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I Am Being Driven Insane By Desire

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 233 People

    I  Desire Sex... ...

    I  desire sex... all the time.  When I  don't get it I'm quite miserable.  I guess that's my own personal hell.
    HisONEnOnly HisONEnOnly 22-25, F Jul 18, 2009

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    Hell Above

    Hell above… Is it wrong to love pain? Am I a bad person for crossing to the darkness…? Trying to be brave but only end up with shame, Let’s face it, these wounds are just a sign of weakness. Just sleeping in this bed made of pins Creating the scars of regret My heart made...
    TNTnerd TNTnerd 13-15, F 1 Response Dec 15, 2012

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    To Pack My Bags Or To Buy Tickets

     My desire is simple and  understandable for those who knows about us.  I wish I could just pack my bags and meet him somewhere... or just buy tickets for him and he will come to me..   because everytime I see him on the screen, everytime I talk to him, I...
    bublina bublina 18-21, F 2 Responses Oct 29, 2009

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    Well, Almost. ...

    Well, almost. There's this married colleague at work I'd like to...you know...she's gorgeous, husband doesn't appreciate her...oh boy...
    numisiro numisiro 36-40, M 1 Response Jul 23, 2009

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    No Words Could Describe It

    Yes. There is someone who hit me head over heels... Like Iv'e been trying all my best to keep calm an all but deep inside I'm burning with all these passion for him.. I want him, need him, all of him, crave for him, desire him with all mind body and soul... How I wish he knew how...
    TemptressKassandra TemptressKassandra 31-35 2 Responses Sep 17, 2012

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    The Grass Is Greener...

    I want something I can't have.  Doesn't matter what it is.  I can't have it.  Not so crazy.  Lots of people feel this way at some point in their life.  However, my want has become a deeply rooted desire.  The harder I try to let it go, the more I...
    cedricsmom cedricsmom 36-40, F 7 Responses Jul 26, 2009

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    Breaking Point

    I have been married to the same man for 28 years. I love sex-as often as I can get it--he can do without it and is content 1 -2 x a month. I have men that tell me I am attractive and have a nice body. I wear lingerie and have playthings to turn him on--yet it goes no where 75% of...
    finerside finerside 46-50, F 13 Responses Jul 25, 2009

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    Why Can't I Have Her?!

    Just a couple of months ago, during my sophomore school year, I was in a History class with a girl. She is incredibly sweet, kind, and UNBELIEVABLY beautiful. My heart pounds at the mere thought of her. She has enormous brown eyes, beautiful curly brown hair, and always wears...
    Boulier Boulier 18-21, F Jul 12, 2013

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    I Have To Say This.

    In August of last year, my best friend, Conner, killed himself at the age of 17. There are several events that led to his death including his failing a drug test while on probation, his not so grreat family life, recieving a DUI, and pending charges on a house burglary. I haven't...
    TableDog TableDog 18-21, M 2 Responses Jan 17, 2012

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    Can you give me a soul to cling on?

    A soul more insane than mine? Will you say I’m normal when you have finally found a way to meet me?
    MiniMelancholy MiniMelancholy 18-21, F Mar 16, 2014

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    And They're Doing It On Purpose :)

    It's about time I answered this thought, because it's been really on my mind ...  Where I work has been populated by many attractive summer students that can't help but grab the eye ...  and then you get talking with them ...  and then they catch you staring at...
    gottaBhappy gottaBhappy 51-55, M 4 Responses Jul 22, 2009

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    To

    be somebody again to have someone who loves me to have a job to not be so depressed to get out of this city for a while stop being in pain!
    deleted deleted 26-30 5 Responses Oct 30, 2009

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    I had bullies in high school, but they were mainly this group of guys. The reason they bullied me was because I didn't take kindly to their racist humor. So the worst of it was my...
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    Strangers in the neighborhood harass me at a distance, all me things (adults do) and try to make me die. My self esteem gets so low and lung is oxygen problem and any attempts I...
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    In the quest for having more of these types of experiences, I'm afraid some of my stories may seem a bit crude or predatory, but I'll always tell them honestly from my point of...
    galaxygrey galaxygrey 26-30, M 4 hrs ago

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    I used to write everything, I used to write out these elaborate poems about my inner struggles, my inner darkness, my sadness, my desire for freedom, my hearts song, I would...
    squeezenbiteme squeezenbiteme 31-35, M May 14

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    Today I am angry! Very angry. Almost too angry to talk...if you could believe that. I am furious at my husband because besides the birth of my son, being married to him has cost...
    Wisdomswisdom Wisdomswisdom 36-40, F 3 Responses May 20

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    Mankind disgusts me sometimes. There has been an increase in the percentage of rape cases in our country these past few years - from fvckheads gang raping an innocent young girl...
    heymarie heymarie 18-21, F May 16

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    I am happy that i am only 13 and I already know what i want out of life. i think i've been attracted to boys all through my life. i never had many friends who are girls and i feel...
    foxy4ever foxy4ever 13-15, M 1 Response 10 hrs ago

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    I don't really have issues with anyone and I try being nice to everybody. But as soon as you lie to me, game over.
    Melissaaxx Melissaaxx 16-17, F 6 Responses 10 hrs ago

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    whilst it may be sad I do enjoy being on cam while I shower and maybe put on a show if anybody wants to watch I find it to be sole confirming that somebody wants to watch me...
    Princealbert2768 Princealbert2768 46-50, M 9 hrs ago

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    Being around other people my age has never been quite comfortable or pleasant. I feel like I just have a stronger connection to people that are 15+ years older than I am, emphasis...
    kasvelrising kasvelrising 22-25, T 4 hrs ago

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    Being home alone..... is Happiness 😊
    Snixxies Snixxies 18-21, F 1 Response 3 hrs ago

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    I don't like attention. When I'm at an event and if people are looking at me I feel like hiding somewhere in the shadows. It gives me the feeling of standing nude in front of...
    LazyPrince LazyPrince 26-30, M 3 hrs ago

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    I have another one! This time I was out driving, looking for a place where I could stand next to my car naked and be seen by people, but in little to no danger of being caught. You...
    galaxygrey galaxygrey 26-30, M 2 hrs ago

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    I hate being in bed for the whole day because I'm sick and I have cold and fever. And tissues everywhere :'(
    ReemNoctis ReemNoctis 16-17, F 1 Response 2 hrs ago

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    Well here I am again, another date with being grounded, god this sucks, and all because I forgot some daft chores, come on mum I'm not 13 no more grrrr Toni Fukalmost 19
    dancingToni95 dancingToni95 18-21, F 1 Response 1 hr ago

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    Well they aren't secret anymore. Which is the real problem.. I get embarrassed but I know I can't change myself. My secret desires have literally changed my destiny, which kind of...
    LilVixen17 LilVixen17 16-17, F 7 Responses May 4

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    I have my secret deepest desire. I wanted something for my soul, my humanness to be satisfied. I am always starving for something, and I wanted to know the purpose of why. I wanted...
    redsilver26 redsilver26 18-21, F May 11

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    fictional story written from my dreamsEvery time we talked on the phone she lay in bed playing with her puffy points. She's a chubby petite,cute girl in her middle twenties.Tired...
    AfanOfbigNaturals AfanOfbigNaturals 46-50, M 1 Response May 4

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    I think these are one and the same. In the vanilla life i would be classed as having no morals and questionable desires. But no matter - I enjoy myself
    wanker1953 wanker1953 61-65, M May 5

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    past 30 months have been hell. met someone who i thought was genuine. turns out 12 months into being together he still avidly checking out other single women on dating sites and...
    norahstime norahstime 41-45, F 6 Responses May 6

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    I desire to be used.Whether someone is only sexually attracted to me for my body or if someone who is slightly creepy has an obsession with me.
    asdfgitskaren asdfgitskaren 13-15, F May 10

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    What desire, are u hiding??
    StevieOakley14 StevieOakley14 13-15, F May 10

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    being bitten hard by someone during sex.
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses May 11

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    Message me your inner desires! We all have that
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses May 13

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    All ashes2asheaa wants is for you to send her gas money. If you're sketchy about sending a stranger gas money she'll block you. Who's to say she will not rob you instead of driving...
    GoldenNecter GoldenNecter 31-35, M 1 Response May 17

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    I'm looking for a breeder ill travel to the breeder I love kids and being pregnant is sexy message me your location I'm ready now I wanna be pregnant now
    breedee breedee 18-21, F 1 Response May 18

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    My secret desire is to have sex with a male-to-female preoperative transsexual.
    ClothingOptional ClothingOptional 26-30, M 1 Response May 20

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    To be kissed deeply like you are truly desired is very sexy
    Sunrise13 Sunrise13 36-40, F 2 Responses May 22

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    Which sometimes is really stupid, because it might even go against some desire or wish. But also keeps me from some negative and not so good things.
    mirkwood86 mirkwood86 26-30, M May 24

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