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I Am Being Tortured

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 33 People

    I Am Being Tortured And Have Been For A Long Time

    my relatives have been ritually abusing me for years... the always steal all my friends and spread lies and gossip about me and have over exaggerated things about me and punish in ways that are un necessarily and over the top for normal punishment... these people are sickos...
    czaristacrystals czaristacrystals 36-40, F 1 Response Dec 6, 2011

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    I Feel

    i am bald no hair any where the effects of chemo r drastic ! i hate it , i feel like ive lived for so long that ever second is a minute and a minute an hr . this is torture my life is hell going in slow motion my body hasnt changed in 3 yrs i look 10 nt 15 ! i hate me i hate eery...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Nov 2, 2010

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    Scarlet Fever Continued

    So there I was, sitting in this house on a couch about 2 feet away from quite possibly arguably my dreamgirl. Yes you read and heard me right, there are just no words to describe how gorgeous this redhead is. Ivory skin, amazing eyes, a smile that would make a priest reconsider...
    RoaringFlameLostinShadow RoaringFlameLostinShadow 31-35, M May 30, 2012

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    My Life Is Torture

    So the sexual abuse case against my dad is still continuing. It is still a waiting game with his medical reports because he is basically claiming that he is mentally ill which is a load of bullsh!t. I'm hoping that they've found nothing wrong with him because it's obvious he's...
    BeautyOfSuffering BeautyOfSuffering 22-25, F 1 Response May 14, 2012

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    Not Sharing This.....

    To many would read and maybe it would cause more heart break, then I ever wanted anyone to know of...... It is bad enough, when my own heart, is breaking...... Making others' angry, makes me break....... Yesterday, people got angry.....some and another brought up how it...
    stigmafree stigmafree 31-35 1 Response Apr 10, 2010

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    fukkboii fukkboii 36-40, F 2 Responses Aug 30, 2009

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    29 Years of Torture. Will Someone Please Kill Me?

    I am being tortured till my death. . . It must not be enough that I have some brain poblem that required me to get brain surgery at age three, then have to endure years of tests and pocedures, then it wasn't enough that my father was a ********* and I had to...
    AmberDe AmberDe 26-30, F 8 Responses Sep 25, 2009

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    So i figured i would post some of my recent experience about me and my son's 5 day wilderness trip this past week. We went to the pine barrens in nj. For those that never heard of...
    TheHarrowing TheHarrowing 31-35, M 1 Response Sep 1

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    Anyone want to be tickle tortured or want to tickle torture me?
    AnimeFreak1547 AnimeFreak1547 13-15, F 4 Responses Sep 10

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    I am craving being absolutely broken with tickle torture. I want to be gang tickled whilst locked in the stocks :D
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    This isn't my natural state. It's like every day is Halloween. Everyone's in their costumes. I seem to be sewn into mine. But everyone else seems to be enjoying the party, or they...
    Anyiel Anyiel 26-30, F 1 Response Sep 21

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    Well, I was raised in NYC till the age of 38. Then I was being stalked but was unaware what stalking was. I have seen a difference in people, but could not place a finger on what...
    trustworthy444 trustworthy444 46-50 1 Response Sep 2

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    I've hitchhiked allot in Canada, I've been too both west coast, Victoria island, and all the way too the east coast, and let me tell you it is a wonderful and amazing experiance...
    ThunderBangs ThunderBangs 22-25, F 2 Responses Sep 9

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    Some-days, I feel that I am the loneliest person in the world. Now, that “in the world” feeling may be a bit of hyper-collegiate over-dramatisme, of latent-teenage psychopathy...
    Newydd Newydd 18-21 Sep 11

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    Man this was so cool tonight I open up to my boyfriend and we talked about me being into diapers it was hard at first but as we talk it got easer to talk about diapers and he knows...
    Diaperdragon Diaperdragon 36-40, M 3 Responses Sep 2

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    I was in my late teens and I had gone out to an area that I had hiked several times. There was a Creek at the bottom of a slope and a cliff on the far side that had several caves...
    1naturist 1naturist 56-60, M 2 Responses Sep 4

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    I had a best friend. She was silly and crazy to be around. Most days she was depressed. It was always, "Why don't they want to hang out with me. I'm never included in the...
    HKT1993 HKT1993 18-21, F 9 Responses Sep 7

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    Being barefoot is the best feeling ever! I enjoy not wearing any shoes and socks, and enjoying the freedom of being barefoot outdoors. I love having the earth beneath my soles and...
    countingtoesisfun countingtoesisfun 26-30, M 1 Response Sep 9

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    Being barefoot is the best feeling ever! I enjoy not wearing any shoes and socks, and enjoying the freedom of being barefoot outdoors. I love having the earth beneath my soles and...
    countingtoesisfun countingtoesisfun 26-30, M Sep 9

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    Being barefoot is the best feeling ever! I enjoy not wearing any shoes and socks, and enjoying the freedom of being barefoot outdoors. I love having the earth beneath my soles and...
    countingtoesisfun countingtoesisfun 26-30, M 2 Responses Sep 9

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    Being barefoot is the best feeling ever! I enjoy not wearing any shoes and socks, and enjoying the freedom of being barefoot outdoors. I love having the earth beneath my soles and...
    countingtoesisfun countingtoesisfun 26-30, M 2 Responses Sep 9

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    I lose interest in people fast, friendships are pointless especially when they realize they can't get any freebies off you. As I get older, I'm starting to become like my great...
    LadyOutspoken LadyOutspoken 26-30, F 2 Responses Sep 13

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    I love being naked in the woods. I also love being naked on the beach. I don't want to be caught. I am afraid of being labeled a sexual deviant. I also do not want to offend others...
    IslandTommy IslandTommy 61-65, M 1 Response Sep 19

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    I love being watched showering, it all started when I was 14 and left the door slightly open of the shower and noticed my aunt watching me, this got me on a hard on so I started...
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    Searching these posts for help winning back my wife. I have failed my my wife. It took an entire year for me to be able to admit that or even see it. For the last year it's been...
    TonyM323 TonyM323 36-40, M 3 Responses a week ago

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    I am not sorry for my opinions, and thoughts. Out of fear of losing loved ones and friends, I have sacrificed my honesty for their comfort. This is wrong, and should not continue...
    Trisyph Trisyph 22-25, F 4 Responses 6 days ago

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    Because teenagers are all obviously drugged-up, sex-crazy maniacs who do nothing other than smoke and cause havoc in their spare time. What a load of rubbish! I hate being...
    Seblett Seblett 13-15, F 6 days ago

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    Today my younger brother came to me and said "how is it that you have no friends? No one in this world lives the way you do, they all have friends! I mean you look hot, you are...
    AstridPhotographer AstridPhotographer 22-25, F 2 Responses 4 days ago

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    So I have two stepdaughters that are 16 and 12, and I just love being with them. They are funny, cute, honest and respectful girls that even sometimes consider me their best...
    Redneckmom1992 Redneckmom1992 22-25, F 2 Responses 4 days ago

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    Being in college sucks when I love being a little so much... I cant wear my pull-ups or use my sippy up. I still use my binky and suck my thumb here and there but its just not the...
    Peanut65 Peanut65 18-21, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    Yesterday was bitter sweet; anyone who is close to me knows the struggles I've had with my current job. It's thankless and extremely stressful. Some nights it literally gives me...
    Alanda510 Alanda510 31-35, F 1 Response 18 hrs ago

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    i hate being a twin. Im the ugly one. everyone choses her over me. imagine being IDENTICAL and people chosing her over you . it ****** sucks. hatebeing a twin
    whoami7 whoami7 13-15, F Sep 1

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    I like being teased. S*xually and emotionally. Like I think it's cute when a guy teases me and acts a little cocky. But I love being teased s*xually. I love the thought of a guy or...
    biebbrauhll biebbrauhll 13-15, F 6 Responses Sep 1

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    Truth is, I fall to hard, to fast when I care about someone and it always backfires. I thought I had finally met someone that cared about me but I guess I was wrong. Ik it's not...
    fallout07 fallout07 18-21, F 1 Response Sep 1

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    I'm going to try to make this story short if I can. I'm now 26 years old I met my boyfriend two years ago at my job. 4 months after starting there him and I started dating on our...
    lifeisnotasiexpected lifeisnotasiexpected 26-30, F 1 Response Sep 2

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    (From my other account that's being deleted) The touch of a hand on my shoulder, the contact of a kiss on my head, or the feel of a hug, I cannot bare. Not even a friendly...
    kelseytoby1337 kelseytoby1337 16-17 Sep 2

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    It's a bit of a mixed situation. I love being alone, like in college, not many people bother me and I get to burry myself in music and books but I want to make conversation with...
    teebagg teebagg 16-17, F 1 Response Sep 2

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    I was looking for the page "I Am Ashamed of Being Myself," and I could have sworn that I clicked on it, but instead Firefox led me here. So what I'm going to do is tell the story...
    Kurokagi Kurokagi 18-21 Sep 2

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    I don't know if I have a problem with being alone or lonely? I think lonely. Because I love being by myself and reading or drawing or doing the weird art things I love to do. Sigh...
    disasterland disasterland 18-21, F Sep 2

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    Thinking about life itself as i use to do i realized a magnificent interior revelation. I will try to explain in writing form this feeling that i had. All of us came to existance...
    DiegoSMarinho DiegoSMarinho 16-17, M Sep 4

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    As I enter Year 6, everything in my life altered. I dread my class, my so called 'friends', and the crazy events.. I can't handle it anymore! My class MOSTLY FRIENDS- Not to be...
    ihatemylife236 ihatemylife236 13-15, F 3 Responses Sep 5

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    Let me start off by giving background on me…….. I grew up with my mom and stepdad. We had the normal family issues, and there were times that I threw out the "you’re not my...
    bevd928 bevd928 41-45, F 2 Responses Sep 5

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    For me being naked is not about sex. Being naked is just an extremely comfortable condition. I am more relaxed. I sleep better naked. I watch tv, clean house, cook all in the buff...
    sknarf28 sknarf28 51-55, M Sep 7

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    I am tired of being me for so many reasons. But I think the bigger reason is i am tired of faking all these smiles everyday. I want to feel so happy as I look. I think I should be...
    thehideme thehideme 22-25 Sep 8

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    I miss how is it like to be free ... Free to be the real me ,to sit down and take a breath... To not being someone's enemy ,or to not feel the need to prove something to someone...
    Michi22 Michi22 22-25 Sep 8

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    That intense, earth shattering feeling, where the only people that exist is you, and that only other person in which your very heart beats for? That intensity where your heart just...
    ThoughtFulMoments ThoughtFulMoments 36-40, F 3 Responses Sep 8

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    I like being with people that understand that I don't always want to talk. I like being silent, i don't like things going too fast it makes me anxious. some people think I'm boring...
    chanelondon chanelondon 13-15, F 1 Response Sep 9

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    A few years ago a best friend of mine and me stopped being friends. It wasn't a hateful separation. (We didn't part hating each other.) This is just a best friend I've had for...