fourteen years old and a freshman in highschool. I strongly dislike being black. I wish I was born white. I constantly try to mimick white people with fake hair and dying my...
    niamcmillan niamcmillan 13-15, F 8 Responses Jul 5

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    So I just really need to get this off my chest as it is taboo to mention such things anywhere else! I hate being a stepmom!! Yes I hate it... I didn't say I hate my step kids... I...
    Unleashedmind Unleashedmind 22-25, F 5 Responses Jul 6

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    **Pitiful Numb** Dear diary, Can anyone see this pitiful, being inside of me? Broken hearted, yet always singing? Nothing to smile for, yet always smiling. Torn apart, and never...
    Nataliefosterdoglover Nataliefosterdoglover 26-30, F Jul 7

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    Being completely naked has always been fun for me. Ever since I was a little kid, being able to watch my penis just flop around when I jumped up and down just made me laugh. But...
    matt904 matt904 16-17, M 2 Responses Jul 9

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    I have a friend, she switches from friend to friend constantly. Whenever she loses friendship with this one girl, she begins being friends with me. And then again. The one girl she...
    BloodProjectile1 BloodProjectile1 22-25, F 1 Response Jul 12

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    This will sort of be a stream of consciousness vent. I don't feel totally comfortable writing this here. Putting out my problems on the internet like this for strangers to read but...
    fibrodoodle fibrodoodle 36-40, F 2 Responses Jul 16

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    more specifically, a feminine cliche... the "all girls do that" concept. I suppose this is due to the fact that a lot of negative stereotypes are placed on women, or at least...
    RobynShnobyn RobynShnobyn 18-21, F 5 days ago

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    Ever since I can remember (which was when I was able to walk according to my parents), I've always loved to be naked. So much so, that one of my sisters (who has since passed away...
    BLACKTIGER75 BLACKTIGER75 36-40, M 3 Responses 4 days ago

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    It didn't use to be this bad. I just felt like being a guy was better, but now it's at a whole other level. I look into a mirror and I see breasts, I see a vagina, and I hate...
    WhiteSparrow127 WhiteSparrow127 16-17, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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