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I Am Being Tortured

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 33 People

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    To many would read and maybe it would cause more heart break, then I ever wanted anyone to know of...... It is bad enough, when my own heart, is breaking...... Making others' angry, makes me break....... Yesterday, people got angry.....some and another brought up how it...
    stigmafree stigmafree 31-35 1 Response Apr 10, 2010

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    I Feel

    i am bald no hair any where the effects of chemo r drastic ! i hate it , i feel like ive lived for so long that ever second is a minute and a minute an hr . this is torture my life is hell going in slow motion my body hasnt changed in 3 yrs i look 10 nt 15 ! i hate me i hate eery...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Nov 2, 2010

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    fukkboii fukkboii 36-40, F 2 Responses Aug 30, 2009

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    I Am Being Tortured And Have Been For A Long Time

    my relatives have been ritually abusing me for years... the always steal all my friends and spread lies and gossip about me and have over exaggerated things about me and punish in ways that are un necessarily and over the top for normal punishment... these people are sickos...
    czaristacrystals czaristacrystals 36-40, F 1 Response Dec 6, 2011

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    29 Years of Torture. Will Someone Please Kill Me?

    I am being tortured till my death. . . It must not be enough that I have some brain poblem that required me to get brain surgery at age three, then have to endure years of tests and pocedures, then it wasn't enough that my father was a ********* and I had to...
    AmberDe AmberDe 26-30, F 8 Responses Sep 25, 2009

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    Scarlet Fever Continued

    So there I was, sitting in this house on a couch about 2 feet away from quite possibly arguably my dreamgirl. Yes you read and heard me right, there are just no words to describe how gorgeous this redhead is. Ivory skin, amazing eyes, a smile that would make a priest reconsider...
    RoaringFlameLostinShadow RoaringFlameLostinShadow 31-35, M May 30, 2012

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    My Life Is Torture

    So the sexual abuse case against my dad is still continuing. It is still a waiting game with his medical reports because he is basically claiming that he is mentally ill which is a load of bullsh!t. I'm hoping that they've found nothing wrong with him because it's obvious he's...
    BeautyOfSuffering BeautyOfSuffering 22-25, F 1 Response May 14, 2012

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    I've been searching for a female tickler on LI for a very long time now with either little or no luck. All I want is a female who lives close to me (or fairly close to me) who is...
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    I've been searching for a female tickler on LI for a very long time now with either little or no luck. All I want is a female who lives close to me (or fairly close to me) who is...
    Rachissahope Rachissahope 18-21, F 6 days ago

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    I do not like being around people just because i'm not a Christian person and keep telling me how to live my life. Why cant they just leave me alone.
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    reflectivemind reflectivemind 70+, M 1 Response 3 days ago

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    I am afraid of being judged for even being sad. I feel like people judge me for not having many friends, its not like i dont like people i just push people away, not on purpose. A...
    kezzie10 kezzie10 13-15, F 1 Response Oct 6

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    Lying is such a big turn off, I hate being lied too! Usually I already know what's going to happen, what the answer is, if I have this feelings that I'm being lied too..don't you...
    lifelessons15 lifelessons15 16-17, F Oct 9

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    Just As Much! Despite being depressed, and having a mental illness, and not being on medication, or forgetting to take your medication give you the right to do whatever you want...
    SouthernBella89 SouthernBella89 22-25, F Oct 13

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    I have always been told to be grateful for my life. And I am grateful for where I am today. However I hate using the term to diminsh the pain one feels after being done wrong. I...
    loudsilence1 loudsilence1 26-30, F 4 days ago

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    I hate being ignored! I can't stand when I ask someone a question then they don't respond to me and when I ask again they Yell the answer at me Like im annoying them with my...
    Raptax231 Raptax231 18-21, M 1 Response Oct 2

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    I love my complexion, I couldn't imagine myself being Caucasian really. We are the most sensitive, desensitized people on the planet. They talk about how we're gangsters and thugs...
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    If I made my mother mad, she asked my dad to spank me. Clearly, my mother ran the house. My father was a quiet, determined man. He was kind, and not quick to anger by any means...
    Regrets472 Regrets472 26-30, F Oct 6

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    I guess being 17 (turning 18 next year) and still single is something that society is still not accepting. Some say, "Wow, you are something." And then the majority, 'You're a...
    Acezsinkillx Acezsinkillx 16-17 Oct 6

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    Being alone is just to lonely and scary for me. I think being with someone is a lot better then being alone because I'm easily scared sometimes even if my moms in the other room...
    MichaelEgitto MichaelEgitto 13-15, M Oct 7

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    Being ignored is the biggest problem I have. It is the thing that hurts me the most mentally. I grew up being ignored and with no one caring so when I get ignored it just really...
    Raptax231 Raptax231 18-21, M 2 Responses Oct 10

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    I miss being a Kid. I have been working since I was 11 years old.I missed almost everything a kid would normally have in his childhood.I am trying to compensate the years I lost. I...
    HopelessPhilosopher HopelessPhilosopher 22-25, M Oct 12

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    When I was a little girl, like most of my friends I loved every little thing about being female, petticoats, dresses, my first bra (OMG), dressing up, shoes, makeup. My mother...
    slipgirl274 slipgirl274 61-65, F 3 Responses Oct 20

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    Today my mum shouted at me, saying rude things and things that hurt me so much. So i tried to defend myself and trying to fight for myself. But I ended up being scolded and yelled...
    llamaxxi llamaxxi 13-15, F Oct 20

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    I hate all of my "friends" being only 14 i have been treated like crap, need to fix anything related to a computer? Call jp, the project we were supposed to give this morning? Its...
    JPwolf JPwolf 13-15, M Oct 20

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    Although some of my memories of being naked as a child were what my parents remember, I do remember spending a lot of time either figuring out how to get naked without being caught...
    BLACKTIGER75 BLACKTIGER75 36-40, M 1 Response Oct 21

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    The rain is coming down heavily. The neighborhood is quiet. It's October and it marks a full 2 years and 2 months of being single. It's been 2 months since I've made any physical...
    SuperGinger41 SuperGinger41 22-25, F 1 Response Oct 1

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    I don't like people tell me that I need to be married if I not that into marriage or having kids as well. What get on my nerve is when people tell me to grow up which it means to...
    sham17 sham17 26-30, F 2 Responses Oct 3

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    I wonder what is it that some have problems with this? I am happy being who I am, when I want to be who I am. However, people seem not to read anything, or fully understand what I...
    blindfoldstacy blindfoldstacy 41-45, T 1 Response Oct 3

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    I should really get rid of Facebook. At least the account that has "friends" on it. Somebody got back into their MySpace account so they were sharing all of the pictures from there...
    Myzery Myzery 31-35, F Oct 3

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    This is just one of those things that I can't explain I don't know why but being up against the wall whilst being kissed is so amazing it gives you such a thrill. Grrr I don't know...
    ScarM3 ScarM3 16-17, F 4 Responses Oct 3

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    I refuse to tell my family when I'm sick.. After 6th grade I never stayed home from school sick. In my mind, being sick is being weak & I can't let my family see my weak.. Idk why...
    mciarleglio26 mciarleglio26 18-21 1 Response Oct 5

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    My husband has gone out and my son has gone to his grandmas and I hate being myself because I realise I have no meaning other than being a wife and a mother is that sad?
    ThoughtIknewLove ThoughtIknewLove 18-21, F 4 Responses Oct 5

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    I'm tired of being ignored and I hate being ignored. I'm worrying about things and I want to know if that person is okay. Well I'm sorry if I'm worrying about someone so much but...
    Payton20014 Payton20014 13-15, F Oct 5

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    I always seem to have this feeling I'm being watched as from time to time I always look around and sometimes stop and turn around as if I being watched, even in my own apartment...
    RD101 RD101 31-35, M 3 Responses Oct 5

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    I am tired of being tired of being lonely all the time :o. hope understood that xD
    EBestest EBestest 18-21, M 1 Response Oct 5

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    I sometimes break forum rules to get blocked out of it. I used to enjoy sitting in the corner, or being grounded, so I equally enjoy being blocked out of social networking sites. I...
    waterfoxer waterfoxer 16-17, M Oct 5

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    I am proud of myself! Being gay doesn't define what are you, because for me being gay defines who are you! Hello there hope to have some friends here! Feel free to message me...
    DEACTIVATEDACCNT DEACTIVATEDACCNT 18-21, M 1 Response Oct 6

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    So tired of being single. Tired of family and friends all the time. Would prefer a woman that i could spend my time with. I can cook, work, and im working towards other goals...
    DarkKnightPEKKA DarkKnightPEKKA 26-30, M Oct 7

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    Im a humiliation pig love being laughed at and called mean things brutal verbal abuse not into pain i love being sold cheap and cheated on used as a dumpster
    Misspiggy1234 Misspiggy1234 22-25, F 1 Response Oct 7

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    I like being dominated by woman. Being tied down and used. But I also get turned on by dominating men and making them do what ever I want. Humiliating them in every way.
    lilfreakbitch lilfreakbitch 22-25, F 10 Responses Oct 8

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    My parents recently just asked me a pretty good question.....why I always drink so much and take so many damn pills. I said the first thing that came to my head, "Because I hate...
    SonofSomebody SonofSomebody 22-25, M 1 Response Oct 8

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    I'm trying to keep myself From being extremely bored while I'm on fall break from school. I still hate being extremely bored and most times I feel like no one wants to talk to me...
    wmc1244 wmc1244 16-17, M Oct 9

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    I need my time alone. No distractions, obligations or things to deal with. I do not enjoy the Idea of being always alone though. I miss having someone to care about me,do things...
    karenmbrown karenmbrown 51-55, T 1 Response Oct 9

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    From the few experiences that I have read...most are young. Believe me, you still have time. People used to tell me to lose the weight before I turned 40 because it was harder to...