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I Am Being Driven Insane By Desire

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 230 People

    Can you give me a soul to cling on?

    A soul more insane than mine? Will you say I’m normal when you have finally found a way to meet me?
    MiniMelancholy MiniMelancholy 18-21, F Mar 16, 2014

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    To Pack My Bags Or To Buy Tickets

     My desire is simple and  understandable for those who knows about us.  I wish I could just pack my bags and meet him somewhere... or just buy tickets for him and he will come to me..   because everytime I see him on the screen, everytime I talk to him, I...
    bublina bublina 18-21, F 3 Responses Oct 29, 2009

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    And They're Doing It On Purpose :)

    It's about time I answered this thought, because it's been really on my mind ...  Where I work has been populated by many attractive summer students that can't help but grab the eye ...  and then you get talking with them ...  and then they catch you staring at...
    gottaBhappy gottaBhappy 51-55, M 4 Responses Jul 22, 2009

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    The Grass Is Greener...

    I want something I can't have.  Doesn't matter what it is.  I can't have it.  Not so crazy.  Lots of people feel this way at some point in their life.  However, my want has become a deeply rooted desire.  The harder I try to let it go, the more I...
    cedricsmom cedricsmom 36-40, F 7 Responses Jul 26, 2009

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    I Want U

    SO BAD MY MOUTH IS WATERING AND MY BREATH BECOMES LABORED AT THE VERY THOUGHT OF BEING ABLE TO FINALLY GET ME LITTLE PAWS ON U AFTER WANTING U AND NEEDING U FOR SO VERY LONG. MY LOINS ACHE. I HUNGER. I HATE HOW UR DANGLING RIGHT IN FRONT OF ME, SO CLOSE YET SO FAR OUT OF MY...
    fukkboii fukkboii 36-40, F 8 Responses May 4, 2009

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    To

    be somebody again to have someone who loves me to have a job to not be so depressed to get out of this city for a while stop being in pain!
    deleted deleted 26-30 5 Responses Oct 30, 2009

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    Well, Almost. ...

    Well, almost. There's this married colleague at work I'd like to...you know...she's gorgeous, husband doesn't appreciate her...oh boy...
    numisiro numisiro 36-40, M 1 Response Jul 23, 2009

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    Hell Above

    Hell above… Is it wrong to love pain? Am I a bad person for crossing to the darkness…? Trying to be brave but only end up with shame, Let’s face it, these wounds are just a sign of weakness. Just sleeping in this bed made of pins Creating the scars of regret My heart made...
    TNTnerd TNTnerd 13-15, F 1 Response Dec 15, 2012

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    I Have To Say This.

    In August of last year, my best friend, Conner, killed himself at the age of 17. There are several events that led to his death including his failing a drug test while on probation, his not so grreat family life, recieving a DUI, and pending charges on a house burglary. I haven't...
    TableDog TableDog 18-21, M 2 Responses Jan 17, 2012

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    No Words Could Describe It

    Yes. There is someone who hit me head over heels... Like Iv'e been trying all my best to keep calm an all but deep inside I'm burning with all these passion for him.. I want him, need him, all of him, crave for him, desire him with all mind body and soul... How I wish he knew how...
    TemptressKassandra TemptressKassandra 31-35 2 Responses Sep 17, 2012

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    Breaking Point

    I have been married to the same man for 28 years. I love sex-as often as I can get it--he can do without it and is content 1 -2 x a month. I have men that tell me I am attractive and have a nice body. I wear lingerie and have playthings to turn him on--yet it goes no where 75% of...
    finerside finerside 46-50, F 13 Responses Jul 25, 2009

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    Why Can't I Have Her?!

    Just a couple of months ago, during my sophomore school year, I was in a History class with a girl. She is incredibly sweet, kind, and UNBELIEVABLY beautiful. My heart pounds at the mere thought of her. She has enormous brown eyes, beautiful curly brown hair, and always wears...
    Boulier Boulier 18-21, F Jul 12, 2013

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    I  Desire Sex... ...

    I  desire sex... all the time.  When I  don't get it I'm quite miserable.  I guess that's my own personal hell.
    HisONEnOnly HisONEnOnly 22-25, F Jul 18, 2009

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    What is insanity anyway? Not behaving or responding in a way that is healthy, helpful or productive for yourself and others around you? Who defines it? Undoubtedly social norms...
    Author1980 Author1980 31-35, F 4 Responses 5 days ago

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    I was inspired to think this way,through a show about an artist that wanted to be lover of everything, including the part of cheating on his wife with an eighteen year old. I...
    jellyrolls34 jellyrolls34 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 25

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    sometimes in life i can't afford being normal,,,,haha,,, it's good to go insane :)))
    mdbest4u mdbest4u 26-30, M 4 days ago

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    My psychologist and me get along, but he's extremely judgemental and really gets on my nerves at times and is seriously such an a**hole. The other day, I told him about me wanting...
    MegaManZero97 MegaManZero97 16-17, M 1 Response Mar 22

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    So a few nights ago (on Monday) I decided to drink. I do have a problem but I was drinking responsibly (School is out this week and I didn't work the next day. It was my weekend...
    FallenAngel1997 FallenAngel1997 16-17 Apr 9

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    Feeling an empty void on the inside is as bad as being alone on the outside. Why do we settle for someone who does not need to desire us as much as we desire them?
    Jamestone73 Jamestone73 41-45, M 4 Responses 3 days ago

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    I like people with a little angst in their gut. It means they've let themselves slip enough to take a closer look, even if that look wasn't easy and they lost something from it...
    okay62 okay62 70+, F Mar 23

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    Maybe, i dont know.... I Just think different... Im insane?
    Mysorrow Mysorrow 18-21, M 1 Response Mar 26

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    I Don't have big dreams and desires.. Why ? Because I'm content with what I already have. Of course your dreams and desires will urge you to never give up and continue when you are...
    BrownitatheIntelligentgirl2 BrownitatheIntelligentgirl2 18-21, F 5 days ago

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    "I am going insane." This is what you say when you feel something isn't right. You know a paradigm change is happening within you, and it's not what you consider normal. This...
    Vumsy Vumsy 22-25, M 5 days ago

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    Maybe insanity is just the normal and we all think we're going insane, but that normal. It's the people who say they're normal that are the crazy ones!
    OneWithTheSkies OneWithTheSkies 18-21, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    I am driving myself insane. I don't know what to think anymore.
    coraimaal coraimaal 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 10

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    I feel like I'm waiting for something that will never happen. I feel I give and I give but what I want is always out of reach. Maybe my expectations are too high? Or maybe my...
    FairytaleDreams FairytaleDreams 46-50, F 1 Response Apr 10

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    In my mindI let run thoughts of youI stay lost in wonder.You sit silent unsuspecting at the desk workingI come to you in the wake of night to the office roomI want my timeI want...
    nocool nocool 41-45, M 1 Response 2 days ago

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    I am new to being a step mom and concerned about the toll it is taking on my recent marriage. I am very sure in my desire to remain childless, to focus on my career and enjoy my...
    mlm121 mlm121 31-35, F 5 Responses Mar 29

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    The desire says much more about the one who desires than that which or whom is desired.
    wombat456 wombat456 41-45, M 2 Responses Mar 30

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    I prefer under the radar,but the thesaurus has (more disturbing synonyms:secret,unavowed,masquerading..even whatchamacallit!Whatchamacallit???People on this site have even asked if...
    mailcall mailcall 36-40, F 4 Responses Apr 8

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    "Love is an irresistible desire to be irresistibly desired."
    Bumblelion Bumblelion 31-35, M 5 Responses 4 days ago

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    I must say that I was a sports girl. So, I ran in the evening before bedtime. The fact that I did it in the woods, it's natural. There are few people and it is always possible to...
    tara0 tara0 31-35, F 4 Responses 2 days ago

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    It's like, a never ending desire to be with you. I have literally never met a girl who can satisfy my appetite.
    mATLien mATLien 26-30, M Apr 1

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    I want happiness as much as the other. But happiness is nothing but a perspective. It's all in the timing and what you desire at that time. So I try daily to be thankful for all I...
    Toasteroven333 Toasteroven333 26-30, F 1 Response Apr 4

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    Until you touched my damaged self I was perfectly fine all alone. You've made me look into your views, and my curiosity had become longing the need. All the signs say it's wrong...
    Isis27 Isis27 36-40 Apr 4

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    If I contact you and you don't like me or my listed experiences, then please do it. It is not my desire to annoy or harass anyone here.
    jradc44 jradc44 46-50, M 3 days ago

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    I have been accustomed to this different level of intimacy for about 3 years or so. I will tell everyone this, I did not chose this lifestyle because of Fifty Shades of Grey. I...
    SavingLucy17 SavingLucy17 16-17, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    Im not even sure if what I did was right or wrong but it was a normal day at work when I recieved a call regarding a update on a client. Even though we never met when i heard his...
    MadameBloodLust MadameBloodLust 22-25, F 2 Responses Mar 26

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    Tomorrow night he'll be here.... The man I was with for over 12 years .... He'll be under the same roof.... Staying the night in my home.... To see his son.... I don't want him to...
    Orangerocket Orangerocket 36-40, F 9 Responses Apr 1

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    Can the feeling of desire be taking seriously
    bossman56 bossman56 56-60, M Apr 10

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    Our secret desires are often betrayed by the practical decisions we make.
    PrincessKeeper PrincessKeeper 31-35, M 2 Responses 3 days ago

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    I've lived with a wife for 9 years this week. She has loved and desired me about half of that time. Those good times were good. The other half of the time she abused me emotionally...
    ChasingTheDreams ChasingTheDreams 26-30, M 3 days ago

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