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I Am Being Tortured

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    I Am Being Tortured And Have Been For A Long Time

    my relatives have been ritually abusing me for years... the always steal all my friends and spread lies and gossip about me and have over exaggerated things about me and punish in ways that are un necessarily and over the top for normal punishment... these people are sickos...
    czaristacrystals czaristacrystals 36-40, F 1 Response Dec 6, 2011

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    fukkboii fukkboii 36-40, F 2 Responses Aug 30, 2009

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    Scarlet Fever Continued

    So there I was, sitting in this house on a couch about 2 feet away from quite possibly arguably my dreamgirl. Yes you read and heard me right, there are just no words to describe how gorgeous this redhead is. Ivory skin, amazing eyes, a smile that would make a priest reconsider...
    RoaringFlameLostinShadow RoaringFlameLostinShadow 31-35, M May 30, 2012

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    I Feel

    i am bald no hair any where the effects of chemo r drastic ! i hate it , i feel like ive lived for so long that ever second is a minute and a minute an hr . this is torture my life is hell going in slow motion my body hasnt changed in 3 yrs i look 10 nt 15 ! i hate me i hate eery...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Nov 2, 2010

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    Not Sharing This.....

    To many would read and maybe it would cause more heart break, then I ever wanted anyone to know of...... It is bad enough, when my own heart, is breaking...... Making others' angry, makes me break....... Yesterday, people got angry.....some and another brought up how it...
    stigmafree stigmafree 31-35 1 Response Apr 10, 2010

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    My Life Is Torture

    So the sexual abuse case against my dad is still continuing. It is still a waiting game with his medical reports because he is basically claiming that he is mentally ill which is a load of bullsh!t. I'm hoping that they've found nothing wrong with him because it's obvious he's...
    BeautyOfSuffering BeautyOfSuffering 22-25, F 1 Response May 14, 2012

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    29 Years of Torture. Will Someone Please Kill Me?

    I am being tortured till my death. . . It must not be enough that I have some brain poblem that required me to get brain surgery at age three, then have to endure years of tests and pocedures, then it wasn't enough that my father was a ********* and I had to...
    AmberDe AmberDe 26-30, F 8 Responses Sep 25, 2009

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